Ask a Schizophrenic anything! I may take a while to reply sometimes,

>>735972167

What is your opinion on shotacon?

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>>735972365
>What is your opinion on shotacon?
Hmm, it's okay I guess. It's gay if you're a guy and like it tho.

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Do you ever read Threads/comments that aren't really there
Genuinely asking
(Some porn for your troubles)

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>>735972537
>Do you ever read Threads/comments that aren't really there
Not entire threads or replies, no. Occasionally I misread entire sentences though.

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>>735972167
What afflicts you the most abour your day? What are your common troubles you experience?

>>735972167
Does your name happen to begin with X?

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>>735973096
>What afflicts you the most abour your day?
I'd have to say not having any sort of motivation or desire to do anything at all, just always feeling completely empty.
>What are your common troubles you experience?
Severe paranoia and anxiety attacks are the most common. Auditory hallucinations (voices, random noises, animals, etc) are the second most common.
>>735973100
>Does your name happen to begin with X?
negative.

Join the fucking club shit sucks.

I got diagnosed with Schizophrenia too.
Now I get free money from the government.
Shits cash.

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>>735973375
>Join the fucking club
I already did, anon.

>shit sucks.
That it does.

Are you able to get a job, or are you on disability?

>>735973300
With these in mind anon do you manage to at least go out and try different things? Are you on support or anything to help you stay couped up or do you manage a job? Lastly if most are auditory what's the one thing you think you hear the most if you can guess that is?

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>>735973531
>I got diagnosed with Schizophrenia too.
Sorry to hear that, anon.
>Now I get free money from the government.
That's nice, I guess.
>>735973606
>Are you able to get a job
I can, but I don't have one.
>or are you on disability?
I am on SSI.

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>>735973740
>do you manage to at least go out and try different things?
No, I only leave my house about 2 times a month to go shopping. Other than I never leave.
>Are you on support or anything to help you stay couped up
Yes, I am on SSI.
>do you manage a job?
No, not at the moment. I've been kind of half-assed looking for one though.
>Lastly if most are auditory what's the one thing you think you hear the most
Voices and an ambient ringing are the two most common. I also hear a lot of birds chirping.

>>735972167
What goes on in your head? Full details. Serious question..

I got a Schizophrenic friend and I don't wanna ask him out of fears of making him feel alienated or weird.

>>735973375
sure does

>>735974029
Hmm sounds quaint a bit with what you hear. Then again I'm in not boat to judge and probably have no idea the hell it is go hear it constantly. Even if you're half-assing it you're giving it a shot and that's all that counts really

>>735972167
When did you get diagnosed?
What do you do for fun?

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Sup nerd. Hows your day been?

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>>735974247
>What goes on in your head?
That's a really vague and difficult question to answer. Can you be more specific?
>I got a Schizophrenic friend and I don't wanna ask him out of fears of making him feel alienated or weird.
If you've known him for a while, just ask him. As long as you don't judge him, I'm sure he'd be glad to enlighten you.
>>735974430
>Hmm sounds quaint a bit with what you hear.
It's fairly mild, but it can be really annoying. Especially when the ringing gets so loud that I can't hear anything else or think
>Even if you're half-assing it you're giving it a shot
Yea, that is true. I doubt anything will come of it though.

>>735972167

What anime is this girl from and what is your favorite anime(s)? Have you watched Steins;Gate? I think of you as Okabe Rintarou

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>>735974505
>When did you get diagnosed?
2012/2013 Somewhere around there.

>What do you do for fun?
>fun
What's that?
I mostly just play vidya, post on /b/ and watch shit on youtube.
>>735974511
>Sup nerd.
Hiya
>Hows your day been?
Not bad, kinda bland and empty. As usual

>>735974801
what happened when you were diagnosed, were you put on meds or hospitalized?
asking for a friend

>>735974801
favorite vidya?

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>>735974769
>What anime is this girl from
The Monogatari series
>what is your favorite anime(s)?
In no particular order
Kabaneri of the Iron Fortress
Steins;gate
Gakkou Gurashi
Monogatari
Oreimo
Clannad
EurekaseveN
Just to name a few
>Have you watched Steins;Gate?
Yup, it's one of my top animus.
>I think of you as Okabe Rintarou
Thanks, I guess?

Are you permanently disabled? I was on SSI for a year when I was diagnosed with severe depression and suicidal tendencies. After a bunch of anti-depressants failed, they figured out I had a big cobalamin (B12) deficiency, so I took a bunch of that and got better. I was on SSI for about a year. The thing I hated about it was that you constantly had to prove that you were disabled.

Do you have to go somewhere every now and then to prove you're still schizophrenic? Don't you worry one day they'll cut off your SSI and you won't be able to get a decent job due to lack of job experience?

Also, I'm assuming you still live with someone since SSI pays terribly. It did for me, anyway.

>>735974624
Fair enough, scratch that then.

Do you have anything specific that triggers your hallucinations or paranoia? Or is it just random and/or constant.

>If you've known him for a while, just ask him. As long as you don't judge him, I'm sure he'd be glad to enlighten you.
I've known him since high school. Don't wanna ask him because he didn't tell me directly. I found out through a mutual friend..so I don't want to bring it up since he didn't break it to me directly.

do you give good head?

When did you start to notice?

Do you ever get stuck on some completely random thought about made up strangers out of nowhere?

How does your paranoia manifest?

Thank you

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>>735974910
>what happened when you were diagnosed
Well, I went and saw a psychologist for sleep problems. Turned out the sleep problems were a side effect of the Schizophrenia.
>were you put on meds
I was told I should be on meds. But I don't take any.
>or hospitalized?
No, it's not that severe.
>>735974940
>favorite vidya?
Darksouls 1, followed by Darksouls 3 then Darksouls 2.
>>735975130
>Are you permanently disabled?
Yes.
>Do you have to go somewhere every now and then to prove you're still schizophrenic?
No, I don't get SSI from the Schizophrenia. I get it because of Spinabifida.

>Also, I'm assuming you still live with someone since SSI pays terribly.
Technically, yes. I live with my brother, and my mother pays his half of the bills.
>>735975173
>Do you have anything specific that triggers your hallucinations or paranoia?
Other than stress, not that I am aware of.
>Or is it just random and/or constant.
It's pretty much random.
>Don't wanna ask him because he didn't tell me directly.
I see, that makes sense.

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>>735972167
Does one have to watch all of this in order?

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>>735975250
>do you give good head?
Dunno.
>>735975265
>When did you start to notice?
Late teens early 20's
>Do you ever get stuck on some completely random thought about made up strangers out of nowhere?
I do get stuck on a lot of random made up thoughts.
>How does your paranoia manifest?
What do you mean?
>>735975767
>Does one have to watch all of this in order?
That's the best way to do it.

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Bomp

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>>735972167
hello my dear anon.

do you suffer from "torretish" forced thoughts and imagry?
If so, can you relate to my expieriences and also is my problem in anyway close to your schizo?

I myself keep visualising horrible horrible things that happens to the ones i deeply love and myself, family and people around me that matters most to me. and i can also sort of see beings of true horror.

i really really hate it, not only does it give me anxiety but it also makes me uncomfortable, scared, and i get trouble sleeping at night. my mind starts forcing me to visualize the most terrefying thing or event that i can possibly come up with, up to a point where its torturing me and giving me sleep paralysies where I DO SEE THEM. but thats for a completly different reason..

like now because i brought up the subject, a floating face with popped out large red eyes has appeared in the back of the room and is very slowly levitating towards me while at the same time, very slowly opening its mouth. these are common for me. i can see that its not there. but i can in a way also see it at the same time, im visualizing it and have no control / ways of removing it except focusing on something else.

and afterwards it usually triggers some wierd torrets behavior, like i have to visuallize a big red X over the horrible event, while crossing my fingers as an X over my forehead, because otherwise it might happen. I know how stupid it sounds, i realize that myself but i have no control because if i dont do a response like that after a few minutes i go CRAZY. it needs, no, it HAS to force its way out.

sorry for the wall of text my friend

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>>735974801
>Not bad, kinda bland and empty. As usual
You need some excitement in your life friend. my life is kinda like that too but every now and then I snap and go to town and do MDMA or do something outrageous like walk around the park naked at 3am. I think I'd go out of my mind if I just sat around doing the same old shit ad nauseam.

>>735975865
EVER RAPED SOMEONE?

are you as cute as the anime girl?
pls nudes

>>735972167
whats the length of your flaccid penis?

whats your weight

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>>735976415
>hello my dear anon.
Hello, friend.
>do you suffer from "torretish" forced thoughts and imagry?
I do, it's primary thoughts, not so much with images.

>I myself keep visualising horrible horrible things that happens to the ones i deeply love and myself
I'm no doctor, but that sounds like some sort of anxiety disorder.

>a floating face with popped out large red eyes has appeared in the back of the room
Is this face reoccurring, or is it the first time you've seen it?
Hallucinations like that can be caused by a lot of things. You should probably see a psychologist.
>and afterwards it usually triggers some wierd torrets behaviorred X
This does sound a bit like Schizophrenia, often when I get really psychotic it forces me to do weird movements as well.

>sorry for the wall of text my friend
Worry not.
>>735976423
>You need some excitement in your life friend.
There is nothing exciting around here.
>I think I'd go out of my mind if I just sat around doing the same old shit ad nauseam.
That doesn't surprise me, most people can't handle it. I'm used to the blandness though, it's the way it's always been.
>>735976489
>EVER RAPED SOMEONE?
No, but I've tried.

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>>735976596
>are you as cute as the anime girl?
I've been told I'm pretty cute.
>pls nudes
Why?
>>735976791
>whats the length of your flaccid penis?
Dunno I've never measured it flaccid, and I don't have the means to measure it currently.
>>735976954
>whats your weight
115~ Lbs

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>>735975865
Hey, it's been a while.
Thanks for recommending Shutter Island. It was a 10/10 movie.
Did you ever try microdosing LSD?

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How would you rate your luck level?

What goes on in the mind of schizo?
All manner of negative thing. Everything I see, or hear... voices telling me why I should destroy "it". When I look at a person, even if I want to like them, others in my head offer vivid ideas to destroy "it". When having sex I wrestle with "choke it", "use a knife" "reach in and cut something out". There's a constant worry that doesn't let up, the endless floor pacing, uncontrollable thoughts, arent even my own..... Sometimes voices have faces. I've caught myself reaching out to choke someone I was arguing with only to realize empty space. And then a lot of advanced math, astrology, a lot of computer knowledge, Japanese, German, French, all flood my mind and leaves me exhausted mentally.
Emotion is for the weak, as they sometimes sing in my head, "you can't have that", "you're undeserving", "you are excitement 'neath a riders boot", "you arent worth the flesh you're made of". They say whenever I think I want something. Its no longer possible for others to insult me. In my mind I've already heard things so
Im shown the judgment of me every day. This what I must see:

Myself standing in an alley surrounded by filth. Behind me is a door with bloody bandages covering it. Bodies wrapped in trash bags rain from the sky. Some of have large holes through the chest, some through the head. all have my face but the eyes and tongues are torn out. A car drives by. The passenger and driver are argue. The car reverses. The driver shoots the passenger then himself. They both have my face. I go to the hospital at the end of the alley. Inside A priest is killed by his wife. I am bound to the floor. She lowers her vaginal yo my face, inside are rusted gears that leak a purple fluid, it is damnation. I am fed it for a time then sent up some stairs. At the top is a door. There is god waiting for me. He has my face. I am sent to hell. The devil has my face. He pushes me out a door. I am back in the alley.

what kind of medication are you on?
i need nudes for scientific research

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>>735977573
>Hey, it's been a while.
Hey there, Anon.
>Thanks for recommending Shutter Island.
No problem, glad you enjoyed it.
>Did you ever try microdosing LSD?
Not yet, I don't have the money for it. I still plan on trying it sometime in the future.
>>735977774
>your luck level?
1/10

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>>735977790
Damn dude, so much of that is pretty much exactly how I feel. Except the voices I hear don't really insult me at all. I don't even really have any words.

>>735977862
>what kind of medication are you on?
none.
>i need nudes for scientific research
Pic related

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>>735977154
>There is nothing exciting around here.
There's something exciting to do anywhere if you're creative enough
>I'm used to the blandness though, it's the way it's always been.
You're missing out, anon. Save up and buy some drugs, at least. They're good for you

How did you come to realize it? What are some of your symptoms?

Have you watched the American version of Wilfred? If so, thoughts?

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>>735978394
>There's something exciting to do anywhere if you're creative enough
Not around here, not without a car. I live in a town with a population of less than 2k. It's a 20 min drive to the nearest anything.
>Save up and buy some drugs
I bought some weed a little while ago, but smoked it all too fast.
>>735978399
>How did you come to realize it?
I'm not really sure how to answer that.
>What are some of your symptoms?
The more common ones are anxiety and paranoia attacked, auditory and visual hallucinations (the visual ones are pretty rare right now) I have the occasional delusions. Never feel like doing anything at all and I always feel like I'm completely devoid of any emotions.
>Have you watched the American version of Wilfred?
I watched it way back when it first came out.
>If so, thoughts?
It was a pretty fun show, but I don't have anything specific to say about it. It's been ages since I've seen it.

>>735979133
>post boipussy

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>>735979240
I don't give out my newds to strangers.

>>735979396
we are not strangers we are your fellow anons

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>>735979477
>we are not strangers we are your fellow anons
What I mean to say is, I only give newds to people I want to have them. Like someone I have a deep emotional connection to.

Where are you from?

how do you deal with your family ? i have schizoaffective disorder and i know that it isnt exactly comparable, but i live with my older brother and father and it kills me that im being so terrible to them but at the same time i dont care enough to change myself. i avoid them as much as possible . it feels bad and i feel so fucking guilty. so what do you do ?

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>>735977154
thanks for the good answers anon.

>You should probably see a psychologist.

i do know i have to see a psychologist, but here in Sweden they rarely take men seriously in that field, around my age. i do not trust them anymore, since five years ago i had my big depression (got thru it, feel great only remains of anxiety and socialanxiety left to day) it got to the point where i was thinking of suicide and was self harming myself through drug and alkohol abuse, and STILL they would not listen, they would not take me seriously, even with my spirit broken down crying in front of them they would not listen.
Three psychologists i have met. They all gave me the same advice:
>try eating healthy and exercise anon, that will surely fix things, and smile abit often, i know your dad just died but things could be worse, you still have a job and you dont have cancer or something like that
and then my ex gf goes to hers, says shes abit down because of stress from homework making her sad, and she got diagnosed, got meds to help her cope, the shrink kept calling her every two weeks to check (none of mine called back, despite mentioning suicide)

>Is this face reoccurring, or is it the first time you've seen it?
the "type" of hallucination have appeared for me several times yes, but its just one of the many ones i see everyday. it might be anything that my mind cooks up in the moment, that causes me to feel terror in my chest or give me shivers. if i could explain it i guess.. its like i make myself see what a person would see in a psychosis, while on 5 tabs of LSD.
so the face doesnt have a personality. the closest to that would be a floating corpse of a woman with black hair decayed body and simply white eyes, missing pupil. it usually rotates the head slightly, aknowledging me.

after i read up on tulpas i try to not give these beings to much personilized thought because of fear of giving them "life" or enabling schizo.

will continue answer in next comment

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>>735979691
>Where are you from?
The United States of Trump, specifically a little shithole in Florida.
>>735979897
>how do you deal with your family ?
I don't really interact with anyone in my family.
>t kills me that im being so terrible to them but at the same time i dont care enough to change myself
I used to be the same way when I was younger. I often wound up physically and mentally abusing my younger brother.
>it feels bad and i feel so fucking guilty.
I can't relate to that, I've never felt guilty for anything I've done like that.
>so what do you do ?
I don't really do anything, I avoid almost everyone.

favorite porn genre

DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) reporting in. I'm personally not schozophrenic, but I know for a fact that both DID and Schizophrenia stem from the same mental conditions. Most people say that DID is a lot more severe, but after reading this thread, I have to disagree. Apart from some mild Anxiety, I'm quite mentally rational, except for the fact that my outlook and perspective on events including both myself and other people changes daily, and yes, it is very similar to that one movie, Split. I don't consider myself a different identity with each coming day, but I act very differently and my emotions span from an introverted beta cuck to an alpha chad, I can imagine that someone unknowing of the condition could find it extremely strange, and it makes it hard for me to gain friends due to my mental turbulence.

You again? Why such a narcissist. Kys.

how often do you fap
also do you fap to porn or hentai, specify genre

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>>735979920
>but here in Sweden they rarely take men seriously in that field,
Damn, that's rough. I thought it was bad here in America but at least they listen to us.

>after i read up on tulpas i try to not give these beings to much personilized thought because of fear of giving them "life" or enabling schizo.
That's total bogus.
>>735980292
>favorite porn genre
N/A I don't watch porn.

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>>735977154
>when I get really psychotic it forces me to do weird movements as well.
yes! for example, when i lived in my parents house and started walking away from it, my dog came running to the windows and watched me sadly as i left. this, for some reason, triggered me to do a wave towards him and the house, then for some reason, i have to have my body fully in the air without touching ground, so i do a jump.

To this day (we sold the house) that i walk by it i still get forced to do it, with and without the dog, and the wierd thing is, if i leave my mothers apartment i still have to do it, DESPITE it not being the house, nor living there, and also my dog lives with me today.

i have tousands of these examples, like bumping into something on left side, i have to bump on my right side to "even" it out..

New questions :3

What country do you live in?

also, have you ever responded to an auditory hallucination and gotten a response?

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>>735980344
>DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) reporting in
Ayo, DIDanon.
>Most people say that DID is a lot more severe
I've never heard that before. I've always heard that Schizo is basically the worst thing you can get (mental health wise)

>and it makes it hard for me to gain friends due to my mental turbulence.
You just have to find people who understand what you're going through.
>>735980378
>You again?
Yup.
>Why such a narcissist.
I dunno
>Kys.
>>>/reddit/
>>735980452
>how often do you fap
It's been like 3 days since I last fapped. But I usually fap like 2 times a day, but it can range from 0 to like 7 times a day.
>also do you fap to porn or hentai
No I don't watch any sort of porn.

>>735977790
some parts of this sounds familiar in a way to me.. do you consider myself be affiliated with schizo in anyway?

this is me :
>>735976415
>>735979920
>>735980535
i would appretiate your thought on the matter

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>>735980535
A lot of the symptoms you describe remind me of something between OCD and some anxiety disorder mixed up with some psychosis. It sucks that you can't get a good psychologist to help you out.

>What country do you live in?
'Merica.
>also, have you ever responded to an auditory hallucination and gotten a response?
Yes, the voices I have are persistent and are able to converse with me.

>>735980499
>That's total bogus.
well, thats mildy comforting atleast.

also i forgot a third question, do you feel a "high" from your SSR? from what i heard the effect comes after a week or two and only stays for some days until you get used to it

>>735980745
Not really up for talking anon but I really appreciate the thread. Also I like the doodles they are nice to look at
Best of luck.

>>735981049
thanks friend.
>Yes, the voices I have are persistent and are able to converse with me.
my guess is you have no choice but accepting it and try to associate them as a day by day normal accurence.

How do you cope? are there friendly voices aswell or mostly hostile?

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>>735981087
>do you feel a "high" from your SSR?
I don't take any SSRI's (or any medication for that matter, not even headache medication).
Anti-psychotics do have really bad side effects especially when you first start taking them.
>>735981131
>Not really up for talking anon
That's fine, thanks for stopping by.
> I really appreciate the thread
Glad you enjoy it.
>Also I like the doodles they are nice to look at
Thanks, I need to make some more sometime.
>Best of luck.
You too, anon. Take it easy.
>>735981263
>thanks friend.
Sure thing.
>my guess is you have no choice but accepting it
That's pretty much it, there isn't a lot I can do to stop them other than ignoring them.
>How do you cope?
I've just gotten used to it, I don't do anything in particular.
>are there friendly voices aswell or mostly hostile?
I have three, two of them are friendly, the other is not so friendly.

Bumpi

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I come check if you have made a thread every day for multiple times. Don't even browse /b/ regularly.

Have you watched Eromanga-Sensei? Basically an Oreimo v2, same studio iirc.

Nothing special to contribute, just telling I like these threads and I hope you keep up. Kinda selfish hoping that for my own sake, but I've heard you benefiting from this also.

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>>735982084
>I come check if you have made a thread every day for multiple times.
You can add me on Kik if you'd like: SchziOP
I often disappear from /b/ for random amounts of time (as with everything). But if you want to keep regular contact you're more than welcome to add me.
>Have you watched Eromanga-Sensei?
I haven't but it looks hella cute. I might have to watch that.

>Kinda selfish hoping that for my own sake
It's alright to be selfish, I make these threads both for myself, and for the anons.

Are Corgis best small doggo?

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>>735982757
>Are Corgis best small doggo?
They're easily top 5. I prefer big doggos though so I don't have a "favorite" small doggo.

>>735982867
What is best big doggo

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>>735982941
>What is best big doggo
Great Pyrenees and (white) German Shepards are tied for me.

Pmub

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yeah i have seen your threads b4 too its just today i actually wrote in them. i appretiate them too, reminds me of the anon that used to do ask anything threads about him living in a uhh whats it called that type of car, "portable home/truck" but not to big so he could still park in random spaces.

two moar random questions:

Whats your opinion on world of warcraft? do you play it?

Any favorite music genre/artists?

Did you vote for trump?

>>735983846
*three Ehrm

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>>735983846
>i appretiate them too
Glad you enjoy them

>whats it called that type of car, "portable home/truck"
Like a small RV? (Recreational Vehicle)

>Whats your opinion on world of warcraft?
I liked Vanilla WoW, but my computer wasn't able to handle it back then
>do you play it?
Briefly, I made it to level 18 or so and got lost after boarding a boat and then going through 10 load screens because my computer couldn't handle the game. kek.

>Any favorite music genre/artists?
Gonna dump some of my favorite songs and artists
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nMewZkHMmqk

>Did you vote for trump?
No, I don't vote.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GPrQLqYvRf8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UzGFEr9oy14
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4XpQI0ztOic
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5zJJidE17Ks
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j05hzwQf8pA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DDgdoPSkPnM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sSRLHccN7hU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E9x1q-QRg3w
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qtp7D72cXcw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U8gIj5FwdSw (song starts at 1:40ish)

(my favorite artist)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qAeybdD5UoQ

Favourite 2hu? This is important.

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>>735984862
>Favourite 2hu?
Never played it.

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>>735984936
WHAT

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>>735984981
>WHAT
Never played it.
Is it f-free?

>>735985043
Everything's free if you torrent it

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>>735985078
>Everything's free if you torrent it
It's too much work to look for the torrents though. I'm lazy

>>735985208
All you have to do is type "touhou" in qbittorrents search engine and you'll find a full collection of the games, not very hard at all. That and they're a blast to play.

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>>735985309
I'll have to download qbit and look, I don't really torrent things. I've always found it to be annoying.

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>>735985506

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>>735985980
nump

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mpd here.

>>735972167
do you currently take any meds, and if so what?

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>>735986810
>mpd here.
Hi, mpd.
>Referring to it as mpd instead of did
reee
>>735986848
>do you currently take any meds
No, I don't take any medication at all, not even for headaches.

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>>735986924
mpd on my country

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>>735987052
>mpd on my country
What kind of backwards country do you live in?
Inb4 brazil

I think of schizophrenia is fascinating, yet a horrible illness I'm sorry you have. What age did you get it? Male or female? Are the voices nice, mean, or in between? Have you tried talking to a shaman or spiritual healers? Ever shocking your brain? What about black/white magic? Blood-letting?

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>>735987147
a place deep down in your heart

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>>735987161
>I think of schizophrenia is fascinating
I agree, it's a very fascinating disorder.
>What age did you get it?
I'm fairly sure I've had it since birth, but it started to get bad around my early 20s
>Male or female?
Male.
>Are the voices nice, mean, or in between?
One is nice, one is kind of mean, and one is very neutral.
>Have you tried talking to a shaman or spiritual healers?
Nope.
>Ever shocking your brain?
I've never actually done it but it's something I've looked into a little bit.
>What about black/white magic?
Nope, but I've looked into it, too. Never got anywhere from it though.
>Blood-letting?
One of the few things I won't try.
>>735987288
>a place deep down in your heart
Must be very cold there, then.

On a side note, have you posted here before? Your pictures look familiar.

>>735987147
I noticed that you omitted the "depressed" part from your OP.
Good news?

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>>735987437
>I noticed that you omitted the "depressed" part from your OP.
Yeah, the "depression" is gone. But now all that's left is emptiness.
>Good news?
Not really?

>>735987424
>On a side note, have you posted here before? Your pictures look familiar.

nope i dont think so

>>735987424
So 3 voices in total? What do they sound like? Do they sound like you or other voices? If so have you heard them before? Ever try cbd to combat episodes? What about astral projection? Does the mean one tell you to kill yourself? What are your dreams like? What's keeping you from practicing witchcraft? Would the voices prevent you from doing so?

>>735987901
Have you ever tried LSD, mushrooms, peyote? If not, why? What's holding you back from trying to cure yourself? Explain your worse episode.

>>735972167
Weirdest fetish you've seen in porn?

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>>735987677
>nope i dont think so
Hm, must just be a coincidence then.
>>735987901
>So 3 voices in total?
Yup
>What do they sound like?
Two of them are females, one has a raspy voice one has a soft very feminine voice. The other is a male his voice is almost like a whisper, very soft and quiet.
>Do they sound like you or other voices?
They don't sound like me.
>If so have you heard them before?
I assume you mean did I "impose" voices I've heard from somewhere onto the voices in my head? I don't think so.
>Ever try cbd to combat episodes?
I haven't, but I've heard good things about it.
>What about astral projection?
Nope.
>Does the mean one tell you to kill yourself?
Not outright like "You should kill yourself", it does suggest it though.
>What are your dreams like?
Vivid, very vivid and full of details, both big and small everything is vibrant. my "nightmares" are extremely contrasted to the normal ones, they're often dark and very gloomy, full of dust they always have an apocalyptic "feel" to them.
Bad things often happen in my dreams, either I'm dying, or killing someone.
>What's keeping you from practicing witchcraft?
I wouldn't know where to start, for one.
>Would the voices prevent you from doing so?
I don't think so.
>>735988091
>Have you ever tried LSD, mushrooms, peyote?
I haven't, but I am interested in trying LSD and Mushrooms at some point in my life.
>What's holding you back from trying to cure yourself?
To "cure" myself I would have to break the cycles. Not something I am interested in doing. To make it somewhat relatable, imagine this; you've got cancer in your finger, you can cure it yourself, but you have to chop your arm off.
>Explain your worse episode.
I was with a friend of mine hanging out on my front porch, we were just chatting. Then the wind blew really hard and it just felt wrong. I remember immediately having the feeling that the world was coming to an end and every time the wind blew it got worse.
Cont.

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>>735988091
Cont.
>Explain your worse episode.
Then a white van started to circle the neighborhood and I was certain that they were looking for me. I remember telling my friend I was going inside because the van made me uncomfortable, and I don't remember anything else from that day.
>>735988297
>Weirdest fetish you've seen in porn?
I don't really watch porn, so... Probably the splitdick pics I see occasionally around here.

Plum

>>735972167
I remember you from a couple weeks ago, hope you're doing well.
Last time all I asked for was a free (you), but this time I have a couple of questions:
How big is your shinobu folder?
What is the most positive schizo experience you have had?

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When someone tells you they live at one hundred, two hundred, three hundred salt and vinegar lane... what does it mean?

do you miss him?

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>>735989103
>I remember you from a couple weeks ago
Hi again.
>hope you're doing well.
I'm doing okay. How are you?
>Last time all I asked for was a free (you)
Did you get it?
>How big is your shinobu folder?
410 files 276MB
>What is the most positive schizo experience you have had?
Hmm, difficult to say. Probably meeting people because of it, or being able to make a connection with someone because of it.
>>735989126
>what does it mean?
It means they live at 100200300 Salt and Vinegar lane?

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>>735984314
>Like a small RV?
Yep thats the one.

>but my computer wasn't able to handle it back then
i was in the same boat.. being desperate to play tho. i got a new one after a few months tho

>No, I don´t vote.
ma nigga. correct answer. "land of the free" but you only get two choices. and wether you pick the red dick or the blue dick it doesnt really matter, one of em is going up your ass anyways. not that my country is any better. in Sweden sure we have more political parties but the politicans ruling them are all retarded / or corrupted. Grown ass Women and Men, humans of modest being, bending over for an angsty unemployed sjw teen with nothing better to do then to complain in newspapers. thats how sweden looks today, members on the highest rank of society, bringing with them articles from FACEBOOK news groups without even checking sources, using them for debate.

>music dump
i like it. similiar to mine. Perhaps you would like one of these?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kXF0w8g_TLQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EtEOl-xJTg8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DhHGDOgjie4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=76PHzENMQ04

Thank you for answering my questions. Does the voice that tell you that suicide do it in a positive or negative way? For instance: 'if you do it, you wouldn't have to deal with this dreadfulness, anon" or "do it already you bitch pussy you don't have the guts" When you talk to them how long does it take for a reply from them? Do they reply all the time? I hope you slowly break free from this cycle and try something that would not only benefit you, but other schiz out there suffering.

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>>735989401
>i was in the same boat.. being desperate to play tho
I spent most of my time playing Runescape back then, it was all my computer could really handle.
>ma nigga. correct answer.
Maybe one day the rest of the normies will learn, it's the best way to do it. If voter turnover goes to like 10% of the population some shit would change real quick. I'm pretty sure.
>thats how sweden looks today
Doesn't sound too different from Americaland

>Perhaps you would like one of these?
I gave them each a small listen. Really nice music. Saved them all

>>735972167
>That guy again
>That shitty waifu again
Fuck of, Nisio!

>>735989326
Doing pretty good, busy with summer jobs and such.
And yes, I got my (You) last time. Much appreciated.

>410 files 276MB
That's quite a bit. Spend a lot of time on pixiv or get most off booru's?

Also, glad to hear you can get something positive out of your condition.

No "depressed"? That's cool. But makes me feel like I should get out of here for noticing that.

>>735973531
>Now I get free money from the government.
>Shits cash.
He gives us a bad name. I would kill for even a low wage job.

>>735989943
Never say "I have problems" to government. They 'll take your rights, and you can't buy rights with money.

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>>735989661
>Thank you for answering my questions.
You're welcome.
>Does the voice that tell you that suicide do it in a positive or negative way?
I wouldn't say it's a negative way, but not really negative either? It's more like stating a fact (that's what he does).
>When you talk to them how long does it take for a reply from them?
Immediately, I have real time conversations with them.
>Do they reply all the time?
I can't think of a time where they didn't.
>hope you slowly break free from this cycle
Maybe one day.
>>735989811
>That shitty waifu again
fug u buddy
>>735989860
>Doing pretty good
That's good to hear
>That's quite a bit. Spend a lot of time on pixiv or get most off booru's?
I just got most of them off /c/ I think.
>glad to hear you can get something positive out of your condition.
You can get positive things about of anything, just matters how you look at it.

>>735989326
About 100200etc. It's a recurring dream I have. I'm also schizophrenic. A young girl gets mad at me and says "don't you remember me? I live at etc etc"

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>>735989901
>No "depressed"?
Nope, just empty.
>That's cool.
Hm, I guess.
>But makes me feel like I should get out of here for noticing that.
Why is that?

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>>735990109
>It's a recurring dream I have.
Hm, are you looking for someone? Maybe you've forgotten someone you once held close to your heart.

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>>735990139
4chan to me at this point is nothing more than the fuel to my horrible and engulfing procrastination problem. Things like this (noticing small things like that) are just the proof of that.

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>>735990268
>4chan to me at this point is nothing more than the fuel to my horrible and engulfing procrastination problem.
It's fuel for whatever you want it to be fuel for. The flame lies within yourself, removing 4chan doesn't extinguish the fire.
>Things like this (noticing small things like that) are just the proof of that.
How is that?

>>735990453
>How is that?

You know, If I would spend less time here, I wouldn't have noticed that change in the OP post.

As for procrastination and 4chan, yes you are right about how removing 4chan wouldn't solve my problem, but it is definitely the thing I do the most, almost everyday (i.e. visiting 4chan).

I know the problem is not the site though. It's me. But I have no goals, no dream job, nothing like that. Graduated recently and thinking about how I wanna just sleep all day and live alone.

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>>735990672
>You know, If I would spend less time here, I wouldn't have noticed that change in the OP post.
Ooh, okay. I wasn't sure where you were going with it at first. I suppose that is true.
>but it is definitely the thing I do the most`
Maybe find something else to do other than just browsing 4chan then. I take breaks from it every now and then.
>I wanna just sleep all day and live alone.
You don't really want that. It's great for the first few years then it's all downhill.

>>735990908
>I wanna just sleep all day and live alone.

Maybe it's not what I need, and definitely not great in the long run, but I can't think of anything I strive for or simply wish for right now. I'm just burned out, only anxiety keeps me functioning somehow.

And the worst thing is that I couldn't count how many times I wrote these lines down. Either in a feels thread or other kind of threads.

I'm in this cycle of bitching about myself. I am mentally weak, I am not even remotely disciplined, I got my way throught college by faking it 'til I made it..

I just feel shit 24/7. As for finding other things to do instead of 4chan, I thought drawing was one thing I'd like to pursue somewhat seriously, but I rarely do that. Can't really decide whether I truly want that or not.

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>>735989741
>>playing Runescape
kek, i did too. i myself was quite proud of the dragon armor i aquired, among some other god stuff. i only played tho when guthix saraman and the shit,.,. uhm zamorak i think was in the game. sort of quit when the other gods came BUT god damn did i have a blast in runescape, the music, world 2, catching fish on the tropical island, flavor texts, was my first online mmoish game.

>Maybe one day the rest of the normies will learn
Yeah, its either that or system collapse, i mean Greed is what drives most of the humans of society today, and they will always want to climb the "staircase", as somone takes over they will want to succeed to, and greed will takea little bit from us other, just a small ammount so no one notices. they want MORE for themselves and LESS for everybody else. they have a budget quota to make the big rollers satisfied.. until citizens get fed up with it.

People need to watch some George Carlin videos if you know what i mean

>I gave them each a small listen. Really nice music. Saved them all
thanks man. figured you like it. that kind of music is what i mostly listen to nowadays, relaxing but groovy. saved almost all of em you linked too.

>shinobu

excellent taste

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>>735991199
Those repeating digits
>I'm just burned out
You need to find something new. Do you have a gf/bf? If not, you should make an attempt to find someone you can connect to emotionally. It will do wonders for you.
>I'm in this cycle of bitching about myself
That's the cycle just about everyone on 4chan is in.
>I thought drawing was one thing I'd like to pursue somewhat seriously, but I rarely do that.
Heh, I know that feeling all too well. Too many times have I picked something up because I thought I wanted to do it, only to drop it a few weeks later.
>>735991585
>catching fish on the tropical island
I spent a lot of my time in w28 in the top of Varrock palace. I do miss that game, those days were so fun.

>People need to watch some George Carlin videos if you know what i mean
I don't, actually. I've never really seen anything of his.
>relaxing but groovy
That's a really good description of it.

whats your favorite hentai?

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>>735991822
>excellent taste
nou.
>>735991843
>whats your favorite hentai?
I don't watch any porn.

>>735991896
>I don't watch any porn.
what?why?

>>735991833
yeah at least those digits are cool lol.

No, I don't have anyone. And frankly, I couldn't pick anyone up the way I am now, let alone keep them.

Thanks for all the answers btw. What about you? How are ya nowadays? It was probably already mentioned, I'm just too lazy to read through the whole thread.

>>735972167
I can't tell who is the sadder fuck, you or the people who ask you questions. This shit is cancer and I hope you die soon so this thread never comes back. Faggot.

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>>735991992
>what?why?
Just don't like it.
>>735992011
>No, I don't have anyone.
You should try to find someone, it will help.
>I couldn't pick anyone up the way I am now
That's where you're wrong, there's someone out there who is perfect for you. I can assure you of that.
>What about you?
I'm okay. Mostly just empty.
>>735992027
>This shit is cancer
Go back to your trap threads, faggot.

>>735992027
you went out of your way just to write that? you are the saddest fuck.

>>735992131
>Mostly just empty.

Maybe you should look for a hobby or something as well. Or find someone, like you suggested (if you don't already have someone)

>>735992131
so what you fap to

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>>735992282
>Maybe you should look for a hobby or something as well
I can't find anything that I want to do, or that will hold my attention.
>Or find someone, like you suggested
I just got out of a nearly year-long relationship.
>>735992299
nice digits.
>so what you fap to
Nothing?

>>735992131
>>735992214
so salty, i hope i didn't hurt your feelings. i know how important your safe space is so ill leave before y'all find the energy to get up and do something with your life

>>735992438
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>>735992567
>so salty
>>>/reddit/
>>>/out/
Jesus you're a massive faggot.
>>735992607
Same

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>>735992567
thanks man.

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>>735992656
>>735992673
>>735992692
Here's your free (you)s

>>735992438
>I can't find anything that I want to do, or that will hold my attention.

Same issue. I'm thinking of two things:

It's either because I'm trying to get something out of that hobby (like fixing me somehow), and not doing it for the fun of it.

or

I should try something group-activity like, so that I'm surrounded with normal people, maybe that'd stop me from quitting so fast, but even the idea of a group-activity feels something I don't even wanna try.

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>>735990672
>Graduated recently and thinking about how I wanna just sleep all day and live alone.

Wow yeah.. who doesnt.. im sorry my dear friend, that will never dissapear.
.....unleeeeeess you buy some amfetamine off the dark web! it will make sure
make sure

TO MAKE YOU GO FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAST

your opinion in chess, go and shōgi

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>>735992925
>and not doing it for the fun of it.
I've tried this, even just doing things purely for fun gets really old really fast.

>so that I'm surrounded with normal people
judging from what you've said, I doubt that's something you'll enjoy. If anything try to find a small group of friends that are just as fucked up as you.
>>735993031
>your opinion in chess
Chess is a pretty neat game
>go
Don't like go.
>shōgi
Never played it

>>735992984
Well I hated what I majored in and I'll likely hate the job I'll start next week, thought that was why I felt so shitty about it.

I guess people who studied what they wanted don't really have that issue, since they don't really have to convince themselves to get to work every morning.

I know that actually the majority of people have to do that, but it just feels like being trapped.

>>735972167
Are u the same person that posts this everytime?

>>735993171
I do have a small group of friends, great friends, but you know we only meet when we have fun, drink, there's a special occasion, etc. That won't really help me with self-fulfillment

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>>735991199
you know you should probably not listen to me about this.. but i felt like you once, for a 2 year downward spiral after bad breakup n dis and that.

its pretty fucked up, i tried everything, until i was ready to leave this world of hopelessness and social anxiety.

Then.... i found.... my miracle cure.

of all things, i found a medecine called Tramadol. its a weak pain killer opoid and when i took BAM! was i hooked.. i had nothing to lose anyways.. but ! i LOVED talking to others, loved being home, at familys, AT WORK! LOVED IT. it just made.. EVERYTHING better. thanks to it, i got out of my depression, fixed an reallly good job. and got the most gorgeos gf i have ever had. the one. (before that shortly, from having trouble with girls, i had them flocking around me) from the psytrance scene. im gonna merry this one.

heres the complication.
iam addicted to it. it still gives me the effect 2 years after. its like 1 dollar a pill on D net. i need about 3 pills a day to get desired effect (50mg)

i feel i can stop. ive had a few breaks like 5 these 2 years.. it gets really rough for couple of days. then its over and your body as good as new.

that warm fussy fealing it gives me. Undiscribable. saved me from suicide and made me love myself. but remember every body is different.

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>>735993342
>Are u the same person that posts this everytime?
I don't think I've turned into a different person.
>>735993348
>I do have a small group of friends
Those sound more like party buddies than friends. Nothing wrong with party buddies, but there's no real emotional support there.
I mean really close friends, the type of friends you share your deepest secrets with.

>>735993441
Thanks for the advice but I was already addicted to shit once. No drugs (or the like) for me anymore. wish you the best

>>735974029
Dude...it kinda sounds like you could just be inflicted with a combination of tinnitus, depression and cronic laziness.

>>735993552
Nah they really are not just party buddies, I guess I didn't describe the situation too well. We only meet at those said occasions, because everyone's busy with their life. I could (and already have) share me feelings and such with them, but I won't. Partly because when I'm with them, I just wanna have a good time and don't really think that talking about it with them would help, and also because in the past we went through some shit, nowadays they have their own problems to deal with so yeah. I could talk to them like that, but won't.

>>735972167

why you wont be the one to answer my question.

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>>735993822
>tinnitus
It's not tinnitus, it's in my head not in my ears.
>depression
Goes hand and hand with Schizophrenia.
>cronic laziness.
That's what Schizophrenia looks like to someone on the outside.
>>735993861
>Nah they really are not just party buddies
I see.
I hope you're able to figure out how to solve your problems. It's going to take a lot of work though, that's for sure.
>>735993897
>why you wont be the one to answer my question.
what?

>>735994061
>It's going to take a lot of work though, that's for sure.

lol no doubt. gotta go now, wish you the best and thanks again.

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I ctrl+F'd for "hospital" and you said you were never hospitalized
does that mean you've never been to a psychiatric hospital? I don't have schizophrenia but I have something else and I'm scared that if I relay too much to my therapist one day I'll be sent to one
all I ever hear about psychiatric hospitals is that the doctors there are abusive and that it's the most dehumanizing, horrible place on earth, and it costs a lot of money
do you know if it's as scary as people say? if *you* haven't been to one, do you have testimonials from friends?

>>735994204
this is why I don't go see a psychiatrist. Don't let them impede your freedom of adventure, buddy. Go out there and enjoy the world.

>>735972167
You were probably misdiagnosed?

Theres your question since you wanted one.

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>>735994258
thank you, anon

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>>735994200
>gotta go now
Catch you around. Take it easy.
>>735994204
>does that mean you've never been to a psychiatric hospital?
Yes, I have never been admitted to a psychiatric hospital.
>I'm scared that if I relay too much to my therapist one day I'll be sent to one
Unless you're telling your therapist you want to murder people or something extreme like that, it's pretty unlikely.

>doctors there are abusive and that it's the most dehumanizing, horrible place on earth
It depends on the hospital. They can range from terrible to not bad. I've heard some stories from friends who were admitted and it wasn't bad at all.
>>735994286
>You were probably misdiagnosed?
That is not a question?

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>>735972167
Are you a lolicon? will you be my friend?

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Kiss-shot > Shinobu

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>>735994611
>Are you a lolicon?
Mhm.
>will you be my friend?
Sure, why not?
>>735994636
>Kiss-shot > Shinobu
Kiss-shot = Shinobu

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>>735972167

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>>735994742
>You will never give pats to a qt kitty girl. ;-;

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>>735994713
Kiss-shots full power form > Shinobu

Also damn, that episode ;-;

>>735994842

I actually don't think that's beyond the realm of possibility. My wife is fine with wearing cat ears and receiving pets.

>>735994061
There goes my dreams of medfagging.
Tough hand you were dealt, Anon. Try shrooms and stick with it. Do a session once a month until you work your way up to a hero dose. Then start microdosing.
Good luck mate

>>735972167
Are traps gay?

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>>735994864
>Kiss-shots full power form > Shinobu
Still the same, anon.
>>735994894
>My wife is fine with wearing cat ears and receiving pets.
That's cute. But she's not a real catgirl.
>>735994949
>There goes my dreams of medfagging.
At least you tried.
>Try shrooms and stick with it.
I may at some point, I eventually plan on trying it.
>>735995047
>Are traps gay?
I made a flowchart for this.

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>>735994894
>my wife
get out

>>735995213

As time goes on more and more /b/tards are going to be married. Eventually we'll have regular users who are over 60. Doesn't it sound charming to think of a ton of 80 year old men reminiscing about linkin park?

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>>735994509
okay thank you anon

>>735972987

Keep bumping!

>>735995287
Why would anybody here reminisce about linkin park?

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>>735995287
>Eventually we'll have regular users who are over 60
All the oldfags will literally be old fags.
>>735995318
>okay thank you anon
You're welcome

Ayyyy schizOP! I was scrolling through the catalog and you came into my head like five seconds before I saw this post.

>>735995397

There are people in their 30's who already reminisce about it. It seems that beyond a certain age, bands which people found fashionable to hate on get a second wind of genuine appreciation. Like, it was fashionable at the time to hate on britney spears, but many 30 year olds i know unironically like some of her songs.

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>>735995476
>Ayyyy schizOP!
Hiya, I'm not gonna be around too much longer. It's getting close to my bed time.

>>735995592
I imagined as much coming in here. Thread has been up a while.

Favorite drug/medication?

I like amphetamines, I don't think I'm schizophrenic but I have a lot of the symptoms that I'm probably not terribly far off.

Hi anon, how are ya? Hope you're fine, i have been diagnosed with severe depression, severe anxious disorder, severe stress disorder and less severe paranoid behaviour, i have been kinda swimming on drugs, how you manage stress without being on drugs? Happens that panic attacks and someway irrational behaviour almost always takes down on me and idk how to deal with without drugs, it have been kinda hard managing to finish my career with this problems and idk what to do, i fear that drugs may fuck with studying and focus capabilites

Wait for it~.

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>>735995673
>Thread has been up a while
Yea, I've been up for too long on top of that. lel
>>735995782
>Favorite drug/medication?
Weed
>I have a lot of the symptoms
You could have another disorder, a lot of the symptoms are interchangeable with other disorders.
>>735995804
>Hi anon
Heya
>how are ya?
Not too bad. How about you?
>i have been diagnosed with severe depression
That's really rough, sorry to hear that, anon.
>how you manage stress without being on drugs?
Well, I kind of avoid everything. I don't go outside, I don't interact with people. But I've had pretty much all of my issues since I was young so I've just become used to them.
>>735995977
>Wait for it~.
What're we waiting for?

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Well it's time for me to get some sleep, good night to anyone still lurking

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Nothing~?

>>735996609
Posting from my phone so no shinobu pics
>Nothing~?
Nothing?

What exactly is going on in that picture?

>>735996767

Randomness?

I'm bored~.

>>735997391
Well, I'm about to abandon the thread, you can add me on kik if you want some company: SchziOP

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>>735997566

Then, I guess I'll quit being entertaining~. ;P

Kik: love_embes

>>735997846
I added you
See you around