S/fur
sorry
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6aR5Og5PDKU
>>737274720
hey 23
I just have to keep telling myself, this isn't permanent. I'm not going to be working this dead end forever. There has to be something that I enjoy, that I'm good at, that will make me money. I just haven't figured out what that is yet. I could go to college but I feel like I'd hate having to sit through years of schooling just get out and find whatever field I pursued is now irrelevant.
>>737274720
nice feet
>>737274399
Buckethead is so damn good.
>>737274365
You are punished.
>>737274805
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>>737272845
>>737274805
id love to see more of your gallery
>>737274805
Find it before it's too late.
Any one got anything really dark and evil looking thats s/fur?
>>737275024
>>737275137
how's this?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FdBqOCS8LmM
>>737275033
Too late?
>>737275137
Me.
>>737275355
Before you go completely insane.
>>737275381
ow the edge
>>737275456
Oh well define "Insane"
>>737275344
>>737275545
Anyone got some creampies in heat pics?
>>737275807
>in heat
So like, her saying "I'm in heat"
>>737275676
>>737275807
I would also like to see that
>>737275882
More or less, yeah. Implied pregnancy, x-rays, stuff like that.
238 538 429
2h5sz3
>>737275896
More
>>737275540
An insatiable desire to mutilate, eviscerate, and kill. Uncontrollable fantasies of violent rape, murder, and twisted, demented art forms from the remains of humans. Dreams of laying with the dead and embracing them. Constant research on serial killers, their modus operandi, and body count. I've lost it. It was that rehab place. It broke me. My temper is shorter than ever, and it used to be bad. I literally can't control myself. I don't know what to do.
*just keep postin blue stuff*
>>737275947
>>737276120
see a different therapist
from what I've heard the style of them varies a lot (by personality and school of thought) and different things work with different people
>>737276268
>>737276169
going to try and summon alex?
>>737276018
Depends on how feral you care to go.
>>737276120
Id' say I'm at about a 25% there then.
Unrelated, do you have any posters in your room?
>>737276268
I have heard this so many times. Every therapist is different. Sometimes wildly.
>>737276344
nah, just feelin blue
>>737274399
He's not comin on a wednesday
>>737276344
>>737276268
My therapist knows nothing because I refuse to talk. I go against my will.
>>737276354
No. I used to, but just stopped caring, as with everything else I suppose.
>>737276525
More evil
>>737276344
I thought blood was coming from her mouth at first, and immediately clicked it. God I'm fucked up.
>>737276585
>>737276525
an old friend of mine had a major breakdown years ago, that's what he told me after the 7th or 8th therapist he saw managed to get his mentality in order
>>737276748
>>737276738
that's a more common fetish than you'd think (not one of mine though)
>>737276849
It's the underlying feelings that scare me.
i had one therapist who was good, a very down to earth girl.
and another who just came off as a white guy who wanted to dissect my brain a find the best drug to fix the damage.
>>737276630
>My therapist knows nothing because I refuse to talk. I go against my will.
We've identified the problem.
They were band posters weren't they.
>>737276849
>>737276919
suppose that depends on why you find the idea attractive (my currant room mate and probably best friend is a sadist, I'm familiar with some of that stuff)
>>737276935
avoid the biologic determinists, that's how they look at the human race
He was a good guy, he made me feel all better when I was unstable.
And when I got a 51-50 on my head, I freaked out and was about to snap, but the state psychiatrist really helped me out and removed the hold.
There's some good ones, those people. Expensive, but it really does work, and helps you understand yourself.
>>737277146
>>737277019
>praying to Dio
Good content by the way.
>>737277208
>>737277208
In this case probably more to Cannibal Corpse
>>737277388
>>737277422
which could be the problem
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hvvjiE4AdUI
not that I should encourage the worship of idols
>>737274805
What about something to make a lot of money until you figured out what you wanted to do? That way, you can easily have the funds to do what you actually want to do.
>>737277019
Thing is, she's a good therapist. I just don't trust anyone, especially after my psychiatrist put me in the psych ward. I think that may actually be what caused these rampant thoughts.
>>737277146
I want to watch someone die again. Just to feel what it's like. Yet the reason I was put in the psych ward was because I wanted to remember what it's like to put a shotgun to my head and be that close to death. I'm obsessed with Death. I refer to her as my love now. Everywhere I go she follows me. Not necessarily humans, but anything. I just kill everything around me. I bring death everywhere I go. Part of me loves it, part hates it. I don't even know what to do about it. I'm too afraid to talk to anyone. I don't want to go back to that place so they can fuck me up more.
No. One was a Joker poster.
>>737277945
fuck this stupid weird gay cancer furry bs
>>737277571
>>737277732
yeah don't know what to tell you there, its more than a little outside of my area
>>737278034
Y-you too
>>737278038
Thanks anyway.
>>737278038
Making it worse, the way things are now. Change is the only solution, stubbornness will be the quickest downfall. Recognization of a problem is the first key to fixing it.
>>737277607
First I would have to have a job that paid well. In order to get that I either need education, which takes 2-10 years depending on what I go into.
OR have connections and just get a high paying job without further educating myself. Which I honestly would do, but I know nobody in any big business. My grandfather is probably the most well off in the family, but that's mostly because he worked at a plant for like 30 years. Then went into life insurance after that.
My dream would be get set up in a small mountain town and start up an ice rink. Own that and just live.
>>737277571
Idols bring purpose to some that have none.
>>737277732
>Joker poster
lol
>>737278202
Yeah.
>>737278238
*Unzips*
I don't think i feel like postin anymore for the night
lurk a little longer
then
have a night
<3
>>737278151
>>737278202
its a false one though, misleading and unhealthy
>>737278238
kind of cute, I don't care for pointy though
>>737278359
This is my fault, isn't it? I'm sorry.
Night.
I'm a quarter of the way done with trucking school.
>>737278202
>First....
Trucking school. That's what I'm doing.
>OR...
Well that's everyone, having connections definitely helps, but it's possible.
>My dream...
That's a very easily and oddly satisfyingly sounding dream. I'd suggest to keep using your credit cards and keep paying more than your monthly minimum to keep your revolving credit score going up, and your installed (standing) or whatever it's called credit by financing a car and paying that off to boost up your long term credit. When both of those are good and you've paid off the vehicle, I'd go ahead and apply for a loan to fund your idea of an ice rink. Mountain space is cheap to buy, but expensive to landscape. But if you have the means to do so, I hope it goes well for you.
Shark is best
Prove me wrong
>>737278591
>Shark
>PBR
You did it yourself.
>>737278382
>>737278463
I hear that pays well
>>737278591
>>737278681
>>737278591
>too muscly
>too many teeth
>fish with legs
no thanks
>>737278359
Night
>>737278382
Unhealthy by what degree. Experiences do something. Maybe he meets someone. They break off together.
>>737278463
Damn homie. I don't even HAVE a credit card. I own a car though. Just pay the insurance on that right now. I figure that mountain thing is a good ways off. Right now I'm just working and saving. Not very well.
>>737278763
smh
>>737278763
>>737278838
I just meant the idolatry, the rest of that sounds reasonable.
Also I should really get a credit card, I still have no credit history
>>737278681
It does. I haven't finished yet, but a family member does trucking, and they have offered me a job trucking from Fresno, CA to Oakland @ $150/trip.
>>737278838
Get one. You may feel like you can't afford one, but you can. I recommend you get a secured one from the bank if you don't qualify for an unsecured one. They'll ask for like $100-$200 in case you mess up and screw them, but after 6 months to a year, with good spending and paying habits, they'll give your deposit back and boost up your credit limit. Just try to keep your overhead under 30%. Also, is the vehicle in your name or someone else's?
The first two years really suck since you have no experience yet, so you have to either know someone or start off at a horrible company, but then after that, you can move on to better contracts or jobs.
Endorsements are definitely the way to go for sure.
>>737279028
>
Never enough horse
>Not enough horse
>Posts furry
Wat.
>>737279094
>>737279180
most of my horse folder still consists of people being turned into mares (full feral)
>>737279383
All my horse is in my encrypted folder and I don't want to decrypt it
>>737279393
mares are great
>>737279028
I neither am pro or anti-idol. I'm just saying, if it works for you, do it.
>>737279094
Car is in my name.
And thanks for all the other advice, but I don't think trucking is for me. I get nervous when I take a 10 minute drive down the road, I don't think I could go cross-country.
>>737279463
Slightly exaggerated
>>737279448
I don't want horses, the one I replied to wanted them, and I remarked at how they didn't post horses lol.
>>737279463
They have Interstate and Intrastate. If you just wanna be in your same state, you can be.
And it's not my ideal job either, but $750+/week definitely will help fund my life until I can go back to school for a degree in something PC related.
>>737279523
>>737279094
Trucking does pay well, especially if you go out of state. I was thinking of learning to do CNC Machining since that pays well.
>>737279505
I know, you responded to me, and I responded back
>>737279393
>>737279448
people usually get annoyed though
>>737274720
>>737279604
I'd go for software engineering or cyber security if you want money.
Networking Administration doesn't pay shit
>>737279628
fuck em
>>737279628
>>737279722
also I don't see enough anthro horse taurs, I'd save more of those if I could find them
>>737279807
Hard to find horse without stumbling into MLP
If we could stop with these confusing ass >> replies that'd be great.
>>737279722
>Engineering
What's there to engineer, just zap those flattened rocks with some lightning and trick it to think
>>737279604
750 is good, but why not try for something salaried?
>>737279807
>>737279849
also a problem, very little of that is any good
>>737279613
I'm going to be going out of state for the more serious money for sure.
My girlfriend wants to do AutoCAD, so I'm gonna try to help her with that goal, and I forgot what CNC machining does.
>>737279613
I know, you responded to me, and I responded back. <3
>>737279722
I was thinking cyber security, but I'm still weighing out my option. I do love working on vehicles as well, I might work with the electrical components more though, like Govenors, ECU, etc.
>>737279935
Because the job I'd be going for at $150/trip would be just a daily thing, I'd be "home for dinner" kind of thing, until I had more experience to go for something bigger.
>>737279993
Am I wasting my precious time on 4chan again
>>737280055
It's precision machining for the most part.
I was thinking Cyber myself
(You)
>>737274720
Nice feet
When I could be obtaining knowledge
>>737280354
2 many
You could be elsewhere.
Or here having a great time.
>>737280283
Or dead.
It's better that you're not dead though.
Somebody post THAT link
Got you fam.
http://shouldideployalinkamp.com
I guess if I'm not dead I can do things. Like be on 4chan. I couldn't do that if I was dead.
mudkipz.ws
Youd be happier dead.
I know I'd be.
Also, http://mudkipz.ws
Aww it's dead.
>>737280698
>>737280164
>>737280698
>he says he's not dead
>>737280715
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>>737280658
Didn't work, link I'm looking for is to a special archive of sorts
>>737280823
Y E S
E
S
>>737280851
fgts.jp
You don't have emotion when you're dead. Unless you believe in an afterlife.
>>737280823
>
TheBArchive.com
DEUS VULT!!
As you're dying, you'd be happy that you would be, so you are right in that there's no emotion post mortem.
>>737280823
>>737280878
I feel like they could have done a better job with that
>>737281003
Hmmm. Maybe
Now come one come all to this tragic affair
Wipe off that makeup, what's in is despair
>>737274030
DEUS VULT
>DEUS VULT
DEUS VULT
>DEUS VULT
DEUS VULT
>DEUS VULT
DEUS VULT
>DEUS VULT
So throw on the black dress, mix in with the lot
You might wake up and notice you're someone you're not
If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see
>>737281003
You can find out firsthand what it's like to be me
So gather 'round piggies and kiss this goodbye
I'd encourage your smiles I'll expect you won't cry
Another contusion, my funeral jag
Here's my resignation, I'll serve it in drag
You've got front row seats to the penitence ball
D E U S
E
U
S
When I grow up I want to be nothing at all
DEUS VULT
I said yeah, yeah
I said yeah, yeah/
Come on, come on, come on I said
>>737281278
(Save me) get me the hell out of here
When we get deus vulted
(Save me) too young to die and my dear
(You can't) if you can hear me just walk away and
(Take me)
I gotta check my other PC, I'll be back.
>>737281333
Impressive
>>737281381
DEUS VULT
>>737281399
I love the 23 image.
>>737281198
>>737281438
>>737281474