y no feels thread b bros?
>>734171041
i'll bump for feels
>>734171041
>19
>120 IQ but have ADHD so I can't remember shit
>Can give people an in depth analysis of the Hegelian Dialectic but can't remember my bank code or where I put my car keys
>Probably going to die a virgin
Why even live?
>>734171590
this isn't feels this is just weeaboo edgyness
>>734173858
then post feels
>>734173760
Don't feel bad. I feel next to worthless, despite the loving family that surrounds me, so I am enlisting in the Marines once I complete my college education in the vain hope of fighting well in a war yet to come, so I can prove to myself that I have what it takes. Also, sex ain't all it's cracked up to be. Intimacy with someone who loves you is much more powerful and wonderful than any orgasm.
Also, thread theme:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kcihcYEOeic
>>734173858
You post all day on a Loli sharing incest supporting Gore board which is world renowned for being hub of edgelords and social deviants.
Ever feel lonely or sad? It's because you're a shitty person like the rest of us. Get used to it.
>>734174155
>>734174212
>>734173858
Did somebody say weaboo edgyness?
>>734171464
damn man
>>734174267
Talk it out with me /b/. I'm here.
>>734174036
I'd join the Marines myself if I didn't already have a diagnosis of dysthymia a few years back and have self harm marks after I had a particularly edgy night where I made a "blood pact" to get my shit together.
Gave myself 5 deep cuts on the wrist (non lethal side) to get myself off of booze. 3 years later and I have no idea why I did it, but it did get me off of the sauce.
At least in the Marines I can train with some people, shoot jihadis, and maybe if I end up getting stationed in Asia I can visit some qt whores.
>>734172216
I started reading it, but its so long
can't listen to love songs anymore, reminds me of what I'll never have
>>734174406
Átérezhető
>>734174625
i cant listen songs about giraffes , will never ride any
>>734174516
I'm sorry to hear that. While I'm under no illusions about the lack of salvific qualities in military service, it seems much more productive than alternatives, at least for a while. I need to prove this to myself. What do you need to prove to yourself? What will make you proud of the person you see in the mirror? A wife? Children? Wealth? Adventure? Love? Wonder?
This
https://youtu.be/TBkL09zz24w
what's the point of living if I'll never fulfill my basic biological imperative
>>734174852
that's my life right now
>>734174783
I got nothing to prove. Im just looking for a young death desu, there is no future for a guy like me except in some dead end job where in miserable every day going to work for God knows what.
I might be smart enough if I give some time to myself but the world isn't built for simple living anymore. I'd rather be dead than live the kind of life where im stuck behind a desk doing fuck all for the rest of my life except go home, watch tv, and jerk off. Sadly I probably can't join the military with my record.
>>734175021
I made a thing
>>734175267
>>734175321
>>734175360
I'm getting kicked out of my house in 3 days. All of my friends ignored me when I asked for help. My family doesn't like me or talk to me. I have little money saved up for a place to live and everything near my work/school is at least a grand for a one bedroom place. I've been crying all day. There's no reason for me to live anymore.
>>734175393
>>734175440
>>734175021
>Chaos having emotions in 40k
What mind of heresy are you trying to push on us, here?
>>734175182
You assume your life has no meaning beyond reproduction. If your life is worth so little in your eyes, give what you have to ease the suffering of others, whether it be time, resources, your attention, or affection. Find a cause to fight for, a love to win, or a goal to reach. Run the race of life with endurance, so that at your end you will not shame yourself with regret and longing for what might have been.
>>734173760
You'll grow up soon enough and realise 120 is low
>>734175396
where are you, anon?
>>734175396
get on a subsidized housing waiting list and pay for your shit or move to a co op
>>734175564
Suburbs of Illinois, near Aurora.
>>734175531
>90th percentile IQ isn't good enough
I have 121 actually, but that's probably true. Everyone is getting fucked over these days I know plenty of people with near genius level IQ scores who are about as intelligent as they come whose lives have come to fuck all.
>>734175752
damn, wish i could help. God speed to you, Anon
get up, anon-boy
https://youtu.be/i1N_rsUOxfs
>>734175246
Then don't get stuck behind a desk. Move around, become a tramp and see the world without a care and bask in the glory of what you see. There is still wilderness to be found in the world where one can live in peace, though you have to be mad enough at something to make yourself want to do it. A dead end job can just be a means to an end. Set your goals and fight, damn you! Get angry! Rage against this dying of the light!
May anyone of you guys have that draw of a fat guy with a helmet and a small Cerberus with him? The draw is done with just straight lines of a black pen. I saw it a couple of years ago and I really want to find it.
>>734171041
Why are we born into a death sentence? It makes everything seem so pointless. I've seen the beauty in life: girls, views, fun/joy but it ends so quickly then it's back to nothingness. Life seems so pointless. We're not here for anything to survive. it's like we;re "god's" experiment. Can't get these thought out of my head.
>>734175396
Don't you dare. There are options for you, but you need to take action. Find government services in your area tomorrow and begin whatever paperwork needed for housing, SNAP (or equivalent in your country), and other social aid. There's going to be a long, hard road ahead. But you can do it. If you don't believe in yourself, well, I think your made of sterner stuff than that.
>>734175776
>being this naive
An IQ means exactly nothing.
>>734176115
wrong.
IQ is one of the most useful tools to ever come from the social sciences
>>734175278
>mfw nobody acknowledges my thing
when i was 18 i fell in love with her i rent a house an we are living together so she end pregnant and 3 months later we lost the baby all his family start to tell me is my fault my own family start to tell me is my fault we are so depressed and she leave me.
im here 4 years later drunk in a monday nigth because i can stop thinking is my fault maybe i dont care of her or maybe i just no born to be happy im alone i have no friends i only have alcohol and cigarettes.
sorry for my bad english
>>734176058
What will you do with your time on this earth? You have been granted life, with all the wonder and despair it entails. How will you spend it? Look at those around you, they suffer as you do, with similar questions. Bring happiness and joy into their lives, suffer their indignities and pain alongside them, and make this world a little less dark for those around you.
>>734175278
can relate lol
>>734176275
I do
>>734176115
It makes you smarter than the next guy which gives you a competitive edge I've other people. Im pretty well smarter than most of the people around me.
If you're naive enough to not be able to think outside of the current zeitgeist and understand how valuable of an asset that is , then congrats you might as well.tske care of the rest of those malfunction brain cells by putting a bullet through your head. These days are a different time. I can still be successful in any kind of desk job I work towards I just hate that kind of work. I've been told to go into academia etc but I would hate that kind of life.
>>734176296
It's not your fault. It never will be. It may not be the same, but I lost someone I loved when I was young too. The pain fades ever so slightly, but you cannot stay in that pain. What was the child's name?
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC4E9waiXAnqi9_FugH-VjmA
>>734176259
I laughed.
>>734176508
Never say this around intelligent people
>>734176668
I do all the time, I've debated a few proofs and corrected them a few times. The things that pass for literature class these days lmao
>tfw no one will ever love
>tfw people just use me for sex for a month and then leave me
>Every time
>>734176617
both want a girl so we decide the name of jenifer like her
>>734173858
But it's also kinda true.
>>734176058
>things being finite means they have no purpose
No, things being infinite would give everything no purpose. I suggest you watch pic related. It's shocking effective at driving that home.
>>734176716
This isn't a real word and even if it was it wouldn't be a fucking noun
>>734176987
doesnt sound that bad to me
>>734176987
Is there any other use for trannies?
>>734176987
Just tell them you aren't going to put out until you're married, problem solved.
>>734176982
1/10
>>734176800
>>734174328
you've now met his criteria
do i hear wedding bells?
>>734174406
ahh hungarians, the niggers of the white race.
>>734176987
Hey, I wish people would come and give me some bullshit-free sex.
>>734177220
0/10
Go be curt somewhere else, pl0z. Low tier b8 belongs on /bant/
>>>/bant/
>>734176987
>tfw raped by someone you trusted
will tell yall about a woman i fell in love with recently
>her mother died when she was no older than 3
>her dad died at the age of 13
>before her dad died he sold her to a 20 year old for farm animals and a couple hundred dollars
>she was 12 when she was sold
>she was also 12 when she had her first child
>her second child was at the age of 13, third at 16, fourth 18
>she was abused and put to work at the age of 13 in the US where she was brought after her dad died
>her dad owned a business which passed on to his wife then
>she sold the business and left nothing to the young girl
>she's now a 30 yo single mother
>oh and her first child was taken away from her
.....
Just got done crying. Im 19 about 135 130 lbs, 6 ft, but I havent had a girlfriend in 4 years. I grew up with this querky ass emo girl named Amber, I cant tell you how hard I fell for her. She was never really into me growing up because we didnt have much in common. She moved and I was really depressed ...Cont. Im on ps4 might take a sec
>>734177368
t. IQ 121
Lmao
>>734173363
fuck I've never seen this one, didn't no there's more to it.
>>734177032
A beautiful name. Pour one last drink. Put the bottles out of your place. Remember, it's not your fault. It never was and never will be. Use the pain of your loss to help others. Come along side those who are suffering that you know and see and share their pain. Give your time, resources and energy until there is nothing left. Forgive yourself. If not for your sake, than for Jenifer's sake.
>>734177550
Of all the things this made me tear up
>>734177317
wrong. that's romanians and/or gypsies.
I'm sorry I can't be there in person, /b/. I wish I could do more from here.
>>734177550
Holy shit
I feel absolutely nothing.
>>734177585
T. Iq <121
>>734175267
>>734175321
>>734175360
>>734175393
>>734175440
>>734175496
As if a Space Marine would be this big a pussy.
This is so gay.
>>734178131
The narrator is not the space marine.
>>734178207
>>734178207
how'd u figure that?
>>734178183
>>734177524
She moves back two years later when Im 15, mad attraction, missed the fuck out of eachother. Weve been together for two monthes now, and this being my childhood love, life couldnt get better. My friend comes and stays a few nights, leaves, and she starts acting distant. I find out shes off her meds and cutting again, she fucked my friend, and she wasnt staying, mostly out of guilt. She leaves and I become an untrusting, depressed, anxiety riddled fucking loser. I think about her everyday, I cant feel love for any other girl, and worst off she just got married at 18 yo to some 5 ft 100 lb cuck. I can barely think straight sometimes, I miss her and my childhood with her so damn much guys...
i feel empty but my life doesnt suck.
Im well liked in school and there are a lot of rumors the girls i dont even know like me.
I got a full ride to uni + additional scholarships so im basically getting paid to go to college.
My grades a solid as well and ive already gotten internship offers from fortune500 companies and i havent even started my junior year.
but i think thats why i feel so empty. everything in life seems to be going my way and i have a good family and nice circle of friends but yet i always feel alone. im not into most girls because my standards are absurdly high and im too narcissistic to lower them. hooked up couple times during frat parties but i always feel more depressed afterwards and most of the times i dont even remember the names of those girls. Should i be looking to settle down with someone?
>>734178357
Look at what the final panel focuses on.
>>734178331
Too bad Sev is not there
One of the few times I really liked a character and felt like shit because there was nothing I could do to save his edgelord ass
>>734177602
all i want is die maybe i can be with my little baby
>>734178432
You need to change sceneries. Get your degree and go start over, trust me a new city can change everything
>>734178643
Then kill yourself?
>>734178432
Find someone to be intimate with. Doesn't need to be a woman, and I'm not talking on the sexual side. It seems gay, but you have to find someone you trust to talk through the things you're laying out on /b/ at 2 am. Your father, a sibling, a respect male figure in your life, a priest/pastor, mentor or friend. Find someone who will listen through what you are going through and walk along side you through your doubts and problems, even if they seem too trivial to bring up to others. It may not be simple or straightforward, but you have to find someone like that.
>>734178103
The best part is it's higher :>)
Evidently I'm also more knowledgeable, because I realize it means nothing
>>734175278
I like it. i hope it's used in future threads.
>>734178643
Would she want you to give up hope and die? Do you think she would want her papa to die of a broken heart? It is not your time yet. Your life has meaning and worth, far beyond what the guilt you're feeling. It's not your fault.
>>734171660
Does that mean he doesn't consider patrick his friend?
>>734178492
Ah you are a wise one.
>>734178387
Sounds like a bitch mate
>>734178697
i was thinking this as well. but still got 2 years. i keep wanting to jump ahead and start real life already. undergrad was fun freshmen year, now its jaded. really want to move into NYC. was born upper east side and still feels like home whenever i visit.
>>734178732
i have a best friend. i share almost everything but we all know there are limits to that as well. the closest person who i tell things to is obviously my mom. but there are times where both of them just dont get it if that makes sense. I do feel a woman is someone i can be more honest with but my mother is a bit older and hence can understand me fully. and guys can be clueless emotionally at times
>>734178969
>>734179066
Not really. I had someone point it out to me when I was reading it for the first time.
I've been homeless for a month now, living in a car I don't want and can't afford, but also can't afford to get rid of, which I bought because my father was only willing to lend his credit to replace the $900 shitbox that exploded on me if I bought from his landlord's dealership, the car is slowly dying and probably won't last through the next month but it won't be paid off for another 6 years;
Tomorrow I have to go make a payment on a college that I didn't attend, I won't be able to make the payment on a medical bill this month, I have $5 a day to live on for the next week but can't store food in my car, I've spent my entire life blindly pushing forward because I believed that I would get some kind of compensation for a shitty childhood and I now see just how ridiculous that is.
A trucker just took my parking spot at the gas station where I live, I have no one I can ask for help, my controlling and mentally unstable mother basically has me tied down with things like the insurance fraud I'm having to commit to keep my hunk of shit car legally roadable because otherwise it would be thousands of dollars per month that I can't afford, I'm eagerly looking forward to the opportunity to go live in a storage locker for as long as I can get away with it because for whatever reason the car payments I'm making aren't affectong my credit score and I thus cannot rent, I have no joy in my life and am only still here because I promised the only person in my life who ever unconditionally showed me kindness and treated me like a person (now dead) made me promise not to try again and I still can't bear to break that promise, and through it all I'm working 10-hour shifts at a warehouse for absolutely fuck all, because there are 30 mexicans waiting outside for the job of the first person to so much as think the word "raise", and to be honest I just don't know what to do anymore.
Suggestions?
>>734173858
kek
>>734178976
dam...
>>734178432
fuck, this is exactly me right now.
Last semester of college. Top 5 percent of my generation. Getting a degree at the best uni of my country in one of the most highly paid careers. Spend about half of my time looking for an internship and the rest just feeling alone af.
Never really connected with anyone, and in a strange way I don't really feel like I need to change that. Building a relationship just seems like so much work for not enough of a reward.
Idk it's odd, I'm so conflicted about my loneliness, I almost feel like I need to be with someone just because everyone expects that from me. My friends are always trying to hook me up with dates, and my parents are getting kinda pushy with the subject, but I'm like not really interested in it? Or maybe I am?? Fuck idk.
>>734172216
too fucking long
>>734177522
try to take care of her, anon. sounds like she needs it.
>>734178183
Hey Chad
>>734171464
You son of a bitch....
>>734174852
jesus christ, this is exactly me, except i have slightly different book on the floor and only one protein and no bed, only mattress, aside from that there is everything lol.
>>734175278
half kek
>>734178754
dam...
>>734179121
You might be surprised how many guys lack any sort of intimacy in their relationships. Why do think /b/ has feels threads? We need this, to pile on to others our hopes fears and hurts, and have someone tell us that we know, at least somewhat, what you are going through, and that we're here for you. Your life is not over yet, even though it looks set in stone now, it hasn't even begun yet. Have some patience, these lean times will not last forever.
>>734173735
This is why I only talk to my mother once a month.
>>734178754
In the US? It means a lot. Scoring higher than about 9/10 of people is bretty gud
>>734178387 >>734179069
Her and her brother actually
hmu recently to get together, jesus..
>>734178492
>>734178492
... it's the fucking gun?
dasss dumb
>>734173398
>>734177080
that movie destroys me every time
>>734174766
dam...
>>734179592
In what? Pattern recognition? IQ fails to measure emotional and social intelligence, deductive logic and cognitive capacity. It indicates nothing more than being good at 'IQ' tests
>>734174406
sírni szeretnék
>>734179592
I bet youve never taken an actual IQ test. You get inflated figures online. And since when does scoring higher mean anything? IQ is never looked at, and people who generally score high on IQ tests are the same people who realize the test doesn't measure intelligence
My brother has been dead for nearly a decade. Grief and pain over losing him does not affect me most of the time, but tonight it's hitting me pretty hard. I miss you so much Stephen. I wish you could be here to watch your siblings grow up and have children of your own. You're still the best man I ever knew.
>>734179754
kedd reggel? nemár.
>>734175133
>https://youtu.be/TBkL09zz24w
he will be always miss let us remember this great man for what he has done for the world and his people
https://youtu.be/kvDMlk3kSYg
Tfw you will never lose your virginity or be an alpha male. :(
>>734179951
Iktf
>>734180069
>not greentexting
>>734177522
but did you fuck her in the pussy ?
>>734179149
v. honest of you lol
>>734180176
feels bad man
>>734177155
kek
>>734179872
No it was an actual test. I got it when I was being tested for depression so it was official
>>734179750
I scored a 100% for emotional intelligence from a therapist , I haven't gotten social intelligence "officially" tested yet so there is that
121 IQ is actually very exceptional , its just that it's. I'm about 1.3 standard deviation form having a genius level I , and just being sort of smart isn't enough to pursue my interests, but I could probably be a mean lawyer.
Except i'd literally rather kill myself than be a lawyer. Grown up around them my whole life and it's not for me.
>>734177112
this
>>734177394
Dark
>>734173591
I actually read that at 2:36....all alone
>>734173591
I can't believe this, I looked over at my clock when I opened this, it's 2:36 AM where I'm at and I just lost my love, just astounding.
>>734180480
Well, too bad. The text is about 2 AM so you're 36 mins late.
>>734179872
I mean first and foremost the multi IQ concept that has been pushed around in academia these days is not uniform. Many psychologists/sociologists discard emotional and social values for not being precise enough.
I'm not an expert enough to know why but there seems to be a very hot debate about IQ going on in academia and anyone who has their mind concretely set on a certain answer is nowhere near to the truth.
>>734180480
You're not alone. I'm here.
>>734171041
>friends tell me to come to beach house.
>road trip
>I couldn't get Friday off so I would go Saturday.
> girlfriend goes with them as it's a couples thing.
> I leave at 10pm to get there in the morning.
>drive all night get there sat 5am
> wait for hours, called them no answer.
> feel thoughts go through my head.
> I go home.
> feeling lonely as fuck and betrayed.
> wishing I could get revenge
> found out car accident occurred 60 miles from beach house.
> heart dropped
> most died in impact
> one is alive
>please be girlfriend
> only girl that ever liked me.
> my friend j-anon in stable condition the driver.
> never felt loneliness like I have
> I can't about it because everyone in pain.
> killing me inside
> loneliness
>>734180388
121 Is barely above average and below mine, so no, if youre a genius it's not because your IQ indicates it. What youre experiencing is insecurity, for whatever reason, and youre using your above average IQ score to try and feel confident. I understand that, but the sooner you realize your little number means fuck-all to truly intelligent people, the sooner you'll start making actual mental gains.
Good luck and good night
>>734180258
this, (you) smash f@m?
My grandmother just died she had a long life which I rejoice but my mother treated her like shit and ignored her and she was lonely for 13 years now she removed my mom as inheritor and put me and I don't know how to tell my mom. My dad died 2 years ago.
>>734180616
>>734180480
It's okay anons, you're not alone.
>>734180176
>be me
>fat 22 year old male
>go to college
>work at a shitty retail store
>have had two chances in life to get pussy
>have awkwardly turned them both down
>autisimorsomething.jpg
>The girls I like I can't even get them to notice me other than a friend
>I have a decent group of friends who make bust my balls for being a virgin
>Honestly idk if I should try harder to lose the weight or just not give a fuck
>>734180616
>can't talk about it
>>734180600
I think you're underscoring his point when you say these things are unclear and difficult to measure... hence why any IQ tests are impossible to standardize and this mean shitall.
>>734180877
this is why i think some people look to nostalgia for comfort
>>734180773
Turn the frustration and anger you feel into the impetus and momentum for changing yourself for the better. Improve yourself, but do not hinge your worth on the judgement of the woman you want. Even if she gives it to you, it will grow hollow in the end.
>>734177096
It was coined 5 years ago, that's how words come to exist
>>734180713
I was never claiming to be a genius desu, I already told you I have ADHD if you read the thread. I'm not bragging about being only 1ish standard deviation over the mean for the average IQ in the US. All I'm saying is that I'm slightly above average and my life sucks. That's it.
Something funny for a change of pace.
>>734181131
>words are coined and that's how language comes to be
Lmao why do I still come to this board
>>734180909
Standard IQ has been the standard for decades now, the multi IQ theory didn't come about until recently. Being in the 90the percentile of gives you a decently good lead over other people. I really don't think the other anon knows how the bell curve works ...
>>734178943
tfw you done fucked up
>>734181026
I've lost the same twenty-thirty pounds before about 3 times, and have felt so much better. (although im a good 100 pounds overweight) But for some reason, I always gain it back. I should probably talk to someone.. IDK
>>734178410
RIP old Irish man
>>734181390
yep. can see it happening.
>>734181457
Do you have someone to work with you and hold you accountable?
>>734178969
dam...
> ~
>>734181355
How does it give you an advantage? Does the IQ test make you more intelligent? Does society give benefits to high IQ individuals? No. It's a massage for the ego and hardly touches on real intelligence. Do you disagree?
>>734181457
I don't think it would help. I could probably find someone, but I have had others try to motivate me on a casual basis and it hasn't worked in the long term.
>>734180110
dats how I feel
>>734180590
kek
Despair
>>734181886
What's this girls story?
I've seen pics of her but no clue who it is
>>734181886
Too soon, Anon.
>>734181941
You and me both pal.
>>734180877
I wanna counter this.
There are people who are perfectly good-looking and intelligent who end up with the sort of middle school/high school experience you're talking about. I'd argue what causes that sort of misery more than anything is your psychological health, often determined by the health of your family.
You can be a hideous fuck and it's really going to suck for certain reasons, but life in general sucks.
Even the people who are born with everything (i.e. rich kids) end up really fucked up, because they have no limits, discipline, or boundaries, leading to bullshit like serious drug habits.
The only way to handle it is to accept what you got and improve your own situation every day the best you can.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=36m1o-tM05g
>>734180744
based granny
>>734179694
You cannot possibly be this stupid, anon.
>>734181965
Too soon...
>>734181965
some dude spiked a girls drink with anti freeze to get her more loose, he told her to get undressed and that he'll take pictures of her, she did as he asked she died in that posistion while he was taking the photos
>>734173190
this is me every afternoon...
>>734181457
It's a Self-Image thing.
If being 100lbs overweight is your default image of yourself, even if you work really hard to shed it, when you take your hands off the wheel so to say, you'll go right back.
You gotta get it in your head that the 100lbs overweight version of you is NOT the actual you. The way you joke about yourself, talk about yourself, predict what you'll become with others.
>>734182104
>>734182104
likely i am. break it down for a tard.
>>734175396
Be strong. Suicide accomplishes nothing. Remember this: WIN
>>734181897
Yes i disagree , being smarter than 90% of people is a big deal. I don't like making a big deal of it but when I talk to fast for people to keep up with and I fly by many of my professors and fellow students then it kind of sucks. It's nothing to brag about, it's actually very isolating because it makes it that much harder to relate with people.
I'm noticeably more intelligent than people around me, and it's not something to brag about it's just burdensome. Fucks sake I have this conversation every time with people. I'm not a member of mensa , I would need another standard deviation of IQ to be genius level. I'm just smarter than the average Joe.
>>734173858
youre such an edgy guy, weeaboo
>>734182267
I'm able to joke about being fat, like I literally point it out all the time to people. I wonder if that's part of the problem. I have been fat for years, I guess at this point I have kind of accepted it.
>>734182170
Oh lol
I remember when everything seemed so simple, and everything so bright. Times have changed.
I swear 4chan is the worst thing that could have happened to some of us. We should not have encountered this site in the first place.
>>734182426
>90% of people
You're not smarter than 90% of people. You're not.
>>734174312
My ex left me and now claims she is a pseudo lesbian and whiskey connoisseur, and this is how I picture her alone with her dog that she forces to live with her, it sucks, but she thinks I am not good enough, I guess my millions are not worth an attention whore. Good bye Adriana. Good luck with all that. I am over it now.
>>734182294
>I was at his right hand
>It was my shots
>Wounds that I had given
>>734182426
Smart is what you make of it. Get off /b/ and do something worthwhile. You'll have done something most of us will never be able to do.
>>734182678
Actually that is my mistake 90th percentile =/= more intelligent that 90% of people , I'm just 40 percentiles points over the average which still makes me pretty damn smart. Is that what you've been getting your jimmies in a bunch over?
>>734182496
Joking about being fat is ingraining in your head that that's how you're 'actually' supposed to be.
Stop that shit.
You joke because it shields you from ridicule.
Just cut out people for a bit and get your head straight while you work alone.
Look at physiques that inspire you (or at least feel right to your ideal) and get it in your head that THAT'S what you're actually supposed to be.
>>734182096
Lol everyone's grandparents die. Like I said rejoice for long life. Now u deal with what rolls down hill.
>Have a fucked up childhood
>Anxiety is autistic enough for me to fit into /r9k/
>Not really sad about it but still feel helpless sometimes
who else /fuckedupbutkindofokay/ here?
>>734177394
sorry was going to say kek, but then realized you were serious, sorry.My ex liked me to hit her and choke her, maybe that is why I am not attracted to her anymore.
>>734182426
Waiting for you to tell me what the big advantage of scoring high on an IQ test is. A vast majority of humans will never have an IQ test, nevermind have their results added to the stats. People who discuss their IQs seriously in front of peers are at enormous risk for embarrassment
>>734182812
Haha the fact that youre even trying to track which percentile in is really bad. Are you under 18?
>>734182294
Well since you asked twice... to make it doubly nice. It's not so much the gun than it is the spirit inside the gun. The weapons and armor of the adeptus astartes, astra militarum and really anything you can think of that is used by humanity was created by the adeptus mechanicus. They have a belief about the "Machine spirit" Which as you would prolly guess, means that these followers believe that all technology has a living almost super natural aspect to it. Hence why they wash their weapons and armor in holy oils, plaster them in purity seals and all kinds of other decorations. It's to honor the machine spirit. So what the comic is trying to convey is that the spirit of the weapon is ancient and wants to continue it's legacy. But because it's been left on a dead world where nobody would ever find it, it's doomed to spend eternity in some pit with disgusting scavengers.