To the anon who was asking if you feel lonely, yes cant stop

>>735923594
anyone else thinking about "her"?

>>735923645
She's a completely different person now and is dead to me

>>735923712
well shit that sucks /b/ro

>>735923712
what happened?

I worked for half a year to get money and now I get to give it all back. True pain is losing money.

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>>735923594

>>735923933
losing money sucks but i would need money to lose in the first place to care

I have one
>be me
>16 going on 17
>break up with cunt gf
>make friends with the people that dont like her
>start going out almost weekly with them and continues for over a year
>start developing feelings for one of the girls in the group
>slowly hang out less and less due to other shit but still talk occasionally
>be now
>message her last sunday when i was drunk with a paragraph saying i liked her

Oh wow, didn't expect that

Fucking end me

>>735924141
i love these can we get more of em? i don't have anything saved new computer

I am turning 21 and have never had a bf in part because I was scared of becoming close with other people and untrusting due to bad family history but also I don't like the smartphone obsessed fuccbois my age.
I am living pointlessly in a shitty town in the midwest with no money after losing my job.
I have no one in real life to share my problems with and am constantly on the verge of tears.
I think I will spend the best years of my life in constant misery and it scares the hell out of me.

>>735924198
did she respond?

>>735924358
we are always here for you to vent if you need it.

>>735924365
She said
'Oh wow didnt expect that'

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>>735924224
sure thing anon, I have a few

>>735924358
or to just talk.

>>735924530
that fucking blows anon do you still talk to her?

>>735924441
:)
No friends anymore. I told the last ones to fuck off because they would go months without speaking to me unless they needed money or a ride somewhere. I saw an old friend the other day and she gave me her number and invited me to her place sometime. I texted her back about a week later and she never responded.

Sometimes I make up people in my head to talk about my day with. I will drive to nowhere and waste gas with money I don't have (lost my job after the store closed) listening to dadrock on the radio bc it is the only thing that comforts me.
Then i realize how damn sad it is i have to make people up and i start to cry. I drive home and then come on 4chan...

>>735924565
thanks anon they actually keep things calm with chill music in the background

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>>735924565

>>735924638
Yeah, i was gonna hang out with her at a con this weekend but im away so i cant.

Do i have any chance?

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>>735924739

>>735924685
i literally did the exact same thing for a long time except i listen to nujabes allot. iv never had anyone who i can just talk to before.

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>>735924685
Same person.
I never was able to make a real connection with anyone after my father died. Sure I had a few "friends" but they were no real friends.
I would spend every miserable summer in hs alone. Either on here or writing in a notebook about how alone I felt. This has gone on for the better part of a decade. I thought when I graduated,went to uni and got a car,things would change for the better but no.
Having nothing to look forward to is what kills you more than anything else.

>>735924780
if she still talks to you and is willing to hang out take that for what its worth anon. i think she likes being around you still so in short term yes.

>>735924869
Nujabes? They did shiki no uta iirc.
A lot of times at my old job, I would hang out in the parking lot and have a cig, get that song in my head.
When you get older, there's less free time to just fuck around and form bonds with people. Everyone always has to pretend to be busy to feel important. Hate it.
I've driven down just about every backroad here searching for something but it's just so empty.

>>735924878
i never had any real connections either everyone i knew just faded away even during hs. i turned to writing as well it helps but only temporarily

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Different question: who thinks about himself today?

I find myself in a corner of my life. I have no idea what do I really want, who I want to be or who I am (despite being human trash). I am stuck with my own life, can't go any further. I just... Do not know anything. Really. That state of mind is killing me.

Anyone else got this? I would love to talk to you guys.

I know you are nice, you helped me few years ago but you may not remember. I fucking love all of you, people from feels threads. Will always help you.

I havnt seen my girlfriend in over 2 weeks... I don't understand she messages me everyday but once she gets out of work it's like I don't even exist.

>>735925036
on the long drives id take looking for something to make me feel worth never shows up being empty has become apart of my life the last 5 or more years now.

>>735924937
Thank you anon, thats reasuring. How are you doing?

>>735925148
you know what. fuck em.
I wasted way too much time trying to get those assholes to like me.
it's the time for action

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>>735924816

>>735925200
go out and be energetic. be a spaz and don't care about embarassing yourself

>>735925200
i have been there friend i stopped thinking about myself years ago and focused on others needs. im not truly happy unless i feel like i have made someone at least smile. since i don't have friends or family i turn to strangers i don't know

>>735925382
these are wonderfull

>>735925341
i feel like im okay but refer to >>735925494

>>735925480
I go out more often than you think probably, that is not the problem, really.

>>735925494
But I want to be happy. I care about myself, but I somehow wasted my life - that is what I think honestly.

>>735925624
I've tried "going out" but I don't know where to go.
Doing things like going to the mall or seeing a movie sucks when youre alone

>>735925582
You're a good person anon, you should be told that more

>>735925680
thank you friend that actually made me smile for the first time in a couple days

>>735925624
the only way to feel like you have done something with yourself is to do stuff that in your mind you would not normally do. make connections when you go out make someone you don't know laugh or smile, strike up a conversation and hold it. maybe even just laugh at yourself or cry.

>>735925678
I used to go to cinema alone when I was 16-18. Never thought that's strange.

About walking and going out. Sometimes I go out alone for a walk in a park even when I could go with my fiancee or with a friend. It's relaxing, you can think about whatever you like in peace with yourself. Without talking. Sometimes it is funny how you go and start smiling and laughing because of your thoughts.

Plus I used to run long distances often alone, nothing strange man!

Just go whenever you feel you would like to be. Last time I took such a walk was week ago, was walking 3 hours straight. I enjoyed it, really.

What do you do than?

>>735923594
>be me
>Starting junior year
>Ready to start new
>New sophomores coming in to the hs
>One of my friends in my grade introduces me to 2 sophomore girls
>One of them is really cute and we hit it off well
>Her friend wants us to date
>We start dating and I'm actually happy
>We spend a lot of time together and I'm at the happiest I've ever been
>We go to homecoming and have a great time
>The Wednesday after Homecoming she says her parents want us to break up
>People that know her tell me different reasons why she broke up with me
>Depressed as fuck but she still wants to be friends
>I try to continue talking to her as friends but it's not working
>I stop talking to her for a month
>Sees her at school making out with some other guy
>Gets really salty and depressed
>Remembers all the good times and realizes it was all meaningless

>Be me now
>Still bitter as fuck

>>735925979
I do not fully get it. I often find myself crying in my home, even few minutes ago... Fuck. I do not have many friends, but the ones I got are autistic enough to understand me.

>>735926085
I actually go for walks a lot now, just one yesterday actually. Funny you mention it.
It clears my mind and I wanted to get in shape.
It's helped in terms of having something to do and I'd like to make a hobby out of running.
Of course as soon as I decided this, we suddenly get thunderstorms every day for a week straight.

>>735926085
>op
holy shit i used to do this all the time its so relaxing man. before i started thinking more about making other people feel better about themselves rather than myself.

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>>735923594
here sadnon have a terrified fluffie

>>735923784
>>735923712
that is actually blessing. makes things easier

>>735926233
damn that blows anon, i had many relationships that just ended with me trying to make "her" feel better while i just end up hurting myself more than i knew at the time/ i would say with time it will pass but i have not seen anything change for a while. just work on yourself and better yourself more chances will come.

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gf told me that "i have changed"....

help...

>>735926554
this picture alone brought a tear to my eye. its how i feel at the moment. it is my fault she left me if i had made her happier things would be different.

>>735926291
I know that feeling. When you got holiday - boom - raining. When you have to work everyday - boom - sunny weather. I hate it cause I want to catch every possibility to go for running.

I would reccomend running as a hobby. TO be honest I started running (have no idea why and what was the spark that started it) to lose my weight. Went even better than expected. I love running cause there is only me that I can beat and I want to overcome myself every time. When I started, I couldn't even run straight a 1km. Next year I could run 3km straight... And lost about 10-15kg. Fast forward - today I think I lost already about 30-35kg of fat and I can run 15km straight without a single stop. Feels great.

Yeah, funny I mentioned it. Seems like we are somehow connected, kek.

Where are you from, anon?

If you want KIK me: Sanczez

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>>735926726
posting sad images

>>735926726
that line alone just means that she is one who changed and cant accept the fact you were comfortable with her the way things were and she could not accept that. some people just need change in there life to live anon im sorry