give me your goddamn feels right now /b/
Posting this fucking cancer. Is this your full time job? There's always a sad "feels" thread somewhere on this cesspool of a website. They always have the same shit too, just a bunch of sad fucking losers posting frog memes and "feels". When will people grow the balls to kill themselves? Saged again
>no money no job no education
>have no friends irl or online
>spend time online preteding im some hot girl online to get a few bux to make it trought the month and get away from shitty reality
Idk how long i can keep doing this
Same here man. Every time a woman has feelings for me and I start to have them for her she distances herself. It fucking sucks.
>No one could care less if I stopped talking to them
>Have to keep the conversation going if I want someone to talk to
>It always leads to them leaving anyways
>Make plans that never happen
>"Man that's just fucked up anon here we can do something"
>Day comes around "Oops sorry nope can't go"
>Hovel back to my room to sit here in front of this fucking screen until I go to work waste my time and do it all again
I know what you mean, and I know it fucking hurts
I have a question peeps, anyone else experienced that their close friends over many years are drifting apart?
I'm 26yo, and feel like I'm lacking behind, or even dragging my friends down. Is this just normal at this age?
I accepted this feeling a really long time ago but I'm an old fag (literally). You eventually, (if you have any intelligence) grow out of religion. That sense that there is something out there looking out for you. There isn't.
If someone can take a little kid and mutilate him, rape him, poke out his eyes, fuck all his holes and throw him in a cage to starve then there isn't a benevolent jack shit out there.
There's no magic or super powers.
There are jails FULL of desperate souls that would give or do ANYthing to get out. If you think the millions of souls locked away haven't tried to summon demons or spirits to shuttle them out of their bonds, you're fucking stupid. You know damn well someone has tried to "phase" through their jail walls, or teleport outside the fence line.
Guess what? It hasn't happened yet because it can't.
But what I found myself doing the other day, in spite of myself was praying. Praying to Satan, Jesus, Buddha and the like to help me with a money situation that is pretty much going to ruin EVERYTHING I've ever worked for.
Guess what? Nothing happened.
Nothing ever will.
> decide to give my crush something
>broke as fuck
>Only get her a small bag of Hershey's Kiss
>She gets them
>Says "Thanks for the chocolate"
>Soul leaves body
I'm scared of dying. I just wanted to share that.
I'm in the exact same boat as you man. She was always wanting to talk to me and I've been there for her through her recent hard times but she just doesn't seem to give a shit anymore. I don't know either dude.
Is it bad that I want to open up to her about how without her I just feel anxious and depressed? But I'm just too fucking scared to do it. My best bet would be to open up to one of her friends, but that feels scummy, and I don't want to saddle people with my problems...
Depends how close you are with her. I feel like doing the same but I'm not sure yet
depressed means you need more exercise, go on daily bike rides.
anxious means you need drink coffee (no sugar or dairy that stuff depresses your system) and take L-theanine pill once per day.
But all they do is drink and it's boring as fuck. They get drunk and I get bored being around them. They're miserable pricks when they're sober.
I had to ditch all my friends because I'd rather work on creative projects than drink in my free time. Being around them is more depressing than being alone.
I love her so much. She has similar feelings for me but I dont think theyre on the same level as me. Well never be together which is the worst part. I've never felt more comfortable around someone than I do around her.
I'm in college, not really depressed just sad in general. One of my best friends is actually an asshole and my other best friend is like a brother to me but he's toxic as hell.
life's too short for stupid people, took me a while to get that. Hurt like a bitch too.
But you'll figure it out eventually, find new people that'll take your shit, like they'll take yours in return
A lot of it is cultural. I quit drinking at 25, and continued to work in the music scene at bars and festivals without drinking. The first few months were awkward socially, it's nice to have the distraction of a drink in your hand, but then I got over it. Other people are more awkward about it than me, some people get upset if you won't "drink with them" it's so strange. Lots of people assume you had an issue with and you're trying to keep sober. Society is hilarious. You can't just "choose" not to drink in some people's eyes.
If you can have just one drink you're not an alcoholic.
I really hope you're not getting the wrong impression, I have all the respect for people who says no, or can hold their liquor if they choose to drink.
fuck people who drink till they puke. - tho, some need it sometimes, and I then I'll be there to pick up the pieces if they're my friend.
surething, mate. It's just scary.
I'm doubting myself, I've lost friends before, but that was over real or stupid bullshit, not this.. slow, awkward drifting apart shit. not returning calls etc.
>be me 6
>birthday w/ twin
>open all presents
>Look to dad who came down to visit for bday
>"What did you get me dad?"
>He hasn't ever gotten me a present for my birthday or Christmas since I've known him.
I don't care about the presents, I care about the effort. He didn't even call me on my birthday this year, his girlfriend just sent me a text.
You're being an edgy faggot, stop worrying about what other people are doing and do something that makes you feel good. You will drift apart from people as you age, phones work both ways. If you miss someone let them know.
It sucks, but it's just part of being alive. It doesn't mean they dislike you, it'd just that you are on two different paths.
There are some things that just happen. It's hard to look at things like this in the short term. But one day, it will be 10 years later and everything will be a distant memory.
I hate to admit it, but you might be right. gonna call them today and say I miss them, fuck whatever happens after that, maybe we'll meet in 1-10 years time and it'll be good times
and we love you
I had a pretty rough year last year as my mom passed away and I got into a very bad relationship, but everything seems to be looking up for me now. It gets better anons you just have to stop for a while and enjoy the little things. Just try to be happy, I mean I still feel lonely but at least I have alot of great things to live for, just love yourself and love others that's all we got, love. Goodnight anons I wish the best of luck to you all, never give up :)
now my schizophrenia is gonna get worse the longer I age. I feel this immense rage inside me and it grows each year, I'd rather die than hurt someone. Stopped having contact with friends because what's the point. My Lil bro is embarrassed by me and doesn't want me around.. my only joy is playing video games 11 hours a day. Makes me forget about the bullshit for awhile. Existing sucks so much ass.. I really want to disappear.
>very good in exames
>dont work in class due lack of interest
>dont make homework due lack of motivation
>didnt pass year
>1 year of your life dumped to the trash
>see this post
>be capable of smile again because somebody is more fucked up than you
There is allways be somebody more miserable than you
I went to visit my niece yesterday.
I saw her sitting by the window as I walked up to the house, almost in a trance. I rang the bell and I heard her rush to the door and throw it open. She had a big smile on her face, that washed away the second she saw me.
"Hey kiddo" I said to her, patting her head. "I just came to drop something off for your mom."
I stepped inside and she returned to her spot. I walked to the kitchen, where my sister in law was having a smoke.
I dropped off some cash I owed her for taking my car in to the shop for me.
"How ya doing June?"
She shook her head. "I'm fine."
"Alright. Thanks again for helping me out. I'll see you around."
I walked back to the front, and saw my niece again.
She was beautiful, with long curly brown hair and glasses, and cute chubby cheeks. Such a sweet, well-mannered little girl.
I looked at the picture on the wall, of a man more handsome than I, with curly hair just like hers and mine, and piercing green eyes.
I looked back at my niece. She turned to face me, and she walked over to me. I knelt down.
"Uncle, is daddy coming home soon? I wanna see him."
I choked back tears, and shook my head. "Sorry kiddo, I don't think he's coming home for a little while."
She nodded. She already knew. She returned to her spot and I could hear her soft whimpers and cries. I stood up, and I looked back at the picture of my brother with his perfect family, on the wall in his perfect house.
I can't help but ask myself....
Why man? Why'd you walk out on them? What kind of man leaves his little girl.... to go fuck some 19 year old kid.
T, you're my brother, and I love you. But if you ever come back, I'm gonna break your fucking face. You didn't even give a second thought to the woman who's whole life you just ruined, or the little girl who's heart will remain broken as she's left to wonder for the rest of her life why daddy didn't want her.
Happened to me too, one day it all just dissapeared even tho everything was so great, her parents took her away and after she had the chance to contact me again, she just moved on..
Thanks for playing the latest game of "whose a cancerous faggot"