>>734159421 How old are you OP? no girl is worth killing yourself for. been there felt that, you come out of it even if it takes a long time. Or you can end it and never see how the rest of the story could've gone.
I would think carbon monoxide poisoning via plugging up a car exhaust would do it, dunno it that still works. Just a thought. Whatever has your head all fucked probably isn't worth losing your life for though.
>>734160330 Not OP here, but I've tried it. Modern vehicles have such a low rate of emission, and unless you can pass out in the car, it sucks because your heart keeps swelling to intake more oxygen and it hurts. Made me bail.
>>734160556 I heard the same story bro. 3 years, gave me a different reason each week. Found out saturday she left me for my "best friend" and they been dating since we broke up. Shes not mad I found out, but mad I'm not paying for anything anymore.
I'm giving it two weeks, after that I'm finishing my favorite alcohol bottle, and using my glock 23 to blow the back of my skull out.
>>734160723 If there's anyone you still give a fuck about and you still plan on going through with it, try a cleaner option. If there's no one that really matters too much, fuck it, Jackson Pollock your walls. Although i still think pussy is a bit too trivial to end it over, try reading the manipulated man, its pretty good and maybe it'll change your perspective
>>734161008 oven bag over the head, taped tight. Run a hose from a tank of pure nitrogen or helium into the bag. Make sure its filled with either gas first. Make sure you have enough of either gas to last 10m, and you will lose consciousness inside of a minute. Dead in five. No stress, no mess.
I wanna die too, but I feel like that's what my enemies want and its a trap. So I just enjoy life and allow things to be. Whatever I lost and whatever the world lost as a result of evil people ruining my life is not my responsibility and I will not be paying for it in tears or blood. I just cut the evil out of my life.
>>734156880 Get on Craigslist. Go to the motorcycles for sale by owner. Find the fastest,most bad ass motorcycle you can. Act as a potential buyer. When they start it up for you jump on it and haul ass into a brick wall or oncoming traffic. You'll snap your neck instantly like, cutting off nerve communication to the body. You won't feel a thing and it'll be funny as hell
>>734160723 Is your entire existence seriously that hinged one on girl? Fuuuuuuck that. Be better. Go do other shit, meet other people, be better than those assholes. You're at the bottom? Fucking climb UP.
>>734166459 Nah I love her. I got enough health issues going on, and a potential case of early onset alzheimers. I would rather be with someone I love and I know could love me even if my faculties give out.
I won't surround myself with someone else who will just leave when the going gets tough. She was loyal until my "bro" got his dirty ass hooks in her. Shes weak minded, and he works intelligence in the military. Hes a master manipulator. He literally wanted me to kill myself, and I figure why not at this point. No regerts.
>>734166529 You understand most of the emotional response to someone is based on oxytocin? It's a neurotransmitter that encourages pair-bonding? That's right that girl is just causing you to get high on your own brain chemistry. She is nothing special bro, there's billions of them. You need to get out not quit like a puss.
>>734166883 >why not Are you listening to yourself? I'll tell you why not, because fuck them that's why not. It's a big fucking planet and you have tunnel vision. Just for the record what she did with him she is going to do to him, past behavior is the best predictor of future behavior, she's shot. Fuck her.
>>734167756 With health issues, serious levels of short term memory loss, the outside issues are the icing on the cake.
She's all I'm wiling to bother with knowing anymore. Shes all I can remember when shit starts getting rough.. The good was good enough to keep me sated. I'll die knowing I made a few people happy, and that she'll get enough money to be settled from my life insurance.
>>734161983 >I wanna die too, but I feel like that's what my enemies want and its a trap.
When I was suicidal I thought of the people I hated, and could envision them laughing about me dying. Honestly that stuck with me more than visions of the people who loved me being sad, as I figured they'd get over that eventually.
If I had that dark period to live through again, I'd get help- see a psychiatrist and get antidepressants.
>>734166883 People that do this kind of shit to people that love them AIN'T SHIT. If you're going to kill yourself, do it for someone who fucking matters. These two aren't it.
Give yourself some time. If you really hate everything, take the rest of your money and go somewhere you never thought you'd go alone. Talk to people like it doesn't matter. Say the things you want to say like there are no consequences. At least be completely you first. Be unapologetically yourself for 6 months. See how that feels. Then reevaluate.
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