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Ask a fat dude with depression anything.

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Ask a fat dude with depression anything.
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can you see your dick with that fatass body?
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why
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>>731400855
are you depressed because you are fat?

or are you fat because of depression?
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>>731401031
Maybe both.
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>>731401073

i dunno. it seems you already know your issues. so do something about it.
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>go on FetLife
>Find someone desperate
>Become big comes
>Be heppy again
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Ever tried sports? Will change your life.
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>>731401134
its not that, i can live without thinking about my weight .. its more like everything else is stabbing me in the bag
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How do you plan to an hero?

I've been looking into the helium mask method. It seems easy enough, and I hear it's painless. I'll probably do it deep in a forest somewhere I'm least likely to be discovered by any humans for a while. I won't be leaving a beautiful corpse, as I'm fat and ugly too, so I'd rather just decompose out in the wilderness and at least feed some plants and animals, you know?
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mfw ur gay and im not lol fat fug
depressed person lol idiot you are sad
you are so sad you became ball of fat and belly
stupid depress fat man
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>>731401277
sure i did but basically i cant really loose weight i always get fat again
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>>731400855
preaching to the choir /b/ro
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Suicide solves both problems. Plus your family won't be ashamed of you.
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>>731401295
well fix one thing at a time.

you have control over your weight. fix that one first. everything else will be easier because you won't be weighed down by your fat.
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>>731401340
i have had the exact same plan but i wont do it because i like myself and im not a fat useless fuck
have a nice day anon
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>>731400855
>Im 18
>I am not bad looking.
>Work out.
>But I haven't got girlfriend. Haven't even holdet hands with girl. Just want to say even you call your self fat you aren't worst than somebody like me. I am depressed and have only one friend. But some how I make my self try improve my self over time. Just suggest you have same mindset.
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>>731401444
pun intended?
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>>731401439
>>731401340
Sorry i wont an hero.
maybe another time for another reason
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>>731401604
of course.

you are fat and you know it. so do something about it instead of moping around getting even fatter
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>>731401504
>im not a fat useless fuck
Glad to read it. You may live a long, happy, normal life.

As for me, I'm 30, chubbed out, uggo, and going nowhere in life. It's far too late to get with cute women, and so...yeah. Just gotta save up some money to head northwest. I want to go deeeep into the woods somewhere nice and pretty so I at least have one beautiful last view of the world, ya know?

>>731401616
Well, if you ever change your mind, look into the helium mask method.
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>>731400855
What do you eat on average in a day, so that I know what to avoid?

Also, are you still gaining weight, losing weight, maintaining, or do you have no idea?
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>>731401504
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>>731400855
Which came first?
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>>731401847
Not op but i'm in the same boat

I tend to skip means and then binge eat.
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>>731400855
have you tried losing weight? then ur just a guy with depression one step at time anon
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>>731401147
>Become big comes
>big comes

Sides.
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im 5"9 and just shy of 300lb

kill me because i'm too fat to do it myself
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>>731401847
Basically nothing except for some bread and coffee but i still dont loose anything
>>731401969
tried, but didnt work
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>>731402123
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>>731402123
I'm in the exact same situation.

Deal with the depression and the rest will be easier
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>>731401707
thats actually very nice anon
im impressed by how much you are at peace with the world and yourself.
You are not angry and want to go kill/rape.
You just accept your place in the world and you are doing what is best.
It kind of makes me sad that it had to come to this for you,
but you know that life is what it is.
A bitch
Godspeed anon

PS: take a bunch of drugs when you are in the woods
just like have the last 2 weeks of ur life be a trippy and
mind opening time. would be super sick
maybe it even gives you hope and you turn out great after all.
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>>731402224
How?
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>>731400855
why haven't you killed yourself yet?
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>>731402282
Because the depression makes you not want to fix yourself

That's just how it goes. No motivation, stuck in a rut, stagnated life, content with your situation.

You need a major lifestyle change
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No worries man just hit the gym two three times a week and all of a sudde n your life will get better :) !
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>>731400855
Have you ever fucked a real pussy?
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>>731402501
not op but I'm too embarrassed to go to the gym.

I don't even want to try because I know i'll give up
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Are you feeling generous? I'm making 250$ a month,I'm not going to lie, I'd love some good food and maybe some weed..
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>>731402569
Same goes for me
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Do you grope your own tîties and pretend its a real girl's tits
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>>731401031
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>>731402757
not op

no, I don't even like not wearing a shirt because I hate that I have moobs
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>>731400855
I'm in the same boat brother what's your favorite food I love Chinese food so fricking much
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what's your height and weight op?
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>>731402643
how the fuck do you make so little?
i have a minijob that currently gives me 450€/month and i only work 45 hours PER MONTH
when i have my actual job as a chef i will earn 2300€ before tax and after 10 years ill get 6.5k to 8.5k
where do you even work? i dont understand how it could be possible to make so little money
are you stupid?
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>>731402123
Lol physics doesn't bend the rules just for your snowflake ass dude. If you really want to lose weight, put in the fucking work.

Step 1: Go to a website that will tell you how many calories you need to ingest to lose weight. Here's the one I use: http://www.calculator.net/calorie-calculator.html

Step 2: Start a food journal, and only eat/buy foods that you can accurately calculate the calories of. Aka, don't go to restaurants, don't eat out, but if you do, go to a place that posts the calorie information like subway or fuck even mcdonalds posts its calories these days.
Write EVERYTHING you eat down, along with the calorie amount.

Step 3: At the end of the day calculate your calorie total for the day, if it is below your calculated maintenance calorie amount - congrats! You are losing weight! If not, sorry but you are still getting fatter.

Step 4: A tip: If you notice that you are consistently failing at going below your daily maintenance calorie amount, look at what you are drinking. Liquids have a fuck ton of calories, so switch to diet soda, cut out all the milk or juice, and if you want to be *hardcore* just drink water and nothing else.

Step 5: Last tip: If you find yourself getting hungry a lot throughout the day, even if you just ate, drink water. It makes you feel fuller.
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>>731402888
Height 196m

Weight around 135 Kilogramm
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>>731402901
Well I'm in college and I can only work part-time. Plus my country is a shithole.
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>>731402960
Pardon 1,96 m
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>>731402960
I'm 180 cm and I weigh about the same as you

fml
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>>731402462
Grow the fuck up fat ass. I used to weigh 300 lbs. Hinestky I did very little to get down 100 lbs in a year. First off stop using excuses, you don't have any problems. I guarantee when that cheeseburger hits your mouth all depression goes away. Stay away from bread, red meat, dairy, and junk in general. Eat as raw as possible and eat chicken breast. Not fried either chunky, baked or grilled. And eat spinach.
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>>731402960
Assuming that you meant cm not meters then you have a bmi of 36.3. That means you aren't just obese, you are severely obese.

Your risk of health problems and even death, is severe. You are suffering from a weight-related condition. For the sake of your health it is very important to see your doctor and get specialists help for your condition.
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>>731400855
You're fat?
>exercise

You're depressed?
>do something with your time

Worthless cunt.
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>>731402569
Just do it man. The hardest part is always getting started. Be it fat or skinny, you're gonna see people better looking than you. But they didn't start that way. Many began as fatties like yourself, knowing that they needed to make a change. It took months or years for them to get to that point, going with regularity, even when they didn't feel like it. It only got easier and easier as they did it, as it gets easier to do anything in life if it's repeated. By gradually lifting and performing cardio, engaging a little bit more each time than the last, by gradually eating healthier foods until they no longer craved junk, these people transformed. I believe in you. The only barriers that exist are within your mind.
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190cm tall, 75kg reporting in
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I was skinny once and took medication for depression the shit made me so hungry the compulsion to eat and I couldn't stop I gained 80 pounds in 6 months I stoped the meds and got therapy for the depression instead of the meds its bin 3 years and iv not been able to lose a single pound no matter what I tried I feel like the medication has chemically changed my whole body I. Fucking wish I could sue the pharmaceutical company that made the drug I really think it has destroyed my life I used to enjoy doing sports and physical activities now it's hard to even take a 15-minute walk without the feeling that I'm going to die
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>>731400855
how can you live with being fat? don't you have depression sometimes?
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>>731403044
how does it feel that i will have absolutely no trouble
in my life ever in terms of affording food
rent and all that and that i will most likely live a life with
great luxury while you have to struggle,
and all that just because im german and you are not.
ha.
ha.
ha.
also im high as fuck right now and still got 3g in my stash.
feels good man.
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Dude if you can't lose weight even when you try, go to a doctor and make him check you for insuline resistance. I've got that shit. It's a mess, you can't eat more than 100g of carbs a day, no gluten and shit. The problem is, your pancreas produces waaaaay too much insulin when you eat carbohydrates. Insulin goes down after 4-5 hours so if you eat 3-4 times a day, you're on high insulin all the time. And when insulin is high, you're getting fatter (its a building hormone). Good luck man, I'm depressed and fat (150kg) too. But you know what? I have a little company now, I'm doin crazy marketing shit and I'm getting laid (yes, pussies, you heard me) with my sweet girl. If you're intelligent and funny, you can weight 400kg and she'll get in your bed. Work is even simpler, because if you're not an actor or sales rep, noone cares how you look like. I look like a pig and worked for one of the greatest marketing companies in my country. Don't give up.

Take good medicine for serotonine and dopamine, you obviously have problem with them (lack of friends, sex, sun, sport). For me, depression went away after a week :)

Cheers dude
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>>731403187

the depression is always there
especially in the little breaks during the day

waiting for coffee to brew
waiting in line in the store
lulls in conversations
whenever my mind starts to wander

I know how to eat well, I try to diet. I always lose the motivation and give up.

>you don't have problems

You don't know me, friend. It's easy to assume that somebody has no problems when all they are is words on a screen.


not op, just another depressed fat guy
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>>731403503
Good for you anon, smoke one for me too,hadn't had the chance in a while.
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>>731403698
I'm in the Behavioral Health field, have you fuckers who are depressed is nothing but self pity low self esteem and lack of motivation. Stop using depression as your excuse for life.
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>>731404020
>Have
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>>731404104
I'm working, my bad..... Half*
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>>731404020
I can't explain my brain to you

sure, part of it is low self esteem and a lack of motivation but I can't go into the rest
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>>731404020
Well one of my Being fat and Depressive isnt my only Problem ... i got diagnosed with a psychopathic disorder but i still dont know what that really means
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>>731400855
maybe if you werent so depressed you wouldnt be so fat? you fuckin retard
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>>731404215
Why can't you? No one here knows you.
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>>731401348
Are you retarded? its called dedication, try it sometime.
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>>731402278
I can't be angry with anyone because I failed at life. I'm very much a believer in "existence precedes essence", so I'm ultimately responsible for what I am. Sure, genetics played a part. My parents were ugly, and so were theirs. But I could have tried to develop a better personality or some skill that would make me rich enough not to care about being boring and fat. I didn't, and that's on me.

I don't know if I like the idea of doing drugs and having some bogus revelation that makes me want to keep living, though. Especially since I'm going to give all my stuff away, then blow all my money on the trip north.
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>>731403668
I'm continuing...

Dude, from my experience, dealing with the depression is way more important that dealing with weight. You said that actually.

You'll never get fit with depression cause bitch wants you to feel unmotivated. Think of it as a sickness and don't believe in your sad thoughts. Go to psycho (I mean that dude who can prescribe you medicine, it's more effective at start and it's reaaaly fast). Then, after getting better you can start thinking about training and shit.

Also remember that depression is about lack of positive hormones which are unfortunatelly produced after you eat shit like mcdonalds. That's the other reason why you have to go get some medicine for your head before doing anything else.

Before I did that, I was scared of going to school, of sleeping, of people in general, I was sad all the time and was drinking or smoking pot 3-4 times a week. Now I can almost live like a normal happy guy. Just make a few steps and do this shit :)
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>>731404254
Probably APD. In the US we don't typically use the word "psychopath" any more.
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>>731404320
abused as a kid
middle child in a large family
abandonment by parents
self harm
attempted suicide
family issues like you wouldn't believe

a lifetime of people shitting on you makes you feel like you deserve it

I don't even know man, i really don't feel like justifying why I hate myself
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Do you enjoy anal play?
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>>731404558
Not op, the other depressed fat guy

I actually broke down a few months back and told a friend about my depression. He was really cool about it and told me exactly what I needed to hear

I was booked in to see a doctor about it today but I missed my appointment
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>>731404630
well in Germany we do.
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>>731404464
you can still do all that and an hero
but do make make sure to smoke weed
and take shrooms or some shit
trying out new drugs is so fucking great
like the first few times you take it
one of the best things in this world
don't let your suicide ruin this opportunity.
ayy lmao
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>>731404673
Lose the weight, hit the gym. Fuck bitches. I guarantee all that shit will go away once your fucking a new girl every night. Take it out on their pussy. Best it up!
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>>731405011
Why did you miss it?
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>>731405142
Damn it, beat* it up.....
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Well Have to go.
Thanks for the kind words.
OP out

Maybe coming back later .
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>>731400855
This spring, walk out into the woods and find a spot. Visit it weekly at minimum so you get used to the walking. In summer, you build yourself a small camp there with a hut of your liking, there is a bunch of Youtube videos on that. Then after summer, quit your job, stock up on food for two weeks, and go live at your wood camp. Do this when your local psilocybe strains are fruiting, and you will find them. Mid-august to mid-november maybe, don't know where you are from. Eat the shrooms, and think back on your life and dig up whatever you have buried (depression is a good sign of that). Repeat the next week, and spend your newfound positive energy on looking at what your life will be if you do different things. Find the thing that looks so bright that you are embarrased to even look at or think about it, and go do it!
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>>731405194

to be honest i just forgot about it.

I've had job interviews and appointments taking up room in my head and it just slipped my mind

was taking a deuce and I remembered.

I need to rebook the appointment tomorrow
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>>731405142
I don't think that's how I want it to play out. I want to fix my problems. I've been burying shit deep for the past decade. Seeing a doctor about antidepressants will do more for me than fucking bitches will.
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>>731405540
It's pretty common that depression will make you forget things like that. You get stuck listening to your thoughts and identifying with them and lost in them and they distract you from everything from focusing to remembering.
Has been like that for me since I was maybe 15.
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>>731405739
Befriend these little guys. They are great grave diggers and closet rummagers and will show you whatever you had to forget to survive back then. Show you all of yourself if you want them to (:
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>>731405011
Dude so make an appointment one more time. Or ten more times. It's worth it as fuck. For me, that was more important and life changing day than my first time with a girl :) Sounds stupid, but it's probably the most important step you HAVE TO make.

PS: Sorry if I fucked some words, english isn't my main language.
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>>731405876
that's not what happened, it legit just slipped my mind.
>>731406083
nah, that's not my thing man. psychedelics don't appeal to me
>>731406172
yeah, i've been waiting on this appointment for weeks it was my birthday last month and it kicked my up the ass to fix things. It was a big deal for me to make that appointment

Sorry to op for taking over his thread
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So, OP, what you're gonna do now?
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>>731406606
They don't have to appeal, they only have to work, and they do work if you eat them with the intention of looking at your past and your subconscious. Hell, I didn't even know I was depressed, I was just doing yoga working on my posture. I got my body relaxed, laid down on the floor and listened to music. And it just streamed before me, like a story, or an abstract painting, that I had been depressed for 13 years and just never saw a different way of being. Well the mushrooms just showed me how it felt not being on that narrow path of my depressed self, and actually be a whole human being with happiness and curiosity and everything. I could actually feel those things again, I remembered what it was like before I was depressed, how light the body feels and how open the chest and face is compared to the slightly hunched-over and self-protecting posture I was taking before.

Well anyways, you don't -need- shrooms to do this. They're just a great tool. People can do the same thing for you, but I find it's hard to open up to other people. Without the shroms I probably couldn't have opened up to myself even :p But just talking about it like you are doing now is great! I have started sharing with friends when it's tough and just being heard is often enough to lessen the weight.
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>>731407574
>>731405426
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>>731407643
I appreciate it man. I know my situation, I accept that i'm depress and that I need help. I'm on the way to getting the help that I need
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>>731407841
I also think that however you do it, remember that it is -you- doing the changing. It isn't a medicine or a person changing you so you are fixed, you are using whatever tool to facilitate change -in- you, to get rid of those weights so you can start growing back into your full self again. I always thought of it as a parallell to drug addiction, I've seen people forced into rehab and people who have gone because they saw they needed it. It's the ones who saw the need for change who get through it. Like I saw after eating shrooms, and like you are seeing (;
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>>731408786
>remember that it is -you- doing the changing

I'm actually a bit worried about this. I have no idea if antidepressants are right for me. my mind is in a constant battle of is it the depression causing the circumstances, or the circumstances causing the depression?
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>>731400855
Fellow depressed fat fude here.

What's up?
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>>731400855
Do you depress and fat
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>>731409018
>mind is in a constant battle

Antidepressants helped me with that.
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>>731409479
I'm just gonna take what the doctor tells me to
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Have you seen this?
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>>731409353
>>731409423

I think op abandoned the thread
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>>731409650
I've not seen it. I'll watch it tonight
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>>731400855
You like anime/comics?

also nice dubs
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>>731400855
If you were in ww2 would they call you spitfire?
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>>731409787
not op - the other fat depressed guy

I don't have any interest it anime or comics.
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>>731400855
What bullshit excuses do you like to tell yourself about how it's not your fault
you could have worked out and just faced your fears to be more social but you said no and keep saying no so tell me what you like to put the blame on.
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>>731400855
How did you get fat?
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Does anybody have any advice about what not to eat. I mean it's pretty obvious not to have a diet based on pizza and cheeseburgers and processed food.

But what everyday stuff do people not think about?
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not op - the other fat depressed guy
>>731410147
It's totally my fault. I don't blame anybody but myself

>>731410226
It happens over time. It's not like I woke up one day weighing almost 300lb

Years of not caring about my health and ignoring the warning signs
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>>731409654
Yes
>>731409566
>>731409018
I never tried antidepressants. I never spoke to a doctor or anything either. I don't think that anything you have to keep taking is a solution, but I think antidepressants can give some people the space they need to work on themselves. But you can't just take them and get well again. Same with the shrooms :p Same with therapy.

I think we become depressed as a response to the environment we're in. What circumstances do you mean?
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>>731410536

>>731404673
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>>731409934
Zero? You gotta read hellboy, m8. It transcends the genre much like Geiman's Sandman series. Takes old tales and rewires them to fit the modern world without losing the magic that made them such lasting stories. I'm gushing, but it's because it's that good. Give it a go next time you're feeling down in the dumps and who knows; maybe it's just the distraction/nudge in the right direction you'll need.

I have depression myself and like getting lost in comics when I don't have the will to even get out of bed. But that's just me.

Also >>731410147
project much, friend? You're not the all-knowing psychic you dream of being. People are more complex than what you assume they might be. Get over it, bud. And while you're at it, may as well try to get over yourself too. Word to the wise; you're a turd.
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>>731410630
i should emphasise that the family stuff is a small part of it.
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>>731410478
Your lack of caring is sign of depression. Something probably happened to you as a kid that took away any fucks you had to give about your body. You can go back and remember what happened and get those fucks back from whatever took them from you, or forge some new fucks to give out of pure will.
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>>731404673
let me tell you something fucker my life has been worse then yours and i'm thin and successful because i took the fact that my family disowned me and my childhood was spent having all my classmates and teachers thinking i'll snap and kill every one being treated like shit because they saw me as shit.
you don't fucking let them win you little shit
spend every day becoming better than all those people so stop being a weak whiny bitch and become something more no matter how long it takes. stop being lazy.
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>>731410642
I used to read a lot of books when I was younger. Never any comics though. I gave them a shot, but they never really did it for me.

As I said earlier. I've already had the nudge that I needed. I turned 26 recently and had a breakdown. I always thought my life would get better and the realisation that my problems won't fix themselves really opened my eyes. it seems simple and stupid, but I buried my problems deep down for the past decade.
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>>731410847
There's a difference between clinical depression and having other legitimate reasons to be upset with life. it's not always sloth that leads to this, rather, depression that leads to sloth.

But otherwise, good on you, anon. Rising above what the world offered you. Making your own future. That's some seriously respectable shit.
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>>731411081
Try to do something uselful on the day or help someone out with something.
would make you feel better
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>>731410642
you must be a trump supporter because you ignored my question and went off changing the topic to me thats adverting the blame which does tell me the excuse you like to use. cunning but gay, you're depressed because you don't like yourself and your life you blame otherthings than yourself thinking it's out of your hand when in reality you could change yourself adapt and evolve your personality to fit your life and be successful. but as long as you pretend you can't do anything you won't try. take the blame.
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>>731410790
it wasn't one specific thing

>>731410847
It's easy to tell somebody to fix stuff. But it's harder to actually do it. You dealt with things a lot better than I did.

A paragraph can never give you an insight into my life though.

It's great that you made it through it all man
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>>731410700
I was abused too, but I had completely blocked it out. Then I started remembering, after like 20 years (I'm 30 now, can't really remember how old I was. Can't remember how old I was when I did anything, really :p).

As I said depression is a protective response to your environment. It worked back then, but you're out of that environment now so you can start letting it go. I mean, I did and said stupid shit in bouts of depression that I wouldn't dream of doing now, and I'd dig my depression-grave deeper over it. so there's a real chicken-and-egg thing going on. But I had no idea I could be anything else then, so I don't beat myself up over it. I would have, a few years ago :P Now I have started to recognize my depressive reactions and just let them pass instead of giving them the driver's seat.
But you had no part in whatever caused it to begin with.
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>>731411334
I live a very sedimentary life. Locked up in a room day and night. I told myself last month was self improvement month. I've been applying for jobs, I even had a few interviews. I saw a doctor. and I spoke about my problems with a friend
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>>731411535
That really got to me man. I think you hit the nail on the head
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>>731411456
i understand that but you're smart enough to ask for help. i think you could find what you need to do, 90% of what people think of you is based off your first appearence and thats a big part on what you have to work on and the other 10% is how you present yourself work on what kind of person you want to be but not just that a kind of person you think people will like and accept. can't be an emo lord and fight the current take the easy path and blend in.
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>>731400855
Go to the doctor and get a prescription for phentermine.

Been on it about 6 weeks, lost 25 pounds so far, going to the gym, feel alpha as fuck.
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>>731411437
I didn't give you "bullshit excuses" because I don't have any. I blame myself on the days I CHOOSE to do nothing productive. I blame myself on the days I get up and do good. Once again, your post is riddled with baseless assumptions. And I never changed the subject. I told you what I believed was wrong with what you said, rather than engaging the spiteful and loaded and leading questions you chose to propose. If your butt hurts because I didn't say what you wanted, that's on you mate. Stop blaming everyone else for things not going the way you want. You're responsible for you and all of your turds.

Also about the trump supproter bit, couldn't be farther from the truth. I support no political parties for two reasons. Reason one is that I recognize a bullshit salesman when I see one and reason two is there's no point in folowing a puppet show when the people pulling the trings are putting poison in the concession stand cakes behind the scenes. ASSUME all you like about the people you don't know. You'll never be the bearer of whole truths and that's just how it works. Friend.
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>>731400855
How many miles did you walk today? Hows your diet going?
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>>731411876
I got pretty good at hiding it. On the outside I can be very confident, I can hold the attention of a room. I have friends

when I admitted to people that I was feeling suicidal they were shocked. Nobody noticed, and that made me feel even worse
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>>731400855
Dont worry anon im sad also, used to be always sick and puking two days I try my best I thought finally I feel better and guess what happened today ? I feel so fucking dissapointed and angry I tried and it is like life thought fuck this faggot he seems happy and bitchslapped me out of nowhere.
This are tears of anger right now as I type this.
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>>731411675
Set off a part of every day for improvement and make it a habit (: Then you'd get a little shit done every day! Like four or five sets of 20 minutes throughout the day, and you use them for anything from walks to job applications to practice (instruments or tools or singing whatever). Have alarms set up and when they go off, you have a list of improvement stuff to do ready you can choose from. I can't endorse this, I just came up with it. But I think I will try it (:
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>>731412300
tell me your problems anon
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>>731412064
Top kek. look at you spazing, if you can't help yourself thats when you get help. thats the point you never saw the red flag.
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>>731412394
I like the idea of this, make a list of things to do in the day.

I lift weights, I play a few instruments during the day
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>>731412210
Try to remember the things in your life you want to change when you get a list pick the easiest one and do them in that oreder eventually you'll just keep improving and every time you complete something it will make you feel better. it's good to be honest too it's stressful to live in lies as well.
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>>731412430
Alcohol and probably an ulcer, trying to quit feel finally better wake up real sick because something I probably ate not even sure, puked a bit of blood had shitted blood.
and alcohol and prayer made me feel better but I had so many plans for today, was gonna workout clean around the house, maybe even go to church now im just fucking sad.
Feels like everytime everytime I try something I fail.
I dont hate life but damn am im so fucking pissed right now.
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>>731412210
My parents were shocked when I told them I had been depressed for years. They never even knew I was being bullied in elementary/middle school. I haven't told them about the abuse because I can't remember it clearly myself. I always wished I was sick so people could see. I always wished it would just snap and I'd let go and go mad or whatever but it never happened, I was locked into that place :(
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>>731412693
Step one: rebook my appointment with my doctor

Step two: fix everything else
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Lost 2 KGS in 3 months could of been more but I like beer. You can do it anon
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>>731412989
Try to do your best not to miss it anon make it top priority and good luck to you and your life sir.
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>>731412915
why do you drink?
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>>731412926
You can have all the diseases I have so I wont have them anymore having to wake up puking and shitting everytime,
hope your wish comes true
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>>731413131
thanks anon.

There's no chance I'll miss it again
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>>731413161
it would be a long story so many problems, it started that way but now I cant quit or I can die.
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>>731413169
well I ate shrooms and they showed me why I was doing what I was doing to myself, and then I had the motivation to change it. I have heard anecdotes of them working well with alcoholics too!
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I thought fatty boombalatty's were ment to be jolly
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>>731413403
heard that too, but I dont know where I can get any, also from people using lsd but I dont trust lsd probably will try to get shrooms it is probably the only way.
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>>731413403
>>731413325
>>731413169
actually, if you are that sick with alcoholism, you should look into iboga/ibogaine! People have quit alcohol and heroin after a single use. Without any withdrawal symptoms. The problem is people often go back to their old situations and habits.
I hope you get through it!
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>>731413559
we only act that way because it feels better to have people laugh with us rather than at us
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>>731413618
thanks im gonna google it.
im still pissed do
I even feel like the guy from Curb Your Enthusiasm
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>>731413568
I also heard this about LSD, but I believe people work with therapists when they use lsd like that. In my experiene the mushrooms will take you where you need to go if you let them know what you want to do before eating them (basically just thinking about it beforehand). They grow all over the world, every country ha psilocybe mushrooms. Just go out next fall and pick some! Until then you learn what kind grows near you, and how to spot them. Join a forum like shroomery.org to make it easy (:
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>>731413633
>>>731413559 (You)
>we only act that way because it feels better to have people laugh with us rather than at us
Makes sense I actually never laughed at fat people myself plus I also hit on fat girls who aren't to fat
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>>731413968
Thanks anon I really appreciate it.
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