I'd take up feminine mannerisms, get the gay eyes, talk with a feminine inflection etc. All completely unintentionally. I also found the more I fed the sissy desires the more mental health problems I'd have...
It's so fucking hard to give it up though :/ my favorite thing was collecting cock tributes of me in tights like this
>>734044888 haha you can't really change that with hormones. More estrogen will make you more feminine, and want more cock, and more testosterone will up your sex drive, so you'll want more cock. Might as well just accept it.
>>734045107 You need to realise that your a man, and not a woman. Just have deep thoughts about what you're doing. Taking ass pics is from the Devil, have some dignity. Go talk with a religious scholar, you sound confused
I would say that theres a huge difference between fantasy and reality. Even if it's a homosexual fantasy, it doesn't really define what you are. If you have real urges towards men, and actually feel attractive to them in the way you would a woman, then maybe. But remember, fantasies are something you would never do in real life sometimes, so just think long and hard if you actually are attracted to men and want to be fucked, or not.
>>734044330 I'd assume your testosterone levels are low.. That's a leading cause to what you've described, and mental health issues come with deficiencies, especially when it comes to testosterone in males.. It sounds more like your desires increased the more your fell lower in testosterone. It's why basically all transgenders are depressed as fuck.. It really has nothing to do with them wanting to be the opposite sex as it is that they literally need to man up for their own well being. The male body and mind needs to be masculine, or else they just both begin to give one "dysphoria".. I've noticed it less in female to male transgenders, though.. Masculine females just seem different to feminine males for some reason. They never seem to be as fucked as the males...
I'm in the same situation as you. I never thought about it but I think the spiral into porn made me watch a lot of trap stuff. And its worried me, because I get feelings of wanting to be fucked and treated like a sissy. But i'm only attracted to females romantically. And the thought of kissing a guy is gross.
>>734045761 You need to go to the Church or Mosquee, to ask for some brief questions. Just dont go dressed up as an faggot. Tell them that you don't feel so wel, and that your struggling with your manlihood. And stop watching porn or listen to devil music, they are bugging you out, atm.
Religion is pretty bs for this sort of stuff. Will make you feel way more ashamed and even if it "works" it is very likely to be a temporary fix, because the urges will probably stay there and come out when u are horny. Religion will just make you feel ashamed af and make it feel wrong, when in reality its not that it's wrong, its that you've almost changed your sexual preference when you weren't born that way.
>>734046840 Yes you can contact them online, but irl it's more effective. If you know any faggots irl, stop talking to them. Hook up with an Girl, have sex, workout. Smoke some hookah, eat more kebab. Go to church at sundays, to keep the devils off your back
I dunno. I'm having these urges too, probably brought on by porn, whatever, all that stuff. I guess I'm more open to it, cause I don't really find it to be a problem per se. Still don't find most guys attractive in the slightest though.
>>734044330 >>I also found the more I fed the sissy desires the more mental health problems I'd have...
You should see a professional man. They can really help you process everything you're going through and you may have something. There's no shame in getting help or being bi, gay or straight. The mind id part of a biological organ and it can need help just like any other part. I wouldn't shame you for having a heart condition so why would I shame you for anything you feel like you're suffering through.
I remember reading this thread with this one guy who had the same problem. He thought the root of the problem was an excess of porn, so he completely cut himself off of it for some period of time. Don't quite remember how it turned out, I think after the period of time was over the desires had diminished a bit. But don't quote me here, it's been a little while since then.
>>734050445 Yeah, you're probably right. Was never sure how that story ended. It may have worked for a little while but I feel like it'd lead back to the fantasies eventually. Plus that time without porn was probably hellish.
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