I'm sad lonely and slightly attention seeking so Ask someone

>>736198879
Post a nude first of you.

have you ever harmed yourself?(cutting etc.)

when did it start

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>>736199631
No but that's because I have a phobia of my own blood and veins

>>736200056
From as long as I can remember. I remember in primary school I always struggled to make friends and when I finally made a friend, I would cry constantly if he didn't turn up to school for a day. It was pretty sad but I am generally a sad pathetic human

>>736200239
sounds hot

Did you have any problems with your parents?
it's the first thing I think of when I think about abandonment issues

>>736200239
Are there things that trigger your emotional changes you know of ?

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>>736200381
Ikr fuck me I'm the hottest

>>736200499
Generally BPD is caused by bad parenting. But I like to think my parents were really good parents. It's just they worked really hard and we were reasonably wealthy but that meant that they had to work a lot and I wouldn't see them as much as other people. When I did see them, we wouldn't really do much together and they would just leave me to play with my toys and they introduced me to video games asap just to keep me entertained. They were and still are a hard working family but I feel as if I didn't spend as much time with them as anyone else would with their parents and that might have contributed to me experiencing the disorder so early

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>>736200239
are you running out of pictures or why are you only answering at a minimum of 2 posts?

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>>736200710
Mainly things remind me of how alone I am and this can sometimes come in handy. I normally can't cry and so I watch anime about love which really upsets me and brings me to tears because it's something I crave so much. Other than that, when my favorite person does something I don't like I get angry or upset really quickly because I expect her to understand my boundaries and care about me constantly which obviously can't really happen, especially when she has a boyfriend who she should be more concerned about. The last thing I can think of is when people go out of their way to hurt me, is there really need for such negativity? This one gets me big time and the slightest thing can set me off.

can you post a pic of yourself?

>>736200962
I'm bad at 4chan. I type a lot and not very quickly and between posts I miss things because I forget to refresh

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>>736201291
Forgot to add a pic to that

>>736201268
I'd rather not, I know some people who browse 4chan and there are some creepy people too who might try and stalk me. The best I can do I post a pic of me as a ninja that I took like a month ago. Even then my eyes could reveal who I am

btw. are you m or f (guessing f)

>>736201435
um. just to clarify.. why did you wear a ninja outfit?

>>736201537
hiding identity + having a ninja fetish

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>>736201451
Haha you'd think female but I'm the rare male with the disorder. Sorry to disappoint you if you wanted tits

>>736201537
I made one of these threads a month ago and someone told me to make a ninja mask, simple as that. We then competed for the title "best ninja" which was pretty cringe but sorta fun at the time

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>>736201867
admire my photo editing skills

>>736201867
Still want tits

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>>736202336
Omg you're the best

>>736202477
Fuck you for getting dubs now I have to. At least I deliver unlike some people on 4chan

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>OP with abandoning issues abandons thread
kek

>>736203097
called to early lol

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post ur dick but u never can be like trollfag-chan. he is the king of newfags

fuckyoufuckyoufuckyou
u never be trollfag-chan

>>736198879
Hey man take fish oil that really helped me get over depression and stuff. But the only real cure for any mental disease is money and land.

>>73620352
chip copy of trollfag-chan

>>736203584
>>736203292
>>736203454
and the shitposting begins
sigh

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>>736203097
>>736203135
Nah I was taking a pic of my succulent tiddies. I try not to leave people waiting for my response but transferring a pic to my pc is slow

>>736203292
Nah man I don't do dick pics sorry

Most of the herbal remedies I've tried have been shit; only one that's even been slightly effective is St John's Wort, but that's because it's a feeble MAOI. I prefer the actual drug-drugs.

where do you live OP?

>>736198879
Take Estroven for 30 days, report back after that time.

>>736203078
you got nice tits for a little boy

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>>736203526
I dunno if fish oil will help with my problems but I'll look into it. I took this weird shit called happy camper with Passion flower, Kava Kava root and other assorted shit but it hasn't done anything. If anything it made me more anxious about whether it was legit or nasty.
>only cure for mental disease is money and land
Can't agree more there, those are 2 of the 3 things I feel I would need to be happy, land especially. I wanna build a shipping container home on a large acreage and live with all my friends but that's all in my perfect dream world

>>736203638
I'm lost here so you can probably call me a newfag too

>>736203847
Yea I don't really believe in herbal remedies but someone recommended it to me. I'll look into this St John's Wort stuff

>>736203863
Australia. I should be sleeping right now because I got important shit in the morning and it's 1 am here but I tend to just not sleep because I can't

Did you get Jack Shit out of Herbal Meds? because I've never gotten even that. I took a whole bottle of St. John's Wort one time and it made me slightly ill but that's the only effect herbals have ever had for me Prozac is good, Xanax is ever better but what with all the opioid bs you can't even touch that legally nowadays

>>736204276
I wouldn't take shit before consulting my doctor/therapist

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>mfw prescribed anything
>>736203924
Estroven reminds me of Oestrogen so I'm not sure about that and from a brief google search I found it's for women with hormonal imbalances so I think I'd rather not. Maybe when I decide to give in to the people who say I would make a good trap. My voice isn't very suited for it though, it's pretty deep.

>>736204155
Hehe xd

>>736204439
I'm assuming you aren't supposed to take a whole bottle of that stuff so that's probably why you got ill. Actual meds is sorta a last resort for me so I'd rather not go for anything like that until times get dire

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>>736204686
Aussie lingo, do people not use the term jack shit anywhere else? What about maccas or barbie or dropbears. Or Steve Irwin (file name related :'c)

>>736204967
As far as I know jack shit is not that uncommon, but what does dropbears mean? xD

>>736205120
They live in symbiosis with the hoopsnakes. Quite a deadly pair.

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>>736205120
Ahaha I didn't even understand it properly because I'm not born Australian but I've lived her for a long time and heard tales of the dropbear. It's basically just a rabid version of a koala that drops from trees and lands on people to attack them. Never ran into them though, although normal koala's are very common. Back in primary school we would see one every week in the gumtrees

>>736205325
Jesus I haven't even heard of that one before. Sounds scary though

>>736205521
do they actually exist or are they just an urban myth or something

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>>736205679
Oh buddy they exist, they are just hard to find. They are more common if your a bushwalker but I'm a shut in so I don't encounter a lot of Australian predators. You gotta be careful of huntsman spiders though, they are huge and invade your home

>>736200239
Lol

>>736206003
are there any precautions you can take to avoid them?

>>736206313
I've always heard that dabbing vegemite behind your ears would keep them away.

>>736206353
what?! xD

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>>736206313
For drop bears, >>736206353 is right. Little known fact, vegemite was originally made as drop bear repellent and that's why it's so strong and hard to eat. Bush walkers dab the substance behind the ears because the dropbears like to drop onto your shoulders and they will try to bite behind the neck and near the ears. Most dropbears would smell the strong scent of vegemite though and almost get scared off. For those brave dropbears, the moment they land on you, they will smell it and pounce off and scurry up into the trees again. As for huntsman spiders, the best thing to do is curl up into a ball and cry and the huntsman will both feel sad for you and also feel like they shouldn't be watching you cry and they will go away, at least to another room

>>736206922
Australia seems hilarious to be honest

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>>736207139
It is pretty hilarious but most of the stuff you hear is true. That's what makes Australia such a great country, it's so unique and weird but interesting. It's the oddball of the world but that's what's so good about it. I guess you could say I'm proud to be an Australian citizen because I am equally as weird

Which place is better, then - Sydney or Melbs?

>>736198879
OP Y iu seem like a nice guy, I feel like most people would like like you if you open up a small bit, and a I know you would dismiss that right away (as I did), but trust me when i say you'll be a lot happier when you have people you can be close with and laugh together.

>>736198879
why you are such a fag?
why havent you killed yourself yet?

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>>736207582
Idk I live in QLD. I've heard that Melbourne is better but I have a mate who lived in Frankston who said that place was the derro capital. I reckon all capital cities have a derro place nearby though, Caboolture was apparently officially named the main place for dole bludgers and I know for a fact that place is filled will freaks and rough weird people.

>>736208161
Aw man thanks but I do open up to people. Most of them don't understand me and abandon me, thus strengthening my abandonment issues. Other people don't really care and forget about the fact that I told them the reason for some of my actions is my stupid disorder. Only one person has stuck with me forever and that's because she was also diagnosed with BPD and later DiD and I looked after her most of the time. People are usually just scared off by me opening up to them. Makes me sad and is probably why I'm so alone. I really want someone to love me and care about me unconditionally and I even dreamed about the perfect woman who did just that last night. But she was only a dream, and I desperately miss her care.

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>>736208221
You always come here and I always answer the same thing and I'm left wondering why you still come here. But for the people in the back who can't hear, I haven't killed myself because of my fear of my own blood and veins, and I don't have access to guns (being Australian and all) and rope. I live now only to try make other peoples lives better and the only reason I haven't found a way to die is because I try to make other peoples lives better in the hope that someone will return the favor one day

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>>736208525
Im sure you will find some more people that care about you. You seem like a guy that I would want to hang around with and im sure a lot of other people will think the same way. You just have to keep searching

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>>736209040
I sure hope I find more people soon. Living is becoming more and more unbearable yet I'm still getting by and I wonder how. I just want to all be over and I just wanna be happy. Being loved would give me all the motivation to study and get a job and kick my life into full gear (or whatever the saying is). I could really use a biiiig hug right now but I don't see that happening any time soon

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>>736209790
Come here

28/m with BPD as well. You're the second male I've ever met with the disorder, it's kind of jarring how rare it is in us. Not sure if the feelings of isolation are intensified because of it.