going through some hard times /b/ros, can i get a feels thread going?

>>731678080
Tell us /b/ro
>inb4 long story short
Tell us all

>>731678080
>>731678145
Shut up faggots. No one wants to hear your bitch ass whining. I got enough problems as it is. I don't wanna fucking hear bout someone else's bullshit

>>731678231
Poke your ears and eyes and you'll never have that problem just cus no one will care for your bitter ass
>falling for the bait
>tell your tale OP

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>>731678231
then go away. why waste your time posting in a thread you dont want to hear about?

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>be me, 17 year old junior in high school
>Tell beautiful freshman friend of mine that ive been friends with for years that I liked her
>she says shes felt the same
>next day confronted by police officers saying her and her mother disappeared
>tell them I didn't know anything about it
>week goes along, text her everyday and met with silence
>get called into deans office a week later, told they found her and her mothers body in a well, bot suffering multiple stab wounds and signs of sexual assault
>go into deep depression, eventually sent to mental hospital due to attempt of suicide
>Released ttwo years later
I still drink every night, i miss her /b/, she was so young and innocent, and now ill never know what could have been, keep your friends close and cherish every moment with them, take pictures and be kind

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>>731678476

>things that never happened for 500, Alex

>>731678566
Aye mate, you may not believe me, but she was murdered by her step father, she saw her mother murdered and because of that she was also an unintended victim. Sick fuck stabbed her, most likely raped her, and the tossed her into a neighbours well

I'm going to tell her how I feel anons

>>731678792
Please do, tell her, or youll be left wondering what might have happened if you had

It's been a week since I found out about her cheating on me. I wish she didn't. I loved her so much.

>>731678664

Sorry mate but probability alone says you're likely spinning a falsehood

>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood. Only a food would take anything posted here as fact.

Make your lies a bit more believable

>>731679007
I understand, i wouldnt believe anyone who posts something like that either, but I promise you that thats the truth, it rocked my town pretty violently, the funeral was the worst part, being raised to not cry as a man only to have a small old woman tell me not to forget her, thats waht really broke me those years ago, beven so much as contemplating the thought of forgetting her hurt me down to my very core

>>731679150

Provide a link to local news detailing it and I'll believe you.

>>731679194
>giving anons links to personal life and local area
Alright sure, that sounds like a good idea

>>731679124
Mr. Freeze is OG
Character like that just doesn't exist in villains anymore

>>731679304

Giving a link to a news story isn't giving me anything linked to your personal life unless you're related to the freshman you were trying to fuck you nincompoop. Lying about horrible shit happening to you and others, romanticizing the idea of despair, these are things a child does. I hope you eventually see the error of your ways and mature a bit but I doubt you will. I just hope you know you're part of the cancer killing this website.

Hi frands
21 and want to kill myself, should I

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>>731679398
yea....

>>731679446
Tell you what. Ill clarify some things then, Since I was avoiding bullshit, i wasnt in a psych ward for 2 years, i was only in one for a few months when i was supposed to be in one for multiple years, family signed me out whne I showed improvement in psychiatric state, and I was forced to drop out of high school and move cross country to live with my father in the family business. Heres a link since you choose to be a complete nigger about it.
http://www.witn.com/content/news/Deputies-concerned-about-missing-mother--daughter-403596196.html

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How many breads have you eaten

>>731679605

You're only 21. Give it another 10 years and reflect on why you felt this way. Read up on nietzche's work. Remember life isn't about achieving, it's the progress itself that gives you meaning. Many men have lived longer than you and accomplished their dreams and feel lost. Enjoy the ride.

>>731679680
>http://www.witn.com/content/news/Deputies-concerned-about-missing-mother--daughter-403596196.html

Thank you,

>>731678997
Nice feet

>>731679380
This was posted in 2013?
I hope he killed the piece of shit

>>731679806
Fuck off mate, I dont know why I needed to validate myself, I guess I couldnt stand the thought of someone thinking my friends death was fake

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>>731678566
Give ya a real one short n sweet
>taking ap computer sci in hs
>not fit for success, drop out into only elective available which was rotc.
>there was an opt out program so you dont have to dress and do faggot things but still go to 'class'
>make friends, these fucks are weird as everyone thinks
>friend becomes an hero
>don't go to vigil
>lose long-distance girlfriend, hardly anyone around me knows she existed at all
>uber depressed, get depression fatigue as a symptom
>college grades falling faster than i one day hope to be with the sweet knot of release around me
How you doing Alex?

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>>731678792
Fucking do it. I did and it was the greatest weeks of my life before she made her decision to not talk to me ever again

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>>731680312

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some OC that an online friend made for me when i told her about my depression. she was depressed at the time as well.

that was about 4-5 years ago i think. not even sure if shes still alive anymore

>>731680333
I never knew that this was a reference, this comic now has so much more depth.

>>731680623
what's the reference?

>>731680681
the pic in the post its replying to

>>731680596
this is feels thread not cringe thread

>>731680778
what?

>>731678080
Why, you underage faggot. Deal with your "problems" when you turn 18.

>>731680312
>>731680900
Look at first no.

>>731680887
The unfortunate thing is that it applies to some of us other anons more then it does you. everyone here is from all walks of life and for some of us, this is a very real possibility.

>>731678871
>>731680239
I did it.. she has a bf though

>>731680900
read this
>>731680312

>>731681002
Implying that problems go away after turning 18

>>731681126
this is feels thread not cringe thead

I have no friends, never had anything more. I have nothing but I'm too much of a pussy to kill myself.

>>731681146
It doesnt matter, just let her know, I wish I had told Taylor sooner, maybe things could have been different, dont let yourself think those words in the future

>>731681186
The thought that your child may have to deal with you and your spouse dying overseas is "cringe" to you? ok.

>>731681241
Please don't. You never realize the impact you have on people until you are truly gone. Stay strong, you've got this.

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>>731681261
thanks anon, hopefully i didn't say the wrong thing

28 years old and ready to kill myself
>first girl I asked out died before our first date
>second girl I asked out turns me down, no big deal except I've literally taken a car for her and held her on a pedestal l
>3rd one cheated on me after going steady for 2 years
So yeah, 3 strikes is the golden rule right? What's the best way to an hero?

>>731681253

holy shit :(

>>731681339
Yes. Cause soldiers are cringe, lel.

>>731681358
I legit talk to no one. It won't have an impact on anybody.

>>731681146
Think about it this way... whether she ends up reciprocating, you're being honest with her, and honesty is one of the greatest virtues you can have.

Tell her for yourself, if that makes sense

>>731681380
No matter what she says, don't take the worst course baby, youre strong for telling her, keep marching forward knowing you had the guts to avoid the what could have been scenario

>>731681453
ok

>>731678664
So her mom was a coalburner or she picked a violent retard
You dodged a bullet faggot

Growing up, I always put everyone before myself. You're unhappy? I'll go out of my way for you. You need something done? I'll do it. Even if it ruins everything for me. Even if that thing is letting a friend go after a girl I was longing after for years and wanted to be with forever. I don't know why I do it, I simply can't not do it. Now I'm left alone with nobody.

>>731679680
She was beautiful OP. So sorry for what happened.

>>731681482
My brother has suffered from depression, he would live his life alone, in a constant fear. A hole where he believe he was alone, that nobody would care if he was gone. We almost lost him. It was at this moment in where I could not have had an older brother that truly destroyed me from the inside.
Please, if you are truly sad, ask some one for help.

>>731681863
Me too anon, i miss her every day

Drunk and at a bar. Can't even talk to women, just end my life.

>>731681953
Ask who? I have nobody in my life, dude. Doctors don't care either. You say you tried to kill yourself and they're like 'let's change your meds and see if that helps, okay bye.'

>>731681847

That sucks dude.

You have a great attitude, for when there is reciprocity with another person. Unfortunately it opens you up for abuse by every person who doesn't care much about you.
What you should really hope to find, is someone line yourself, so you both can be there for each other. Two people like you together would be a great thing, more than two sociopaths together could ever be.

>>731681982
Best thing I can say is get someone to talk to about it. Someone you know and are friends with irl. Cliche and possibly harsh to say, but eventually you will move on and remember the good times you had and forget the bad.

>be me
>today
>have a super close friend
>she's literally all i could ever ask for in a friendship
>just an all around amazing person
>fast forward to today
>finals week
>and i've been going through a lot of shit recently
>messaged her last night when my depression was being shitty and it felt like she just wanted me to move on
>not in the best of moods today
>her, and a couple of other friends are being a little over the top
>i snap and yell at her
>from there, she becomes distant for the rest of the night
>i try to apologize
>she's gone through some shitty stuff in life and yelling is not a good thing for her (or for me tbh)
>i message a mutual friend about the situation
>he talks to her
>she then messages me, "I don't care how much you apologize, I'm not accepting it."
>pour my heart out to her, tell her she's an amazing friend and i love her to death
>leaves me on read
>talk to another mutual friend
>she tells me to wait for it blow over
>still worried because my anxiety is bad that she's gonna hate me for a long time
>i just want to die right now, tbh
>just let the pain stop
>and never wake up
>friend says there's still hope since she hasn't blocked me anywhere yet
>crossing my fingers to talk to her tomorrow
Wish me luck, /b/. She's one of my best friends and idk what I'll do without her in my life.

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>>731678080

>>731682168
The problem is that I've never met another person even remotely like me. It doesn't help that I'm quite ugly in the face department (and body but that's cause I haven't exercised in a while, oops)

>>731680778
>>731681078
>>731681175
Holly shit, thanks man, finally understood it

>>731678792
Do it. Either way, just get it resolved already!

>>731681412
being a hero

>>731679695
Fucking hell, this fucked me up.

>>731679605
Your mind will continue to scream that it wants to kill itself as the years go on. You just get better at not paying attention to it.

>>731679707
Philosophy fucks me up. Gives me anxiety.

>>731681614
kek

>>731679806
Actually they're white
But the memorial service was last december
The girl was a cheerleader
Anon, one-itis is a disease
No girl is worth it
Love is a male abstraction

>>731678117
>>731678211
>>731678231
>>731678387
>>731678436
the world sucks cuz of samefags like you

>>731682156
If you have nothing, what have you got to lose. Be yourself and make new friends, go to a party, who cares what others think. Be who you want to be and don't let your emotions get the best of you

>>731678664
show some newspaper/website that proves it then

>>731682326
Sounds like you are just desperate to be loved dude, and that's why you go to great lengths to put everyone before yourself.
Maybe that's why you do it.

>>731682837
This. Just be yourself. Why worry what others think? Put yourself out there. It works once you stop caring what others think.

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>>731682966
>>731679680
maybe pay attention to thread before you fuck with me anymore anon

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>>731679997
sorry, anon
this is /b/

>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
>Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

someone will always think your friend's death is fake. And someone will not know or care either way, but will post unpleasant things, "just because".

>pic related
>is my doge

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>>731681493
>>731681499
thanks anons. this took a lot. but I'm at the "fuck it" point. tired of being miserable

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Since i seem to be the only one contributing images to this thread, i think its about time I get some sleep.
Good night /b/

Idk why I'm still nostalgic about a missed chance that might've worked a decade ago

>>731682837
>>731682969
Not that I'm going to go to one as I highly dislike that environment, but how could I go to a party when I literally know zero people? I'm genuinely curious.
I'm also not sure what you mean, be who I want to be?
>>731682968
You would be correct. Never had someone love me before.

>>731683116
I understand, i probably did something stupid by posting a link in an attempt to prove i wasnt just lying and baiting reactions, i figured even anons from /b/ would be more sympathetic

>>731678080
My gf just left me, about 2 weeks ago she confessed to me that she was texting with some other guy and was "confused" so i started fucking this cool girl that was into me and stopped paying attention to her. Last night she got tired of me and left me over a text (about 6hours ago) while i was sleeping (i have a a huge fucking test in a few hours), i don't have time to feel shit right now but i'm sure that after i'm done the whole thing is going to hit me like a ton of bricks, we had plans to move in together in july. My english is shit i know

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>>731683296
not stupid
not smart

just human

>for all of /b/'s pretentions
>none of us are anything more
>or anything less

>>731678997
>>731679825
Why would someone set up a bot to keep posting this shit, bruh?

>>731683472
Thanks anon, im really drunk right now, I just need to lay down and sleep, have a nice night and rest of your lifek, i hope nothing akin to the events in this thread happen to you

>>731683443
This sounds like it's 100% your fault, lol.

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>>731683518
I haven't had the same things happen to me.
I have had different things.
Both wonderful, and terrible.
(and also neither wonderful nor terrible)

im not in story-telling mode tonight though :(

good night, person.

>>731683284
Not a party necessarily, go to a bar. A concert. A show. A swap meet.

>>731683284
Doesn't have to be a party, go to a bar have a drink beside someone. Be friendly and ask how their day was, relate and maybe you'll connect, if not just say have a good night. Live with failure, but letting it overwhelm you is not the way to go. When I say be who you want to be I mean, be the person you wish could be, they guy with friends, confident and doesn't let one thing drag you down, you are strong and need realize that. Don't see it as defeat, see it as a crossroad, take a different path. Sooner or later you'll chose the right one

>>731683128
Things start to improve as soon as you take that first step, dude.

Sometimes I think it'd be nice to have a time machine but then I remember some things are/aren't meant to be and pain only makes me stronger. Still though..

>>731683815
I don't drink. I don't understand what you mean.

>>731683817
let's see what happens. i almost quit 4chan today, I probably wouldn't have had the courage to do that alone

>>731678725
Yahari ore no seishun rabukome was so damn good, so much feelies

>>731682156
Sorry you dont have a vagina
You'd find plenty of caring guys
As a guy you can be the caretaker though
Be a listener on 7cups

>>731678080
Get over yourself you oversensitive fuck. Life is way tougher than your shitty little mishaps. Grow some balls and push your gay little feelings down. The world doesn't care about you

>>731684189
What?

>>731684036
Then don't drink, make an effort to go out, anywhere. Do something, but don't sit and let emotions fester. Life won't be easy, be confident and it will get better, trust me

>>731683841
2deep

>>731680073
>>731680104
First time in years I cry like a little baby again
thanks anon, it felt good to feel

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>>731678080
What's going on OP?

I'm depressed again and don't feel like doing chores, studying or eating meals. I barely got out of bed this morning and my room is a mess. Does anyone have advice?

>>731684405
I don't know where to go. I don't have any interests or money.

>>731680482
i have no idea why this one has given me feels.

>>731678080
A friend of mine (I hadn't seen him in a while and he was a huge /b/tard) committed suicide yesterday. I feel so, so broken today, /b/. Hold me /b/ros, you guys have been with me for the last 9 years and I need you now more than ever.

I'll miss you, Perry. You were such a good dude.

>>731684695
>take care of yourself & surroundings
>exercise a little and eat food you like
>force yourself to clean your room then study and do chores in small chunks at a time
you'll feel better

>>731684814
Alx?

>>731684835
unless you're a hardcore coke-head then you won't feel satisfied at all. in that case do a line

>>731684859
no but i'm related

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>>731684835
I guess you're right man, I should suck it up
>>731684924
No, I don't do drugs

>>731684958
Not sure if trolling me. What was the guy who suicided's full name? And where from?

>>731684753
Go anywhere, I go for walks and get lost to ease my mind, your lack of confidence to try new things is exactly what is holding you back. There are plenty things to do, choose one. Give your self a daily goal.

>>731680192
How did Lilly got through the VN though ?

>>731681510
i won't lie this gave me chills :(

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>>731684695
change your fuckin meds and actually take them, I was in DEEP depression until I bumped into a combo that actually helped me.

Bupropion + Quetiapine

no other shit would work, tried several in 2 years since diagnosed with bi2
My family plays a HUGE ROLE in recovery
you're your worst enemy, start by cutting the alcohol, get to as many doctors as you can and try many combos, cause this shit is like cancer, one thing can work for me but not for another and vice-versa

>>731685044
There isn't anywhere to walk to? I'm confused by what you mean, I'm sorry.

>>731685006
ThAts probably a good thing, a lot of drugs will make your depression worse,, temporary or not. Wasn't telling you to "suck it up either" just focus on feelingbetter and accomplishing small things. gl anon

>>731685153
I got Wellbutrin for a combo of depression and off label help for quitting smoking, and it didn't do shit for either. Apparently it's a mild stimulant too, try it recreationally and tell us how it goes

>>731685175
Don't be sorry, if you walk, don't have a destination, just walk. Stray off a path and explore. Make it a daily goal to walk some where new everyday. That's what I do when I feel emotional. But you don't have to be me, find something you enjoy.

>>731685333
I can't into alcohol or recreational drugs anymore.

Wellbutrin gives you a small high the first 3-4 days until your body assimilates it, Seroquel keeps the psychosis at bay and helps me sleep.

Like I said, if you're depressed, the source can vary, hence the drugs to help you as well.

>>731685333
Checked.
>>731685475
Oh, I think I understand now. I guess that would give me an excuse to leave the house. Although I would most likely be too scared to do it.

>>731685554
Don't let the the world scare you, don't think, just do. I hope what I've said has helped in some way. Put yourself out there and I guarantee you will succeed. Good luck, I'm rooting for you.

I'm going through a depressing stage myself. My dog passed away, my gf (now ex) of four years was unfaithful and my best friend passed away last month.

What keeps me going is my best friend. He has had liver problems since he was born, and was not supposed to live past the age of three. He has gone through had three liver transplants till the doctors said they could do no more. He passed away at the age of 24. Been fighting for his life, all his life. He accepted the fact that he'd may die anytime soon, but never stopped fighting. He said. "If I can pull through, why can't you?"

And I realized, me being depressed, moping, and wallowing was no way to honor my friend. I still struggle from time to time but I'm hanging in there.

>>731684814
Sorry to hear that bro. I wish I had more to say but I'm consumed by my own sufferings small victories and defeats. I wonder if I'm the end no one truly is "happy" and we are all just like an addict chasing a high that is unobtainable.

>>731686150
In* ....fucking mobile

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I just had a length warm bath, makes me feel a little better
>>731685153
I am not on any anti depressants or other drugs man and I don't think it's good to start
>>731685227
I see, thank you anyway. I'll try!

>>731679380
Fucking amazing story bro, RIP Lucy mate :(

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>>731682213
same kind of friend i got,
I just don't talk to her message her and move her to "restricted friends" on facebook so she can't see my posts.
After three days of the silent she always texts me "whats up?"
I then un-restrict her, don't tell her you restrict, lots of chicks don't know about that stuff, stay friends but kinda box her.
been a good fuck friend for 3 years now, i hate her new boyfriend

>>731683472
speak for yourself faggot

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My philosophy.

>>731686883
this

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>>731678080

Pic related.

Recently involved in a bad car accident that almost resulted in my death now 3 months ago.

Right leg amputated below the knee and left leg heel, ankle, Distal Tibia and fibia and the knee shattered into many peices.

The pain is horrendous to such an extent that most nights I quite literally writhe in pain.

Still have not been able to stand due to above mentioned injuries.

When will it end.

>>731685493
>Wellbutrin
>high
Lol'd, I know what you mean though. It's like a .05% increase in energy and that's it. I like seroquel, used to have an "off label" script for 25mgs and they'd make me tired as fuck, and they improved my appetite. What's atypical antipsychotic dose?

>>731687177
You can end it whenever you want. You push the buttons

Or you can.. y'know.. carry on since you've gone this far already. Might as well push through.

>>731686883
Snorting drugs & making love > everything else

>>731686929
>>731686883
>>731687474
samefag

>>731678557
This is unreadable

>>731678476

very heartwarming

>be me, 11
>The year: 1993
>Spend a few weeks every summer with my aunt and cousins
>Cousins hate me, they ditch me and leave me by myself
>Bored as hell
>Pre-internet days
>Aunt doesn't allow video games either
>Has this lock on the TV, can't watch it without putting in a code
>Spend my days sitting on the porch, reading books...
>Yes, so boring I resorted to reading...
>Hear someone call out, "Hi!"
>Ignore it, because no one talks to me here
>But this time they are...
>Literally the girl next door
>"Oh. Hi."
>"Who are you?"
>"I'm Jerk-ass and Dick-face's cousin"
>She laughs
>She comes over
>We spend the whole day talking
>She comes over the next day too
>And the day after, and so on
>She shows me around town, the different parks and shit
>"You should hold my hand when we walk," she says. "It's what a gentleman does."
>11yearoldboneractivated.png
>4th of July comes
>Have my first kiss underneath fireworks

cont'd...

>>731688007
yes with more detail

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>>731687574
Samefag

>>731687874
That's not heartwarming at all, that's fucked. I hope he finds out who did it and has the self control to not stab the living fuck out of them. I wouldn't, but a life sentence where they get the shit kicked out of them in jail is almost better than taking it into your own hands.

>>731688007
>A week later, we're doing our usual thing, walking around
>"This is my last day here," I say
>"I know. You'll probably forget all about me when you go home."
>"No I won't."
>"Yes you will. You'll get another girlfriend never think about me again."
>"I'm going to think about you every single day until next summer. I'll write you all the time. And call. I promise."
>Again, pre-internet days. Long distance calling was still a thing too.
>She wants me to sneak out and meet her tonight.
>Naturally I do. It's 1am. She's waiting for me.
>We start walking, not really saying anything
>We walk past the pool and she stops
>"Do you want to go swimming?" she asks
>"I didn't bring my trunks," I laugh
>"Come on, let's go!" she says, with a mischievous look on her face
>She pulls me to the fence and we climb over
>"Like I said, I didn't bring my trunks."
>"I don't have an suit either," she says
>She takes the bottom of her tshirt and pulls it over her head
>And she pulls her shorts down...
>She's standing there, totally naked
>I just stare
>I'm sure my jaw was touching me feet
>"Your turn!" she says
>She runs and jumps into the pool
>Losing all sense of shame and embarrassment, I strip down too
>She's laughing and giggling as I jump in after her
>"Catch me!" she says and swims away.
>She's fast and wriggly. Hard to hold onto
>But eventually I get her wrapped up
>I pull her into the shallow end, near the steps
>She's sitting on my lap, we're making out, touching, fumbling around
>It might sound lewd, but it wasn't. In a way, it was so innocent and pure
>We think we hear a car coming, so we quickly get dressed and get out of there.
>We walk home, our clothes half-soaked because we didn't have any way to dry off
>"Promise me you'll remember me," she says. "No matter what, or where you go in life, think of me sometimes, okay?" She makes it seem like she's dying.
>"I will. Will you think about me too?"
>"Yes. I'll never forget you."

>>731688831
>The next day comes
>Was hoping I'd see her before I left, but I didn't
>Parents come and take me back home.
>Meet up with my friends and try to get back into my normal routine
>Everything seems to childish now
>Video games, TV... hell, some of my buddies still play with legos!
>Tell them I met a girl, and yeah, it's serious
>Don't get into the details
>Only a small part of me wants to brag, the rest of me knows those details are only for us.
>The next year is hell
>I write to hear almost every week
>Tell her everything about my life, and how much I miss her
>She writes at first too, but not nearly as much
>I call too
>She is always so happy when I first call, but is almost in tears by the end of the call
>She says she misses me too.
>At Christmas, send her a present, some shitty necklace I bought at Kmart.
>It gets sent back, with a note:
>>Dear Anon,
>>My parents are making me return your gift. They think I'm too young to have a boyfriend. They don't want you to write to me anymore or call. I'm really sorry. Maybe I'll see you this summer though."
>I'm crushed, heartbroken, dead inside, etc...
>Seriously consider riding my bike across two states, picking her up, and running away with each other
>In my 11 year old brain, it seemed like a good idea
>Summer rolls around
>Finally get to my aunt's
>Barely say anything, just bolt over to her house
>Don't recognize the person who answers
>Ask if she is there
>"Oh, we moved in a few months ago"
>They don't know where she is
>Aunt has no idea either.
>She's gone. I lost her.

Cont'd

My dog died on may 4th....
i still havent accepted that he is gone...
>i bred him...
>chose him from birth...
>raised him myself...
>now he is gone...
>cant help but blame myself... >havent really told anyone...
>he died of a heat stroke i think(had water but just died at age 6)(pure breed german sheperd)...
>currently in cremation process
He was a good boy. My perfect big boy

>>731689560
His name was zeus... i saved some if his hairs... ill clone him one day. I havent seen the last of him. I will see him again

>>731689526
Hurry up

>>731689526
>Literally the worst summer of my life
>I should have written or called anyway
>Who cares what her parents would have said?
>Why didn't she tell me she was moving?
>And where is she? Is she even in the same town anymore?
>WTF is going on?
>Go back home a few weeks later
>Friends ask about her
>"Ah, I dumped her. She was annoying," I lie.
>Feels like I'm betraying her.
>But life goes on
>Go through middle school and high school
>Date occasionally, nothing serious
>Never feel the same as I did with her
>I never felt like I had to try to impress her
>I was just myself, and that's what she liked
>Can't find that with any other girl
>Lose my virginity senior year to some skanky college chick
>Wasn't impressed.
>Go to college and carry on the family tradition of dropping out.
>Start real life, working
>Then this new thing called myspace comes along
>Is there anyway... nah, she wouldn't be on this...
>Holy fuck, there she is!
>Read through all her posts
>Get more of her backstory
>Her mental illness, depression, suicide attempts
>Reading through those lists where you answer questions
>>"Who was your first kiss?"
>>Some boy, I can't remember his name though. Doubt he remembers me either."
>I remember. Every single day I remember...

cont'd

>>731689967
The story sucks and you're too slow at typing it. Enjoy your pedophile fantasy.

>>731689967
>Read more about her
>She moved around a lot because of her dad's job
>Very stressful for her
>Put a lot of stress on her dad too
>He decided to take it out on her
>Physical and sexual abuse
>She went to the cops when she was 14
>He killed himself before anything ever came of it
>She talked a lot about sex, about dating a lot of guys (and girls)
>An armchair psychologist I know says abuse victims are often promiscuous
>It's a way to reclaim their sexuality
>Didn't care about any of that
>Just wanted to know if she was okay
>Too me a month before I sent her a message
>tried to keep it light
>>"Hey! This is anon. You probably don't remember me, but we hung out one summer. You lived next door to my aunt. Hope everything is good with you!"
>A few days later, she wrote back.
>Pretty much said, "Sure, I kind of remember you. I'm pretty good, hope you are too!"
>Just kind of small talk stuff
>Don't write back to her.
>She's moved on, obviously
>And I need to as well.

cont'd.

>>731690345
You're a faggot

>>731681378
What a fucking faggot fucking cringe

>>731678080
Once,I had a cake. It got smooshed. Broke my heart.

>be me 15 yo
>meet a girl 11/10
>instantly get best friends with her
>not realizing she likes you more than friends
>couple years later still best friends on the planet
>came to conclusion you love her
>what she does all day is the only thing you care about
>think of every detail how you gonna handle it telling her for weeks
>one night go to party drink much
>this is your time to shine
>you are the only ones having fun
>tell her you needed to talk to her
>go out on a parking lot try to tell her that you love her and that she would be the only one you could think of all the time
>try to kiss her
>rejected.png
>she starts yelling at you why you would do this to her
>she wants to go home
>go with her try to explain every detail of the things you love at her
>says that you ruined the friendship and that you are like every other guy on the planet
>doesn't talk to you anymore
>no contact for months
>you start getting depressed fuck with all the girls you can but no one comes near to hear perfection
>see on fb she goes to australia as opair
>decides to stay there

now 24yo thinking of going to australia and meet her and confront her

Should I do it /b/ ?

>>731692302
Ye

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Got a shitty story too:

>be me 19 yo
>two years ago asked /b/ if I should date this girl
>she's 8/10
>would be 11/10 if she was also intelligent
>/b/ said yes
>in a relationship now but it's been 3 months since last saw her cuz I live in a different country because of studies
>feeling lonely decided to try dating apps
>met with few girls
>one actually kinda grew on me
>this one is like a 6/10 but really smart
>it's been over a month since we have been dating
>I've been really busy due to exams and same with her
>mfw I have 2 girlfriends and still not getting any
>mfw I should be studying instead of writing random crap for you /b/ros

Pic related it's the gf no. 1

>>731678476
Fake

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