Hey /b/ feeling alright tonight?
>>734411063
still alone, you?
>>734411063
better, although I found out that the girl I crushed on in HS is going college. makes me feel like I'm doing nothing with my life
>>734411211
Ayyyy alone too
>>734411211
I'm doing alright, thanks for asking. You okay anon?
>>734411315
good enough, what's with all the oreki pics?
>>734411237
I know the feeling anon. You holding up alright?
>>734411354
Not really sure tbh. Just always the character i post with. This better?
is legend of the galactic heroes worth watching?
>>734411471
Not a single clue anon. Sorry.
>>734411414
I was fine with it but all well, have you seen oregairu?
>>734411502
Briefly, I just remembered Oreki. I used to watch anime with a buddy of mine in High School. I particularly remember one called "Welcome to the N.H.K."
>>734411362
sure, still It feels like I have no where to go with my life
>>734411580
Holy fuck that anime is the best not anon you were talking to but
Welcome to the NHK is my favorite anime
>>734411754
There's always something you can do anon. Get work, pick up a hobby, get really good at a game, etc. May not seem as glamorous as going to college or something on par with it but, there's always something anon.
>>734411580
Did someone say NHK?
>>734411769
I could say the same anon hahahah. It's definitely amazing.
>>734411910
Sure did anon.
>>734411851
It's her birthday OP
>>734412070
Not to sound insensitive but, is this a good or bad thing? I'd imagine it just makes you feel slightly worse? I could very well be wrong though.
>>734412183
a little, she already knows how i feel about her , i need to let go honestly Oreki-sensei
a bit depressed because i just realized im going to be 24 soon and didn't do anything with my life .
just slaked in college and this upcoming year is going to be my 6th year in college
>>734412338
I'd say so anon. As painful or slightly discomforting (Not sure how much you like her) as it might be. Moving forward and not pushing yourself into a possibly worse situation is always a good idea.
>>734412426
you're still young, at least you'll graduate soon
>>734412426
Im sure you've amounted to something in life anon. Going to college in itself is an accomplishment believe it or not. Regardless of whether or not you did anything in college, don't sell yourself short of accomplishments, no matter how small anon.
>>734411063
i love hyouka!!!
>>734412733
Oh is that so anon?
No, my gf prefer other guy, but I'm very jealous and he is homosexual, but she seems to be more happy with him, what should I do?
>>734412947
Sounds like a shitty situation anon, I'm sorry. The way I look at it, you have 3 options:
1) Prove to her that you not only care about this issue but, plan on correcting it. And don't just tell her, do it anon. Remind her why she fell in love with you.
2) (Not what I personally would do) In a very clear way, convince the guy to back off. At least slightly. (Again, definitely not recommended).
3) Don't push it. Not entirely ignore it but, try not to let it bother you as much. Remember, she's with you for one reason of another. Regardless of how happy she seems with him, she's still with you.
>>734411063
Well I'm a virgin and probably for the rest of my life.
I hate it a lot but at the same time I don't even care
I know I'm genetically inferior to other people and I'm a huge fucking beta
I haven't really "started" life yet but if it amounts to nothing I'm going to commit suicide by 30
Honestly I wish I was born a girl because I feel that women have it easier than men in the aspects of relationships
this is the cute boy thread right
this is still the cutest boy
>>734413717
Don't always see things in blank and white anon. Things happen, life gets better, life gets worse but, it goes on. The one piece of actual advice I can give you is to keep moving forward. Cliché as it is, it's all we can do sometimes. Remember, nothing happens unless you make it happen anon. Now that my preaching is out of the way, here it is: Life really is a piece of trash anon. It always had been and always will be but, it doesn't always have to be that way. Mind over matter. Focus on little victories and not gigantic defeats. It'll only bring you down more.
>>734413747
Oh hello again anon.
>>734411063
no i spent about 4 hrs writhing around slowly alone in bed because i hate myself, then i got up and went onto 4chan
Bored and semi-existant
>>734413961
Why do you hate yourself anon?
>>734413998
I feel you anon.
>>734414022
Its my fault for not being able to knock off my unhappiness, so i just do drugs and push people out of my life. I am overweight like 30 pounds and dress shitty.
>>734413937
g'day friend
up again asking other people how they are i see
>>734414056
What's up with these guys feeling bad for themselves? Literally every third anon says they're depressed or someshit, quite the pattern.
>>734413717
Yep. I know why you are a beta, 99% sure its cuz you had no dad in your life to make you a man. We should start a beta club or something..
If you cant get girls, fuck em. Join the army you will forget about girls 100% guaranteed
>>734414150
Have you tried working out?
>>734414211
I'm pretty sure there's beta fags that have both parents, also pretty sure it's a environment thing.
>>734414150
Im not going to tell you to not do drugs or to work out anon. You're in the wrong thread for that. What I will tell you, is very similar to what I told another anon. Your view on everything is what actually matters. If doing drugs gives you a momentary feeling of happiness, go ahead (Not saying you should but, everyone needs a pick-me-up) just look into other possibilities to obtain that same feeling you know?
>>734414235
to an extent but usually i cant stick to anything so i just fast a bunch until i eventually get health problems
>>734414179
Yep, back at it. How're you friend?
>>734414372
Read some books on self-confidence.
Maybe try one of them martial arts, helped me.
>>734414414
kinda tired, kinda bored, kinda everything
the usual. you?
>>734414356
I know anon, its just everybody i know uses me as the punching bag and I have never had girl do anything other than ignore me and i dont talk to my family anymore
>>734414466
Im doing okay, currently trying to patch up a friend but doing alright. Considering making a discord for these threads. What do you think?
>>734414544
Get a grip.
You were born alone and you'll die alone, the sooner you realise that you have to be happy by yourself to be happy with others, the sooner you can improve yourself both physically and mentally.
>>734414629
Wouldn't it be a lot of animu pics and even more people feeling bad for themselves?
>>734414629
i think discord is a terrible programme run by chinese data miners
but what do i know
>>734414727
>>734414670
but the only thing that really matters in life are people
>>734414629
As long as you don't end up like a sassy dick because you feel superior to others on "your" server.
>>734414544
As much as it might hurt to hear anon, you can't be afraid to sever some connections. I'm not saying to cut off all contact with your family but, if they need you, they have your information no? Don't let it bother you so much. My older brother talks to me maybe once a month if even. Mind over matter anon. To the girl thing however, don't go looking for something you might not essentially need at the moment. Worry about your own self-satisfaction before trying to fill it with other things. That sounded a little cryptic now that I read it back. Just focus on what you do have and not so much on what you don't anon.
>>734414779
That's your opinion and is not incorrect.
However, everything will be gone eventually, why hang up on others and feel bad for yourself when you can forget about that and do what you want?
>>734414759
you too buddy
>>734414827
That's honestly terrible advice
>>734414805
Of course not anon. I just want something more stable and won't 404 after a few hours, you know?
>>734414807
yeah, i just have trouble with suicidal thoughts and its preoccupying but i really do appreciate the feedback and I want to change my outlook
>>734414891
It is, again, in your opinion.
Of course, I'm not saying that you should completely abandon the idea of interacting with others, but you should really abandon the idea that you have to be up to someone else's standards to be a valid human being.
I mean, we killed and devoured the neanderthals to extinction, who cares.
>>734414827
because what I want is people not material possession or just general experience
>>734414973
Why think about suicide? It's a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
>>734415005
It's his opinion so he should listen to your opinion instead? Please don't help people anymore
>>734415005
That wasn't me but i have no clue how neanderthals relate
>>734414973
Anytime anon. You can do it, just try not to look at things so bleakly okay? There's always a way to improve your situation. Suicidal or depressive thoughts can pretty often be obstacles that are hard to overcome, maybe just try to occupy your mind on something else when they come up. Maybe a hobby.
>>734415119
Have you been skimming what i've been saying? When did i ever say his opinion is invalid or that mine is the only valid one?
>>734415153
They don't , i just wanted to mention it for the hell of it.
OP seems chill enough, i set up a discord in case you anons wanna talk. I gotta go study for an upcoming exam but yeah. who knows maybe no one'll use it. it's there however:
NypFsZF
>>734415068
Its nothing objective but i fantasize about how ill do it, or what ill put on my suicide note, and I just propel myself in negative thought that some part of me seems to like
Straight up saying his opinion is incorrect, and then saying it's HIS opinion again right after.
>>734415292
There it is, the thirst for power. Someone else making a discord so he's in charge instead of OP.
>>734415296
I also think about what others would think if i was dead, as long as you keep it as a shower thought or someshit and never act upon it, you're fine.
>>734415164
yeah a hobbie would do me good
>>734415292
OP is in the Discord if anyone would like to join.
>>734414827
>That's your opinion and is not incorrect.
>>734415330
>Straight up saying his opinion is incorrect
Um, where?
>>734415381
No I want to do it to know that they care before I go out you know?
>>734415429
>falling for the chinese data mining meme
>>734415497
Yo, lay off of NHK.
>>734415385
What do you like to do anon? Or rather, what interests you?
>>734415476
That's stupid, how would you find out what they really think by killing yourself?
What you could do instead, is improve yourself to a point where they can do nothing but praise you and find out what they really thought of you back when you were in a sorry state.
>>734415497
Yeahhhh, I know, I never claimed to be smart hahahah.
>>734415560
Maybe a new instrument, i play violin and guitar but i haven't really touched either in awhile. I usually just listen to music throughout the day
>>734415522
am i supposed to know what this obscure acronym means
>>734415650
you'll realise how trash discord is after actually using it for a few hours, don't worry.
>>734415699
Have you tried chess? Checkers? Drawing?
Crafts?
>>734415584
no I would contact every girl who vaguely knew me, my family, friends and tell them right before i do it. I know improvement is the generally accepted way of getting out of this rut, but suicide keeps looking nicer.
>>734415699
Maybe something in between like a ukulele or maybe even an otomatone? What do you like to listen to anon?
>>734415857
Isn't that you just wanting others to feel bad for you too?
The moment you realise that such attention will give you nothing but more lust for attention, then you can start living your life to the full.
>>734415900
>ukelele
>>734415823
well sometimes but the problem with ordinary things like that is I think too much about how they are just arbitrary
>>734415994
Everything is ultimately meaningless. You have one chance to live your life to the full, maybe stop thinking about how arbitrary things are and just try it out, maybe you'll like it. I mean, i used to say the same thing about onions, now i can't eat meat without 'em
>>734415954
yes it would be ending on a high note the way i see it because nobody fucking talks to me by default they and wont start
>>734416109
You're literally talking to people right now.
>>734415900
I listen to alot of indie and alternative primarily but other stuff as well
>>734416216
You sure you're not a hipster?
>>734416086
yeah that is true
>>734416251
not a hipster was that gonna change anything
>>734416300
Yeah, you should really stop the feeling bad for yourself gig. I understand you require the attention but you'll be better off just doing shit that you want to do not worrying about what others think. Also, hobbies are a great way to find friends.
>>734416369
Nah, just don't enjoy people who want to feel better than everyone else because of the fact that they like something unpopular or non mainstream.
>>734416143
4chan doesn't count as people I want human contact and interaction
>>734416216
Such as anon?
>>734416454
no I don't push very hard everybody tells me I have shitty taste because I don't listen to the charts
>>734416474
we're all humans here, you're the one who doesn't see us as such.
>>734416577
What does 'listen to the charts' mean?
>>734416552
idk modest mouse, rhcp,violent femmes,but alot of other stuff that isnt very groupable
>>734416643
top 100's don't really grab me
>>734416709
Modest mouse is pretty good.
i'm gonna sleep soon
cya boys
>>734416822
Cya, conspiracy theorist
>>734416709
I love Modest Mouse and RHCP hahahah, any favourite songs?
>>734416794
im gonna take off thanks anon i dont feel so shitty
>>734416969
See ya, don't off yourself without our permission or atleast a bread on /b/
Rip bread
>>734416940
modest mouse probably teeth like god's shoeshine, and rhcp i cant pick between this velvet glove,she looks to me, and I could have lied
>>734417031
agreed
I have to go anons. I hope you all have a great day though. For anyone interested in carrying on a conversation, these threads now have a discord though for anyone interested:
NypFsZF
Take care everyone!
>>734417197
cya cuteboy poster
>>734411063
Nah, not really.
Just vomited $60 of gourmet pizza due to overintoxication. Fucking pissed at my body for wasting food by trying to save itself from being poisoned.
>>734414305
>>734414211
No he's right and wrong
I do have both of my parents but my dad works so often that I only talk to my mom
Problem is my mom is like some sort of repressed sjw type and insists on lettie my me be me and shit like that
This puts me in a really bad situation since I never knew the lines or boundaries of my life
Als my mother has a huge fucking temper so I didnt really want to find those boundaries in fear of her farting pissed at me
In short my father wasn't really there for me and for the first parts of my life I was pretty much alone
I wish I could be alpha sometimes. Because I know I can but all my friends are beta everyone I know is mostly beta
Being beta is all I know
>>734417530
Welp I'm fucking done stupid fucking autocorrect
>>734417530
You have the internet. Research.