>1 AM >no feels thread how are you tonight, anon?

>>733634510
Give up m8, /b/ is now made only for traps, gay shit, porn and other worthless stuff

>>733634510
Sad as usual

bump

>>733636159
I know, I just keep comming back hoping it's back but it's doesn't seem like it's any different tonight either

>>733636326
One day it will be back but its not today

>>733636464
Ever since the world became Anti-anti-gay/lgbt/etc /b/ at the same time became fucking gay

quints

>>733634510
The same monotonous things, over and over. It's getting harder anon

>>733636696
Damn m8 you was close
>>733636632
Its sad truth, cya m8 Im going to watch some moveis, have good night

>>733634510
>21y/o, femanon here
>was dating a guy for almost a year and a half, met him while I was in college and continued dating after
>moved around a lot, back and forth from my hometown and where I went to college 2 hours away
>spent all my time with him, we had talks of moving in together and all that shit
>landed a job in his city for the summer, so I was able to be closer to him and the job wasn't terrible
>after about a month of working there, I had a handful of physical problems come up which made me move back to be with my parents to get the proper care from my physician and various surgeons
>boyfriend helps me pack up and drove me back home
>we go out and see a movie like normal, he promises me that he will never leave me, that he loves me, and that I'll never leave me alone
>he stays the night, drives home in the morning
>get a message from him later that night about "we need to talk"
>ended in a breakup
>won't talk to me, deleted all evidence we were ever together on social media, supposedly he threw out the promise ring I bought him for our anniversary
>never been more depressed, have to have surgery soon on 3 different parts of my body, and I've never felt more alone in my life

tl;dr, boyfriend and I broke up, I'm supposed to have surgery soon, I'm terrified, and he could probably care less

>>733638067
>femanon here

stopped reading there
nobody gives a shit about your roastie stories

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>>733636808
Sleep well, pupper

>>733638372
If you actually read anything past that, you'd see I didn't roast a single person. Good on ya, anon.

>>733634510
Fucking stoned, in a public transport. Arriving home in 4 minutes.
Looking forward to a bong hit...

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>>733638587
>you'd see I didn't roast a single person
>roast

I'm going through a very difficult time at the moment.

I've been struggling with depression for a very long time now. I was diagnosed last year and was offered drugs called SSRI's, but I refused to take them because of the nasty side effects they give and the horror stories I've seen after researching them. I have also tried counselling twice, but I can never get much out of it because I'm a very quiet person in real life and I never know what to say.

I have now reached a point where I have become so afraid of myself and life in general that I do not know where to turn or what to do. Before, I was still struggling to get out of the bed in the morning and cope with minor things in life like taking basic care of myself and my responsibilities. I always had thoughts such as 'counselling will fix it'. 'If I meet a girl, that'll fix it'. I was right about this to a certain extent. When I have things like a relationship going well for me in my life, I can function somewhat well in life and feel ok. Still not good by any means, but ok.

I was recently dumped by a girl who I really liked a lot and it has thrown me into what could be the worst depressive episode I have ever suffered through. I cannot get out of bed. I can't eat or drink much. I haven't showered or shaved in days. I haven't been outside or really spoken to anyone face to face in days. I feel as though all the faith in my life and the idea of life generally has completely gone away. I can't face the idea of enduring what is to come in the future. The idea of seeing her around, maybe with some other guy. The idea of living alone when I leave university and struggle to get a job. I know it is a common thing for someone with depression to say, but I really do see no light at the end of the tunnel nowadays. Before there was a shred of hope, even if I didn't want to admit it, but now I can really say that there is no hope and I have no lust for life whatsoever.

>>733639333
It's unhealthy, but I feel like I need relationships to be happy. I need to feel cared for by someone, I need the intimacy of it. When I'm single, I turn into this. After this recent relationship ended, the idea of them has become very bleak. This is not the first time that I've been dumped, and it always seems to be after around two months. It makes me feel like there is something about me that prevents people from developing real feelings for me. I must be too quiet, too closed off etc. I am always told that it's not me or anything I've done/haven't done, but if it's not me, then who is it? Is it just a coincidence that this happens to me every single time in the same exact way? If I find someone else, I'm quite sure at this point that it will end in much the same way. I see so many relationships fail, practically every one I've ever seen. That depresses me. It makes me feel like every relationship I ever enter into will be a complete waste of my time and only end in tears. If life is just going to be one repetitive adjustment to loss, then is that really a life worth living?

I have hobbies, I have friends and family that love me, and I love them back, but it's not enough. As selfish as it is, it's not enough. I can't get past the idea that all the things in life that will ever make me somewhat happy will eventually leave and crush me. I have come to the realisation that everything in life other than family is temporary and that hurts so much. I have no idea what I can do to get myself out of this way of thinking. Talking can only do so much, it wont get rid of my problems.

>>733639374
Talking to someone offers a temporary release from pain, but everyone has their own problems and their own lives that they have to concentrate on, I will never be a top priority to somebody. Once the conversation ends, they will walk away and get on with their life, and I will go back to being alone and in pain. I haven't told anyone about my depression yet, and while I feel like telling them about it would make them support me a little bit more, that, again, will only be temporary. They will expect me to improve, or just get used to the idea of me being depressed.

I think about suicide every day, and every day it becomes a little more of a real possibility. The part that scares me is that I used to be depressed because of myself and thought that with self improvement, everything would be ok. Now I am suicidal because of the very nature of life itself. Nobody is happy. Nothing permanently works out. I will never be secure and comfortable for the rest of my life, and I cannot deal with that.

>>733639333
post her pics or get out

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Will post some feelsy pictures and talk to people if they need it.

>>733634510

>Got dick sucked in Germany
>By a dude
>Said my dick was cute

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>>733639588

>>733639426
Are you me?

I've drunk half a bottle of codeine syrup so I'll sleep tonight. That's as good as it gets here.

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>>733639716
I can relate to this so much

I never let people close to me because I'm so scared they might find out what a total autistic loser I really am. I can be whoever I want, I'm really good at pretending but once I get to know someone they can see past my disguise and I can't really hold it for that long. This is mainly why I don't have friends
I'm scared I might hurt them or that they will hurt me or take advantage of me.
Why couldn't I just be normal?

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>>733634510
Shit could be worse.

>>733640229
This, only I'm not even good at pretending.

Fuck

>>733642420
As a guy who's in an out of hospitals for this reason..... Fuck.

>timezone difference from me indicates you're living in the eu

explains why you're so feelsy at least

ran out of weed now i feel like shit again

>>733642562
addict

>>733642507
Why haven't you succeeded?

>>733642677
actually only smoke at night after going to the gym, helps me keep my mind off how much a loser i am

>>733642677
shit im an opiate addict in withdrawal at the moment. i get suboxone tomorrow. fuck my life swear to god. i've lost everything.

>>733640229
I met most of my friends 14 years ago in primary school, one of them I met trough some people i knew in high school. Apart from them it seems like everyone else just contacts me when they need something from me. I never try to hide my spaghetti, although I come out as way too edgy when I'm talking to girls I like. Well good thing I don't like anyone anymore.

>>733642772
Several years ahead of you bud.

>>733642682
The pills weren't as strong as I thought. Another time my blood wasn't thin enough. I didn't drink enough on top of what I took to stop my heart. A friend came home early one time. All the nurses are always telling me 'you're here for a reason still' like that's supposed to inspire me to change ..

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>>733642971
>are you me
same here, only friends I ahve now is the ones I met in elementary and middle school, I won't even go as far as to call the mfriends really, they carely care about me but seem to care way too much aobut each other

I really don't "get" people and relationships anyway so I don't know why I feel so shitty about this. It's like I want friends but at the same time I don't

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Had some pussy yesterday. Realised its empty and wish i had someone to connect with emotionally. God i miss those sunlit days. The days where i used to have to try and make time for the internet instead of using it every second to escape the loneliness. Why would we be put here if not to love?

>>733639426
Stop being sad. Problem solved

>>733642971
I used to stick with my friends from primary school too, every other group of friends i've had just back-stabs me the amount of times people have fucked me over sounds like i'm making it up.

Past 3 years I've had no friends sucks man.

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>>733634510

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>>733634510
Drinking alone in my underwear watching Kimmy Schmidt and fielding work e-mails from idiots.

>>733643612
Dunno how tbh

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>ended Teamspeak conversation with my only friend
>close TeamSpeak
>"disconected"

Hit the nail on the head. Doesn't really make me feel now though.

>>733638067
tits or gtfo

>>733638067
tits.

>>733638067
tits or gtfo

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>>733640229
Fuck anon, i relate to this too much, hit me up through whatsapp if you want


You can hurt alot of people by being edgy but you cant hurt other anons that are already hurt

I met an anon in a feels thread and weve been bros for like 2 years, woudnt mind having another one

+17874608993 is my number

>>733645172
I don't have whatapps or any other mainstream (((social media)))
steam? discord?

>>733645543
http://steamcommunity.com/id/lucifers-child

>>733645751
Would you bros mind if I join in?
Fucked if I know if I will, just asking in case I get out of bed and become a functioning human being.

>>733645968
Off course i dont mind l, add me

>>733645751
This be me

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>>733640229
>>733640915
>>733645172
Stop this guys, went there, did that.
I had a lot of shit going thru in the last 5 years, one year worse then the other but i'm still here kicking. I've lost everything you can imagine (everything. EVERYTHING. Family, friends, home, jobs.) All because of love.
It was a risky gamble, it ended like a disaster.
But here i am, still kicking.
After all the tears, the rage kicks in. You have to use that rage to gain momentum, to IMPROVE yourself thinking about ONLY and JUST what is good for you, what you like.

I became a piece of shit, i'm not afraid of everything. I live in italy, a lot of people "follow" me now, i can have a lot of sex but i just have one friend right now. You have to become egoistic, you have to kill that caring person inside you, because i know you want to make someone else your top priority.

Do that, try to do that. Fail, suffer, and then use your fucking rage towards everyone and everything to tear to pieces the street in front of you.

You will always be alone, you will just have yourself til the end of your life. So try to love that person, try to make that person the top priority and help him\her to jump above everything, to surpass those limits and to improve him\her in all the ways you think that would be right.

And this comes from someone that had no personality.

I feel that I'm cursed with the inability to ever love anybody. I feel absolutely no emotion toward anything or anyone and i self sabotage my relationships in hopes of them ending because I'd rather be alone in my misery. I guess the only love I feel is towards my baby on the way (2 months pregnant) and my cat. Other than that my sociopathic tendencies keep me numb

>>733646224
Anon, tha ks for caring but im over it already, im just trying to help an anon in need

Im already about to graduate computer engineering and have a 4year gf, which she helped me alot

>>733645172
This is me

Also

>>733645968
Waiting on your add anon

I just broke up with my GF of 5 years. Thought it ended on good terms. What a fool I was. 3 days after the breakup she has slept with her teacher. Didn't even use a condom. She told me this. I thought I knew her. What a fool I was. You can judge me for being stupid, but we know each others passwords, so I looked through their messages. The thing is, I don't give a Fuck they slept together. What shattered my soul was when I found out that she wrote him she fell out of love with me a year later, but kept on with the relationship, because of fear I'm going to hurt myself (I'm diagnosed with depression and suicidal tendencies) and out of guilt. I thought I can believe her, she was the person that I kept on living for. What a fool I was.

>>733634510
bored and isolated. Whatever though fuck it, tomorrow is almost here boys.

>>733634510
Is it faggoty of me that I search up feels threads on /b/ to vent everytime I feel depressed because no friends
Genuine question, does anybody else do this? I don't come on /b/ for any purpose seperate from this. I rarely cry and that pain in my heart and chest is pressing on me again. Somebody feel with me please

>>733646872
>Is it faggoty of me that I search up feels threads on /b/ to vent everytime I feel depressed because no friends
I've been doing this for the last 2-3 years, you're not alone
It's nice having someone to talk to especially when you're totally anonymous

>>733642931
hang in there, it gets better if you work at it. source, been on suboxene for over 2 years and doing well.

>>733646872
I do this even though I have a couple of friends that I vent to as well. I also post shit on reddit and email depression support places with the same shit.

The thing is, when someone replies to what you're going through, that's basically it. Once you've had the conversation they move on with their life and you're no better off. The feeling of having someone talk to you about what you're going through is relieving but also extremely temporary, so it only makes sense to try to maximise it by venting in every possible place and to as many people as possible.

I actively avoid interacting with people
my mom thinks I'm mental but I don't really wanna change
I can't think of anything worth doing

>>733634510
Depressed because I'm not depressed anymore

>>733634510
Never really talked about feels on 4chan cuz I didn't think it was the place (am newfag) but here I go


I'm 18 and just finished school in February and my parents and I have to go to college where I'll probably have to rent a place. I'm really shy and awkward and idk how I'll do in the real world. Lol I'm not a basement dweller, it's just a new world for me.

>>733646624
Fuck, I'm terrified of this. I've had it happen once before but I didn't love her so it didn't hurt me as badly. I've been with my current for three years and do love her. Sometimes when she hurts me I want to leave her temporarily because I just want to be alone so I can return to normal emotionally, but I'm scared she'd have sex with somebody else to hurt me. I don't think she would, but sometimes I consider whether or not I just force myself to believe she wouldn't so I won't become depressed over it.

Usually alpha af, went beta for one girl, no idea what happened. My ego feels like shit.

>>733647378
Go outside. It seriously helps.

i'm ugly as fuck, cant afford braces, and now im the shortest in my family. but on the bright side, im still packing a big johnson.
>inb4 someone has it way worse

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I feel absolutely nothing.

>>733647114
It is nice being anonymous. When I was little my mom used to beat and mock me if I cried or felt sad and ever since I've not been capable of talking to people about things or expressing pain without feeling like a worthless sensitive cunt, so I don't, ever. The internet is the best thing in my life right now

>>733647661
My sleeping pattern went out of the window. I can't fall asleep. Part of me is heartbroken to the point I can physically feel it, she was the only person I've ever trusted. She even keeps telling me she still loves me when we see each other. When I asked her whether she stayed with me out of fear I might kill myself, she told me she never ever even thought about it. Yeah, it's that easy to lie,she didn't even blink. Part of me is happy I know it. I like when people are straight with me. And it will be much easier for me to let go now that I know it.

>>733648161
And do what? Just walk around?

>>733645968
Anon cmon, be my friend ;_;
>>733645751

>>733636808
>the crying at the end
no I can't

>be me 18 HS
>meet girl on omegle
>long story short hit it off great
>talk constantly always replying within minutes or seconds
>shits great
>until lately
>never starts convos much anymore (usually did since she's an hour ahead)
>starts leaving me on read (that honestly pisses me off the most)
>never opens my snaps or if she does its hours later and she won't reply
>sent her a snap a few hours ago
>her score hasn't moved
>but she views my fucking story and post on facebook and shit
>granted I don't what she's up to (again we live in different states)
>but when actually snap back and forth she seems interested and shit
>but then there's times where we may snap 5 times and others 40+
>like a fucking roller coaster
>this leaving me on read is starting to piss me off
>decided I'm just gonna say fuck it and stop talking to her
>I keep getting attached and then forcing myself to get distant
>takes a toll on emotions and honestly makes me kinda depressed
>gonna start being cold (wouldn't be the first time but my dumbass found a soft spot in their heart)
>hopefully I can convey I don't wanna talk much anymore and it just sizzles out
>we talked before in December and that sizzled out
>kicking myself in the ass that I took her back
>with that in mind
>if this does work out and finally go our separate ways
>gonna fucking block her on everything
>this way I won't be tempted to start talking to her again
>and this way I won't know if she messages me or not so I can't possibly go soft and take her back
>plans already ready
>just gotta wait now
>for the end
>it's gonna hurt and make me kinda depressed for awhile but I know its for the best of me

I'm not looking for advice here (it'd be greatly appreciated) just getting this off my chest and ranting helps a lot and everything's so complicated it'd be a few more green-texts

>>733638067
It's life, what do you expect. Not everyone's gonna stay with you forever.

>>733648592
The problem is he told her he will.

>>733648335
Just being out and about usually helps me a lot. Maybe you might see someone and start to socialize. Even if you talk to someone for a few minutes, the next time it might be easier.

I live in Canada and not in a city so there's plenty of places to just walk idk what's around you though.

>>733648302
That's shitty, anon. I've never met somebody worth trusting. I have trusted people, but they've always proven to me that people are worthless and shouldn't be trusted. I honestly hope you find somebody that is worth loving someday. I've personally never felt so alone in my life and every passing day it is put in my face that people don't love me. I'm not a social outcast and I associate with people but I don't have friends. I just want to be held but even that would feel fake

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I know it's a generic feel but

> can't stop thinking about her
> she's amazing
> talk to her everyday
> she won't ever see many as anything more than a friend

I am sad

>>733649216
*me, not many. went a little retard there

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>be at party last weekend
>"friend" starts having emotional talk with me
>asks me why I'm such a loner all the time
>asks me why I never get female attention despite being so handsome
>asks me if I'm actually gay becuase I never get laid
>tells me I need to be more confident and just "b urself"
>tries to get some random girl to give me her number

WHY CAN'T HE JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE!! I HAVE ASPERGERS I DON'T DO HUMAN RELATIONSSHIPS!!
REEEEEEEEEEE

>>733649216
At least she didn't break your heart anon. Yet.

>>733648963
It's night right now. I live in the suburbs, it's just going to be a random walk alone through the streets of my neighbourhood then. Even if there were people I would feel out of place approaching a stranger without some prior context.

>>733649320
>be at party last weekend
I don't believe you.

>>733649513
well it was more of a get together I was invited to but everyone got drunk so I'd call it a party

Just really moved out of my dad's house. I couldn't install a window a/c unit by myself and I broke down crying when I gave up.

Not exactly sure why, it's been about 12 years since I've cried, and that was at a funeral.

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>>733649057
I know that feel. Keeping my facade of a happy guy. It's just getting tiresome, you know? I don't trust people anymore. Everytime I'm told a compliment or something nice I immediately think whether it's a lie or not. I want to be left alone to think and held in someone's arms with an unconditional love at the same time. I hate human contact because they always hurt me but I need someone to just hold me and never let me go, because when I'm alone the only thing I think about is suicide.

>not awkward socially, capable of making friends
>genuinely dislike most people so much that any attempt I've made at being around other people has only made me feel worse
>every now and then I like somebody but they either leave me or hurt me
>two people that I text literally ever who I consider friends, one who texts back hours later because I'm pretty sure they don't like texting me and only talk to me in real life so they're not alone and one who has me on sent because their phone is broken, rarely talks to me, hurts me a lot and I don't trust them

I may be introverted but being alone hurts man

>>733634510
Neck deep - a part of me

Qt female friend cuddled with me this morning. She was sleeping and had her head on my chest. Felt pretty good. Gonna see her tonight.

>>733649935
>>733649922
This feel I can relate to. I try to convince myself that I hate being around people and I don't have feelings, but I literally want nothing more than someone to be with. I have had enough of being alone, and after awhile it became incredibly obvious that I'm lying to myself.

>>733649658
if you were truly retarded you wouldn't get invited to such things

>>733650326
I'm pretty sure they just feel bad for me, at least the guy who said all this to me does because this isn't the first time he said stuff like this.
also one of the guys was my neighbour so I was kinda forced into it

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>>733636808
why....... ;-;

Not good. I want to die.

>>733650487
that's pretty cool man

>>733650692
What happened? Tell me anon.

>>733650773
I'll just never be loved.

Went and got coffee with a girl I used to have feelings for but I understand we're just good friends now. She then proceeded to tell me about her love life and things like that. So, fuck everything right now.

>>733650867
>used to have feelings for
If you're angry about her telling you about her love life, that means you still have feelings for her. Why didn't it work anon? Why aren't you together?

>>733649922
I can relate to the second half but I don't even feel constant pain anymore. Everything that has happened to me has dulled my feelings, I haven't been at a point in my life where I cried often since I was 14 and for the years after that I've gradually become numb. It's a little hard to explain in detail, it feels like my heart is empty and something is pressing on my chest. I can't count how many times I've had people I've only recently met admit they avoided me previously because my body language and the expression on my face make me appear to be constantly angry and deeply depressed. I'm not an angry person, I'm just never happy and I crave it so badly

I don't feel comfortable in social situations and I don't really want gf or anything but without social interaction it's hard as fuck to get a job or do anything with my degree and my parents are disappointed in me.

>>733651080
I'm not necessarily mad that she told me about her love life, I'm glad she trusts me, but I'm upset that it's something I'll never experience.

It didn't work out because I'm a fat, annoying, ugly, worthless piece of shit.

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>tfw physically, mentally, and sexually abused through entire childhood

>>733648509
update: snap score goes up 17 ready to throw my fucking phone out the window and say fuck it. I'm done with her now. Do I confront her /b/ or just never message/reply to her?

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>>733638587
>roast

what???

>>733651254
I know that feel. I don't know if I would describe what I experienced as sexual abuse but my childhood definitely had some sexual experiences that kind of fucked me up.

>>733636808
had a dog since i was 4 years old, died when she was 16, ran over. got another dog when she was about 10, that dog would follow her around and sleep next to her every night. he kinda annoyed me sometimes but whatever.
>let them both out to go to the bathroom
>3am
>tired as fuck
>they run off together as they did sometimes
>always would bark for me to let them back in
>sleep thru the night
>wake up to mom crying
>10 am
>found her in the middle of the road and the smaller one laid by her the whole night
i don't know how he didn't get hit either but if a dog could be suicidal, he was. stopped eating, slept all the time. became my best friend in the end. he's better but not the same dog he was. even 5 years later. fuck this got me bad, im going to go give him a hug...

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Playing Nier Automata all day. I have dreams with 2d...

I feel I gonna die virgin.

What can i do?

>>733651254
Same except my little brother was molested and the cunt never did anything to me because I'm a fighter and my brother has always been submissive. I honestly think I'd be in less pain if he molested me instead. Atleast then, I could have stabbed him to death. I haven't seen the guy since I found out he did that to my little brother because my mom kept us far away from him, so I never got a chance to get revenge.

>>733651482
my neighbour had a dog and after he died of prostate cancer the dog just stopped eating and did nothing util he died

>>733651215
If I'm going to be honest with myself, I still have unresolved feelings towards her.

>>733651482
That's sad anon. Post dog

>>733651215
Shit. I'm sorry to hear that anon. Well, you don't know you're ugly, you just think you're ugly. Fat? Start working out. What's annoying about you? Everyone's got their quirks.

>>733651809
I'm annoying because I have no personality and all I can seem to talk about is how much I hate life.

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>>733651581
yeah, i had a dream about being in a video game last night too. slept till 4pm trying to relive it. got to bang a hot chick in it, then i woke up and drank the rest of the day knowing im too awkward to actually do anything about it

I feel nice

>>733651285
Anon, stop being obsessed about snapchat, facking idiot

>>733651869
I can't speak on your personality because I don't know you and I'll be honest, but don't feel bad because you talk about your depression anon. I've known people that hate themselves because they claim they talk about being depressed too often, and it's ok. I genuinely believe anybody who has a problem with that is shitty. I would love you

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please post more feels images/comics/anything visual
love u guys

i dont cry anymore on feels threads

i let myself go last year and trying to get fit again but its pretty hard, i hate myself and arent motivated enough to do anything

also, regular feels about a girl

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Broke up with abusive girlfriend and completely devastated right now. Can't shake off the fear or her already bouncing on another guy's dick and just got done wiping off some tears. Haven't heard from her in a few days.

>>733651869
Find a new hobby. I started skateboarding. Fills me with joy and freedom I last felt when I was 10. Once you have something you're passionate about, be it music, movies, books, sports, you will have something to talk about. Star doing things that make you happy. You wouldn't believe how much has skateboarding helped me. Even though I suck at it and just cruise through our town in the middle of the night. Find things you mutually like and work for there.

>>733652020
Hold on to that feel forever

>>733652023
its her I'm obsessed with and I gotta stop being obsessed. My whole plan is to make me start disliking her, make get pissed at her, make me want to end it with her and she leaving me on read, ignoring me, and all that helps out a lot and just gonna make it easier. And guess what? she just finally fucking snapped me (sent one at 5 now 9) fuck her I ain't opening shit I'm 'gonna be in bed'

>>733652159
She doesn't have a problem with it. In fact she's the only person I've met (other than my therapist) who actually understands me and listens to me, and that's why it fucking hurts so bad knowing that we'll never be a thing and I'll never be in love with someone who fucking loves me back.

>>733651285
just stop talking to her all together and start pulling the same shit on her.

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>>733638488
>that get
>that meme

>>733652219
>had feels for girl
>overthinking skills activated
>convinced myself she doesn't wanna talk anymore and moved on
>cried it out
>all good now

>>733652313
planned on it she just finally snapped me after hours of her facebook and snapping other people. I've made up my mind already I'm just gonna open it in the morning since I 'was in bed' and just not reply

>>733652461
no open it now, make her start wondering what you're up to if you said you were going to bed.

>>733652283
Reading that puts me in pain. I wish I had somebody that made me feel better. Hope things get better for you

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>>733651793
got these of her as a pup

>>733652495
my plan was open it in the morning and leave her on read and if she asks why you didn't reply or open it I'll just say I was in bed but I'll bet my life right now that snap says something along these lines

>sorry didn't get your snap til now (HA bullshit and we both know it)
>I was taking a nap (bullshit unless you sleep post on FB)
>hey

since I'm nice I wouldn't call her on her bullshit I just remember all the bullshit she says and reasons but I go with it to avoid fighting and arguments

>>733652649
She's a qt. Hold on to what you have

My depression has gotten to the point where I barely feel anything at all. It's gotten so bad that I also barely care about anything.
Is this a life worth continuing, faggots?

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Just gonna hang and chill with you guys.

This is the only thing that really keeps me coming back to this site. You folks.

>finally got some writing done this morning after being unable to churn out two sentences all year
>got into the swing of it, was almost late for work because I lost track of time
>was enjoying writing for the first time in ages, recaptured a feeling I thought I might lose forever
>get home from work ten hours later
>open ms word, sit in front of keyboard
>nothing.
>browse /b/

>>733652959
No, it's not.

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Was in a relationship from the age of 19 to 25. 27 now and haven't had sex in more than year and last time was with my ex. At the age where most of my friends were out and learning how to get a girl I spent being with a girl and now I'm completely fucking lost. High standards and the fear of being rejected makes me unable to approach a women in a sexual way.

>>733653159
On the bright side, if that's true, then starting today you can live however the fuck you want. If you're okay with dying, don't skip straight to it. Have a blast. Take every risk. Start a brawl, go cliff jumping, fuck an escort, fuck your best friend's wife, run from some bulls, swim with some sharks, fucking liberate North Korea, and if you run out of ideas and you're still alive and you still don't want to be, THEN become an hero. THEN kill you're self.

>>733652959
I feel the same-way. I have this emotional state (maybe some here can relate) but you don't wanna die but you also wouldn't mind if a semi T-Boned your ass on the highway. I don't fear dying, I don't fear anything if I die oh fucking well I die but I won't kill myself but I also wouldn't give a fuck if a semi t-boned my ass tomorrow

>>733653598
Or I could just kill myself and end my suffering because there is no point in doing stupid shit just for the sake of it.

>>733653833
This...hits way too close to home.

>>733653763
Hey, we just made another guy commit suicide in a different thread! You should join in.

>>733653833
this fucking hits home...I don't even know what to say this perfectly describes me..

>>733654118
I wish I could but I'm a fucking coward who is afraid of dying.

>>733653763
I just don't understand suicide. If you care that little about yourself or anyone else, if you're just done suffering, why not go do whatever the fuck you want? If nothing still tethers you to your life, that doesn't mean the next step is to die instead

>>733654186
Because the things I want aren't the things I have fucking control over. I couldn't give two fucks about skydiving or going on a road trip or whatever. It means nothing to me.

>>733653763
do an exit bag. Don't use helium they put fucking oxygen in that shit buy a welding tank full of argon, helium, or CO2. This is my plan when shit gets real sad and my life is fucked I'll hook up the gas and pop some sleeping pills and never wake up

>>733654170
In all seriousness, though, the guy who was talking about taking risks was right. Do something crazy, and if you still don't want to live, drop me your address and I'll send a hitman.

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>have a crush on a girl since 2nd grade
>during middle school we would hang out a lot
>ask her out in high school
>get rejected
>she moves out of the state
>now we go to the same university
>see her around, but too scared to talk to her
>still have a weird crush on her

>>733654369
>>733654286

I don't want to exist. I don't think I would have the balls to kill myself. If I could just die in my sleep tonight that would be great, but that probably won't happen. I'll be here tomorrow living my miserable life.

>>733654186
my wants are physical things or actions for the most of us its someone to love and care about, someone to give us something to live for. Some people can tough it through the feels of loneliness and others can't (those who commit suicide) most of us aren't depressed because of wealth or shitty life, its having no one to be there for you, no one to care for you, no one to talk to, that's what we want, material objects can only bring so much

>>733655291
Truth. Pure truth.

Things and experience means nothing if you have no one to share them with.

>>733655291
aren't*

Listen here anons, life will be shit some times. But you can come out on the other side like champions. Take it from a guy that was diagnosed with depression and attempted suicide more than once. You Will never achieve your true potential if you don't even try. Go out there and meet people. Talk to girls and ask them out in person (it really goes a long way). Practice a sport, set goals for yourself, achieve academical or professional milestones. Lamenting about life on an outdated image board won't chage a thing. I am here to talk if anyone wants to :)

>>733655706
I fucking hate this bullshit. You can't change the facts of life just with fucking sheer willpower. Wanting a girlfriend hard enough isn't going to make the girl you like fall in love with you. This isn't a fucking movie, there's no such thing as true love. People just get fucking lucky, that's all there is to it.

>>733655855
But crying on /b/ is gonna change everything? If you don't even try then you can't complain. I'm not saying that everything will get better, but you can generally make that the case if you at least try.

>>733656195
I do try, I try a lot. How many times and I supposed to get the same fucking result? Any time I feel like my life is changing for the better, I always get shut down. Nothing ever works out in my favor.

>>733655855
P.D. if you really love a girl, you could stop being a pussy and asking her out. If she says no, you move on like any normal person. If civilization has been composed of people that cried about life all the time we would have all died by now

>>733634510
Haha dumbass, it's 11 pm wtf u IDIOT

>>733656300
Don't feed the troll. He thinks it's a switch you can turn on and off at will.

>>733656436
I'm not trolling, I myself was diagnosed with depression and attempted suicide more than once. If I could change why can't you?

>>733656538
Because everybody is exactly the same and what works for one person will definitely work for the rest of the world.

>>733655706
It's wonderfull that the problems we face every day have been faced by other men in other times, and they have left behind things we can read to solve our own problems.

>>733651215
heyyy are you sure you are not me

only thing your missing is having a small dick

>>733656691
It's all in the head man, for real. I was broke and roamed the streets for 3 years sometimes prostituting myself for food. I would lie down on cloths with broken glass for a few coins in the Subway. I live in México btw. The day that you decide to change is where change starts.

>>733656300
You NEVER really tried. Stop lying to yourself and make a change. If not, well, stay there crying in the darkness as a 4yr old

>>733649994
Still a great song, just wish it didn't blow up as much since nd really changed their sound after the first album to sound more appealing which sucks, Norbert a fan of their new stuff
Little Brother - "Cleveland, OH" for me right now, check it out for good relationship sadness

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>cut off communication with friends
>never go out
>waste all my time on the internet
>???
>profit

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Hey anons got my last SOL tomorrow, smooth sailing after that. That's really the only good feel I have rn, looking forward to summer and my birthday though.

I'll post some Endless Space comfy

>>733657275
Sorry if low quality, I'm on my phone. I'll post some good music if you guys want.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=5p5EO8RUpmw

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Ppn7eQSBdJQ

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=BSnlEWqeKrg

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>>733657089
All I was looking for was a little /comfy/ to chill in. I had no issues at all.

Then (you) felt the need to piss all over it. Congratulations. I hope you're rock hard now.

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>>733657620
i got comfy sir

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>>733657620
Heres some comfy anon

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>>733657893

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>>733634510
Yearly Anime convention tomorrow...not sure if I want to go. Given everything that's happened in my life over the last year, learning more about politics (particularly Asian politics, even more particularly those of Japan's), and taking a hard look at my life, I'm really conflicted about going or not. I can't decide if I really want to spend money on an event that facilitates excess consumption, exists primarily because of consumerism, and in the end, only bolsters Japan's 'neo-imperialism' currently on the rise and posing a threat to neighboring countries. I never realized before just how elitist many of 'us' weebs/otaku are or can be, but now that I do, I'm not sure if I really want to keep it going. Not only that, but if I don't go...then what? What else would I do with this time? I've fucked my life to the point where I'm really between a rock and a hard place.
>broke
>jobless
>'friends' and family have abandoned me over the last few years to the point where it's just me and my parents (whom I know are ashamed of me)
>one argument away from being homeless
>no one's hiring me despite being more than qualified for the positions
I feel stuck and somewhat not in control.

brb, bathroom. this may take a while.

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>>733657938
Why is it that feels and comfy go so well together?

>>733636808
>proof dogs do have marked, observable sentience

>>733634510
its almost the end of the school year and im starting to figure out who my real friends are

basically no one

no one wants me around over the summer and i know once school starts again my "friends" are gonna ignore me and i have to start back from square one.

worst part is one of those "friends" i like alot shes a great girl but she only likes chads

and i'm a tiny dick ugly overweight beta faggot

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>>733634510
I have been depressed for about 6 months now and feel like I've made a tremendous step forward tonight after spending some time doing introspection. Like part of my brain fog is gone. I won't know for sure until a couple days have passed I guess, but I feel better than I've been in months. Thank you for asking, I usually post just a couple of times every year but I feel like I have to share this and I don't feel like anyone I know would understand.

>>733658201
Whoa, depressed for 6 whole months? How did you ever get past it?

>>733658110
>Why is it that feels and comfy go so well together?

why because one gives us the feel and the other shows us it

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>>733658110

>>733645172
Other anon here, can I add you on WhatsApp too?

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>>733658376
Never thought of it in that regard. I always felt It was a comforting thing, hence comfy. But the two being complementary makes more sense.

>>733658343
Not that poster, but sometimes you do just pull out of the spiral. Depression's not my real problem (severe anxiety and a level of paranoia diagnosed) but I do find myself drifting that way...fortunately, it's been less frequent and less severe the last four years or so. When it hits, there's nothing to do for it but to wait to pull back out of the dive.

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>>733659041

>>733638587
KEK

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>>733659135

>>733649320
>be more confident
>be yourself
Tell your friend to go fuck himself with that shit advice

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>>733659268

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>>733659393

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>>733659531

>>733652881
You are micromanaging this way too much

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>>733659585

>>733634510
I think i need to break up with my girl, but she says im the only thing keeping her alive, shes not my responsibility i guess but its weighing on me

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>>733659661

>>733638587
just letting you know roastie is a derogatory term for women basically saying their pussies look like roast beef

>>733659614
can't really help it, I tend to plan out possible scenarios so I can prepare for them. It's just part of my personality I extensively analyze shit so I can predict about what might happen

what do you suggest i do then? I still haven't opened her snap (been an hour now)

I feel better when I drink. I'm looser, I feel more virile.

>>733659677
That's emotionally abusive my nigga. Gtfo that relationship.

>>733659677
How do you support her financially, if at all? If you provide for her every need yet she's a bad gf, she's just saying that so you don't go. Also if she's gonna straight away kill herself if you leave she's either bluffing, or seriously ill. In either case, you need to get out of the relationship if it's bad for you, her, or both of you.

>>733659830
wow same here

really fucks with your brain after a a long while of doing it

>>733660185
overthinking is a gift and curse it can help figure out problems but can also cause them and fucks me over every time I get attached to a girl

>>733660026
Yeah i dont support her financially but shes been hospitalized for attempting before, leaving would basically leave her with no friends or support system, thats whats making it hard

STORY TIME!

>be me 35 still living in parents basement
>don't know what to do with my life
>I work but even if I am not a fucking migrant its never official or constant
>Wan't so much to move to whitefish montana or billings never sure
>Parents are all sorts of broken and so negative with everything although nothing that makes things uncontrollable aka I'm an absolute optimist regardless of any kind of situation
>I really Really wan't to move to montana its just that I only have like mabey 1k or something saved
>Search thru websites and google and no one says a thing on how to just pick up and go
>If it gets bad I really only need showers and food then I sleep in a car till I find a job......BUT thats the thing no one says anything on whether it is or not possible to find one anywhere in montana or any city in the region
>So I'm just stuck here....................in limbo

>>733658343
I'm not sure if you're being sarcastic, it's hard to judge tone, but the point of my post was not to stress out the amount of time. If your question is genuine, I've been mostly thinking about the reasons why I feel I've fallen into depression and how they've instilled a mindset of failure inside me. Basically, I realized just how much I've been biased towards myself and I am working to disentangle it.

>>733660371
yeah thats a big problem with me too

>>733660527
I just wish for once I could be oblivious and not question anything, be ignorant for once and maybe I won't fuck up as much in a relationship

>>733660403
I'm still in HS and my plan is when I go to college is to pack my shit and just go. All you gotta do is pack all the shit you want to bring check into a motel or whatever and start your new life

>>733660379
Well in that case maybe you could try counselling or therapy, unless it hasn't worked before and you know it won't now. Definitely try to work her out of those suicidal intentions, and at that point decide if you should break up. My sister is bipolar, and the best thing you can do as a bf, especially when she has next to no family or friends, is support her.

>>733660657
ikr this shit kills me in the end. doesnt help that i dont trust women

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>>733634510
Why are you such shit?

>>733638587
underage
mods

>>733658179
*some doge

>>733660864
at least someone gets it other people just say to 'stop overthinking' that's like saying stop breathing, sure you can do it for a little bit but in the end you will end up doing whether you like it or not

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I spilled my fucking guts out, and no one cared. Typical. Just like in real life.

Fuck ALL of you.

>>733651482
Ye man pets can get the feels too. My current dog stopped eating and lost a lot of weight last summer after my other dog passed away. Always walked around with her tail down too.

>>733659830
What I usually do with girls I'm interested in is to mirror their response time and usually it ends up in them stepping up and responding quickly. If they don't I usually stop messaging altogether. I don't spend too much time outside of this preparing for scenarios, I feel like it's better to wing it most of the time. Of course, if it's part of your personality that might not be feasible, but I feel like you're setting yourself up for a bigger fall if she rejects you. Life is enough of a bitch as is, no need to kick yourself in the balls, don't know what else to say.

>>733657938
>and then everything changed when the Xenos attacked

>>733636808
RIPP
Rest in piece pupper

>>733638067
Tits

>>733661134
yeah ive had people ask me whats wrong and when i explain what's wrong they et so confused because i overthink it so much.

i wish i didnt sometimes tbh maybe things could go smoother in my life

all i know is illegal shit. it sucks man. hate the life i grew up in. i want to do legitimate things and be someone but the only things i can think of are illegal. what do. mom says i need to retrain my brain. tells me to pray. tell her i don't believe in god. tells me he believes in me. nah. im stuck in a rut. tired of selling drugs. rather sell rugs. but doesn't pay enough.

>>733661445
Get out

>>733661248
funny you say this, she pulled this same shit a few days ago and I just replied coldy (she was complaining she was tired and I said then go to bed, and she said but some assholes keeping me up [referring to me in a joking way] and I said fine I'll just go to be and she ended up calling me and I didn't answer and went to bed shortly after) and left her on read and all of a sudden she was very responsive again.

>be me
>in school
>qt 9/10 keeps looking at me and taking photos of me
>talk to friends at a seperate time
>do some autistic shit
>i'm talking fucking screaming
>oh shit she sees me
>immediately loses interest in me
Fuck

>>733661547
my life would be smoother as well I could be ignorant and just go with it instead of being to fucking smart and noticing every small thing someone does and connecting bullshit dots to make a bullshit problem that never needed to exist I guess we just gotta live with it sadly

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Give advice guys, I really it.

I want to go out with this one girl at university who started to really get along with me recently, for example she asks me to sit nearby her in class and such, and overall enjoys being with my presence I guess.

I am however extremely fucking autistic with time and get panic attacks under high stress, but I really like her personality and don't want to waste this one. Last time I screwed it up it hurted for months.

How the fuck can I even ask her out with a straight face? I generally am pretty normie with friends, even female friends, but when I start to feel a strong relationship is building up I can't keep it together for some god-forsaken reason. Almost like my fucking brain hates me.

>>733662259
I'd bring up an event near by you wanna go to and just nonchalantly say wanna go with?

>>733643141
or you just like the attention