Share your darkest secrets.

>>736479420
i killed my best friend when i was 10.

I don't seed my torrents

I bought a fidget spinner today

I voted for Hillary Clinton.

my moms friend tried to fonger my in the back of my moms car

>>736479806
gets posted every fuckin time

I once covered for my friend when we were like 11 while he and a girl fucked in his room.

>>736479806
how original

I have consensual sex to procreate

>>736479909
>>736480063
I'll stop posting it when it stops being funny

>>736479420
I think my dad murdered his cousin and buried him under the back stairs of the house I grew up in. he's dead now but I still don't want to say anything just incase it was all just a dream.

>uncle's house, sleepover with my cousins
>2005 I'm 14 older cousin she 16 younger cousin she 6
>I stay up watching movies with older cousin, I think it was the first Spiderman, not sure. She goes to sleep
>I go to bathroom to jerk off thinking about her, remembering how we "played" when we were little
>I go to bed, both cousins sleeping like logs. Younger cousin looking cute
>I kiss her, put my dick on her mouth belly
>Suck my finger then slide it up and down her ass
>Jack off and cum, smear it on her ass and pussy
>Hump her for a while, go to sleep an hour later

I can't stop posting cropped naked photos of my ex on /b

I hate one of my wife's friends, who thinks I am also her friend. She's stupid, petty, and at times morally repugnant. My wife knows this, and exhanges sexual favors for me to be pleasant and hang out this friend with her.

It's okay, it's just kind of weird that this friend has no idea.

>>736480910
>mouth belly

>>736481146
forgot the 'and'

>>736481039
Continue

Drug issues

>>736481264
I tried to delete them off my computer, but I remember the filenames so I can search and find them on thebarchive, re-download

>>736479679
same and i regret it

>>736481436
Dump them Anon

Not really a secret but because I was depressed and they gave me ECT I can't remember anything from 2015-2011 and barely anything before that. I want to sue the doctor for malpractice but there is no way to prove I lost my memory

i broke my friends ankle when hunting

>greentext?

>>736479420
the only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because i dont want my parents to hurt more than im hurting already

I've accepted money in exchange for ending someone's life. Then I accepted even more money from the intended victim t \o not kill them and skipped town

fonger

I used to use my brother's toothbrush to clean my cum covered pubes. He never found out

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I'm put into these almost every night, not by choice. Has been this way for awhile, haven't told anybody in real life. Not going to go too into detail and you don't have to believe me.

bi fag here, when i was in college(18-20yo ish) i had a secret relationship with a 13yo boy.

>>736483887
I haven't seen you for months, weren't you nearly getting out of that house?

>>736480300
Just stop being a fag

>>736483939
Less than a year so yeah closer but ya, haven't had much internet access so couldn't post much.

>>736483887
>Not going to go too into detail

This is a SHARE thread, not a vague 1 line teaser thread. so why even post itt?

>>736484216
because when I did people said bullshit, have talked to peopIe outside /b/ about it though - has been good talks. Sorry I'm vague.

>>736484279
>because when I did people said bullshit

>>736483887
>you don't have to believe me

so do you care what people think or not?

used my parents' divorce to get rid of my mom's potato sister.

>>736484505
I mean don't feel like debating with internet people, so i stopped caring but if people wanna talk it's fine.

>>736483887
Wow please eloborate

>>736479468
Wut

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>>736479806
>fonger

Been with a girl for 11 yrs now, we live togehter and so on.
Been texting, talking by phone, snapchat and so on, secretly with another girl for 8yrs.

They dont know of eachother.

>>736484616
so dont debate them, ignore them. a couple edgy newfag trolls shouldnt make you stop posting the story/details.you are letting them win.

My step-cousin bred my ass on the floor of my room in my folks place.

He wants to do it again, and when we get the chance I'm going to let him.

>I knocked up a girl when I was 15.
>I'm a heroin addict.
>I pimp myself out.

But I live a really normal life so things aren't bad.

I can't stop using my female roommate's vibrators and dildos because I can't afford such high-end ones and nothing makes me cum harder than ass play.

>>736484870
Scum

>>736484870
You are a piece of shit m8

>>736484870
kek have fun picking up the pieces of your life when you get caught. you can only beat the odds for so long kid

>>736484870
Been with my partner 12 yrs this year. If they did that to me... i dont even know what id do but it wouldnt be good for anyone.

>>736479468
story

I talk to girls for months only to take advantage of them and expose their deep secrets to people, especially when it comes to sluts. Sometimes it happens with girls I actually care about which gets them to leave me when I actually do get to be with them so that's karma I guess. Haha, I fucking hate myself /b/ros.

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>>736479420
I'm turning 30 in a month and while I'm not kissless or completely inexperienced, I am *technically* still a virgin.

>>736484616
nobody is asking you to debate people are asking you to explain. if not you're just attention-whoring right now

When I was 16 i took the v of my sister's 11yo best friend. were also fuck buddies for quite a while, fucked her lots of times over the next year/ year and a half. my sister and my best friend were the only other people to find out.

>>736485506
10 more years to go m8

>>736485514
>attention-whoring
dif anon here, agreed

When I was 18, girls would fall in love with me easily, but I wouldn't get that attached to them. they'd be friends, we'd fuck, sext, whatever. online and in person it was the same.

Now I'm 30 and it's the opposite. not as many girls in my life, but I get attached really quickly. Rarely let on or do anything about it. I've got a long-term gf, but I'll just start talking to someone on /b/ or elsewhere and just start falling for them.

I don't know why but it's annoying. falling in love easily would have been a great when I was young, now it's an inconvenience I have to work around.

I broke into a school gymnasium at night to have sex with an ex during our towns fair. I missed my ride because of it ( she was jealous of the situation) so I walked a couple miles to my house instead.

>>736485506
i know it doesnt mean much to hear, but real shit bro, fapping with good toys is better than sex after the initial thrill of "omg my dicks in a pussy!"

>>736484701>>736484963

I have some behavior issues, mostly ADHD and ODD, got/get violent with my parents, choked my brother out, other shit. and so medication and these are used. People say I'm lying which is fine, it's the internet and easy to but I'm not. I see a therapist but he seems like a weirdo. Haven't toId anyone outside the internet, who think it's a Iie. AImost done Iiving here, couple months. not autistic

>>736479420
I once googled tonyahoodyakova instagram…

>>736485619
>>736485514
fair point, explained more.
>>736485713

I manipulated friends ex into dating friend again
Because friend asked me to

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>>736485699
I don't want to just fap though, I want to settle down and start raising a family.

>>736485685
That's not a dark secret, that's just awesome.

>>736486140
Online dating?

>>736479538
:OOOOOOO

>>736486140
why tho? kids are literally just nature's do-overs. if you sucked in this life, your kids are going to suck too

I delete torrents as soon as the download is finished.

>>736486268
I've thought about it, but it just seems so cold and impersonal. I've been trying to get involved in local clubs and groups, meet women through that, but not luck so far.

>>736486396
I grew up in a very small family and ever since I was old enough to start thinking about getting married and raising a family of my own I've wanted to have a ton of kids. I get that's it's not everybody's cup of tea, but it's definitely a goal for me.

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>>736486453

I send dick pics to my wife's cousins, they still don't know it's me, I even got to talk to one while she was drunk, she's a real freak for her age. Can't wait to go over and smell her panties.

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>>736479538
Your a fuckin monster

>>736486646
Have you tried getting them to send pics back?

>>736486714
Yea they send pics back but nothing I want, they always say, I don't know what you look like and that's the end of our conversation, tried tricking them, but they are smart enough for that

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>>736484998
How old are y'all

>>736485506
What state do you live in OP?

Almost every party I attended I fuck unconscious drunk girls. Every time I take a lot of photos, sadly I can't post them now. At least 2 lost virginity with me, not knowing about this, and only one remember anything. She was too scary to say anything. Her best friend (well known beta and robot) tried to fight for her but I destroyed him socially. Later he is bulied. Since then this girl start to be known as hore.
I still have no consequences of my behaviour

>>736487043
At the moment, Bama, why?

>>736485506
if you really wanna get laid start lifting. Girls are just as/ if not more conceited then guys. Also with that correct punctuation you are obviously not a fucking shit for brains. Get into for a year and you will be swimming in pussy. Ps. women are shit heads

>>736487098
I wanted to help with losing your virginity but you live too far, good luck OP, I'm sure you'll do fine.

I got a suicidal grill to let me fuck her dead body. Used her for an evening then got the fugg outta town. I was only 13.

>>736483887
Are those restrains

I have a stalker who tries to impersonate me online. She was once a friend but it became stagnant around high school when I realized what she was doing. Was only interested in what I did to build up her own identical me.

When I found out I was pissed and manipulated everyone around her until no one believed/trusted her. I helped ruin her chances of a degree by moving her anxiety medication until exams were over. Convinced her that she misplaced them and should see a professional. Got diagnosed with other issues and couldn't continue her persuit in the field. Started to get depressed and she stopped taking pills. Got worse.
Eventually, all she had was the online persona. So I broke off the friendship by acting like I just found it randomly and backed up the doctors diagnoses after being 'betrayed after all this time'.

Now it's 6 years later and she's been stuck working at a casino as a server. She still tries to impersonate me but it gets shut down almost immediately. Sometimes without me even realizing it.

I'm a therapist.

I know it's hard to believe and no one ever does but here goes....
I, am Spartacus

>>736487316
Restraints*

>>736487347
Don't fuck with my head like this right now mane lol

>napping
>kind of wake up
>my shirt feels like it's slidding up
>hear my younger brother and his friend nervously whispering to eachother
>pretend to be asleep
>feel them take off my bra and start sucking my nipples
>feel awkward yet turned on
>still pretend to be asleep
>they stop after a while and leave
>pretend nothing ever happened

I still think about it to this day and I never confronted him about it

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>>736487412
yes

>>736487347
No, I'M Spartacus!

>>736487342
What if you're the impersonator and she's tyke real you and you just firmed the tables?

>>736487347
>>736487574
I'm more Spartacus than both of you

>>736487235
The offer is, uh, flattering, but if it was a simple matter of just getting laid I would have settled for tinder or whatever long ago.

I'm not looking for a pussy, I'm looking for a wife, and that turns out to be a LOT harder.

>>736487708
the*
Turned*

>>736485713
lol faggot

>>736486225
It is when no one else knows about it and neither does their parents

>>736487746
: /

>>736487838
God I wish you "I'm so lecrazzy" fuckers would cut your bull shit already.

>>736487744
I'm just an anon so even if I said this was the real deal you couldn't really trust it.
All I know is that I relish what I did and how I'm making bank while she lives in squalor.

>>736487838
this whole altercation bummed me out a little, but it's okay. it's just the internet!

>>736488060
yeah it's whatever, they can say whatever, my Iife to deal with

>>736487553
Is it more comfortable than it looks? Not trying to make that sound funny just concerned OP

>>736487525
Tits or gtfo

>>736488236
uh, I'm used to it but no it's not super comfortable. But you adjust a bit. Does it look bad?

>>736487525
you're an awesome sister for that

Even after all the therapy, taking all my pills, staying at the treatment center, I still want to kill myself so fucking bad. I think about it multiple times a day. I don't know what's stopping me. Maybe I'm just a pussy. That's probably it, honestly.

>>736488382
have you looked into ECT? I am serious, it's helped some who have tried everything. See if insurance pays for it.

>>736488382
Find something to make life worth living, and if that fails find a way to make your death meaningful - run into a burning building to save someone, tackle an armed back robber, shoot up a ghetto full of drug dealers, something.

>>736488335
It just looks like it would chafe a bit OP but I guess that's what the pants help with probably? Just didn't know if it caused a lot of discomfort.
Do you think you'll ever be able to sleep without it or?

>>736479420
What gets me more pissed of that anything is when a girl mentions an ex or something and also when they say they were in love with them when now they're with me. Anyone feels me? I know is douchey and stupid man I'm very conscious about that but man gets me everytime.

Tonight I was talking with a girl I've been seeing for three months now we really really love each other and we casually started sharing old pics. She shared some when she was in high school lol and I told her "well I would have liked you" and she repplied "I had a boyfriend" and then "I was in love". You don't make an idea of how much that made me sad. I'm still dealing with it. What can I do to not get angry over that stupid thing? (I mean it is fucking trivial!).

>>736488627
Man do I even english? lmao

>>736488618
oh that part isn't bad. The material is soft / padded. The restriction itself is worse, more uncomfortable. Not much movement any which way. The diaper chafes though. As far as not using them. I pIan on moving out as soon as I'm old enough, but ya, for now, it's not my call. I don't think it's needed but ya

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>>736485506
the greatest part about that kind of problem is that the solution, albeit a hard one to actually implement, is SUPER simple. Work out. That's literally it. You could be stupid, have no prospects, bankrupt, no social skills, bad BO, and laugh like a faggot and still swim in pussy after having consistently worked out for 2 years, three times a week, half hour to 40 minutes at medium intensity.

Imagine it like getting an associate degree, but instead of it costing you up the ass and taking 40 hours out of your week for class time and studying, it's a couple hundred bucks a year for gym membership and takes less than 2 hours a week. (I guess a good diet might be a bit pricey too but shit man there's a billion reasons to eat well).

>>736488627
Yes, holy fuck. This. A date of mine called me to cry over the phone that she is still in love with her ex that cheated on her. Ex gf would say she misses her ex when we were dating. Few days ago a date of mine would compare me to her ex....lile what the fuck

>>736480394
Story?

>>736488627
that sounds like the kind of thing you need a whole perspective shift to fix. best of luck man. the only advice I can think of is talking to her about it, making it clear that it's an emotional impulse and that you see how irrational it is. that kind of honesty goes a long way with the type of people you want to have around imo a perspective shift like the one I'm talking about needs active support from others, and who better than your SO.

>>736488898
Dude just by reading what you just replied got my angry as ALL FUCKS now I wanna kill that bitch

>>736488627
It's okay op I think a lot of people get that feel. It's not trivial if it's bothering you. But if getting hung up on it bothers you then talk to your girl about this. Seriously, girls talk about how they don't like guys talking about past ex's but forget there are guys that hate that too...
You open up about this tho it might give you some points with her that you're willing to get deeper in relationship talks

I know a phrase that if typed unto google images gives you cheese pizza. Not nudist shit. I fap to this regularly

>>736479420
I have a dangerous rape fetish. When I was 15 my older brother's friend raped me in his car. It was horrible but at the same time I was turned on by it. I never told anyone but over the years I kept fantasizing about it and how I wanted to be forcefully raped again. For the last two years I've been purposefully putting myself in dangerous situations to get myself raped. Most of the time I end up getting beat up or mugged but I've been lucky a few times. I feel like shit for enjoying it but the thought of having someone forcing themselves on me drives me crazy...

>>736488898
see, thats different.

someone you're with comparing you to your ex, or saying they miss them is one thing.

the guy you're replying to cant handle the fact that she's ever had feelings for someone else. she's not saying that she misses them or still loves them, just that at some point in her life she had feelings for someone else.

my girlfriend is like that guy and it shits me off. she gets irrationally angry about the fact I had girls before her. I'm not with them, but she just gets angry that they existed.

>>736489091
Man but it is embarrasing to talk about it with her. I've never done it but I don't have the balls to ask her to not say anything related with ("hearing my girl was/is/will be happy with other fucker") that lol it would look like I'm a possesive fuck

>>736488627
Sounds like an insecurity issue, props on recognizing how irrational it is.For starters, stop putting the concept of love on a pedestal (I blame Disney and entertainment as a whole) It's just your mind trying to make sense of the hormones that are trying to make you raise kids with somebody. Maybe just do some soul searching, really contemplate the nature of people having pasts (and likely futures) separate from one another, and the fleeting nature of human relationships

>>736489108
>>736489229
There's a difference between that somebody existed before us/her and the fact that they're bragging and shoving them down our throats .

>>736489210
oh, its this copypasta again

>>736489122
Fuck man you really got me there! I feel better now, yeah I might talk about it with her some time before it fucks our relationship I'm very sentitive about it but dude she is not over her ex she has never compared me to him, I don't even know who he is, but gets me angry. Thanks man I'll talk to her.

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spent 5 years in heaven, and its everything you people imagine it to be and more.

>picture totally totally totally non-related.
>like, seriously guys.

>>736479468
cool

>>736489229
If that's the case then he should probably get with a virgin, plow her, & she'll always remain devoted. If she breaks up with him she'll still try to go back to him like every other girl seems to do.
Seems harsh to say but when haven't you met a girl that had her first love/sexual experience not mention still loving them?

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>>736479420
I'm gay

>>736489229
Dude fuckkkkk I'm shaking of how angry I am. Now that you're making me see it from your perspective it looks very stupid. Are you talking about your ex like at least once daily? Or even mention her? I have many many exs but I'm not talking ocasionally talking about them.

>>736480394
why would he murder him?

>>736481730
wow that sucks

>>736482148
ya

>>736488898
You're picking up unstable bitches that use the next guy to get over the previous. Are you using a dating site or app? It goes without saying, but don't try to build anything serious with these chicks, men are crutches to them, so not only with they be codependent, but some have a surprising ability to cheat. I guess it's like securing potential backup crutches. They will certainly line up your replacement before ever leaving you, and whine about you to the next guy
>tl;dr these are damaged girls. run. avoid online dating

>>736489480
>If that's the case then he should probably get with a virgin,
interestingly, the gf I'm talking about with the issues was a virgin before me. I think that might be the issue, she cant put herself in the same position of having more than one partner in her life.

>when haven't you met a girl that had her first love/sexual experience not mention still loving them?
honestly? in my experience they usually have mixed feelings where they fondly remember the time but recognise that they made shitty choices.

>>736489571
>Are you talking about your ex like at least once daily? Or even mention her
nope, I avoid the fuck out of the topic since its' been years now and I know how angry it makes her.
But if I broke up with my current gf, I'd be mentioning her pretty regularly. because I've spent like 5 years with her, she's been there for a huge chunk of my life and a lot of shit I'd be talking about. I've been to like 8 countries with her, all my anecdotes for the last 5 years have kind of involve her.

>>736489391
Glad to help my guy.

>>736489571
True, stupid wores are like "daily reminder that I had an ex and he was like this, he did that to me which I really lobed about him, he would call me this and that, take me there and I was sooo in love with him. Oh, and we are best friends now".

I instantly lost respect for the girl who said she is now best friends with her ex now (no boundaries, lack of values, etc) and told her not to text me ever again.

>>736489198
Share ?

>>736484870
> 8yrs.
its not even worth it at that point

>>736489279
Yeah dude I am really insecure. You really made me think. So I shouldn't say anything about it to her? What if she takes it like a normal thing and talks about her ex forever? I really like this girl yo

I've been using a third-party Snapchat application to send horny sluts the cocks of a man that's x3 my length; all to get nudes.

I have an uncle who does yoga.

>>736487765
are parents supposed to know every person you fuck?

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>>736480910
>her mouth belly

>>736489788
Politely tell her it bothers you

>>736487052
cool

>>736489852
Underage is the word I tried to avoid.

my first boyfriend was 27 when I was 12.

now... im a male.

>sorry if that ruins your fap,

I once found an unconscious girl upstairs at a party and raped her. She started waking up and freaking out so I punch her really hard in the temple and knocked her out. I finished inside her, stole her panties and some money from her purse locked the room she was in and got the fuck out of there.

>>736487553
did you make those pants yourself

>>736489999
>>736490000
holy shit checked

I guess you are both absolved of your deeds

>>736486396
MY DUDE YES FUCK HAVING KIDS

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>>736490000
no, parents got them from some medical supply. They've got this crap on the back. it's one piece

>>736489999
Police didn't find your sperm in her ?

>>736489210
>Most of the time I end up getting beat up or mugged
hahahah

>>736489429
tell us more

>>736489947
are parents always supposed to know when kids under 18 have sex?

>>736483887
When you say "not by choice, won't go into detail, don't believe me" you have to post text, also if it's shitty I hope you get better but post story nerd

>>736489999
>>736490000
whew lad

>>736490079
hahhaha what the actual fuck

>>736490081
Possibly. Happen years ago so the whore either never reported it or there was too many different DNA in her cunt to tell who raped her.

>>736479420
My fall-down drunken aunt used to live with my family when I was 11-14. I figured out by curiosity, molesting then escalating to fucking her that when she finally crashes after drinking, nothing wakes her up until the booze wears off. She sobered up when I was 14 because she got pregnant. She suspects it was me, but I stuck to my story of her semi-regularly having random bar patrons help her into her basement room. So, now I have a cousin that's most likely my daughter. She's 12 now, and is like a cute female clone of me. I'm doing my best to not look at her "that way", but she is flirty and comes over to my apartment a lot. Aunt lives nearby, sending the girl often. I think her intention is to make me help take care of her because she suspects she's my kid, but I'm a perv and I'm getting tempted.

>>736490155
I have, as much as I can.

>>736485713
>>736487553
>>736490079

>>736490179
ya, it's shitty

>>736489762
My girl does not say such things but if she did I would fucking punch her lmao. But no, she mentions her when we're talking about bad realationships like those screenshots on facebook of sick relationships and she says "well that's something my ex used to do... bla bla bla" I always kinly reply but internally fucks me up. WHY would I want to FUCKING know how your ex was?? I'm about to get the address of this fucker and kill him

>>736480394
>go back to house
>live streams the search
>finds body
>????
>Instant /b/ fame
>also profit

>>736489788
>>736489897
I'd qualify it, explain that you don't want to be too jealous/possessive, and that you know it's particularly irrational even as far as jealousy goes, but you're trying to work on it, and would like her to be patient with you and be mindful.

Frankly given how irrational your emotional response is i don't think should be completely protected from it. You need to toughen up and learn to deal with the reality of it, and she needs to be able to mention she's had an ex without having to tiptoe around you.

On a side note, women have a weird response to jealousy/possessiveness in that on some level many want some, and some will tolerate a lot, but more importantly, your level is unhealthy for you to be able to happy and have functional LTRs

>>736479420
I killed a dying kitten with my bare hands as a 14 year old. I still remember the sounds and feeling. That was the second kitten I killed, first one two years prior, stepped on one and snapped it's neck. I picked it up because I didn't know it was dying as it seized and it is another sight that haunts me. It's given me a fear of seizures which my brother has, and it emotionally drains me every time it happens. Why this is included? I'm the one who has delt with every single one of his seizures, mom can't handle it. She calls me her hero, despite the fact that it kills me inside every time I see it. I can't sleep because I listen for the sounds of flopping. It reminds me of the kittens and it terrifies me.

>>736489897
Thanks man next time she says something about her ex I'll tell her. Once I told her something like "Do you think holding to your bad past is really worth it? Just let it go girl let's have our thing blabla" I feel like she should have taken the idea but dude I'm afraid

>>736479420
i spent around 100 bucks on fidget cubes and a fidget spinner yesterday because i'm autistic

I don't remember my first time having sex. I was 11
Really hate myself for it.

Ask if you want to know more

>>736479468
>greentext

>>736489775
'Pimpsandhost' report back

>>736485713
Don't see why people would say you're lying. Shit sucks man, wish you the best, but that doesn't mean shit lol

>>736490232
I'm wondering, do ppl rape drunk girls cause it's easy and you don't want to complicate yourself into a relationship with somone you can fuck probably everyday. Or you juste like putting your dick in a dead body. Or too ugly to find someone so this is the only solution for you.

>>736490236
>fucking your inbred daughter

>>736490339
Let me add that the one I stepped on was accidental. It was meowing because clothes fell on it, and I went to find it and stepped down on it.

>>736490236
was your aunt hot?

>>736490236
Do it.
Your illegitimate daughter might have a thing for you anyway. Mostly because there's an attraction between kids and parents that get reunited.

>>736490372
how can you tell more if you dont remmeber?

>>736490236
are you a redneck?

>>736490397
ya that is how i see it. Everyone has their issues so it's whatever, my story is more unique. most parents don't put their kids in restraints. thanks for being nice.

if you got any more questions or anyone I'll answer

>>736490501
I've seen the video.

>>736490293
Yeah dude all my relations are not as long as I would like them to be. I'm trying to change really I was alone for a lot time drowning in depression. I got out of depression and in the meanwhile I feel like I found some answers to my life (I tried drugs) and then met this girl. And I wanna do things right this time. I really like this girl and our relation in general I would love this to be a really LTR

>>736490501

he's making it up as he goes.

>>736490501
I don't remember my first time.
I know who it was with and it had been going on for a while after that. Can't ask about specifics about the one time though

>>736490563
Kek. not me though

>>736490638
I sure hope you haven't anon. I don't think it got shared.

>>736490457
She was. She got fat while preggy. Used that as an excuse to stay fat. Well, to be fair, she barfed up a lot of her food when she was a complete drunk.
>>736490437
She MIGHT not be my kid.
>>736490461
You are that little devil on one of my shoulders, aren't you?
>>736490508
Nope. I was just a kid going through puberty with a bad moral compass with opportunity pussy. Now, as an adult who tasted taboo sex and a blossoming female hanging around, tempting.

I can maybe help you with that... how best to get in touch ?

888

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I eat my own skin, usually from the hands or feet. Biggest piece I ever ripped off was 80% of the bottom of my big toe, I had to get scissors to cut it off because I couldn't rip it any further without drawing blood. Hurt like a bitch and took a bit over a week to heal back most of it. Is this technically cannibalism? It's myself and not another person so maybe not?

I hooked up with my friend's wife about a year ago. He used to show me pics of her, now she sends them to me herself.

>>736490563
oh that makes sense

>>736484870
don't listen to these other puritanical faggets.
Monogamy is for idiots.

>>736490393
Google this phrase click images

I fucked my sister when I was 16

>>736490688
how does she imply that she suspects its your kid?

I fap to this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HluU_iQCdqo

>>736490372
This is not the same person as
>>736490563

I did like the joke though

>>736490778
yeah cannabalism

>>736490688
Op you honor me by calling me a devil. Just see how things play out and decide. Or rather lead her to decide so it's her choice on what naturally happens.

i smell my feet

>>736490855
Fuck...

Don't die thread I want more advices

>>736490855
Auto cannibalism really

i fap to Isabella Glenfls on jewtube.

wish i could marry her.

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>>736490873
think thats weird when my gran died all of out family had a piece of her flesh to eat. tradition or something from where she grew up.

>>736490920
Is that not as bad? I'd look it up but I'd rather not risk IT seeing me looking that up.

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>>736490848
nice try anon

>>736490855
that would be auto anthropophagy lmao why do you do it?

>>736490237
New thread tho, new people, new stories for us
Please post? Write shit in an encrypted file on a linux usb stick, post when people like me bug you out of curiosity

>>736490778
Self-cannabilism is a thing? I'm not sure if this qualifies but if it does I'll have to be on the same boat with you

>>736491037
Why do you do it?

>>736490984
Well it's not illegal. Finger nail eating is also Auto cannibalism. It's definitely recognized as a disorder though

Self canabalism sounds like self acceptance? Maybe?

>>736479420
I've got caught having sex in a public park with my sister at night once by a close friend.

half of the posts in this thread are mine.

>>736491028
eh I have kik / skype if somebody wanted to know / ask more.

>>736491000 (You)
Nicely done

>>736490983
what in the fuck?
where from?

>>736486140
why the fuck do you want kids you retard. and if you've never been in a relationship, how could you possibly know you want one? You could find out that you actually prefer being alone (although this would be difficult to believe for someone in your situation). It happened to me.

>>736491006
I don't really know why? When I was little in like grade two I used to lick my hands constantly because "they were salty". Teachers mentioned it to parents and after a few years I finally stopped because every time I did it I'd get an annoying comment. But shortly after I started picking my hands, nothing crazy. Then I guess I decided to use my teeth to pick and I just started eating it. .-. Maybe it's like a nervous habit or something I usually do it in public places (not from the feet way to easy to notice)

>>736490984
Google dermatophegia

>>736490366
don't try to rationalize your feelings on the matter so much, try to have a little perspective on the matter. I can't help but notice how eager your responses are when someone enables you and tells you it's fine and just ask her to stop. like you're relieved to hear it's really her bad and not yours, the fact is you've got some serious working on yourself to do if you want relationships to work. as you get older, and hopefully healthier, you might not have the reflexive response of deleting all pics of your ex for example, because you realize that was still a big part of your life, and she was still a dear friend at the time, even if things didn't work out romantically. you should expect exes to have the same option if they are of a mind to do so. you might not be there yet, or ever, but try to remind yourself you could just as easily be there mentally, so your current feelings aren't the ultimate truth

>>736491149
thanks babe

>>736486536
Life is cold and impersonal. Deal with it.

>>736491145
My phone broke and can't log into kik or Skype, sorry S:
Still interested in hearing your story tho

>>736491115
what are the odds? Is your sister hot?

>>736490826
When aunty lived with us, only other guy in the house was her brother (my dad) and she kept noticing my checking her out. She doesn't remember a single "random bar guy" helping her downstairs. She remembers me coming downstairs while she was still drinking to check on her. Mom and Dad also don't remember the random bar guys, but believe me because they "did not raise no family fucking pervert."

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>>736491216
I mean I typed it above but to repeat, I have some behavior issues, mostly ADHD and ODD, got/get violent with my parents, choked my brother out, other shit. and so medication and these are used. People say I'm lying which is fine, it's the internet and easy to but I'm not. I see a therapist but he seems like a weirdo. Haven't toId anyone outside the internet, who think it's a Iie. AImost done Iiving here, couple months. not autistic. If you have questions I'll answer them.

>>736491073
I think I do it just because I like the texture of the skin on my teeth when I chew it. It's a bit chewie for the small pieces that I pull off. I think I favor the skin from my feet more than my fingers because it's a little tougher. I can also get more skin that way and it makes them softer when I do it because of the new skin.

>>736491262
lol whew thats pretty stressful for you i bet

>>736491285
why are you strapped down with your arms free?
doesnt that defeat the purpose?

>>736490079
What is the purpose of these clothes?

Is it to stop you ripping them off?

i once fucked a little boy when i was 11 he was also 11

>>736491195
Samefag who said Google dermatophegia, i believe that might be it.

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>>736491329
it would but I didn't take these photos, people said i was bullshitting so had my brother take some, yes that was awkward as fuck

>>736491353
yes, as far as I know

>>736491285
Ah yeah, I have schizophrenia/dissociative disorder, did fucked up shit when I heard voices lmao
Therapists are always weirdos hahaha
Hope it works out for you

>>736491236
The odds were pretty high considering that I was the one that told him to pick me up at the park after the rave. Didn't think he would actually go into the park to look for me though.

She's alright. I get hard just looking at her so that must mean she's a tiny bit hot.

>>736491438
lol you look 5

>>736491262
>"did not raise no family fucking pervert."
i thought you said you weren't a redneck?

>>736491205
What did you mean with "you could just as easily be there mentally"?. And yeah man, now that you say that I also notice it, what the fuck is wrong with me? I will just stop caring about it, maybe that way she understands it does not amuse me in any way to hear or read about her ex.

>>736491439
thanks
did you take medication too?

>>736491515
fair

>>736479420
I killed a guy and got away with it.

>>736490863
Now I know you are him. Only he talks like that. Will the little shoulder angel you argue with speak up too? lol

I raped my sister when I were 15 and she was 14.

>>736491573
story

I used to be an adventurer like you https://youtu.be/ZXqKWL6Sgzo

>>736491294
Yeah sometimes when I'm cutting my nails and I get some firm skin, very plastic-like stuff I just bite it but I don't do it like all the time I'm there just to cut my nails lol

I intentionally do my job wrong so I can keep getting money

>>736491562
Rednecks aren't the only people from that generation to use bad grammer, bad grammer usage by adults is 60% of our people. Rednecks are just sligtly higher.

>>736487734

I was Spartacus

>>736491573

Matthew Broderick?

>>736491573
So which former NFL star are you?

>>736490372
Greentext

>>736491438
So your parents force you to wear these clothes but don't tell you why? Have you asked them why? Are you interested in knowing why you wear them? Do you have a history of ripping off your clothes?

>>736491578
No, because I murdered him so you're clear for landing. Go make us proud you degenerate!

>>736489828

Hardcore

>>736491758
because of restraints I rely on diapers, which I don't want to wear, which I was pulling off (as much as I could), parents got butthurt, started wearing these.

>>736491438
jebus.
I don't know what to say to you Strapfag.
Who restrains you at night? your mom?

>>736490339
I get seizures from time to time... its not fun. One by one your faculties & senses fade as your mind screams for it all to stop. Always abruptly ending in a somber sort of feeling.
Our 10yr old dog had pneumonia like symptoms and died on fathers day, had complications with her heart being x2 the size which caused a partial tracheal collapse & lead to pneumonia. The vet told us to see a specialist just to figure out how to proceed with curing her. 15 mins from the vet she just started panicking causing a heart attack. Her last cries and how she seized up and twitched.. Its honestly all i can think about now, I've had these seizures yearly 1-4 tops about 26 years now. Doc just says to go to the emergency room when it happens. pfft yeah right, sure ok lady. TLDR seizures & death suck but they aint too bad. The Void loves us all :D

>>736479420
I bought WinRar...

>>736491438
where do you live? you can get emancipated at 16 if u get a job in the USA

>>736491571
The medication (haloperidal, risperadol) [spelling is bad, but anti-schizo drugs] send me into dystonia/EPS or essentially your muscles spasm and fight against you and can't move, fall over spasming
Not very fun, doesn't even look like a dance move so I couldn't pass it off as humor

>>736491582
Story

>>736491915

are you rich?

>>736479420
I want to live forever and use what ever means possible to achieve this.

>>736491678
> Rednecks aren't the only people from that generation to use bad grammer, bad grammer usage by AMERICAN adults is 60% of our people. Rednecks are just sligtly higher.

ftfy. and it's grammar.

>>736487743
Looking for a wife is even harder if you're a virgin. Sort that part out first.

>>736491310
Yep. I keep coming up with reasons to not "clear myself" with a DNA test. Once the statuate of limitations-child support laws no longer apply, I will submit to the DNA test. If it shows I am the dad (very likely), I will say "Oops, I was a kid, sorry."

>>736485713
>AImost done Iiving here
Are you moving out of home?

Also, how old are you?

>>736491886
both parents. faster to do it, easier to do it. I did laugh at the nickname anon - so you made my night, ty

>>736491916
But close to of age, shouIdn't I wait it out?

>>736491934
sounds awful

>>736491438
Is this legal?

>>736487743
Depends how old you are. 30+ women, usually single moms, are very easy to find and they'll marry anyone.

>>736492070
yes, as long as it's monitored and not life threatening.

>>736491569
like, try to give yourself perspective. remind yourself that feelings change over time so they aren't gospel. have you ever gotten over an ex? when my first gf dumped me I was devastated for a while. when i broke up with my second gf I was emo for a while, but then I sat and thought about it. I remembered how, strong, how "real" my feelings for my first were at the time, but now I'm like "fuck her, she was a lying cunt anyway, I'm much better off without her".

Really examining that whole concept helped me get over my 2nd easy, and I went out and got a bj from the nearest skank and moved on with life. Granted I've gotten infatuated and "lovesick" over people since, but contemplating the transient and immaterial nature of emotions has really helped me deal with both women and serious bouts of depression. best of luck anon, I know you'll get to a better place in time

>>736492048
Eh, at least I can stop taking meds that don't help, you know? Schizo meds fuck the brain up, not being on them is horrible due to chemistry

>>736492106

Are you sure? Surely they can only do it for good reason. Like, you can't just strap down a kid whenever you feel like it for no reason

>>736492070
Yes, as long as you cream in his ass.

>>736492184
Sold.

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Here is a story about how I killed my mother and made my father abandon me.

My parents both shared a love story compared to Romeo & Juliet. My mother and father were in different societies and by law it was forbidden for both of them to see each other and if any one from either family found out they would be killed. They took the risk anyway. Mother had an 8 year age difference to father.

Once my mother got pregnant my grandma (father's side) found out about their secret relationship and started to send death threats to my mother and talk badly about her to other family members. Because of this father decided it was best to leave my mother alone with me. As months were closing in till my birth my mother was thinking of aborting me or just committing suicide due to being alone and having a baby that isn't wanted. Before she was about to abort me she stumbled upon a church were people have received blessing from God such as having visions. Anyways, there was this little kid who told my mother that she mustn't abort the baby. She was not only shocked that a child who she didn't knew could predict what she was about to do.

A few months go by and now that she has listened to that 'blessed kid' I am born into this world with a single mother. During my young schooling days in private school my mother would occasionally flee from home to go clubbing and spend time with potential lovers who were abusive. At the age of 5, I can recall one of her lovers pouring hot water over my mother and smashing my PS2 in front of me. Another time, I woke up to my mother yelling from across the bedroom. I quietly entered the room and just saw sex for the first time. I later got used to it as it happened on a regular basis. Moving on....

Continue?

>>736492172
I mean it's almost aIways because I've done something.
they report it each time (length, reason)
my therapist knows about it

I'd imagine it's legal.

>>736479420
i raped my ex girlfriend anally

>>736479420
I did oral with my sister when we were 7-9 years old

I've made meth, phet, morphine and heroin

I've offered people 200,000 to kill my parents and sister

I've fucked my best friends mother

I've made two g/fs have three abortions
One more was lost in a bar fight, I was so fucking happy (we were separated at the time)

AMA and I'll tell you.

>>736492039
Yeah that sounds like a good plan lol
This story is hot as fuck

>>736492155
well you could try standing up to them. most teens do drugs and party at night. this is like extreme grounding.

>>736492224
Continue plox

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>>736480300
It may be funny to you, but other people get tired of the same joke after 100 times, Cletus.

>>736492330 shit this was meant for >>736492155

>>736492224
Post it all or don't post it at all
I'm so fucking sick of you faggots asking continue?? After every motherfucking post

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>>736484870
Bravo sir

>>736492294
Heroins easy as shit. What was your tek for morphine tho?

>>736492048
(from >>736491886)
You're welcome.
Honestly, I feel pretty terrible for you and this is the most interesting topic in the thread, you deserve a bit of /b/ fame, so you're now Strapfag.

You seem to be dealing pretty well though tbh.

>>736492237
You seem very placid for someone who is in this difficult situation. I hope your situation improves and wish you the best

>>736492224
the ps2 is always the last straw

>>736492224
>illegal for people to see each other
>throwing hot water
Are Muslims even human?

>>736492330
Oh I had to take schizo meds since my parents sent me to a psych ward for arguing lmao
Anyways, I've done a shit ton of drugs (heroin, morphine, oxy, meth, adderall, dexedrine, klonopin, shrooms, lsd, weed, alcohol, poppy pods) so I'm used to drugs, due to fucked up back, add, anxiety, but schizo meds sucks
Also if you accidentally replied to me that's okay lol

>>736492475
Honestly, I didn't give two shits until the PS2 got introduced.

>>736492506
i also read indian/muslim into that story

>>736492437
>>736492456
I wasn't a year ago, trust me, many nights of issues but you get used to it, it's a weird situation to be in but they look worse to you because you're new ... i've seen it and been in it for so Iong that i'm not shocked. Plus I'm cIose to being abIe to move on so I have some positive. You guys have been nice, esp since this is /b/

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I like bond films

>>736492399
You turn morphine into heroin...
Easy, I only did this for something to do.
Only drug I made for money was phet, it's kinda hard but my friend was a speed freak and once I had made it successfully, I sold him all the equipment and showed him what to do.
He asked for lsd25 but I aint got time or money for that shit.
Pyridine was the hardest part though to answer the question, could not buy it so had to make it. Fuckin' stink the house house out so moved to the greenhouse.

>>736492115
Fuck man. thanks for cheering me up. I'll start working on it, you've already cleared my mind now I was really pissed for some hours ago. I'm not seeing it from a different point of view. Really mind changing. I'll work on it I promise tomorrow I'll fix everything up with her and I hope everything will get better and better. thanks everyone!

>>736492506
>>736492579
>Church where people received blessing from God

I fap to boku no pico every night and when my dick's fully erect my 6 year old son comes in and sucks it

>>736485649
uh, I also fall for others, while I am in two (polyamorous) relationships with two awesome guys. I can also tell them about it, since we are not monogamous. but since they are awesome and I always feel like I miss something I am searching elsewherer it is very annoying (especially cause I can have all of that with them)

>>736492610
I'll always remember you strapfag! Thanks for making /b/ memorable. Goodnight

>>736492685
>Christianity is only in America
You are a goddamned genius anon

>>736492702

i know people lie here all the time for the lulz, but this would be hilarius if it was real.

>>736492645
>>736492399
Also while making phet I gave myself mercury poisoning from mercury nitrate II that I left in my bedroom window, lol, for two months it fumed and for the final week I was batshit insane, spent three nights in hospital, trying not to explain how I got poisoned by mercury fumes, lol, fucked up week.

>>736492610
Why do you get to "move on"? Are you moving out? Getting a job?

>>736492711
>I always feel like I miss something I am searching elsewhere
thats a good way to describe it.

My life is pretty alright, I'm not unhappy with my relationship. there are just so many great people out there and I keep falling for them.

>>736492224
i literally waited
now i just think youre a lying faggot
fuck you

>>736491940
Well, I'm not proud of it, but here it goes:

Back when I was 15 I used to be horny 24/7. I jacked off like two to three times a day and it wasn't enough. I got the feeling that regular porn didn't satisfy me any longer, and without any sexual experience, I wanted to get laid and fast.

The thing is that my sister was gorgeous (a 9/10 body): she was a little thick, and had enormous boobs and a huge ass for a girl of her age. I found her very sexy, and even masturbated a couple of times thinking of her.

A couple of weeks went by, and my parents decided to head to our summer cottage for the weekend. Me, my sister and my little brother all stayed in home, since we usually got bored to death when we went with them. That friday evening is when I got the most twisted idea I've ever had: I decided to sneak into the bathroom, wait for my sister to go to shower, then rape her.

Once my sister came in the bathroom, she locked the door, and started taking her clothes off. Even though I initially planned to "attack" when she got in the shower, my cock was rock hard, and I knew I couldn't wait for that long. As soon as she had taken her clothes off, and was heading towards the shower, I charged from the towel closet (in which I was hiding) and grabbed her from behind.

She got startled and was confused. Before she could do anything much, I threatened to beat her ass up is she screamed. Even though my little brother was playing on his PlayStation on the other side of the house, I didn't want to take risks. She attempted struggling, but thanks to my large size and a considerable amount of muscle, I held her in place. I turned her around and pressed her upper body against the sink. I whispered into her ear that I would kill her if she told our parents about this.

Part 2?

>>736492315
Now I know you have an aunt you want to fuck. ;) Degenerates unite!

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>>736492746
ty, night!

>>736492798
moving out, I hope!

one last picture since somebody asked if it chafes, it's pretty soft inside, best photo I have of it.

>>736492912
no im done waiting you fucking faggot either post or dont ask

>>736492955
Night dude
Hope moving out works out for you!

>>736492955
You can do it man, keep seeing the therapist (I see one too, none of them are perfect), change therapist if needed, take meds if they recommend it, you'll be out of those straps in no time.

Did anyone google that phrase?

>>736492955
ITS A GRIL

>>736485713
>not autistic
uses I as small L

My password is sucemesboulesfdp1989

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>>736492224
Being 7 years old, I had not noticed, but I was attending the same school as my cousins from my father's side. They were fun to play with and all, but a after a while I met with my grandmother who hated my mother. My mother was shocked to see that the old hag apologised to her for all that she had done. 4

Whilst, I was playing cops and robbers with my cousins in the garden my mother calls me to come to the living room. In the room, was family from both sides of the societies. Strangely enough they were being friendly towards each other. Out of nowhere, hands seem to cover my eyes and a masculine voice says 'Hello son, long time no see.' It was my biological father! He takes his hands away and picks me up. I look at his face for a few seconds and request that he puts me down. At this point, his facial expression has changed from a vibrant smile to a forced smile.

My mother and a few of the family members suggest that we talk privately. Up in my grand mother's guest room my father and I are locked in. We were made to talk so that I could believe he was my real father. He shows me a mirror and says "Son, I know that this is hard to believe, but I am your biological father." I reply with "No, you're not my real dad. Anon (one of my mother's drunk lovers is". This conversation went for over an hour with both of us screaming our lungs out.

With no progress my mother opened the door and took me away while crying. I have now been abandoned by my bio father. News on the block is that he found another partner and is living happily ever after, but I know deep down he isn't happy. That is how I was abandoned by father. The End.

Due to my mom having daddy issues she has had terrible relationships with men especially older dudes that are 20 years older than her. She has been catfished, exploited and humilated many times in her life because of daddy issues.

Continue?

>>736493127
Agreed
Therapists are just people
Also, only thing I disagree with, on a personal note, is ask them what drugs they recommend, read Wikipedia (side effects, interactions, etc) and then decide for yourself if it's worth it

>>736493205
My password for everything is:
q[]''][#[q
On a UK keyboard it's a nice rhythm, might feel a little odd on a US

Stop posting 'continue ?' shit you attention fags

>>736493136
no it's a boy!
i promise! does kinda seem boobies there but nah

>>736493127
I can try!

>>736492830
well. my analysis so far is that I want a really intense love thing. maybe it is what all people want (not sure), but a lot of people are also okay with a bit less. I am not and I can't change it. it is not that I do not love my boyfriends, I do in a way. but it does not feel like 100% commitment and depending on each other, which is in poor woords kind of what I want. but I am kind of gaga and so it can never work, since I feel very intense in the short-run and as soon as things get difficult or less intense, I lose a lot of affection (not immediately maybe, but ultimately). you experience some of my described effects?

>>736492702

Some fuck put that on here and I googled it to find out what it was and now I'm pretty sure I'm on a cp watchlist.

>>736490372
>I don't remember
>Ask if you want to know more
About how you don't remember?

>>736492955
looks like a solid bdsm setting

Passwords should be statements not random letters/numbers/symbols
Since they can be cracked easier with programs/computers than phrases
"Large Horse Cock 12">"adgzjzjallllldhzhz26e$"
Computers don't understand phrases, they crack by random chance

>>736493217
>Continue?
Go to hell you piece of shit

>>736492912
>>736493016
Okay, okay.

After I had pressed my sister against the sink, I went in, robbing us both from our virginities. It hurt like hell, but I forced my rock-hard boner deeper into her tight pussy. I started pounding like there was no tomorrow, adrenaline rushing through my head like crazy. I kept going for around a minute while my sister cried. Once I felt like my climax was coming, I pulled out my cock and came on her ass cheeks. I had never felt such pleasure before.

My divine feeling lasted only for a short moment. A few seconds after, I started realizing what I had done. My sister was still in place, crying, and I saw my cum run down her ass.

Unbearable regret came to me, and I fled from the bathroom to my solitude. However, I still reminded her that I would do it again and then kill her if she told about this to anyone.

Luckily for me, my sister never told our parents. My sister, however hasn't been the same since. She has been more quiet, more lonely, and eve though I have not done it again, she still doesn't speak to me unless it is absolutely mandatory. This "new her" was quite scary for some time: I had nightmares about her killing me as a revenge.

Nowadays I do not live with my parents and siblings anymore, so I'm not quite sure how she is holding up. I guess she has gotten better, but our relationship is probably ruined forever.

>>736493217
Jesus this isn't a publishing company it's /b/ .
Wtf are you doing?

>>736492955
dubs chenquieh

Strapfag, you've mentioned that you 'do stuff'.
Can you control yourself not to do those things?
When you move out, are you reasonably confident you're gonna be able to control yourself?

>>736493307
>you experience some of my described effects?
I get where you're coming from, but I think it's a bit different from me.

that burning rush early on is an amazing feeling ,where you cant get somebody out of your head.

Aside from that, I need to be needed. I need my partner to need me so badly they dont think they could live without me. Even if I don't feel as strongly about them, I crave that feeling of being the centre of someones world.

I don't know quite how that links to the falling for people but I think it does. clearly I have a bit of damage going on there. Maybe I'm just always searching for that perfect relationship where I feel the same about them as they do about me. maybe I'm just greedy and want all the love I can possibly have. I don't know.

>>736493313
fucken pedo

>>736493623

IT WAS YOU REEEEEEEEEE

>>736493495
christ anon... we get it. it irritates you. stfu already.

>>736493524
I think she should kill you during your shower :3

>>736493679
Luckily I do not live in home anymore, but I guess I would deserve that.

>>736493547
lack of better term, my outbursts. I use to have them often throughout the day. With therapy, medication, and yeah maybe the restraints some too I'm probably down to a couple issues a week. Sometimes more / sometimes less. So yes if I stick to a good plan post moving out I should be fine.

The alternative is I end up in jail or some ward. Parents won't always be there so I've gotta learn to do some stuff on my own. I'm not being honest when I say I'm moving right out, I'm moving right out after I graduate so a little more than a year but we are close.

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>>736493217
At the end of the failed relationships she breaks down and attempts consume rat poison. Around the year of 2005 she began going to church 'special churches' these were the ones where people would speak in tongues and be possessed by the holy spirit. As we first set foot into these special churches I noticed that each time we visited my mother was different in personality.

My previously caring and loving mother has turned into a person who is obsessed with God. We started to wear crosses, have crosses placed in the house and posters of Jesus Christ in each room of the house it was horrifying as a kid having Jesus watching you as you sleep, however I later got used to it.

My mother is consumed by the holy spirit and hardly cares about my own well being. I ran away from home and went over to my friend's house to play some ps2 games. She didn't return home until the next day. She made up an excuse that she had to stay over at church.You could have at least told someone to watch over me whilst you are to absorbed with God. This became a regular thing and happens today as we speak.

I know have two step sibling with two different fathers. I hardly have a social life because I have to watch over them.

By having my father abandon me I have in turn killed my mother''s previous self. Now she is a mindless slave for God. The End.

>>736493678
Maybe it's different people because lots of people are FUVKING sick of it.
Also fuck you

>>736493679
Me too

>>736493737
My best suggestion is that you take it slow. You seem to have a fairly rational outlook atm, so take small steps on your way out.
Also... props for recognising honesty in yourself.

>>736493745
>asks continue??? Every fucking post
>posts anyway even when people say no
Fuck you so fucking much

I had an ex of 6 years who told me his secret so I'll tell it to you guys.
When he and his cousin (ages 7&3) were at their grandmothers house he essentially raped her.
I say 'essentially' because at the time he didn't know what he was doing and he'd either insert himself in her or finger her.
I remember asking him if she knew or remembered what happened but he'd say he never got a feeling that she did. He also didn't like talking about it a lot but I assumed at times that he might have done more than that or even realized what it was he made her do.

>>736493564
not sure how different we are:

- I also fell like I need to be needed, but I wish mostly for mutually needing each other (that is what I meant with "dependance"). maybe we are different it that point then
- I have a hypothesis how that is linked to falling for people: I guess we unconciously (by really feeling it) offer "them" something by falling for them, like signalining that they should put all their hope in us
- guess we both are searching for something "perfect" (maybe not perfect, but perfect for us)

>>736493877
I am sure you can find some way to get over it.
The whole interwebs isn't gonna bow down to your whims, you might as well get used to it.
It's like when you're driving... people, in general, are fucking stupid, ignorant, careless, assholes, or some combination of them all. Getting angry only makes one person angry. guess who?

continue?

>>736493745
Logan?

>>736493894
true, trying to. I went from every night in them to every couple of nights so progress! but it's easy to want to rush because you go from super restriction to less and less and it gets harder to be restricted then you get dropped back.

>>736494003
>continue?
I'm going kick you in the groin

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>>736494004
What about Logan?

>>736494018
I'd say it's pretty much impossible for normalfags to understand your situation at all.
During your outbursts, are you able to identify that you are actually behaving erratically?

It is different people.
Go back to AOO or wattpad with that continue garbage fag