FEELS THREAD GENERAL Let it out

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I had been years without thinking about her. And suddendy she came back to my mind. I hate it and miss her so damn much.

>>737073382
This happened to me too.
Then she led me on. Said she loved me, held hands with me, cuddled with me, then she got engaged with someone else 4 weeks later.

>be me
>two years ago
>have gf over
>she's a 7/10
>kinda chubby, cute face, nice ass etc.
>in the living room
>decided to watch movie
>she picks Spacalls
>"LUDICROUS SPEED!"
>we laugh
>she gets sleepy
>begins to rest
>we lay on the couch long ways
>she's closest to the edge
>turns around and puts her face in my chest
>she smells lovely
>I realize in this moment that I love her
>that some guy could literally shoot me in the fucking head right then and no there
>and I'd die with no regrets
>lasted a few hours
>barely made a sound as she slept

I'm just looking for something like that again. Something real. Maybe I just need to get laid again.

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>>737073545
I prefer my numb life from before over what I'm going through now.

The most hurtful part about it is that I decided to walk away. Even though I could remain her friend or an acquitance of sorts. I simply vanished.

>>737073757
Walk away before you get hurt. Trust me.

>be me
>edgy suicidal teen
>everybody gives me attention
>get a little older
>edgy emo attitude turns into genuine depression
>tell people how unhappy i am
>"i care so much about you don't do it"
>yeahright.jpg
>mfw they actually manage to convince me they care
>mfw within a day it's back to the same loneliness as always

>>737073757
Yeah man, know that too well. It's better not to be friends with your ex. Alot of emotions, alot of things unsaid that kill you inside. And when they do move on, it's never easy.

moral of the story is just because someone says they care about you doesn't mean they do, it's more likely they feel guilty because they're not doing anything so they tell you they care just long enough to keep you alive and then go back to ignoring you

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>>737073733

>be me literally 5 seconds ago
>walking around my room browsing feels threads
>no one has contacted me in days
>get a text from someone
>"oh shit someone actually wants to know how i'm doing"
>it's from my brother
>"stop fucking pacing you're making too much noise"

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Pretty much me everyday to be honest.

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I think I've finally gone so far passed the point of feels that I'm not jaded and emotionally unavailable.

I've already posted what happened to me recently in the thread, but it got really fucking bad. To the point where I wrote out my suicide note and was ready. I don't know what happened, but those thoughts faded and I eventually felt neutral, I guess, about everything.

>>737074371
>that I'm not jaded and emotionally unavailable.
*that I am jaded and emotionally unavailable now

>>737074222
Thanks for the heads up, check them too.

>>737073382
Took me less than years, but can relate to that.
know your feel fag
Goes like that
>be me, happy for 2 years with gf
>things go bad with her parents
>(she) want us to get a flat
>relation turn toxic rly quick
>me goes on sorta breakdown
>REEEEE mode goes on
>toxicity +100
>me: cuck'd her and gtfo
>8months passes
>me: maybe you fag did wrong

All my 'friends' seem to have forgotten about me. Senior year was a blast, and I had a lot of great friends that just seem to have forgotten about me, I haven't heard from any except one, who I contacted first then never heard from again

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>>737074222
>they look for you once your gone

oh gawd

>>737074786
You were friends because you saw each other 5 days a week. This happens to everybody.

I was extremely popular in High School and now I talk to literally 1 person from those days. She's like a sister and we are just as best of friends now as we were then.

Friends rarely last. There's nothing wrong with you. That's just life. I suggest finding online friends. Online friends last longer than real life. My best friend of 12 years lives across the country from me and we've never met, yet he knows me better than anybody.

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>been home from college for summer
>haven't left the house once, not one single time since I got home
>jerk off 3 times a day
>haven't left the house to buy lube so my dick is all fucked up from jacking off with no lube
>drinking 12+ cans a coke a day
>eating one meal a day


I want to die

The girl of my dreams is dating a guy who rapes her and probably wants nothing to do with her except the fact she fucks him almost whenever he wants. And when she doesnt he tries for it anyway, and sometimes succeeds.
Shes too blind to see what hes doing to her and it kills me to see her like that

my current relationship is the happiest i've ever been in but she's had way more sex than me and it makes me feel pretty insecure. sometimes when we're fucking i can only cum if i imagine I'm a drunken tinder hookup, and not actually in a committed relationship

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>>737075023
Ive been there dude

>>737072325
My mom is probably going to die soon. When she's gone. I'll be alone in this world.

>>737075015
That's all your fault, anon. Get up and go do something. Drink water. Get exercise. You feel like shit because you're allowing yourself to.

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never had a gf

>>737075117
Find someone to be alone with. Best relationships are you and her/him vs. the world tbh

>>737072325
god I wish you all had guns.

>>737075117
Wouldn't your mother want you to open to the world once she's gone? I mean it could be a sort of hommage to all she did for you?

>>737075294
I do, but it's only a .22lr. So I'm worried that it won't be strong enough to kill me. The last thing I need is to shoot myself in the head and then wake up with permanent brain damage.

>>737073692
you need to get laid again man. that feeling comes and goes, at least for me.

i'm in a predicament now where i've been in too many close relationships (at least for what i'm used to) that i'm questioning what love is.

i got back together with ex today because i wanted to see if it'd work out this time around. i'm slightly enthused, but overwhelmingly numb to it.

shit sucks man.

I have been accused of rape before and since then my mentality on sex has been fucked. Met a wonderful girl on OKCupid and since then she has been totally accepting of me. Wonderful and beautiful woman with a bigger frame and she feels awkward about her body.

I don't give a fuck since I love her and we are gonna get to sprnd the night together this week. Even if we don't have sex just spooning gives me feels.

>>737072325
>find perfect girl
>get to know eachother
>"Anon we cant get be together youre not a muslim"

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>>737075015
>my dick is all fucked up from jacking off with no lube
Been there, done that.

Not sure if I should feel or laugh.

Either way, give it a couple days until you get arssed enough to go out, or bite a bullet if you get worse.

>>737073692
man, this resonated with me for some reason
>3 ish years ago
>single
>not really looking for anything at the moment
>school was out
>everything was going well
>started talking and hanging with this chick i had a fling with for a while about a year and a half prior to that
>she had left her boyfriend to date me but rough breakup so we didnt really date uch
>doesnt matter
>run into this chick
>start texting
>hang out a few times,
>in talking it comes up her parents are going out of town and even though shes not supposed to have anyone over she wants me to come over
>whynot.jpg
>hang out all day
>go to her house at like 6:30 pm
>im just rolling with it at this point
>decide to watch some old movie or something
>thnk it was 101 dalmations
>she cuddles into my side
>it felt so good
>watch movie and she says we're going to cook dinner
>keep rolling with it
> go and actually cook a really nice dinner with her
>enjoy dinner
>assume its time for me to go home, starting to get late
>nope lets watch another movie
>watch another movie
>atlantis this time
>she lays in my lap and cuddles all over me
>cant emphisize on how nice this felt
>atlantis is over
>assume time for me to go home
>nope lets watch another
>the aristocrats
>lay down together
>she falls asleep with me holding her
>just lay there enjoying it
>movie ends
>gently bring her up to her room tuck her in
>walk like 7 miles home since she had picked me up earlier on in the day
>enjoyed every second of it

nothing sexual, didnt even really kiss

fuck man that was nice

>>737075549
>convert
>make her your wife
>now she can never leave or cheat on you
>behead her and find a new woman when you get bored of her

What's the problem?

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>>737075117
What about us you ungrateful cancerous bitch?

>>737072325
i wish i would have gone to SCAD

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>>737075727
Motherfucker, finish it.

>>737072325
Probably nothing in my life can be so good to make up for the fact that every experience slowly fades away into the past. That nothing can stay and that I am not built to accept it. Just to not tell anyone.

>>737074987
It just hurts, a lot of us were close and did things even outside of school...

>>737073947
They care as much as possible for you and you need to feel well on your own becaue other people cant do that for you, but feel uncomfortable with you dargging them down.

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>>737072325
posted in another thread but fuck it, some days I feel like shit and pissed off

>ex/gf of 1 year couldn't be straight with me
>says shes no longer in love with me basically out of nowhere
>on skype out of all fucking places
>broke up with me after my birthday
>and as I'm recovering from a shitty stomach flu
>AND as I'm leaving for Japan for vacation for 3 weeks
>waited till I got back to finally break it off in person
>gave me a bag of half eaten kit kats as reconciliation
>and a shitty written letter

bitches ain't fucking worth it. you're better off focusing on your happiness

>>737076004
>leaving for japan for vacation for 3 weeks

shit negro, why the hell didn't you tap some japanese pussy while you were there?! it's the perfect opportunity.

I'm a pretty independent person, I've never really needed to talk with someone about feeling and shit. But sometimes I feel like that isn't normal, like that I should seek out friends and companions, but none of that sounds appealing. I've had girlfriends before but I quickly figured out the dating life wasn't for me quite yet. I'm just scared for when I finally want more connections it will be to late.

My feels are probably dumb. Maybe you guys have them too. I'll be 29 in August. I hate the idea of getting old. It really bothers me. I'm very youthful all around. Been bodybuilding for four years now. I've banged plenty of girls and have no trouble getting them. I just can't get past the whole aging thing. It bothers me terribly that whether I like it or not, my body will age and I'll slowly become limited regardless of what kind of shape I try to stay in. And I'm not going to take steroids. I wanted so badly to be a cop, but I said if I didn't get it by 30, I wouldn't do it.

I'm also in a constant state of nostalgia. I listen to music I grew up with, watch the shows, etc. Depresses me greatly. Especially considering how fucking awful everything is now. I could cry. I don't know why I'm like this. Why do I miss my childhood? Why do I want to be 20 forever? I can't shake it.

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>>737076212
shit's hard during a breakup, plus I was with my bro and just wanted to chill and eat some god tier sushi

also japanese girls don't fuck baka gaijins

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>>737076326
Simpler times I guess, I sorta get the feel but am not that old yet. I watch and listen to the same metal songs my uncle listened to when I was young.

I filled out to become military too. Not completely sure why either.

>tfw no one will read your actual post
>tfw you wont get replies to it or anyone feeling the same way

>>737076326
That's not dumb. Everyone goes through the same. Around 30 you start to realize your own mortality. You see family dying. You see the celebrities you grew up with dying. There's nothing you can do but try to enjoy the time you have left. I'm 38. I don't believe in god or afterlife. But damn, how i wish i could be a kid again. Have a whole life ahead of me.

nobody cares about me. i don't have a hard life. i don't have abusive parents, i go to a nice private school, i live in a decently sized house. but nobody cares about me. i don't know how to make people care about me. i try so hard to but nobody i know cares about me at all.

>>737076730
I'll listen and I'm sure other anons will too.

Just don't be a fucking attention whore about it. What's up

>>737076730
>Tfw no face because you are anonymous

Knew one of the people that died in that US Navy ship crash over in Japan, he died trying to save lives, had a family, and was 3 months away from retiring. Pretty shitty deal.

I have a hobby in fishkeeping and the fish are the only thing keeping me happy. Nothing else brings joy and every day gets more and more mundane, only intensified with grey skies.

>>737076871
pretty much
>>737076805
But these are actual feels my friend

>>737076988
hey, are you in the /an/ discord? we have some pretty cool fishkeepers there and always like new faces

>>737076894
I don't get that feeling brah. He died a porpuseful death, I envy that.

>>737076988
I have a roses. Can sorta relate.

i have hughes-stovin syndrome. there is no cure. the aneurysms will get more frequent. i am 36.

i really wanted to see the dark tower movie.

>>737072325
I want to see your dick

>>737073757
Sometimes that's better anon, I hate doing it, I've had to do it a couple times. I'm trying to do it now, shit's so hard. Just trying to remove someone from your life just sucks but it's what needs to be done sometimes and if you just can't from external sources, know that they were meant to stay, if not then know they aren't supposed to be there. It takes all I that I have not to text or call her even though I know she probably hates me now. I just want to go back, we all do, but we can't, we can only remember the good times at night and cry how they aren't there anymore. It's not fun but it's what is needed.

>>737077279
Didn't knew there was a movie.

A nigglet stole my first copy.

>>737076805

ive already posted my post friend

Recently in the graduation, I was looking to her to say goodbye and take a picture with her but I'm fucking stupid and shy. I pathetically try to get away my thoughts and feelings from her, now preparatory is over. I'll be missing her.

>>737077265
Well, I'm waiting for the official report to come out that says exactly what happened but being that close to retiring with a family, and (depending on the ship's schedule) being on your way home from potentially your last underway in the Navy and dying while saving other people. I'm not sure what's not to get? I didn't realize the extent of it but on a NY Post article it says he went down there 21 times to pull people out, which turned out to be one too many. We were at half mast all last week despite no official message directing it.

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>>737072325
You know, OP, it's funny.

I started this weight-loss campaign because I was obese and having health problems, like chest pain and such. That was in 2015. Since then, I've been losing quite a bit of weight, dropping all the way to 146 lbs from 228. Now though, I seem to be right back where I was, but this time skinny. I'm having some heart pains that are infrequent, but exist, I'm tired all the time, lethargic, have trouble breathing (especially at night), and seem to put on 2-3 lbs if I so much as TOUCH something like a potato chip. I've made so many changes to my diet, I can hardly eat most of what's around me anymore, and I jog everyday. I've done so much to get better health, only to seemingly inadvertently damage my health.

It's gone full-circle, and I don't know what to do. I'm now at 150.5, but only because my weight keeps jumping up and down (was 146 last Friday). Part of my just wants to say "fuck it" and go right back to eating w/e, since I know I'm going to die anyway and secretly crave death.

>>737074232
I know that feel, /b/ro :'(

>>737074739
I actually cried to this man

>>737077539

it's coming out in august. i don't remember what date. I'm not going to bother looking it up. I'll be gone before it gets here.

listening to her song again, like every fucking night. why do i do this to myself anons?

I drink too much and make bad decisions. Ruins relationships.
Girlfriend is staying at her friends place after i got blackout drunk and was an asshole apparently. She just came over to get some more stuff and I couldn't even talk to her because of shame.

>>737073382
>same

Met this girl a week before my GF broke up with me. Thought I was badass and could get any girl and was really forward with the girl I just met.

We kind of stop talking after she shows no interest in me. 3 years later, I still look through her tumblr account every couple of months. She wants someone to sweep her off her feet, yet any time she a guy shows interest her anxiety kicks in and stops her.

>I'm that guy for her, I want to be that guy
>Not sure if she even realizes that

>>737077956
man im sorry bro. i really liked the comic and am
really sad that you wont be able to see it

>>737076326
You're not alone. I've been feeling this way since I hit 40.

>>737077772
You don't exersice everyday you stupid fuck. Your body won't rest if you don't let it.

The pains can be caused because of the loss of weight itself and new problems arrising from your previous weight mass.

I'm no dietist but I do know alittle bit of normal eating, I would recommend you eat a treat from time to time. Not everyday nor in absurd quantities but a slice of chocolate cake or bacon every four days is not that bad if you are arssing yourself eating shitty healthy food the rest of the week.

>>737077600
>ive already posted my post friend

then which is it

>>737077956
Thanks for the heads up. I barely get news on anything at all lately.

Sad you won't see it with your /b/ros.

>>737078188
oh yea and
>she probably thinks I'm some jerk fuckboy

>>737078053
Because you miss her?

>>737078343
>>737075667
just sad i dont have these geed feels anymore, i dont even talk to her anymore

>>737077956
Are you in a hospital or something?
If at home, anyone around? Or just alone?

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>>737078277
That's the funni-er part:
>rest 1 day, eating as few calories as necessary
>weight goes up by 5 lbs and stays that way for a week

I don't eat meat, but I have a sweet every few days (box of pocky, only one). Still nothin.'

>she will never truly love you
>there will always be someone better and more deserving
>you will never be enough
>your best will never be good enough
>you're gonna go on 4chan and try to tear down others so you can feel better for five minutes
>the cycle will repeat

>>737078522
okay, why aren't you two talking?

>>737078709
just stopped talking, dont think i even have her number anymore , i dont talk to anyone i went to school with except one friend occationally,
maybe il ask if they have her number

>>737075667
I love this post beyond all reason.

>>737078902
thanks, im actually tempted to try to get back in touch with her , and streight up tell her how nice that night was, even though we havent spoke in years, we were only like 17, and 18 , and she probably has a boyfriend, or doesnt even remember that night

>>737078510
yea i guess but it still hurts bro, all the fucking memories, i wish i didn't ever have feelings for girls man. shit hurts so fucking bad.

>>737078625
That is your problem right there. Eat what your body needs, not what you want to force it in.

If you run 2 hours a day you are burning a shitload of calories that your body will later crave. If you burn 2,1 Kcal then you gotta eat exactly 2,1 Kcal to remain the same weight.

The problem that comes with this is that those Kcal aren't burned in the couple minutes you excersice. That's why you gotta time your eating schedule with your body recovery period.

A decent dietist that it's worth its degree will know it and easily explain it according to your exercise schedule.

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Daily dose of good feels.

>>737079031
anon I would really love to tell you that this would work like an 80s movie, but there's little to no chance of that. Do what you want but know that you will most likely feel like even more shit afterwards.

Pretty sure I'm in love, or at least infatuated, with a girl I used to counsel. I have a girlfriend who is pretty rad but I snapchat this girl every day and everday it makes me happy. I don't think she's into me it that way but I constantly fantasise what it would be like to be with her.

Would probably ruin my career/life though.

>>737076230
same anon 100% same

>>737079212
nah, i know she wont feel the same way and will probably just think im weird as fuck for bringing it up, But im going to do it anyways
its not like i talk to her anymore anyways so what do i have to lose?
may as well thank her for a good memory
and il start it all off with " this is going to sound really gay but..."

>>737079214
Smell her armpits. If you get a boner you are both made for each other.

Not even trolling. Though, if you only get a chub then its just physical attraction.

I feel as though as I'm unlovable, not unlikable by any means, people enjoy my presence and I have many genuine friends but I have never gotten a girl to want to be in a relationship with me. Every. Fucking. Time. It's pretty much the same shit over and over "you're such a good friend anon" blah blah blah. I hate it. What the hell is wrong with me?

>>737078614

i chose to die at home. my fiance is here.

>>737079483
Sounds like something I'm about to do

>>737073947
Try reading The Art of Happiness, sounds like it might help you

>>737073692
damn, 18 yo here, virgin btw but im not too worried about sex, i just want a love experience like u had, real shit, not social media bullshit or casual pussy

>>737079643
best of luck to you anon

>>737079544
You are a pussy ass'd bitch?

Been there, done that. And I was snapped out of it the same way I'm doing with you. You are a bitch nice guy. Women want to be seduced, not having a whimpy little pet bitch.

>>737079505
lol. Solid advice anon. If I boner ditch my life/gf/career and try to start a new life with a former student. Based on armpit smell.

>>737077772
Try Paleo diet. Maybe 5 days a week. Low carbs always. No sodas or sugar or trash food. Turn the water to completely cold after tepid shower. Take it for 60 seconds. Shocks the body and really wakes you up. Volunteer somewhere to help others or animals. Meet new people that way... be cool and organic about it. Good luck.

>>737076326
Same here, 36 in July. I don´t know, i had the same feeling some years ago, like an early mid age crisis. When you're close to 30, you stop seeing your old friends, like >>737076326
said, you even see people dying, Places where you used to hang around no longer exist, friends got married, shit, an ex, the hottest girl in my life is now a 35 YO mother of two. Father died. Long story short a lot of things start to happen as time goes. Ah, sometimes, when you start to remebering friends, places and situations you realize that you haven´t seen your friends in years. Hell, the other day i was driving and saw a shop that was a small club where i used to go. Club closed like 10 years ago. The same goes to you, hell, i´m supossed to look younger than i really am, but now i have some white fucking hair in my head. Just try to think that you lived to the max, and try to stay in peace with you. BUT, yeah, from time to time you will have the same same nostalgia you are feeling now. It´s normal. Don't know what else to say.

I miss her friendship. But she cut everyone out because of her jealous boyfriend. I'm trying not to feel mad at her because I know she isn't in a situation that she can control. But it hurts thinking about the fact that boyfriend or not, it is still her decision to ignore me and others.

>>737079857
Why not? Science is backing up this claim. Pheromones and shit nigga.

Most I have had was a chubby one. As long as you keep it playful they won't see you as a fetishist.

>>737079797
I know it's not going to go well, as much as I'd love to be wrong. I'm telling you so maybe I could be talked out of it. Basically I'm going to record a voice message of everything that I feel to get it off my chest. That is a certainty, the thing is I'm so compelled to send it to her, even though it will do nothing but damage anything that's still intact about the relationship (or so I think). Feels like an awful idea but my gut still is telling me to do it.

I got lost in the woods today and drank some pesticide in hoping it'd kill me. I drank it 15 hours ago and I feel nothing still. This stuff was supposedly super effective but after rubbing it on my body and drinking it, I feel nothing. I hope to God I die when I go to bed. After 4 hours of me only getting heat exhaustion I felt super gypped. Any chances it might take a while to take effect?

>>737080096
whats the history between you two?

>>737079849
I can't not be /b/ro, literally everything else about me is what I would consider to be alpha I'm /fit/ and everything, I just catch feelings so damn easily.

>>737072325
A girl who is very close to me was raped recently. I know who did it, and he is one of my close friends. I want to help her deal with this, but he is on the career military path, and I don't want to fuck up his life. I am paralyzed with choice.

>>737080079
I hear you bro. And I appreciate your advice.

I'm not even sure if she's keen. She has a boyfriend and is significantly younger than I am.

I'm also sure that everyone I know would frown upon me dating a former student.

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My girl is visiting me this weekend, I haven't been able to get a place of my own & I couldn't get a hotel for us, so it looks like we'll be staying in my room at my dads again. Just feels bad that I can't do more & I'm nearly broke for the weekend too.

Nothing as bad as all you guys stay strong boys

>>737080234
because youre stupid. look up theredpill on faggit, if you have the brain to read stuff there you will see youre coming on too strong

its like fishing, you cant jump in and swim after a fish. you put your bait out there, get them on the line, then SLOWLY reel them in. give them some slack to swim away, then reel them in more

when you do it right, its more like shooting fish in a barrel

have you even had sex before?

I'm very overweight. Nothing unmanageable or really restricting, but my biggest worry about losing weight is that all the problems I've attributed to being fat for much of my life (ugliness, depression, low self-esteem, not being able to get a girlfriend) will still be there after I've lost weight.

>>737080190
Long story short, we have a ton in common, it's actually easier to name our differences than our similarities. We used to be super close and all that sort of shit. I ended up ruining it and kept digging myself a deeper hole by bugging her. I would bet money that she hates me by now and if/when she saw my name on her phone, she would just get angry which sucks cause I used to be a big reason she smiled.

>>737080452
no its not, thats an exucse you tell yourself so you can still be a fat lazy shit

you are uglier, more unloveable, and worth less as a fat fucker. you know this as well, you just want to stay a fat fucker so you can justify to yourself that you dont have to put any effort in

>>737080234
You can be nice and seduce your way into their assholes until you make them an huge asterick.

Why do feels and being nice prevent you from pumping those assess Anon, why? Some lads pull it off even I could one time but I'm not a real nice guy, why can't you?

>>737080439
haha nope, shocker huh

>>737080647
That's what I want to figure out.

>>737080308
Rape him? Ask the Godfather to rape him?

>>737080600
IF you do it
do it face to face and talk to her, or i ould consider writing a letter as a second option
but i mostly think thereason i would do it face to face is then you can gauge their responses and decide what to say or not say, , and i would use a letter as my second choice because i need to reread/listen to things and i feel like if i had to do it through a voicemessage i would keep doing it over and over because 1 i hate the way i sound, 2 i feel like i would keep fucking it up
or 3 i would get nervous as fuck like i always do

but thats just me

I have type 1 Bipolar Disorder and no one will hire me because of it.

>>737075667
all i want in life

>>737080982
same honestly, having it once and not again is a bitter bitter feeling though
probably my favorate memory

>>737080642

I'm not necessarily justifying it. I am trying to lose weight by eating better and hitting the gym every week. I just get unmotivated because I don't feel like all my problems are going to go away and that all of this is going to be for nothing. And then when I lose enough weight and I'm still ugly and depressed and unable to attract anybody? Then there's nothing else I can do and I might as well have stayed fat.

>>737080682
no its exactly what i was expecting. i was once like you. put women and pussy on a pedestal

its almost like a paradox. the less you care about them and less you give them attention, the more they want it from you. if i give you a box of cupcakes, they are just whatever. you know you always have 100 cupcakes so you dont value them and you know you dont have to do shit to eat them. theres no challenge and no excitement. if i tell you that you may have one special cupcake IF you do a list of things right, there is value attached to that and you must work for it.

they dont want easy and available, it never works. its boring. they say they want that, but they dont. they want someone who is mysterious, an asshole at times, and doesnt care about them. their 'game' in their head is to then get you to try to care about them

i have helped a few guys figure this out, the last one was chasing his ex so hard. he would be available whenever she wanted, do whatever for her. she used him (obviously) but he never got to fuck again. so he took my advice and started being distant. making plans with her and cancelling the day of. taking a while to respond to texts. creating the illusion that (A) he didnt give a fuck about her and (B) that he was too busy doing other things (other women in her mind) to deal with her

they thrive on this chase to get you to care about them. its what gets them off. its why they chase marriage so hard, its the ultimate cucking of you by them, they have conquered you. and also why they get fat and stop fucking after marriage, because there is no excitement.

if you are interested and are actually going to listen i will continue

i'm going to kill myself tomorrow and no amount of "letting it out" is going to help.
how's that for your faggoty fucking feels thread

>>737080890
Yeah I totally agree man, I'd love to do it in person but it's not possible, she wouldn't want to to talk to me, let alone meet me in person. I don't know about a letter, sounds like an idea I could work with. I'm thinking I should wait a bit though. Maybe rethink the whole thing while I'm on it. Shit man i just want to hear her voice and see her smile again.

>>737081259
whatever you do good luck, i just know i couldnt do a voice message i would chicken out or fuck up badly

>>737081211
please go on my man, this is the best advice i think i've ever gotten

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>today
>talking to brother
>he's kind of chad
>"why don't you get with anonette?"
>mutter some half response
>"it would make me really happy you got a GF"
>tfw you told anonette how you felt
>tfw when you'll neve have a gf
>I love my brother

>>737075294
A gun we could test on you? Definetely.

>>737081090
you will be depressed if you use that stupid logic. your problems wont go away just because you lose weight

youre trying to climb an aztec pyramid. youre in the jungle now with 0 hope. losing the weight just gets you out of the jungle, so you can have a CHANCE at doing what you want. then you must put in the work to achieve what you want, but its all possible

it wont be given to you, though. you'll have to work at it. i recommend going to theredpill and starting to learn what is talked about there in terms of working out and being a better version of you. then about female psychology so you can actually apply it and get girls.

if you do that and stick to your plan, you will get everything you desire. all that it takes is work

>>737081400
Yea that's not the case for me, I know I'm fine doing them because I've done them before then deleted them.

>>737081436
Goddamn dude girls are pretty much all the same, they have all the same lines, it's fucking ridiculous.

>>737074739

RIP my feline friends

I hate my life. I'm 19, no job, no license, still a virgin, and I haven't been to a party in months. I'm either angry or sad all the time and I don't even like spending time with my family to be honest. I'm just frustrated. I've gotten like 5 rejection letters so far but I signed up for 2 temp agencies the other day so hopefully that turns into something. Trying to get my license soon too. I just feel like such a failure compared to everyone I know.

>>737075667
Sometimes these little things are the ones that matter the most...

>>737081211
lol i wish this shit was on here 4 months ago

>>737081685
don't know whats worse, the girls or the chad support group, as well meaning as they are

>>737081888
nice digits, and yes honestly was a great night
it was almost like being in a very happy marrage, but we werent even dating
i was with her for 16 hours that day

>>737081752
what are you applying for?

>>737081417
ok cool

well like i said, you cant think of their minds like ours. we say what we want, and we dont want much. someone who is loyal and we can trust and who does what we want (when you have this in abundance it will be boring but that comes later on in life)

they are all about the chase and their emotions. there is a saying, 'dont change her mind, change her feelings'. it speaks to how they dont react to logic, they react to their feels

you probably, on paper, are exactly what girls say they want in a bf. fit enough, a nice guy, wont hurt her, etc. but theres a reason they all friend zone you, you can understand that right? its because what women say they want, and what they actually want, are two often opposite things.

again i would go to theredpill and read a lot of stuff on there until you have a good basic idea of the battelfield youre playing in, because the shit we grew up on with TV/movies was all a lie

it probably sounds like BS, that by just acting differently for a few days/weeks you can completely change how girls see you and they will fuck you. but its true. even with my ex who was with someone who was a 'good' guy, by just treating her kind of shitty over texts she came over with her friend and i fucked her while her bf was calling her. when you first finally experience this it will be mindblowing and you will want to revert back to your beta ways, but you must remember what got you there in the first place

i have taken this a step further than most by actually testing it out. if i go beta, will the girl stay interested? i tried it on 4 different relationships. i started being more available, more emotionally open (made up emotions but they seemed real to her), and less mysterious. in 4/4 cases, the girl lost interest and started having feelings for some other guy they knew, exactly as expected.

they say your gf/wife is by your side to help you, but thats not true. any weakness, any negative emotion or trait (cont)

>>737082120
so basically girls are more primitive in their relationships than guys, they only see you as a source of whatever you give them (protection, money, etc.) but as soon as you need them, it's fucked? that shit don't seem right

>>737081417
>>737082120

gets their evolutionary brain cranking. they begin to view you as weaker and look for other guys who arent weak there. there are some girls who prefer or stay with a guy who is weak, they are not mentally sound because they have a 'savior' complex or they prefer to be with someone who is also insecure. you dont want that in a relationship so they are useless to you

it really all comes down to a few basic things... mostly that the less importance you give them, the more they chase you. its almost like a dog, if you run after them they run away. if you run, they chase you.

you can never think one is special either, as they all do the same basic shit. on theredpill its referred to as AWALT (all women are like this). dont operate on the disney version of girls we grew up with. they are sluttier than you can imagine, and they want to be used by someone who they view as powerful (why they all cream @ 50 shades of grey) or desirable by other women (why having a girl wingman is a sure thing) - its like if you see two restaurants, one is empty and nobody is there but they look OK. the other is packed, you cant get a seat and you have to wait. you are the restaurant, and everyone obviously wants to eat at the popular one because there must be something to it

when you are wanted by other women, girls follow that and chase you even if they dont know why.

so you can remember these things but also read what you see on theredpill until you understand well enough. there is some BS there from people who dont really know what theyre talking about, but take what you read there and test it against reality and you'll see whats truth and whats some faggots conjecture online

good luck man, if you have any specific ?s im awake for a little while longer

>>737075410
You mean more permanent brain damage than what you already have?

>>737082598
Last thing, what's the point of no return with girls? Like what's a sign to know that everything is pretty much ruined and you can't advance on them anymore? But I'm screencapping this shit and reading it every day

>>737072325
30s fag here

Just wanna have my 2c and say that most of this thread is probably about some damn slut that either got bored and left or cheated on anons.
Take my advice. They aren't worth it /b/ros. They're always on the lookout for something better than you.
Time is a healer. Getting over women takes time. But it gets better. With that said, make money first and foremost. Work on your looks and fitness.
The older you get you start to realise that money becomes extremely important. Fuck. Them. All. Make your life better, not theirs

>>737082436
kind of. we are like that as well, we want what we want from them and if they cant provide it we lose interest. mostly good looks and sex, but companionship as well more recently as its become more of the social norm over the last 50 years

but to keep things simple, yes they see you for what you can do for them. they do want to feel loved in a way, but thats their end goal. and it must come with something they can chase or defend.

money is the easiest example. so many marriages/relationships fall apart because money, because when you dont have enough a woman wont really respect you as much as a guy with more money. there are exceptions, but most follow this to some degree. if youre a guy and lose your money, expect them to jump ship ASAP

they are after us because of how we make them feel. and yes they do really love money. having gone from a college student years ago on minimum wage to having nice cars and things now, its night and day the difference. a girl will fuck you just because you have a nice car. girls also really like to be seen in and with nice things, so if you have a car that draws attention they love it because people will look at them as well

but yes you can not rely on them in your time of need, thats why self sufficiency is key. you can get some support from them, but the more you do it the weaker you become in their eyes and eventually they lose respect for you

>>737072325
I'm in love with this woman that I know that she will never ever feel the same.
She knows how much I like her but she lets it know that she only sees me as a platonic friend.
Just the mere presence of her just brightens up my day.
However, I would be fine with her walking away and we dont speak to each other ever again.
I am fine with that.
I'd rather lose that feeling of a day of being brightened rather than a whole month of feeling hurt.
Yet, she always seem to come back.
I even said to her, "If we don't talk to each other ever again, I'd prefer it."
Yet, she always seem to come back in my life.
Thus, having this seemingly never-ending-cycle of having hope and having that crushed back to having hope.
Sadly, she doesn't know this, but she was the only one in my life that made me feel like I was worth something.
And yet, she's becoming another part of my life that just makes me want to end it to ease the suffering.

>>737083089
Thanks anon, I think I knew all of this, just when all the fucking chemicals in my brain get flowing, you can't really stop thinking different. Literally gonna read this shit to read every fucking day.

>>737083139
>but she was the only one in my life that made me feel like I was worth something.

Been there done that. You only think that, but the reality is that anyone else can do the same. It's a psychological thing. I dont mean to sound arrogant but literally there are millions of other women out there that can do the same thing. Dont be weak anon. Step the fuck up and stay smart. Dont let some bitch fuck with your feels

>>737083009
for you? id say ditch them all really. your emotions are too clouded with what should become your old visions of love/feelings for you to think straight with those girls

it seems like a useless platitude, but its actually true. there are plenty of other girls and there is nothing special about any one girl. you probably think there is, but there isnt. and she has problems just like any other person.

the other risk is even if you get her to be interested, you have such a high risk of blowing it by being too attached, especially if you eventually fuck her. you will catch too many feelings.

you can try it, but i wouldnt recommend it. surprisingly, according to my experiments with it and observations, there really is no 'point of no return'. there are bad situations, but those can be overcome with enough effort, deception, or money. if she still feels some type of emotion towards you, then there is still something in her that can be manipulated for your advantage. if shes just like "lol" "cool" to your texts, then id say youre pretty much done. again, it can be salvaged if you focus on people she knows and get them to be interested in you, which will make her re-evaluate you and judge you in a better light and now want you, but its too much work especially when youre first starting to see clearly.

the key is really just figure out what they want on a basic level, the things we've just gone over. then you present yourself as having those traits. remember, perception is reality. even if youre a loser sitting alone playing league of legends all day, giving the appearance that you have a busy social life and are talking to multiple girls will make them want you more. its more important to keep up the most desirable image of yourself than to be 'honest and real'. eventually it just becomes 2nd nature

there is also something to be learned from 'pickup artist' material, although most of it is too retarded because its taken to an extreme. there is some

>>737083675
man thanks so much, again i feel like ive known this all along, just my emotions cloud everything

>>737083338
>>737083675
pickup material out there which can help, one thing i remember was from a guy 'sphinx' it was a small lecture about doing things that make you uncomfortable to become more sure of yourself, or acting more alpha to make it a habit. again, any info you find you should test out and compare with the reality & results you see to determine if its worth using

no problem. i was where you were once so i know how frustrating it can feel. its like any other thing, public speaking or a navy seal in a fire fight. people train in the conditions that they will experience, so the more you practice with girls (more different girls), the easier it becomes. eventually you will feel no real rush and its just a routine, almost like playing a game of mental chess. you look for what clues she gives, do the standard move to capitalize on it, and its just a routine

>>737083089
>thats why self sufficiency is key
this anon is a scholar. this is so true

>>737079190
I needed this anon, thank you.

>>737084039
yeah it really is. when you remove your dependence on anyone else, you take away any leverage theyll have over you. then you can really play the relationship any way you want because in the end you realize they have nothing you 'need'

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I'm texting a friend with no clear direction in life, he skips school and smokes. I worry about his future.

>>737072325
>I just want too and am going to kill myself.
Not now but on my 30 birthday.
>Im 29 now
I just can't go on like this any longer
Its not cry for attention or plea for help.
It's more of a self respect, and I deserved better then this thing.
>I've been dealt some pretty shitty hands.
>inb4 itll get better
No man it won't I've done everything I can.
I just feel completely fucking empty anymore

i never seem to have anything interesting to say. I'm just a bland bring person

>>737073757
This is what i did, althought it hurt, and i still think about her from time to time, i know very well it was the right thing to do. Plus she wasn't relationship material, but i did catch some sort of attachment to her. You did the right thing anon.

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>>737072325

>loner stoner femanon
>never hung out with girls
>totally sheltered, not allowed to visit friends except for youth group and school
>super lonely in youth group and school
>don't know how to talk to people
>don't know how to make girl friends
>Get on social media, trying to be social
>hate seeing any type of pictures with people/friends having fun together
>now adulting
>no girls want to smoke or play video games. just talk about fuckin dumb pointless shit
>still dreaming of hanging out with a cool chick one day

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>>737086179
>loner stoner femanon
>tits
>nao
Its not me its the rules

My girlfriend recently bought a puppy that she had to have. It's a pitbull. She had a hard enough time convincing my parents to let her buy it so she could take it over to my place every weekend. After my last pet died, my dad put the kibosh on pets and the house has been barren without them. My girlfriend went to all this trouble to get permission from my parent and didn't even mention anything to her mother who hates pitbulls. Her mom essentially told her to give the puppy away to someone else or her cat will be given away and she'll be kicked out of the house. Now she's trying to move in with me so she can keep the puppy and the cat despite my dad and his no pets policy. I don't know how this'll all play out, but no good can come of it.

>>737086585
>nah
>just posting feels

>>737081417

same sorta background here, it gets better
the personal confidence shit is important. some pickup stuff can be useful.
but careful with pua, and the redpill stuff. and anything that says women are different and want this or think like that or whatever. there may be some truth to some of it, but its highly individual and the advice often seems to stem from personal bitterness

when i finally started fucking, it wasnt because i realised how different they are and that they want different things. it was because i stopped treating them different and putting them on a pedestal and thought of them as exactly the same. i realised all the ways that we are similar, and that me being nervous with girls wasnt just a one-sided thing. they all have their own insecurities and doubts about themselves and guys, but in my head they were all confident, driven, knew exactly what want and how to get it from guys. it made me being a virgin seem like a deliberate thing by girls i was too scared to make a move on, when in fact they might have been into me but just as clueless about acting on it

i was more confident, but it didnt just mean girls liked me now, but meant that SOMEONE could make a move. tellingly, a few of the girls i fucked early on were friends, or girls i had known for a while and had resigned myself to being friendzoned with. we had already formed opinions of each other, which apparently included being fuckable, but hardly anyone actually knows what the fuck to do about that. i also started to learn that some female friends who i assumed knew all this shit were also lost virgins

point is, when it comes to trying to fuck, girls arent that different. there are plenty who feel just as hopeless as you. think of everything you think about yourself random chick around, and consider that they might feel the exact same way.

from there, you can learn and grow and work out for yourself if theyre just gold digging whores or if they still seem like normal people

>>737086585
This a feels thread. Get out

>>737086700
your girlfriend asked your parents if she could buy a pet but didnt ask her own parents
i can understand hating her own parents but why ask your parents unless they adopted her or something

>>737086969
this was a little shitty i take it back. that sucks dude. its a shame when parents are anti pets like that.
my dog came from my bros friend doing the same thing and her mum making her give it up. love that dog but its a shitty situation to get into

why doesnt your dad want a pet? is it just hardline against mess and hassle, or did he like the last pet too much?

>>737086969
Because she knew her mom would be mad no matter what, and she was going to bring her dog EVERY weekend. And I made the mistake of trusting my girlfriend's judgement and I got attached to the dog as well.

>>737072325
That looks peaceful

>>737083026
>>737083089
Trufisms

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I've been all alone for a few months by now, I accepted that there's no one out there to be with, sick parents, no emotions whatsoever until this evening
An old friend texted me out of nowhere, this had happened before. I know we will talk for a few hoirs and then we will never talk in a long time always having the fear that this will be the last time. This time wasn't different, that amazing feeling that i got from talking to a single person... And I know that this is just brief scape from reality...

I don't lobe her, I don't even feel find her attractive but still she's the only one capable of bringing back the lights that without even noticing went out of my life.

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>>737087215
I'm unsure he never said anything more than "downsizing" My last pet,Lola, was a half-boxer half-doberman and lived to be about 13-14. we got her when I was one so I was really close to her. We adopted her from my grandmother when her boxer had puppies.
>pic related

>>737075549
Same but she's Mormon

>Be me
>april of 2015
>best shape of my life
>super confident with girls
>was fucking occasionally every 2-3 nights
>always visit my mother at work on friday afternoon
>walk in one day and see 9/10
>Mom introduces me to her
>we start flirting and shit
>eventually fucked her at the end of may
>we became FWB for a little while
>we finally became official in july 15'
>only to realize that everybody around me was telling me she's bad news
>couldn't and didn't want to believe it
>she was my girl
>find out she cheated on me over 20x
>She broke my achy breaky heart /b/
>I'm still sad about it.

I suck at green texting but whatever

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>26
>filthy freeter, budding shut-in
>been trying get another job after I left my most recent one back in April
>been sending out apps like crazy
>get called in for two interviews
>both tank because I'm fucking retarded
>still have a half a bottle of meds, but stopped taking them because they aren't going last much longer anyways
>might as well wean myself off
>trying to start up online college courses
>can't apply for FAFSA because apparently parental signatures are needed
>mom died
>and I'm estranged from my father
>can't pay for classes anyways because no job
>getting suicidal again because I'm so fucking weak

Sorry, I really needed to vent. I can't talk to anyone about this shit since it'll get dismissed as me being overly dramatic or I'll get the "suicide is not the answer, the harder" line. Like I get it, I know this is probably a first world problem, but it doesn't mean that this shit doesn't hurt me,

>>737086783
i need a new online friend if you want one

>>737086783
>>737086852
See rule 31

>>737086179
I kinda had the same deal during high school.

>have nothing to do on the weekend
>gets nagged at by Grandma to "get out of the house for once" or ask me about my "lack of friends"
>asks if I can invite friends over or for a few dollars to play at a local card shop tournament
>request denied
>I head back into my room, pick up whatever vidya I'm replaying for the 1,000th time
>Grandma comes back around
>"why don't you do something with your life instead of playing that damn Nintendo/Gameboy/Playstation?!" "life's too short to be playing them damn games" etc.
>and the cycle begins again

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>>737089037
Forgot the rules lmao.
>im dead fucking serious

tfw relationship ended cuz she a hoe

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When I'm depressed I fap to make myself feel better. But today I'm too depressed to fap.

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>>737089118
Yea you know what that means???
Find a job, get a car, get a place of your own to do that shit.
And most of all.
>Get the fuck out of grandmas house

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Not using jokes to solve my problems, a joke is not funny if you explain it. Never laughing at my own jokes...

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Lost my best friend of 18 years to cancer a little over a year ago. One of the few things a had to live for i think.

Kyle, I've got kind of a crush on you. I think you'll ever read this, and your probably out of my league but whatever

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>>737089376
This was in high school though. I already left her place a week after I turned 18 & have had a quite a few jobs since then. However, that's not to say that shit hasn't gotten that much better since then
>>737088591

I fucked up by trying to play rockstar. Now I am a rentacop in the ghetto getting shit pay supporting a wife, baby and taking care of my disabled parents.

The only people I socialize with outside of them are online. All my non net friends either had families and we drifted apart, or are strung out on meth

Other than that, I'm fine

>>737089477
That sucks man.
>keep your chin up
They wouldn't you want you to live the rest of your life being sad.

>>737075019

>dating
>rapes her

Numale grow a set plz

>>737089772
Ah I understand.
>Well
You best get used to hell. Its not so bad.
At least other people are suffering with you.

>me
>>737084761

Seriously tho anons. Never forget that you matter. Even if it is just to you, you matter. Find your happiness

The only person who will always be there when you wake up, is you

Im fucking sick of trying to act mature about this for any longer
Goddamn it Jojo I fucking love you so fucking much it hurts, every day I think about you, every time I go to bed I wish you were here with me. Every goddamn day I look back when I hurt you and it kills me inside knowing I threw it all away. I try to keep myself from talking to you but I know it's not fair for you for me to just ignore you. Every day I wish I could build up the strength to tell you to go fuck yourself because I just can't go to your wedding, I know I promised you I was going to be there but every time I think about it it just makes me want to blow my brains out. I can't bare the thought of seeing him take you forever, you really can't force me to go and see that knowing it will kill me inside.

I know im just venting off that that's a run-off paragraph from hell but I just can't take it anymore, how can one person fuck up my life so badly, more importantly why do I pretty much shoot myself in the foot all the time just to make one person happy knowing she'll never feel the same way about me?

>Anon you're emotionally distant, you bring every down
>No one wants to be around you or be your friend, if I were them I would never be around you
>Why do you shut yourself away, why dont you take care of yourself, take pride in what you look like

Who cares at this point

>>737090231
>Ah I understand.
>You best get used to hell. Its not so bad.
Thanks for the bit of sympathy (and I'm not saying that to be an asshole, I'm being srs). I'm not too afraid of hell (or at least the religious concept of it) anymore.

>At least other people are suffering with you.
Everyone's circumstances are different, but yes, we're all suffering here.

As for your post >737084761
The only thing I can say is that I'm sorry that you feel this way (once again, I'm not saying this to be shallow or whatever, but I can somewhat relate in that feeling)

>>737090700
If I had it my way I wouldn't be around myself.

>>737088156
reconnecting can be nice and bittersweet for the feels.
we were very close back in 2010-2011, but hadnt seen each other since 2012, and both moved on with our lives. she got married, just had her second kid. ive been in a relationship a few years. we had been keeping contact before, but the last few years have been pretty low, maybe a handful of messages, last one around 9 months ago

about a week ago i send a message, just to say hi. shed been on my mind a bit, like i felt too much time had passed. but i figure our lives have drifted a fair bit by now, she might not care, and i dont know if that would surprise or bother me, could just be one of those sad things about getting older.

instantly she calls, and we have a good chat. first thing she asks is if im just saying hi, or if im responding to the message she sent me on another app. i hadnt seen this message. but about 2 days before, she had felt the need to reach out as well

it was nice to know that we were both missing each other at the same time, and that despite all the time and distance and general life shit, that an old friendship still had value to both of us

>>737090981
Same, sometimes

This happened about a week ago and I'm probably gonna kill myself. Gonna go out with a bang. *badum tiss*

>be me, 19
>close to end of school, haven't had a girlfriend yet in forever
>there is this one best friend of mine, let's call her aspen
>raging love for her. Not all sexually.
>there is this one talent show at the end of school because my school was shit
>decide to do a ukulele cover of HELP by pink guy
>gonna ask her out after
>do the song, cut out cuss words because schhol's a bitch
>say at end: "I have a message for you, Aspen." And walk out of the scene area
>She looks kind of nervous but angry because her friends wee teasing her
>ask her to go to the movies
>her friends do the stupid "ooooh" sound
>she says no
>embarrassed as shit
>"we can still be friends"
> I say yeah sure
>fast forward a week, my other best friend, let's call him Ben, asks her out
>of course she says yes
>I'm jealous and depressed as hell at this point
>Also furious at Ben for betraying me and being a dick
>they go out to the movies, have hot sex
>Ben fucking sent it to me but deleted it
>I don't want to see that shit
>feeling betrayed by my friends
>now in summer, have no friends I can trust.
>thinking of killing myself
>Ben comes over out of nowhere
>asks where Aspen is
>I yell at him for being a betraying douche
>he says it's hard getting pussy
>babdum tiss
>punch him in the mouth
>close door
>fast forward a couple hours
>typing this up
> I kek because I probably broke a tooth

I'm really fucking depressed. Any way to not feel like a sack of shit /b/?

>be me
>dad got in an accident, car is trashed but we're all okay
>he's devastated because he messed up
>continues to mess up more and more each day
>literally supports our entire family
>I'm a lazy faggot good for nothing who can't get his ass off the couch to get a job
>mom tries her best but she can't fully support
>I'm the last of my family
>if I fuck up my entire blood line ends
>I just feel like I'm a disappointment
>they've sunk so much into me only to have me drop out of high school and college and quit the only job I've had within a month of starting it
>managed to get a GF but idk how long that'll last
>have crippling depression and anxiety that makes me fear failure for fear of letting down my family even more than I already have
>i would have an Hero'd at this point if I had a brother
>literally only living because it would devestate my family
>was the second attempt, what would have been my older brother died in the womb
Its not too bad
But
Its just nice to vent

>>737090918
Its not sympathy, tho honestly as a person I do feel bad about your situation.
As for hell it's a state of being.
I wish it was a lake of fire I could easily deal with that.
I would burn well
Don't feel sorry for me. I don't need pitty. I just need to not exist.

I had an amazing gf for a few months, sadly, one of the longest relationships I've held. She was nice, cute, (for lack of a better term) adored me. She was fine with my kinks and she loved me. It was the first time I had felt happy in so long. But, as time went on, I got distant. I would'nt text her back, call her, anything. I eventually called her and told her she needed somebody else, and "I wasn't a good bf". I expected her to be crying or whimpery, but no. She sounded unphased, untouched. I wasn't sad about her not showing emotions, I was sound about her not feeling them (if that makes any sense)

>>737091199
First World 13yr old problems.

I have nothing to provide to this world. some say that we need to stop consuming culture, but that is all i'm good for. a worthless parasite, bound to die alone and unfulfilled. unfulfilled from what? the empty high minded ideas implanted in us in school. "you can achieve anything you set your mind too"and the like. all pointless sentiment meant to encourage those with actually potential. this is all I have, y computer, my phone, and other pointless objects, I use to distract myself from misery. idk how to end this anons, so thanks for the feels threads, they are mostly nice barring the shitposters

>have a crush
>she has a crush on me too
>be stupid 17yo child and fuck it up by not asking her out soon enough and paying her way too much attention
>/b/ros tell me to get a life as that attracts women more than anything
>decide to try to forget her and use her rejection as fuel
>1 year has passed
>I'm a thousand times fitter
>generally look much better than I did (and I know for a fact she liked me when we first met so I already looked decent)
>My social skills have increased from -5/10 to 8/10
>Hit on girls that were previously way out of my league and succeed
>Get accepted into fucking MIT (to be fair this was a given, I've been working towards this since I was 10)
>Already economically succesfull (needed to get the money to be able to afford MIT so I got creative and it worked)
>I have a fucking rock band
>Can get almost any chick I want
>Can't have relations because they realise I don't care enough about them
>I'm still hung up on that one girl
>She's still not interested in me
Why can't I forget her? My life would be so fricking perfect if I could just forget her, how can I still be dragged by such an stupid thing?
What the hell do I do to get her attention? This girl is a fucking treasure but she's just out of reach and it's killing me because I had three months worth of chances with her and I fucking blew it by being blind and insecure.

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Started talking to girl again. I think it might go somewhere then l wind up sitting on the phone hearing about how she likes this dude. Why am l such a cuck and why do l catch feelings

>>737091372
i feel you m8 had the exact same thing happened to me 2 months ago, we had a 3 and a half year relationship .. but life goes on you know

>>737091308
Hey anon. What helped me is to remind myself all the time that I can choose my role and that I can just do stuff without thinking about it. That doesn't make the depression go away, but sometimes it works. To not give a fock can also mean to just live and remember all the time that nothing can stop one except oneself most of the time. Good luck anon.

I'm afraid of the future. It seems like everyday everything just gets worse and worse - people get more aggressive/stupid, governments get more bold and greedy, etc.

I only want to live a peaceful, quiet life. Is that so much to ask for?

>>737091372
If she truly admired you then she maybe just lied to you and hid her emotions because she didn't want you to give you more fuel to hurt her even further.

>>737090981
this....it hurts to admit. I question why people hurt or betray me but it makes sense when I think about it; I don't even like me, why should they

>>737091483
>Get accepted into fucking MIT (to be fair this was a given)

At this point I didn't care whether you lived or died in the story, and would happily beat you to death. Remember where you are kid, your safety can hinge on your word choice.

>>737091488
Man up Mary, you want something do it.

>>737091563
Stop readin news man it is there to make you paranoid. Just be ignorant to that stuff as much as possible. When war comes you wont change it but you can enjoy the time until then.

Fucking black coons are rioting in London

>>737091542
Thanks fam. This helped lift a bit off my chest
I mean it's weird
I more so want to do this for them because of what they went through for me
To make them proud and such

>>737073692
What happened anon?

>>737091683
Next time l see her lm gonna make a move see what happens. It doesnt matter anyways lm shipping out in 2 months

>>737091731
That doesnt work most of the time. You truly have to realise that you can do stuff and you are doing and experiencing it. Also what helped me is to get slower with everything. Talkind thinking hell even moving slower helped to make my mind more steady and give me confidence to choose my role and just do stuff.

>>737091640
You miss the "I've been working towards this since I was 10"

I worked my ass off every day for 7 years, I did SAT when I was in 10th grade and got a near perfect score on my second attempt

I fucking got through depression by telling myself I'd get in, it was the only thing that kept me going when I had nothing else, so yes, it was a given

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>>737091368
>Don't feel sorry for me. I don't need pity. I just need to not exist.
I know. Personally, I'm waiting until after the 4th of July to see what I'm going to do with myself. (And in the event that we never talk to each other again, I hope that you find what you're looking for.)

In any case, I'm gonna try & sleep. Good night anons, take care.

>>737091718
That is true, and I have for the most part stopped watching/reading the news. Still, its hard not to feel a little scared, especially when you're pretty much neighbours with a country that could invade any day now.

I don't believe they will, but it's too uncertain now.

>>737091844
I'll try that then
Thanks anon^^

>>737091887
Good night anon

>>737091199
No you did the right thing.
>Fuck them both.
last time something like that happened to me
I was insanely drunk, everyone decided it was a good time to tell me that the girl I was with fucked a guy that we all knew
>I punched the guy in the face she fucked
>walked out side
>choked the shit out of her
>screamed in her face why did you do that
>she screamed idk im sorry
>eventually let go
>blacked out

feel like a waste of space, resources. im embarrassed to be alive, i can't enjoy anything.i feel like a ball and chain weighing down every person i interact with. My girlfriend is going to leave soon....i hate myself

>>737081234
You better do it, and not just be seeking attention or just try to feel like you're more important than everyone else here. Fuck you for thinking this feels thread is a competition.

You deserve death you useless piece of shit. The psychological desire to die is just natural selection running it's course.

>>737089120
I like how rule 25 is about entropy

>>737092082
It sounds to me like you could use a friend

>>737091887
Ha, the coincidences are remarkable!
>4th of July
That was the day she left me.
That was the day of our anniversary.
The day I lost my humanity.
>sleep well my friend.

>>737092281
>everything falls apart

I need to change. Playing vidyas all day is cool but I need to socialize. I need to have a life. If only I could remember how.

>>737092416
Just like real life!

I need some help with self worth, I always feel like i cannot do anything correctly, this makes my afraid to try anything. i often try too hard, or just don't think about things and mess them up. I'm already worthless in the dating scene.

>>737089120
>rule 32
there is not enough of this right now. 90% of the secrets threads are unsubstantiated claims

>>737079214
Fuck, man...I'm sort of in the same spot as you. Except she was the only one there for me, she was the only one who made me feel important. I had friends, sure, but I was always sort of the third wheel. But now? Well I don't know what happened...But we just stopped talking...

>>737092659
I'm in a similar situation anon. You might want to just try and force yourself to do stuff. Not sure how effective that would be for you, but it was sort of helpful for me - I don't feel afraid to try stuff, though I don't feel much better about myself.

i just have this feeling that i'm eventually going to kill myself. It scares me

>>737093380
Don't be. It will get better, but you gotta do something. Don't let life beat you.

>>737093380
It's the smart thing to do. I realized the other day that eventually I am very likely to end up in a situation where I will be physically incapable of killing myself while also experiencing massive amounts of pain due to actually being trapped somewhere or just from general physical degradation but the point is that I am definitely going to kill myself before I don't have the chance to. Because I don't ever want to end up in a position where i'm slowly dying for days because i know i'll have the thought that I could have killed myself before this happened and avoided it, so I gotta do that shit. Alright peace!

>>737072325
first of all sorry for my English I'm not a native English speaker, so here comes my story:
>Be me 20
its friend birthday so decided to go to the party
>meet him in my place and start drinking
>whent to the party music loud a lot of people beautiful girls etc.
>so far feel bored
>the club is huge so went to other room with different music, left my friend with other friends
>comes to other room with diffrent music still feel bored fuck,don't know what to do
>get shots of tequila
>so from one shot to another i have drunk like 15/20 i don't even remember, also in my place i was drinking
>iam not alcoholic but like from 3 month when i get bored i like to drink, specially in parties when boredom increase
>start dancing, i dance when I am only drunk,lake this i dont care what im doing
>in one point of the night feels bad
>get out to the place in open air ,start smoking
>looking in the sky trying not to die, and then comes her, lets call her F
>she asks me politely about smoke ofc i give her
>we started to speak
>alohol gives me the power to talk with her
>she is from the same count as i am (feelsgood)
>asks me if i want to drink
>My mind is telling me no but my body is telling me yes......
>when to bar table, asks her what she want
>she asks me if i have tried some shit i dont even remember the name
>i said no,and said if she wants it we can drink it
>the drink was okey , but not me..
>i feel like am in the other dimension cant even walk straight
>she asks me for dance
>i think i tried to smile, but i now were able to control my face expression
>she looks at me and says is everything okey
>i respond yes,,i think so hehe
>my firend calls me
>said her just to wait a minute
>go out from loud music and respond
>A where are you?
>trying to dance with F
part 1

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>be me
>20 years old
>my life has kind of fallen apart
>currently $1400 in debt with my college
>can't continue school until it's paid off
>trying to move out with my best friend
>he's picking expensive places
>doesn't understand that I can't pay that kind of rent
>his parents are paying for his rent, he's a well off only child
>the love of my life left me a while back
>in these dark moments I just try to think about how happy I was
>fuck, I miss having someone to just talk to about this
>best friend starting to hate me
>can't move without a roommate
>no job will pay enough to clear my debt before the semester starts
>I just wanna die sometimes but wouldn't do that to my dad