feels thread?

bump. too much porn n shit on the front page tonight.

pic would make more sense if both were the same size/age

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I'm cross faded and sad /b/

A for effort

Imagine having a such a boring, stable, and secure life that you have to create a thread on an image board to try and get some type of emotional response.

>>733962795
No it wouldn't
Even though the bigger wolf could handle a greater amount of physical pain/trauma, the emotional pain of watching its offspring die is worse

Robert. I went to that German restaurant we always wanted to go to. You would've loved it. The waitress was cute and I'm pretty sure you would have gotten her number.

God I miss you man.

Just got rejected by a girl that I really liked. Never felt this way a bout a girl. Thought it could be something but I probably just ruined our friendship regardless.

My story:
>18 y/o
>failing HS
>family is mad
>most people that are my 'friends' just keep me around just cause of pity, and I hate it
>gotta start working soon to help with apartment rent, as well as do summerschool
>life just seems to be getting worse and worse

But then...
>seems like its nothing compared to what other people have been through, so I can do it, right?
>when I try I fuck up

Help me lads...

Seems I fuck up everything too bud.

>>733965770
TFW no one will remember me like this, if I go 'early'

I'm stressed that my loan to buy my house won't work out. Buying directly from the owner through our lawyers, but my family is taking out a HELOC that they're giving me (to be repaid with interest) since the sale came up suddenly. Owner is my landlord and he's offering the place to me for $40k under market value.

Family was almost foreclosed on during the 2008 crash so I'm not really hopeful that they'll qualify.

Mostly I just don't want to move, as I've been here 6 years. There isn't anywhere that'll accept pets in my city, but that's on me.

BAMP! I WANT MORE PEOPLE FEELING SAD RIGHT NOW

>>733966597
Work a job and get on in making your own life, how you see fit. See the value of freedom, freedom from others, freedom from living a life you may be expected to live.

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I'm trying to get out of the military because I fucking hate it. I'm trying to get free early without having to give any sort of compensation banking on the fact that I got depression and suicidal thoughts during my time. They have me by the balls though, they could say "no" and I'd be fucked to serving another three years as enlisted, miserable and contemplating suicide. I'm waiting for their decision and it is taking months. I'm trying to get over the anxiety and worry if the decision doesn't go my way. I would be so depressed.

>>733967594
I'm also enlisted mil (Aussie), tell me your woes

I don't know if this is the place to talk about this, or even the right board but I need to tell someone about what's going on. This is a fairly recent thing, only started around New Year's but I've got these voices in my head and they're me, I know they're just me but it's like they're different versions of me like they have different sets of memories but at first it was just a cool kind of thing like at first it felt like I'd just viewed the universe in its entirety but recently they got angry at me or something. I don't understand it but it's like they were all yelling at me and it made my head hurt I've had this headache for the past couple weeks and it's worse than my depression has ever had me. Honestly I'd kill myself but I keep having this thought that death would just make me another voice in another me's head and I don't wanna do that to me.

I know he was lying about searching my name on steam. he is just pretending no one would want to be my friend. they all just pity me

>>733967958
What steam games do you play /b/ro?

>>733967916
I think I'm crazy and I need help.

>>733967916
You might be schizophrenic. I'd see a psychiatrist/psychologist, get their opinion. Damn, I'd be super wary about taking pills/drugs though. Maybe there's a naturopathic way to treat that stuff.

>>733967594
What branch?

I had some bros get out and I might be able to tell you how.

I stuck it out, made E6. Now I'm out and getting my bachelors with GI Bill.

Ask me whatever, maybe I can help.

>>733968057
mainly single player rpg's (fallout, Underrail right now) I just wanted to be able to talk to him

Suppose what your faith has said is essentially correct. Suppose there is a universal mind controlling everything, a god willing the behavior of every subatomic particle. Well, every particle has an anti-particle, its mirror image, its negative side. Maybe this universal mind resides in the mirror image instead of in our universe as we wanted to believe. Maybe he's anti-god, bringing darkness instead of light.

>>733968201
you're gonna carry that weight

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>>733968201
fuck

>>733968057
I went out of my shell for once and i get rejected

>>733968127
coast guard. My situation is a bit unique because I'm dropping out of the CG Academy. I've already gotten the ball rolling and I'm just in the phase where I am waiting to hear back from the chain of command. Jesus take the wheel.

>>733967916
Seek medical help anon. Angry seperate voices in your head aren't ever good. This sounds like schizophrenia to me...

9 am here in austria, started drinking a hour ago. feeling alone. i was in a bar yesterday as always but i always sit alone and even a girl hit on me but i just said im not intrested because i dont want to hurt anyone, i prefer to stay alone. sounds stupid right?

>>733968502
Woah man. So you're a midi? Why are you getting out? You're basically in college.

Anyway. What kind of discharge can you get? Administrative? Medical?

>>733968602
It's okay to be alone sometimes lad. Why do you not want company though?

>>733968191
id be happy to add you, I don't have many active steam friends that chat

>>733968692
i always prefer to be alone, just have my drinks and go home. i dont know why. i just dont wanna die alone

>>733968748
kni212

>>733962862
sauce

>>733968897
Natural Born Killers

>>733968640
Yes, I'm a cadet, and it is basically military, with college classes. It is definitely not like college at all, besides the academics. I'm getting out because I hate my classes, I never liked the military, I get seasick, I'm vegan (making eating on a cutter very complicated), and I've had it with the depression I experience ever since coming here.

I'm not sure yet what kind of discharge they will give me, if they even let me go. They could say no to my request and make me serve as enlisted to pay back my time spent at the academy.

>>733967594
Shoot yourself in the foot you cowardly nigger

>>733968855
What are your interests? Are you going to university? It's hard, but you have to have some bait if you want the fist to circle. Know what I mean?

>>733967916
You should definitely talk to a psychiatrist. Hearing voices in your head is an auditory hallucination. Do you have any other problems, like can you sleep at night? do you still go to school or have a job?

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This gets me everytime

Also accompanying song
>https://youtu.be/u5CVsCnxyXg

>>733968897
"trees and shit: a Pseudo-intellectual's guide to environmentalism" by Q. Tarantino

>>733968868
We may have solved the mystery of why you weren't added, I can see two profiles called kni21 but no kni212

>>733969084
fuck I know my username now.. its my name desu

>>733969049
Drinking and playing games. Im working at a butchery, dont know if you call it like that in english. Basically we have our own "butchery" family business.

>>733969084
i don't have one set up

>>733969145
Send me a request "beargryllls" profile should be in Germany, profile pic is you being pointed at

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Happened yesterday

>gf begs me to come to country she currently lives in
>broke af but somehow found money
>everything amazing first few days
>suddenly: hey anon, I was thinking. You deserve better person who can give you as much love as you deserve
>lolwut.jpg
>yeah... I just realized that I'm not capable of loving you or anybody
>ok.bmp
>ignore her
>hours later she's all over me
>thinks everything's gonna be fine
>oh no it won't

mfw

>>733969070
still interested, at least they give a shit

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>>733962597

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>>733969005
Hey I understand. The military isn't for everyone. I was navy, not CG, but I imagine it's similar.

It might have to be a process. Get washed out of the academy. Get pushed into being enlisted. Serve as enlisted while you make your case for being depressed. Get a medical discharge for mental issues. Home free.

But honestly, even if it's hard, consider the advantages. You're getting free college education. You're going to have a life experience where you can really help people, save lives, all that shit. You have a chance here to make your life into whatever you want if you can just handle this situation.

Sea sickness is something you learn to overcome. Once you do a few underways it usually goes away. If you're a vegan, talk to the guys in the wardroom and see if they can help you out. Come see them during a non-meal time and see if they can hook you up with some vegan food.

As for the depression... you have to find something about life at the academy that you don't hate. What's your major? Can you make a name for yourself in that? Can you do some research or work with a professor and accomplish something in the academic world? Write a paper or go to a conference or become part of a project? It's your career, make it work for you.

I know this is all hard to hear man. I just want you to succeed. Keep talking to me.

>>733969294
Had a girl pull similar "you deserve someone who can love you" "I can't love anyone" shit

Seems it's basically the new "it's not you it's me"

>>733962909
My grandfather lived in Denmark under the Germans as a boy. He told me that they were great guys, some of the best. I wish I could've met someone like your grandfather, to tell him that he didn't fight in vain, that there are people out here who believe that this world is just as wrong as he believed it to be and view him as the hero he was. Nazi hunters are assholes, trying to silence men like your grandfather lest he spread the truth. Never bend, anon. Gott mit uns.

>>733969198
Drinking and playing games is fine. What kind of games? Do you read? Do you want to go to school? Did you get through gymnasium? (I don't know if they call it that in Austria, but I seem to recall they call it that in Germany.)

>>733967916
This could also be a brain illness, tumor, polyp. Get seen by a medic

>>733968201
I guess she was knocking on heaven's door now..

>>733969401
fucking KEK

>>733969603
There is more

>fine, I'm leaving tomorrow by bus
>please anon, don't go
>error.gif
>(do you have such a dire wish to have your head smashed?) >fuck it. Ignore her further and prepare for 7 hour trip

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>>733969719
Mostly open world games but recently played Prey which is pretty cool also replayed the Bioshock remastered series 10/10. I did yes. But i immediately started working after school. Yes i do read, mostly Nietzsche stuff. I really dig "Der Antichrist", of course all his work is superb.

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>>733962692
B? Pron on the front page?! No! Not my b!

Here's a feels
>Dating 6/10 for a year
>Meet 10/10, start cheating
>10 tells me about how she thinks swinging is the ultimate sign of love.
> We live each other
>I know this will lead to me being her cuck
> Break up with 10/10
> 6/10 wants threesome with 10/10
> Can't have threesome. Can't ever let them meet.

Mfw

>>733969510
If they make me go into the enlisted force I'll definitely try to keep your points in my outlook. It is all very true, I would make good money and indeed be "helping people". But over it all I just hate being a slave to this big system. And I never foresaw these feelings before I joined, or else I never would have. The biggest value I got from my three years here was learning about myself, and discovering how much I value freedom.

There's no going back for me though at this point in regards to leaving the academy, I'm at the point where I AM dropping out, it's just a matter of will they accept my request to waive recoupment, or will they make me a boatswain's mate. I was an electrical engineer and just got really burnt out and lost all passion I had for the major. It had to do with the fact that I discovered real estate investing and that's kind of what I want to do. I don't see myself working as an engineer, ever.

If they do send me afloat I'm sure I would make do with being a vegan, getting tight with the food service technicians onboard, that stuff. And I know you're right about the seasickness. But nonetheless I would rather not deal with any of that at all, and be free to live my own life, buy my own food, work my own job, grow out my hair, do what I want when I'm not at work. I could be myself, talk how I want, not have to be superficial to superior officers and abide so dogmatically to this construct of mindless "respect". I can't be myself around these people, even my peers, because it's impossible to completely remove the last hints of professionalism that existts in every relationship I have with anyone in the military around me. I can't call them nigga, or bitch. Things I like to do with my true friends. Shit like that.

>>733970099
I'm not much of a philosophy reader. More of a historian. Going to school for it.

You need a life's work. Something you can throw yourself into. Once you have it, all the other stuff falls into place (money, women, etc). Have you ever made a plan for your life? Do you know where you want to be in five years? In ten?

I know this all sounds like meaningless self help shit, but I threw myself into a lot of things without thinking. Fought in a war. Got married. Went to school for shit I hated. You need a plan man.

>>733969055
I've graduated, I'm currently job hunting, I can usually sleep but there have been times I've slept for up to 20 hours straight

>>733970369
Thanks for the advice mate. I try to find something i can focus on.

>>733970312
I get it. Think of how it is to live as an enlisted and have to bow and scrape for officers that know a fraction of what you know. Unfortunately, most JO's are morons who can't see past their next eval.

It sounds like you have your shit figured out and you picked your path. It's not the one I would have picked but hopefully you can make it through.

Hope life as a civilian fits you better.

My advice? Look up symptoms of depression in the DSM. Do all of them. Piss in your rack, wake up with "nightmares", have "suicidal ideation". If you really want out, psych ward is the fastest way.

>>733962597
>>733962597
I used this until I fucked up a proposal. Now I want to die.I might kill myself tonight.

>>733970765
If nothing else you can drop out of society and become a nationalist. Wear a mask and beat people up lol.

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>>733970850
Man, ending life over someone isn't really solution.

My neighbours bf killed himself over her being a hoe. She was like two months in "omg I loved him so much"

Now she's even bigger hoe and doesn't give a shit about his sacrifice

>>733970779
Thanks for the thoughts and advice anon. I'm very sure about my path if I can score the civilian life. I laid it all out in my request waiver. Talked about my suicidal ideation, depression, anxiety, the works.

Yeah imo the whole system that puts some people above others just because of their rank is so backwards and obsolete. That's one of the things that bothers me, the fact that I have to act different around someone because the dude is an "officer", where if it was the same guy on the street, in his 40's, civilian attire, I could say whatever I want to him, and perhaps have a man-to-man conversation and maybe even befriend the person after a philosophical discussion of sorts, despite my age difference. But no, I have to act with these chains of superficiality and blind "respect", and it irks the shit out of me. Dealing with that long term as enlisted must be a pain in the ass. But I would like not having as much responsibility, not being held to as high a standard. If I were enlisted I would look forward to halfassing and giving less of a fuck, because I can, since I'm not an officer that is expected to fill the shoes of other JO's and have a CO breathing down my neck.

Thanks for the chat and support anon, I'm off to bed.

>>733970556
painful

fucking cunts

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>>733968602
I know how you feel anon. I've been in my little bubble of hate, pain, numbness, and isolation because I didn't want to be a burden on someone else. I always saw it as an irresponsible thing to do, and a very unmanly thing to do.

But what you have to remember is that any genuine connection is made through the revelation of some vulnerability. If you're not comfortable, you don't have to pour your heart out to a complete stranger; but you must open up to someone. At the very least, take the time out to confront your issues yourself, step by step, find a narrative that ties your issues together so that you have clarity over your issues.

But whatever you do, don't just let it fester inside of you, with you carrying on licking your wounds to simply face another day. When you have a fever, you have to take rest. When you have an infected wound, you have to clean it, cover it, and let it heal with enough rest, nutrition, and lack for disturbance. It is the same with your mind as well anon. You may or may not find someone who would help you heal. But you have to be your protection, your own saviour, your own avenger. You have that power inside of you. The realisation of that power begins with the act of looking at your life with clarity; at least the issue haunting your life.

I'm very polite, generous , intelligent and often humorous, I make fantastic first impressions. I am liked by everyone I encounter and even the most bitter or hostile people I've met have verbally expressed that they feel I am an exception to their negative behaviors.
I act too perfectly and no can dislike me.
I am incredibly toxic and people refuse to see that until it's too late.
I live by a vague set of morals a majority of the time but when I break my own personal rules the people that get caught up in resulting mess often wind up kicked out of school, in jail or financial ruined.
I feel like a plague.

Fading will to live, longing for the end.

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no more feels?

>>733972772
Dude... Fuck...
Fuck this
Can't take this thread anymore

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Ran over a rock with my mower and broke the blade off today. Cut the rest of the lawn with scissors.

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>>733972772
thats heavy stuff man

>>733969005
>I'm vegan

This means you sir are an idiot.

In military and unable to grasp what is biological adaptation and why it emerges during the process of evolution.

Fucking degenerate.

>>733962862
Isn't that the guy from zombieland

>>733965947

bullshit. Spend a week somewhere doing something, then come and say "hi" as if nothing happened.

Can't really say its feels emotionally, but physically it sucks. (Posted this a couple times, sorry for samefagging)
Im 20, i quit drinking a little over 3 months ago cold turkey. I was drinking a pint and 80oz's of beer everyday after the passing of my dog (had to put her down myself, old age)
I ended up having terrible withdrawls that i didn't think i was going to have. The symptoms included

>increased heart rate, shallow breathing, whole body tremors, physical pain from head to toe, cold sweats into warming sensations throughout my whole body, dilerium tremons (drastic increase to heart rate and dialeted pupils), throbbing headaches, nausia and vomiting, insomnia, a delerius state of mind, blurry vision, and a seizure at day 3 of withdrawls. They lasted for 3 fucking days straight holding 4 hours of sleep in 72 hours.
Now here i am 3 months later, completely sober, now hypoglycemic, always felling like shit everyday!
Can't eat sugary treats or drink sodas, no carbs (pasta, pizza, bread, rice, etc), can't smoke weed as it causes my body to produce insulin, I am always feeling weak, having heart palpitations, dehydration and dry/timgling lips, liver and pancreas pains, shalliw breathing, and having trouble holding any muscle and lossing all gains over night.
I'm having vivid nightmares everynight because of low blood suger, im waking up feeling like shit every morning because of this shit! I just want to die everyday. For 3 months straight...

Fuck me for trying to better my life instead of drinking myself into alcoholism right???

>>733965947

At least you can move on now

>>733974322

Right!!!!

Is it better to have no friends rather than shit friends?

I was told yesterday by one to kill myself cos "banter".

>>733974760
kys shit friends are better
you can get better friends through them

>be me
>unable to make friends, but a lot of chicks hit on me for some reason
>im usually not interested because yeah, kinda depressed and they usually are pretty boring
>then S. adds me
>first time i met her we talked for 4,5 hours
>im usually not talkative, i even got nicknamed 'silent bob'
>meet with her a few more times
>cuddles, talking about music and stuff
>those sweet, sweet kisses

>Be me
>Mother died in front of me when I was 18
>Everyone was a dick to me after that
>I beat the shit out of several people who talked shit about her in the month following her death
>Was still heartbroken despite outwards anger
>Family argued over what was to be on her headstone
>Constant arguing
>These assholes put more effort into arguing than ever supporting me/my sister when she died
>Told them I hate them all
>Kicked out of home
>Told them they will never see me again
>Dropped out of university
>Disappeared

>Fast forward
>It's 10 years on
>Never haven't seen my family in years
>Never seen my mother's grave site
>Everytime I think about her it eats me up internally

I feel worst for my girlfriend, she wants me to reconcile with my family and for me to be happy. But the very mention of my family I'll go into a rage, one of them turned up one day to the house and I went for my gun, by the time I came back they were walking back down the driveway; she doesn't understand how deep my hatred has grown over the years.

>>733975037
>she told me she is just out of a 1,5 year relationship, but the last half year was long distance because her ex moved to germany
>she wants to take it slow

>friend of mine has a hoodie from one of her favorite bands, with signatures from every band member, never worn
>i made a skate bet with him
>i would need to cut my hair down the middle if i lost
>i somehow won the hoodie for her
>gave it to her after a few days
>oh god, her lips made me melt
>felt emotions again, felt like the first time in my life

>few days later she comes over with a few friends for a few drinks and to chill a bit
>couldn't talk to her much because people were always interrupting

>afterwards whenever we made plans she cancelled
>one day she tells me we can't meet today because she is busy
>she had some shit to do for school but cancelled on me 3 times in a row
>"cancelling again? why are you so busy, still learning?"
>"nah, gonna have sex today"

>that night she sent me a picture with her in bed with some guy
>1 hour later tells me she is bored
lol

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>parents are in thir 70s
>starting to talk about shit like rest homes and wills and so on
I live about 50 miles away and I do see them from time to time. mom offered to let me stay overnight for a longer visit every now and then, just to spend more time with them rather than making more short trips (gas money's tight). considering doing it.

>>733975458
this hurts to read

>>733975636
Do it anon. My dad just recently died of cancer at 73 and there's so much I regret not doing with him.

>>733975791
I will then, thank you. my condolences on the loss of your dad.

>>733975037
>>733975458
>kinda broken by now
>'good for you, but yeah, i didn't needed to know that'
>she tells me im not 12yo so i shouldn't react like that to the word sex
>tell her that im not reacting to that, but to the fact that it's majorly uncool to send something like that to a person you're seeing
>especially when a few days before you told me that you want to see me more often

got no reply, sent her something on snapchat later on when i was out with friends

>"i thought you're pissed at me and didn't wanted to write me anymore?"
>umm no, i just said that i found the fact of you sending me that picture to be uncool
>because we have a lot in common & i like you, you said you want to see me more often and now this?

her reply:
>im pissed at you, and you should know why
>just don't contact me anymore

she stopped writing me, but was still looking at my insta and snap.
i asked her to explain it to me what the fuck the problem is because im not a mindreader and i seriously want to know what i did wrong so i can better myself & because overthinking that keeps me sleepless at night.

after that she told me she doesn't know me long enough to bother explaining it to me, then blocked me everywhere.

i don't even know what i feel

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>>733975037
>>733975458

Holy shit this was so fucking painful to read. What a cunt

>>733974855
>you can get better friends through them

Not sure if that's possible, I try to spend as little time as possible with them but I need my weekly quota of human interaction.

>>733975969
jesus there was more

>>733975969
>>733975458
>>733975037

I really don't understand people, I know anons are going to go "lol women", but shit dudes are just as opaque to me.

>>733976344
it's not lol women so much as damn that must hurt

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>>733975758
>>733975994
>>733976177
The worst thing is, i seriously thought hard about what i did wrong and have no idea.
I was a 10x better version of myself when i was around her & those were some of the happiest 4 weeks in my life when i was seeing her. I just need a clear fucking explanation.

>>733976344
You know, i would just move on. I could do it easily before.
But the fact that she was so sweet and made me that happy and then suddenly she is pissed and doesn't want to know me; i just cannot move on because this keeps bugging me the whole time.

Because seriously, what the fuck? I mean, can you even comprehend that situation, from her point of view? Am i that autistic and socially retarded that im missing something obvious what i did?

>>733976925
>4 weeks
It's like saying that you had a candy and being sad because the good taste lasted for only no longer than 30 seconds

>>733976925
She was probably just a fucking bitch that likes playing with other people's feelings

>>733976925
>Am i that autistic and socially retarded that im missing something obvious what i did?

Probably.

Nothing affects me anymore. It feels like I'm a shell of my former self. I wish I could forget her and move on, but she always finds a way to come back in my life. I hope everyone is doing ok this morning

What are you guys listening to?
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H_as70-976c

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>>733977236
It was more like finding a tasty candy, even though you're not really into sweets.
You know those people that you met, and it feels like you knew them for so long? When you talk for hours and you both tend to start saying the same sentence at once, like every couple minutes, and it feels like you're almost the same person?
It was just like that in those 4 weeks. Sure, it's not a lot of time to get super sad and emotional - but it's enough time to fuck you up emotionally and make you wonder about it constantly

>>733977367
pic related is a visual representation of what my life sometimes feels like

>>733978029
Man thats fucked, atleast you learn from your mistakes and never come in contact with that cunt again. Did you get the hoodie back?

>>733978176
The hoodie is the most important thing actually

>>733978176
Nah, i won it for her so she can have it. At least it'll be a reminder of being a cunt to someone who cared about her once.

>>733975969
>
She's just a total cunt, I don't know you personally but from what you've said you really haven't done anything wrong. She just decided to go and have sex with someone while she was seeing you and didn't think much of it. She's a slut, you really did nothing wrong.

>>733969059
Im stealing this for my Poetry assignment for Literature

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>this thread full of stories of people who bothered to live their lives

If you have these life experiences you don't belong here

ganbare

>>733975458
"taking it slow" is a giant red flag. Like, seriously giant red flag. Always be on your guard and with your boner flaccid when they say that

>>733979043
I agree
fucking normies

This thread itself causes pain.

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>>733969464

>>733969059
this was the first thing to make me cry in a good year or two only because it hit way too close to home. Thank you.

>>733967594
Im with you, about to get deployed i hope i fucking die

>>733978692
>She just decided to go and have sex with someone while she was seeing you and didn't think much of it. She's a slut, you really did nothing wrong.
But why would she see me then anyway?
Unless the 'i want to take it slow' was just so she doesn't feel like a slut if i fuck her. But then again, she always pulled away a bit, kissed and hugged me if i wanted to do anything more.
women logic

>>733980239
>"taking it slow" is a giant red flag. Like, seriously giant red flag.
why exactly?

Girlfriend of 3 years suddenly up and left me.
No communication.
Nothing.

I've been perpetually drunk for the past month since then. I'm probably alcoholic.

I don't understand.

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>>733980706
In my experience with women man, a lot of the time they like to do this shit because they are bored. They like to see someone care about them or see that someone is hurt by them, because it brings them joy and gives them a feeling of self worth and then they go on and do whatever they want until someone makes them feel bad about the way they are and they do the exact same thing. It's like a cycle

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>>733980983
Gonna need a green text freind

>>733981056
Im tired but sure I'll do it.

>>733981056
>be me
>broke up with first gf way before college
>go to private college
>meet qt in my photography courses (my minor)
>hit it off, start dating
>two years pass
>lived together to save money
>shot concerts together like Hoodie Allen and Bryce Vine
>do hella urban exploration
>traveling
>hiking the smoky mountains ect.
>2016 ended 2017 was beginning of hell
>car accident. Her car totaled
>HIV scare cause we had a threesome with one of her friends
>she fell sick to Ecoli
>my car shit out on me
>lost my job
>money got tight but our families helped
>all this happened in three months
>wake up may 4th
>her mother yelling at me. She's crying
>"anon get your shit and get out. You have the weekend to figure out what to do"
>they storm out after she hands me a letter
>bunch of shit she never communicated to me. Even though I persisted to ask her about any issues in our relationship.

There's more to it. Like her mother convinced her to steal my gun. Stupid petty shit...

3 years of amazing time with someone I've never felt so strongly for. To crumble in the mist of 3 months...

I still don't know why. Maybe I'll never know.

>>733969992
she just wants more attention i guess. take her out, fuck her hard & look what happens. Worst case scenario, you fuck her and leave afterwards.

>>733973870
yeah, woody harrelson

>>733981476
What was in the letter? and was it regarding anything to the relationship?

>>733963436

kek

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>>733962909
>my grandfather who happened to be a good person was a Nazi
>therefore how could Nazi germany have been bad?

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>>733981797
there is no good and evil
everythings relative
context dependent

the winners of war are always the good guys

>>733981056
This story just shows the importance of good communication between partners. He should have told her he wasn't comfortable with the idea of a threesome instead of suffering through what could otherwise have been a still-painful but less-messy situation something like:
>"I'm sorry, I can't do the threesome."
>"Well Bradley and I have already gotten really close; we were even going to go on a date"
>"well it's him or me then."

>>733981981
I agree with you there. All I'm saying is that the "moral" of the story in the image is deeply flawed.

>>733970969
Hotline Miami 3?

>>733980706
>Taking it slow
in other words they're a complete flake.

>>733981985
that's why the file name and the emphasis of the story is there lul

Everyone I start to date or show any interest in always, literally every time, ends up just leaving. I'm never good enough for anyone, I don't get it, I'm not clingy or any of those stereotypical things that would make someone run in the opposite direction. But it has to be me, right?? I've racked my brain over and over. I'm currently in the process of getting over someone who really fucked me up. They were emotionally abusive, gaslighting and shit then basically ghosted me. Fuck this.

>Have family I was close to that have gotten murdered and killed and others drift away.
>Never let myself get too close to anyone after that.
>Need help? Sure. Want to chill once a month? When I'm up to it.
>Everyone's always at an arm's length.
>Friend of mine dies from Cancer, and this time I'm the one that drifts off.
>Soon, I'm just a workaholic with no friends.
>See a cartoon show I will not name.
>New episode that day.

>Main character tries to see old friends again and all but one hate her for leaving.
>In the end she tries to make up for what she did but it only makes things worse.
>She ends up saying something along the lines of, "No, This doesn't make what I did right. But please don't let what I did keep you from making new friends."
>Cry like a bitch.

It's been a long while since then, and I really try but I can't break the routine of pushing people away. I was doing so well at one point then I spent 8 months alone.

>>733981729
Just things that we could improve on. Which I worked on.

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>>733965818
mfw both YLYL threads turned into feels threads

>>733982850
not that I wouldn't love to discuss this further but I realized I accidentally stayed up til 5 a.m. now I have to leave for work in 30 minutes on no sleep. so goodnight and good luck man

>>733974322
you have to drink for like 8 years straight to become physically dependent on it go larp somewhere else

I feel like my brain is constantly out to kill me. When I'm alone all my thoughts are horrible outcomes to events and horrible self deprecation. When I'm with people I care about my brain try's and convinces me that they really don't care, they just pity me. My head tells me they would be much better off if I was gone. No matter what I do I can't win, my brain always twists it into the negative. I'm so fucking tired.

>23 yo
>v-card
>college senior
>dont have friends because they've all gotten gf/bf over the years, leaving me all by myself
>hate myself
>hate everyone
>just wanna leave everything behind, go somewhere far away and start over

>>733983400

i can really relate to this

>>733971064
who is this?

>>733968201
Holy shit.

>>733963322
Happy memories of my Sun Ultra-1 Workstation. Although, I ran CDE on mine, hers looks like it is running OpenLook.

>>733969070
pseudo-intellectual = perspectives i personally dont like.

>>733981056
She was already cheating on him

Im a half-cast. Life isnt easy neither fair and im not complaining.Its a fact. I know what i am to many people . but theres a girl i like and she s white. I dont knwo if she really likes me but we talk a lot. Im too afraid of being with her or asking her out. Im always afraid of her and/or her parents looking at me and see me as the filth i am

>>733986948
You can never know unless you try. Fuck what her parents might think, only thing important is how she feels about it.

>>733969059
holy shit this one ...

>>733969005
You're not "a vegan". You're choosing to eat vegan, and that's a choice.

Given that your job is to kill other human beings, it's a pretty hypocritical choice.

Go eat properly. It'll help with your motivation and sense of wellbeing.

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>>733985637
Fuck