18 yo transgender here why should i not kill myself soon bit

because one day you'll find a beautiful boygirl to fukk you all night long. is that good enough reason?

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>>736146951

just do it

>>736147055
it appealing but not really ;p in the grand sceme of things

>>736147108
what do you want in the grand scheme of things

>>736147200
to be someone not jsut another fuck up with mental health issues that goes beyond gender dysphoria :

>>736147086
Who is this horrific creature?

>>736147371
so you want to be a normie

>>736147504
kinda i guess i just dont want to be myself

>>736147371
You cant be someone if you are dead.

>>736147560
would you like to be me?

>>736147589
exactly, but I also wouldnt have to deal with my problems so thats also good

Dubs you do it

>>736147669
probablty not as most people on this shitty board are shit af people and im almost certain most of us have bad problems.

>>736147439

She's the cause of the legal precedence we can't say
"Do it faggot"
anymore to OP.

>>736146951
gonna need pics first.

'cause i'd fuck you.

>>736147742
>No.736147759▶
>>>736147669
how about you cxome do it for me?

You're going to have to learn to cope/deal with your problems if you want to get somewhere. If you aren't ready to fight demons you're ensuring your spot in hell.

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>>736147781

go for it

>>736147855
well i belive hell doesnt exist, everything stops when the brains stops working and its like sleeping when ur not dreaming imo

sleeping pills do it for me.

>>736147675
You cant learn anything without problems. You cant grow without difficulty.

>>736147759
i think im a decent person but you don't want my problems so good call. anyway everyone i know who's been worthwhile to talk to has been a mental fuckup even if they didn't show it right away.

>>736147999
maate ivebeen feeling this since like 14 ive had ups and downs and I didnt ask for this so wahtever

>>736147959
Smoke some DMT, and research about its existence in the pineal gland, then say that.

>>736148041
yes, but most ppl irl are not I literaly have no friends spend my time talking to randoms on kik who accept me as who i am and its dumb

>>736148155
i didnt say shit i type it and your awnser is to try more drugs what even

>>736147959
I was using a metaphor. Anyway, just don't do it. Have you tried getting in touch with people from a LGBTQ community?

>>736148202
i can't help you as far as the friends thing goes. i have internet friends [not just fags who tolerate talking to me (i hope)] and its for the most part worked for me

>>736147892
obv don't an hero. figure your shit out. get therapy.
and post face so I can tell you you're pretty.

>>736148342
na mate being trans is like 60% of my problems but i got much more idk even why im bothering with thius thread its just making me feel worse i need a cigarette but cant find any papers i may just sleep

>>736148467
ayy psot m y face and get doxed and find 20 messages on facebook about this thread when ig et up tmro i dont think so i am not pretty and it kills me so there

>>736148114
No one asked for it fuckwit. No one wanted to be born. No one was waiting the last 13.7 billion years like
>ohh i cant wait till im born on earth
But the thing is, youre fucking here, youre in your current situation, what are you gonna do about it? Sit around in self loathing and kill yourself? Or do some thing constructive and make the best of your time here?
We only get this one chance at the absolute freedom and absurdity we call life. Dont be a pussy.

>>736148537
Hey, I tried.

>>736148537
post a blurred out photo of your face and we'll pretend its not blurred out and call you pretty anyway

>>736148469
Making you feel worse? How? You're a "boy-to-girl" trannie right? Are you a masochist?

Besides that sleeping excessively is a sign of depression. When I feel depressed I work out.

>>736148583
ayy i try make the best of it by getting high and stuff by you cant run forever at the end of the day the only time im really happy is when im on some sort of substence and if you told this to me 4 years ago I wouldn't believe you.

>>736146951
Because your life is priceless and valuable. People care for you and will be devestated when they lose you. You have infinite choices and outcomes before you, and by removing yourself now, you never even get to see where the road goes. I'm a straight man, but I want to help. Have you had reassignment surgery?

>>736148772
a person who derives sexual gratification from their own pain or humiliation.
"the roles of masochist and mistress"

i guess and ik alot of "traps" on this board do it for sexual pleasure or whtever but it goes beyhond that for me

>>736148772
Nothing wrong with running, I do it too. However, you have identified that you are running, so go from there and try to do some thing else. Killing yourself is just more running.
I dont really believe your meant to be happy in life anyways, Just deal with life.

>>736148930
no, and yes, maybe 2 people will miss me but thats fucking selfish at the end of the day,people say sucidie is selfish but its selfish expecting someone to stay in a body asnad life they didnt want to be in and live a life leading to a dead end jsut so they feel okay/

>>736149079
>6149079▶
>>>736148772 (You)
mate kiling urself is an end, running is just spending all ur money to escape ur mind and having nothing in life to show from it and getting nowhere

>>736149140
Ok. You currently feel staying alive is a selfish request of others, but they want this because they want you to be around and grow and learn and have a story. All the worst stories end on cliffhangers. At best, you'd be writing a tragedy, when if you overcome, you could be metaphorically writing anything from a mystery to a self-help book others will learn from. Even if you don't see your value, it's there, anon.

>>736149140
I think you should stop thinking about other people and focus on making your quality of life better.

Let's do this: Make a list of the most important shit you need to fix. Tell us and we'll suggest ways to help.

>>736149316
I'm >>736148930 and >>736148930 and I agree. Tell us, and we'll try to help, logically and sincerely.

>>736149400
i dont even get this, this board /b/ as a whole is a inside look at what the human race really wants to be and its shit. none of us on ehre are good people tbh

>>736149517
No. Wrong. I've been here since 06 and /b suffers from the same problem the entire world does: The Vocal Minority. Most of us want the world to not be shit. Some of us escape the neckbeard NEET lifestyle and come back here on occasion. If I can help even ONE person see the value of their life, especially with Male suicide rates, then I will. You deserve life. Don't steal it from yourself.

Okay, real talk. I'm depressed as fuck and regularly think about suicide. But I would never do it, because I experienced the shit it caused first hand. Real good friend killed himself two years ago, I'm still devastated.
Life has no meaning, sure. But find something you enjoy and stick to it. You never know if your life is going to turn around.

>>736149517
No. There are no good/bad people in the world. We're just products of our genes and environments. Evil people are made not born. We all have a little good/bad in us, it's just the side we choose to show.

>>736149704
Almost correct. Life has the meaning you give it. The goal of life is not to find its meaning, but to give your life one.

>>736149768
It's called existencialism and I'm not retarded, nignog.

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>>736149916
Never said you were.

op here probably going to sleep but Im going to leave this thread minimsie because i want to see my true thoughts when im sober so thanks to anyone who tried be nice i guess not all of you are bad but meh

>>736150009
k then, sorry for the harsh words.
I'm just saying what you wrote is basically what I meant anyway.

>>736150263
It's fine. I'm a big boy. I can handle some salt and keep composure. We're both just trying to help OP anyways. It'd be counterproductive as fuck to start arguing with each other so that OP can be assured he/she's right and that humanity is aggressive garbage. Kek.

>>736150218
Have a good night. I hope you feel better in the morning.

>>736150218
Be safe. If no one else loves you, you belong to /b, and fuck the cancer and newfags: I accept you. I see your value. I'm proud you didn't do it, anon. Thank you.

>>736146951

There is no reason not to kill yourself. You have a mental disorder which is hated by the overwhelming majority of normal people.

In fact, by killing your faggot ass self you would be helping making the world a better place!

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>>736150849
Right? OP should be a man like pic related, right!?

>>736146951
Do it. You're sick and you'll never be truly happy with yourself because of it.

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>>736151248
>>736150849
Do you faggots know the rate of male suicide? Yes, /b! This is the answer! Let's all continue encouraging each other to end ourselves! Transgender may in fact be a sign of mental issues. I don't see you telling at fucking OCD and PTSD and Schizophrenia patients to kill themselves, though. Would that be something we should do? Are you fucking neckbeard the answer to natural selection!? Please enlighten me, you self-defeating edgy newfags!

>>736151585
Yelling at*

>>736151585
i get told to kill myself daily so idk what your deal is

>>736151753
Are you currently suicidal?

>>736151820
those feelings only cropped back in the last couple days and it was not a result of being told to kill myself

>>736146951
Get help and accept your dick. There's no such thing as trans, just dudes in makeup.

>>736151585
Can you not read? I'm just stating the facts. Assuming OP legitimately has gender dysphoria and isn't just a dumb teenager hopping on the latest attention grabbing bandwagon, he's likely to have suicidal thoughts for the rest of his life. There's no cure for desperately wanting to be something you're not and will never be. Look up the statistics; suicide isn't all that much rarer in post-op trannies than pre-op ones. Please fuck off, nu/b/.

>>736151905
Well I don't want YOU to kill yourself either! Fucking stick around and help me make shit better one day at a time like the rest of us! Do you want to know men 100s of years from now endure the same pain men today do? Or would you rather improve the situation for EVERYONE? Nihilism is cool and edgy when you're fucking 16 on /b. Staying that way makes you a negative-valued parasite on society. I don't want to kill myself. I tried when I was 16, almost succeeded, and learned a lot from the ensuing mental ward stint. If I can pass it on to ANY of you poor fucks here on/b, then I WANT to. I'm sorry people tell you to kill yourself, but 99% of the time, it's just edge. This is different. This is a suicidal person. Telling them to kill themselves is equivalent to handing them a gun. Another, poor, disenfranchised human of /b gone. One of thousands. Millions of men per year alone. It's horseshit.

>>736146951
Because you are a bit drunk and cannot make sound judgments, you dumb faggot. This is probably a pattern with a dumb faggot like you, starting with this fucking notion that you're really a girl trapped inside a male body. You have a mental illness, you fucking wreck of a human being. I hope this helps, but you really need to start re-evaluating things, especially this transgender bullshit

>>736146951
hey, I am someone who thinks transgender stuff is just a mental illness, and listen, your life is still of infinite value anyway. Not kidding. You are more important than you know.

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>>736152201
I've been here since 06, faggot. Difference is, I matured and escaped. Now I come back to help my fellow anons and lul at corpses and shit. /b has been destroying itself with edge for years, and the edge is actually fucking nu/b. Yes. Suicide is high for trans people. Likely due to mental illness. So what the fuck does it hurt you to try to help? Nothing. Time. But your edge could cost someone their fucking life.

>>736152229
you're really upset about this
if it makes you feel any better i wasn't one of the anons who told op to kill himself and i make a point to avoid saying things like that to people

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>>736152563
It's fine in a fucking YLYL or debate thread. Like "What? The fucking PAY GAP!? Kys, you she piece of shit." I even have reactions for this, see pic related. But in a suicide thread? Fuck, man. This is a life they're talking about. Another anon. A /b/rother. We're already fucking alone. Why convince each other to thin the tiny dying herd? It's absolutely retarded.

>>736152514
That's not my problem. If someone is so fucking unstable that anonymous people on the Internet can drive them to suicide with nothing but words, then who cares.

>>736152776
That was supposed to be "Fuck yourself you SJW piece of shit" but...You know. Phone, and shit.

>>736147773
You sir are a fucking pussy
>>736146951
And you fucking kill yourself. Imho you will always go through more pain than joy especially with the pass you chose. If your target in life is to maximize happiness and minimize pain suicide might be a pretty economical decision. Not even trolling.

>>736152776
thats fine, and you can say i shouldn't kms but i really don't trust that anyone who says that would still mean it if they knew anything about me

>>736152794
That's it. That's the fucking edge. You ever been suicidal? Did you get talked out of it? How valuable is that person to you now? We only fucking have each other here, newfag. We're already the freaks and outcasts. You encouraging others of a like mind to go into the void is what NORMIES FUCKING WANT. Jesus. If I didn't know any better, I'd say this edge is part of a successful kike propaganda conspiracy. It's certainly fucking effective.

I don't care if you're becoming a girl or were born a girl. Tits or gtfo

>>736152878
>especially with the pass you chose
consider, OP, you're not this retarded

>>736153007
>becoming
he can never be a girl you idiot

>>736152970
Even if you were literally Hitler, I'd talk you out of suicide, b/ro. Don't underestimate my love for this place and these people. We know pain here. We know sorrow, loneliness, depravity. I see through your bullshit tough guy shell. And I don't bother pretending to have one. Your opinions of me don't matter. I'm happy with who I am and I don't need approval. However, I care greatly about you fuckers. Quit knocking each other off, thx.

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What happened to my /b/? Some tranny attention whore comes on here and we're all supposed to be supportive? There is only one correct response to it's post: Do it faggot.

>>736153261
i dont buy it. and its generally not the case with people who are all DONT DO IT

>>736153657
Look. Yet ANOTHER edgy newfag. Quick. I'm a candy-ass what, newfag?

there's no reason for you to not kill yourself, but also no reason to kill yourself either, do what you want, i cant be bothered to try to convince you not to kek

>>736152776
Wtf man? Wrong board. This is not your little secret club where all the autistic misfits like yourself unite. Fucking retard. This fucking gay piece of shit would probably steal your money and rape you if he got the chance.
You motherfucker are just repeating normie-bullshit they told you in school.
Protip: a human life is not as valuable as you might think
Protip2: lurk for at least 2 more years before you post again newfriend.
You are the cancer ruining this board and the reason we cant have any nice things.... we cant even talk a tranny into suicide anymore because of you sjw piece of shit. You are the reason we cant have any nice things. Just go the fuck back to reddi't where ppl think like you and never call me a fucking /b/rother again. None of you post07 newfriends is a /b/rother of me or anyone else who was here when we still had fun.
Fuck i hate you.... you dont belong here.

>>736153780
not him but: roody poo?

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>>736153780
Nah, roody-poo, you're the bleeding heart newfag, falling for some bullshit bait thread, or even worse, some mentally ill dude's narcissism.

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>>736153869
Holy fuck. This is the first Old /b kind of Chaotic Neutral post the REAL old /b was. It wasn't a giant "Who cares less" circle-jerk with no productivity like it is now. For you, faggot. This is what you guys like now, right? Cartoon frogs?

>>736153887
Amen, old friend.

>>736153780
He is correct though

>>736146951
Can i haz your stuff

>>736153780
>such egdy newfriend kek im basically an oldfaggot XDDDDD
Just fuck the right off you god damn cunt

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>>736153887
I'm 27 and as I've already stated, I've been here since fucking 06. What's my pic related, newfag?

>>736153986
Don't fucking give it to him. I'm calling out the newfags for once. I never fucking do this, but god damnit the CANCEROUS TWEENS pretending to know what /b was like when I was in COLLEGE is pissing me off. No. This is not YOUR BOARD faggots. I want it back. You faggots declare who can stay and go when you never have and never will have any power over it. Edgy fucking kids everywhere.

>>736154212
Ugh

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Do it faggot

>>736153988
I hate to...you know...bring this up...


but this entire fucking board is mentally ill dudes, you mongoloid knuckle-dragging autistic quadruped. If we encourage the mentally ill to off themselves here.... WE'LL ALL BE FUCKING DEAD.

>>736154212
So did you try to save gay boys from suicide in 2006 or did your fucking brain get damaged later? Or are you one of these homosexuals from the moralfag documentary? You nigger are not wanted here... you never were gtfo. Also your picture clearly shows the afterbirth of your dog after you impregnated it. Do you think this is some kind of meme-memory-competition? And who the fuck would say newfag anymore now that all newfags call each other newfags? Are you fucking retarded? Who are you lying too? Me or yourself?

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>>736154389
Nigger, I'm 46, so go fuck yourself with your "I'm so mature" moralfag bullshit. That's not what /b/ is about.

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>>736154739

>>736154389
roody poo started around 2010-2011 and you consider that to be a sign of being an oldfag so lurk more son

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>>736154727
And nothing of value would be lost, so what's your point?

>>736154828
And you need to stop pretending to be an oldfag and start lurking

>>736154820
My entire argument is about this: /b is about nothing. You faggots come in here claiming /b never cared, there were never helpful people here, it's always just been NEETs and Nihilists.

I'm tired of being fucking misrepresented. /b has been a mixed bag of normies and wizards from inception. We're all just like our collective autism: On a god damned spectrum. Quit claiming shit about old /b when it's obvious half you fucks came waaaay later than inception. Kudos for being older and moderated on here. You gonna look me in the virtual eye and tell me you don't see edgy fucking newfags EVERYWHERE!? I don't buy it.

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>>736155112
You are the moralfag cancer in this thread scolding people for perfectly normal and acceptable /b/tard behavior. And the fact that you keep saying "edgy" just makes you all the more cancerous.

>>736155112
True there were faggots like you, but we shut them up by calling them out for moralfagging just like ppl here do. Gtfo.

>>736146951
Be my fucktoy

>>736155435
Look. Let me try this sensical, yeah? The SJW movement (BLM, Neoliberalism, Communism, 3rd Wave Feminism, etc.) are eroding our beloved /b society. A truly free society where your feelings don't fucking matter. /b is a collective, on average, AGAINST this politically correct horseshit movement, right? Male suicide is high as fuck, and climbing, meaning we are destroying our own political viewpoints through genetic destruction. Encouraging suicide here is retarded. From a /b perspective. If you just. Fucking. Think about it.

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>>736155670
Do you not understand the concept of "lulz"? I'm not here to better society or even to make /b/ better. This isn't about politics or morality. It is all about lulz.