Today, June 4th, 2017, at 2:00 PM PST I will be jumping off of

>>734720873
At 21 I was diagnosed with testicular cancer, and found out it was too late to operate on as it had spread significantly. I underwent chemotherapy using up every penny that I'd saved to get into SFSU. I became too fatigued to work and ended up passing out on the job more than once. I was fired.


4 months ago a kid pulled on Sammy's tail and she bit him. Sammy was taken from me as he was deemed unsafe by the city of San Francisco and is likely scheduled to be euthanized.

I have nothing left. My family hates me and is dead, my girlfriend emotionally wrecked my, and my only friend I've ever had is gone because a stupid fucking kid had to ruin things.

If anybody lives in San Francisco and is interested in watching me jump, you know the time.

Please don't try and stop me.

>>734720873
No balls

Don't do it. I'll drive to Frisco and have coffee with you m8. Monday or Tuesday.

>>734721038
she was deemed*

>>734720873
do a flip faggot !

>>734720873
Have you tried making a go fund me for your cancer? I think you should. I will donate $100 if you do

>>734721343
I'm not going to beg for anything. Be easier just to end it all.

>>734720873
I've had a shitty life too. I think about suicide everyday. I just fear death too much. That's the only reason I'm still here.

>>734721368
Dont think of it as begging. Take it as reprimand for having such an unfortunate life thus far. No one deserves to have gone through the shit that you have and people who are better off know this and will be happy to help in anyway they can

Livestream it.

Can someone go there and take a video of it? No vertikal pls

Going to end it next year, for reasons. I'll see you on the other side soon /b/rother

Obvious bait is obvious

>>734721689
I'll pass. I'm not a socialist.
>>734721726
I'm not into that. Plus, I sold my camera and laptop to pay for treatment.
>>734721739
If somebody wants to, they can.

instead of uselessly killing urself, no1 cares, u should ofer dicksucking to passers by to help the general mood

>>734721072
What the fuck will coffee do unless you're willing to pay for op's chemotherapy or look after him which from the looks of it would be only for those who would understand what he is going through

Kill yourself and prove your worthless father right or grab what is left of your life and prove him wrong.

>>734721038
>>734720873
nice LARP story you fucking degenerate.
You said you bought an apartment, but have a landlord, okay...
And sure, someone just "took your dog". This is cringe tier reddit writing, truly amazed some /b/tards are falling for it. You truly should set ip a go fund me with that shit tier story and cash out.

Probably bullshit but if it's true why not just do as much bucket list stuff as you can, run away and join a circus or some dumb shit.

>>734720873
fucking coward pussy
>muh father hates meee
>muh feefees hurt by ex
>bullshit story about dog

honestly, its better if you just off yourself. We dont need pussies like you.

>>734722092
You don't have to believe it. At least I'm not dying a virgin like you will.

>>734720873
Can you postpone it until next Saturday? I'm taking a trip to San Fran. Thanks anon.

I'll film it and post it up.

>>734721038

How old are you now? I am 28. I live in Santa Maria, but that is where I intend to go as well to get the job done.

Don't stop for too long or someone will approach and attempt to stop you. If you could help me get there, hell I'll go over with you brother.

>>734721938
It's all I could afford.. I'm taking care of my grandmother and mother. Mother has cancer too..
I don't understand.. but I'd rather somebody live to see a happier day..

>>734722107
I have no money to travel. Way too weak to walk anywhere. I don't have a car or any form of transportation.

I have $13 left to my name and my rent is due in 4 days. I have this samsung galaxy s2 to post this on, and that's about it. I'm leeching off of my neighbors wifi.

That $13 I intend to spend on transportation to the golden gate.

>>734722291
24 in august.

>>734722369
I ain't gonna give some bullshit reason on why you should live but i think you should think of a different way to die a way where people will remember you, maybe donate your organs or go out with a bang something like taking a whole bunch of sjw's and antifa with you

At least go quick so you don't fuck up my commute home. Those jumpers who get talked off are the fucking worst.

>>734722415

Well, I doubt I'll make it that far by 2 today. There's no shortage of back up options. It's just peculiar that you are taking my primary strategy.

The water will knock the fucking shit out of you. In theory, drowning shouldn't be too bad. If you're lucky your neck will break. Go head first to be safe. I know someone who had to jump twice.

God speed.

>>734722549
Also steal some alcohol to drink at the bridge cops won't care to go deal with it straight away or find some drug dealers and ask for free drugs honestly you'll find more sympathy among them than normal people

>>734722563
I'm planning on making it quick. The only time I'm going to spend there is the time that it takes to put my wallet, keys, phone, and note on the railing before jumping.

Also, bridge captcha.

>>734721038
>Still calling her his girlfriend
Cuck!

>>734722892
Yeah, I got cucked pretty bad.

>>734722316
Dont bother explaining yourself to that pos.

My best wishes for your mom

>>734723173
Pics of her?

The fact that you are announcing your death to us would be because of one of two reasons.
1. This is bait
2. You actually are suicidal but your sentimental desire is for someone to talk you out of it because you fear dying. You hide that by saying that we can't do anything about it so you only get reactions of sympathy rather than only people telling you to kill yourself.

My advice is hold your head high and find yourself a community. Use a hobby or passion of yours to your advantage in finding this community. Build new relationships from inside this circle and expand outwards from there. All it takes is one little thing like that to re-establish your life.

It's really not worth wasting another 60 years of potential life filled with great experiences because you feel bad at the moment. All it takes is one little thing to turn it all around, and it might not come today or tomorrow, but it will come.

>>734720873
Suicide might be best, you seem to kill everyone you come in contact with.

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>>734723301

I live in SF. Wanna get a pizza and play some Mario Kart before you jump?

>>734723223
Thank you sir or ma'am.. :(
The show must go on.

>>734723397
Keep playing that child psych course there, freud. That's not at all why I'm posting here. I just don't want to die without anybody knowing I died. I don't give a fuck if anybody cares, I just want people to know it happened.

There is water under the bridge if you jump in you will just get wet and swept to the shore.
If you want to kill yourself then jump of a building onto something hard.

>>734723424
Sounds awesome, but no thanks. Not a pizza fan, and I've never been into video games. I've played one or two in my life and they never interested me. I appreciate the offer, though.

>>734723406
Haha, seems that way, doesn't it? Maybe it is a good idea.

>>734723575
Dang, I was gonna make you pay since you have $13. I make 6 figures but I'm frugal.

Alright, I'm going to be going here in a few. Going to go the pound and see my dog one last time before I jump.

I'm going to be wearing a green shirt and jeans.

Thanks for all of the fun, guys. If there is an afterlife, I'll see you cunts there.

>>734721038
>my family hates me and is dead

Pick one.

>>734722208
dope comeback from a man whos about to kill himself. 10/10. i hope that gives you some solace

>>734723749
Heads up OP, I'm reporting this to the SFPD

>>734721836
>>734721836
Bro you are sick in the head.

What's your last message to humanity?

>>734723869
I voted for Trump.

That's my time for now. Thanks for this chat, guys.

>>734720873

I'll be there looking for ya. Which side?

Do a flip!

>>734723659
>Jewish

>>734723923

> I voted for Trump.

never mind go ahead and jump

>>734723749
Hope you will go over quickly OP.
Much love

>>734723923
what if you dont die when you hit the water

>>734723923
U ruined it

>>734720873
Go to college and stop whining. There are kids in warzones, starving, sexually assaulted, dying of disease and dealing with a lot more than your bitch ass.

Bro don't kill youself.....wait it out..we are all going to die eventually....don't do it...i am also 23 and been through alot of tough times......it can only get better bro.....if you do this, you gonna probably end up in hell....there is no retuning from this.

Don't do it i am warning you it will be aweful....alot of people that tried jumping from that bridge always have regretted it.

Head first into water for maximum damage OP

Also can I have your stuff

>>734723518
You don't have anyone end you want to die. Why is it important to you that unknown people knows it?

OP what is your name? I will add you to the Wiki!

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicides_at_the_Golden_Gate_Bridge

>>734723824
Idiot spotted you claim that his story is fake then use his "fake" story as an insult maybe you should be the one jumping faggot

>>734723518
If you really wanted for people to know you could also
1.kill alot of people
2.do suicide bombing

but honestly this is not the way kiddo.......go think about this more....your death is gonna be brutalll.....no way its gonna be as easy as you make it seem.

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>>734720873
If you didn't want anyone to stop you then you wouldn't be posting a public cry for help. You are a fucking coward and nothing is going to happen on that bridge at 2pm.

>>734723518
I have a degree in psychology but that's beside the point. Why do you want people to know? Think about that to yourself. You want people to care. Do that by finding people who care.

Just come live with me and tie a rubber band around your balls to lose that tumor.

>>734722222

2nd quints check'd in two weeks
>Also my only two quints check'd

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>>734724288
>I have a degree in psychology

>>734720873
When you jump can you do flips or other cool shit. Like an Olympic diver? That would get you in the paper.

>>734720873
Pls livestream

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Got screencaps for this if this is needed

>>734720873
I'll bite.....
You mother died because she knew you are a massive faggot.

I live overseas and am too lazy to time convert. How many hours until the jump boys?

>>734720873
let me get this straight. you are a cuck with no family and a shit job who paid 100 extra a month to keep a dog around?
livestream pls. also if you could shout kek or something that would be great.

>>734725369
Timezone?

>>734725468
NZ

Can you selfish fucks find another way to off yourselves? Pulling you smashed meat sacks out of the water day after day is a seriously fucked experience. Signed USCG Station Golden Gate.

>>734725555
It will be 9am for you then.

>>734725571
The water is like concrete from certain height but it won't cause his body to splat like a fly smashed by something.

>>734720873
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>>734725571
Prove you are USCG by telling me where the rescue boat is parked

>>734720873
I live in sf I'll keep an eye out in the new for you

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>>734723749
God speed. Hope it's very fast and sudden for you. You did your best. See you in the afterlife, anon. Xoxo

Ps. My captcha was bridges and it was in there. Its a sign.

>>734726518
It never makes the news, transplant.

OP get rid of your cancer and go fuck some hookers in thailand.

Do a world travel.
Work and travel stuff.

Don't be a bitch ass pussy faggot.

>>734725571

Full of shit. The bodies have a few broken bones, pale/purple lips and flopping necks. It's a clean death. Takes 6-8 seconds to got the water.

Not high enough for any form of mess. Unless we impact your fuckin' watercraft.

>>734721945
/thread

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>>734720873
OP, me and the wife were in San Francisco in Nov and if you're going to off yourself then I can't imagine a more beautiful end than jumping off the golden gate bridge at sunset on a clear sunny day. Pic attached was from our walk across the bridge while we were there. Good luck anon and I'll see you on the other side!!!FACT!!! https://youtu.be/WaPy1JBlxcI

>>734720873
This is such an amazing story. WOW! Thank you for sharing it with all of us and good luck in the future.

>>734720873
Stop for a minute and breathe. Gather yourself. Look Death in the eye, say "not today faggot." Stand up, and try to make something of yourself to prove your shitbag father wrong. Don't be like him and off yourself. Overcome and conquer my friend. Despite the natural behavior of /b/, we got your back. Now get your ass in gear and make a change in your life. Don't end it. There is always hope in the slightest of light. Fucking own it. Be a true man and beat this shit!

If i would be OP in the same dire situation i would end it in an original rape and rampage tour troughout America. Fullfill all my desires whats left and do some GTA style shit before i get wasted. Think about it OP. Nobody lives you why should you love anybody? See the world as your playground and anything goes. Say fuck you to mankind and do what you like. Dont listen to others who try to tell you that you will get a payout for your miserable life in heaven or in next life. Just do the old american rape and rampage tour OP and dont forget to post results here. Im ordering popcorn now. Dont fail us on thia one.

>>734728659
Take his advise OP

>>734720873
You obviously wanna be stopped , otherwise you wouldnt post this wall of text of things you deem important to share

go get a hobby and stop the self pity game

Trust me dude suicide is never the way out, fight for luck man and nearly everyone who has jumped off the Golden Gate Bridge and survived said they instantly regretted their decision once their hands left the rail. Stay strong OP.

>>734720873
didn't they put nets on that bridge??

>>734730109
Oh yeah they did that in April I forgot about that

>>734720873

sounds like bullshit
im throwing a red flag
gtfo nigger

>>734729058
you think that if you have come to the point of wanting to kill yourself, you have desires??

>>734730109
OP gets tangled in the nets
has his eyes picked out by seagulls
gets billed $80K for his rescue and another $250K for his hospital stay
now blind, he can't find his way to anything else to jump off

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_PU494jOXME
try this...I mean listen to this song

>>734730815
Hospital window?

>>734730109
Made of wire!

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>>734726150
fag

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Don't do it, OP. I think about suicide each and everyday, my life is shit as well. But, It gets better. Please don't prove them right about you being a disappointment. You're the sole survivor in ways. I'm quite sure your mother wouldn't have wanted this and I'm damn sure your dad did what she never wanted to you. Please take care of yourself OP. Try to keep going. This may be hard to hear but tough it out. You may feel alone, God, I know that I do, but we're not. You're not alone. Please take care of yourself.

Pussy gonna take the easy way out not a real man

https://youtu.be/NZlyS97piD4

>>734731055
The lesson being, keep a bagel in your pocket?!? Fucking Jews.

>>734731405
Nice message Anon I can relate to you as well. I think about just ending it sometimes but I choose not to because things always work out and suicide is always the pussy way out, I may sound harsh for saying this but its true even if you don't have a lot of life left make the most of it don't just waste it. you've been giving life to enjoy it and you damn should.

>>734731055
Damn. I never knew Rucka tried to off himself. One of the only songs I know of that he made that had a legitimate meaning to it. The feels

>>734731076
have you tried to open one of those lately??

I am near speechless anon. Holy fuck, the shit you have had to endure. You should write a book about it. People would want to hear your story, and it could help others in similiar situations.

With that much going towards you, i can understand suicidal tendencies. Yet, i hope you choose life. Lots of love, Anon

Do a flip

>>734721038
>>734720873

What are some other options you could try OP - were you to stay alive?

>>734721038
Likely the worst narrative, emotionless drivel I've ever had the displeasure of wasting my life reading.

In fact, the only positive thing about reading this garbage is from a relative standpoint, where everything I've ever read up to this point is, thanks to your thought-process in this excrement-like attempt at writing English, more enjoyable.

Congratulations. You're so worthless, your proverbial "ace in the hole" is to have lived a life that is less helpful than shit (since at least shit has a direct positive effect as fertilizer), whereas the only positive contribution you've made was indirectly setting the bar lower than previously thought possible.

No one will stop you. Do a flip faggot.

>posting your suicide note on 4chan

>>734722208
Haha nice

Don't do it OP. >>734731925 - seriously consider what this guy is saying. Imagine your future if you found a way through all the shit your going through. Then imagine how you could get there. Don't say you "can't" because that's bullshit. The part of your brain telling you to take the easy way out is bullshitting you. Instead, use that brain that told you to jump to instead think of what small step you can take, TODAY, to start out on a path of making your life better. Do the same tomorrow.

Depression is a choice if you know how to use the skill. You have that in there somewhere.

>>734724037
We aren't talking about them though

>>734731688
>>>734731055
>Damn. I never knew Rucka tried to off himself. One of the only songs I know of that he made that had a legitimate meaning to it. The feels
I'm the Anon who posted Guts. Met Rucka, he is based in Detroit. He's really a nice and funny guy.

>>734732142
Very true

>>734720873
Have a nice flight OP. Hope the next time around goes better

>>734732215
That is a dangerous statement to make. If the person is depressed while living in a place surrounded by happy people, telling him that others have it much worse, makes him feel worse.

>>734732056
failed edgelords bad longpost

>>734732405
Anon said something about kids in Africa, comparing OPs life to the children there, as if that's supposed to change his mindset any. When has that statement ever done anything?

>>734731674
Exactly. I knew that I didn't have much to go off of--Mom's a drunk, dad left because of my mom and forced by a slew of her boyfriends to call them "Dad." Life gets hard. But you can overcome the worst. Even if the bad times come back, just know that you'll be strong enough to fight back, OP. You've been through worse than what most of us can say, dude. Be strong. You got this. Please don't an hero.

>>734720873
If you're not larping,
Get right w/ Jesus Christ, He's the best guide for life as He's the creator.

Also, it doesn't make you a socialist for taking WILLFUL donations for your cancer treatment.

>>734732537
Nice "An hero" reference kek

OP you still there?

>>734732405
Don't talk about other people's problems, very true. Suicide occurs not because somebody has shitty problems compared to everyone else. It happens because that person isn't thinking about a way to actually solve their problems. Look up GROW coaching model. That's a far more effective tool for many things in life - even talking people out of killing themselves.

OP are you still around?

Seriously OP take the positive advice don't just end it all. Think all of this out before 2:00 PM and say to yourself weather you want to do it or not. You never know things can work out, you never know what the future can hold.

>>734733574
Ye

>>734733752
JK I'm not the OP

I don' think you should do it, or at least take a trip aound the world, and try to think

Bumb

>>734720873
good luck

natural selection

someone over there just call sfpd and lock this pussy up. also you might live. go in straight. I can think of 20 people off the top of my head who have it much much worse

1. Watch The Bridge, it's a doc about suicides from the Golden Gate Bridge. It may not stop you but you will know you're not alone in your feelings.

If you're going to do it just don't cause a big ass back up in traffic. We all need to get places too you know. Don't wait up there for someone to see you. Just jump and do a flip

2. If you've only got $13, walk to the bridge, use that money to buy something you appreciate, like a milk shake or burger.

>>734720873
Yawn..

You can't be so stupid as to realize all the nets they've put up since all the emofags want attention doing this right?

>>734735214
What is your obsession with flips!?

>>734720873
Take a few of those antifa faggots with you. I will be watching KTVU to verify.

Boring method for suicide, get a knife and hop the fence for the tiger exhibit or some shit. At least be news worthy.

>>734720873
Dude, can you pls just post pic of your boipussy? Pleease?

3. Don't spend the money on alcohol, we've all done things we've regretted when drunk.

4. Here's The Bridge
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u10VsLsWPc4

Go and free your dog, how hard could it be to open the gate and book it. worst case scenario you can commit suicide by cop. Please become a statistic.

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>>734720873
Why wait until 2pm. Just go now

>>734721038
Boohoo faggot

Why don't you do something real fun, I had a shitty life too and suffered but I plowed through it until it worked out. You think your life is bad?

>be me
>popular in elementary
>best friend dies when I was 5, first time I experienced death
>genetic disorder of missing adult teeth
>ostracized from friend group in late middle school and high school
>braces to fix fucked up non erupting teeth to get implants
>two orthodontics fucked up so bad I can't even get implants anyways, so wear a denture
>get gf anyways at senior year
>literally cuck holds me when I'm studying a hard major at top university
>hang with her more than my pet dog I raised
>had to put dog down to bad cancer spreading
>become alcoholic
>acne spreads all over face like volcano pizza man
>put on accutane and become drug addict
>liver circosis
>acne is gone but left with depression anxiety and social anxiety
>insecurity never fixed thought it was acne
>get in huge car accident left with crippling pain in neck and back
>decide to take psychedelics and dissassotiaives
>craziest trips of my life
>pin point my insecurities and get set free
>don't need my antidepressants anymore I feel but still take em
>life is beautiful

Take acid and some nitrous oxide or ketamine during your trip. You will thank me as you are forced to take a good look at yourself and feel like you are about to die (ego death) and you fight against it when it's about to happen.

I can't tell you not to jump but have this experience before you do it. I'll help you get lucy it just involves onion

>>734720873

before you do it, why not take out someone who deserves it? like an animal abuser, or a jihadist.

Yeah whatever, didn't read, this thread is worthless until you post livestream link

>>734720873
bump

>>734738074
Why?

If OP gets arrested, don't they have to treat his cancer or some shit?

>>734738173
because i just saw this thread and don't want it 404ed. i should read.

>>734720873
Lol, smb, call to SFPD and report time and place to catch this chatterbox suicide

>>734720873
everybody knows there are suicide nets all along the golden gate
how you gonna get past them, faggot? your chances are pretty slim.

but if you think you can, then go right ahead.

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>>734720873
what a faggy lol

Do a flip.

>>734722208
>>734723824
ლოლ

>>734739548
That's a big dick

>>734722198
Yeah.
Dammit. We need more degenerates like yourself.

>>734720873
your life isnt even that bad pussy just do it honestly if you cant handle this youre not prepared for whats ahead

>>734724188
hahahahaha. funny, but it will do something anon wants. he wants to be known and remembered. that way, he will.

my father didnt molest me but did my other brother why didnt he love me?

>>734735377
I just want to see him fall as a fidget spinner