Can we get a feels thread going?
bumpin
This fucks my feels everytime
>>731733167
two am is for the haters and trolls .
>>731733167
Bump
hey boys, i've been postin in feel threads for years now. and i'm here to tell, at least some of you, some things will get easier. but it will require effort.
don't ever give up. if you feel like shit, it means you have amazingly powerful feelings inside of you. and those feelings, be they negative or positive, deserve to be recognized by the outside world. and once people realize the emphatic you that lies within, you'll connect with them. you'll realize they actually see you for who you are. that social wall you see between you and them will dissipate.
i promise you this. and i love you. so does everyone else. i really promise you.
please do not give up. please show who you are to the world.
i beg of you, anon. let the people around be there for you.
>>731736259
>yfw
>>731733671
And he thinks the exact same thing
>>731736259
>>731736501
you don't have to be(e) yourself my friend. just express your emotions. i'm really so fucking serious your ironic meme pictures cannot penetrate and diminish my spirit.
do it anon. i promise you it'll all be better one day.
>>731736624
Fuck dude. That really got to me.
How on earth does someone, most likely on the other side of the world, make me shed tears over an image reposted a thousand times?
It's gay as fuck but I suppose this is what being a human is really all about then.
>>731733167
I think I fell for the gf of one of my friends
For no other reason than that she gave some attention to me
I'd say that she fits much better with me and so on but I know that's just me trying to justify this bullshit
This thread made me feel too sad here's the best butt I have seen so far in my life.
how come she don't want me man ;_;
I'm a sad, lonely 22 y/o virgin. I started using tinder out of desperation and after some time got a few matches.
1 deleted me, 2 never messaged back, 1 messaged, we got along well I thought, were just talking about music, she stopped responding and now I barely get any messages of her, I'm giving up on her...
Right now my brother has a party downstairs and I'm afraid of people too much to go down and have a drink with them, i don't really know anybody.
I will die alone, not because I'm too beta to have a gf (which I am) but I'm just too afraid of having people around me
bumping for op. you all may be faggots, but youll always be my faggots. even though we'll never meet, we'll always be there to pick one another up, dont quit. im experiencing arguably the worst year of my entire life, getting out of bed is a struggle, but im trying so hard to not quit. let's keep doing this, you and me, okay?
bump
>>731737384
Also, no girl ever pays any kind of attention to me, don't blame em
But with her I actually felt some kind of connection idk
Might just be that she gets touchy when she's drunk and took my "hugless virgin"-card a while back kek
God I'm so pathetic
>>731733167
my friend posted this 2 weeks ago, she killed herself 3 days back :(
>>731737994
Fuck you bro. Fuck you.
>>731738216
its ok to feel
>>731737575
Just go down and at least talk to people. Don't let this opportunity to experience happiness fade away. Don't be like me. I have nothing to look forward to these days. I wake up knowing this will not be the day and I sleep knowing nothing will change tomorrow. I would an hero but I am too afraid I will miss my day. It hasn't come yet and maybe it won't. But I do like to take the chance that maybe something will change one day. For example I ask women to dates on a regular basis but they always say they're taken or the just got out of a relationship and aren't looking for anything. I want to give up but maybe there will be a day that someone says yes and actually means it.
I feel like nobody ever told me how to make any kind of social connection and every time it happened before I was just lucky, having contributed nothing to it
>>731738370
I'd go down but I'm lacking the language...I spent more time with Irish people being a foreigner myself, my brother spent more time with people from his country so they never had to stop speaking it, I had to so I'm lacking words and I KNOW I'll sound autistic trying to talk to them.
I spent 3 years feeling like that man, had a few close ones but I guess it I'm just not supposed to experience 'that'. Fuck it man, I'm not even sure if its worth it anyway, love, get heartbroken, then love again. I'd rather not love at all.
If I could wish for anything in the world, it would be a girlfriend. A partner to back me up, which I could rest on, as well as take care of. For a long time I have been very sick, and I've had no ability of a social life (not that I am very good socially in a healthy state either). I was very ill, and on the verge of death in the endgame. After a long wait on the list, I finally recieved an organ transplant a few months ago. Now my health is slowly coming back to me, I work hard every day to rebuild my strength. I just miss a relationship alot. I've never had one, still a virgin and all that. Hopefully I will one day meet a nice girl that won't mind my scars. Heh, damaged goods.
>>731733749>>731733671
literally me last night drunk as fuck wantingto text a gril.
she sent me a text wishing me happy bday the other day and i simply replied thank you but seeing as she doesnt text me often im just not bothering
>>731738689
As if everybody else has figured out how to make friends and find a lover long ago and I'm just stuck exchanging two sentences with a stranger and falling into silence
i have this thing that's like on and off autism. i get in this weird mental state where i can't really bring myself to do the whole normal socializing thing(i'm always weird, not exactly great at it but i can fake my way through it) and it's hard just to get through random every day encounters even with family.
why do i get this way? it's like i'm just dead and still breathing
Not mine, but fuck it makes me feel.
>my cat is sad
>No one else in his family is a cat
>We are all human except for him
>He is excluded from most things
>And no one tells him why
>He just wants to play
>and be loved
>He looks at us with wonder
>and disappointment
>He says "Hello I am a cat, what is my existence"
>"What is that?/ Why is it not me?/ Please can you look at me and love me too?"
>"Can I have some of your food please, I'm sorry I don't like my food much"
>"Do you want to play with my toys? This one is my favorite"
>"Do you like me?"
>"Are we brothers?"
>"Why didn't I grow up?"
>"Why am I so small?"
>"Can you help me be happy?"
>"Where are you going?"
RIP Niko, I still remember when you were just a kitten.
I still love you
>>731739378
I feel the same way. Some days I'll be comparatively sociable and outgoing and on other days I don't want to talk to anybody, even friends and family. I don't want to bother them with my bullshit nor be bothered by theirs.
>>731739754
I've been suspecting that I have some kind of mild bipolar disorder that might cause these changes in my mood but idk. Sometimes I'll feel like not giving a shit about anything or anybody trying to get me down. Sometimes I'll feel like that's just me trying to cope with the fact that I'm completely failing at life right now.
Those are the nights like this.
>>731739754
>>731740159
i think bi-polar is more than just mood changes and it usually doesnt last as long as what i'm talking about. i get like this for weeks or months at a time and nothing seems to really help it.
hope things clear up soon for you
>>731739701
This is now a caturday thread
>>731741189
sleep tight tabber
kitty... if you dont follow through i will hunt you down and sell you to some chinese people. dont play with me.
This is how I handle my feels, guys.
>>731741651
Everyday I repeat my shitty routine.
>>731741759
Hiding the feel, and using humor to make sure no one knows how broken I feel.
>>731741189
Sleep tight Niko
>>731741905
But the truth is...
Pic related.
>>731741189
Sleep tight Tabber
I'm socially autistic to the point where I'll be starving myself in my room for as long as theres people I don't know in the kitchen and I can't eat. I can't help it and it's literally killing me
>>731742358
Same. I'll avoid facing anybody that is invading my home for as long as possible.
>>731742623
I'm avoiding a party atm, they are the worst...take forever to clear out and its always a mess.
i wish I could join them but I know I'm not gonna fit in. Not today anyway, can't even feel like pretending
>>731742964
this fucks me up
>>731743226
bcos it's real?
>>731743226
that image was gay as fuck
>>731743623
si
>>731734428
damn man
>>731733167
Is this loli or a real girl?
http://www.vpnprogram.com
>>731733167
I don't know man, I've been struggling with depression for years. But I'm pretty drunk fucking up my ELO in League of Legends so I can get some mastery chests tomorrow and feeling pretty good.
reading all these, made me realise im not the only one out there that is fucked up/ lonely/ socially anxious.
>be me
>forever feel alone
>try to socialise but nobody takes interest
>start a photography to be more social
>get to know thousands of people!
>realise they only talk to you because they want your photos
>need money to go out to take more photos, and had no other income.
>start it as a business.
>loose almost all "friends" because they just used you for free
>feeling down, but try keep the chin up
>remaining few linger around for a short time longer
>start to try and expand
>realise im not doing this for fun or to be social anymore
>loose interest in photography
>loose those remaing "friends"
>cry out for attention, nobody cared
>become a truck driver to isolate myself even further from people
>forever alone.jpeg
>>731739701
that video is first spooky then really sad
Suicidal. Live with a borderline personality disorder woman. Currently facing charges in two states for different things. Was run off the road on my motorcycle by a police officer road rash head to toe broken foot, toenails ripped off said foot.
I suffer from chronic PTSD due to a few years of torture as a teen. Spent six months chained to a hot radiator beaten raped beaten some more.
The trip to jail that night triggered flashbacks and memories. Refused hospital treatment. Laid on a concrete slab bleeding for six hours.
Cont.
>>731748501
So a few weeks pass my nightmares constant. Night terrors as well. After 36 hrs awake to avoid the dreams I finally slept. Was awoken by said BPD girlfriend cussing and having an episode. I in a daze reliving horror knocked her out of the way. Managed to get to the garage had gun but couldn't find where I stashed the ammo shut and locked doors started bike and car and decided to toe a rope around my neck.
Cont.
>>731748811
Sheriff bursts through door. Talk me down . Decides to take me to jail for domestic for pushing girlfriend out of the way. Locked on another concrete slab naked on suicide watch. Charged with felony domestic because when I pushed her out of the way it apparently my hand was on her throat ( I remember very little). Pretty much fucked. She didn't want charges but the state knows best. Plan to an-hero by tomorrow night. After I get a few affairs in order. Bottle of my favorite liquor, some good bud, my favorite sandwich from a local shop and my grandfather's .357 have a date on a country road tomorrow. One last ride I suppose. I hope the rest of you are doing well.
The first couple of posts made me feel so hard.... I haven't cried that hard in a long time. I love you anon(s)
>Be me
>son of an alcoholic mother
>she passed away 5 years ago
>father's girlfriend hated me
>after about 4 years of being treated like shit by her I finally moved to the UK with my father.
>if I won't get a room till Monday I'll become homeless and I'll have to move back to my shit country
>after being a failure and disappointing everyone around me I have nothing to go back to
>thinking about killing myself if I fail this time
This is probably not relatable unless there are other femanons lurking. I had an abortion two months ago. I'm still bleeding from it. I was never the kind to want kids but it's all I can think about now. I feel like my body is punishing me constantly. I talk to my boyfriend when the feelings get too much but I don't want to keep bringing it up. So it festers inside me. Nobody can help me feel better. Weeks and weeks of bleeding, being reminded of it every time I go to the toilet. Fuck. The anemia is insane. I'm always tired. All I do is work and go home and wait til it's a reasonable time to go to sleep. I don't have any energy. I'm depressed as fuck. I'm such a worthless piece of shit.
>>731751265
Oh and. To contribute. Here's a funny feel
>>731751265
I'm sorry to hear that. A loss such big is traumatic.
>Good advice
See a psychologist and a psychiatrist
Bumparoo
>>731752549
thanks. I'm seeing both. Mostly for my bipolar disorder and anxiety though. I saw a doctor about the bleeding but she just shamed me. Said women's bodies are made to have babies and mine just needs a lot of time to heal from what I did to it.
>>731733167
Yes, no one in the entire history of humanity has anyone in a loving relationship ever been up at 2 AM for any reason whatsoever.
Fucking pretentious sounding bullshit.
>>731752916
Change doctors. She's unprofessional as fuck. She shouldn't force her belief onto her patients. She might not know what you're going through and she is just hammering nails into your coffin.
>>731749279
Could you just move really far away instead of suicide?
>>731753748
Yeah..i know. I need to see someone else. Just hard to find time to go to the doctor when I work 8-5. I can't keep taking time off. I wish I had just had a surgical abortion. I feel like planned parenthood lied to me about only having two weeks of bleeding from the pill. Sorry about complaining so much.
>>731754075
Nope.
>>731751265
im not a femanon but thats pretty fucked. have you ever gone to a doctor about the pain?
I have a story for you guys.
>Be me
>19 year old
>College student in a hidden long distance relationship
>Had to drop math
>Lives with mother still, and is extremely sheltered
>Doesnt know how to do anything
>Really smart when I can be but lazy
>Spend time playing video because self worth is so low
>Mostly play skyrim because no job
>Finished exams 4 days ago
>Studied my ASS off
>Failed one class and am now on academic probation
>Disappointed mom
>Want to quit college because C student
I'm sorry if I cant get my shit together. Just took the important parts and mashed them on this post before I broke down crying again.
I just got my girlfriend to calm down.
This lifestyle is very difficult, but its what I want. The LDR is very good, been almost a year. We've met a few times when I was hanging out with my friends at a park.
I want to get out and move her in with me but its hard.
>>731737528
Nice butt, got more?
>>731756314
Yeah I responded to another anon about it. I'm not sure if you mean emotional or physical pain haha. But I've seen or am seeing an obgyn, a psychiatrist, and a psychologist. I'm bipolar and anxious as all fuck so it just kinda adds to the mess in my brain.
>>731735821
same..
>>731733167
hey guys i dont know what to do
im still in highschool
but i dont wanna graduate
why?
well i fear if i do my life will end
because i live in a poor household
once i do graduate im going to have to take a
job on in order to pay for my classes
i fear i wont have anytime to my self
worst part is im still a kissless virgin
and working all day and going to school will cut
my chances 10 fold
idk suicide seems pretty great
>>731756734
Jesus. How sad is it that venting to btards made me feel better. Bless this website and my addiction to it.
>>731736259
If I'm alone I can't hurt anyone else and nobody can hurt me.
>>731757039
do not fret we are here to do the same
>>731741189
Sleep tight Tabber
>>731736928
Fuuuuuuuckkkk :(
It hurts a little...
>>731737918
When people say time heals all they aren't kidding. Getting better for takes time. Feeling better takes time. You'll get through this I promise. No joke at one point I had a loaded gun in my hand. Now I have direction in my life, a good job, family, and I'm currently on a vacation as I'm writing this. This has been one of the best years of my life, but I truly believe it's so good because I came out the other end of the bad and now I cherish the good times more Han I ever did before. Stay strong my man, stay strong.
>>731757022
Same, Senior here, 18, about to graduate, I'm worried these will be my last great days.
>>731757442
Same anon. Going to prom this year with a girl I've been crazy about since Junior Year.
She said she was going to go shopping for her dress today, I gave her my number Thursday so she could let me know the color, so I could wear a matching tux..
She hasn't said anything, it's 8:10PM now..
I wonder if maybe I fucked up or she fucked up when she put my number in her phone, or if maybe she's shy...
Or maybe...maybe she's just not all that interested in me....
>>731733671
>tfw
id give it a shot if i knew something good would happen by talking to her again.. i'm sure it'll just make it awkward for both of us, especially since we have bad history and there's no way we could "fix" things anytime soon. maybe I'm just overthinking it.
>>731757442
Well, fear no more my friend!
They ARE the best days of your life. And theyre over now. You squandered your freedom, and now life is going to assfuck you until blood pours out of your mouth and you die in front of your mother.
>>731758304
You're so edgy. Fuck off you fucking nigger
>>731758533
He's right. College sucks.
>>731758533
>>731758304
NIGGEr
>>731758659
Yeah but college sucking = being ass fucked until you die? Like if that was the case everybody would kill themselves and nobody would ever grow old because life would be so shitty. Life is amazing college sucking does not = rest of your life sucking even a little.
>>731758734
Looks lik agreat white hunter taking back whats his.
I raise my glass to him.
This girl i stopped talking to awhile back just texted me. We used to be best friends and hooked up a bit, didnt fuck her. She fucked me over and cucked me. But she texted me asking if we can talk. I ignored it and she sent me a huge text saying that she's sorry for leading me on. Also saying how she used to be really into me and apologizing for shit. Don't really know how to respond. I hate her still but I do miss her.
>>731733167
taking a dumping my best shit.
>>731758933
>>731758979
>>731758885
just fuck her then move on
>>731758700
This is the peak of mankind right here. This man represents the perfect male human conquering the vicious beasts of he wild. This rivals the Greek and Roman Gods and Titans.
>>731737918
I'm doing a school project about 4chan, and I might just use this post as an example of the comradery between people on here despite how much they seemingly hate each other.
>>731759048
>>731759150
>>731759150
This spoke to me. I needed this. Thank you Anon.
>>731758823
Only it does.
Massive cock shaped debt will ram its way through your tender pepperoni until it splits you in half like a rotting melon, all while Dad looks on, pants down around his ankles, alzheimers eating his brain, and as shit slides from his dimpled ass cheeks like so much wet salami.
>>731733167
>>731737994
Ah shit... Bob Ross made me cry of joy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYPoMjR6-Ao
Currently listening to this and drinking to my feels.
>>731759273
It actually does not tho. Like if it did who the fuck would even go ever. So you're saying anyone who's ever gone to college has always regretted it and life has never been good since. Every single person?
Idk why I'm responding you're a bad troll
>>731741189
Sleep Tight M.
Old cat, left us last year, he was 16.
>>731743531
kek good one
>>731755776
I'm not the guy who asked but why not? Also what sort of bike do you ride?
>>731758823
Read the other guys post but ignore everything after debt.
Plus you work for the rest of your life until retirement and in those last 30 years when your body is unable to do shit you'll be able to relax.
>browse my game library
>nothing seems interesting
>open youtube
>nothing seems interesting
>look outside
>nothing seems interesting
>open fb
>see all the couple and friends having a good time
>feelsbadman
>turn on Netflix
>nothing seems interesting
>open music on phone
>nothing sounds interesting
>lay back in bed
>can't sleep.
>think about what went wrong.
What happened?
Where'd I loose myself?
>>731741189
sleep tight tabber
>>731760147
That's why you find a passion and persue it. Be ambitious, not a lazy follower work drone. Create the good life you want.
>>731760147
Also, my grandma is still walking around fine on her own and she's 85. Having a shit body is in you. Life can still be great at 65+
>>731741189
Sleep tight Tabber.
>>731760755
You can always try to fix things, anon.
What happened?
>>731754765
You're not complaining. We would like to help people like you. We have similar problems and we don't want other people to suffer
This is the shittiest feels tread i've seen in a while.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EOAcRKZxjy4
Feels video, if you'd like to cry.
I've caught oneitis for this chick. At one point, everything was good and it looked like we were flirting and conversations were really nice. Then she started talking less and less, I've deduced that she was still talking to her ex, that killed me inside. Which lead up our 'relationship'(friendship) to die down a bit, I had to initiate the conversation every time. For this one group work for my class, she partnered up with some 5'4 ugly indian manlet. That killed me inside as to how she would just replace me without hesitation. I ended up partnering up with this other chick, but we had no connection at all so it wasn't the same and pretty much awkward(autism). I ignored the oneitis the whole day, she noticed and got pretty pissed We did have small talk at the end of the day. Since then, we've built back up to the 'good days' again. Except this time I am redpilled of her nature and we got the manlet constantly trying to fit in the picture since he thought she really wanted him. I am gonna focus on myself for now, when I get things settled I am going to amog the shit out of that manlet.
>>731734428
This legit made me cry
>>731741189
Sleep tight Tabber
>>731763457
A friend might backstab you
A woman certainly will
But a dog will never let you down