>>736658550 I guess i need to talk to someone. Currently I just got in another heated argument with my mother which may not seem like alot and I may not have all the facets of which to fully communicate my problems with you all. Probably I should go see a therapist or something. We just get into so much yelling battles and all she does is come home and drink bc her husbands been in the hospital 2 months (not that she wasnt an alcoholic before that)
You're the best judge of your own health OP, heck you can drink 2 packs a day as long as you feel alright. Instead of binging though, you might try to space them out through the day, maybe even start with a few sneaky ones at breakfast ;) . As long as you're not stayin up too late every night you'll be fine.
>>736658833 the fat gut part is right im already working on it, but most nights i can just drink myself to sleep and have no hangover. usually start my days off with some eggs or bacon and a beer or big glass of wine if my mom has it available. Yes im still a fag living at home i just had to quit my job and alot of shits going on
>>736659117 easy, i crack it open and guzzle it down. had a real bad experience 5 or 6 months ago with half a bottle of Bacardi gold. havent touched liquor since and Since i've stopped smoking weed daily, ive picked up drinking heavily. (Beer)
no, it's not sustainable. even if you're active enough to burn off all those excess calories ( you would have to have a labor intensive job or run 8 miles a day or something crazy like that ) .. the damage the alcohol does to your organs / liver will gradually cause your organs to scar and die / fail. you will die early, and lose decades off your lifetime.. drinking 12 a day expect to die before you reach 60, probably significantly earlier.. you'll develop heart disease / coronary artery disease as well as liver disease. it's a shit way to live, why poison yourself. learn some moderation, quit living like an addict.
>>736659270 Both sides of the family has a long line of diabetes, heart disease, heart failure, smoking, drinking, cancer, basically the WORKS. I am fucked genetically, have already had a gene test which resulted in me knowing my ATM gene is some kind of mutated and that im predetermined to pick up Pancreatic cancer sometime in my life. So i guess ill add it to the list. /b/ is really just a vent place for me sometimes, i quit actively going on these boards when i was 15 about 6 years ago
>>736659578 and its really tough on me too because its my fucking dad thats been in the hospital...and i smoked weed and did drugs my whole adolescent life which only leads me to fallin gback on more drugs now but i know they will kill me so instead i slowly kill myself with tobacco and alcohol...i dont know what to fucking do with my life and im tearing up right now because my bed ridden father just hang up on me...im drunk and lost and dont know what to do with myself >An heroing is NOT an option. and for any of you weak souls out there DONT FUCKING do it
my family has gene mutations as well, the thing is that those mutations aren't necessarily expressed in your epigenetics. your lifestyle choices, what you eat, drink, whether you exercise, can activate or turn off various gene expressions. alcohol will activate the mutations and make them worse, hastening health issues and making it more likely that you will develop cancer. most genetic mutations are not a death sentence, they aren't a sure thing, it's more a matter of statistical chance, and you still have a say in that through your choices / lifestyle. our genetic expression is a dynamic and living thing that we can intervene in.
I just keep finding more and more determination to go back to the cornerstore and buy another bottle whtether it be a fat 40 oz or a cheap 6 pack. maybe ill move on to the four loko sugar drinks see if that helps
Why beer? Why not something harder? Beer is too filling. You piss out more than you drink. Switch to bourbon. It's a different buzz and it's 90 calories a shot. AA is for people who've hit rock bottom, try whiskey on the rocks.
>>736659949 Im actually still underage and only my corner store right next to my house sells to me. If i really wanted to i could go out and get a bottle i guess. I've obviously broken in to my parents bottles before ( who hasnt ) but as put earlier II havent touched liquor since that bad night with Bacardi. Killed about half the bottle got blackout and dont remember a damn thing. Whiskey tastes good enough though, thanks for the info
Id like to dedicate this bump to all of you anons out there who are contributing to this thread. The world may feel like a cold dark lonely place sometimes. At times like these i can really put on some Geto Boyz or Bone Thugs to relax my mind playin tricks on me.
my dad was an abusive alcoholic. i left when i was 16. he made me sign an emancipation proclamation. he was a real asshole.
my mom was a fucking crackhead, now she's abusing prescription pills. we all have our problems and difficulties in life.
for me, i've seen addiction and it's results.. fuck that shit. why would i repeat the same mistake my parents made. i choose not to. you have to take the initiate and better yourself. use some damn discipline. get motivated and focus on a goal, while you stop the drinking.
cannabis isn't a problem in moderation. it's healthier to vape it. your lungs are not intended to inhale smoke of any type. instead of slowly killing yourself, do something productive with your life, keep improving your situation little by little, and eventually you'll come out the other side glad you did.
crying makes it so much easier why do i feel like a totalyl different person after ive been hurt? am i just a pussy or have weak emotion? my dad just called me a rude disrespectful little punk from his fucking hospital and i actually want to shoot myself now i think im depressed
>>736660869 I hope i dont end up like you. i already beat my meth addiction i caught as a fucking teenager but now life has nother to offer me and i dont see myself going further than military or communicty college. Am i boumd to suicide????
>>736661345 Well I'm 48 so it's a little different, but there are a lot of paths you can take in life and a lot have people have gone before you in the same situation and ended up happy, so I'm sure you'll find yours.
I've been liking these pics of strung out girls lately. Work out and find these women....there is just something about them. Makes me question what I've done in my life to not stumble across one of these gems.
>>736662460 I'm not so sure. I don't do drugs. I'm mean illegal.. love whiskey and martinis. I feel like I'd have to carry some kind of hardcore drug to get with these tragic beauties. I want to know what goes on in their head, but mostly I'd like to take them to my place and fuck like there's no tomorrow. Anal might be the safest bet.
thanks for keeping thread alive guys. got a family friend over looking at broken A/C right quick. Will be back soon. made a stop to get a 12 pack of some lite beer for the cals and decided to throw in a Four Loko in to tonights adventures. OP be back soon.
It's not good anon. You will get fat, beer gut, wrinkley skin and a fatty liver that will kill you.
If you want to stop or cut back try this >at first do something you can manage >such as limit drinking to Fridays through Sundays and special occasions only >then slowly cut back to let's say sat Sund only then sat only then special occasions only until you are were you want to be drinking-wise >set a goal Example - get a gym membership and go every weekday if you have a strong urge to drink tell yourself you have to go the gym first >this will help you cut back because exercise and drinking don't mix
Shit like that anon. Hope it helps. It worked good for me. Haven't drank in 3+months but it took years and discipline to get there . God speed and check em.
>>736663267 Yeah, I've been telling myself to cut back but it's pretty tempting to get high. I didn't know what to cut back to though so maybe that will help. I'm just glad I don't drink often enough for my tolerance to get too high. That would fuck me up.
>>736663455 Everything you're saying is probably dead on, thanks for bringing me back to reality. I feel the same way about strippers. Took one back to her place after treating her to drinks all night. We could only hang out in her living room, which was weird, fucked once. She brought out torot cards and read my future while we were naked. Fucked like two more times til 500am. I went to work that morning feeling like a champ. Called her back a couple days later to hang out. She said she broke her leg. Kinda left it like that and I moved on because she definitely gave off a crazy vibe. And I don't believe she broke her leg. But boy that one night was amazing!
>>736664591 Certainly, good times talking about hot chicks you've slayed. I have my own spank bank of memories. Ok, so I also tried getting with a girl that was super hot when I was living outside of NYC in Fishkill Ny. Met this girl at a club, took her to a Denny's and watch her take what I'm only guessing was ecstasy. It was a white pill with a Mitsubishi logo imprinted on. She took the pill and started blowing bubbles into her glass of water. I took her home crashed in Poughkeepsie. Took her to breakfast and walked to like a cliff on the Hudson just staring at the scenery. Never fucked her. Probably for the best, but I wish I did anyhow.
You're fine bro as long as you stick to beer/wine, once you start hitting liquor your liver wont forgive you. figure a 12 pack of beer is probably equal to 4-5 shots, for anyone over 175+lbs thats just getting a nice buzz, thats where you want to be, no more. When you start hitting 8.99 1.75L vodka levels and beating on your gf/family, then you got problems bro.
>>736658510 Well OP i'll answer as concisely as possible
If you need to ask, you already know the answer
However, that being said, if you already know the answer and yet you continue with the problem, chances are you just don't give a god damned shit because life is a worthless, hopeless, meaningless husk, where the only God is Money (which i don't have), without the slightest glimmer of hope at the end of tunnel
On that note, I'm sober tonight, as if you couldn't tell that already by my GLARING optimism! But I'll promise now to keep you in my and drink a few for you tomorrow night
>>736663205 OP back. Got the A/C fixed. Killed four loko while fixing. Gonna have to buy a new capacitor when it clunks out again but for the night ill be getting wasted in a comfortable A/C environent. Im glad my thread has connected with so many different anons and hopefully some other replies here will help you all as it may help me.
>>736667276 That sounds like he has a plan to with now. Not everyone was meant to be successful in life. The human condition is very complex when it comes to ambitions. In some cases the crackhead is actually happier than the millionaire. The crackhead just did what he loved with no uncertainty. The millionaire has ulcerative colitis three ex wives and sleazy asset manager and money.
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