What keeps you going?

>>734272319
hatred

>>734272383
Even that's gotta be exhausting

>>734272473
not really
just maddening

Money, I want money.

>>734272713
>>734272891
Well, all the best to you guys

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The idea that of all the life forms that preceded me, I am the one that got this far, and I use this impossible level of privilege as a healthy straight white cis male to unapologetically make more money and have more opportunities and I use my time jacking off, doing drugs, getting laid and laughing at others misfortune. It's really really goddam funny to me

>>734272319
Alcohol

>>734272319
stealing ppls souls

but dont worry i return most of them

>>734272319
Contemporary things for now. I'm not terrible looking, have a job making good money at a young age, I go out regularly, it's not very hard for me to get laid, I have a few "close" friends. So really, I don't have it that bad.
But at the end of the day I know none of that matters, I'm not happy or satisfied internally nor am I making any real connections with people, even when I'm around others I feel isolated. It's been that for a long time now. I just keep people around til I'm through with them, that's how I know they don't matter, it's too easy to discard of them. It could be that I'm incredibly apathetic, but I'd eventually like to know how it feels to connect with another person. Whether it's a strong friendship or otherwise.

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>>734272319
I still gotta finish my degree and move out and get a life
besides that I'm ready to die

I no longer feel elation. Nothing excites me. I'm dead inside. I honestly don't know what keeps me going

I play Pokémon competitively and I want to win the world championships. I'll probably kill myself afterward

>>734272319
I have no desire to live, but everytime I think how I want to die, I always come up with something better. However it requires preparation, and it seems like too much effort considering living already requires a lot of effort. I just wanna die with honor.

>>734272319

It's a one time deal so I might as well enjoy it with pizza porn and vidya.

>>734272383
Same, also the will of the Dark Side.

>>734273985
So you're basically a soulnigger?

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>>734272319
Hey OP

My life is a fucking wreck.

>Gave up career of 10 years for girlfriend; she promptly cheated on me and moved out a week after I started my new job, taking everything with her.
>New job suddenly lays me off after telling me not to worry.
>Best friend dies on my birthday.
>Lost apartment to eviction.
>Everything I have worked on and everyone I know in my life in the last 10 years is gone.

That all happened in the span of 2 weeks last November. What keeps me going? Fuck if I know, I've been in a pretty wide spiral since.

>>734272319
Knowing that in 5 years I will finally have eternal sleep. I can't wait, I'm tired of having to be awake.

>>734276374
What's in 5 years?

>>734276177
Can't really feel bad for you. It was your own fault. Never give anything up for a woman unless she's your wife AND there's a really REALLY good reason.

>>734276491
I'm not going to be awake anymore silly.

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>>734276562

>>734276630
But why in 5 years? What's going on between then and now?

Absolute terror of death so bad it gives me panic attacks.

>>734276177
don't be so attached to shit
OM nigga

>>734276697
Say what you want, but I'm living comfortably with all my shit, money, time, a roof over my head, etc. I've never let anyone screw me over.

Can you say the same?

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It's my ultimate aspiration to aid the advancement of humanity in some way. I want badly to help us colonize other planets aside from Earth or the Moon, because until then it only takes one cosmic catastrophe to close the book on us for good.

>>734272319
The pump

>>734277029
Applied for that Mars One trip?

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>>734276784
I have to finish some business, namely a contract that I have to uphold. Afterwards I can sleep forever. It's so close, every day it gets better and better. I can't hold the excitement after all these years the final stretch is here.

>>734277162
No, because it's a scam. But if and when there's a real Mars colonization effort, even if it's a one way trip, I'm 100% on board if they'll take me.

>>734277328
you're fucking kidding me

>>734277771
No, I take my word very seriously.
It's truly the only thing a man has. I will finish my agreement then move on. When you get older you'll come to value this wisdom.