Where the Feels at b bros?

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Been feeling good these past few days, but my worry of when this streak will end is slowly nagging at me

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I feel pretty dead inside so i'll bump as long as I can

>>733437439
I tried to read your post but its some pretty small type dude. Anyways don't worry about a good streak, just enjoy it while you can.

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Anybody ever feel what it's like to be completely empty inside?

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>>733437902
Yeah I've been there buddy.

no one knows this about me, this is the only place I can tell and get it off my chest..

>18 in HS
>never had a GF, never had sex, never had my first kiss yet
>I'm not hot by no means but I'm far from ugly (kinda fit as well)
>I just feel empty inside daily
>people always say this to be assholes 'how many GF's have you had anon?'
>tell them 0 and I don't need a GF
>in reality, I do
>I need someone in my life to care about and give my affection to
>sure I can meet girls online and snap them for awhile to get by
>I swear me snapping girls online is the only thing keeping me sane and from spiraling out of control emotionally
>current girl I talk to we click and get along perfectly
>but distance is a bitch
>its slowly sizzling out and starting to get depressed about it
>ohwell.jpg
>problem with me is I get go full autism when I talk to girls
>talking to guys no fuckin problem there (I'm straight btw)
>but when I talk to a girl my inner autism shines
>and that in turn kinda fucks me over
>over snapchat or text fine
>in person inner autism shows itself in full glory
>have a hard time keeping conversations going with girls
>with the girl mentioned above I can show my true self and it's easy talking to her
>inb4 just talk to other girls the way you talk to her
>doesn't work like that and I hope some can relate

any advice /b/? There's a girl I'm into at school and I may have a decent chance at hooking up. Aside from that any social tips or how to get with a girl? Me and my friend and his GF are going to an amusement park in a few weeks and would like to bring that girl I like with too. My plan was to bring up the trip and hopefully chimes in and can ask if she wants to go

The feels are dead due to prescribed benzodiazepines

>>733438284
Just be yourself and hope it works out. When your talking to women the autism probably comes from you being nervous, so just try being more relaxed. I understand that you might be trying to seduce them so I'm not saying give up on trying your best to being charming or whatever just don't try too hard so that it looks forced you know what I mean? If you find a good girl she'll probably appreciate you just being honest and being yourself. Isn't that the optimal way to be?

>>733438571
Hey man, your not alone out there. I've been medicated for most of my life and it can be hell living with dependencies and addictions. Stay strong anon, much love.

>>733438709
wouldn't say seduce but I think it's because I think before I speak or watch what I say and try to plan out the conversation and just leads to awkwardness

Quite literally the most cliche thing ever to whine about but I need to talk about it and its too late at night here to talk to anyone I actually know.

Girlfriend broke up with me today. I really liked her and really wanted it to work. This isn't the first time I've been dumped and it always seems to happen in the same way, They always seem fine and then suddenly go 180 on me and break it off out of nowhere. I'm losing faith that I'll ever find anyone that will stay with me, /b/ros.

I have depression. This kind of thing really does a number on me and I can already feel my world slipping out from around me. I don't know how I'm going to deal with the future. I can't stand the thought of enduring another 14 months or however long of utter misery and hopelessness just to find someone else and experience a few months of happiness just to have this happen again.

I need a relationship to be happy. I know it's not healthy to be this way, but it's the way I am. I need someone there to care for me and vice versa, without that I just feel like I'm wasting my time being alive.

How do I face these dark times ahead of me? I'm tired of suffering.

>>733438284
>>I need someone in my life to care about and give my affection to

Get a dog. Seriously. Get a massage with a happy ending. Avoid the grief of a relationship.

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>>733438284

That really is most horrid, Anon. I find that I can relate to your plight a little, although I've never had a problem because the ladies follow me all over the place due to my impressive good looks.

The only fly in my ointment is when I open my mouth and attempt to converse with them and they mock my most exquisite use of the English language and yell "FUCK OFF, SHAKESPEARE!!!" in my face.

I thought it would merely bruise my soul, but instead has caused deep lacerations through my heart.

To be, or not to be... That is the question.

>>733438925
A dog can only do so much and I haven't moved out yet and that's only temporary I'd rather have a human connection

>>733438857
Fuck it man, everyone's guilty of that sometimes. Maybe just do a quick proof read before you send messages next time or something. Or ask someones opinions on the matter, I don't know. I've said some awkward shit to women, sometimes they still talk to you and sometimes they don't. Life moves on no matter so I will too.

>>733437044
Gosh fuck, I live a long-distance relationship so I mostly talk with my gf via texts and my most horrible nightmare would be her not responding me

>>733438908
If you think you need a relationship to be happy that's a big red flag right there buddy. A relationship is supposed to be two 100% people sharing their lives, not 50% %50. It doesn't sound like your 100% if you don't love yourself enough to be okay without a partner.

>>733439327

>pls respond
>pls respond
>pls respond

>>733439286
I did go out with girl once (but my autism kicked and never went out again long story maybe some of you know me as the bowlingfag) and I'm the guy you have to text first otherwise we'll never talk

>>733438908
>>733439454
I should have said this when I replied the first time but maybe think about seeing a therapist , mental health professional or even the family doctor. Sometimes you need medication to get better, and that's okay. I've been there too anon.

>>733439454
I recognise that this is a problem, I don't know what I can do though because it's a vicious circle. Things like this happening to me just lower my confidence and make me think, "Well whats to stop this happening again and again and again? What's the point?'
>>733439659
I have in and out of counselling for about a year, it doesn't really help. Talking can only do so much and it doesn't fix the way I see myself at the end of the day. Tomorrow I am going to a GP and I'm going to see about getting medication.

>>733438284
I think you're supposed to be a little awkward at that age, just laugh about it if you say something odd and say "I'm all der de der" or collect yourself and say I'm such a dork - meant to say this instead.

Don't take it too seriously, they are worried about stupid shit like their hair and what brand clothing, if they look pretty. Just be really nice, compliment them & find a smart one that you can relate to.

But as someone older, I'd just fake it until you make it and fuck as much as that tight young pussy as you can, from that age they usually only get uglier. Learn to give good oral sex... well okay, back up ... first be a good kisser, they want to be kissed, then move up to touching, massaging all that foreplay stuff. Don't watch porn, not realistic.

>>733439454
I'm kinda in an online relationship (use relationship loosely) and I always have to text first and makes me feel like I'm annoying her usually she always texted first (she's an hour ahead so she's up before me) and I'm just gonna stop responding and see what happens because I have a hunch she's seeing a guy

>>733439602
Man, you could at least try reaching out if your gonna complain about being lonely and shit. I know its not easy because I struggle to reach out to people too but fuck it man you only live once. Even if they don't reply to your texts you can at least say you tried and move on make new friends. Thats what I did for sure. Some old friends won't be able to find time for you anymore in their life unfortunately but sometimes you are better off without them believe it or not.

>>733437044
you know some bitch screen capped these messages and put them up on her own facebook to show how sad she still is about her dead friend.

>>733439327
not the fact she probably fucks niggers

>>733439327
I feel you, I've only been able to date people long distance, I guess there's something appealing about some loser with depression that depressed chicks love?

>>733437478
i don't get it

so what happened to tyler?

can we get the news story?

>>733439789
>>733439893
I have school tomorrow any tips to bring up me and my friends trip? If it gets brought I'll just say something like "wanna go with?"

>>733440153
>40153 ▶
>>>733439789
just be like "Hey my friends and I are going to a theme park and I was wondering if you wanted to come along?" "It should be a lot of fun and then we can hang out after."

>>733439506
Once I was truly terrified, she lives in Paris and there were a terrorist attack. My heart weighted like 5tons

dude speaking of Eurpoe, an Ariana Grande concert was bombed tonight

>>733439924
She hates black cocks, if anything, she would rather fuck white cocks

>>733439780
I understand what you mean, I was going from girlfriend to girl friend for quite a bit even though im still in my twenties. At some point I started trying to better myself instead of just find another woman to distract me from things.I picked up an old hobby as cheesy as it is, I try to keep playing guitar and keep my passion for music as hard as it is. I have hopes and dreams for going back to school where at one point I was ready to an hero at any moment. Anyways just think about it this way, why lower your standards and end up in another dead end relationship when you could try bettering yourself and making your life better so that in time you'll find someone to love of better value and worth than the kind of people you would have now. That's how I felt,, Like I needed to make myself better so that when I Do meet that special someone I can be the best me for them.. Also for some reason the women around me lately haven't been of interest either that or i'm getting more picky. Fuck, it was a long rant but I hope that makes sense and helps a little bit. Much love anon.

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Should I dump some feels?

>>733440013
I stop you right here, I am not, neither she, depressed. We met at a concert, we continued to talk via Fb and then we fell in love

>>733440386
I play guitar too. I try to be the best I can be but I guess it's still not enough to be loved by anyone.

I live two miles away from the Manchester arena. I feel like shit rn.

>>733440502
Ah that's wonderful
I'm just saying how I was someone's "true love" and "the only one"
I regret it still even though it was over 2 years ago

>>733440456
ye

>>733440456
>dump some pixels

>>733440153
>>733440226
Yeah that sounds good. Its not rock appliances bud, just be like hey, wanna hang out bro/dude? You must be a young guy or something right? When you get a little older all this shit will seem so silly to you if your still in High school

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>>733440456

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>>733440726
yeah I'm young and all this shit won't matter in 10yrs but its not 10yrs from now and it does now. She's the girl I could see myself actually opening up to and its hard to describe but I could see we would click

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>>733440153
You have some time, make sure she is comfortable with you first. Maybe when you and your friend are talking about it, say how fun it's going to be and if she shows interest tell her you would love it if she could come along or something.

I think girls at that age are dying to be asked out, they love the attention.

Also, maybe get into a fun sport, not to be competitive but I used to skate.. and skate hard, it's good to physically exert yourself and it's a confidence builder.

Confidence is everything, if you fail don't trip on it... just know that at least you tried. She probably knows your not a player and it actually is nice to be with just that one special person.

Get to know her, her interests, when she speaks you listen, be supportive- like oh man that sucks, I'm sorry that teacher was mean to you or your boss said that. Ask how her day is, but at the same time don't go into the friend zone too deep, drop little hints and plant seeds that let her know you are interested.

Maybe just be straight up honest, hey I think you really nice, or I find you attractive and would like to get to know you better... then pause and let it sink in.

I'm not the best at this, but you're way young so keep trying different things to see what works. Stay away from drugs and alcohol, keep studying and focus on your career as well- those things are attractive to women.

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>>733437044

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>>733440992
I'll dump more if I see some one post a bit

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>733440664
Don't stick with it too hard, there are thousands of women in the world and man you sure will find one that suits

>>733440592
I'm sure somebody loves you b bro. You must have one friend or family member in your life. Things will get better if you work at them, besides don't feel too bad. I put in around 12-13 years of guitar playing and I hardly play anymore. It's pretty bad that the one thing I used to think I could possibly make a career out of I don't even do anymore.

>>733441100
>thousands
there's at least billions

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>>733441010

Ahh good evening, /b/rother! Thank you for posting my story! I was going to post it myself but unfortunately I am 3 knuckles deep in my posterior.

>>733440960
Its gonna be fine man, just be confident and be yourself and hope for the best. That's all you can do in life.

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>>733441100
>>733441047
I know there's more women out there but I miss her, she made me happy then she broke me
I should've seen it coming due to the fact I had to ask her to say
>I love you too

>>733441047
whats this picture from anyways?

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>>733441378

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>>733439033
You seem to have this weird idea that the only thing worthwhile in life is attention from the other sex. Guess what, there is more than one way to lose self esteem. Yes, I do tend to use bigger words, i've already explained to you, "its like playing chess and only using a knight and a rook"
Now, enjoy the ad hominems and such. I have nothing more to say to you.

-Adonis

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>>733441440
>>733441411
No clue, I just have a vast collection from other feels threads

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>>733441563

>>733441563
Fair nuff

>>733441146
I should be more specific : girls around his age, around his place, who he could be attracted to
It severely reduced the number

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>>733441618

>>733441378
That broke my heart

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>>733441818
The picture or my dumb story?

>>733441284
Hello Adonis, I've seen you a multiple time recently, your story really crushed 4chan, how are you holding up ? Did you find a way to make yourself more interesting to people than only with your face ?

>>733438284
I know how you feel, feeling like you need to have someone else in your life to feel complete. I struggled with that for a couple years after I broke up with my first real GF. It's impossible to be happy like that. I can't say exactly how I changed and found meaning within myself instead of in another, but it's the only way to be happy.

>>733440992
shit

>be me >be 17

>>733442081
"I should've seen it coming due to the fact I had to ask her to say
>I love you too"
This part specifically, the little thing that means too much

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>>733442081
Ah my shitty tales brings in another one
If you want I could elaborate on it and give more details on her, I still love her but I hate her too

>>733438284
practice makes perfect anon, you'll overcome your autism with experience. and like >>733438709 says, just be yourself no matter what cause you don't want to end up with someone who doesn't like who you for who you actually are

>>733442614
Can relate too much

>>733442614
Go for it

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i've made the mistake of keeping in contact with my ex(first girlfriend, were together a couple years) and i just want to get over her but every time i end up talking to her again i just remember how much i like her

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>>733442614
Her name was Elizabeth and I met her on kik doing some dumb crap I managed to find her
We started talking and after about a week she thought she loved me
But in the end she stopped and when I asked her about it she loved me but she wasn't in love

>>733442786
Maybe you shouldn't talk to her anymore bro. It doesn't sound healthy for you. I'm a huge hypcrite though because my ex added me on facebook ( first gf) and we talk sometimes even though she has a new bf. I don't even know why I talk to her man, fuck i'm retarded sometimes for real.

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>>733442750
>>733442872
Forgot to add you in on the mentions or what ever it is

>>733442872
Shit sucks man, Sorry b bro

>>733442997
Good picture.

>>733442946
yeah that's the worst part, total retard here as well, i know it's not good for me but i keep coming back to it because of probably false hope

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>>733442997
I was the fool and got played, it's my fault in the end

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>>733443169
Thanks, I got them from here
Not this thread

>>733442872
I have no really advise to help you with that, manage the pain like you can do, the only thing I might is to try to yourself busy in order to forget her

>>733441521

One is sounding most unusually bottom hurt tonight!

>>733442786

The "one that got away" texted me randomly a couple nights ago at midnight. She's lived out of state for 4-5 years now and was in town. I was already at a bar with a few friends and invited her. No feels, in fact, I found her a bit annoying and just wanted to hang out with my friends. We haven't dated for 6-7 years, it takes time but eventually passes.

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>>733443231
I've been trying to but ever so often I just get reminded of her
Her beautiful green eyes get me going and her silky blond hair she looked like a goddess

>>733443433
Checked
Did you try to hit the gym

>>733443168
Yeah I didn't really have any false hopes because she lives decently far away from me but still I don't know why I bother sometimes. It always ends up in personal conversations and silly shit like that. I think I might have to delete my facebook but I need to get a new phone first..

>>733438284

Eliminate your desire.

For all of those who are virgins and 18 and feel bad.

Stop your whining. I am 31, live with my parents, and I have never even held a girls hand. Do I care, kinda... But I made my mistakes and can live with them. Get over it, it is not that big of a deal.

>>733443169
Live and learn my friend, life will move on. One day you will love again and wonder what you ever saw in this girl from your past. Funny enough my captcha was lovers street apparently.

>>733443231
I'm saving this one for sure. Fuck that hit hard, can relate too much. Thanks

>>733443759
Not to late for you either friend, step up.

>>733437902
Of course we do. We're here, after all.

>>733443651
*I don't like what I am

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>>733443433
>>733443626
I tried the gym, never really had the will to work out
>>733443797
Yup, I can only hope it will come soon
>>733443923
No problemo

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>>733444313
P.s. I love this show

>Be me
>in high school
>only have been in relationship once, but me and the girl were forced into it by our friends
>known girl I like since elementary school
>give her multiple hints that I like her
>completely oblivious to them
>thinks I like other girls, and trys to get me to ask them out
>one day work up enough courage to ask her out
>she bursts out into laughter
>walk away and join a group of mentally unstable guys for the rest of high school

Every day i wake up, and wish for the sweet embrace of death

>>733444396
Its not easy making friends. (source) moved around a lot as kid and still now even.

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>>733444540
>>733444396
I've lived on the same place for 4 years and I've only made 2 friends
But I'm moving now

>>733443925

Nah it is. I am 60k in debt, have sciatica, tinnitus, extreme astigmatism and multiple sclerosis. Still happy I can at least come home and play video games.

She said today she loved me, and I felt alive for the first time in a long time. Any advice on me not sabotaging it? She's fucking awesome and right now, in this moment I am happy.

>>733438284
I can relate. Usually I would try to find something in common that I felt pretty comfortable talking about. For me the trick was getting myself to stop thinking about the interaction and therefore I became less nervous. About asking her to go with you to that park, just ask her straight up. Don't be shy or coy about it. Say something like, hey x,y,z and I are going to x place. Do you want to come with us? blah blah. Trust me, it will seem like a monumental task, but it's the key to moving forward. Once you get it out the way and ask her you will feel relieved.

>>733444730
just enjoy it while it lasts my dude, don't take things for granted no matter how used to them you get, and when it's over, remember it for what it was

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>>733444940

>>733444940
retard here what the hell does this even mean?

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>>733445051
>>733444982
She was thinking about the tranquillity of the scene on the farm
But the snapped back to the harsh reality and killed the poor fella

>>733437044
Checking in. I'm 18, finishing high school in 2 weeks, don't really know where I'm going in life, kind of resigned myself to being alone. Hope we're in this together Anons.

>>733444486
Emma was a bitch

>>733442997
makes me think of evangelion

Any old fags lurking? I can't resist a feels thread, but it seems like a lot of these emotions got left in my 20's. Anyone else feel like you haven't felt some of this stuff in years?

>I have come to the point where I cannot feel much emotion
>Music helps me but all I get is sorrow
>I break down every month and cry myself to sleep
>I can't get this empty knot out of my stomach
>I think about death and how there's just nothing after it
>It terrifies me so much I'm tearing up writing this
>I cry myself to sleep with the thought "I don't want to die" recycling in my head
>Over and over it doesn't stop
>"I'll die alone, I'll die alone"
>My friends don't care about, they never ask how I'm doing
>I don't have a woman to embrace
>I don't have any body
>Nobody fucking cares about anyone anymore and I'm sick of it
>Am I the only one who wants to talk feelings?
>Why does everyone avoid the one thing that makes us human
>Maybe I'm not so empty

We aren't empty. If we feel we aren't empty. They're the empty ones, the ones with no emotion. The ones that don't care if you've been thinking about killing yourself everyday for the past four years. They don't care that you're drowning yourself in pills, booze and pot. They'd rather you just fuck off to a ditch where you can rot with your emotion. Fuck this shit. I'm done.

>>733444767
Ow fuck this one cut deep.

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>>733445878
>>733445264
Is that anime(?) any good?

>>733445924
25 here.
She left nearly six years ago.
Most days I feel nothing.
Some days I wake up from a lucid dream in which we had reconnected and I feel like hell for a few hours.
Then I feel worse that I'm hung up on a girl I haven't even seen since I was a teenager.
I tried to have a friendship with her over facebook, but any time we exchanged more than a few messages I was back in deep.
I stopped contacting her two and a half years ago.

>>733446129
its the goat in my opinion

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>>733446280
>>733446129
Ah okay

>>733440797
this has me crying, i put down 2 dogs in the last 2 years and didn't stay because my mom couldn't handle it

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>>733446450
>>733446431
Awh I'm sorry to here that I'm here for you /b/ro

>>733446207
I spent years where you were at too. I even got married and divorced in less than a year, it took me a long time to finally find someone I clicked with. We've been together almost a year and still working the kinks out but I've never felt more... comfortable... in a relationship. It'll come bro

>>733445965
Life's hard man, but if you put in the work i'm sure things will get better. Make life worth living anon, don't give up.

>>733445965
fucking this man. my closest friends know i'm suicidal but dont even give a shit and never talk to me

>>733446620
We had a really long courtship.
The first time I saw her she was with her best friend, and I was with mine.
All four of us just stopped dead.
I had eyes for her, and so did my friend.
She apparently had eyes for him, and her friend for me.
Her friend was a beautiful in her own right.
My friend had the courage to ask, and he ended up dating the girl for about a year, and I dated her friend.
Sorry I'm not making much sense. It's hard to think about.
She told me about 8 months into their relationship that she had always liked me, and wished I had asked her out all those months ago instead of him. I told her I felt the same way, and we agreed not to tell our respective friedns about it, or act on it.
I got dumped over the summer, and it was only two months into the next school year the white unicorn left my best friend (ex at that point, because he found texts between us discussing what our relationship might be like), and was with me.
The truly pathetic thing is we only dated for 7 months.
We hooked back up college, a "friends with benefits" thing. ANd you can guess how that ended.
I got attached. I told her I had feelings for her, and she broke it off.
Moved hundreds of miles away the next month.
I tell myself that she was getting attached too, and if she hadn't broken it off she wouldn't have been able to get out of this shit hole town.
I just don't know, though.
Bye, Bye Birdie, eh?

>>733446129
Absofuckinglutely

>>733438284

you need to stop trying to "get" the girl. literally just fucking stop that nonsense. don't tell her she's awesome, don't tell her she's pretty or smart or anything else. don't try to impress her. she is just another person to you. (that doesn't mean be rude... just treat her like you would treat anybody).

when people say "just be yourself" they mean it. treat her like a dude. don't ignore her, but don't change what you would otherwise say, or do, or want. just live your life and have fun. do what you want to do. stop caring what your latest "crush" thinks about you and stop thinking about what words or actions will "unlock" her feelings for you.

you need to be alright without them, and they need to KNOW that you're alright without them.
that's called confidence, and women love it. (not to be confused with cockiness, which is saying and doing things to try to prove how awesome you are. a truly confident person doesn't give a shit if other people think they're cool.)

>>733447423
Part of my past was 7 years in prison. A world where you're not yourself and you're more allies, than friends, with anyone. After I got out I spent a year or 2 thinking about what I threw away, or what might have been. At some point I decided it didn't really matter, I'm here now, I don't have to live in the past. I have a daughter and I can't describe what it's like to you if you don't have kids. I get 1 night a week and every other weekend with her and I still feel like I'm failing her, but I've learned to appreciate every second I get with her and not let my mistakes drown me in regret every time I hand her back over.

>>733448756
Good on you for turning your life around.
Just do the best you can in the time you have with her.
When my dad had us he'd just sit in his room all day and order pizza for dinner to win us over at the end of the weekend. I doubt you're failing.
I sort of understand what you mean.
I can't fully comprehend, but I have a niece.
I love that little girl more than I thought possible.
My sister, and her husband live quite far away, but the time I did get to spend with her was truly bliss.
Now that they've moved I'm back to drinking and smoking and wallowing.
I will break this cycle, anon.
I will never kill myself. I was too damn strong a person before the world broke me.
I'll get back there.
I met a woman I actually like a year or so ago, but she's happily married with three kids. I think that's why I like her. I know it's safe.

>>733448253
sorry b bro. Just had to get the feels tonight.

>>733438284
You shouldnt feel empty without a grill, and if so then you need to fix that shit before you get together with one. You will regret it otherwise. Just try to be a casual friend with a girl and not try to "get" her. It will build your confidence around the other species, and perhaps something might happen.

>>733449506
Do what you gotta do. I can tell you drugs and shit will never fill the void, it only makes it worse when you realize the time and money you've wasted. If I didn't try them all, I got pretty fucking close. I still like the silence, the loneliness at times. My girlfriend (not baby's mama) asked what I wanted for father's day - I jokingly said "For everyone, and every chore, and every text or phone call to just go away for the whole day."

>>733439905
This. OP's pic always pisses me off because the author is nothing more than an attention whore

>>733450486
Well soooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyy

>>733450922
damn, thats cold even for kids

>>733456789

>>733450972
Don't do that again

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I do what I want

>be me
>hit friend up today at 630
>ask if he wants to hang out and blaze
>yeah.jpeg
>be 20 minutes ago
>Hey man are you coming over?
>Oh, no. I forgot to text you.
mfw I am sitting here smoking this blunt by myself

>>733438284
Hey man. I'm 23 and currently in my second relationship ever. I was 17 when I had my first GF. Lasted 3 years and then I had a 3 year dry spell. I would talk to girls on Tinder and sometimes snap them and shit. I know the feeling of 'inner autism' you're talking about. What's worked for me is explaining things very precisely which might sound even more autistic but it's worked for me. I've been with my current GF for a few months now and she's said that at the beginning she found me annoying but now it's become endearing. There is someone who is gonna be okay with your dumb fucking brain. 18 is still young pal.

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>>733437044
So far away we wait for the day,
For the light source so wasted and gone.
We feel the pain of a lifetime lost in a thousand days,
Through the fire and flames we carry on!

>>733437044
When I was 28 I came to this site looking for people to talk to during the day at work.

I am now 40, still here, but with no one left in my life to talk to. It was along gradual decline. You may not notice it happening until this place is all you have left.

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>>733451244
We can't be friends then

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>>733451592
Better leave while you can guys

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>18
>asexual
>never been in or wanted a relationship
>severely depressed
>been on countless meds that don't work
>enjoy literally nothing anymore
>no job
>horrible anxiety
>only 2 friends
>neither of them ever talk to me
>the only time we hang out is when i bring it up and it's always with someone else they like better than me
>dropped out of high school bc anxiety
>never learned to drive bc anxiety
>think about killing myself all the time, every day
i literally could not have failed harder as a human being. should i just end it

>>733444396
>tfw I lived somewhere for literally 18 fucking years, 16 in the same goddamn house, and made 4 friends, 2 of which were forced on me by my parents
Also, yeah. It's a great fucking show. I've been told I reminded someone of him once. That felt good. Really good.

If you're unhappy with your life, do something about it. Haven't you all put off the thing you said would change your life long enough? You've been waiting years for 'When I do this my life will really get going', but you never do it.

I'm doing it. Get it done.

>>733451633
That is just not true. If you also do what you want then you can choose to want to be friends with me, and in some dimension or astral plane i'm sure we are already friends.Think about it man, its pretty trippy.

>>733438925
This. When you need fixing, you fix it first, do NOT do what people do without thinking, and compound your problems by adding others to yours and spreading yours to others.

If you're depressed, get it sorted, then start dating, it doesn't work the other way around.
If your relationship is a mess, don't get married hoping that'll fix it. Escalating the situation only makes it worse.
If your marriage is shit, DONT HAVE A FUCKING BABY. The baby just makes everything harder, amplifies the conflicts, and adds 100x the shit of its own onto yours, while you pinning your bullshit to the baby and hoping the baby will smooth things over won't work and only ends in resentment of each other and the baby.

In fact, the worst thing that can happen is for your band-aid to appear to soothe the side effects of your problems, as you then enter into a fucking codependent relationship, and humans have a shitty track record of getting out of those without ruining at least one persons life, usually their own.

You're not the first person to go through this, anon. Hundreds of billions of people have.

>>733452189
>If you're unhappy with your life, do something about it. Haven't you all put off the thing you said would change your life long enough?
Clearly not, or I'd hate my life enough to either change or kill myself.

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Hey b, I need to get something off my chest.

I plan on asking this girl out Thursday, and I'm 75% sure she'll say yes. However I know when she does and if we become bf and gf that I will hide it from my friends. That's because my friends would just make fun of me and not believe me. It feels so unnecessary to tell my friends something that I know they won't believe when I can just keep it to myself and know it's true.

It's just a little depressing that the only friends I have I can't trust with the biggest moments in my life.

>>733451330
Fuck this shit I'm getting smashed

>>733452437
Then you've got nothing to complain about. Smile and help someone who does.

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>>733452316
And maybe this is the dimension where we can't be friends even if we tried

>>733452523
Word of advice. Get new friends. Seriously

>>733437044

My name is Tyler and I'm pretty full of suicidal thoughts. I could see my girl friend being like that...the feels

>>733437439
I was feeling good these past few days too, 10 days I guess, but today I woke up feeling like shit, tried to fight back but I just couldn't. Depression is a bitch, although I kinda feel a little better typing this

>>733437044
Tits.

>>733453047
the joker is actually so badass
he's real, like real life shit
he's a machiavellian villian, no superpowers

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I wanna die

>>733452544
That's all I do, to the best of my ability.
As I'm incapable of caring for myself, that's not a large number.

>implying humans feel anything that can be remotely standardized that isn't related to the nervous system
>implying there's a single cause that can give you the answer to any scale of feeling and decisions that can be based off that

>>733437044
i'm doing well now guys. i just wanted to let you guys know it does get better. but i know it'll get worse again too. there's beauty in the struggle, so i don't mind it. this is the life i chose.

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I just want to go back home /b/...
But my country isn't doing so well...

>>733437775
i can't believe people still post this cringey garbage

>>733452523
Show them you got the girl. Then they won't make fun of you, if they do they're just jealous they don't got one.

>>733453047
>tfw the joke right after that speaks to you on a deep level
Must mean something. Not good.

>>733438284
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1x67fEYiXvI

>>733452523
Fuck off underage

>>733445965
Literally me

>>733441440
cringe

>>733453704
You a muslim or something?

I have a very low self esteem. I depend on people and constantly need reassurance. Back in november my now ex broke up with me. We dated for 2 years in college and i was so in love with her. She insisted on being friends so i said yes in order to stop myself from losing the one person i truely cared about. We havent seen eachother in a long time and last night (4 hours ago) we talked on the phone. She told me about how since we broke up shes fucked 4 guys. She says shes telling me because she likes being honest and i dont want to be rude but it kills me inside to hear that shes moved on. I asked if she still thinks about me and she said no. If we are never going to be together why are we friends? Why cant i let her go? She wants me to stay friends for reasons i cant understand and its holding me back. I cant just spread my legs loke her and get laid. Half of me wants to burn bridges and never speak to her again. The other half wants to take a break for a few months and try to better myself so im not the only one getting jealous. What should i do? Im 21 years old and i feel so alone

>>733452603
So true anon...so true.

>>733441818
Nope,Nope,Nope.

>>733452189
I tried so many times, It seems to be going great for a few days, maybe weeks, but eventually depression kicks back no matter how hard I fight, I don't know how I got to this point. Having anxiety and depression is killing me slowly. It's like there's another person inside my head pushing me into feeling like shit

>>733453727
I liked it man, the Russian Space program is trippy, What about all the unlisted Cosmonauts ?

>>733454627
whatever faggot
seriously you're a massive cuck unless you have some serious shit you should be dealing with anyway

>>733451936
No anon, I don't think you should.

>>733437775
He never actually said that tho.
.

>>733437044
What is going on here?

>>733454759
why

>>733454773
now I feel stupid lol

>>733441818
WAHT THE FUCK

>>733454314
gross no man

I'm 31. A few months back I met a woman and dated her for just a few weeks. She broke it off. This would not normally be a big deal but...she embodies everything I've ever wanted in a woman. She loves movies, animals, food, even the same music as I do. She understands what it means to be a nerd. She has more collectibles than I do. She has fucking full-arm tattoos of her favorite Marvel characters. She plays video games and table top games. She's good looking to boot. Freckles, glasses, long brown hair, nose ring, beautiful smile, killer curves...she is the only woman who has ever caused me to need to drink to sleep at night. How do I move on, /b/?

>>733454947
Nah it's a pretty common mistake

>>733455019
Then where are you from?

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>>733439327
Texting is not a relationship. It's a step above carrier pigeon.

>>733441010
fuck

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(This is my first post, please at least use lube before you guys rip me a new one for being retarded or whatever)

Since everyone is posting their feels here I guess I'll get some stuff off my chest before I sink back into the crowd...

>didn't have too bad of a young childhood
>lived in Tennessee because my dad was a preaching student
>always had a little bit of family instability
>move back to my hometown in Alabama
>get fucking picked on like it's nobodies business for being weird (not weeb weird, just antisocial weird)
>change schools, family has become a shitshow with my dad emotionally and verbally abusive and me and my brothers constantly fighting
>meet grill
>6/10 but her personality made her an 11
>goes great, she makes my days bearable

Real issues begin here I believe

>breaks up with me 4 months in
>mom and aunt fighting for custody over her
>decided I needed to space myself from her just in case she moved
> find out she's dating someone else
>go into deep depression
>try and end it twice
>dad decides I need "help"
>counseling
>antidepressants
>doesn't work but I play it off
>current day
>heart broken again
>dead on the inside

Its been two years since then but I don't know what to do anymore. Existence seems so meaningless. I can only find temporary happiness before going back into a pit of despair.
I can't end it, cause I do believe in a God, but at the same time I can't even develop feelings for anyone anymore. I CAN'T EVEN FUCKING CRY. It's a constant feeling of wanting to break down and cry in the fetal position but I can't bring myself to it.....

I just want to know why I'm like this....

Any professional advice?

>>733455066
You're being a little bitch about 1 woman?

>>733454627
>>733454733
I miss the days when I used to think like that, maybe 5 years ago. I genuinely don't know how could fall this deep, but it's just getting worse. I keep all these things to myself and pretend all is going great

>>733437044
This one makes me laugh, there's a Tyler in this world who needs to die.

>>733442104
Fuck youuuuuuuu.

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Cheer up niggers

>>733455066
Youre 10 years older than me and yet i know exactly how you feel. If you had the opportunity to be her friend would you? While she sees and sleeps with other guys? Would her still being there be enough to fill the void even though shes moved on to someone else? These are the things i ask myself every day. Im struggling to let go. Shes become the girl i compare other girls to. Shes holding me back and i dont know if i have the strength to cut ties with her. Sorry that went from advice to rant.

>>733455455
I did not.

The feels are too much, gonna go listen to some black metal and kill myself :(

>>733444313
Real life relationships summed up in a sentence and an image. All the complexity, all the confusion, all put into a simple, honest, image. What a rare gift to humans.

>>733455578
good guy stan lee

>>733445051
Pretty sure it's the end of All Quiet On The Western Front. Tragedy of life and how war throws people away for nothing really.

>>733455621
Don't let Jackie down nigga

>>733455381
I don't get out much. I don't understand or particularly like people. Having my dream woman dropped in my lap, actually go out with me and then dump me because she's "just too happy on her own"...it's like a bad movie, man. People don't normally mean this much to me, so, four months on, I'm still struggling to process it. I've kept it to myself since the first two weeks or so afterwards, because adulthood, but fuck, it's hard.

>>733454343
at least 100% of you wants to take a break off her. do it. get to know other girls, go to other places and stuff. it's hard in the beginning but we eventually move on

>>733451330
Am I the only one that relates to this?
You sit around for hours waiting on your buddies, or your girl, and then they just blow you off like it doesn't matter at all.
I see you fucks complaining that people don't text you back fast enough all the time.

First GT
>19
>The girl you used to love in High School reappears after 4 years telling that she shoulded give me a chance
>After 4 hours talking make out with her
>See her every weekend
>Thinks you are in the best fase of your life
>Starts dating
>1 year later she tells you that she is seeing someone in front of all your friends
>Never talked to me again, even after i tried to understand why

>>733444486
Emma Drew was a bitch.