The perfect time for a feels thread.

you said it. im fuckin dying inside dude.

>>736869276
Me too, what's happening in your life?

>>736869416
trying to talk to my ex after like 6 months. i feel like a fucking idiot for always being such a pussy. its not going to well so far. im honestly considering just killing myself if this whole thing doesnt work out by the end of next year

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>>736869567

>>736869640
That's sucks dude. Getting that attached is the sign that you love her/him better than everyone. You're not a pussy, everyone has a weakness. Your life isn't worth that. You're not alone.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_kPPrIarsZw

>>736869790
I'm not alone. the NSA are watching me.

>>736870108
its whatever i guess. she doesnt really seem interested in me anymore. i totally fucked up and let all my chances slip by.

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Recently in my music school theres this 10/10 girl that loves playing guitar and games but everytime i want to talk to her my spaghetti drops, any tips?

>>736870478
If it's that case, I hope they like my midget porn as I do

>Gods greatest gifts truly are the unanswered prayers, as those without absolute knowledge of such a divine being shall have no will to live, therefore making life ultimately pointless, regardless of how many sexualized fidget spinners have been displayed.

if fidget spinners are sexualized, then satan exists, proving the existence of a Christian or Catholic God, correct?

>>736870226
That expression/quote is not deep.
"When the sun sets the temperature drops"
"Niggers steal"

Female friend texted me today, I ignored it. She then sent me another text saying she was sorry if she did something to make me mad, didnt respond. She sent me another text pissed off for not replying. Shortly after that she sent me a lewd pic of herself in some skimpy outfit that really showed off her boobs.

What do?

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>>736870543
i know that feel. i let all my chances go too. i regret it everyday.

>>736870564
believe. don't be me and let it slip.

I feel lost. I find meaning for my life in human interaction. My family hates me, i'm a disappointment to my father and I have no friends. I have a gf who I spent a full week with and gother to know her very well. Then she went back to her home which is 900 miles away. We're still in a relationship but we seem to be drifting apart

I've lost interest in everything I'm completely alone and I don't know what to do

>>736870746
jesus christ, this is 4chan, not tumblr; even for a feels thread. the fuck

>>736870564
Start playing riffs of songs you think she'd like in front of her. Easy way to start a conversation without saying anything

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>>736870846
you're not alone. i feel the same.

>>736870816
damn, whats youre story with that anon? let me relate the feels bro

I just wanted to say, I can't hear the folgers theme without thinking, "the best part of waking up is incest in the morning."
I don't know why, but putting that in a feels thread felt appropriate.

>>736870835
Don't give a shit about your dad. From this point foward just worry about making the man in the mirror proud.

If you want to keep your relationship going, ask your girlfriend straight up what you can do to bring a good spark back

>>736870543
Ask her a question. How long she's been playing, why she started, favorite songs to play. Build a list of questions in your head, and prepare a general idea of how you want to respond. Build a small outline of how you plan to keep the conversation going. If it doesn't go that way exactly, then a) it's progressing naturally and you'll feel confident or b) she doesn't want to talk. If she's not interested in talking, that's okay. 7 billion people

>>736870564
It's okay to feel that way Anon. My advice is to talk about casual things and slowly get to know her, that way you get a strong relationship over time. Remember that strating the conversation is difficult but once that you've started it, everything goes smooth.

>>736871116
"incest in the morning" doesnt fit
try "incest in your butt"

>>736871287
Thanks anon, i'll give it a shot

>>736870675
That was so fucking deep until the fidget spinner thing. It doesn't necessarily prove that Satan exists, just pure evil.

>>736870835
If your family hates you, why don't you go to your gf? Just move away.

>>736871301
>>736871293
>>736870877
>>736870816
>helpful advice on 4chan of all places
If i wasnt so fucked with cocaine i would personally find and hug you anons, i will make you proud and thanks for the tips

>>736871595
I still a year of collage left and I really need to finish

>>736870856
Don't be that way dude. That is how Anon feels and that's perfectly okay to post it here. Even though the quote might be silly for you, it show suffering and that's enough for this thread.

>>736871708
Push through it, bud. You can do it. College ain't shit compared to the real life that comes afterwards. Good luck, anon.

>>736871831
Thanks man. To think the best advice i've gothen in a long time is from 4chan

>>736871681
You rember me that I have not been hugged in a long time. You do not deserve to be that way. Go to rehab. You're not alone.

Fuck you: memory theory. Only you have experienced your life

>>736871681
I'm the anon that suggested the riff thing and accept your internet hug.

Im drunk, but I've never done anything besides weed and codeine. Is coke fun?

>>736871975
Gotten*
Fucking auto correct

>>736869790
"But you know deep down..." deep down my ass, my existence as a lifeless shell is fucking obvious to me

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>>736871091
i met a girl two years ago and i fell in love. i never knew if she felt the same. we hang out, flirt, laugh at stupid shit, go to concerts etc. but instead admitting how i feel i let all those little moments and opportunities pass. now she's with someone better and i haven't seen her in 10 months. I hate myself anon.

>>736871975
Between the calling anon a nigger and shitposting for ( you )s we are a bunch of lonely cunts trying to help other lonely cunts reach happiness

Fuck I hate being reminded how alone I am. Maybe I should try? No, it will only lead to more misery

>>736872261
So are you saying it's bad i'm here?

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I feel so terrible all the time

>>736872042
If you want a pretty good example scarface is the way to go, you feel like running a marathon and that if you learned something while in this state you would never forget it, the downside is the withdrawl hits you hard, if it is your first time you have a chance of dying if i remmember correctly and it gets very addictive very quick

>>736872261
I like when people post true definitions of what 4chan actually is. Cynicism is just the mindset people like to pretend to be when they're anons. In reality, we all want the best for each other.

You faggots

>>736872179
damn dude. my ex isnt even dating anyone else but i still have to see her every day, the fact that she can seem so happy after it all and im still dying almost a year later kills me inside

>>736870564
>>>736870816 >>736870877 >>736871301
This.

I've been married to an amazing woman for about 5 and a half years now and I think the biggest attributing factor to our great relationship is that we were friends for 3 years prior to dating. That's the only way to date in my opinion. Just be casual and don't put up a false front. The dating game is such a scam, man, especially when both parties are putting up a false front and then you decide to move in together and pretty soon you realize you're living with a complete stranger. Peoples' true colors come out really fucking quick when you start living with a significant other.

>>736872449
I miss her. I miss all of them.

>>736872397
Well unless you are a trip fagg you can come everytime and we will still be here until the goverments wants to to destroy weaponised autism or hiro decides to sell the 4chan servers for a yakuza whore.
But even in death i would still love you and remmember all the good times we had you fucking nigger

>>736872320
OP here. It went exactly like that and it was all my fault. Trybit, but do not be like me. Trying to find my happiness by other people and get forgotten like always I get.

>>736872179
I was in the same situation. She still has feelings for you. Wait until the time is right. She'll break it off with him soon enough

>>736872468
I have always had an accelerated heart rate (resting heart rate is around 75-80). I know i probably wouldn't die, but id be so damn scared. I want to expirience the mental feeling though

felling like shit
at least you coul help me.
visit this please
just need 2 more visits
im poor as shit right now

https://steam-wallet.co/go/?id=Q6kPfo6ab

>>736872179
I was in a similar situation years ago, anon. I'm happily married now, but there's always been a part of that wonders what could've been. You'll find someone else eventually, bud. Or they'll find you. Either way, it just takes time so be patient.

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>>736872512
sorry anon, i truly am. id be willing to die just feel the warmth of her hand or the way she run and squeeze me. I'm not destined to be happy.

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>>736872727
you made me cry anon.

>>736872717
Glad to hear it... i think

>>736872840
i know what you mean. is it hard to date or feel connected to other people for you too? i always thought that dating other people would help but it really doesnt at least in my case

>>736872724
Thanks. How much is too much I'm kinda borderline autistic

>>736873032
It depends on the person, dont date someone thinking it will fix you, ive been there, the only one that can help you is yourself, and the reward for helping yourself is a chance of reaching happiness, dont give up

>>736870776
reply back asking if she wants to meet up you sperg

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OP here. I want to thank you all of you anons that went to this thread. Knowing that advices that we have to others might change someone's life made me feel less alone. I love all of you.

>>736872179
I was in the same situation. She still has feelings for you. Wait until the time is right. She'll break it off with him soon enough

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>>736872768
i thought that i did. i was at party and i was caught off guard by a qt and after a long night together cross faded i forget to get her number and now shes gone too...

>>736873032
ye, i hate people. they disappoint me. women and dating are different. i always look for three things which are so hard to find. Funny, Smart and Genuine. genuine is hard to find though because everyone pretends to be things they're not.

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>>736869640

>>736873037
I'm sorry. I didn't get what you mean by your question.
What do you mean?

>>736873386
Love to all as well. It feels good to have this kind of connection, as anonymous and random as it may be

>>736873454
Well... you could always facebook creep on her... Not sure if making contact through facebook is the best option but it may give you some ideas of her interests so you could confirm if you have any common ground.

>>736873576
How do I know when I am being too codependent

>>736873596
i dont have social media.

>>736873676
Do you think she does?

>>736873454
It's okay to look for those things in a woman but don't treat it as a standard. Get to know the person before you decide you want date them or not

>>736873326
Sperg is an understatement anon. We ended up hanging out with a friend of ours tonight. She did invite me over to her place the other night to drink and chill, we didnt do anything tho.

>>736873752
i dont know. her name was roxy and i dont know her last name or anything to find her

>>736873656
When you start to do anything for their acceptance. When they go without you in things that you were supposed to be in. When start to get apart of you as time passes.

>>736873835
cmon anon have some more faith in me than that.

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> In middle school, 13
> Walking back from a pep rally or something gay
> Walking with female friends back to the school
> One says "Hey anon, you should play I love you with anoness"
> Perhaps
> She says "I love you"
> I say "I love you too" just to not have a guache response
> Become the puppy of this group of four girls, known as the following; Jimmyleg, Ginger, 50% dark, and pigeon.
> Get into scholar's bowl with three of them
> End up receiving hugs from Ginger quite often, Jimmyleg occasionally, Pigeon tried, stepped away with my large appendages, too much to handle
> Get Ginger's number by the end of the year

> Mfw the girls are 14, I'm 13 and a grade below
> Mfw I won't see them for a year because they're transitioning to high school
> Mfw Ginger has a boyfriend

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>be me
>2006 to 2016
>actually affected by these threads feeling unity with fellow depressed lonelies
>discover this does nothing to assist me in feeling better
>realize only the self matters and only one self can pull itself from this shit and all other assholes exist to pull you down
>gleefully read through these posts unaffected and emotionally impenetrable

>>736874019
underage b&

>>736873869
Sounds like you're sabotaging your own chances at this. Nothing will happen until you make it happen; go for the kiss, say things that she wants to hear, flirt hard and make it known that you're interested, don't get friendzoned since that's exactly what you're doing to this right now. Girls want a man that can take control.

tl;dr, grow a pair and grab your chance

>>736874096
Okay.

Things are awful right now guys but we're still fucking here we haven't lost yet there's so much we can still do please none of you give up.

Also, I was diagnosed with a depressive disorder a few years ago. To cope I got a job at a mental institution for at risk teens. I have my own experiences and honest to god I try to help them as much as I can but I've been feeling like I've been lacking lately. I thought I'd ask if any of you have some things you think might help? Trying to prevent these kids from living like I have.

Also I would say all of you at least look into that field. You all have invaluable life experience and with the right training you could literally save lives. If you don't do it for yourself do it for the countless kids who face the same struggles.

You're much stronger than you think you are

>>736874008
Sorry. I have a friend who who was would only date a girl if she played video games. It's not that I don't have faith in you it's that I want to be sure you won't end up like him

>>736874096
Sounds like 10 years of feels threads on /b/ made you realize accepting yourself was the key to your happiness.

Maybe you owe 4chan a thank you

Girlfriend cheated on me with one of her friends and all my friends are taking her side on this

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I want to stop trying to hold it together. I'm tired.

>>736870564
just breathe..

>736874096
>look at me I'm so much better than everyone else

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>>736874358
i appreciate the concern. world needs more people like you.

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>>736869790
Im sorry, I can't take this serious at the moment.

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>>736874468
then theyre not your friends and she isn't worth it anon sadly....

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I feels like LOL

>>736874582
Thanks man. First complement i've gotten in a long time. And it's no problem, I like being there for people

I'm feeling kinda nostalgic right now. I guess because I like how it felt thinking you could do anything. The hopeful and optomistic child now replaced by a bitter lonely man. I guess some lies are good huh

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>>736868952

>>736874445
correct and not just for that.

>>736874911
The best lie you can tell yourself is that you never had a good day

>>736874911
Terrorist dubs, never forget that feeling! Its great to have that thought process, regardless if it is true or not

>>736874468
1. Your girlfriend was/is a bitch
2. Your friends are shit

get new friends, asap. Seriously fuck them if it's obviously her and they do not side with you, broom them fast.

"People don't cry because they are weak, they cry because they've been strong for too long" John Depp

I'll be honest /b/ros, I'm hideous and pathetic, always have been, always will. so it was a surprise to me when in high school a girl showed actual interest in a piece of shit like me. 10/10 looks and personality, a nice girl who's family ran the local church, so she was innocent and pure. I've never been antisocial, I've always tried to be the class clown to distract people from who I am by making them laugh and getting in trouble for it. She sat next to me in English class junior year, and we became really good friends. I showed her who I really was and she accepted me. And I showed her how to grow out and become a little wilder hanging out every now and then. She liked me and I liked her, I even took her to our high school military ball. But me being the pessimistic asshole, I pushed her away because I thought I thought she deserved better, and she did. But why push away the only person who would ever actually like me? Why? Why was I wired like that? It's been years and I still hate myself for letting her go. Sorry about my shitty writing and grammar, don't feel like englishing well.

>>736875357
Atleast you dont look like coke addict tony montana with tumors, and you knoe the saying its better to have loved and lost it than to never have loved somebody, you still have the chance to find your soulmate

>>736875753
but how do i do it at my age? im 67

>>736875357
Anon is right you can still find someone else, but you need to know that you are worth more than you think. If you view yourself as junk, as the saying goes you're another man's/woman's treasure. Don't push them away because you think they deserve better. You are bether than a lot of people

>>736875357
Its difficult to ask those questions to yourself. The best question you can ask though is "how can I change my mindset?"

If you realize the answer to that questions and realize the solution, the next time a situation like this comes up, you'll be able accept her instead of pushing her away.

Just realize you deserve love, just like everyone else

>>736876023
You have a range of options raging from sugar daddy to going to retirement homes and searching for someone thar caughts your eye, or you could always try to become a jewish politian and enjoy some sweet loli company>>736876023

>>736869640
fuck it, she doesnt care anymore, i feel like shit, im going to sleep or whatever in a bit.

It turns out, if you call someone a fat, worthless, sack of shit long enough, they'll turn out that way. And all the "I'm sorry"s and trying to take back years of hurtful words won't do a damn thing.

I don't hate to live, anymore.

I live to hate.

>>736876429
shit thats pretty fucking deep, im sorry anon

>>736876569
Fuck you that's too much

>>736875114
Thank you Anon.

>>736876662
Is that man posting a photo on instagram a photo of his dinner?

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>>736876660

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Same anon that was in a feels thread a few days ago talking about his dad having emotions

I was hoping to find a feels thread tonight actually so thanks OP
After a pretty rough breakup, I've been talking to my ex again for maybe 2 months

At the time of the break I was fucking furious, I couldn't stand to look at her, she dumped me for no reason and wouldn't talk to me. I'd later find out she was hooked on drugs and didn't want me around that.

She's a sweet girl, she deserves someone good, and I want to be that guy for her. She needs a guy that will be there for her when she hits a snag, because she's going to hit snags.

Thing is, she doesn't want to try again just yet, doesn't feel like she's emotionally ready yet, she says. This time recently talking to her has really made me realize what I think might be love.

I post on /b/, I am not a well adjusted individual by any means, but this girl brightens my world just by showing up. She's made me into a better man, I'm tougher, more confident, less socially retarded. I depend on her as much as she depends on me. We need each other.

She says she wants to try again, but doesn't know when. That waiting is ripping my head to pieces. I understand she wants it to be right when we try again, and if it's love, I do too. God it's rough to see her and know that we're not together quite yet though.

>>736875357
You messed up once anon. We all mess up. There are better things out there. Please don't idolize this past girl and allow her to mess up what you may find in the future. I promise you you'll find good things man. Just keep searching.

>>736876872
Why would you make me feel these feels

>>736877124
Word of advice anon, you need to get her off the drugs as soon as possible, i lost my soulmate to drugs, its still not late for her

No one will ever want me. All ice ever be is that one weird kid that everyone laughs at. If even I WAS bi like I think I am.

>>736877124
Just wait it out man, it will hurt like hell but she is worth it. If she wants to wait let her, she is worth all you can give

>>736877124
My dad is an alcoholic and has been sober for 40 years. He went to AA, and him and my mom had similar issues before dating/marrying. Their relationship is as strong as ever, after 35 years of marriage.

I'm not saying things will work out between you two. But there's always a chance

>>736877391
>being bi
faggot, you just want attention, i feel bad even replying because im feeding you're attention whoring

I know an overweight autistic atheist faggot who says hes bi, literally fit for a gas chamber

>>736877465
>alcoholic
>sober for 40 years
doesn't sound like an alcoholic to me

>AA
is a cult

>>736877391
Everyone is weird in their own way. If someone doesn't like how you're weird, don't worry about it's just people being dicks. We all hit that low point of not knowing if we're worth anything, push through it, it will get better

>>736877691
I should have never put that detail in

Right now I'm floating in this weird depressed yet hopeful funk. The women I love just recently left to live in another country for a year and a half, but just before she left she expressed that she wished we had dated, and we kissed(my first, I'm 19 so could be worse). I've like her since high school, and occasionally went on dates with her, but every time we got close to being something another guy would swoop in and date her for a few months. I wasted every opportunity so far, and there's no way I'm wasting it when she comes back. I want to be someone worthy of dating her, not a beta orbiter, but a man who would he able to take care of her and make her wishes come true. So what do? How should I go about improving myself? Even if things don't work out with her, I'll be all the better for it. Thanks.

>>736877352
That's hard to hear, anon, I'm sorry for your loss.
She got herself off of them before we even started talking again. It was a really rough time for her, said she wanted to disappear and pills were as close as she could get to that. Hasn't even smoked weed in like a month, she's trying to quit that too. I know that's not a heinous substance but I'm still proud of her for wanting to get away from that stuff.

>>736877427
That's all I can do, anon, and I owe her at least that much for putting up with me and looking pretty while doing it.

>>736877465
Thanks for the hope, anon, I needed that.

>>736877763
He struggled with it and his life has vastly improved since joining.

AA is a group that accepts all individuals and allows everyone to have their own individual beliefs, allows one to ask any question, and does not ask for any donation in order to be accepted, or continued to be accepted at any stage.

If you think AA is a cult you are misguided

>>736877905
Be yourself and treat her well

Also do you have any way of contacting her while she's gone?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FkPqy4ouJYE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rn8J8vnG85c

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IihlA0fGdJU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7u2S6RwUvTg

>>736878132
Yeah we email back and forth a few times a week. Also worth mentioning is she had a boyfriend when we kissed, so it's not a typical "Stacy keeps beta around for emotional fulfilment" situation

>>736878310
Try and stay consistent. I'm actually in a long distance relationship right now, I would just say be sweet in any way you can. It helps make it seem like the two of your aren't that far apart

>>736877903
Yea man, I don't consider myself asexual, becuase im not a gaffot, but i think i could be, probably im just disgusted with the jewish hypersexualization of the media.

I've been depressed since 3rd grade, no one died, i didn't lose a girlfriend, i didn't get raped (i hope), I'm just depressed. Its like a secret, you find out life is meaningless and you realize that everyone that is happy has been deceived. They are stupid for being happy. Every time I hear someone else tell me why they are depressed I think they are fucking stupid, yet I am depressed and my stories are probably the same as theirs.

I used to have friends in highschool, they hung out with eachother more than me. I was always a second class friend, but I forced myself into their groups so I could do something and trick myself into thinking i had friends. I havent hung out with anyone for years now. I miss those days. We would build fires and go camping and do drugs. Now I can't do drugs since I went insane, can't get laid since I hate falling in love, and can't go camping because i hate myself and lay in bed all day.

Alcohol doesn't even work anymore, I feel sober and I just killed half a 750 of vodka, on the second bottle now. I just stay kinda sober and feel dehydrated, then I get to a point where i spin and have to puke. Fucking lsd dont make me trip no more. I feel like an old man.

You either end up washed up or watered down.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2A3oap5QYxw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cAJmJ4NPXC8

>>736878593
I sent her a package a few weeks back with a bunch of American candy and a necklace that she seemed to like. I need more active things to change though. I'm already hitting the gym more, reading various books instead of just playing games, and learning how to actually cook more than ramen, but I still feel like it's not enough. I really like this girl, and I want to be the best I can be when she returns

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uyekc0P8TEk

I've done the same thing every day for the last 6 years.

>>736868952
Just trying to get some more alcohol or pills to help me off myself soon
Car getting repairs so have to wait
>inb4 why wait
My parents love me too much, can't let them be the first ones that find me

>>736878837
>>736879033
actually kinda like LTJ

>>736878837
You should try to find a way to deceive yourself again, or at least find someone else that can give you fleeting moments like that.

Btw less than Jake is great

>>736879143
Any reason why you're wanting to kill yourself?

Anon with the girlfriend troubles and emotional dad here

I've thought of it but I wouldn't want to do that to the ones that I know love me. Parents, maybe one or two friends, and the ex I was talking about. I don't give a shit about my own well being, but I don't want to let them down.

And I sure as shit don't want any of them to see me with half of my head painted all over the wall behind me.

>>736869640
dude once you find a new bitch you'll forget about her, it's not easy because until you find that person you're gonna feel like this but just keep going

>>736879033
I think you just answered your own question. You're doing pretty much everything I can think of. The fact that you are doing that for her, means you will be your best when she comes back

>>736879200
Music speaks to my soul and Less than Jake has some sick feeling deep in my gut that I love. I remember one time in my friends basement I asked on kid to play some ska (my friends didn't like ska) but he had some less than jake he played, they listened and it was weird, near the end of highschool, we were all burnt out, knew the adventure was coming to an end. I miss those days, never thought I would though. We would drive around smoking blunts, drive to the city, drive to the shore. Up all night, up all day, do some coke, do whatever. I always felt like something was off, like I was playing catch up. Some girls liked me, ruined that real fast. We were trying to run away from something.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2NhlwRFgkyk&index=4&list=RDcAJmJ4NPXC8

>>736870564
this is really a two part problem. the first part is that you should just go for it. the second part is that you shouldn't get stuck on just one girl. you're probably only thinking about this one chick which is making talking to her harder. the truth is that you should be casting your net wide and talking to many bitches. when it doesn't work out it won't matter because it's just one of many. if you only have one girl on your mind you're putting all the pressure of let's say 10 bitches on her.

>>736870816
don't pork her, unless she's hot or cute. shoot it on her chin

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Nobody said there would be days like these.
Days like these.
Days and days and days and days like these.

>>736868952
>You're not special
Wish somebody would tell that to the SJWs.

>>736879942
Agreed

>>736879296
The worst part about feeling happy is I get a feeling like it is a lie. That at some point in the future I will be looking back and the good times will make me feel even worse about my current situation.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dqYZS8Z5cZQ

>>736879322
Just tired of being shit at everything. I understand what being a NEET feels like. Quit my job two weeks ago, and haven't done anything since. Don't want a new job, don't want to go back to college in July/August, haven't seen a single friend, etc. beginning of the end it seems. Also I'm shit at everything, no prospects, literally no one cares about me except for my parents, etc etc

>>736879460
Are there any ways you could recommend to boost my focus or motivation? I've done decent thus far, but sometimes it feels like I blink and it's already nighttime, and that I haven't done all I could to improve myself that day. I want to be in a constant mindset where I'm focused and aware, not just sleepwalking through life

>>736875991
My fucking heart </3

>>736880236
>>736880236
I've been unemployed for years, quit college twice, have an iq of 142, smart as fuck. I don't know why i feel this way, but don't do it, ive been wanting to kill myself for years, its just not worth it, go cover yourself in dirt and pretend to be dead for two days, see how it feels and if you really want that, take some mushrooms and jerk off in the woods like i used to do

>>736880457
Can't even fucking get drugs everyone is being s fucking like for some reason "nah sorry bro don't have shit" I just want fucking alcohol so I can get stupid drunk and stop being a pussy and fucking blow my head off

>>736880325
I have a necklace and whenever I look at it I think of my gf. Find Your reminder and take it everywhere with you

>>736880580
A* and kike* dumbass fucking phone autocorrect also fuck hydros my nose won't stop itching I fucking hate everything fuck

>>736880580
>being under 21
Yea that sucks, just find a good hook up, its pretty easy, just dont be a narc about it

My mom said to me the other day
>Anon, I'm worried about you, You just sit in your room all day, you have so much life to live, you should be at the beach with friends, or doing stuff on the weekends.

>>736880595
Perfect. Thank you anon. Anything you need to get off your chest?

>>736879662
I miss high school to m8 memories if those late nights some of my favorite. I was less afraid I suppose

>>736880777
I try but all my plugs have been bitches
I don't text them every five minutes
But they never fucking respond anymore
Don't know what else to do man
Also I'm not underage V& I'm 19 but I understand what you meant

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anyone else in limbo with their life

>>736880994
Uh yeah probably everyone in this thread? Lmao

>>736870279
axian fan huh?

>>736880793
I already did. On this thread for that matter. Thank you though

>>736880819
>the basement
>the porch
>that one party that was such a shit show that it went down in history


Truth is, I was one of those "party house" kids, I had parties because I was lonely. Probably the only one that people respected for this instead of taking advantage of. But whenever the party was at someone elses house it was hard for me to get invited. I would have to go with other kids who were in the loop. Kinda cool, the yearbook has my 'codename' as the official hangout of the grade. My parents got divorced and we moved out, i cried so much that night, my basement was my ticket to having a life. I was cool.

>>736881099
There is something from that still in you. I believen you

>>736880935
The drugs never work. I used to not have connects so i would do more unconventional things, don't do this, I developed a mental disorder from it and spent years getting the intrusive thoughts and hallucinations to go away (no joke) but I did manage to cure myself.

I love drugs, but had to pretty much give them up because I used so much of each of them that they dont make me feel good anymore, did so much coke I just gt panic attacks now, weed is ok i guess, but im trying to get a job, psychedelics don't work for shit, my opiate tolerance goes up so high when I start taking them that it's not worth it. I've done everything. They don't cure me of life.

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>>736870543
I know that feel anon, it's worse when you know you were the one who fucked up, but I'm still trying after 5 months

>>736881066
we know you're not laughing anon, probably none of us is

>>736880929
someone please tell me what should i do

>>736881303
Just want them so I can convince myself to die

>>736875991
Fucking RIP in the feels

>>736880580
Couldnt survive without the weeds
Protip
>plans ahead

>>736881706
alone
so alone

>>736870226
>The Japanese say
>- Unknown

>>736881280
Nah man, i used to go to a private school and have everything going for me in life, I am smart, people like me, I am good looking. I just have a sickness. I think it's my dad, he was mentally abusive. I wish he beat the shit out of me, that at least I would have known I wasn't the bad guy. It took so long to stop being angry at him so I could live my life, but I always fall back down. I am starting to be angry at him again, [redacted]
>>736881706
You won't be an artist either way, its a shitty dream, go learn accounting and you will be happy.
>>736881711
Suicide doesn't work, if it did I would be dead.

>>736881706
Or just ask it in this thread
Keep practicing even if you think it's shit it doesn't hurt to try other styles of drawing or even art for that matter
Get inspired
Watch some fucking bob ross man

>>736882005
dont want to
i just wanna draw

>>736870856
this is in a lot of feels threads soo i dunno if you can argue against it

I recently turned my back on one of my closest friends. She was really nice but in the end, she just couldn't be there for me. She was always asking me for help but really did nothing in return. Even though she has depression, I don't think that should weigh her down so much that she can't even bother to contact me at all. I was always the one talking to her, making plans, starting conversations, she did nothing. What is the point of a one sided friendship?

>>736881548
No shit >>736881794
Nah don't Smoke anymore
You think it would make me want to kill myself more? Need something to push me over the edge
If yes I'll cop some tomorrow >>736882005
I think a .44 to the brain would work but ok

>>736882097
thx man
its not a feels thread without bob ross

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>>736875991

>>736882099
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9veJ2PCRYO4
Then do it, and gut anyone who tells you otherwise, in the most sexually violent way you can.

Can't get over her no matter what I do. My hobbies give my mind a break but that doesn't last. Drugs help in the sense that I feel better than when I'm sober but that's not saying much. Seeing other people/hooking up with random girls just serves to solidify the thought that I'll never connect with another person like that again. Worst part is that it's all my fault. If I wasn't such a pussy and expressed how much she meant to me things might be different...but she's with someone else and is happier than ever. It just gets worse everyday

Who else is here at 4 A.M.?

im just looking for the cigarette that will make the pain go away

>>736882309
kill her, thats my plan

>>736882205
Shoot your heart. You can survive a headshot.

>>736882320
4:50:54

>>736882222
np
I love bob Ross
Also I love your quads
You can do it anon-o

>>736882409
Nice

>>736882320
So fucking tired but can't sleep
>>736882363
and same here bruv

>>736882395
http://kotaku.com/5798102/giz-explains-what-happens-when-you-get-shot-in-the-head

i've heard that a headshot is the most painful thing in the world

>>736882470
I get that feel /b/

>>736882466
drinking all night, bout to kill the second 750 of New Amsterdam

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v0dUnoecoZ0
these degens make good music

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>>736882395
Kek what
The kick might cause me to miss
It's not the easiest organ to aim for
Versus 45• angle upwards in the mouth is 99%

I had a diagram but nvm smh

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>>736882320

3 A.M here brothers. From Canada with much love!

>>736882426
youre right
sitting here doing nothing isnt gonna solve anything
im gonna get drawing
even if i have to draw until im out of pencils
thanks, all of you
there is no camaraderie like the one in these threads
good night

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>>736882363
How the fuck would a stimulant like nicotine kill pain? Drink or do some downers like those percs all the rappers are mumbling about, you fucking dunce.

>>736882501
Not when you use something powerful enough to practically blow your head off
It's not the same but imagine getting shit with a .50 cal even
You wouldn't feel it
Split second then boom gone
This might be more than a split second
But same outcome
Will most likely blow a huge hole in my head

It's 3:55 for me. I've been in this thread since 1:00

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>>736880502
fuck

>>736882609
You fucking go

>>736882669
They´re called shotguns
I hear they´re popular back in seattle

>>736882619
i've done all drugs extensively, they dont work at all, none of them will show you god, none of them will solve a problem, none of them will cure pain

the closest thing to serentity is a speedball while on a psychedelic, and that will kill you fast, and make everyone around you hate you.

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What do you do when you realize you're the punching bag of society?

>>736882669
destroying your brain does not kill you, the only way to die is from a pressure drop, trust me I am a EMT, destroying the brain just makes it so the body can't function, and thus it dies, but I can tell you how you will die. You will die from shock, it is foretold.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6rb13ksYO0s

Your body dies when it loses pressure, pressure drop

>>736882669
You may have a hole in your head, but you don't need your entire brain to stay conscious. A bullet to the heart stops blood supply and kills pretty instantly; that's why shooting ranges have a target at the center of the chest.

>>736882593
thanks anon... this actually made me smile a bit :^)

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>>736882851

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mk82j1jQw_8

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>>736882851
succumb to their abuse

we're busting out the extra melancolic vaporwave for this one
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8GW6sLrK40k

>>736868952
Somebody play Wonderwall

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>>736883029
I am an Asian penis' length away from parking a .45 in my brain canister

>>736882821
Is there a drug that'll help you stop comma splicing, motherfucker?

>>736882799
.50 =/= shotgun I meant like a powerful sniper but you get the idea
Blow your head off in an instant you gone
>>736882959
Honestly sucks man but hopefully I get super fucked up in the process beforehand
>>736882968
Yeah but how can I guarantee I'm aiming at the exact right spot
And how will I make sure that the eventual kick of the revolver + the weird angle of holding the gun doesn't fuck up and cause me to miss?

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>>736883253
present anus to abusers

>>736883253
This made me chortle and jej past the point of return

>asks you to pick roadsigns for 24 months straight
>starts asking you to pick roads when you're drunk randomly one night but still fills the pics up with signs

>>736883333
>>736883333
chek'd

>>736868952
We are special though because everything we know and have experienced revolves around us.

There is nothing to do, and there is no where to go. There is nothing to be, and there is no one to know

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I want all of you guys to know, that while I may not know you let alone have ever talked to you, I love you and am glad you guys are still kicking it. That's what matters right here, right now.

>>736879033
changing your lifestile for someone then getting rejected -> hitting rock bottom

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I'm close to ending it. Life is just too bothersome.
But how can I kill myself without hurting my family and friends? My best friend always tells me to talk to someone but it's hard discussing your problems.

>>736882150
>Even though she has depression, I don't think that should weigh her down so much that she can't even bother to contact me at all
Depression can hit really hard my man. I've lost a ton of friends due to drawing back and isolating myself. Not even bothering to check the phone on some days.

Try talking to her. Tell her you understand she is going through a rough time but you need her to talk to you because you care. Have you ever brought up your own problems and has she just ignored them?

If you don't want to though that's fine. It's your life. But seeing as how you posted on here it seems to bother you.

>>736882309
You might be stuck in the past. I had my friend break down crying, saying he'll never find anyone as good as his ex. He got passout drunk every weekend just to forget her. Now he's planning on marrying a sweet girl that honestly IS better than his ex. Love can make you crazy.

Don't do drugs, they'll make it worse in the long run. Don't hook up, try building a friendship at first. Find common ground.

If she can be with someone that makes her happy I'm sure so can you.

>>736886040
Biggest load of bullshit ive ever heard

>>736881935
>Cue x-files theme

>>736870776
Do what makes you happy. Don't feel obligated to talk to her if you don't like her, invite her to your place for dinner if do dig her.

>>736874308
Make sure you show interest in there hobbies. Do research in what they are passionate about, no how weird or trivial it is.

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i miss her /b/, but she doesn't care about me anymore

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>>736888883

I've got a gun in my hand, but the gun won't cock, and my finger's on the trigger but that trigger seems locked and I can't stop staring at that tick-tock clock, and even if I could I would never give up.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mo6R06f0zbQ

Look around little brother can you tell me what you see?
You're a big boy now, so take responsibility,
you never had it hard, but now it's getting tough,
so you whine! whine! whine! and you say you've had enough.
You say I'm full of shit, that I'm a hypocrite
I shouldn't talk when I can't take the advice that I give,
Well maybe you're right, but open your eyes:
the main difference here is that I try! try! try!

>>736888883
It'll pass...

>>736870543
Bro I fucked up majorly too, and now there iis no contact between us, even though i wish I could just talk to her. Then yesterday my friend said if its okay if they had sex. My life is falling apart.

Hey /b/ros, just here to let yall know I feel the same way as alot of you lads. Just know it wont get better cause life is poo. We wanna die but it aint gonna happen. We shall suffer till the end, the end.

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>Mfw you don't know what you've done to deserve the shit you get
>Mfw you can't handle it
>Mfw you thought you could handle it

Got told by my little sister that my dad had said "things are better when he's not around" when I was out for the night fml

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My best mate of five years who has influenced me so much and helped me become the person I am today, who I look up to as my older brother told me "if you love someone let them go". We don't talk anymore and it hurts more and more every day

she asked me why I joined tinder, I said because I was looking for a relationship, she said she joined because she was 'bored', we talked, lived a bit far apart, she said theres no point talking if we don't meet up, we did, had fun, went home, wanted to see each other again, in a conversation she mentioned she's not looking for a relationship because she wants to have fun, we continue talking, she hints a relationship is possible now, I ask for another date, she says yes, then keeps putting it off, prefers to see friends over me, I've done nothing differently to that point, she flakes out on me, I ask if she still wants to see each other, she says yes, asked her to tell me when she has a day off work, she says she will, doesn't tell me unless I ask, a day before another date she breaks up.

I don't understand women, one day she's happy and likes me, the other she's cold and distant, I try to be happy regardless, but she pushes me to be cold and distant too, when she does it its ok, when I do it, its too far, so we end up going back and forth like that until it ended. I still don't know what to make of that, I feel like shit but whatever, it'll pass, I'm here for now tho

>>736891489
When my family gathered around one day and we were having a conversation, when I walked into the room, my dad came up to me and 'jokingly' said I was a mistake, everyone but me laughed, I went to my room for the rest of the night and nobody cared

>>736891728
Fuck our lives

>>736869790
This is the same reason the bananan fags post in ylyl threads

>>736891633
huh, I considered joining Tinder but reading this... my man. I'd reckon it'd be worst for me since I got no game.
>No looks
>No cash
>No personality

Maybe she's just crazy, man.

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>>736870279
isn't that from omoide poroporo ?

>>736892034
I'm sure you can find someone on tinder, there's just a lot of trial and error involved. She was the first I managed to 'date', its just my luck she was like that I guess.
I have no looks and no cash dude, maybe a personality but I honestly don't know what that means, I just do what I do because I don't know how to be otherwise, seems to be likable but idk, maybe you're like that too?

>Maybe she's just crazy, man.
She seemed great at the start, very like minded, never met a girl that thought like me in so many ways, she was cool but very introverted and anti social, I could never tell what she meant tho, think she could've been bipolar or something, when I asked what she really means she said its just text language and i misunderstood. Her insecurities brought out my insecurities and we went back and forth like that, we both at the end agreed that it wasn't working out + the distance was a killer to begin with. My first ever 'relationship', hows that for a start haha fuck my life dude

>>736872179
I'm in this rn. I don't want to tell her how I feel, but if I don't, I'm scared this'll happen.

>>736892178
Nah, it's from Golden Boy

>>736892277
Don't worry man, you'll get yours. Like you said, trial and error. You just gotta hone your skills, win some and lose some.

>No personality
Yeah, I think I got Borderline PD so it keeps changing and I can't be consistent with someone. I'll be flirty, fun, confident and then snap, bitchy, mean and grumpy. Maybe I can try for girls like me too, just dtf ones ofc.

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there was a girl girl in my class when i was 16
never really paid much attention to it, only thing i knew about her was that she was nice, i only spoke a few times with her
we went on a school trip and they let us roam around the city we were visiting for a few hours
>she joined our group because her friends decided not to go
i fell for her almost instantly, funny, cute, cutely sarcastic, i enjoyed talking to her and i think she enjoyed talking to me, but ofcourse i was too much of a pussy to do anything further, high school is long over

Realizing I never had friends just people who used me

Whatever dude, my levels of self-loath and insecurity are so high that I do everything to avoid people, I go to bed at 10am and wake up at 8pm, just to avoid whoever is in the house

I try to keep subtance usage to a minimum but we all know how this going
Whenever I go too far on drinking or smoking i just feel sorry for myself and wish wasn't born or some retarded shit like that

>HURRDURRR ITS ALL YOUR FAULT YOU CAN FIX IT

Yeah probably but at this point I hate myself enough to believe that I'm a lost cause, on the bright side I'm doing good in uni, all alone though.


Really though, some people don't have friends and some people don't have food yet dying from hunger sounds like a much better option than living like that

>>736893580
I'm not gonna try and school you or anything, just tell you what happened to me and how it changed over time.

I hated myself probably more than you did, I had a terrible acne problem, long shitty hair, everyone was making fun of me at home and in school, I was over weight, my dad forced me to slave for him at work, when I refused to work for him after 4 years he kicked me out of the house. I started popping pills, picked up smoking, drank every day since I was 16 until I was 19. I was abused all my life, I hated everyone, but still felt empathy. I graduated from school with good grades, but college wasn't working out, just unlucky I guess, I'm 22 now and still applying. I have severe social anxiety to the point where I'd starve myself all day to prevent social interaction with my room mates. Never got laid, never had a gf, never kissed anyone, broke my first relationship by being an insecure little bitch, I thought nobody would love me honestly after all the abuse from my parents. I could never keep friends because my parents kept moving from town to town each year. I've ocd and tourrettes (non verbal) and I can never sleep, even when up for 12+ hours. I hated everything about me.

I cut my hair, took acne medicine for a year, which fucked me up but worked, somewhat. I lost weight because starved myself. I decided I no longer wanna be avoiding people, gave no fucks and it made my life easier, still have anxiety at times but its better now. I learned from my shitty first attempt at relationships and I know what not to do now. I'm moving out soon so won't have to deal with abuse anymore. I keep in touch with friends to keep them, they're around but quite far, still in my life tho. I put limits on drinking, stopped smoking so much, stopped popping pills, started playing guitar to keep distracted, makes me happy. Stopped comparing myself to other people and if I was made fun of, I stood up for myself. A long way to go still, but I'm much better than i was

>I'm severely depressed even though I have absolutely no reason to be
>I refuse to make new friends because I'm paranoid that everyone around me hates me as much as I hate myself even though I have no proof of this
>I'm obsessed with the only person to ever tell me that I'm not ugly/fat even though I went down that road before and they aren't interested in me
>(and that just makes me think they only said that just so I wouldn't get out of their car and blow my brains out)
>I feel like I guilt people every time I talk about my feelings so I never do it (except now because I feel like a faggot)
>Too poor to get treatment for depression/paranoia/typicalanxiety/whateverthefuckelseiswrongwithme, too mentally fucked to get a job
>Can only get off by posting pictures of my "friends" (see also; people that looked at me in high school) to shady websites and begging for comments (probably illegal my dudes but I wanna die so how much worse is prison?)
>Throwing my life away with a degree in fucking Playwriting of all things and I know it
>(p.s. the only people that even kind of liked me in the program at my college graduated so fuck me right?)
>I don't even know if I'm greentexting right because I'm so fucking depressed I never get on 4chins anymore because I literally just stare at a blank screen for hours instead of actually doing something

ehshiggydiggy

>>736894787
Almost every line started with "I" or "I'm", if that doesn't show how self-centered I am, I dunno what does.

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>>736870564
Get better at legato faggot.

>>736880457
>>736880236
im always curious, how do you guys support yourself without working?

honestly, i love my life but i would love life so much more if i didnt need to wake up everyday and go do work

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Every day I wish there was a way to end it all and not hurt everyone around me...

20 year old kissless virgin here. There's a girl I like at work we talk a little. I got her SC and message her on fb sometimes but sometimes but she doesn't always respond. Whenever we do talk she's always kinda flirty but the whole not responding thing throws me off. She's really cute and I don't want to fuck things up by talking to her too much. Wat do?

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i really wanna drink holy FOCK

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>>736895621
This

>>736895684
lmao youre going to get exactly nowhere like that bro

>>736895684
Take shit slow my dude, don't force anything on her that makes her uncomfortable. Maybe ask her out to get food or a drink or something. Just be casual and if she ends up flirting, don't flirt too much back, it might creep her out.

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>>736895684
Just be cool bro and take things easy

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No, please don't die yet, thread :(