Tell me your secrets /b/... You are completely anonymouse.

>>735572427
my car back tried to friend me in the mother of my fonger

>>735572427
I think I like traps

>>735572427
No

>>735572427
>>anonymouse
Not sure if typo or some cringy joke

i'm a normie

I want to rape my ex gf because of the piss poor reason she broke up with me and because she is honestly a straight up selfish bitch. My sex drive is high and for some reason I feel her crying as I fuck her brains out would make me harder

I masturbate while thinking 'Bout stabbing my ex, while fucking her on a Beach-photoshoot.

Every time.

>happily married, but only Think about that.

> I Made Consensual Sex In The Missionary Position with my wife.

>>735572912
Awkward, I did the same thing with your wife faggot

I've fapped on omegle with a 9yo grill

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>>735572427
I have an overwhelming sense to serve my country, but a massive fear that it will lead to an early death. 26 currently and time is running out, age ceiling is 28. The thought of dying young is growing more and more appealing then the idea of living the rest of my life wondering what if and regretting having never served my country.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FrDv1AB8P3I
>inb4 you fell for the propaganda

I talked my ex gf into letting her family dog like her vag and record it for me

>>735573138
Do it man. I'm sure you will come back OK. Then you can embrace military benefits.

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>>735572427
I was at a party boxing with a friend, and when he punched me in the stomach I beer-shit my underwear. I went to the bathroom and hid my shitted-in underwear behind the toilet.

I was like 28.

Don't really have any

Sometimes life in general makes me anxious and i hate falling short of others for example what a boring fucking secret

i had something about my stepdaughter sucking off a bunch of niggers, but i can't find it. it was pretty much bait anyway. and she's about 30 now, so.....

I was fonger

I was used and abused sexually by my father and pimped out when I was 10. I hate what happened to me and feel like used goods but at the same time it was the only time I felt like I was important so I almost miss it in a way

>>735573138
Do it. Enlist, learn to do cool shit, go cool places, and shoot mud hut dwelling Brown people. Shit was so cash back in my day.

>>735574334
Male or female?

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I like thigh highs.

>>735574721
Female

And yeah I have daddy issues and I'm disgusting but I already know

>>735574961
pretty average tbh.

I mean the being pimped out at 10 part is a little unusual but your response to it is normal. it's just anecdotal but I've dated a few girls who were abused as kids.

i love to write and want to make a game/movie/book based on my autistic fantasy world

>>735575042
My best friend was abused and exploited worse than I was so I always got the feeling it was "normal" but it still makes me feel like shit
>>735575298
Me too, wanna share a bit? I have this super cringy sci fi game I'd love to be real. II'm constantly adding details to it.

>>735575457
>My best friend was abused and exploited worse than I was
worse than being sexually abused and pimped out at age 10? what happened to her?

I convinced my last gf to finger her younger sister

>>735572427
I fuck a uggo hambeast...
Im going to dump her soon

>>735575457
the thing is it's mostly characters in the form of legends or fighting game character stories that i try to fit together somehow, it's the only logical conclusion i can draw since the characters are so varied

most of them are also just lazy copies of other characters i like that already exist, like the joker, scarecrow and hannibal lecter, so i don't think you would be interested

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I DO NOT wanna fuck my daughter but it turns me on to see other men stare at her or hit on her. She is pretty and gets a lot of attention. I would like to watch her get fucked and buck her hips. It'd be hot to see her cum. Pic related.

>>735572427
>inb4 i cheat on my military husband
>inb4 i shower with my nieces
I was fonger

>>735575691
ah yeah pretty fucked up
don't get me wrong, renting a teen girl out for a few weeks is a hot fantasy and all but the reality was probably less fun

I am a cuck. I live to watch when my wife is fucked by some other guy oraz couple od them. Im horny as hell wher her pussy od pumped by some cocks. She loves it too. Also i am inferlite, so we are seriously thinking about cuckold pregnancy.

>>735574961
Come to me little one. I'll be your new Daddy. And you will only serve me. No other cocks.

>>735575694
How old is she?

>>735575519
Story time anon

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>long time ago.
>23.
>little sister sleeps with me.
>parents asleep.
>door locked.
>sex on floor like video related.
>the end.

>>735575783
19

>>735575457
you've posted before right? I have a vague memory of a sexually abused girl with an autistic sci-fi fantasy world

>>735573138
Join the Airforce then

>>735575830
Too old

>>735575830
Nice

>>735575626
That's not too bad, sounds like it could be interesting. When I first began compiling ideas for my sci-fi world I often borrowed a lot of concepts and designs from other people and franchises, but over time I slowly began making it more personal and I'm proud to say my ideas are somewhat original.

I lost my virginity to a homeless lady when I was 17

>>735575735
Yeah she has PTSD over it, not the meme type but the real deal. She can't be around crying children at all or she can have near psychotic episodes. I feel bad for her but I don't know what to do to help anymore than I try to.
>>735575842
I rarely post on /b/ but yeah I have posted about this stuff before. Might have been me

>>735573138
Do not join the army or marines they will destroy your soul. You will have a small chance of dying with navy or air force and they have better facilities

>>735575896
i can post a character i made for an RPG that my buddys ex-gf made, but it may be confusing since i mention city names from the game, and it's not really finnished, but my buddy liked it, at least he said he did

>>735576000
trips confirm it was you
welcome back anon

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I went from obese to very fit and now fit and popular women hit on me but my mind only wants me to be into chubby chicks and skinny girls cuz that's what I was into when I was fat.

I still fap to Vicky videos

>>735575537
Me too...2 phones, an x-box 1, a rack of games and random $$ & carepackages to my house...and as much as I am semi disgusted with myself, i can't ditch her.

>>735574961
Tits?

>>735576098
Who doesn't? The one were she ends up with cum all around her mouth is the best

>>735576125
Stay with her and be the cuck that you are

I just drank a gallon of applejuice in the past hour.

>>735576034
That's up to you, as long as your comfortable I think it'd be neat to see it. I have some really cool designs for a few things in my head but I can't draw
>>735576055
Ty
>>735576138
Dick?

>>735576179
You first.

>>735576179
>i'm probably gonna regret this

Born in the city of Bycoast Fausts parents pushed him to study medicine and be a doctor.
At the age of 15 he was accepted to the prestigious university of Rosewelt, and quickly became interested in autopsies.
Although he never told anyone about his fascination of the dead body, he graduated with honors as one of the best doctors to ever attend the university.
After opening up a clinic in his hometown of Bycoast he could afford building his own house in Whitestone, he was known in the neighborhood as a calm and polite man, he often held parties for the whole neighborhood and knew everyone in Whistestone on a personal level.
Although he wasn’t married there were no shortness of women around Faust, he was often seen with his hand around the waist of a beautiful young woman, but never the same.
No one knew where he met them since they weren’t from Whitestone, but it wasn’t much thought on, except for a few rumors saying that Faust had gone to Ravenspire and charmed some young girl that he took home.
Life was going great for Faust, he had lots of money and many friends, until one day a boy went missing in the neighborhood.
It was the son of Fausts closest neighbor who had gone missing and was last seen at a party that Faust held in his house, so naturally the authorities wanted to search his house.
They didn’t find the boy, but something they never had seen before, during the search in the basement an officer discovered a hidden door that led deeper in to the ground and to a lair.
(1/2)

>>735576221
>english isn't my native languge so excuse the errors

It truly was a chamber of horror, it was a poorly lit operating room with medical instruments carefully arranged, chains hanging from the wall who had a bloody collars at the end, an operating table with heavy restraints and many books containing occult information and spells of reanimation.
When the officer turned around to go back and tell his colleagues what he discovered he saw the doctor standing behind him.
Terrified, he drew his sword in order to arrest the maniac, but Faust sprayed some form of gas in his face and he was instantly knocked out, when he awoke he was chained to the wall with a metal collar around his neck, he tried to get it off but it was in vain.
No one knew what happened to the officer and the suspicions around Faust grew stronger, but there was no evidence that he had kidnapped the boy or knew anything about the disappearing officer.
Since then the amount of people who attended Dr. Fausts famous house parties sharply declined and after sometime people were to afraid to go near his house since random people still disappeared when entering the house.
(2/2)

>>735576144
Dubs confirms this.

>>735576153
Oh....okay.

>>735576360
Make her cry and leave her if
>>735576179
doesn't show her tits

>>735576221
>>735576260
Pretty interesting based on just that short bit, it'd probably be a lot more interesting in the grand scheme of the story, yes? Nothing to be insecure about

>>735576032
Active duty Air Force here, can confirm this is true

My name is actually Dillon

A 14 y/o boy wants me to fuck him and I'm finding it harder and harder to say no (19)

>>735576325
The good old days of kazza and limewire

>>735576098
Who the fuck is vicky

>>735576422
it was meant to be the backstory of my character in said RPG, but i'm thinking of converting him in to my own world and have him unlock a secret of "organic mechanichs" where he builds minions and enhances himself with other organics by adding muscles or brainpower.
he would be the leader/right hand man of the leader of a faction in my world wich has cybernetic implants as a norm, but their faction are purists and found a loophole in enhancements by only working with living materia

>>735575810
considering how many times you've told /b/ this, it isnt a secret anymore.

>>735576635
It sounds like you have a lot figured out about this fictional world of yours. You should try scrabbling these ideas down so it's easier to manage. I know my ideas (and probably your ideas) won't ever be implemented in the way we want them to in a game so I'm thinking of eventually converting my idea into a novel instead. I have no delusions that it'll ever be published, I don't want it to be, I just think it'd be fun to do. You should think about it too

>>735576878
yeah, that's basicly what i'm thinking aswell, would be cool to have a book published though, even if no one would buy it

>>735576586
Fucking newfag

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Used to be a man

i told my military husband i've been cheating on him for a while and he left the house and hasn't come back for days.

>>735577122
you still are, you will never be a woman

When I was in grade school I was bullied by another kid. He's trap me in the corner of the yard at recess and hit me and punch me while everyone one else watched. On the way home from school by some woods he'd put me in a headlock and hold me there and another kid would pull off my pants and they'd throw my pants around while I ran around and tried to get them. This happened many times. It was particularly humiliating because even then I had a very small cock

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>>735574934
I wear them when my bf is over, im male

>>735577122
Show us the mess between your legs

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>>735577177
Really?

>>735572427
i overeacted and lost any chance to even talk to the girl i love

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>>735572427
I've cheated on every girl in some way. Sometimes minor shit like a kiss or sexting, twice actual hooking up. I do it just to see if I can. It always leads me to be super untrusting and suspicious of every girl, probably projection. Happened 4 times so far.

>>735572568
Your friend tried to finger your car in the back of your mother?

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>>735577270
Before pic from this january.

>>735577270
no you won't, just because you chopped your dick off and drilled a hole were it used to be doesn't make you a woman
also, anti-psychotic medicine would have helped your illnes and you would still have your dick

>>735577367
I tried every mental medicine

>>735577270
Fuckin mental illness

>>735577553
no, you didn't

>>735577130
Well if you told him its no secret, so gtfo

>>735572427
OP blew me one time, that makes him a FAGGOT

>>735577323
*fonger

Sci first girl tell us more

>>735578351
About what?

This guy

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I regularly cheat on my military husband with Andy Sixx's warm, creamy dreamsteamy logs of shit. Feels so nice slidding down my throat in the Georgia heat...

>>735578514
What happened to you

>>735573309
>posting a gif with that fatass
clearly you're the faggot here

>>735578632
Not much to say really, if you want to know something specific just ask.

>>735578693
How did the abuse take place? What kind of people were they?

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>>735572427
I like ponies

>>735573205
Did she lick it?

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I accidentally while playing football once. Still have night terrors to this day.

>>735572427
Whenever I stay at my mates house I wait till he is asleep then whisper fucked up shit in his ear. Gives him messed up nightmares.

When I was 15 I was raped by two guys while biking home and it left me all kinds of fucked up. I still desire commitment and love but I freak out when I get close to someone. I've taken to falling in love online a lot but I've left a lot of (online) guys abruptly because I panicked. Some of them were on the way over to meet and I blocked them and then I cry for a week. :l

>>735578693
Still there

>>735578728
Well my father abused me every way possible. Physically, mentally, sexually. But others weren't allowed to hurt me that much. It was mostly just light choking and slapping when I was with a client. My father would drop me off at a location, i would have to wait a good bit, and then a man who knew what I looked like would come up to me and take me back to his place. We'd have sex for a few hours and then I'd go home. I was always scared, a lot because I didn't know if I'd ever go back home. It'd be easy for them to steal me and sell me as a full time sex slave, or kill me. I was always worriedsomething horrible would happen to me. I actually didn't meet a lot of old men, mostly middle age men and younger men. I never had a female client. Men would often demand I play along with their fantasies, like call them daddy or pretend they were my husband, or that I was a lifeless doll. People who are attracted to children often have some kind of fantasy attached to the idea, n my experience.

>>735578733
real ponies or mlp?
either way post horse cunts

I dated this girl in college but spent most my time fucking her younger sister. Weird part was when she found out she was OK with it. I spent two years banging the shit out of them, sometimes one after the other without even cleaning my dick. They were halfcast roodypoos and I basically just abused the shit out of them. Older one loved it.

>>735579128
And your friend who was less lucky? And did you had to do really dirty stuff? Do you have a normal sex life now?

>>735577130
I like how you're developing this story more Georgia, you took my advice to heart.

>>735578835
How is it going anx? Haven't seen you for a while

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>>735579160
both

>post horse pron
But that would be against the ruwles.

>>735579451
>And your friend who was less lucky?
I'm not going to talk about her experiences. It's not right of me to spread her secrets around when she told me of them in good faith. I very very briefly talked about it in a post above and deleted it. I don't feel right talking about it, even anonymously.
>And did you had to do really dirty stuff?
Nothing unheard of, really. I had to eat a lot of cum, piss, ass. I'm surprised nobody tried to make me eat feces.
> Do you have a normal sex life now?
I had a lesbian fling when I was 15. That was almost a decade ago, but I mentioned it because after I escaped the childhood prostitution I sorta became asexual. I didn't know that at the time, do I thought because I don't like men sexually maybe I was lesbian. It didn't work like that in reality though. I say asexual but every once in a while I still get urges but I keep ot under control. I would not say my sex life is normal at all though

>>735579843
So if you have sex it's with women? And did you ever thought of name shaming of the clients?

>>735579261
>halfcast roodypoos

wtf is that?

>>735579976
Maybe i confused you. No, I don't have sex with women, although I did a few times when I was a teenager. I don't have sex with anyone. And I don't masturbate either. I have tried to kill my sex drive entirely and I'm pretty satisfied with it (I can thank anti-depressants for the help).
>ame shaming of the clients?
You mean snitch on them? Yes, but I'd never do it. Even today I'd be too scared to. I've told this before but one of the clients was a police officer. I always wondered since then if I would be taken seriously, or if it's all corrupt. I think I could get a few people in trouble but I'm scared to, I don't know the consequences. It's not worth it, to be honest. It's all in the past.

>>735580205
That fucked up, but maybe they are still in the game. Are you not concerned with other children? I'm sorry if I am giving you a bad feeling. That's not my intention.

Working security at hotel in Hawaii. Kids who just graduated would arrive from mainland ready to party. I'd get special attention if I would let them have their alcohol in their rooms. When they left their rooms I'd steal their cash and cum in their panties. They were usually very hot teens.

>>735572427
I'm sadistic af and mentally ill. I have IED and paranoia. Despite my love for animals and people I kind of like seeing them in pain. I've abused my pets when I first got them. Same for friends and even my mother. I feel guilty about it of course. But that's a few fucked up secrets of mine.

>>735573138
Gotta die of something.

>>735580327
I've thought about it before, a lot. It's been roughly 8 years since I was last pimped out. I don't know if anyone would believe me, I don't have any proof beyond just a strongly worded testimony. But I'm scared, I don't really know if these clients I had saw other children then or now, but it's all passed me by. I'm scared to get involved again. I was lucky to make it out and be forgotten. Every tine i leave the house im paranoid, looking behind my back for someone to recognize me and get me. That makes me a coward but I don't want anything to do with it. I don't think there's any other child prostitutes in the area though, or was. What are the odds? I don't know. If I felt there was kids around me that I could help I'd call in an anonymous tip. Maybe I should anyway. I don't know

>>735580698
No I understand, really difficult fighting them. And about your almost never happening sexlife, is it crazy kinky sex now or more romantic

Went partying in South Korea and ended up getting wasted. I'm usually the guy that gets the girls but was too drunk to give a fuck that night. I was on my way to another bar when a hooker who was maybe a 6/10 came up trying to get business and she immediately wanted to fuck me. She was visibly excited and told the other guy he was ugly. I let her take me to a room where she took all my cash out of my wallet. I knew what she was doing and didn't care. She tried to get a condom on me but I couldn't get it up and I just laughed. She laid down and spread her pussy and told me to touch it. I still couldn't get an erection. She told me to come by the next day to fuck for free. I told her to let me look at her asshole so she spread it in front of me. She didn't want me to go in it but I licked my finger and stuck it in anyway. It was very nice. She lit both of us a cigarette and we walked to a cab. She paid for the cab ride and told the cab where to take me. It was a nice time actually and I hope that cash made her life a little easier. I saw her on the same street the next night but was with some girls so I didn't take her up on her offer.

>>735580698
And what was the most disturbing client

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>>735580205
You mentioned earlier how you almost missed when you where a sex slave. Was it the fear and adrenaline or just the thought of how coveted and wanted you were.

>>735580327
That's asking a great deal of risk from her.

>>735580858
I don't have sex. I've tried but I get flashbacks and it's not enjoyable. I can only have sex if it's full domination where I can't back out. But that's not enjoyable for me and I have near psychotic episodes because of sex, so I don't have sex.
>>735580902
I had a near death experience. This guy was on the kinky side and blindfolded me and bound by arms and legs with rope. He was a psycho and I'm pretty sure almost choked me to death. It turned into hardcore BDSM and I was just praying I lived.
>>735580920
I liked how people loved me. As in me, I mean my body. Nobody likes me now. I have one friend I only know online who ghosts me. I feel alone so often. When I was younger people liked me, loved me. I mattered to people even if I was only serving their cocks. It's disgusting but it's how I feel.

>>735580698
how did it first start? Did you father start sexually abusing you and then the pimping began later, or was your first sexual experience with a client?

>>735574961
Hey man shit happens. Doesn't make you disgusting

>>735575694
>
>>735575694
Bit of a cuck aye

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>>735572427
I've had sex with nearly 100 prostitutes in the past 25 years. None of my friends know and I wouldn't ever dare tell a woman.

>>735580187
Roodypoo is another word for nigger you nigger

>>735572427
i once stole a piece of lego from my school

>>735581510
>>735581518
Yes tell how it started. And was it always with one guy?

>>735581518
My father began molesting me when I was around 8, I think. My mother was still alive during this time, so it was just 'soft' stuff like touching my boobs or making me touch his penis. When I was 10 my mother passed away. The same year I woke up with him on top of me in the middle of the night smothering my screams and crying with a pillow as he took my virginity. He didn't like screaming or crying, it ruined his erection. I think I was 11 when I began being pimped out, I don't remember the exact date. It was a while later after I started having sex.

>>735581593
Where do you get them from (city or country) ?

Do you do anything interesting with them?

>>735581671
lol, what country is that from faggot?

>>735581688
Do you have brothers or sisters? Did you know how to please the guys so that it ended faster

>>735572427
As a child i started a fire that killed my youngest brother and sister.

>>735581688
okay, everyone's been asking about the worst experiences you had, but what about the best? Were there any clients that you actually quite looked forward to?

I'm talking to a really cute girl and I know she likes me but I don't know how to make her express that so I can make a next move

>>735581688
Did you hate anal, or did you started to like it?

I want my wife's sister more than I've ever wanted anyone in my life.

Also, I've been recording her in the bathroom with a spycam, and I'm almost certain she knows it.

>>735581922
how old were you?

>>735581785
It's from here years back you newfag

>>735582092
8

>>735581749
Mostly I book them from escort agencies. It used to be legal in Canada and I live close to there, so it was pretty easy and painless. Nothing interesting, no. Just sex.

>>735582142
does anyone know?

>>735581684
If I had to guess how many people I slept with while staying conservative, probably around only 30. But clients were often regulars. I had sex with the same group of men for years.
>>735581870
I'm an only child. I never really thought about making the men orgasm fast. They paid a lot, I think. I was never told how much but I guess it was a lot. So men always felt the need to get their money worth out of me, so we often had sex multiple times, even if he already orgasmed earlier.
>>735581954
My best experiences was when I was starting to get older, I was around 13 and 14. My father stopped hurting me so much nd I dunno, I had Stockholm syndrome bad. I was always eager to please him until I had a reality check when I was 15

>>735581999
I have only done anal a few times ever. It is awful and I hate it. I hate everything about it

I don't know how to ride a bike.

I'm quite afraid of butterfly for some reasons.

I find my sister hot, and I wouldn't mind having sex with her. She is disgusted of incest sadly

>>735582194
nope, just a stove fire out of control.

>>735575971
ohhh fuck. did u pay here?fuck on the street?

>>735581963
Go some place casual with her. Let's grab a coffee or get a snack and hang out for a little bit and have fun. Try not to think of what to say and be more like you are old friends. Then, next time, go someplace where you can be alone. Kiss her and do whatever else she wants.

>>735581684
Oh, misunderstood the question. Yeah only one guy at a time. Sorry to ruin your spank material but I've never been gangbanged. No threesomes

>>735582300
Haha you are funny.

>>735572427
I'm a 31yo virgin.

>>735582244
if you were eight and playing unattended with a stove then it was still kinda your parents fault (or whoever was supposed to be looking after you)

>>735576423
Navy vet here I second that

>>735582300
Do you still have contact with your dad? And was he getting filthy rich or not because of you

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>>735582221
how do you think your experiences influenced your interest in sci-fi

I ask because I, for some reason, occasionally write sci-fi/fantasy stories about sexually abused girls (pic related)

>>735576032
Army vet here, can confirm that anon who wrote this is a massive fucking pussy

>>735582300
I'm not spanking to your story. I'm spank on big butts and there asshole. I have a weird fantasy of licking women their asshole. That's my secret

I've already posted it as a thread, but why not
>be me
>12 yo at the time
>have a sleepover with your best mate
>playing tf 2
>suddenly, he quits tf, and open a new tab on google chrome's incognito mode.
>he puts sex.com in the link bar, and starts fapping.
>he was fapping , while I was sitting next to him , doing nothing.

>fast forward a couple of weeks

>he comes to my place after school
>we play minecraft for a while , and then some tf
>he quits tf and opens a porn website. Again.
>but this time , it goes different.
>he asks me to pull my cock out
>i refuse
>he began to yell at me that all the cool guys do that, and even threating me that if i won't fap, he will tell my crush at the time that i love her and about this weird situation.
>still refuse because i didn't give a fuck about this.
>he starts beating me up , while the video is playing in the background.
>i started crying and stroking.
>we hear my father coming out of his car from my room's window.
>we close the porn and pretend nothing ever happened.
>after a year and a half we stopped talking to each other.

It's been almost six years, and everytime i tell someone about it i'm just isolating myself from my friends for a week , and just feeling depressed and useless.
I've told a couple of my best buds about it a couple of days ago. I just feel terrible

>>735575810
>secret
>everyone who ever visited /b knows
Pick one

>>735576060
Can we see before and after?
>no homo

>>735576176
Enjoy shitting for the next hour.

>>735582300
did you catch anything from them? also how many times have you had sex after escaping. How old were you when you got out?

>>735579843
Every day I make more money than the day before. It's been like this for quite a while, and I enjoy it. I enjoy good food, good wine and good hotels. I work hard, of course, but I'm slowly reaching the goal of my life: wealth. Aside for materialistic and pragmatic stuff, do you know why I work so hard? Because I enjoy fucking children and they unfortunately cost quite a lot. Eventually I'll be able to buy one and keep her for some years before selling her again once she's too old. Your story makes me diamond because it helps me understand what happens in the mind and in the life of those whores. Cheers bitch see you on the other side

>>735578835
Therapy needed

>>735583155
Tell us more

>>735582601
I talked to him in 2015, haven't talked to him since. Before that one conversation I had not talked to him in many many years. Maybe like 7 years? 6? I thought he changed but he has not. I don't plan on talking to him anymore. As for wealth, I doubt he was getting "filthy rich" but I do know I made him a lot of money because of off comments and just common sense.
>>735582631
Well I was gonna say my interest in science fiction was completely unrelated but after thinking about it, I think maybe I dream about a world to escape too. I think that's it, really. I think I just use it as escapism. I don't think about abuse in my universe though. You have an interesting story there, but why would you want to write about abuse?
>>735583045
I never caught any STDs. I left wgen I was 15, I am 23 now. I will be 24 in October. Counting all times I've had sex since I left...hmm, probably 30 times. Back when I had a girlfriend when I was a teenager she and I had a good amount of sex but after that, not much.

>>735583199
Ask a question then.

>>735583395
Did you have ass play with your girlfriend back then...

>>735581673
u go hard

>>735583155
Are you looking for a reaction out of me? You're many years late.

>>735583431
have you ever fucked a child?

>>735583431
Don't tell us how it was, but tell us how you got so low?

>>735583467
No, she was what lesbians call "pillow princess". She only liked me eating her vagina out but would never reciprocate in any way. We never experimented much, so no assplay.

>>735583395
>You have an interesting story there, but why would you want to write about abuse?
To clarify, I write a lot of sci-fi fantasy and only a few stories have featured that sort of thing. I like to push myself, so I try to write across as broad a range of topics as possible, so occasionally that includes rape or sexual abuse.

The trouble is, when I write a story that doesn't have any violence or sex in it, people find it boring.

>>735583675
I am fantasizing that I'm fucked by woman with big tits with a Strapon have you ever done that?

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>>735572427

I don't know how to solve this puzzle. I have heard the solution is 28cm^2, but the question is, how do you arrive at it.

I attempted setting up some rudimentary equations but dont know how to proceed from there. Any help appreciated.

>>735583155
How did you get in to that shit? Like who told you where to go? How did you get in touch with other sick people?

>>735582908

Why do you tell people about it?

A kid that used to beat the shit out of me told me to go with him to the woods near our houses. He said we were going to butt fuck. I had never heard of it but wanted him to like me and not beat me up so I went with him. In elementary school, my dick would get hard form just about anything so the excitement of doing something in secret made it easy to be hard. He stuck his dick in m ass and told me to do the same to him. We went back and forth but were were too young to be able to cum. It didn't hurt my ass but it hurt my dick to try to bend it down to put in his ass. I was too hard to be able to do it easily but he said to just keep buttfucking.

Looking back I know his dad and brother fucked him and he needed somebody to do it to. It ruined my life though. I felt cowardly and gay. Somebody saw us and told everybody who would listen about it. I think my dad knew but was too ashamed to mention it to me. I was innocent but have always felt guilty. I've had a problem letting people take advantage of me my whole life and it gets me depressed all the time. I'm better looking than most people and have more than most people and I should be happy to be so lucky. But, everyday I live that buttfucking over and over again. Buttfucked for life.

>>735583820
I think rape and abuse are very taboo, and can make a story more interesting even if the sex isn't added in tastefully. I'm not going to say it's a crutch but you should experiment more, unless writing about that stuff is fun for you, in which case it's just fiction, no harm done.
>>735583869
No, my girlfriend was 4'11 and flatchested, and certainly never pegged me. And I'm flat chested and I've never pegged her. Sooo, sorry for your fantasy but I've never done anything like that

>>735584130
And you don't have any friends?why not don't you like to go out or something?

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i use a cumrag

>>735584130
you seem awfully open about all this. Did you perhaps grow so desenseitized to sex while you were prostituted that it just isnt that big of a deal, or did you bury it so deep that you can pretend to be fine?

>>735576586
dont ask

>>735584130
as I said, rape itself isn't a common theme for me.

I just wish that when I write stories that aren't relentlessly violent and depressing, like this
https://1d4chan.org/images/e/e4/BeachElf.png

they got more attention than stories like this:
https://1d4chan.org/images/5/52/Worm.png

>>735584556
>being open about it
>on an anonymous image board

>>735584561
Some girl who's videos were shared years back of her father using her.

>>735584446
As I said in an above post, my only friend I know exclusively through the internet. I don't go outside anymore. I am a NEET.
>>735584556
I like talking about it, it's like therapy. But i don't know how I feel about sex. My mother raised me believing in that sex is sacred and should only be done sparingly. Sometimes I read about casual sex and I feel bad because it doesn't feel right to me. But at the same time I don't care about sex after having it so much. It's weird. I can't really explain my thoughts on it, I guess they're illogical.

>>735584779
idiot. A common theme with people who've gone through something traumatizing is that talking about it forces them to relive the memories.

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I'm a grill and my stomach is hairy af, and so is my lower back.
Also my periods have been not regular for like a year now, since I've started this super stressful job, and I'm to anxious to go to a doctor for some reason.
Also 22yr old kissless virgin, gonna die alone

>>735584926
I would like to take your virginity would you be open to that?

I sent a dick pic to my girlfriends younger sister. Whom I would pee on(my fetish) while she blows me.

>>735581510
I would be ur friend anon like you seem pretty cool , i had a bad past with my dad he did a lot of shit too me and im not coping that well i haven't been for years. with the whole sexuality thing idk i get scared some times because im gay and idk if its because if what happened lifes tough anon but its gonna be alright dont worry

22y/o gonna die alone, lol

You have a long time to go, girl. Give it time. Just because everybody in society thinks you should have worn your cunt out by now, doesn't mean it's right. Give it time. Guys will fuck anybody or anything. I doubt you look as bad as you think. If you dont like the hair, get rid of it. It's not a big deal. Everybody has something they don't like about the way they look. You might also find out that some guys actually really like it.

If the job isn't worth the stress, maybe you should change jobs. If you have to stay at the job, maybe find something outside of work that re-charges you or allows you stress relief. Give yourself a break.

>>735584926
Sounds like you might have polycystic ovaries. You don't have to suffer like this. Get it checked out femanon, thank me later.

t. medfag.

>>735583155
The orgasm has defined who you are, truth is men like you need a thousand years of nofap before you can find your personality again. You're just a mindless animal, of course you never get sated, you just want to find that first orgasm. So you get into more deranged and yet deranged shit.

Don't think that you'll ever feel good or 'be happy' if you ever get your wish though, there is never enough for people like you, you can never recapture that first orgasm because it is chasing the wind, which can never be caught... rest assured that you will go down a hole so deep and dark that you'll lose your ability to discern judgement and trip over your own gluttony and lust, that is when either the cops will find you, or you will off yourself.

All because you decided that the orgasm is what you will become, all because you decided that a mindless animal was the extent of who you were. This world deserves people like you, you deserve to be here.

>>735584915
I have issues talking about it IRL but online it's the opposite. It's almost cathartic. It's weird, I think maybe it's because I don't have to deal with the shame upfront, there's a wall, and sometimes anonymity.
>>735585357
Aww, you're very sweet but life is not alright, lol. I'm not looking for friends at the moment, I am a clingy fuck who latches onto one friend at a time. I appreciate the offer though, wanna talk about your history?
>>735584751
I'll read these later, I'm so tired but it's good to see someone passionate about writing. I have a lot of ideas but I don't write much. Do you go to /lit/?

>>735584824
the sideeffects of my meds basically eliminates my sex drive, and ive taken them since i was 12, so i can't really understand how you feel there, but i suppose you might associate casual sex with what your dad put you through, since in a way it is similar. And i can totally see how your childhood has ruined your view on sex

for what it's worth, i'm sad for you, being in my condition has made me value innocence very highly, and to hear that yours was taken so early makes me both sad and furious.

I wish i could help you somehow, but alas, this is an image board on the internet, and im only an ill person with a computer. If life was fair i suppose there wouldn't be broken people like you and i, but we don't get to choose our lot, and have to carry on

well look at that, you got me all emotional and stuff.

>>735585470
good but unusual comment

>>735585689
yeah my lifes pretty fucked right now and im literally the same i only have internet friends at this point and im super clingy cause im scared to lose what i have left, yea i can explain what i remember. I was like really young like 3 of 4 and my dad was a total addict too every drug really i just remember the sharp pain when it when in so clearly it was quite a lot of times but then my mum and dad split no one knows other than some friends and stuff i have had some sexual experiences since with boys but i haven't been able too really get fucked in this ass cause im scared ill freak out

>>735582908
have you tried talking to a psychologist? might help you whit dealing with what happened.

>>735583939
make the triangles set up in the lower images into 90 degree triangles that you can use pythagoras' rule too solve the surface area.

I discovered my young next door neighbor spies on my wife showering, changing etc. Instead of telling her, I found ways for him to see more (cracking the blinds, fucking her where he can see).

Now I watch my neighbor jerk it to my wife

>>735585689
>Do you go to /lit/?
I don't really like /lit/. They tend to be rather snobby.

> it's good to see someone passionate about writing. I have a lot of ideas but I don't write much.
There's a fortnightly creative writing thread on /tg/ that I like to write for (they're called Storythread if you want to search for it in the catalogue). It can be pretty slow, but at least it prods me into actually sitting down and writing something. There's one up right now actually: >>>/tg/53711273

Hey, if you decide to check it out can you post with a name so I can see it's you? You don't have to call yourself FormerChildProstituteAnon, just something so I know; I promise I won't tell anyone else your backstory. If you're interested enough, ask there and I'll post links to some more of my short stories.

Anyway, I have to go to work now. Hopefully I'll see you've visited the Storythread on /tg/ when I get back

>>735586686
How has your wife not noticed?

>>735586833
she's blind

>>735586833
you've never spied without someone noticing? Shes just oblivious to that sort of thing or doesn't care. Im not bringing it up

>>735587029
Maybe she's happy to give him a treat?

>>735587397
yes maybe so.

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>>735572427
I fucked a 13 year old girl when I was in my early 40s
>My now ex-wife had left me and moved out
>Daughter was a sleepover/movie night
>Sometime about 4:00 AM I got up and turned off lights/tv as the girls were sleeping
>Went back to bed
>Could not sleep
faptime.jpg
>Get hard but not close to cumming
>Hear noise
>"Laura" comes into my bedroom "looking for the bathroom"
>I am in bed, naked but covered by sheet.
>I told her to close and lock the door.
>She did.
>I told her to take of her nightgown and panties and get in bed
>She did
>She has a beautiful curvy bode for her age, nice busy cunt and firm B cup breasts. He face is fucked up with one sunken cheekbone.
There was no great seduction. I laid he in the middle of the bed, rubbed KY on her vagina and fucked her hard and fast cumming inside her.
>I gave her an old kotex pad from the bathroom to soak up my semen.
>She then put her panties and nightgown back on and went back to sleep with the other girls.

>>pic related - it her about 10 years later

>>735577270

Never forget:

>Male to female transvestites have to penetrate the hole that has been created by surgeons daily because if they do not keep the scar permanently open it will seal shut. I.e. their 'pussy' is an open wound.

>>735587979
literal axewound

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>>735572427
My initials are CP. It might not sound that bad, but it gets really annoying when I'm trying to fill in a job application.

>>735587977
Only happen once?

>>735587977
Was she a virgin?

>>735587977
Think I'd struggle to stay hard if I had to fuck her face to face

>>735587977
She is ugly as hell and you are a nasty asshole

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>>735588192
HOLY FUCKING SHIT

>>735578835
Counseling. You may also need to take a different approach to meeting people that would let you be around them without extra pressure until you're more comfortable.

A sleeping child with a pacifier will still suck if you remove the pacifier.

Think about that

>>735585689
Almost everybody's interested in your sex life, but I kind of want to hear some of your ideas for the sci-fi world.
Do you mind sharing?

>>735576486
Pics / video or it didnt happen.

>>735589972
Daughter?

>>735576486
why is it harder and harder to say no?

>>735591300
Maybe

>>735591896
It doesn't count if they will never remember it ;)

>>735577303
Me too. Although I'm not suspicious of my gf's

>>735579128
This is terrifying. I'm sure you still somehow have mixed feelings about him, but your father was a monster, and the guys who took advantage are evil

I've had a femdom/scat/sock fetidh ever since I was 12

I'm a teacher and I've slept with a fair few students, as well as fooled around with a couple in the class room.

here is my secret.

https://www.youtube.com/edit?o=U&video_id=NxcyqGaAoc8

>>735593568
Gotta spread the seed

>>735593568
HERO. Do you have any pics?

I think my girlfriend is A sexual. She never wants to do anything sexual....AT ALL.

>>735594242
lmao she's just cheating on you fam

>>735593752
No man, it's really not worth it- they'd be shared around in no time. It's pretty easy to pick up students where I live anyway tbh.

>>735594242
Drop the bitch and get yourself a bonafide freak. Fuck the vanilla boring girls.

>>735594660
You in FL by chance?

I showered with a 9yo girl earlier today

>>735594840

Haha nah, a South East Asian country. I teach EFL. Basically get paid more money than my qualifications deserve to try and get 16 year old girls to crush on me in the classroom.

>>735595295
>16
too old.

>>735577122
You shouldn't wear a crop top with that disgusting tummy fat. Still lack the curves and shape of a women.

>>735595173
Did you soap up her tits?

>>735578571
fella georgia fag? did you by chance go to the meetup 3 years ago?

>>735577270
Does sex even feel good?

>>735595475
nah, she doesnt really have any

>>735595331

Legal age is 14 tbf, even younger in the villages. Really not my thing though. 16-19 is optimum. It's Asia, all the girls look 14 up until they hit 40 anyway.

I have no secrets as my life is utterly boring and meaningless..

Right, i paid someone to kill my lawyer.

no more.

I jerk off to anything. Furry, hentai, toons, ddlg, but not anything like cheese pizza or gore.

>>735595804
>anything
>but not anything

>>735581510

You say you feel "disgusting" but you are probably still attractive. Do you still try to get guys to look at you and desire you?

>>735582085

Have you mentioned this before? Is she the one with the small tits?

>>735593684
fucking nigger can't even nigger a nigger

I have a sexslave, which is my daughter. I made a deal with my wife, I gave her 15000 dollars so she would abandon our daughter and leave the country (I also promised to make her life miserable if she refused), the kid is now 13 and doesn't know any better than to fuck with me. But I take good care of her and she doesn't need anything from the outside world. I taught her to please me and taught her to feel pleasure so she lives in ecstasy.

I really enjoy self harm.

>>735596445
1/10

>>735584130

>flatchested

If you ever want to feel loved and attractive, you could show me pics. I love all flat chested body types!

>>735584926

PCOS, babe. My adopted daughter has it. My wife probably has it.

You are lovable. Seriously.

When I was 16 I took the v of my sister's 11yo best friend.

fuck you r
i fucking hate you for ruining my teenage years with your insecure shit

>>735596828
sorry.

>>735596886
yeah ok but you're not him

>>735595729
share a story anon

>>735597387
A lot depends on the price. I said I would never do anal or let an old man fuck me, but that's not how it went.

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>>735582671
thank u 4 sharing anon.
>>735572427
my sis and I had a brief truce way back when. that truce was made with a lot of oral..

I prefer flat chests and small breasts on a woman, but I'm not a pedo it somehow secretly gay.

If any lovely girls in here want to have their small tits worshipped, hmu at [email protected]

Some may think that's desperate, but idgaf.

(Srsly tho, no traps.)

>>735597073
What age was your first time?

Why you become a pornstar?

Anyone abuse you before or after you become a pornstar?

Im a crossdresser and im trying to get fucked by a guy

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My first two girlfriends were both closet lesbians.

I just peed in my gf's tea because we rowed last night. Feelsgoodman

I'm a 40 year old fat man pretending to be a massively famous pornstar working for Brazzers in a Tell-me-your-secrets thread on /b/.

>>735597073
How do you looks like? How old are you?

Got dumped by my ex and decided to stay close as a friend. I then went on and destroyed every relationship she had after me and made her feel miserable without her even knowing that it was me who's pulling the strings. I Finally got her so far that she's almost afraid of men. But the weird part is that i still love her. I'm the only one she still trusts and i'm planning to disappear and never contact her again once i know i'm the only one left she still cares about.

I really suck at overwatch so I play Mercy.

>>735572912
you animal

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>>735572427
broke up with a long time girlfriend and shared her nudes with all my friends. she's still part of our friend group and has no idea that they've all seen her naked besides the one friend who also fucked her

Okay this is embarassing. I have two fetishes.. Ones not really a 'fetish', per se, but whatever.
I want to get raped.
Not like raped by a 40-60yr old ugly old man, but like, someone my age. Also who is asian. Am i fucking crazy?? I also have a boyfriend (asian) who values my innocence, but Im scared to show him my kinky BDSM side.

>>735599912
Where do you live?

>>735572748
Get out

>>735599804
keep going

>>735576032
Confirmed! I have suicidal thoughts all the time!