Feels and obscure images thread?

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>>733140710
dude this one is so fucking sad...

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>>733141011
Yep. Some of these are just a little bit too relatable.

>>733141178
it's not really relatable in my case... more like it tells a fucking story. this guy has no friends, his fucking mother wanted to make him happy by making this shitty cake, but he really feels overwhelmed because he's 20, no friends, mom too protective and trying to cheer this poor cunt but her love is not enough. he needs a friend.

>>733141178
the pic you posted though, this is kinda relatable

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>>733141540
This one is pretty similar but it has context. Sorry if text is unreadable I'm on my phone.

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"This is last picture of my pops three days before Thanksgiving. His hospice nurse gave him a teddy to comfort him as he was told he had just days to live. He got to eat good with us and passed the next day. Miss him everyday. One love to you all through the holidays."

>>733141751
Aww those are the most feels I've ever felt. He's a bro. I'm gonna be at Berklee pretty soon... everyone needs to be happy (:

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>>733141529
I have lived this life. Except I'm the nerdy guy and everyone around me are football bros. I tried out for football freshman year, and missed the last cut - so I know all these football bro types. They are actually ok people, and so we hang out and drink / smoke weed sometimes.

Then later in the evening when the guys have crashed out, I'm just hanging out with one hottie - she has nasty hickies all over her neck that football bro #2 put on her. She's holding a cold spoon to them thinking that will get rid of them by tomorrow morning so her parents won't notice. We talk a little bit and she complains about how her BF just fucks her and then blows her off and we watch a movie together, and I think that maybe I could kiss her, but I don't. And I'm smart that I don't. She just wants a nice guy to listen to her. MFW I got friendzoned by someone within 5 minutes of talking to them. not even real friendzoned, because we won't ever be friends - I literally never talk to her again.

>>733141751
keep em coming, i think i start to feel

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This one hits me pretty hard.

>>733141409
goddamn it

>>733142071
damn dude... he's hella passionate about something, but no one really gives a shit... damn

Dude this thread sucks. People have no soul sometimes.

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>>733141751
This one always gets me.

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>>733142168
Yep. One of the saddest images I have.

Found on Imgur.

"This is Alexis. She was going to be 8 on December 30th. Such a fun, outgoing amazing little lady! She passed away this morning, at around 8am in a head on collision car accident. She passed away on scene, painless. She is my daughter. My light. My love."

>>733142318
thats probably just some kid who had to leave school early so he got to eat food before everyone else.

>>733142071
This guy is a legend and a super amazing person. Talked to him for a good hour one time, hella awesome guy. Gave me his autograph too.

>>733141409
faggot kid not forging mommys signature to pretend everythings alright while dying inside

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>>733142371
as a new parent, this shit kills me. I can't even look at this fucking photo, since it sort of looks like my son. My family fled a war when my dad was little - and my aunts said he might have had some "shell shock". I fucking hate my dad, but this gives me feels thinking of him as a 4 year old hiding in a bail of hay so soldiers couldn't find ( and kill ) them.

fucking kids man - they totally screw up your wetware and reprogramming everything.

>>733141640
Yep.
Be me, married with kid, play vidya, get bored after no more than 30 minutes, exit, sit with family, get bored after no more than 30 minutes, leave, play vidya

>>733142485
D... did anyone else come up and join you?

>>733141995
That's just normal human interaction, anon.
You need to learn to give signals and accept a no if you want a gf. Also don't be insecure.

>>733143067
That BSOD is the least of that guy's worries.

>>733142947
No I met him during a normal day when I was working at gamestop in Pittsburgh, he came in and asked if I had some packing tape so he could tap a package to send out, I didn't realize who he was at first, once he said who he was I locked my store door and turned the open light off and we talked for a good while, super awesome and positive individual.

>>733143048
It was 10 years ago, so I'm good now. but yeah. highschool was a bitch. basically turned into an alcoholic, then drugs in college, then rehab, thenn.... well now Im ok..

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>>733143192
Sounds like a sick dude.

>>733143276
I'll post his autograph later on B sometime with a Timestamp. But yea if you ever meet him or see him, strike up a chat with him, you won't be disappointed.

>>733142071
That image really hit me hard too until I learned some backstory/context.

So a way for ex-pro wrestlers to make some extra money is to go to wrestling convention/expos and set up booths to take picture or sign autographs with fans. Obviously they charge people for this. Wrestlers can charge more if they A. Are a big name.
B. Appear less often to make their autographs rarer therefor more expensive.
So what happened in Vergil's case was that he wasn't a huge name to begin with. I believe he was part of a tag team for WWF for a while? Better to just google it. The other fault had to do with part B. This guy went to as many cons/expos as he could trying to peddle out his auto's and pics. He did it so much that his "worth" at these expos went down the shitter. Imagine hulk hogan being a babe ruth baseball card and Vergil being a printed out dark magician yu-gi-oh card.
I mean this image still looks sad and all, but the guy pretty much did it to himself.

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If anyone wants some light punk to listen to, I like this song https://youtu.be/QKPKmB2ddmI

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guys... dont give up. i didnt and i wont till im 30... i think i tried everything till im 30 to get a woman which i love and she loves me. if not i am gonna kill myself. too much pain in my life and i tried to solve it. i am suffering everyday and just the hope to find what i am searching for keeps me alive. wish me luck /b/ros

>>733143604
why not just become a wizard?
I'm 26 and want to keep going. Yeah im depressed, but its so easy to distract myself. I also have some what realistic dreams.

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>>733143477
Its nice to have some context for that. Thanks.

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>>733143777
Checked. I've seen that image before, what's with people having birthdays by themselves...

To be fair that will be me in 2 months.

>>733143967
Its always families that force you to celebrate. I personally hate celebrating birthdays and always get depressed, but still have to go and meet with family.

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I walked away from work and am sitting out here contemplating life.

>>733143477
To add to this, Virgil never charged me for his autograph, he asked me if I'd like one and I eagerly accepted.

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>>733143709
i am restuarant proffesional in 4 and 5 star hotels. i love my job but i dont want to be lonley for the rest of my life.... i mean thats no life if ur always alone and u dont have anyone to share your experiences interests and thoughts.

>>733144624
Get a pet
You can always date when youre older. I still think women look sexy up to like 55

>>733144624
and i am 22. on work and travel in australia and sitting alone in a hostel bed in sydney.... gg wp

im watching depressing shit on youtube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tTCSfx47R1w

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>>733145380
Fuck..

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>>733141751
I hate niggers and this one makes me want to not hate them. I still hate niggers though

>>733144601
damn... bingo...

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>>733145380
>I love you dad
>I love you too, I love you a lot

keep it alive im gonna give you a sad truth about me...

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>>733146437
Doing my best

>>733146437
Pro tip: No one cares.
I'm only telling you this, because I kindasorta almost care.

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>>733146437
ok

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>>733146437
Tell us your story

>>733141529
I love the faking of this, obviously the one who take the picture was his gf, so, he doesn't really know, he insn't like us...
Guys, i did my best to be good enough for her, but... i'm so boring when i talk with, i mean, we talk a lot, ours messages are so random and sometimes we show ours deepest fears and what would make us happier, but she is so self—absorbed in the idea that she is so imporfect, that she need something she'll never had again, and she is so insecure that when we are around of people she doesn't know she'll set apart of the squad to loner shit in herself again, i've tried to help her by telling her the most positive shit i could, the things i know will make her feel fina about herself, but, she is so determined in not looking what she had to give to others cause she felt like shit. She is so smart, radiant, beatiful, funny, so perfect for me, we are so similar, we even thought the same thing sometimes, and that's the reason that i know she will never want someone who is like her to be his partner, i'm just the one guy who is like his butler, being at service when she is sad, when her heart is broken for the memories... that's me, the one who tries so hard to be with her, even if we are not as a couple, i just don't want her to ignore me, it hurts so bad that i just want to do the best to make her happy, but she is so broken, something broken can't help to fix another ruined soul. I just want her to notice me.
I needed to get it out of my chest, so ,keep scrolling or call me faggot, as you please.
Also, i'm so fucking ugly and that's another reason she doesn't want me by her side, she knows what she wants and knows that she could have it, but she needs more confidence, when she had that i'll be less than another ugly mothefucker that she friendzonised, no more.

>>733146437
>be me
>be disabled with genetic disorder
>osteogenesis imprefecta (brittle bones)
>its terminal
>no real expiration date
>dont wanna die
>my friends are all moving on
>my friends starting to have kids
>tell them i dont want kids
>lied
>i want kids
>i just dont want to put another person through what ive been through
>i want a family
>i want a wife
>cant put her though what i bring to the table
>i sometimes just wanna die
>i dont wanna die if i could just find someone who will understand what i go through and be willing to watch me die......slowly...
>i hate life................

>>733146731
die well
thats honestly the only thing left to you from what youve said. Die in a way that if you saw it on the news you would immediately know, "that guys not a faggot"

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>>733146731
Fuck. I'm sorry.

>>733146731
An hero

>>733146875
thanks for the support in a feels thread...

>>733146973
its cool... just do what i cant...

>>733146694
Immature.
No relationship is made to last a thousand years.
You will leave her one day, either that or she will leave you; You may come back, but thruth is, relationships are meant to be like this.
Don't feel bad, boy it gets better.

>>733141540
Nah, he can't relate with anyone cause he is a puss, as you say, mom so overprotective, he lacks of confidence, and the one reason of that cunt face, he is still a virgin, you can tell it by the look of his face, by how he sits, so fucking broken

>>733142446
Wow, the only honest post on this thread and just as I was about to leave. Fuck all of you feely faggots, I have goals to achieve.

>>733147005
i wasnt joking if thats what you tink
and i didnt mean it in a "kys fagget" kinda way either. I honestly feel a part of your pain, i want a family so bad it hurts, but im not ready for one yet. Its gonna be almost 10 years until i can realize that dream.
But since thats never going to be an option for you, die a good death, at your own choosing. Would you rather lay around and wait for the sickness to take you? Or die in a way of your choosing, in a way that would make you proud of yourself?

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>>733147107
If you can't relate, contribute.

>>733147153
i cant just simply die... i know how to kms but i cant...

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>>733141923
Shit. He died with good company, which is something many can't say

>>733147245
not even saying kill yourself man
go fight a bear, assassinate a drug dealer or pedophile, idk man. Maybe its just me, but if i was in your situation i see the only thing left to me would be as glorious a death as i could manage

>>733146731
Fuxk sake don't give ears to this faggots at b, they are all Grimm basement dwellers.
Just man up. Do something you like, find something to do.
Instead of fucking depressing yourself there do something so other people will like you, like writing a book or making a webpage.
No one will like you if you don't live your life.

>>733147333
ive been legit thinking about adopting a kid... at least id get half of what i want out of life...

>>733140710
>feels

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ofnCdC8P70g

>>733143511
Bayside is good.
Try the wonder years
Modern baseball
Or Tiny Moving Parts

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>>733147410
I guess this too

>>733147398
well if thats what you wanna do just marry, then adopt.
cuz if you adopt then die, youd better have been a fuckin awesoome dad or youre just gonna put that kid through a bunch of bullshit, alone.

>>733147338
people dont typically hire cripples... im trying something new soon...

>>733146731
Anon, I have the same condition ironically, I have found the love of my life, rather, she found me (long story, too long to type). We just hit it off, I explained my situation and she didn't care, she loves me for who I am, and for now, not for the future. She supports me and keeps my head up through everything I go through. All my thoughts and feelings, my depression, she helps me fight it all. Anon you will find someone, you will I promise, keep your head up and always push forward.

>>733143429
That's awesome bro. Nice to see a good story behind these images. Hope he's doing well

>>733147502
i have a brother and sister-in-law who cant have kids and she would def take the kid if i kicked off before he/she turned 18... if she doesnt divorce my bro...

>>733147107
Fucking right.
I like to see suffering and despair but shit man sometimes people just get pathetic.
I used to be there in my 16's, but that was all my parents fault.
Now I am independent, I got a job, started working out, and I can't use the pc as much as before and you know what, in doing just great

>>733147572
yeah well i live in a small town and everyone pities me... "oh bless your heart"

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>>733141751
/b/ made a fuckin birthday card for this guy. can't believe nobody adds that part

>>733140710
This picture's a meme though, there's nothing wrong or sad with the scenario, the only thing that makes it weird is his facial expression, i guarantee you %90 of us took this exact same photo for out 20th.

>>733147535
Anon, please I'm not saying "go there and work"
I'm just saying do something you may like.
If you have no job and you are crippled and you have nothing special that can get you to the market and put some food in your belly, then that's a completely different matter.

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>>733147470
Thanks. Listening to them now. >>733147743
Damn. I never new about this. Thanks for sharing.

>>733147826
im gonna start to stream on twitch when i move to a place with better internet in june...

>>733146866
:'(

>>733147044
Give time to cure the wounds, yeah, but, you know, she is so special to me, i may be a beta fucker, but i try so hard to keep the feelings at the same range of thinking, so, i try so hard sometimes in act like i'm a fucking master of zen or something, like i control myself, but damn, she is all that i ever wanted, that's all, i could change, i could be more of what i think she would like, get fit it's the only thing i need, i could achive that, i feel a bit of hope, but damn, it's in these moments of dispair that the spark of will ignites the heart of oneself.
Dunno random anon, i've hear that so much about me, that i'm an inmature, but i try to not let my feelings drought in this world, is so full of broken people, and i have a little of hope on all this thing, that's all i needed, and will strengh. It could be better if i want.

>>733147729
Anon look, people don't know how to handle someone that's, let's say "different", even in this day and age which is a real shame. I also live in a small town but that didn't stop me from doing anything, I just ignore the simple minded people. I live my life the way I want and leave the negativity and "pitty parties" out if it.

>>733142545
Are you ex yugo? I'm sorry about your dad.

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>>733147743
>tfw we're dead inside and we all remember that turning point where you realize that your life is a joke with no punchline

>/b/ put some time into a crappy card to help out a guy who had just hit that wall

I'm not feeling, i swear!

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>>733143777
kid looks like he's 15. once you get out of the nest birthdays are what you make of them, not just something forced upon you at a household. There's always time, no matter how old you are

>>733141982
It's a shame he goes to Berkley, not Berklee, you fucking tard.

>>733146731
That sucks dude.
I mean, you can always find a girl who don't care.
And with improvement in gene manipulation/DNA tech, they might be able to look at your sperm and pick the healthy once, so your children don't get the disorder. Or "fix" your sperm if that is necessary.
Also, adoption is a possibility.

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>>733148124
It's a god damn miracle, I fucking believe it. For /b/ to make a card for anyone is a stretch

>>733148279
yeah im legit looking into adoption...

>>733140710
>obscure images
>posts one of the most common images on /b/

Hello, newfag.

>>733141923
Heartbreaking

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>>733148380
especially a respectable black man such as this Julius fellow

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Welp. My feels folder is empty. I'll just lurk now.

>>733148421
Was more referring the obscure part to these...
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>>733142371
I'm so sorry

>>733148036
IDK anon I was in the [exact] same situation last year. Moved with her, she was perfect to my eyes, I was to her eyes, all i needed was to get fit, moved with her because she didn't want to move, didn't get a job where she lived, she still loved me and I did love her too.
Time went by, almost 6 months in without job, relationship started to get a little less feely..
I realized I was the one that always did everything in the relationship, I was the one to start a conversation, to cook, to show feelings, to start the mood, to make the bed, to do everything basically, even in bed she just threw herself there.
I was ok with that, I loved her.
Suddenly she got too close to a dude and proposed a 3 way relationship. I was sceptical, yet i trusted her.
She tried to cuck me, didn't even want to fuck with me, in fact one night she didnt let me in the room while she was fucking his new love.
She treated him exactly how she treated me and he was deeply in love with her.
I saw myself in the look of his eyes.
Then I realized, something clicked on my head. That was all wrong.
I just left the next day with my stuff, then joined the military April 1 of 2016.
My life just got better afther that, good job, money, food, getting really fit and I got better social skills, no depression..

That's why I advise you anon, love is a tricky thing. You can't wear love glasses, they make you see things and tolerate things that you wouldn't in a normal situation.

>tfw nothing to do friday so went to sleep at 7 pm
>wake up today at 3 am, dont even feel like doing anything
I hate how I look forward to the weekend yet when its here it gets wasted.

>>733142371
If your first instinct after losing your child is to post your sob story on Imgur, you're a fucking scumbag.

>>733141178
i already lost interest

>>733145028
i feel that so many times

>>733149176
what people asking you to hang out or you asking to hang out to no response?
typically people ask me to hang out and I dont feel like it

>>733144601
I forgot to eat for 4 days last week, due to high stress, no free time and a shit memory.

I'm dieting as well so I assumed I was hungry because I was eating less lol

nope- forgot to eat a single fucking thing.

Anyone else here just want to die, but don't want to die at the same time because they still have hope? I've been like this since I was 16. I'm 22 now. Was fat from the time I was 10 until I was about 15. Girls didn't talk to me at all. Then at 16, I was average weight and had put on a little muscle. Some girls would try and initiate conversation with me but I was so self-conscious still from the days of being fat, so I would respond to a question with one or two words and pretty much end the conversation. All of my friends, even the obese ugly ones have gotten laid at least once (so they claim) and I'm still a kiss less virgin. I don't kill myself because I have this false narrative that one day I'll become a famous movie star and everyone will love me and girls will flock to me, but when I go to sleep at night, I know that it probably will never happen. It sucks to be so self conscious about myself even when I'm not fat anymore.

>>733149233
Me asking

>>733141640
The feels, that's me...

>>733149376

same here, thing is im still fat

>>733148380
we made a card for Christy Mack too when she was in the hospital after that faggot manlet War Machine beat the shit out of her.

>>733148700
That was deep anon and it looks that you have the experience well settled, she was a bitch, and yet you loved her. Yeah, llve glasses could make you do awful things, i hope she would care, but i can't change a negligent heart, i guess.
I know her so good to tell you she isn't alo bitch, she is a woman, and women could get laid as fast as people regret donald trump's election, but she is a potato for love things, like , she is so overwhelmed by thinking she isn't doing anything with her life. Neverthless i think i could be with her as a friend, i guess, i don't know, i'll kept myself at range of that, after the story of your bitch gf i guess you said the right thing, that love makes you do stupid things and it makes oneself much bullshitproof.
I hope you have a good life anon, your advise and your time is so much apreciated ,best of lucks nigga

>>733149376
same except I was never fat.
I wanted to run away when I was a kid then suicidal through my teens. The more time passes the tougher I get. I am always amazed at what happens. Usually good stuff happens with out me trying.
I'm not kissless and had tons of chances to have sex but never lost my virginity. Chances get slimmer for me as I get older. Sex and relationships arent really something that brings me down that much. Thats why I sometimes come to feel threads and dont relate to people complaining about break ups, loneliness or rejection. I only feel bad about it when people bring it up to me and try to make me feel bad.

>>733140710
ave always wondered(in OP's picture) if it was this guys birthday or somebody else. Many times , in my family, we would have a birthday dinner. We would be sitting around a larger dining table in another room(not at a small kitchen table) After dinner we would clear the dinner plates. We would bring smaller plates and desert forks to the dining table. My mom would go back into the kitchen, get the birthday cake, light the candles, and then bring the cake out to the dining table and everybody would sing "Happy Birthday"

>>733140904
This is more cringy than any sort of feels. They did not even cut their wrist for actual results. That shit is purely for attention.

>>733149922
yeah probably since they even took a picture

Ive made superficial cuts before but I didnt expect anyone to see them or expect to live much longer when i did it.

>>733149614
Will do fine.
Sorry if I sound kinda Grimm talking about love, but it's something I don't trust, it just screws me.
I hope you have a good relationship anon, just don't go full speed all the way or the train's gonna derail. Sometimes you have to bring the speed down a little.
Best of luck, mah boy, peace.

>>733141409
neither my parents were around a lot.
I used to be at school from 6 am to as late as 8 pm everyday. During the summer I went to day camp for the same time. It made me one hell of a weird kid

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>>733150272

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>>733140998
Ouch.

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>>733150397

>grow up normal
>cool siblings, loving parents
>lots of friends
>never bullied
>somehow, still fucked up along the way
I'm 19 now, no money, no friends, no gf, spend my days either in class at uni or at home playing vidya.

>>733142545
Take comfort in knowing it was faked

>>733147495
Looks like The Last of Us.

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>>733150454
part 2

>>733150438
thats pretty much how it goes for 19 year olds
get a job so you have money

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>>733144601

>>733141923
Man... This one hurts

>>733149376
>Anyone else here just want to die, but don't want to die at the same time because they still have hope?
I am not sure if I have hope anymore.
27 years old now, will be turning 28 soon.

I went to highschool, where I learned that teenage years don't always have to be competition for prestige and angst. I was an outsider: the class banded around me, pulled me (literally, they just picked me up one day telling me "you can't fucking spend the next four years sitting in the corner alone, so pull your shit together, sit down with us, have a drink, come for a trip with us tomorrow." They were amazing, kind, supportive. They still hang together. There are class gatherings every half a year or so.
They never forget to invite me, or send me a happy birth day message, even though I haven't been answering them for years now.

I went to college. Found more great people. Found passion for academic work. Found out I have talent. Ended up switching fields a few times, driven by curiosity. Every single time, the teachers told me they see great future in me. As a freshman I got asked to co-teach classes. In second year, I was asked to co-author articles over post-graduate students.
I never finished my college.

I tried working. Not an amazing job - front desk - but decent considering I have no degree or praxis. I was apparently good at it too. My boss started including me in major decision making mere month after I was hired. Got a raise just because "I'm doing a good job" too.
I was fired, eventually. My former boss despises me now. I think he would sue me if it was possible.

I had a girlfriend. The sweetest, kindest creature on earth. There is nothing more anyone could ever fucking ask from a relationship. We were together for three years.
I lost her.

My family has always been as supportive as possible. Hell, they are fucking providing for me even now.
I wish they did not exist.

Most of all, I hate myself for not having the strength to kill myself.

>>733141640
Feels having to do with realization of my own failures do nothing for me, since I'm always thinking about them anyway.

>>733150553
I'm already working under my family... As expected, they're not paying me because "We're family." I can't find a different job because apparently I "have so much responsibility" at home.

>>733148708
This, right here

>>733149922
Some people cut to feel like the have control over their life. Idk this person, but that's my guess.

>>733144601
How is sleep a meal?
How is half a glass of juice depressing? Juice is great.
How is oatmeal depressing? Oatmeal is healthy and delicious.

>>733150563
To be fair, not fully cooked noodles are the best.

For the past 10 years the thought of suicide has always crossed my mind. Everyday.. whether its just a small thought to actual breakdowns.
But I'm too much of a pussy to opt myself out..

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>>733145028
>>733149176

tfw women do the same to me

>>733150865
Fun fact: Instant noodles are fully cooked, then freeze dried. When you "cook" it, you're actually rehydrating it. The same results can be achieved by letting it soak in room temperature water for a while longer.

>>733151000
I wish someone wanted me that much

>>733141529
This happened to me once. Early highschool when I was a bit nerdy. Supposed to just be a bros night in. Eating greasy food, drinking, and playing video games. These two girls game over who are always over. All four of them were on the bed (big bed btw) just fooling around and making out while I was on the floor across the room on my phone and gaming. I left shortly after they started though.

>>733150690
>I was fired, eventually. My former boss despises me now. I think he would sue me if it was possible.

The fuck happened?

>>733150690
27 yr old female. Single. Loner type. Been single for 8 yrs since the first relationship i ever had. Got a decent job now. I can say I'm loyal af, even when I'm not in a relationship with someone i like/love, reason why i can't like/get interested to anyone else except for that 23 yr old boy who doesn't give a fuck that I'm almost begging for his love. I know I'm being a retard for still hoping but damn, im so bad at this. If he gets a gf i might just kill myself. Yeah. I'm that stupid. (FYI, i only talk to him online.. lol)

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Might as well tell My part just a sleepless night its 4:30 am I failed out of college I'm a loser dont know what I'm doing in life sad all the time but i act happy for my friends and family no one knows how I really feel talking to possible gf but I ain't feeling it just want someone so I won't be lonely on probation for taking the blame for possession so my friends can be clean and etc. not worth talking about just ready to don't die tbh but too much of a bitch :/

>>733142545
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N1bQnKVUxSM
Best video I could find in a minute of looking, honestly getting really hard finding the hard proof videos of the faking of this.

>>733151154
Just... stopped coming there. Since I ended up in a hospital, I took a health leave... but then I stopped communicating with them or the doctors, or anyone, really. Gave my boss a fuckton of extra work and administrative on top of not giving them a chance to prepare, secure a replacement, anything. It actually indirectly triggered a whole lot of shit, other people leaving or losing their passion for work, shit like that. At least I never came in to collect my last check either, so I guess they at least got that out of it.

>>733151430
try hanging with him

>>733152366
That would be unwise. I'm not a good company. Hell, I don't even know what to reply to her post.

Protip: depressed people are selfish as fuck. Too preoccupied with their own misery. Terrible company, ESPECIALLY to other depressed people.

>>733150690
Except for the ending seems like you didn't have too bad of a life.

I'm also turning 28 soon, but I've accomplished nothing career-wise or socially. I work as a wageslave and have a handful of 'friends', who don't really have similar interests and occasionally acknowledge my existence.

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>>733141640
it hurts

>>733152923
>Except for the ending seems like you didn't have too bad of a life.
I experienced more beauty and good fortune than most average people probably will in their entire life. And I am - or at least used to be - incredibly grateful for that.
That sadly does not make the situation easier though. It all feels like something that was wasted on me: something that could been made into something great by anyone but me. I clearly cannot find any joy in it - in fact the memories are leaving me fast, or just feels like something that had happened to someone entirely else. So it's... for nothing.

>>733141178
Your pic is far too relatable...

>>733152822
I meant the 23 year old she was talking to online.

I held my fathers hand as he laid dying, demented and unconcious. I'm sorry that i didn't realize how much of a faggot i was while you were still here with us. I just want to make you proud, dad.

Somehow /b/ is more helpful than /adv/ cos the mods aren't jackasses here.

>>733150488
Wait just a second! Is there another image of a bunch of dudes in line to eat at that table?

Or one of them sitting on a pile of hay? That looks like the same watermelon full of popcorn...

>>733141178
Anybody know why games aren't captivating me the way they used to? In the past I would be able to play games for 12 hours straight! But these days I can only play for at most 2 or 3 hour sessions. It's not because of time constraints. Anyone know how I can get my drive back?

>>733153457
Yeah. I guess I could have not proven my own point any better then...

>>733153834
Yeah, the explanation isn't hard, though it's not just one thing alone causing it. Outside of the fact that the novelty possibly simply wears off, causing games in general be more predictable and less captivating, the simple theory of diminishing returns rewards, the most likely explanation may be onset of depression or depression-like state. The motivation drives recede as your brain gradually switches into "low-profile" state.

As for cure: either stop playing for a while, or do changes that make you more comfortable with where you are in your life. Both should help you either re-kindle your interest in games, or at least help you move past games and towards other, equally rewarding but possibly more prospective activities.

>>733154236
Thanks for the reply man.

>>733153457
we're continents apart haha. We would if it is possible.. but not to the point of actually starting something other than being bros. He pretty much told me (dropped hints) that he doesn't like me "that" way and to just find someone else. Problem is, I just simply can't. I'm trying to minimize messaging and all to stop my delusions but...
he's like a habit that's hard to break and I'm falling further down into this hell hole of a confused one sided affair. It's unfair to him that I'm this when he just wanted to be bros. My general lack of interest to other people must be partly to blame on why I just can't seem to move on from clinging to this delusion of wanting to be for/with him only.

>>733153721
You'd think he'd feel how light the milk is

>>733152822
You are not wrong there man. I am selfish, but what i am most selfish about is my own shit,ironically. I just don't share it and I rather let it eat me inside. I was even thinking of deleting my post when you people started to notice it lol. So why did I even bother reply? idk. Neurosis.

>>733146015
Nigger is not the same thing as black man, newfriend, please be a wise racist

>>733144601
>Not 25 beers along with frozen tv-dinners

You're like a little baby

>>733156462
>tfw I'm getting old enough that a 6pack of tallboys and frozen dinner makes me sick the next morning

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vb_UMwX3NlY

>>733148708
Yeah I second that

>>733145279
>unimpressive grades
you fucking what? Have you ever felt the struggle of coming home with Cs and Fs thinking if you want to dissapoint your family again

>>733141923
I'm going to see my father receive Holy Orders today. Thanks for reminding me of just how fortunate we all are to still have him.

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When everyone is laughing at a joke and you start laughing too because you want to fit in but then you understand you were the joke this entire time

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>on disability for being a depressed lonely bipolar mess
>play Xbox but never online because it makes me anxious that someone might become my friend
>play WoW to heal and tank people, so I can pretend I matter to someone
>never leave the house unless for alcohol or magic the gathering tournaments
>therapist suggested I play mtg because it appeals to my fantasy role-playing interests and gets me out of the house and talking to people
>so basically I obsess over the aesthetic of the game and show all my rare cards to my therapist who pretends to care
>haven't had a gf in years
>haven't had a friend in longer
>parents ashamed of me
>I should probably kill myself
Idk I'm just kinda venting here

>>733142947
Did he lay his black snake across the counter for ya?

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>>733141751
It's his next birthday soon. What we going to do?

>>733159669
You get disability for depressing and not taking care of yourself? Fuck you, if you want something to be different then doing something about it and stop being a burden on society and taking my money

>>733145380
No... Just... no...

>>733151000
i hate you. at least reply when someone asks if you want to go out?

Im feeling like shit lately, it all came together. My bipolar disorders depression, my gf leaving me, some really good friends going out forever. I don't know what to do.
The worst part is the gfs one. We were really close, but, she started going a lot to church a lot, to some group of weirdos on there. She then lost interesting on meeting me. We started not going out anymore, I begged her to tell me someday to go out since she rejected every day I told her. Now she doesn't even talk to me whatsapp, she just says things like "noooo'."jajajajaj","how are you","fine too". And that's it. She doesn't love me anymore. She always goes out of our conversation quickly to some others. And I don't know what to do. I just wanna cry. It's all because of that stupid church group. I wanna kill myself

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>>733144601

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It might be okay.

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>>733146731
How about speeding up the process and kys

>>733143604
Look around you. Take a close look at the marriages and relationships you see. Why do men still think that finding a woman will solve their problems? Women, in exchange for a brief honeymoon phase of bliss, do nothing but complicate a man's life and bring him grief while robbing him of his freedom. Realize this, and you will be happier.

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>>733159669
life really isn't that hard.

quit being a bitch. Keep working hard and working your way up the ladder. Remember. nobody gives it to you--you gotta take it.

I would suggest working your ass off at a job. Work tons of hours that way it passes the time quicker.

I would also play less video games. They are a depression hole. Learn a skill. Literally nothing is that hard and everything is on youtube.

Eventually maybe after a couple of promotions you will get copious amounts of money. People who say money doesn't buy happiness are retards. What it buys is living without the stress of hoping to get buy. And yes once you have money you can buy a house or at least afford a decent place to rent. Women like that. I know a lot of women that actually like guys that aren't "players" and think its cute. Not all but some are out there. That being said don't focus too much on women as they are impossible to please. Focus on yourself. Do you boo boo.

It will be okay.

>>733153100
>>>/mlp/

>>733160674
Finally, someone with common sense

>>733146731
OI blows. Good luck anon

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>>733160622
listen here youngin'. I've been married for 15 years. My woman makes my life easier. I get dinnner cooked every night, a clean house, tons of tax benefits from marriage that save me money. She does our budget. We still have a great sex life and she is still relatively hot. In addition to this--most women >35 are crazy, either due to past relationships or being so crazy in the first place nobody tolerated them to begin with.

Now, I'm not saying marraige or relationships aren't work but as long as you keep your happiness level within scope of your formula for happiness you are good.

Just because you are opposed to something doesn't mean you should force your will on others. I think you'd think differently if you had an attractive lady who sucked your cock and raised your kids eloquently.

>>733141995

>she complains about how her BF just fucks her and then blows her off and we watch a movie together,

i've had this happen to me a few times. only difference is that i follow thru.
I usually always end up fucking them.

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>>733155354
That touched me deep man... I don't ever want to see it end like this, guys.

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>>733144601
these gave me way more laughs than feels

>>733141305
>im14andthisisfunny

>>733161082

I've had several attractive ladies sucking my cock -- in their spare time when they're not raising their own kids or doing the family budget.

>>733144601
>mivrowave

>>733161481
and good for you. I still don't think you made a rather harsh generalization.

>>733154929
Gtfo reddit

>>733144159
fucking a bro

>>733160674
If you don't have friends, GOOD friends, life is so much harder especially without good social skills.

I noticed a lotta city-career types move up through networking rather than skill/knowledge alone. You have to be particularly gifted autist to be able to make it by skill/knowledge alone.

>>733159180
>Holy Orders
what's that?

>>733143967
You have us anon. We will always be here.

>>733144601
does anyone have that 'depression is like being stuck in a river' image? it has one of the most accurate explanations of real depression I've ever read

>>733163165
>You have us anon.

That's makes me want to kill myself more. Same shitty memes on a loop.

>>733150690
faggot

>>733148708
I don't think there is a correct way to 'feel' about this situation. More so to do the 'right' thing. There is nothing right or wrong in such a situation. There is only your emotional destruction and its consequences - whatever they might be.

>>733163459
Is it stillborn?

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>>733163459
"here kids, hold your fucking gross ass unborn shitty sack of blood sibling thing. its for facebook, itll be great.

>>733149282
Bullshit, you cant forget to eat for 4 days.

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>>733144601
I haven't eaten yet.

>>733140710
Life is great.
Highschool sucked, but enjoyed uni and got a great job, got /fit/, got married and had a son.
Sometime during age 24 I starting having bad mental issues.
Don't know what is even happening but scared to leave the house, start hearing voices.
Wife and kid leave, family disowns me, lose my job.
Drinking heavily because it stops the voices and pain.
Get pancreatitis and liver is in the shitter
Spend over a year in a hospital, diagnosed with schizophrenia.
Live in section 8 housing, no longer feel anything, no will to live or die.
Occasionally get off meds and start self medicating. Never lasts long.
Probably end up institutionalized soon.

>>733163807
holy kek

>>733163459
EVEN HOLYER KEKKKK WTF IS THIS SHIT

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>We laugh at gore
>We demand the sickest shit that exists
>We push people to an hero
>Yet we are people

My personal story is not that of feels but rather what became of me.
>on 4chin since 2006
>"Oh god that's sick how can people do that"
>some time later
>"meh"
>more time later
>"Seen worse this is softcore"
>some time later
>Laugh at newfags and trolls who get mad at shoveldog
>the more time it goes the more i become desensitized at everything the internet offers, but without realizing it also applies to real life

What's worse is that this is not just my story, it's almost every anons story who's been here for longer than a month. And yet here I am still and laughing at 4k resolution ISIS executions and posting frog images on this mongolian imageboard of ours

>>733145028
MY LYFE

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>>733163807
>zelda sword
>manga
>roll of tp for fapping
>dirty sheets
>too poor for blinds

>>733164328
>but without realizing it also applies to real life

Lol no, watching people getting the shit kicked out of them is a world away from watching it on a screen.

>>733141068
"I lost a fight with a weed wacker"

>be 22
>never had a gf, kissless, virgin
>over the last 2 weeks or so, been talking to this girl
>text each other pretty much all day, from when we wake up until we go to bed
>conversations are just getting better!
>no girl ever showed me this much interest
>never met a girl like her in my entire life (I spoke to many, just a beta cuck so never made a move)
>asked her to meet up
>she said yes
>feelsamazingman
why on feels thread tho?
>the distance is too much for us, we live about 100 miles apart
>everyone tells me long distance relationships don't work
>feelsbadman
everytime something good happens in my life its with a catch...I don't wanna give up on her but at the same time I'm not sure if this will work...

>>733164609
Distance is hard. It takes trust and alot of benefit of the doubt. Don't be controlling and don't get paranoid and when you do try to find a constructive way to talk to her, dont do it right when you feel it wait until a little later that day and calmly and rationally talk to her about how you feel. Dont seek reassurance through a fight. Dont be like me and it will work.

>>733164328

>the more time it goes the more i become desensitized at everything the internet offers

it kinda had the opposite effect on me. I used to be so curious and actually searched for rekt/gore online but now that i'm in my 30's, it gives me all kinds of cringing.

>>733164609
Can you drive?

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>>733141923
>>733141751
>>733141640
>>733141529
>>733140710
>>733145028
>>733145819

>>733149922
Nah man, it's about distracting yourself from feelings which are out of your control. Don't knock it till you've tried it.

>>733164810
I don't think trust would be an issue, we're both very introverted people who mostly sit at home, talking to eachother. I'm the jealous type alright but somehow she makes it seem like she's trustworthy, dunno man, never met a girl like her, she's genuinely down to earth, so am I so trust wouldn't be an issue I don't think.

we're like 100% on the same page and personality wise virtually the same people. If I was to ever name the 'one' it would be her no doubt. There again I never met her irl so can't tell for sure, but from what she tells me, she wouldn't be a problem at all, neither would I be to her.
We're both just worried about distance...
I mean, I can take buses/trains to see her, it doesn't cost too much either, just not sure if she'd be up for being with a guy who would actually have to come around to see her as opposed to being with her 100% of the time...I really wish this would work man, but so far noones been very reassuring
>>733165080
no, broke af trying to save up for college atm... I mentioned I can take buses/trains directly to where she lives so transport isn't much of a problem. Just worried she may not be into seeing a guy whos a bit of a distance away. She seems like she would tho, i just don't wanna 'have her' when she could have someone local...she did say some guys talked to her but she has 0 interest in them, she's not shallow at all like, neither am I, I think, so we just gravitate towards eachother

>>733155354
u son of a bitch...

>>733165337
Get a fucking car. 100 miles aint shit once you do. Im assuming you have a job so just find a beaten down piece of crap that runs on craigslist, an older model is better and preferably fully mechanical because newer cars need a specialist to be fixed. I reccomend a Toyota or other japense cars bc if they're taken care of properly the can get 250-300k miles easy.

>>733143067
If I walked into that room I would get a panic attack.

>>733163459
da fak? did she take it home?

Jesus y'all are nubs at this whole life thing
U gotta use the cheats
>Be me
>Born wealthy
>Happy

>>733165337
>>733165482
If you have to take out a small and managable auto loan. Money can't buy happiness.
Once you both start getting busier make sure you communicate very well and set aside at least an hour a day dedicated soley to either skyping or on the phone. Don't do anything but talk to her during that time

>>733143967
My birthday is in 2 months as well anon, Happy Future Birthday to you

>>733145867
That's actually motivational. Doesn't matter what the fuck you're doing with life unless you're living it.

>>733155354
Fuck.

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>>733163459
>the bottom left picture

holy fucking shit

>I don't feel
>I can't feel
>Everthing is numb
>I'm just sitting here
>I'm alone
>Always alone
>Listening to music
>Shitposting on 4chan
>Wanking
>Smoking weed to fall asleep early

I'm fine

>>733163551
It sure as fuck isn't gonna fly.

I can't become a wizard though even though I'm 30 cause I've fucked a few times and women try to hit on me occasionally but I'm antisocial from being alone for about 18 years. It gets better if you don't give a shit and find a hobby, most people are shit to be around anyway.

>>733163459
I thought she was holding a dry turd at first.

>>733165482
>>733165652
I'd save up for one, might need it for work tbh, getting into healthcare where the jobs are atm so once I pay off my tuition fees It'll be the next thing on the list. Although I am terrified of cars, let alone owning and driving one...

>>733165652
she messages me every morning before work and straight after when she comes back. Been doing that for a about a week straight now, just worried she might lose interest after awhile but she tells me she likes talking to me, honestly, if she wasn't talking to me she'd just be home alone I think, she says she's not very outgoing, I'm not either so talking to her is probably the best part of my day.
When we're both on days off we talk all day, I think we talked for like 12 hours straight yesterday. Never talked that much, even with my best friend haha. I'm having a good feeling about this and just want to say 'fuck it' and go for it, no matter the distance. You think this could work man? i honestly need some reassurance, never dealt with something like this before, don't think she has either and I don't wanna do anything stupid to break it

>>733144601
You left out alcohol and a bag of chips.