let us begin

Whatcha got there edgelord?
Is this where you thought your life would be. You've pushed away everyone within your immediate life to the point that you have to come on an imageboard to get the attention you desperately crave and at the same time deny. I feel bad that your existence seems hollow to you, one day you'll grow up though :)

>>736760807
More and timestamp pussy

>>736761024
>>736760807

Forgot your meds again?

timestamp

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>>736761208
>>736761024
>>736760807

Do this

Cut jugular

>>736761602

Prescription instructions should be followed young man.

>>736760807
wtf smoke a blunt and chill out dude

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>>736761694
>>736761223
honestly i need medication super badly, but i wont get it until i make a serious suicide attempt, and more than likely I wont find anything that works with my neurochemistry

>>736760807
Engrave ylyl pussy

>>736761960
that sucks dude. Do you feel compelled to cut? Like it is out of your control?

>>736761960
Effexor is pretty dope. With what you got you could prolly get a 72 hour hold.

>>736761960
seriously make a deep cut really fast and then rip it out towards you, others like me don't want to waste medication on people like you, please bleed out

pharmacist btw

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>>736762308
meh.
i mean kind of, i know i need an endorphin release-- and this is an efficient method.

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HUUUUUUUUUURRRR I NEED ATTENTION

Please... just kill yourself..

>>736761602
No, carve the timestamp into yourself. God you suck at this

>>736762324
fucking hate those 51-50s

>>736762403
fuck you, you're just a sanctioned drug dealer.

>>736762423
if causing bodily damage and pain causes your brain to release endorphins then you really do need meds. not trying to be an asshole just trying to help

Hit a vein faggot

>>736762423
wish i could help you man. What else can you do to get an endorphin release? I mean you can get that satisfaction from working out too.

Even solving a hard math problem feels rewarding sometimes. i dunno..

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>>736762498
did that once, the numbers are so hard to form because of the curves-- soo fuck that

>>736762423
>i need an endorphin release-- and this is an efficient method.
Get some fucking hot sauce.

pussy cuts

Well OP it does appear you have some pretty jacked forearms

STOP LOOKING FOR ATTENTION LOSER

>>736762600
and to add, are using this as a coping method to something else thats even more fucked up in your life?

>>736762531
thing is-- pain causes everyone to release endorphins, perhaps the fact that i know this and am manipulating it in my favor is an indication that I should be medicated.

>>736762600
i've beat those horses to death man...

>>736760807
>cutting your wrists in summer

>>736760807
OP, listen.
Go and see a psychiatrist. They just give you medicine, they don't really make you talk or try to treat you.
Tell them what you've been having trouble with, and tell them you desperately need medication. Show them that you have been harming yourself if they doubt your seriousness.
Go. Get. Fucking. Medication.

>>736762907
/thread

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Weak little faggot die

>>736762782

there's always way. Especially to open ended problems dealing with psychology.

Get meds
no cutting
no depress
better life

>>736762643
If you're gonna cut don't post it online, you attention-faggot. Either carve runes or symbols to make it body art or fucking kill yourself. You're the result of billions of years of evolutionary success, fucking act like it.

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>>736762701
lol fuck you

>>736762756
eh still coping with being molested as a child-- pretty sure it was my dad (he claims he walked in on my brother molesting me, but he would have been 4 at the time...)

>>736761370

Sauce?

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>needs meds to feel normal

Maybe you should just kill yourself OP... at least never reproduce

>>736760807
put it through your neck faggot

>>736762907
Agreed.

I think the hardest thing to do sometimes is talking about your problems. Especially as men. Take that first step and tell people that you can trust. Or fuck that, just find someone who is decent to help guide you.

Schools/university/college probably have programs to get you help. Contact your student body. You got it this! DO IT!

Wait a moment champ, better play a videogame, join to /v, get a cyber girlfriend, the life dont has for why suck

>>736763150
>evolution
>humans being a success at anything
opinion:discarded

>>736762907
Want to bet they won't be able to give me what I actually need?
My brother went through all this, tried several meds, still an hero'd eventually.

>>736763274
>ake that first step and tell people that you can trust.
The last person I trusted killed himself...

>>736763283

Go rot with your brother, stop polluting the board

Do the world a favor and do it. faggot.

>>736761602
Write it in blood you fuckin noob

>>736761960
trust me. there's drugs that'll make you into what ever you want.

>>736763280
>opinion

>>736763153

Therapy man, it might help resolve this. This is usually the first step. They can get you on a wait list to see a Psychiatrist.

Therapy is underrated. I believe everyone should go at some point. Not just ppl that have serious issues. Everyone;s personal issues can be "serious" to them, since its all relative.

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live stream your suicide, do something at least worthwhile with your 'life'

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>>736761960
I'm 48 years old and lived with severe, untreatable clinical depression my entire life. I don't take medication -- none of it works, anyway -- and I don't get therapy. Three things have worked for me, and may help you:

1. existentialism
2. hot sauces
3. smoking a pipe

1) If you haven't read any Nietzsche, I strongly recommend you do. Beyond Good and Evil is a good place to start, and will help you to see why living a full, rewarding life is not only possible without happiness, but actually requires its absence. The cost of being a fully sentient human being is misery and loneliness, and the reward is well worth the cost.

2) Hot sauces trigger the same dopamine release that cutting, eating, and exercise does. You'll gradually acclimate to them, so you'll have to start increasing the hotness level to achieve the same level of dopamine release, but after 50 years of slowly ramping up the hotness, I'm still only at scotch bonnet sauces. There's enough range in hotness to keep me going to the end of my life easily.

3) I've been smoking a pipe for more than 20 years now. It's a contemplative, quiet, introspective activity. It requires a lot of fidgety little rituals involved in cleaning, packing, tamping, lighting, and smoking which can only come from long practice, and it occupies the part of your brain which likes to worry and fret. This leaves the rest of your brain free to think deeply and philosophically. On top of that, nicotine has been shown to have a gentle anti-depressive effect at the same time it stimulates the mind and body. And since you don't inhale, the NIH says moderate pipe-smokers actually have 20% *less* chance of early death than strict non-smokers -- probably from the elimination of stress.

cut a nipple off.

>>736763341
so? Im not trying to sound insensitive, cause that sucks. I get it. But hedge your bets. tell more people, Someone out there can get you what you need. If they dont then fuck it, it didnt work out.

But opening up to more people, will increase those odds of getting help.

>>736763532
it wont help.
talking about issues wont fix the neurochemical basis

>>736763682
ive tried those.

>>736763684

stop posting
If you want attention go to leldit

Pathetic

>>736763780
>If they dont then fuck it, it didnt work out.
you don't understand the can of worms involved with opening up my thoughts to people...

i'm going outside to smoke.

you degenerate faggots will have to wait.

>>736763684
superficial cuts for a pussy faggot looking for attention, i bet you're blasting evanescence as we speak

>>736763283
>>736763283
my dad;s brother did the same thing. My dad is here today. And Grandpa actually.

>>736764019

kill your family and yourself

weak willed faggot

Stop polluting the internet with your bullshit

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>>736763788
>ive tried those
The fact you just blow me off without even thinking about anything I've recommended shows that the problem is created by you. Which is good news, because it means it's within the locus of your control to fix it. If being miserable and self-indulgent blows your hair back, then by all means continue to cut while listening to the Smiths and smoking clove cigarettes or whatever it is you do, but it would be nice if you made it clear that you're content being apathetic and miserable, and that you don't want any helpful advice.

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>>736763956

Wait ? No one cares about your bullshit or you ?

Just kill yourself and stop polluting the world

>>736763788
its not just "talking" man. i get that it wont solve the chemical imbalances. But it will help with coping mechanisms, help deal with emotional "imbalances".

All that crap that you've been through, i suspect is compounding they psychology part of it. Tell me I am wrong.

Nice chatting with you OP. I have hope you will figure this out. Goodnight Anons.

>>736763987
chimera actually

>>736764228
what do you want me to say?
that ive gone through so much tobacco?
that ive worked my way up to ghost pepper sauce?
that ive stared long and hard into the abyss?

im here to hear degenerate faggots kill myself.

because i know how worthless i am in the grand scheme of things.

>>736764332
no, you're not wrong-- but i've actually tried a therapy session or two-- they do nothing.

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>>736764526
hey OP

life fucking sucks some times

it sucks for me too

we just gotta keep going though man

we're all gonna make it

>>736764526

you are not worthy of the grand scheme of things

Just stop and die.

>>736764723
youre a fucking idiot
>grand scheme of things
cognitive dissonance at its finest

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>>736764526
>stared long and hard into the abyss
Try actually reading Nietzsche and not just reading the first sentence of his Wikipedia article. The basis of Nietzsche's work is amor fati, the idea that we should be in love with our lives because we have always made the choices which we know to be right. Having amor fati means knowing that if you had to do it all over again you'd make all the same decisions and that you therefore live in the best of all possible worlds -- no matter how terrible that world is. If you're NOT always doing what you know to be right, then THAT'S the problem. And you can achieve amor fati simply by changing how you make your decisions, consequences be damned.

>>736764865

Good job

Go look for attention somewhere else

Again, leldit is over there

Fuck

>>736764942
>And you can achieve amor fati simply by changing how you make your decisions
Thing is-- I don't actually think we make decisions, not consciously-- they're byproducts of neurochemistry; just as mechanistic as everything else.

cut deeper!

>>736764614
ok, i was going to sleep, but im back for a bit.

I think you give up on it too easily. I have a feeling like your smart. Like above average smart. Yet scholastically you achieve worse that you are capable of.

You gotta keep trying...you got what you outta this life and you got to play the hands you were dealt. Make the best of it, thats the point.

You're not worthless, I am not worthless and you got me spending my time on you, Hows that value for ya

>>736765163

>tl:dr

KILL YOURSELF

>>736765163
>I have a feeling like your smart. Like above average smart.
98% percentile

>Yet scholastically you achieve worse that you are capable of

meh, lets see if I get off of Cal's waitlist.

>>736765121
Well if you're determined to be miserable and empty, who am I to stop you? Enjoy what remains of your apathetic existence. I'm pulling my chute at this point and bailing on this pointless thread..

>>736765530

[Attention seeking intensifies]

>>736765530
can you carve an emoji into your arm

>>736762301
My trips demand it

>>736760807
Weak shit OP. Commit or quit

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OP listening to linkin park
Do this, poser bitch

carve a dick

>>736765891
uhh... this is what im listening to atm lol
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qc98u-eGzlc

>>736765992

no one cares nor will we click that link

Stop posting, stop looking for attention

KILL YOURSELF OR STOP POSTING

>>736766082
meh fuck you

whats funny is that i know half these "kys" posts are projection.

>>736765992
Nice. Love meshuggah.

you need to get the knife deep inside you

>>736766196

Take a nice.. deep look at yourself and realize what you just said is absolute shit

STOP LOOKING FOR ATTENTION ONLINE

>>736766308
You're also here looking for attention dipshit.

>>736760807
You're a pathetic pussy and you know it. No one will ever love a failure like you, especially with that scarred, ugly body. Just grow the balls to finish the job faggot.

>>736766407
>omg pls stop op ;'(((
this what you were hoping for?

>>736765923
You dont even have track marks. Up your junkie status bro

>>736766407

>Blaming it on us

Just stop....

>>736766308
it really isn't though
half the kys posts are people looking to feel better about themselves in some manner comparatively

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>>736766487
yeah i know. there are some norcos around here i might dip into to get to sleep.

>>736763196
i believe marinara

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>>736766585


Deal with your own bullshit... dont spread it online

Just delete this thread already ...
>>736766651

You would look good burning alive

>>736766651
Damn good waste of some fatass veins dawg. If your so self destructive why not give your life something to strive for like getting fucked up 24/7. Shoot meth and come down with heroin, or shoot both at the same time trust me your shit will go down the drain quick

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>>736766904
meh.

>>736766463
Was my reply to you about OP? No it was about you, moron.

>>736767117
Pussy ass bitch

>>736766521
Blaming what on you.. Can you read?

peel off your arm skin like in terminator 2
Also dubs get

>>736762643
>curves
Do you need fucking curves?

>>736761960
you're not a snowflake. you are a slave to your neurochemistry and people have had a wide variety to deal with shit like this for DECADES. They work because everyone's neurochemistry relies on the same basic chemicals. Take an SSRI and the imbalance is tipped.

Fucking learn about something before making ridiculous assumptions. See a god damn psychiatrist or GP, it's not that hard.

>>736767606
6-23-17
yeah, it needs curves.

>>736767623
do you really think i don't know how SSRIs work?
literally there are at least half a dozen different classes of chemicals used as antidepressants-- and i've done quite a few of them

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>>736761208
timestamp

>>736762423
smoke weed bro

>>736767869
keep fucking trying then, they make a shit ton of different kinds for a reason.

unless you prefer being a retarded faggot who cuts himself on /b/ for fun.

what a stupid fucking thread either do it or dont OP you faggot

>>736765591
Roll

>>736760807
>>736761024
>>736761208
>>736761602
>>736761960
>>736762423
>>736762643
>>736763153
>>736763684
>>736765530
>>736765923
>>736766651
>>736767117

YOU ARE PATHETIC!

Small little baby cuts, squeezes them so they bleed and makes it look dramatic.

You sound like the most faggoty attention seeking cunt ever - you don't need meds to feel normal, your just some edgey teenager or a edgey manchild who never grew out of his teens.

Do us all a favor, Including yourself and just ram it into the underside of your wrist and drag it hard and fast up.

Your bot even cutting properly and you sound like a little weabo cunt.

Remember you are more of a dissapointment and waste of space as the attention seeking faggot you are than any other cunt

people who actually suffers from depression, self harmed properly due to depression and self hatred and either killed themselves or moved on from it get misunderstood because of cunts like you

Meeehhh ya fucking cunt if i knew where you lived i'd come over there and do it for you

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>>736768064
i do, it helps with some stuff

>>736768066
honestly, i really want to try ketamine-- the research and anecdotes look promising

>>736768326
it's a random person on the internet, you're taking this way too seriously
who gives a shit

>>736768326
you seem upset.
why are you getting triggered so badly?

>>736768406
ketamine is shit.
weed and bone broth are all you need

>>736768491
>>736768538
not that anon but he is right op should just do it like a person with actual problems instead of some whiny little attention whore

>>736763682
Hi, I like you. Be my friend please.

yeah i think ima take some norcos and pass the fuck out

roll I want a J please

>>736768542
if by shit you mean THE SHIT then yes.