Good evening Anon. Come on in, make yourself comfortable. Let's

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>>737058121
Bump,

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>>737058299
Thanks. How are you on this fine summer evening?

>>737058446
Good here! Getting ready for work. That means I'll be lurking more than anything.

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Bumping with all my love E>

>>737058121
How do i make my family love me?

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>>737058747
Why do you wish your family to love you? Did anything for them not to?

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>>737058747
You can't MAKE anyone love you..... with family thats a hard lesson to learn. What do you feel is wrong?

>>737058747
why dont they love you

>>737058121
Keep on keeping on anon, your making /b/ a better place.

I want a intelligent gf who will love me no matter what.

>>737058121
fuck this steam sale
gaben is a fucking jew cuck piece of shit

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>>737058866
>You can't MAKE anyone love you....
You are wrong though.
>>737058955
Go look for an* inteligent gf then, no? Things won't come to you, you have to go get them.
>>737058976
Don't fall for their jewish trickery. Piracy is a wonderful thing.

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>>737058736
Good to hear. I hope all goes well for you.

>>737058747
Well, we can't force others to feel emotion anon. If they won't, they won't. Perhaps if you can't change it you need to move on. It can be hard to accept, but if someone will only ever hurt you and never really care, it's best to get away from them.

>>737058905
Thank you. Sometimes I try.

>>737058955
They're hard to come by. Keep searching and you'll find somebody, Anon. And if she doesn't fall for you immediately, show her she should until she does. You can do this.

>>737058976
Money money money, that's what they want. But you want those games! Remember what everything is worth to you; would you rather have five bucks, or would you rather have one more game? Is it worth it?

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>>737058121
You have poot me in the most relaxed moods due to your pic is my most favorite movie if my childhood. I got drunk the other night, cryed over pics of friends I never see and have left, punch myself in the face and played video games till 2am

>>737058747
give them all your money and kill yourself

>advice

Recently, I had a terrible tragedy that I would like some advice for in order to be able truly go pass the horrific incident,

I was taking a shit last night, and the toilet water splashed right up and hit my ass. I was paralyzed and stunned, unsure of what to do.

Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks

>>737058866
My mother was waiting for the perfect opportunity to get rid of me and soon i'll be old enough to be kicked out of home with no repercussions for her, all others family members won't take me with them and i have no friends that will offer a shelter too, so i'm basically waiting to be kicked out.
>>737058895
I don't feel like explaining it.

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>>737059141
I highly disagree, if they don't want too, you cannot force them into it, and it will be wasted time better spent on nurturing relationships that are healthier, but I will leave it at that.

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>>737058121
Hey, I'm 19 now and I think I'm ready for a relationship. Question is, how do I make myself appealing to girls/guys?

Physical
>5'7
>180lbs
>not lean, not fat, just chubby
>imagine a beergut + perky mantitties

Mental
>undiagnosed Borderline PD
>short-temper
>zero personality; i just copy the personality of whoever i'm talking to

pls to help

>>737058121
Dis music got me gettin' down.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=botPkA_Nj1Y

>>737059141
considering it but if only I had fun in games now

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>>737059253
Life has many fires. When a fire dies out do not mourn the ashes for long or you will freeze to death. Go out and find a new fire or if you must create a new fire yourself.

So i've been talking to this chick over texts and shes the most amazing person I know and I wanna get all up in that right but how long should I wait before making a move and how do I do it not awkwardly? a friend was in a similar situation and it took him two months is that what I should do ?

>>737058121
Greentext of event that happened recently that has me all fucked up right now.

>date ex gf for around 5 years
>her family is kinda fucked up, shitty abusive parents etc..
>ex gf has a brother around my age and a sister two years younger then me
>ex gf has slew of mental disorders: bpd, depression, anxiety the whole 9 yards
>gf is constantly suicidal and puts a lot of strain on her shitty parents and me
>eventually get ex gf some help and when she is more stable we break up
>always thought her sister was super hot when we were dating
>be me now, no gf constantly depressed and very few friends because of the major strain on my social life from dealing with ex gf
>go grocery shopping yesterday
>ex gfs sister is there
>I can tell on her face she is tired, things at home must not be going well
>she sees me
>runs over and gives me a huge hug and tells me how much her and her brother miss me
>we talk and catch up
>at the end she hugs me again and says I will always be her big brother no matter what
>I forgot I had emotions up until then
>it was the sweetest thing that I have ever heard
>I leave the store get in my car and drive off after paying
>I now know what it feels like to have a sister
>I don't even see her as attractive anymore, just literally my little sister
>I got home and cried because for the first time in a year and a half I felt an emotion

She has a birthday coming up soon, I think I'll get her a card or something like that.

Mann whats been getting me down lately is ive been trynna talk to girls and be nice to try and get close to them but they all play me off or just shoot me in the friendzone.. Man fuck life and women. Ive been single for a while and havent had any new interactions with women

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>>737059298
Learn to love the bidet
>>737059435
1st step is to feel comfortable with yourself. It would be very hard to want a relationship with someone who doesn't feel at least somewhat comfortable with themselves. Mentally I would consider seeing a therapist, don't self diagnose. For your physical form, find a body style you like and read, read, read and then put your knowledge to action to achieve it.

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Worked another double today because this guy didn't show up for his job. I know I didn't have to but I like my bosses and I hate letting people down.

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How do I stop being obsessed with the meaninglessness of life the fact that and how we'll never understand the universe?

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>>737059298
I know the aftermath can be quite traumatic, anon. Believe it or not, I have been there as well. Just remember of all the people around you that are constantly giving you their support in order for you to overcome your splashed asshole. They wouldn't want you to give up, keep going, I believe in you!
>>737059253
Why would you punch yourself on tje face dude, kek.
>>737059395
If you don't elaborate on your story we won't be able to give better hindsight. Anyway, I'd say you should get a job and gove your mother the middle finger, get a flat, pay rent, be an adult.
>>737059404
It isn't about forcing anyone into anything.
I'll leave it at that.
>>737059435
Why would you self-diagnose tho.
>>737059460
It's not that hard. And what do you mean?

>>737058121
hey hi

>>737059822
you just simply get used to it. You are distracted sometimes.

Then, sometimes, you find yourself back at the same existential emptiness you found yourself at years prior. Then you rebuild. Then you break again.

Rinse, repeat, die. That's all.

well, recently i have began to realize that i am actually a very stupid person, and one of the worst people from all i know.
because i try to be "good" but it doesnt come to me naturally, i have to think before being nice. and any "nice" thing i do,it feels so fake.
dunno how long i can keep this farce up.

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>>737059822
Change your perspective. Seriously.... life's inherent meaningless is essentially a freeing aspect. It means you are the sole determinant of what life means to you and you choose what you consider meaningful. As far as understanding the universe, well if it weren't such a mystery we would be left drive less to overcome and feel less empowered to improve our knowledge.

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>>737059822
Life is very much like a painting. It only has as much meaning as you put into it. Some people see pretty flowers, some people see deep symbolism. Sometimes there is a completely different painting underneath.

And I think it is a good thing we will never understand everything in the universe. For one we are to immature as a species to handle any kind of power. Two we will have practically nothing to work up from there and three not knowing the objective is fun.

>>737059932
I don't know how to do that, i'm not even an adult yet, i'll be kicked off as soon as i'll be because "Fuck you now i don't need to keep you at my place anymore", so i'll be kicked out with no place to stay and money, i can't even rent an apartment. And i have 0 experience whatsoever with work, i was planning to go to university but i guess that's not happening.

>>737058121
>My inability to prove the Riemann hypothesis.

>>737059632
That is truly a wonderful moment. Cherish it.
And yes, a nice card would be appropriate.

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>>737059253
I'm glad it helped you, anon. It's one of my favorite movies too. Could you call up your old friends and ask them to hang out with you? I actually tried that this morning and it worked.

>>737059298
I've heard that you can eliminate splash by placing a few sheets of toilet paper on the water before sit down.

>>737059435
Well, if you don't have a personality of your own you need to make one. Look to someone you admire, and strive to be like them. People don't want to hang out with themselves, they want to see someone different in you. But you don't necessarily need to be all-new and unique. Some people base their personality on characters from movies.

>>737059446
Listen to Juno Reactor. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GabBLLOT6vw

Anything else got you down? Also, I recommend skipping Tokyo Dub. Weakest song on the album.

>>737059617
Just ask her if you can hang out. Go to the park and talk, buy her coffee. It's not as hard as you think it is. Be ready to ask for what you want.

>>737059632
Anon. I know that feeling. I know exactly how it is, to feel like suddenly you can feel something, like you've just gained something wonderful.

Hang out with her, do the things friends do. Get her a card, it'll be worth it. Treat her like your favorite sister.

>>737059695
Keep trying, but don't just do the same thing over and over. Look over what goes wrong, and improve your technique. It works.

>>737059760
That's good Anon. You did a good thing, and I'm proud. Can you talk to your bosses or this slacker about getting him to work or someone else to cover?

>>737059822
It doesn't matter. Nothing means anything, but meaning is arbitrary and worthless anyway. Just move on, it's okay. Existential crises are not really a big deal.

>>737060035
Hey! How's it going?

>>737060167
You're not alone. Being nice doesn't come naturally to anyone at first. And the motive doesn't matter too much anyway, as long as you really are doing good things.

all my friends blew me off so now i just sit and browse /b/ all day and im incredibly depressed

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>>737059617
You should look others as a guide in to how to go with your relationship! Though you seem like you have the situation under control, I say do what you think is the best! Asking about it only shows that you want the validation of someone telling you you should do it, so I say do it.
>>737059632
You still know how to love, I feel happy for you, anon. Do it, maybe get her a little present or something, no?
>>737059695
Be gay :^)
>>737059760
Inform your boss about what is happening <3
>>737059822
Tell yourself it is meaningless to think about that as well.
>>737060035
Hiya.
>>737060306
How old are you?

>>737060468
>And the motive doesn't matter too much anyway, as long as you really are doing good things.
The point is that it repels people when they see how fake it is. Been trying to make friends now coz the old ones became lovers

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>>737060468
Oh yeah, he's fired now. Thanks by the way, I don't hear that a lot.

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>>737059932
>self-diagnosed
I'm not sure, I fit all the criteria and all. The only thing missing is a psych's approval. Live in the suburbs w/ my parents and jobless, so no known psych's near me, no ease of access, and no insurance.

>>737059705
>comfy with myself
I guess I'm too comfy with myself since I don't have a sense of fashion. A casual fit would be,
>t-shirt
>jeans
>running shoes
And they'd all be diff colours.

And yeah, I'm trying to re-start my lifting and running. My target would be to reduce from 180lbs to 120lbs.

>>737060468
>personality
haha like that guy who emulated Driver, huh?
I guess I should try and develop a sense of self if I'm going to lead a stable life.

>>737058121
I would like a genuine hug.

>>737060676
Almost 18, i still have some months left before being kicked out i guess.

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>>737060468
>>737060676
You're both right i'm gonna take her to a fucking park fuck yeah!

>>737060930
underage b&

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>>737060930
A minor on /b/? Mods aren't gonna like this
>>737060928
Have a hug
*gives hug*

Ach, the Fenn is the thread OP tonight?

Evening all.

-EMT

>>737059632
Damn. That hits close to home.

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>>737060675
Have you tried going for a walk? I'm not joking, just put your phone down and go around the block. The fresh air will help.

Once your head's cleared, start looking to where you might find people. /b/ is really a pretty terrible place. Go to the pool, help out anyone who needs help. Do anything you can to make contact with the people around you. It's hard, and you need to learn to search for opportunities. But once you habitually talk to and help people, it gets easier and you start getting to know them better.

>>737060705
Well, what I've done is gotten really good at faking it. So good that sometimes I convince myself. There's probably a healthier way to go about this though...

>>737060746
Well, I try to say things that haven't been said before. I don't always succeed. Hope things start getting better for you now.

>>737060760
I was actually thinking of that exact example... The self is more important than everyone thinks. Most of us take ourselves for granted. You have the privilege of being able to consciously develop your own identity from scratch.

>>737060928
*Hug* I love you Anon, and I want you to be happy.

>>737060942
Do it Anon, do it! It'll be fun!

>>737061193
I sure am. Hey EMT, how's tonight going? I hope you messaged her.

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>>737060930
I started working as soon as I got out of highschool, just having turned 18. I pay rent as well. Trust me, the first step may seem scary at the beggining, but it isn't that bad. Take the step, start looking for a job now.
>>737060942
I wish you luck!
>>737061158
Avafags on /b/? Mods aren't gonna like this.
>>737060928
Go to someone you often talk to and ask for one.
>>737060675
You'll always have your /b/ros.

>>737059760
A toast to you, anon.
(((Sips coffee)))

whats been sucking your dick lately lol nothing lonely faggot

>>737061316
You know the deal. I have been trying to grow a pair to do it.

>>737059276
This

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>>737061461
Putting peanut butter on your balls and letting your dog lick it doesn't counts, you lonely faggot.

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>>737060928

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>>737061316
Your doing good. Someone has to carry the torch and your doing a great job :)

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>>737061390
*Sips Tea*

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>>737061389
Oh well, we could let it slide. He could use the advice
>>737061591
Kek

>>737061158
First, it's summer duh, and second, mods are big cucks like n00t, getting banned by one means the mod that did it was rather new and felt like he needed to prove something about his pathetic life to this carcass of a site.
>>737061147
Honestly if you're willing to believe Alice is actually a girl you'll believe me too.
>>737061389
What job did you find? Also any other advice you can give me to search for a job in the first place?

>>737061897
Alice is actually a girl though.

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>>737061555
Make it spontaneous. Just send a text or dial the number and call, then go from there. Force yourself to do it, put yourself on the spot. You won't spaghetti, you won't flop. You got this.

>>737061677
Thank you Anon. Sometimes I try.

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>>737061867
Why are you even talking to me.
>>737061897
Construction site worker, aim low when looking for a job. Maybe you'll be able to stay at home if you give some of the money for the house, but if your enviroment is too toxic, I'd suggest for you to move out.
Considering you wouldn't have too much money at the beggining, I'd say you should look for a roommate to split the rent with!
>>737062086
Go away, dog.

>>737062147
It's all over facebook. I again have her chat window open, but I can't think of what to say to start. So.... Yea. I think I'll be fine once I get it going, but actually starting it is a pain

>>737062086
Yes, also Michael Jackson is still alive, Dark Souls is a hard game and 9/11 was an inside job.

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Woowee, sorry I'm late! How is anonymous tonight?

>>737061897
alice is a fucking faggot

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>>737062267
Oh for the love of God. It is painful to read your posts. Just type in "Heyo" and hit send. Then keep going from there for crying out loud.

>>737062206
Even if it wasn't toxic to begin with i am not going to share my money with my mother period. Thank you for the advices, it'll be hard to get a roommate but i can try to pay less i guess.

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>>737062147
Keep it up, and call me Jacobus.

>>737062206
Give me a treat first.

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>>737062721
Here you go

>>737062630
Stay away from fast food jobs, you could get stuck there for life

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>>737062267
Just send something. It can be anything, don't stress over it. Type "Hey", hit send and close your eyes. Then go with whatever she says.

It's not as hard as you think it will be.

>>737062398
Hey Rock. Don't worry, thread started a bit late anyway.

>>737062650
Alright Jacobus. I'm Fenn. I don't have a regular thread; I usually just tag along with the big ones. Jill, Reimu, and Alice do a much better job.

>>737062433
You discovered hot water, congratulations.

>>737062454
It's not like I can just turn my anxiety off like that. It's never been that way. But I know I just should do it...

>>737062866
I know. I know. I just am terribly anxious. Especially as they seem to possibly like me

-EMT

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>>737062630
Oh well, you do you. But again, you should show commitment, for example, starting to look up for jobs right about now. Also what >>737062824 said.
>>737062721
What, want a lewd or something?
>>737062936
It is not about turning anything off, it is just about hitting a few keys, she won't fucking behead you for it.

>>737063057
I know she won't. I'm just afraid it will be taken the wrong way. But shes done the same where she messaged me the following day explaining the bizarreness from the night before. So yea. I guess Her and I are in a similar boat

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>>737062866
Nice to meet you Fenn. As I said before, your doing a good job carrying the torch. Alice and the rest do a swell job, but don't forget you can make a difference too. Your not just anothers shadow, my friend.

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>>737063215
>"hey"
>oh God, why is he texting me, he is so pushy, should I file a restrain order against him?

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>>737063057
Good thing these threads aren't exclusively ran by idiots, again, thank you for the advices, these were actually helpful ones.

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I'll take a lewd :D

>>737063599
Np but I mean it, stay away from fast food. My mother had to work there for life. It was hard to look at my mom change drastically from working there

>>737058121
why you are such a retarded faggot?

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>>737062936
Stop. Stop worrying about it and do it. Stop thinking about it, stop talking about it. You're crippling yourself, and it hurts me to watch.

It's not that hard, but you're making it that hard.

>>737062824
I wouldn't stay away from fast food entirely; it's still money. Just remember it's temporary, and constantly work to move on so you don't get stuck. If you stay in there too long you'll fall apart.

>>737063506
Nothing makes a difference, it's all just the same anyway. But thanks for your kind words.

>>737063876
Are you okay Anon? Do you need a hug?

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>>737063599
Well, most of them are ran by idiots, reason why I don't run them myself.

Salt... Good GOD where's my salt?

>>737063931
That's what everyone I knew that works in fast food all said, and they're still there

>>737063931
I just can't help it. I feel more anxious than I was with FEMT..... Dunno why though.

-EMT

>>737064041
Sounds like you have a crush on her.

>>737064134
I had a major crush on FEMT though too. But I was never this bad.

-EMT

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>>737063931
"What is an ocean, but a multitude of drops?"
Your welcome.

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>>737064215
JUST DO IT

Speaking of all this anxiety, what could I do to chill out? I get too overly worried about people.

shit sucks man

>>737059932
I would like to thank you for the emotional support you offered in my time of need. Thanks to your kind encouragement, I conquered my fear and took a shit. This time I managed to be a lucky one, as there was no splashing.

>>737064215
Fap first, to relieve tension. Then call her.

Sure I'll bite.

I took the weekend off. I make hella money if I work weekends and have been pulling 90 hour work weeks, I usually work all I can to rack up doubletime. However, it was my birthday last week and some friends were heading to the beach.

The water was really cold, and we left under an hour in. On our way out, my coolant pump burst on my car. On the drive home my phone's screen crapped out.

$400 to repair my phone
$500 to fix my car
$400 I could have earned if I went to work.
$200 lost since my car was being repaired today.

Shit sucks, captain.

>>737063931
kinda

I'll take a hug or something.

>>737058121
conversation, maybe advice if you spontaneously have some.

I've just been hanging out, binge watching falling skies and looking for entertainment and insight whenever I can. I've been laying low in my family's nice, unique and secluded home in california for the past two years. Mostly recovering from depression, stress and anxiety, while also taking the time to learn and expand as much as I can with just the internet, my reason and my passions to guide me. My life has been a solitary one that isn't the easiest for everyone around me to understand. I'm well-trained, though. Observant and free. Shed my old skin mostly now. Just waiting to move in three days. Haven't even packed yet. lol. Also dealing with some heavy realizations and circumstances besides that(never been the best at moving, though i've done it several times) but I'm still going strong. getting ready to start over again. Live life a better way. My way. Honestly i don't know what to expect though. Knowing me and my luck, something amazing might happen. or worse

>>737064595
Fwee hugs 4 u \(°U°)/

>>737064215
>But I was never this bad.

Yeah, you were.

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I'm a guy in my twenties and I write shipping fanfiction, and as pathetic as that sounds, what's even worse is that seeing people who are far better/get far more positive comments than me really gets to me. I have pretty much zero confidence in myself and thrive off of positive feedback from others. I've gotten a few glowingly positive reviews for my work, and I keep screenshots of them stored on my phone so I can look at them whenever I feel down about myself.

>>737064719
Not being this anxious about messaging her though.

>>737058121
>>737064639
Love the Nausicaa art BTW. Saved.

>>737064777
Nice lucky trips, go message faggot.

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>>737064328
Aleluyah /b/rothers! For anon here has conquered his fear tonight right here and right now! We all congregate on this night, to witness his bravery through his hardship and to show him as an example of overcoming what life throws at you! May this anon be in your thoughts when you are in a hard spot. Remember about this night, when one of your /b/rothers took a shit! And said I am not afraid!
>>737064376
I feel you, anon. Only thing I can do is wish the next month and the upcoming ones are better for you.
>>737064595
>
-hugs or something I dunno, mane-
>>737064777
That's bullshit. You should learn from >>737064328 .

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>>737064777
Lucky 7s, you gotta do it!

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>>737064844
Shut up, moonbitch.
>>737064755
Who do you ship and from what series?
>>737064639
K, lol, bye, good luck.

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>>737064755
I used to do that with my Ex. I used to screenshot texts from her. Hell, I'd even deleted pictures of us together and nudes but kept the conversations. That is until I realized I never needed her kind words, all they did was remind of how reliant I was on the feelings of others. Of course we all rely on each other, we're social primates after all, but it's nice to remember that you don't others approval for what you do with your life. Hell, I'm an adult and I still keep army men and set them up now and again. I have a steady job and I own my land, but I'm still me.

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>>737064014
It might help to set a strict deadline for moving out of the job; tell yourself that you're going to quit after a year or nine months or whatever, and then do it.

>>737064041
EMT, you can't rely on us forever. You need to move on and be able to do this on your own.

Type "hey" and press send. That's all I ask. You're telling yourself it's hard and that you're anxious, but it's not, and you're not.

>>737064242
And what is the ocean if a drop goes missing? Why would the drops ever concern themselves with the whole? They can never affect it, but they can greatly affect those around them.

>>737064321
Tell yourself that you're not going to worry. Then spend a few minutes meditating: think about nothing but breathing. Breathe in slowly, breathe out slowly. It can really help you collect yourself. There's nothing to worry about, it's really not that bad. It's all in your head and you can make it go away.

>>737064376
Well, shoot. Things went rotten, didn't they? But it's not like this is going to happen consistently. This was just one random shitty weekend. Yeah, it sucks, but it'll pass. Don't let it get to you, Anon.

>>737064526
*hugs you tight* You'll always have someone to talk to here.

>>737064595
*hug*
What's wrong, Anon?

>>737064639
Start packing.

You're going to do good. Now that you've got some life under your belt, you know how to deal with the real world. You're going to do a good job, I know it.

>>737064755
Anon. You can do more things if you want to. You can learn another skill, you can go for long hikes in the woods.

If you love to write fanfiction, believe in what you love. Look at it and teach yourself to understand "I made something I like." That's okay, you can do that. You can make something, and you can like it yourself, and that's enough. If other people like it too, that's just a bonus.

>>737065244
Meh, I sent a simple Hey. Time to wait and see how it develops.

>>737064994
>>737064894
>>737064876
Bleh, I sent a simple Hey

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>>737064321
Drugs.

>>737065421
I agree with this

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>>737065244
>But they can greatly affect those around them
I think you get it, Fenn.

>>737059822
Realize that Nihilism is worth shit and for atheist fags.
Accept Christ, realize utilitarianism is a meme/lie, that humans are of inherent worth, and that the ultimate purpose of life is to live it in a worthwhile way. When you are on your deathbed, you want to look back and see all that you have done and say with pride "i did that" or "i made that" or "i achieved those things". Set a realistic goal for your life, and then get out there and make something of your life, enjoy it because it is short, and learn to love the little fineries of life (a drop of alcohol, maybe the tweeting of the birds on a summer eve, etc.) Life is not about understanding the universe either, nor it it about acheiving all wisdom, nor it it about being a stud and reporducing the most. Trust me, i have tried all of those and none of those bring any sense of fullfillment. They are all memes by niggers who have never lived their lives meaningfully.

tl;dr - Atheists and nihilists both have no clue what they are doing and have a meaningless life, you are probably secular but wtf ever! Life is meaninful in that we make something of our lifes so that we can ascertain a sense of accomplishment when we review our life in hidnsight. It is why as children we build sand-castles or make mud-pies: because ultimately we desire to create or leave something that can have an impact on those around us and bring joy to ourselves and to those dear to us. All work stems from this desire, and as a result we work to sate said desire.

tl;dr;tl;dr - Atheists are retarded faggots, Christianity si the way, but if you are an atheist or someone of equal faggotry, then live a life that is meaningful by working to have done something of worth, for a sense of self-worth, merit, and ultimately joy. Learn to love the finaries of life also.

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A lot has been happening in my life and I'm a bit overwhelmed. On top of every emotion being intensified, everything feels like a dream. I feel like I can wake up any second now and go back to my dull life as a collections agent who is terrible at his job and does cocaine on the weekend. Yet, it's looking like I'm going to China for a full year for a teaching opportunity, and I guess it just feels weird. I've been dreaming about doing something like this for quite a while now, studying so hard just for this chance. Then I send in a few applications, and now I'm going? It feels odd.

>>737064716
>>737064894
>>737065244
thank you

>>737058121
I moved to a new city and am meeting people. But I am an aspi, si its scary because i feel like they will stop liking me once they get to know me. The cracks are starting to show. People noticing I am"weird"

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>>737066184
Life is really odd indeed once you think about it for a while... though you should really think about it afterwards you are abroad.
>>737066222
No problemo, anon with trips.
>>737065573
Geez, since when Fenn got someone to kiss his ass?
>>737066265
How come "weird"?

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I went to /pol/ and now I have an extremely negative view on life,

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>>737066676
Just talking to the only person that responded to my post :/

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>>737065573
Do you really?

>>737066061
I agree with most of what you say. We should seek contentment, not understanding.

>>737066184
Anon, things are finally getting good. Embrace this opportunity, and don't let it go. If you just fall over in shock it won't feel as good. Stand up and take it consciously, and it will be better.

>>737066222
*hugs again* It's all good Anon.

>>737066265
Don't stress over it, Anon. If you've got good intentions at heart and they can see that, they'll stick with you. Be confident, and just keep going regardless of what you think they'll think.

>>737066699
The whole doesn't matter, the grand scheme of things is irrelevant. Don't concern yourself with things like foreign affairs and global warming. Focus on yourself and the things around you.

My life is ruined, all my hopes and dreams are not possibly anymore. I have several children wth several different women and everyone hates me. I'm ready to blow my head off. I have no other options.

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Sure, I'll take a hug!

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>>737066844
Why not? You pretty much got the point by posting what I quoted.

>>737066676
I just don't act like other people. Its not bad, just noticeable. Odd use of language, not being able to get into a "flow" of conversation with more than one person a t a time, I have a facial twitch, I have no filter. Aspergers stuff. Just different.

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>>737066872
Keep going Anon, even if it's hard. As long as you're alive there's always potential for improvement. You can move away, you can move on, you can make things get better. While you may not be able to achieve dreams you once had, you will discover and strive for new ones. You can change. You can have new goals.

>>737066973
*Hugs you close* Anything else I can do for you tonight, Anon?

>>737067122
I don't really understand anything, I just make it up as I go along. But okay.

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>>737066699
The red pill is quite bitter indeed.
>>737066826
That's a lie though :o
>>737066872
Go out with a loud BANG!
>>737066973
>
-another hug or something I dunno->>737067178
Just wear one of those autismo hats.
Joke aside, why not simply informing them of your condition? They would most likely be more understanding that way.

>>737066844
Thank you. I will try

>>737067406
I will try tomorrow to tell them

>>737065244
Lmao, drinking my coffee to get started packing now. I'm just fighting my last rounds with my lingering repressive ways. Also looking at my family, my loved ones whose relationships with me have been strained and at times, bent bc my bullshit. I have been bent many ways this time around. Mostly by myself. and my unwavering ambition...which sometimes leads to crippling insecurity. it's funny. my body literally becomes shellshocked with tension in my depressive states. mind, fogged. but when I'm lucid, meditative. inspired. I feel like I'm going to save myself again. i'm going to live my unfathomable fantastic life. full of music, art, influence. entertainment. prowess. power. inspiration. even magick...shift the paradigm. no one knows what calls to me in the night. not a single soul, unfortunately. I hate the world as it is. But I don't want to give up on it. I have to live. but if I do the way I want to, who knows what may come. I've walked through the valley of the shadow of death once before, by mistake. Maybe it will come to me this time. Maybe not. I know what lies within us. The power to manipulate and change the way the branches shape. The human experience. Maybe i need to stick with that. Maybe my younger dreams will never be. I know more now, too much for it ever to be the same. I suppose I should at least ask. What do the waves say? what comes to you to communicate? in the waves, there waits the basin of what we know. neurons connecting and flashing, pumping the blood of our subjective universe. what do they say to you when you listen sometimes? no answer is good enough. but i'm curious as always

>>737058121
I moved to London and people are cunts and I dunno if I can pay my rent, and I realised all the things I can cook are expensive here probably because brexit or some EU bs.

My bedroom is basically a closet and the mattress sucks.

I think everyone at my work dislikes me, but it's because the whole place is a mismanaged clusterfuck and I'm new and don't know what to do. And I'm mentoring other newbies for some stupid reason. I'm more angry about this.

I expected to have alot more confidence and be able to break my dry streak here, but I get no matches on tinder andbasically just sit in my room because...

..I have basically no friends here, but I'm used to that kek. But then I don't know what to do because I'm in a different place.

Mostly I thought this would be pretty similar to back home, but it's not and I guess I'm getting hit hard with the culture shock.

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>>737067401
Nope! Make sure you buy Skyrim VR!
[spoiler]Or else...[/spoiler]

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>>737067754
Welcome to /b/, we do not have spoilers here!
Enjoy your stay, faggot.

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>>737067754
Damn it I said it too loud, didn't I?
Well, I'm not going to jail.

>>737058121
Whatso getting me down is being stalked by a pretty op MtF trans nut job fuck my life

>>737067746
Where did you move from

>>737068215
Straya. Specifically Melbourne.

I figured we're mostly a similar culture, same language, most of the same sports, shared heritage etc. But I think now we share more with the US then the UK

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Read. Anybody. Please.

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>>737067583
No, you will succeed. Don't try. Just do it.

>>737067737
Just don't focus too much on the overarching structure, okay? Getting caught up in the meaning of life and the rest of the world will really slow you down. Remember what you are, and look closely around you.

Good luck, and stay safe! I know you'll be amazing.

>>737067746
I think you'll get used to it, Anon. How long have you been there?

>>737067991
Sounds scary. Do you have friends to keep him/her away?

>>737067178
i want to add something. Those people don't even care about your condition, anon. They're not invested in your life in any way. You guys just share some things, some time together, some life here and there. Life is a stretch of experience. 1% what you experience, 99% how you react to it. What you should do for yourself in all of that, is make sure you get what you need, get what you deserve. live for your better side when you need to show it, live for your lesser side when you need to own it, and make more sense for yourself. they won't care what you do in all that anyway. they're just taking a walk with you, as you with them. might as well do what you can to make it pleasant. if they can't hang with it, let em be their own way, you will find the ones you can hang with on your own. no one will choose it for you. the only ones who choose, choose because they want to. they will be the ones who care. and they won't give a damn if you're a little awkward sometimes. not for a minute. maybe a couple seconds, lol. but laugh about it (; they won't mind as long as you keep yourself steady

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>>737067979
fuck you todd im not buying skyrim again

>>737068549
Just over a month. Probably will, but it's weird. I feel like I should be doing more with my time.

Also I should be asleep right now tbqh

Someone better save this thread. Also what movie is do you keep posting pictures of OP? I cant remember the name

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>>737069303
Sleeping sounds like a healthy proposition. If you need something more to do, start a hobby. Watch foreign movies, write short stories, draw pictures of robots.

There's a good way to find people.

>>737069446
Thread was never good to begin with, there's nothing to save.

They're pictures from Nausicaa Of The Valley Of The Wind. One of my favorites.

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>>737069446
Why would someone have to save the thread?

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>>737069657
just let it crash and burn.