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Feels thread? Feels thread.

The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

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Feels thread? Feels thread.
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post faggots
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going to a party on saturday /b/ros.
what should i expect? never went to one in school so any information is appreciated.
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>>732998991

go find some friends and hang with them

don't be shy to make casual comments to people near you, you'd be surprised how little people care about randoms talking to them if they convo isn't weird or forced

it's probably gonna be boring, so plan accordingly by hanging with friends and see how everything else ends up
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>>732998773
Weird, this hurt me really bad
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>>732999994
thanks anon, that's probably the most cohesive piece of advice i've ever received from this site. how much should i drink? only 19 so i don't have much of a tolerance
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>>733001030

I'm 35 now and learned a lot of this stuff from working at bars and otherwise just house party experiences, so I hope someone can actually learn

I'd play everything by ear. If you overdrink you'll think you're having fun and that people are enjoying you but you might actually be obnoxious with you misreading the situation hard or even them egging you on to laugh at you. I'd say get a decent buzz and try to chill there. No shots, just sip on drinks till you think you have a warm glow then mellow. Drinking games seem enticing because girls will be playing but chill with your own drinks because you're breaking your party cherry and want to feel it out. That said I dunno what size you are or any of that so I'd say have 2 beers then give it a few min before you grab another to see how you feel.
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>ghost oneitis for months
>treat her like shit
>feel like shit in those months
>recently take her back
>she always texts constantly and always asks me to hang out
>even flirting with me like the good ol days
>she really cares about me
>feel even worse about myself more than ever

Isn't this what I wanted? I missed the fuck out of her but now she's back and I feel even worse about myself. Even now I still kinda treat her like shit and she still wants me around, idk why I do this
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>>732996525
Holy shit, Adonis anon, I was in the second thread he made, I'm wondering how is he doing now, seemed a really nice guy
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>>733001640
Do your best to treat her right and love her. That's really all you can do, isn't it? Just accept the fact that she loves you despite what you did to her in the past, and allow yourself to forgive those actions. If you want to leave her just break it off. Don't ghost.
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>>733002058
He's probably here now tbh
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>>733002058
Well, I was planning on just lurking for a while. But I'd be happy to respond to your question. By most metrics I'm doing better than I was since the story. However, the loneliness that i felt then hasn't gone down. Its only gotten less prevalent. The reason its subsided, is mostly due to a philosophical notion id be happy to share with you. Life is a series of challenges, its how we decide to overcome and learn these challenges, that we can truly attain the happinees all of us strive for, what im saying is, we are only here because we are stumped in the series of problems life throws at us, perhaps what we should be doing is learning from the feels of other anons, and gaining traction from the anonymous support that is ever present within these threads, as always its wonderful to converse with you, have wonderful day anon. -Adonis
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Prepare to bawwwww
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>>732997056
Meh, nah
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I just watched Manchester by the sea... goddamn it's the most depressing movie I've ever seen, made me remember all the shit I was depressed about years ago, I feel like total shit now
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>>732998977
Whiny bitch
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>>733002454
Well, Adonis i believe i owe you a thank you. now i understand you dont know me. you have never spoken with me outside of 4chan. however, a while back we talked in a thread i believe it was in November. You listed a whole slew of points about my story, and hell even gave me perspective on how to move past it. Id be lying if i said it wasn't a driving force to stay out of my own self pity and depression. A simple thread where you stated some opinions that you likely don't remember, had an impact. So, thank you Adonis i owe you.
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>>733002080
No youre right anon, i need to make a change. But Its not like she's treated me pretty shitty either. She rejected me many times but still let me do stuff to her, it fucked with my head. She led me on quite a bit too. She definitely has feelings for me but doesn't know how to express them, I'm the same way.
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>>733001640
this >>733002080
I dunno what you mean by "treat her bad" (beaten ? words ?..) but no matter what, if you feel bad after you did something, then you know what to change
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>be me
>unathletic, short, fat, 14 years old
>Start swimming competitively
>get really good somehow.
>growth spurt hits, time drops, i get ripped
>finally not feeling useless
>20.4 50 free, 46.0 100 free states winner
>some scholarship money to decent D1 school
>meet drugs n parties n shit since now im popular
>get in fight, punch kid in face
>rip scholarship and charges suck
>so sad i stop swimming
>3 years later back to being fat
nice
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>>733003267
Anon, in truth i dont remember that thread. However, i remember the ache you felt when you wrote those posts, i know what it was like having your one outlet of help being a portion of the internet largely described as scum and trolls. So within this sphere of the internet, i will try to help all those that ask, and sometimes if someone is really crying out, as i imagine you were. I will attempt to reconcile everything with them. Anon, im glad i helped you. But in truth the person who really helped you - was yourself. I know thats a cliche, but the truth is no matter what i said, i only evoked you to make a change. Anon, i applaud you, and i hope you the best. -Adonis.
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>>733002632
>kthxbai
The fuck that bitch said ??
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>be me
> prom
> Ask local girl whom I used to play sport with.
> She would flirt with me loads, so I was confident she would say yes.
> She does say yes. I'm over the moon.
> Shes a year older than me, 7/10, brunette, big titties, nice italian face.
> Get everything organised. Hire nice suit, buy shirt and shoes. Get her a corsage to wear on her dress. Dad gives me his sports car to drive even though I only just got my license.
> Ready to go. Very excited.
> Get dressed, aftershave, shine shoes and about to leave.
> She calls. I take the call. She's upset. She tells me she had a medical treatment and its made her sick, so she can't go.
> I'm devasted and don;t go to prom. Go for a drive and drive to fast and almost drive off a cliff.
> We meet two weeks later for chat.
> I'm raging at her.
> She tells me it wasn't a reaction to a medical procedure at all. It was in fact a miscarriage.
> She tells me then she's been seeing another guy and they fucked and she got pregnant, then lost the baby.
> I felt like shit. Still do.
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>>733004857
cuck
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>>733002454
If you don't mind me asking, how did your story go? Did you reach out to her or you baked away?
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>>733004857
Well at least she wasn't trying to stick you with someone else's kid.
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>>733005515
I reached out to her, in fact i wrote a little bit of a future rendition. This should explain to some extent what happened after the snippet OP posted.
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If it's feels you want, feels you will have
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>>733007481
Well that was a very nice story
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>>733007481
>>733002632
Callin BS on these 2
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>>733007481
One of the best things I have ever read...
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>>733006078
Yes this was the thread I was in :) what happened next? You met her? Helped her with her society for young kids?
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>>733009053
Next, it could be summarized as we met and awkwardly drank coffee every two to three months. However, i did end up meeting her husband. he works as a teacher, and currently they are happily married. I sort of am just here. in essence i am rather lonely but hey at least she isn't

-Adonis
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>>733002632
You guys fucked me up real good with these 2
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>>733010351
that dads a good guy
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>>733010587
Related
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>>733010587
This one's also related
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>>733010563
aren't dad's supposed to support their daughters with almost no exceptions? but this nigga thinks that having a black boyfriend is bad, so no. he's not the good guy here.
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>>733011122
found the nigger
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>>733011122
My fiancee's father hates me, because I am not Catholic. He told her that he'd disown her if she married me.

She's in medical school. She hates him for the way he's treated her.

We're getting married anyway.
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>>733002632
>obituary written in July 2011
>thread written in October 2011
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>>733002080
I don't know why, but almost everything that shows Fry's past, I always get teary-eyed. It always gets me.
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>>733010351
>>733010563
>>733011122
>>733011293
I was with the dad until he got full blown racist. If his issue was with the boyfriend being a thug or some shit I wouldn't care, but he's homing in on pure skin color.

If he just stayed on the fact that his daughter was developing into a fucking bitch, I'd totally stand by him.

Also, it's VERY obvious that the picture was taken by her and the red shit obfuscating the text exists as a mechanism to hide some legitimately bad shit she's done. Names/locations can be blotted out without eradicating entire fucking paragraphs.

She probably got caught doing some majorly bad shit with Nike, but she had to hide it or she would lose the moral high ground.
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Does anyone have more? i'm addicted to feels
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>>733012558
I got ya mate
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>>733012558
I cried my eyes out twice already. I'm such a feels faggot. aka hypersensitive
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>>733012737
I know what that's like
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>>733001415
faggy as fuck
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>>733012889
God fucking damn it it seems like there are so many people suffering out there, I sincerely wish I could help at least one of them...
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>>733013188
Go to r9k and talk to some of the folks there. Or adv. Most suffer silently, but those who do reach out just want someone to listen to them. It's not a tall order. They just want to be heard for one in their lives.
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>>733001569
>>732998991
>Drinking games
Don't.
Do not let others dictate how much you drink.
Drinking should be enjoyable,not forced,if you don't want to drink then don't.
Slamming a drink at a party is like being laughed at instead of laughing with.(does that last sentence make sense to anybody thats been in a drinking game?)
When the party feels shitty and you want to leave,wait a few minutes,walk through every room first,maybe just say "Hi" with eye contact as you pass a girl, at least then you made an attempt and you won't drive home feeling as if you lost.
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I have a love/hate relationship with /b
but I always find interesting material
sometimes hidden fetishes that would be seen
as "sins" or whatever
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>>732996525
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8qW4SD33qVg
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I have no where to go, /b/. My girlfriend broke up with me amnd I still love her. If I was feeling bad, she'd make me feel better. How can I feel better if I don't have her anymore? I told my friend about my problems and he acted like he understood and he gave his "support", but the next day he just told everybody and clowned on my publically. I'm trying to get her back because I know she still has feelings, but each day that goes by, I just get weaker.
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>>733003490
shit nigga, when did you hit the 20.4 50? I mainly did butterfly but I don't think I ever got that fast for freestyle. My fastest fly was like a 24.something but a 20 second 50. Damn.
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>>733003417
>if you feel bad after you did something, then you know what to change

That is so useful. (NOT being sarcastic.)
The pic I posted,Is it from a movie?
Don't remember downloading it,haven't been on /b/ for a few years...
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>>732998977
Well that's uncanny.

>>733003050
Your mom is a whore.
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This is the last one from me for now, I'm going to watch some TV with my fiancee before she goes to bed.

I hope my posts here have affected some of you. Some have already expressed that they have. I may never meet any of you, but you are all my /b/ros.
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i want to die
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>>733014747
:'(
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>>733009386
Love this pic.
Not all feels have to be bad.
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anybody got the one picture about the multiverse thing?
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>>733013620
oh
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>>733009323
I can't draw,but you are a bear.
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>>732997056
left<dog
right>girlfriend
meh
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>There's a cousin I have who is the oldest of four girls.
>That side of the family moved to Texas for reasons.
>cousin begins to stray away from good morals and becomes a stripper and cam girl (from what I heard at the time)
>she has a boyfriend at the time, they have a couple kids.
>daughter and son, daughter is their own, possibility son is some other dudes
>boyfriend lives with my family there for sometime while said cousin gets hooked onto drugs
>time goes by and she leaves the home comes back to Cali
>has another kid but is with another guy, baby is born with crack in system
>cousin fucks off and goes with white trash drug dealing human traffickers, apparently
>fast forward to last Christmas
>that whole family besides some of the other sisters come to visit
>middle child acts up a lot
>try to reason with him but you can tell this 5-6 year old is troubled
>at Xmas eve party, kid acts up, all family present yells at him and get angry
>after, he sits quietly, I watch him from afar, making sure he stays calm
>watching all our family with their parents be happy, opening up presents, watch him doing the same
>growing up without a dad, I can tell he is envious
>everyone treats him like the black sheep, with good reason but child doesn't deserve all the hate being projected because of oldest cousins mistakes
>I can tell he feels alone, I can just sense that sadness he has, kid doesn't only has uncle and aunt that hardly want my cousins kids
>this kid doesn't deserve it but I only hope that he can overcome that
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>>733014408
Damn..
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>>733012952
Who hurt you?
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>>733012736
I never make a big fuss out of my birthdays. Every time I do I set myself up for disappoint. I always wanted to be loved by people, probably to fill the void my dad left in me, so I followed my mom's golden rule about treating people the way I want to be treated. So you can imagine the disappointment someone could feel when you invite even 10+ people just go stop by and not one shows up. I don't have a problem with it now, I just say fuck it, but before, I felt like I was pleading with people by saying like "oh it's nothing too big. You can just stop by for some free food haha".

However, These little hiccups in my self esteem has taught me that I want to be a better father than my own. I'll make a big deal out of each of my kids birthdays because fucken a, a child deserves to feel loved. And I'll always make them feel that way.
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>>733015779
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So after pushing the boulder up the hill for the hundredth time, it's going to come crashing down on me again tomorrow. I'm going into a meeting and I know I'm going to get fired and have to ask for my old, shitty and less paying job back. Just when everything was looking so well, and it's complete bullshit.

But I don't think I'll go through with it. I'm honestly thinking about suicide afterwards. I don't want to continue to live only to suffer and fail.
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>>733016028
Awww thanks!
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I just want some human contact, someone to hug me and tell me it's OK.
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>>733016429
damn :(
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>>733017239
I feel you man. 14 years ago, on my 21st birthday, not one friend called me to go out to the bar for the first time.

I bought a 12 pack at the gas station and drank it until I passed out.

I hate birthdays.
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If i may pontificate a summary of this thread. Here people actually listen to what you have to say and often enough will support you or at least are willing to discuss whats going on. in my own case, my humanity is disguised behind my looks, my thoughts were worthless to those around me. I'd image most if not all people on here have had more people try to help them though whatever it may be on /b than have ever even attempted to try it IRL. 4chan beyond doubt, is filled with edge lords, 12 year olds, or what have you. but there has always been an underlying community full of bros who are more than willing to listen. Sure it's not the group therapy most would subscribe to, but in the end 4chan is something special, even though we're all a bunch of complete assholes we're assholes together and i suppose that makes my final case, we may be pricks, but we aren't inhuman.

-Adonis
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>>732998773
I had thought this one was pretty funny until it actually struck me the other night
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>>733018307
It can be okay, anon. The hardest part is learning to love yourself but that's okay. The best things in life are hard to come by for a reason. As you go on that journey of self-realization, you build character by learning about yourself. You understand why things rub you the wrong way and learn to adapt to it. Overcome and achieve. I know this small text can't do much to turn your life around right now but you know even in some of the darkest places like this site, there is some shred of humanity and light to be found. And in life, that's what makes something a real treasure, a diamond in the rough.
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>>733018255
Things get better. 7 years ago I was suicidal, my fiancee kicked me out of my own house where my year-old son was in Florida. I had to move to Ohio for psychiatric inpatient care for 2 months. I hated myself. I wanted to die.

She had kicked me out because I had tried to kill myself. It was the first time she had spoken to me in 6 months and we lived in the same house. She told me how much she hated me, that she had stopped loving me after our son was born, that I'd never be a real man, etc etc etc. I was holding down 3 jobs just to make ends meet and put her and I both through school.

Today, I'm engaged to a wonderful person, the best person I've ever met, with a big heart who loves me regardless of my past problems.

It gets better. I care about you. I hope you can see long-term that this is a short-term problem. Take care of yourself. You will be okay.
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>>733018672
damn
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>>733018672
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>>733007481
fk..im acutally sort of crying...
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>>733014477
Of course she's Polish. Why this doesn't surprise me...
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>>733019076
>>Things get better
Nope. That's some non-advice if I've ever heard it, and I've heard it a lot. I'm 29. When does the getting good part start? The only time things get 'good' is right before they get even worse. As far as I've been alive there's never been anything lasting. All my friends abandon me, I never meet any girls worth staying for, or even liking for that matter, and I'm always on the edge of my finances. I stand nothing to lose by killing myself, but my grief.
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>>733018307
Anon, life is finite. Your issue now is temporary. I know it stings, and i know the pain that comes with it. However, you cant sit back and expect everything to turn out alright on its own. I love idealism as much as the next guy, but the truth is it WILL be ok, but you cant expect it to happen when you cant even look yourself in the mirror. Now anon, I know what you are feeling, but if you spend all your time worrying about it. Do you ever really expect to get better? From my perspective, which is one very similar to that of your own. You are only digging a deeper hole. Anon, if i could hug you i would. Im sorry for the harshness. But i only speak the way i do for what i hope will help you get past this the fastest. Anon, good luck and listen it will be ok.

-Adonis
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>>733019583
I'm 35. For me, it started getting good at 32, when I met the right woman. She turned my life around. I felt exactly like you through most of my teens and twenties.

I was going to buy a farm somewhere and live with a dog. Dogs are loyal and love no matter what.
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>>733019623
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>>733019069
>>733019672

Thanks, Anons. I really appreciate it. You're both good men. Just finished my Senior math final today and I got a 99. I should be happy, but I'm not. I'm scared and alone because I literally have no one to love. There was this girl once and I loved her, but she turned out to be lesbian. I've had some attempts at other relationships, but they don't have that spark that I felt with her. I miss her cute smile quite a bit actually. She moved, so at least I don't have to see her everyday now. I still remember it sometimes and I feel like shit. I have a bright future ahead of me, I'm in the top 5 of my class and I have everything a person could want, but I'm still dead inside.
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Be single. Kinda down on relationships. Everything is a miss.
>>Meet a foreign girl visiting city, we hit it off
>>2nd meetup she comes over and we kiss and eventually have sex. Make her dinner, drive her to her temp apartment.
>>Stay in touch with her for a few weeks
>>Agree to meet her on her travels in the next city she goes to
>>Fly out, meet her, hang out like a couple would. Hold hands, kiss. Develop bond, and trust.
>>She stays in my hotel 2 nights, we kiss, and have sex both nights.
>>Last day spent before I have to go back, I get incredibly sad. Like this is it. Its over and will never see her again.
>>Say goodbye, bittersweat ending.
>>Everything I have been looking for I find with a foreign girl. and its like a dream.. but its only temporary I imagine. Love the sex and cuddles and holding hands, but get post partum depression knowing she has to move on.
>>Back in my city, glad I saw her, but back in my "lonely little pond" just sitting and staring into the distance.
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>>733002671
This one is beautiful in so many ways.
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>>733019867
I'm glad you got to experience what you did, even if it's rough right now.
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>>733019789
I don't see it happening. I'm back in my hometown where I won't meet anyone new because just about everyone is fucking off or has already. I've lived an unhappy life and I've seen some shit. At no point does life seem worthwhile in any capacity. For some it's great, for me I just want it to end already.
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>>733019827
Anon. You are clearly smart. You are already pretty damn self aware so that's a bonus point in the right direction. So, ill try to address some things here. There are a million fish in the sea, but only one lives outside the murky waters. She meant everything to you. If you are as smart as i think you are, you are more than aware she isn't the last person you will fall in love with. but she is special nonetheless. When every fish in that sea is left out of sight in murky waters, whats the point of them even being there? Here's my take on whats gonna happen, you will continue going on these threads and gradually the ache will subside until you meet somebody else. In truth that's all any of us can really do. Learn from our past and try to move on. Maybe that's a little collectivist. But in truth i don't see much other option. You just aren't happy for the moment Anon.

-Adonis
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>>732998773
Don't fucking do this shit to me anon
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>>733020619
Neither did I. I met my fiancee on an online dating site. She lived an hour from me. Cast a wider net. I'm 35, she's 23.
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>>733006134
delet this
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>>733018672
jesus christ anon
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>>733020820
Probably not the greatest picture choice to go with that advice
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>>733020820
I've tried for two years and it never worked, not once. Now I'm in such an isolated area that it literally can't work.
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>>733020756
And then you remember this came from reddit.

At the end of the day there are only two thing you can do. You can either change the situation you are in or you can fucking deal with it. Otherwise shut the fuck up.
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>>733021015
Then do what you can to improve your situation. Devote your time to making yourself happy.

See a psychiatrist if you can. Anti-depressants really helped me.
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>>733002734
Nope, nope, nope didn't see that picture, didn't click on it
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2 much crying
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>>733004945
Why does simple innocent shit like this fuck me up. I'm reading all these long stories and this fucking kid playing Mario tears me up
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I keep sitting here wallowing in my own personal fears and doubts, looking at others' struggles and thinking, "Man, it's almost like they're trying to make me cry it out, to make me feel something." Then I remember the point of the thread, and relish the solidarity I suddenly feel in knowing that I'm not alone, and that we all have struggles and doubts and pain.
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>>732997056
kek
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>>733014747
God dammit
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>>733021789
That's what bawww threads are for.
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>>733020714
Thank you. I realize you're just another poster like me, but please, your wisdom is strikingly profound and you should write a book. I can't do much to repay you for your advice, but I can give you a rare pepe and a nice poem that my chemistry teacher gave me very long ago:

The Cloths of Heaven

Had I the heaven's embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half-light;
I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.

W. B. Yeats
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>>733022039
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>>733009271
Nope nope nope nope nooooooo
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fug :dd
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>>733010351
I think this one was the one that was faked and she apologized for it. Not sure though.
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>>733009345
Damn nigga
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>>732998773
Can't relate since I've never been touched in a loving way by anyone
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>>733022039
Thank you for the poem, compliment, and meme. Maybe i will write a book, i just always viewed it as overthinking the world i live in. But who knows, maybe ill write a philosophical book sometime. anyway, i hope i helped you anon, if you have anything else thats on your mind id be happy to converse. Thank you and have a wonderful evening.

-Adonis
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>>733021259
Doesn't work no matter how hard I try. If I manage to make any progress there's something there to tear me down. I'm seeing a counsellor and we always start late and I don't feel like we're doing anything productive. Most of all I have nothing and no one. I come home to an empty house every day, get drunk on the weekends by myself and talk to my friends in other provinces once a week. I literally have nothing to live for, especially after tomorrow since I won't even be able to afford to live here and have no where else to go.
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>>733022564
Same here, and if it were to ever happen IT WOULD ONLY HURT IAMAFUCKINGEDGELORD!!!
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>>733010587
The Fucking feels. Godspeed, you turban wearing fuck
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>>733021365
This makes me sad
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>>733022434
Man I haven't seen that one in years
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>>733022573
You too Anon. I hope we eventually cross paths again, however, If we don't, I want you to know that however shitty life seems, know that you have made a difference in the life of at least one person.
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>>732998991
Normally i would say be yourself but dont cus people here are fucked. Spread yourself most groups at parties have a few people you know find the person your closest to and semi attach to them if the convo isnt for you or they go to someone you dont know or like switch to another for 20 mins
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somewhere on this board..

>>>732999999
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>>733022630
Then you can email me if you want to talk.

cutechicksonly at gmail

I'm serious.
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>>733009345
This reminds me of the bible verse they recite in the movie Fury when the remaining crew is in the tank and they know their fucked. Does someone remember?
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>>733023019
I know. His fucking dad can't even get off the couch to come sing happy birthday.
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>>733023336
Oh yes, email a random anon from /b/. WHAT COULD POSSIBLE GO WRONG?!
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>>733011678
Exactly what I was thinking
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>>733023079
I take an immense amount of joy, knowing i helped even if slightly. Anon, if you ever need to talk to me i am going to be in every feels thread i see for at least three days. if you need me, just ask somewhere in the thread i will probably respond. If this is where our paths divulge, then so shall it be. But the path we walked for a short time anon, well it was a nice one.

-Adonis
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