I'm a guy that was raped by what used to be my closest friend.

>>736378417
did her pussy hurt your feelings?

How big was his dick?

>>736378417
>I'm a guy that was raped
by definition no you're not

>>736378417
what happened next time you saw him (still friends)?

OP here,

it was a guy

>>736378904
Unfortunately in a lot of municipalities this faggot is 100% correct

>>736378417
Are you a dude?

>>736378947
It happened over night, next time I saw him was waking up at his house.

>>736379076
Were you drugged?

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>>736378881
Average length, really wide.

>>736379380
We both had a tiny bit to drink and smoked hella pot.

Did you like it

>>736379076
but, i mean -- how did you interact after that? did you stay friends? or were you like, fuck that?

>>736378417
Do you still talk to him?
I was raped by a guy in high school. It was awkward, but I didn't want to admit anything, so I still talked to him and pretended to be on good terms with him.

>>736379070
>"I'm a guy that..."

>>736378417
What were you wearing at the time?

>>736379840
It was very unpleasant and painful.

>>736379841
I'm kinda awkward and not very good at talking. So I tried to avoid him afterwards but he insisted we stayed friends. He ended up raping me multiple times across the span of six months.

>>736379875
Not currently. Did for about a year afterwards.

>>736380003
Was wearing black skinny jeans and a tank top.

>>736379000
Did you enjoy it?

>>736380178
It was very painful.

I'll be honest and admit I'm bisexual, but that didn't make it any less awful.

>>736380151
Is that dude gay? Or just wanted to fuck with you...?

>>736380151
>It was very unpleasant and painful.
But did you cum?

How'd it go down? Did he force you to blow him or did he rape you in the ass?

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>>736380151
>>736378417
how often do you think about it whilst masturbating.

>>736380278
So he held you down and forced his dick in your ass while you said no and he just rammed it in there anyway? Did he use lube?

>>736380311
No idea. Probably gay.

>>736380318
First time I didn't, few of the other times he gave me a blowjob and couldn't help but finish.

>>736380394
It all started from a little wrestling while we were high and trying to fall asleep. Can do green text if requested to.

>>736380455
I am ashamed to say I have.

>>736380491
It was kinda a bit more complex, but essentially, first time, yeah. But no lube unless you count spit.

>>736380786
>Can do green text if requested to.
Consider this a request.
Green text that shit.

Have you had relationships since?

Green text time.
>Let's call him J.
>It was a casual night between J and I, staying up all night playing games and watching movies.
>We usually get high during these nights.
>This particular night J decides to hold back a bit on getting fried.
>Eh, whatever, more for me.
>I need to add here that J is a very cocky guy. He is somewhat fit and thinks he's a lot more muscular than he is.
>Either way, J manages to be a lot more muscular than I am. I'm all skin and bones, weighing in at 134lbs at 5'7
>He has a habit of showing off his muscles, even to me.
>I've known him since childhood so I'm used to it and try to play along to avoid hurting him.
>He tells me I should bulk up, and asks me to try and lift these 25lb weights he has.
>I struggle immensely and get embarrassed as he hardly struggles at all with them.
>We get on the subject of physique through all this and end up dicking around and wrestling.
>He obviously wins, but, instead of just pinning me and getting up as per usual, this time he pins my wrists really hard on the ground.
>He leans in a bit and I freak out and I ask him what he's doing.
>"Do you find me atteactive, anon?"

continue?

>>736381644
I tried to once after, but I honestly feel like he tore away any masculinity I had left.

>>736381724
>continue?
Yes, yes, you're getting to the good part.

>>736381724
This story really got me, please continue OP

>>736381724
yes, getting intense

wait are you gay?

Continued

>I didn't respond at all, I felt the vibe he was sending out, and wanted nothing of it.
>"I think you do. I mean, you're hard, aren't you?"
>His lower legs wrapped around me a bit tighter and he grinded on me a bit.
>I was diamonds, but who wouldn't be after being pinned down and being so close to someone?
>I was pretty much too shocked to speak. This guy was always so alpha that I hadn't even thought about the possibility of him being bisexual or gay.
>J leans in more kissing me.
>I reject the kiss multiple times, and finally tell him
>"Please don't do this."
>Guess how well that worked? Not at all.
>Suddenly he uses one of his hands to hold my head somewhat still and force kisses me.
>This was the point where I realized it's pretty much over. I'm not at all strong enough to fight him, and doing so would only make it even more painful.
>I kiss back somewhat hoping it'll eventually make him stop.
>I was very wrong.
>He lifts up, and moves a bit forward, sitting on my chest.
>I feel his erection through his shorts.
>J stands a bit and pulls hit shorts and boxers down enough to reveal his dick.
>ohshitimsoraped.jpg

cont. ?

>>736382749
Didn't know I was bisexual at the time.

>>736383036
Always continue OP.

>>736378417
Would you ever let him rape you again?

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>>736383036
continue, but fuckin hell dude
makes you wonder how long that shit's been repressed

>>736383104
so you were a straight guy wearing a tank top?

>we share a moment of kinda awkward silence as he strokes his cock somewhat close to my face.
>"will you blow me?" J asks.
>"can we please stop?" I reply.
>He responds negatively to this, scooting up a bit more before his cock is literally an inch away from my mouth.
>"Come on, just do it."
>I open my mouth to reply and he shoves his cock inside it.
>I pretty much accepted fate here and blew him for a few minutes.
>He pulls out of my mouth and stands up.
>"Sit up, on your knees."
>I do as I am told and sit on my knees. Little do I know this is where things get really uncomfortable.

cont. ?

Where do you work?

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>>736383528
>Yes, please continue.

>>736383291
No.

>>736383338
It was kind of an awful realization considering my family hates gay people. I don't hate them personally, but they're frowned upon in my parents house.

A tiny bit of info, I'm currently 19 living alone.

>>736383479
His house is hot, I originally was wearing a hoodie with a tank top as an undershirt.

>>736383528
I feel like this is something I'd want to happen to me but immediately regret wanting upon happening to me.
and yes

>>736383577
I work as a freelance artist and also work part time at a local retail store.

>>736378417
Did you ever cum while he was fucking your ass?

>>736378417
You mean closet friend.

>>736383528
Please continue?

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>>736383528
Don't leave me hanging OP.

>J puts his cock in my mouth again, this time a bit rougher though.
>I gag multiple times.
>It goes on for a few minutes that felt like forever.
>I sort of adapt and don't gag as much.
>He takes this as a signal to advance.
>J grabs my hair (I sleep in a ponytail but usually wear my hair in a bun or down.)
>Pulls me off his cock then pushes me 10x harder onto his cock.
>I gag over and over and eventually almost fall onto my back from my knees.
>J grabs my head very hard.
>"Stick your tongue out."
>I knew what was coming next. Or should I say cumming?
>He strokes his cock for half a minute then cums on my face and tongue.
>"Lick it up and swallow it."
>I do so, the taste wasn't terrible, but it wasn't exactly good either.
>I suck him off a bit more to cleanup.
>He goes and lays down on the bed we shared.
>I head to the bathroom and cry for a minute or so.
>I use the restroom and come back out to find him half asleep.
>I decide to just go to bed and try and never think about this ever again.
>Just as I'm about to fall asleep I feel his erection rubbing up against my butt.

cont.

Sorry, I've only been using 4chan for about three months and am a trash newfag.

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>>736384316
That cliff "hanger", please continue?

>>736384316
>"the bed we shared"
R e d F l a g

>>736384316
You should've left his house OP. Anyways continue?

Waitwaitwait

You shared a bed with this dude? Who shares a bed with someone that they aren't already fucking?

>>736384316
Why not just finish the story?

>>736384593
Not OP but for example I share a bed with my male best friend. We are both straight as fuck. That is just the living situation we are in. Imagine Frank and Charlie from Always Sunny but in real life

>>736384316
You could say he was an "ass".

>>736378904
Lol you are the worst kind of person
AVoiceForMen.com

>I audibly gasp, hoping he didn't hear me.
>J gets up real close and spoons me from behind.
>His hand goes from my shoulder to my face.
>I feel his finger inch over to my mouth.
>He forces a finger in my mouth and makes me relive the blowjob all over again, but this time, with his large fingers.
>The entire time this happened he was practically dry humping me.
>I feel him head for my waist and he tries to unbutton my jeans.
>He struggled with it for a minute then finally unbuttoned them.
>He unzipped my pants shortly after then yanked down on them.
>He then pulled down my boxers so that my ass was exposed.
>His cock was pulled from his shorts yet again.
>It rubs up near my ass for a while.
>He teased me with it over and over.
>I hear him spit into his hand and stroke his cock.
>He then began to finger my ass, trying to I guess lube it up with spit a little?
>Full throttle cock into my ass after some fingering.

Not exactly comfortable going on from this point because it was insanely painful and resulted in me crying from pain and shame.

>>736384593
It was a couch that pulled out into a bed. We just shared it on sleepovers. I don't know why he didn't sleep alone. It wasn't very gay till he made it gay.

>>736384316
>ck for half a minute then cums on my face and tongue.
>>"Lick it up and swallow it."
>>I do so, the taste wasn't terrible, but it wasn't exactly good either.
>>I suck him off a bit more to cleanup.
>>He goes and lays down on the bed we shared.
>>I head to the bathroom and cry for a minute or so.
>>I use the restroom and come back out to find him half asleep.
>>I decide to just go to bed and try and never think about this ever again.
>>Just as I'm about to
this is either a tumblr bitch or a fag

To answer some questions that have been asked or will be, I'll do so here.

>Why not leave his house instead of accepting the cock?
No car at the time. I didn't live far away but I'm scared to walk home at night.

>Sharing beds...?
We only did so from a pull out bed in a couch on sleep over nights.

>Why didn't you resist more wtf
I wasn't sure what I wanted. I was high, had a little bit to drink, and am not a very strong person.

>>736385273
To be fair, it most likely seems unlikely true because I left out a lot of info, but I'm a slow typer and am new to 4chan.

As for the taste, I don't mind the taste of semen.

More importantly, he ended up at some point blackmailing me over this. I wasn't about to throw away my dignity.

>>736385133
Did he ever cum in your ass?

>>736385630
No. He ended up cumming on my face again.

>>736385711
I am talking about on the multiple times he has raped you?

>>736385838
Still no, he never finished inside me. Dunno why, but he never did.

If you want anymore info or have any other questions, I can post a throwaway email.

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>>736385711
Sorry that happened to you, mate. Find yourself someone to take care of ya. Unless you plan on killing him, all you can do is move on. Good luck.

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>>736385935
I don't think killing him is the solution.

This happened a bit ago and I nowadays just try and avoid thinking about it.

Thank you for the encouragement, by the way.

>>736385930
did he treat you like a girl or was it always like a guy?

>>736386236
I personally think he treated me like a girl. He didn't hide away from the fact that I was a guy, and the most he made me do was wear thigh highs.

For any more questions or anything really, feel free to contact me. Here's a throwaway email.

[email protected]

>>736379399
Nice dubs

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>>736386650
very quality dubs

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>>736386076
No worries mate, keep on keeping on.

>>736386807
I request more pictures of anime girls smoking.

>>736378417

>tfw best friend keeps coming over and sitting in the middle of my bed and right up against me
>tfw he will never make a move

i just want him to hold me. maybe one night he'll at least sleep over

>>736386917
rip wish you could've traded spots with me.

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>>736386849
Sure thing mate. What's going for you, anon?

>>736386997

well if i was you i wouldnt have sucked his dick or let him fuck me, but yeah, id at least have jerked off wit hthe dude.

>>736387059
playing Persona 5 right now, you?

>>736387088
I know I explained it as if I just kinda let it all happen with little to no resisting. But I left out a lot due to my lack of fast typing.

>>736387266

still tho. im gay but id never let a guy fuck me up the ass, even my dream guy.

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>>736387168
Just got into work like 3 hours ago. Got 5 hours to go, passing the time with you lot. How is it? I've never played persona games but j think Futaba looks cute.

>>736387307
Why not?

Am I the only one here who suspects that a tank top wearing twink that masterbates to this sexual encounter, blew the guy without any actual physical violence, and then returned to a shared bed where he pressed his ass up against his dick, might actually himself be a repressed faggot?

Like i hate to be that guy, but it sounds like you wanted it.

>>736387408

because i dont like stuff in my ass, much less a big dick, and my dream guys dick is exceptionally big from what ive seen.

>>736387411
I mentioned this earlier in a response to a question, but I at the time was not completely sure what I wanted. I was under the influence of a bit of alcohol and a ton of pot. I didn't know what I wanted sexually and there was so much going on so quickly that I was unsure what to say or do.

I need to think through things or else I freak out under pressure.

I can assure you in the end I didn't want it.

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OP...
Just remember to pay more attention to the people that you drink and smoke weed with...
See, shit like this, what i can say is: Blaming yourself, won't help...matter of fact, throwing blame around won't change anything nor solve anything. Learn from it and be honest and give yourself time to see what it all meant to you. Maybe if he was more nice and less aggressive you would had enjoyed yourself...don't feel guilty trying to understand how far the whole thing was good and bad for you. You need to be honest to yourself.
Plus if i was you, i would carry a taser or some non lethal tool that at least gives me something to reach in a moment like that, strength is not just muscles, being prepared is strength too...but that's just IMHO.

In the end man, don't drag yourself into a shitty mind frame, bad things happen and good things can happen to...take care anon.

>>736387405
I have played persona 3-5, some of the best games I've ever played. where do you work ?

>>736387580
Well how is it rape then? Its more like a really gay dude fucked an idiot who gave him (to be generous to you) conflicting messages.

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>>736387642
I'm a personal assistant. Basically take care of this dude who can't really take care of himself. It's a slow day today.

>>736387587
Thank you very much for that. I have learned from it and promptly moved on from it. I don't feel like a huge victim or anything. But I still feel somewhat shameful and afraid to get into relationships.

>>736387752
I can't really claim it's exacrly rape. I don't exactly pull the victim card or say I'm mentally ruined from this.

It was somewhat my fault, but, when I told him multiple times to fucking quit he should have.

That's what makes it rape.

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>>736387752
I don't know about technicalities but he did say no. I ain't a stickler for consent laws, frankly I could give a shit but I think saying no but not physically resisting due to fear or otherwise still makes it count towards rape. If this did happen, give the guy a break.

>>736387763
sweet line of work. where do you get all the smoking pics from btw lmao

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>>736387776
For you to be in a relationship, the other person needs to want to be with you too. And yes, we live in a world full of jerks, so your experience won't change the fact that you may encounter more shitty people...manipulating, aggressive, confused, insecure, distant...you name it, there's always that chance.
but the thing is, if you try and keep going, you can eventually find amazing people. Friends, loved one...just remember to pay attention at people around you. Remember to be honest with yourself and respect those around you...having friends that you can really trust can help a lot anon.
Don't give up when there's still time to go on...or something like that, it's all IMHO.

>>736388145
I have found some good friends and am currently somewhat happy. I am glad I posted this as this was only the second time I even mentioned this to anyone.

I didn't expect /b/ to be so helpful. I fully expected people to be skeptical, but not this helpful. Thank you.

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>>736387937
I'm a smoker myself so I just save them when I see them. But if you check /e/ once in awhile there's sometimes a smoking thread up!

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>>736388336
No need to thank me anon, but if anything i said was really helpful and you really want to thank me...if you ever have the chance to do what i did, that would be nice.

>>736380786
Lying attention whore fuck gays

>>736378417
Why isn't he your closest friend anymore?

>>736389013
He over the span of about six months raped me multiple times. He stopped though eventually and then I realized he got a girlfriend.

>>736388732
Of course! I'll try to.

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>>736388932
Fuck you buddy.

>>736389013
cause now he's his boyfriend

>>736389253
/thread

>>736380151
Oh yeah. You were asking for it.

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Report the rape to authorities or GTFO

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>>736389470
>>736390071

>>736385133
Noah?

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Well, uh... congratulations on being a fag. I guess.