Ask a depressed Schizophrenic anything. I may take a while to

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>>731260825

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What do you think is better, being dumb but kind, or intelligent but mean?

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>>731261198
Intelligent but mean, easily.
Why not intelligent, but nice, tho?

Whatchu doing for MayDay? I spent mine playing Skyrim.

why are you an attention whore

have you ever fug a woman before

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>>731261476
I spent it playing Eve and posting here.
>>731261558
Why is everyone an attention whore?
>>731261568
N-no...

>>731261588
wat how old are you

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>>731260825
Why havent killed yourself yet?

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>>731261347
>Intelligent but mean, easily.
I disagree, though I'll more often than not fall into that category

>Why not intelligent, but nice, tho?
It was more a question of what you value more. I think being nice is a greater virtue than being intelligent.

>>731261679
because he needs to fish for attention before he does

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>>731261653
25
>>731261679
>That pic
noooooo
>Why havent killed yourself yet?
Because I don't want to die yet.

>>731261761
Are you happy?

>>731261761
>25
hey me too. we should lose it to eachother op

do u fap?

so how exactly do you have the medical diagnosis of depressed schizoprenic? That's not medically possible

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>>731261876
>Are you happy?
At this very moment? No, but I'm not sad either.
>>731261880
>we should lose it to eachother op
I have a gf, thanks though anon.
>>731261884
>do u fap?
Doesn't everyone?

How's TempleOS coming along, Terry?

>>731262032
Do girls fart?

>>731262032
2D doesn't count

>>731262032
Does she not love you?

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>>731262007
>that's not medically possible
...wat
Are you retarded?
>>731262041
Still don't know how to code, anon.
>>731262154
Duh.
>>731262177
She's 3d tho.
>>731262192
She does.

>>731260825
You have good taste in vampires, anon.

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>>731262264
Shinobu a best.

depression is low serotonin, schizophrenia is too much soo

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>>731260825
Who is the best ninja and why is it me desu

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>>731262389
>schizophrenia is too much soo
That is a THEORY. It is unknown what causes Schizophrenia.
Depression and Schizophrenia can be comorbid.
>>731262474
It's (u) ninjanon. Those are some really feminine eyes.

>>731262474
Kys

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>>731262389
>>731262007
Here, do a little research.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2659306/

>>731262348
I especially loved the scene where she admits she would have sex with Koyomi "If I thought this body could handle it".
>Instadiamondboner.

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>>731262677
>shinobu will never murder you by fucking you
;-;

>>731262821
>death by foreplay.
But she doesn't feel love. Can't feel love. Just physical attraction and a thirst for life.

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I remember in a previous thread you were talking to another anon about how you could fantasize about things and genuinely believe them, but you said you avoid doing that for obvious reasons. What are those reasons? Would you be likely to lose yourself and not be able to tell whats true anymore? If I could do something like that I think I would milk it for all the fun that it's worth, sanity be damned.

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>>731260825
R8 my doggo?

>>731262232
How do you not know how to code though?

Anyway, does God really hate niggers?

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>>731262958
>But she doesn't feel love. Can't feel love.
I'm pretty sure she does. She just doesn't know what it is.
>>731263112
>What are those reasons?
I'd probably wind up eventually losing myself in it. It's also a really bad way to cope with things. It goes much deeper than just losing yourself to the hallucinations. Not something you want, trust me.
>>731263133
I already rated this doggo/10

schizo anon is loli real? can you make it become real if you concentrate on it?

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>>731263211
>How do you not know how to code though?
Cause I never bothered to learn.
>Anyway, does God really hate niggers?
God doesn't exist, anon.

>>731263340
YOU'RE NOT TERRY

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>>731263248
R8 my doggo?

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>>731263330
>schizo anon is loli real?
What does that even mean
>can you make it become real if you concentrate on it?
You can make yourself believe it's real.
>>731263372
WHAT HOW DID YOU KNOW!?
>>731263375
Tastey/10

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>>731263248
>It goes much deeper than just losing yourself to the hallucinations
Do you mean it would worsen your symptoms, and/or take you down a negative spiral?

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>>731263465
Fight me

>>731263465
thats not good enough it needs to be real. please hone your unfortunate disorder until you have the power to change reality to make things real for everyone.

>>731263465
>WHAT HOW DID YOU KNOW!?
because you're a faggot

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>>731263600
Yes, it would likely worsen them, and likely leave me trapped inside my own delusions.
>>731263604
I can't I'm but a weak neet.
>>731263628
I can change reality for everyone, you just won't know it.
>>731263679
So are you anon, so are you.

>>731263891
>So are you anon, so are you.
for you

>>731261755
That's what gets you libtards. You don't want those.

>>731260825
Tell me about your experiences with the onset of scizophrenia.
And a bit about your symptoms.

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>>731260825
Why do you make a thread every fucking day, sometimes multiple times a day? Why are you glorifying mental illness? Why do you think you're interesting?

These are all serious questions

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>>731261755
>I disagree, though I'll more often than not fall into that category
Why do you disagree though, intelligence can get you much further can kindness.
>>731263930
>for you
no pls anon, I'm not gae.
>>731264087
>Tell me about your experiences with the onset of schizophrenia.
It started off fairly mild, except for the hallucinations. I would have attacks of paranoia just out of nowhere, they weren't severe, but they were pretty intense. It would happen from just hearing a noise or a random thought would pop into my head and I'd start to panic.
The hallucinations were really severe at the start, I often found myself panicking because of them, but they were also extremely realistic back then. They are less common now, and only consist of dark figures and disembodied faces.
>And a bit about your symptoms.
The most common ones for me are attacks of paranoia and anxiety, which feed into each other. Catatonia, delusions my primary delusion is that I am from another universe (this is the 3rd one i've been to) and hallucinations which are my least common, and I've covered.
>>731264303
>Why do you make a thread every fucking day
To kill time, and to talk to anons.
>sometimes multiple times a day
I've only ever made this thread more than once a single time.
>Why are you glorifying mental illness?
How am I doing that by answering questions about it?
>Why do you think you're interesting?
I don't, other people seem to think so, though.

>>731264683
>no pls anon, I'm not gae.
liar, you love big cocks

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>>731264683
Especially mine desu

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>>731264738
>big cocks
ew anon. I love qt little vajines.
>>731264791
Nooooo

>>731264808
>ew anon. I love qt little vajines.
shut up homo

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>>731264872
Nou.
I don't like gayboi penises.

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>>731263891
>Yes, it would likely worsen them, and likely leave me trapped inside my own delusions.
I see. However, you did say that you can cum without touching your penis by doing it, so do you make an exception for masturbation or?

Also unrelated question, do you prefer people to call you out when you say something delusional, or not?

>>731264683
>Why do you disagree though, intelligence can get you much further can kindness.
Perhaps, but kindness will be more likely to get you great friends, and good times. And besides, I'm not really thinking about myself when I say I consider kindness to be a greater virtue than intelligence, I'm thinking about other people, so where it can get me is redundant.

>>731260825
when are you going to stop posting this on b everyday and kill yourself?

>>731264683
Tell me about the kinds of paranoid thoughts you've had.
Did you believe them at the time? Can you reliably weed them out yourself?

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>>731265258
>so do you make an exception for masturbation or?
No. I try not to do it at all.
>do you prefer people to call you out when you say something delusional, or not?
I don't really care either way if someone calls me out or not.

Kindness is better for making friends, yes. But intelligence is much better in my opinion for a lot more.
>>731265295
What's the matter anon, sad it's not another trap thread?
>>731265797
>Tell me about the kinds of paranoid thoughts you've had.
I've had thoughts like doctors are lying to me. The most common ones I have are that something bad is going to happen, like I'll hear a noise and the first thing that pops into my head someone is watching me.
I've had thoughts that the world was going to end just because the wind blew the wrong way

>Did you believe them at the time?
Yes.
>Can you reliably weed them out yourself?
Not in the moment, I can't.

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>>731266028
Wanna try this with me?

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>>731266286
Yuck, no way.

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>>731262232
What if I told you your girlfriend isnt real

>>731266377
What a fag

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>>731266486
If she isn't real then this reality isn't real, and neither are you, and if you aren't real I shouldn't listen to what you say.

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>>731266028
>I don't really care either way if someone calls me out or not.
That's curious. If you're lost in a delusion and someone says 'hey, stop. You're being delusional about xyz.' Would that help you to get out of it, or would it just keep going regardless?

>But intelligence is much better in my opinion for a lot more.
Such as?

>>731260825
Why do people always tell me to kill myself? Is 4chan just filled with people who insult you?

>>731265258
>>731266778
Kys fag

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If someone offered you 200$ in RL to pound your ass, would you do it?

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>>731266577
>What a fag
Says the gayboi
>>731266778
>Would that help you to get out of it, or would it just keep going regardless?
I don't really know, honestly. Most people won't know that I'm being delusional. I keep a lot of that internalized. I would likely just explain what I was thinking to them.

>Such as?
You can find the answer to just about anything if you're intelligent enough.
>>731266895
Youmustbenewhere.jpg
>>731266898
>kys
>>>/reddit/

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>>731267073
>200$ in RL to pound your ass
No. I don't like anal, and there's only one person I'd accept it from.

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>>731266898
You tell 'em, anon.

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>>731267217
So sweet desu <3

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>>731267427
It's not you ninjanon!

>>731260825
why haven't you killed yourself yet?

>>731267109
What if the delusions aren't actually delusions, but a truth for a much worse world, like a glitch in the Matrix? Perhaps we exist, but blind, and you are the eye seeing out?

>>731266895
What? Cant we hate without being opressed???

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>>731266028
Can you point to anything in your life that might've had an effect on the onset of the disease? Do you think you could've affected the outcome?

I'm asking these questions because I come from a long family of shamans and schizophrenics and am a little worried about my own mental health. Thanks for answering.

Also, is there a chance we've met before? I haven't spent much time around here as of late.

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>>731267109
>Most people won't know that I'm being delusional. I keep a lot of that internalized.
Perhaps you should vocalize it more. It might help to talk to people about it, especially if the delusion is causing you distress.

>You can find the answer to just about anything if you're intelligent enough.
True, and I suppose ultimately you might learn that it could be in your best interest to be kind, whereas being kind will likely not teach you that you should be intelligent. Still, I think I would choose a kind friend over an intelligent one, and I don't think that means nothing.

>>731267763
I stopped caring about oppressing people after I realized everyone oppressed me. Sure, I am a white cis male, but because of that I am the most oppressed figure among society. Even the rejects oppress me. Anywhere I go, nobody lets me watch porn in a public place. I get off on others watching and can't even get that satisfaction :\

>>731267805
Kind people don't exist anon. Friends that just love you unconditionally and act like anime characters. If people acted like anime, the world would be a much better place.

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best anime qt

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>>731267611
CTRL+F "killed yourself"
>>731267659
I dunno, anon. What if?
>>731267767
>Can you point to anything in your life that might've had an effect on the onset of the disease?
I'm fairly sure I've always been somewhat Schizophrenic. As a child I was like this as well, but around 20 is when it started to pick up and get more severe.
>Do you think you could've affected the outcome?
I doubt it.

>Thanks for answering.
You're welcome. If it's in your genetics you should see a doctor if you're concerned.

>Also, is there a chance we've met before? I haven't spent much time around here as of late.
It's possible I used to make these threads about 7-8 months ago.
>>731267805
>Perhaps you should vocalize it more.
There's usually no one around to vocalize it to. I stay by myself, and I don't trust most people to listen to my inner thoughts.

>Kind over intelligent
I'd take an intelligent friend over a kind one any day of the week honestly.

>>731268350
I am not into anime. I cannot stand the art style. But anime lovers are probably the people I enjoy talking to the most and I want to be a part of the culture. So how do I convince myself to like anime?

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>>731268350
Shinobu a best
>>731268472
>So how do I convince myself to like anime?
Watch different kinds of anime, you'll find something that clicks.

>>731268427
Even if you did trust them, can you trust what they say to not be a part of the delusion? How do you know when they say X, that isn't just in your head, but when they say Y it was truthful?

>>731268574
Fair enough anon. I need to devote myself to actually watching shows, my life mostly consists of vidya and work.

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>>731268592
>can you trust what they say to not be a part of the delusion?
For the most part, yes. If I start hallucinating what people say it sounds really distorted.
>>731268721
Just find a genre that you like and then slow branch out from there. It's the best way to appreciate animu. Watch a few episodes of a show, if you don't like it, ask yourself what about it you don't like and go from there

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>>731268427
>I don't trust most people to listen to my inner thoughts.
Have you had delusional thoughts about me?

>I'd take an intelligent friend over a kind one any day of the week honestly.
I'm basing my position on which of my friends in my social group is my favorite. I've got smart friends sure, but none of them make me feel at ease like he does. He's like a little good-vibes butterfly fluttering around making everyone happier in his wake.

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>>731268721
Anime is a genre of animation and a medium of storytelling. There's a lot to explore, story wise.

Tell me, what sort of a stereotype do you have for anime?

>>731268427
Can you draw a comparison between how you were as a child and now?

fuck me

>>731260825

If you are female then lets see those tits with a timestamp on it.

If youre not female..prove it.

>>731269540

I bet his femenine dick will lok good

>>731268994
Hmm, that makes sense. I often do things I hate to try to convince myself to like them and it often ends up backfiring as I just try to powerhouse through everything. Tried reading, loathe it because of a bunch of garbage fantasy stuff I didn't even like but tried to read to say I read it. Games are pretty depressing as I don't really play to have fun these days, but to say I beat terrible obscure levels people made. I think, to appreciate anime, I need to not be a masochist and just look for what I actually want.

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>>731269247
>Have you had delusional thoughts about me?
Do I know you?

>but none of them make me feel at ease like he does
I think that's less about being nice, and more about being caring though.
>>731269425
>Can you draw a comparison between how you were as a child and now?
I was really withdrawn as a child, never had many friends. Talked to myself a lot, I had occasional really severe hallucinations.
I was a really fucked up kid.
>>731269494
That's lewd anon
>>731269540
I'm male, no you can't see my weewee. Only one person is allowed to see that.
>>731269667
I have been told it's cute

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>>731269854
>tfw you're a masochist.
I know the feeling anon. You shouldn't force yourself to do things you hate though, unless it's something you need to do.

>>731269425
I imagine a high pitched song playing with lots of children running through a field and some Japanese woman singing without subtitles. The show starts and it is actually dark and gritty, plus has a lot of robots and sex, plus girls crying in high pitched voices. The only problem is that it is all Japanese to begin with, but a translation exists. The problem is that the translation is broken English and at points it goes into Japanese without warning. We get to see a family, a high pitched little kid jumping on some older guy's laugh, then he realizes the world is in danger. Explosions, a lot of characters running around, and I am by this time entirely confused who is who due to my trouble understanding a massive character roster. Someone dies, then it fades to black as it tells you to go to the second episode. Many actually felt this anime ruined the spirit of the original manga franchise, which is the only way you should be seeing the stories, and now that you watched the anime you have ruined the story. The manga is a black and white book that doesn't even have translations.

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>>731260825
Does anyone wanna help goku to shove his genkidama up my ass?

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>>731269900
>Do I know you?
Could you really forget me, anon?

>I think that's less about being nice, and more about being caring though.
Nice, caring, kinda the same thing. When I say nice I mean generally, not superficially.

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What gets you through the day?

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>>731270696
Digbicks

>>731270362
That is exactly the thing. You sorta put a certain value on these things so you need to do them. Like you need to read this terrible novel franchise to appreciate a certain game. Imagine digging into the earth, you gotta go through a lot of crud to get to solid rock. Sometimes that rock is gold, mostly it will be plain, but you need to do work regardless. To not do it this way causes even more stress than if I do it this way, since not doing it this way makes me feel like I cheated. I actually have to admit I am a bit jealous of people sometimes (imagine wanting to play a game, seeing everyone heavily enjoy it, and yet knowing that to do such you will need to suffer in a way nobody else had to) when it is all self-imposed, which makes many treat it less seriously or not care at all. I am very good at making my own misery.

>>731260825
Hi OP. I suffer from depression every few months - including now, and I worry about developing schizophrenia on top of bipolar. I have multiple sclerosis so the chances are pretty high. Are there any warning signs I should be aware of?

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>>731270442
What kind of shit do you watch anon?
That's not at all how most animus go.
>>731270508
I can't right now, I'm busy. Sorry, Goku.
>>731270516
>Could you really forget me, anon?
You seem like someone I know, especially the way you talk. But the pictures are throwing me off.
>Nice, caring, kinda the same thing, not superficially.
Whenever I think of nice, I think of it as a superficial thing. Like you don't actually care how your niceness is affecting them, you just do it. I see caring as you actually want to have a positive impact on one's day/mood.
>>731270628
Hi there bananaman.
>>731270696
Honestly, the thought of her, does it most of the time.

>>731270696
Being thankful

>>731271108
Kys?!

>>731271049
>Whenever I think of nice, I think of it as a superficial thing. Like you don't actually care how your niceness is affecting them, you just do it. I see caring as you actually want to have a positive impact on one's day/mood.

First limited kinda dumb thing ive seen you say. You've either lost touch with kindness in the world or, perhaps more likely, just applied/projected your own limited view on the concept of nice onto everyone else via a heightened level of personal care into ones own opinions.

>>731271338
I think about it sometimes. I'm >>731270969 btw.

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>>731271049
>You seem like someone I know, especially the way you talk. But the pictures are throwing me off.
anon pls I even told you I'd do this

>I see caring as you actually want to have a positive impact on one's day/mood.
By that definition, I'm talking about caring people, not nice people. Is your position on caring people vs intelligent people the same?

>>731271049
I don't really watch many animes, I just have based a lot of it on what I have connected in my head from what I have seen on /b/. Once upon a time I tried an anime show, Armitage III, that didn't follow this whole confusing manga/broke translation thing that seems to come up whenever I decide to try an anime series. I couldn't get into it at all, I was so confused by all the characters I couldn't follow a single thing that happened. I don't do good with fast paced stories.

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>>731270969
The main things you should be looking out for is psychosis, attacks of paranoia and anxiety, voices, talking to yourself in extreme excess, social withdrawal.
If you're concerned about it, you should see a psychologist though, I'm no doctor. I'm not sure about the comorbidity of MS and Schizo.
>>731270848
Sometimes you do need to do thing you don't like in order to do a thing you do like, yes. But you shouldn't force yourself to do something you don't like just because you don't want to do it.
I totally get that though.
>>731271338
>Kys?!
>>>/reddit/
>>731271356
It's just the way I view "niceness", it's like social politeness, you don't do it because you care about the other person, you do it because it's a social obligation.
kindness!=niceness
>>731271486
>anon pls I even told you I'd do this
You never said what pics you were going to use though. How was I supposed to know
>Is your position on caring people vs intelligent people the same?
Yes, I think intelligence trumps all as a trait.

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>>731271686
Have you tried watching a chill moe or something, like Yuru Yuri, or AzumangaDayoh, Luv Lab, etc? There isn't much in the way of a story to them, they're just kind dumb fun so they're easy to follow.

>>731271412
Livestream it :)

Have you found Jesus?

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>>731271747
>You never said what pics you were going to use though. How was I supposed to know
Check again, anon.

>>731271747
>Yes, I think intelligence trumps all as a trait.
You may be right.

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>>731272261
No, I'm Pantheist.
>>731272329
>Check again, anon.
whoops.
>You may be right.
Of course, I am.

Hows your daily life ?

Do you take any meds ? If so, do they help ?
Which meds do you take ?

Are you open about your mental condition to your friends and family ?

If you are, how do they feel about it ?

Have you notice any change in their behavior after telling someone that you're Schizophrenic ?

Stay strong Anon

>>731271747
paranoia/anxiety - check
social withdrawal - check
You're right, I'll have to go in if it gets any worse. I was already at risk genetically, but a few studies have shown MS also increases risk. It makes sense really, after you see an MRI with 20 holes in your brain/spine.

>>731271998
My best friend killed himself on a livestream, a few months after my first girlfriend killed herself. I saw his video circulating snuff sites for years, and decided that wouldn't be me. Instead I refuse to take the little things for granted and spend my life feeling thankful.

What are you doing to improve yourself and your lifestyle every day?

Are you learning something or do you have a hobby?

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>>731272697
Why do people feel the need to live stream suicide?
It's a desperate cry for attention in your last few minutes of life.
I'm not trying to be an asshole, but none of that matters after you die.

>>731261755
This statement may have just changed my life.

Thanks anon.

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>>731272651
>whoops.
Now answer the initial question

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>>731272659
>Hows your daily life ?
Fairly boring.
>Do you take any meds ?
I don't.
>Are you open about your mental condition to your friends and family ?
I don't really tell anyone.

>Have you notice any change in their behavior after telling someone that you're Schizophrenic ?
The only people I really tell are people on here, so no.

>Stay strong Anon
Thanks anon, you too.
>>731272697
>paranoia/anxiety - check
>social withdrawal - check
Those are also traits of BiPD aren't they? I'm not too well-versed in it, so I don't know.
Stay strong, anon.
>>731272832
>What are you doing to improve yourself and your lifestyle every day?
Nothing.
>Are you learning something
No
>or do you have a hobby?
My only hobby is vidya, really.
>>731273009
>Now answer the initial question
Which was? I don't feel like reading all the way back through all of that. hehe

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>>731273275
>Which was?
Have you had delusional thoughts about me?

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>>731273638
>Have you had delusional thoughts about me?
Oh, no I haven't.

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Shinobu cum tribute thread?

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>>731273937
No anon, that's lewd!

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>>731273838
Welp, its 2am. Later anon.

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>>731274272
Sleep well.
Catch you around

>>731271747
Dont fucking >>>/reddit/ me faggot

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>>731273638
>>731273009
>>731272329
>>731271486
>>731270516
>>731269247
>>731267805
>>731266778
>>731265258
>>731263600
>>731263112
>>731261755
>>731261198
Who dis?
>>731274312
Morning..

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I want to be had delusions of.
How are you supposed to express such a thought?

>>731274312
Are you going to start a thread tomorrow too like the anons say? I think I'll stop by.

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>>731274405
>Dont fucking >>>/reddit/ me faggot
>>>/reddit/!!!!
>>731274437
>Who dis?
That's "showmeyourdickanon"
>>731274437
>Morning..
Good morning. c:

>>731272871
Because they are amazing friends and they want to share a special moment with frends

>>731261588
Fly Safe o7

>>731273275
Those are also traits of BiPD aren't they?
They are, as are the delusions I get when manic. I'm only counting things that have been stable between phases. Still it looks like I'm fine now, just at high risk. Thanks for the words of support anon, you stay strong too~

>>731271914
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/YuruYuri - Yuru Yuri came from a manga though. But since the story is nonexistent it doesn't matter? The other two seem to be manga series as well.

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>>731274556
>>731274556
That is simply disgusting.

Why Kiss-shot?

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>>731274907
F-friends desu

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>>731274522
>I want to be had delusions of.
>How are you supposed to express such a thought?
Huh..?
>Are you going to start a thread tomorrow too like the anons say?
More than likely.
>>731274630
>Fly Safe o7
I just started the other day so I'm not in much danger.
Those 0.2 zones are a real bitch though.
>>731274634
Hopefully everything works out for you.
>>731274821
Most animus came from a manga. It shouldn't really matter though with Yuru Yuri.
>>731274943
Best.

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>>731274532
Did you show him your dick? ;)
>>731274993
Hello friend :)

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>>731275150
>Did you show him your dick? ;)
Of course not. You're the only one allowed to see it. :3

Ever got the thought of kys?

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>>731275008

Hello 25 year old schizophrenic,
First of all, sorry for my englisch, my skilllzzz are bad ^^.

Here is the deal,
there is a person, who is hating boredom and to counteract it he does everything. As a result, people dont like him. He understands that but the people are annoying him, like a fucking parade at the morning. So, how can tell what he thinks, without unnecessary confrontations?
What are your thoughts?
PS: i am asking you anon, cause you are clearly most normal of us both.

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>>731275216
I showed you mine now show me yours

>>731275008
I thank you for educating me anon, I shall definitely hope to find your threads in the future and report on my adventures into Yuru Yuri.

>>731274821
Anime originals can be seen as risky for the producers for not having estamblished fanbases.
Most studios do a few years of manga adaptations and the like to collect enough money for one original show.

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>>731275249
>Ever got the thought of kys?
Hasn't everyone?
>kys
>>>/reddit/
>>731275256
>Hello 25 year old schizophrenic
Hiya.

>how can tell what he thinks, without unnecessary confrontations?
He'll just have to say what he thinks and hope for the best. Tell him to try to say it lightly, don't just be like "fuck you guys".
>cause you are clearly most normal of us both.
kek.
>>731275288
Nope. :3
>>731275393
I look forward to hearing your thoughts about it.

>>731260825
But if you're schizophrenic. How do you know ?

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>>731275150
Desu

>>731260825
Are you really Schizophrenic?
wouldn't you get help if that was the case?

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>>731275574
I killedms 3 month ago... yea it was painful

>>731260825
Did you know that most cases of schizophrenia are determined while still in the womb?

>>731275574
How strong is the impulse for kys thou?

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>>731275701
3qt5me
>>731275671
Wat
>>731275717
>Are you really Schizophrenic?
Yes
>wouldn't you get help if that was the case?
No. Not all Schizophrenics want help. Not all cancer patients want chemo.
Ya dig?
>>731275761
>I killedms 3 month ago
Pretty brutal anon.
>>731275772
>Did you know that most cases of schizophrenia are determined while still in the womb?
It makes sense, since it's believed to be a genetic disorder.
>>731275800
Not very strong.

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>>731275574
>He'll just have to say what he thinks and hope for the best. Tell him to try to say it lightly, don't just be like "fuck you guys".
Done. The problem is not what I say but how i say it. People are fucking dumb, after like a Million times they still dont understand that I dont give a fuck about moral codes und stuff.

>>731275907
If you're schizophrenic, then how do you know you're schizophrenic.

>>731275907
Guess you are not that depressed then, stay strong.

>>731275499
As everything else. Generally speaking, the more expensive something is to make, the less original people will want to be due to the costs involved. I have nothing wrong with it being based on a manga, I just was afraid of "not getting it" due to missing out on the manga.

>>731275772
>>731275907

No, in fact everybody could cet shizophrenic and the disorder isnt really strictly defined. some people actually recover from shizophrenia from what ive read.#

I have my own hypothesis as to what is causing shizophrenia in the brain.

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>>731275967
>If you're schizophrenic, then how do you know you're schizophrenic.
That doesn't make any sense anon.
>>731275924
>The problem is not what I say but how i say it
Then just say it bluntly. If you want them to fuck off, tell them to fuck off. If being kind doesn't work, sometimes you have to use a little force.
>>731275971
>Guess you are not that depressed then, stay strong.
I'm not so depressed I want to end my life, yes.
>>731276264
About 30% of people who develop the symptoms of it only have the symptoms once, or have them only episodic.
>No, in fact everybody could cet schizophrenic and the disorder isnt really strictly defined.
It's pretty strictly defined, it just has a lot of characteristics. Not all of which are exclusive to Shcizophrenia

>>731276264
>I have my own hypothesis as to what is causing shizophrenia in the brain.
You're probably horribly wrong. Post some science.

>>731276102
I don't really see why you'd worry about that though.
If you like the first three episodes, you'll watch all of the show and be glad there's more in manga.
If you don't like the first three episodes, you forget about the show and the manga.

>>731276546
Well if you're schizophrenic. It would just seem normal to you. You wouldn't think there's anything different with you. So you wouldn't say you're schizophrenic

>>731276546
If schizophrenia was a fictional character, who would it be and why?

>>731276707
Lol, fucking moran.

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>>731276707
That's stupid. You're getting mental illness mixed up with mental retardation. There are forums for people with schizophrenia to discuss their diagnosis, symptoms, and struggles.

>>731276734
God cus doesnt exist

>>731262389
>>731262574
Depression is low serotonin yes, but schizophrenia is too much dopamine

>>731276848
If that were true about mental retardation, how do we know the whole world isn't mentally retarded?

>>731276707
Thats true but only for crazy people

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>>731276687
>If you like the first three episodes, you'll watch all of the show and be glad there's more in manga.
This
>>731276707
>Well if you're schizophrenic. It would just seem normal to you.
Sure if I was born severely Schizophrenic and never had any sort of interaction with anyone else my entire life. But that's not the case. You're using the most extreme case as the baseline, which is just ignorant, anon.
>>731276734
I don't know of many fictional characters, so I don't know

>>731276687
no, i dont want to get it out there. who knows... maybe its right, then i would like to work on it.

>>731276934
I don't. I do know there are differences in people's ability to learn and develop cognitive skill.

>>731276989
Schizophrenics aren't crazy..
They are in touch with inter dimensional beings.

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>>731276546
>Then just say it bluntly. If you want them to fuck off, tell them to fuck off. If being kind doesn't work, sometimes you have to use a little force.

I have tried everything, shit, I just remembered how I fucked the girlfriend of a classmate only because he tried to convince me every time to be a better person. Was a good fuck though ^^.
What I need is something, where people finally understand that I dont need help and I dont want their help. I am pretty happy, if I dont consider the hypocrites

>>731276687
I guess my worries come around due to the fact that the manga came first. It was what introduced the world to the franchise. It would be like watching a tv show from the third season or playing the fifth game of a series, you just won't get it the same as someone who had read the manga. I guess my worries are usually that I will get confused, stressed, and dislike something I could have liked if I had started with the more boring thing.

10 INCH UNCIRCUMCISED BBC!!!!
Who has the source on this massive 10+ inch stinky uncircumcised BBC getting sucked by a hot white

>>731277052
I would say, "The Mask" played by Jim Carry.

Only a true schizophrenic would know these answers with 100% accuracy.

>>731277109
Just like how we know we are all autists. You aren't a retard who doesn't know you aren't an autistic person.

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>>731277103
Fuck you. Reply to me like that again and I'll bust a cap in your ass.

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>>731277109
>Schizophrenics aren't crazy..
I don't know about that anon..
>>731277136
I'm not sure what to tell you then, anon. If you tell them to leave you alone and they still don't, there isn't much you can do.
>>731277232
>I would say, "The Mask" played by Jim Carry.
That's a pretty solid answer, I'll give you that.
>>731277307
>You are one massive attention whore,Jesus Christ.
Spoiler ALERT!!!
SO IS EVERYONE ON B
INCLUDING (YOU)
>Nothing to do in your psychic ward?
I'm at home, with nothing to do, half correct.

>>731277307
>psychic ward
I needed that laugh today.
He makes it because it helps some people and makes their day a little brighter. Not everything is about you and what you want, anon.

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>>731277214
A 10+ inch stinky uncircumcised BBC. What do you think OP?

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>>731277603
>A 10+ inch stinky uncircumcised BBC.
>Stinky
Gross.
>What do you think OP?
Nothing.

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>>731277500
>I'm not sure what to tell you then, anon. If you tell them to leave you alone and they still don't, there isn't much you can do.

Well, I think we dont come to a conclusion today. Well at least I reduced my aggressions. I am going to drop some acid, relax and watch something. Bakemonogatari on acid. This is going to be fun. Thx for your attention.

>>731277856
Dont feed the shill wtf???

>>731263248
Wait can you influence your own delusions/hallucinations? I thought that the themes of those delusions were out of the person's control.

>>731260825
Schizophrenics have lower average IQs

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>>731277892
>Dont feed the shill wtf???
>>731260825 >Free (you)s for all posters!

>>731277880
Sure thing anon, take it easy.
>>731277929
>Wait can you influence your own delusions/hallucinations?
No.
I can, however, make myself believe something that isn't true. Such as feeling something that isn't there.
>>731278091
That doesn't really mean anything.
>>731278042
wats dat

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>>731278091
Stop projecting, retard. Everyone knows that isn't true, but they are almost always a homosexual. Shit.. I'm doing it too.

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Why is Maxmoefoe so damn sexy?

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>>731278375
Nah, Schizos have a higher IQ. We're all geniuses.
>>731278632
Because he has a terrible personality, so he had to make up for it somehow.

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>>731278921
That's pretty fucking brutal

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>>731279220

How do you deal with your delusions? Do you try to fight them back or just live with em?

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>>731279445
>How do you deal with your delusions?
I just kind of live with them, some of them I try to fight off. But it's only a temporary fix, or it makes me feel worse.

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>>731278792
>terrible personality
Oy, mate chill the fuck out. Ya killin' my buzz.
>>731279445
Not OP, but it's obviously hardcore masturbation.

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>>731279783
>Ya killin' my buzz.
>He likes Maxmoefoe
ew, anon. He's so obnoxious.

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>>731280152

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>>731280152
You're right. I just can't see past his charm.
<3

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I think I like this schizo vampire.

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>>731280655
>charm
kek
>>731280674
What's there not to like, she's the best vampire around

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>>731280891

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>>731281552
Bump desu

>>731260825
what do the voices tell you?

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>>731281795
>That pic

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>>731281841
>what do the voices tell you?
Idly, they don't really say anything. It's like white noise, just whispers that sound really far away inside my head.

>>731277855
I would love to, but sadly cannot watch it right now and am not on my main computer. If you are still around later today (right now it is 2:00 PM, so we are talking about 6-7 hours as today is chore-filled), gladly. Not sure how convenient that is for you, sorry :(.

Glad to hear being late isn't bad at all. I shall definitely check it out at the very least.

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>>731281972
I get those same whispers desu
"Why aren't you a chad you faggot"

>>731278252
You have indeed shown your commitment to that end. I actually was curious how far you would go to honor that statement.

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>>731282084
Listen to the voices, become a Chad, fug all the Stacys.
>>731282142
I try to reply to everyone, within reason.

>>731281795
>Silly you, just kidding. I only date smart woman. And judging by your blatantly hypocritical response, you clearly have a very mediocre to low intelligence.
I would imagine myself responding

>>731282303
Very fair anon, it is definitely nice to be included. Most of the time I am pretty lonely, so having someone respond really makes my day.

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>>731282406
That's why I do it, glad you enjoy it anon.

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>>731282039
Six to seven hours falls right to four am, I'll be asleep by then and will be busy for hours after that. I'm typically free around the hours this thread has been up. Does that work at all?

>>731282142
I got a 'this' tho

>>731281972
Whispers, huh.
Do you hear someone calling your name or doors going? I get such things sometimes.

>>731261588
Why do you think everyone else being an attention whore makes it ok for you to be an above average attention whore

>>731282920
Attention is a basic human need. Without it, you depress and die of suicide.

>>731282920
All you have to do is stop giving him attention and go about your day. If you're that desperate for a reply, you could just talk about your day. He did say free (you)s for everyone.

>>731282883
Sadly no. I have work around those hours sadly, so the only real time it could be accomplished is on a weekend. On a weekend it could work fine, but I could imagine it being a bit of a wait for you.

>>731282883
A 'this'? I am not even a You to you? :P

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>>731282883
>Do you hear someone calling your name or doors going? I get such things sometimes.
No, they're like ambient voices that jus talk. sometimes I get things like animal sounds like birds or stuff like that.
>>731282920
>Why do you think everyone else being an attention whore makes it ok for you to be an above average attention whore
What does that even mean anon?
>If everyone does something then it's not okay for you to do it because I said so
Whatever you say bud.
I guess you really wanted your free (you), you attention whore.

>>731260825
Would you let me insert my BBC in your body?

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>>731283348
Gross, no.

>>731283063
Exactly. This is the problem I have. I have pretty much ostracized myself from wherever I go because I am so obsessed for attention. Perhaps because I get ostracized so much I end up craving attention even more. I get very lonely, lose myself in a crowded room, and need more attention than any clingy female. It is depressing when you feel bad for anyone trying to help, but at the same time feel needy for help. People have lives and this is why a small circle usually ends in disaster, but I can't do large circles without feeling like nobody is paying attention to me.

Okay riddle me this NIGGA why are so many of us schmitzofrantics into LOLLYCONS and YOUNG GIRLS. Its a pattern i see aaaallllll too often and i want answers

>>731283481
I bet you have a delicious schizodepressed hole my BBC could fill completely.

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>>731283758
>why are so many of us schmitzofrantics into LOLLYCONS and YOUNG GIRLS
Because clearly, it's the superior fetish.
>>731283562
Small circles are better, just find a small group of people you trust.

>>731283935
hmmm hmmm HHMMMM :3 >:3 o___o >:3 : 333 owo UwU OwO (o____o) *.* *.*.*.*.* hmmmmm (~ • _ •)~ (+ _ + ) >:3 >:3 >:3 i will take your word for now but do not understand i have more important feelings to understand.. this is your warning

>>731283172
You might've misudnerstood.
I got a 'this' from the schizo loli vampire and it warmed my heart.

>>731283481
What do you think of these perverts?

>>731283562
It's fine, anon.
The internet is lawless in the dealings of attention. Steal all you need.
It's an exchange anyways, you pay attention to someone and they might pay attention back to you. It's all fair game.
People who tell you that asking for attention is bad are like those christians telling you sex is evil and should not be had.

Well, you're not entitled to any attention either. Here, people seem to confuse a desire for a delusion of entitlement.

Steal all you want and give back what you can.

>>731283758
Lolis are cute. And vampires.

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>>731284103
Okayy.
>>731284374
>What do you think of these perverts?
Not much, honestly.
>Lolis are cute. And vampires.
Yes.

>>731283935
They are. I meet people I like and try to talk to them, but I often find when I go into my lonely bouts nobody is around. The only real one of them I trust only talks to me once every few months as they are too busy otherwise. The rest are a bit more frequent at least, but there has been many a day where I just have nobody to talk to. I have online friends at least (they usually go silent when I start getting too emotional however), but it is so rare that I actually get to have a conversation that it gets quite lonely. Thus why I seek to talk to more.

I really hate being alone. It is one of the things I could never find in a real female, or anyone for that matter, the undying loyalty I imagine these anime characters to have. I imagine them being hyper-sensitive and emotional to the point that they cannot be separated from you for a moment. That is essentially what I need, yet everyone needs space. I need someone who understands when I need to go, but also has the ability to be there any second I need them to an impossible degree.

What was high school like for u and does ur ailment affect your personalith

I love shinobu more than you do

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>>731284946
>What was high school like
I didn't go to highschool, I went into homeschooling at 8th grade and dropped out in 9th or 10th
>>731285030
You're probably right.
>>731284867
You'll find someone anon, just don't give up.

>>731284374
Oh, I am definitely stealing every bit of attention I can get. This is what gets me through most days, though I will say this thread is quite good in comparison to most. Usually I am the one who posts last on a thread, meaning either I am reading slow or everyone bails when they see me. Maybe I will get a "your post made me get cancer" or kys, but never something that even showed that people cared enough to read. When I post outside of 4chan to anyone, usually the most I get is "yeah" or "k" or something that seems like they don't care and want the conversation to die. The only one that doesn't do that is the month long person and a person I can catch once a day to two days. So getting the ability to be here for quite a bit in the course of a single day with someone genuinely replying is like Christmas to me. This is all I ever really asked for and I am thankful someone is willing to exchange with me. Thank you so much, this is the best day I have had in quite a bit.

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>>731285176
I need to make some food so the thread may 404. If it does I'll catch you anons around some other time.

>>731285176
It just sounds impossible, you know? It sounds unfair and unreasonable to me and I am the one asking it. I can just imagine someone else thinking I am a red flag. If a girl even showed the slightest signs of affection I think I would have a emotional breakdown. Depending on the night and how I was feeling beforehand, I have had nights where I cried myself to sleep because I wanted a hug and had nobody to hug.

>>731285176
Since your dropped out so early do you have any RL friends? You sound well versed for having dropped out at such a young age. Did you read a lot? You also sound too logical, almost robotic, when you started lowering your sense of moral is that when logic took it's place?

>>731285782
It has been great anon. I will be sure to look for your threads again.

How many days in a row have you made threads in here?

>>731283890
t. beta whiteboi

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>>731286118
>It just sounds impossible, you know?
i know what you mean.
>I can just imagine someone else thinking I am a red flag
There will be someone who wants to give you attention as much as you want to receive it, I know of this.
>>731286209
>Since your dropped out so early do you have any RL friends?
I have a very small amount of friends, all of which I do not talk to often.
>Did you read a lot?
Nope.
>You also sound too logical, almost robotic
That's me. The robot, almost pure logic.
>when you started lowering your sense of moral is that when logic took it's place?
No, that's just the way I've always been.
>>731286291
>How many days in a row have you made threads in here?
A little longer than a week?

SHINOBU IS A FUCKING FAG!

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>>731286570
>>731286209
Hmmm.... A robot would never admit to being robotic.... This is a problem... m'yesh.. A problem indeed...

I must go, I've enjoyed your threads schizi, take care.

>>731286570
Only time will tell. I sure would appreciate every second of it. Unconditional love and caring is hard to find, especially when the average person seems so cold and disconnected in comparison.

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>>731286806
nou
>>731286887
>Hmmm.... A robot would never admit to being robotic.
After being told that I am a lot like a robot, eventually, I came to accept it must be true.
>I must go, I've enjoyed your threads schizi, take care.
Take it easy, hopefully, I'll see you around.
>>731287060
As long as you don't hold yourself back, that person is out there. I wish you luck in finding them

>>731287152
Hold yourself back? I am curious what you mean so I can avoid it.

>>731260825
Are you the same donut in the waifu threads?

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>>731285767
Sounds like you could use a change of boards. /b/ isn't really that great.
Also, general piece of advice. People mostly talk to themselves and about themselves. If you want to connect, you'll either do it by talking about them or about common interests.

>>731285782
I just made food too. Sort of.
Cooked eggs and collapsed some buns in them.
What did you get?

New ip get

>>731287262
I think I have been talking about myself mostly here. I am pretty selfish, but it is hard when you don't know what else to say. It is right now a lot of shaking and emotion just bursting forward.

Different board... that is the problem, I have no interests that really are in common with anyone normal. Most of what I touch I hate in an effort to force myself to unsuccessfully like something. What I do like is more on the obscure side. I don't really have a board that fits me, so I am more of a board hopper. Most of the time I just don't find anything I can even say or contribute.

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>>731287216
>Are you the same donut in the waifu threads?
No. This is the only thread I really post in.
>>731287212
Basically, don't let your fears of stuff hold you back. Don't be afraid to open up to someone if they show an interest in you, don't be afraid to show an interest in someone.
>>731287262
>What did you get?
Makin some good ol' CHEESE PIZZA.

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>>731287654
>with anyone normal
>normal
>4chan.org
Do you know where you're at, anon?

>>731287678
That makes sense. If you wish for emotion, don't be afraid to show your emotions. I appreciate your advice anon, you have been very helpful.

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>>731288048
You're welcome, anon.

>>731287834
I think I said that a bit wrong. I meant I have no interests that are normal enough to be liked by anyone. Even subjects sorta close to things I like come off as distant as nobody knows what I am talking about and I dislike what they are talking about or find it uninteresting enough that I have nothing to say.

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>>731288303
You're in the perfect place to find people with a similar interest as you.
All kind of weird people congregate here on 4chan, you'd be surprised who you can meet here.

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>>731287654
It's normal to talk about the self. What I want you to take away from that is, if you want to talk to other people you need to talk about other people because that's what other people like to talk about.
Maybe someone develops an interest in you and wants to talk about you too.

What sorts of interests do you have? I'm curious to hear what doesn't really fit into the boards on 4chan.

>>731287834
These boards have changed a lot in userbase over time.

>>731287678
>openly announcing the production of illegal nutriments
Looks like the Italian chef mafia needs to be notified.

captcha: keep pleasant

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>>731288952
>These boards have changed a lot in userbase over time.
True, but there's still a lot of non-normies here.
>looks like the Italian chef mafia needs to be notified.
Jokes on you, I am the Italian Chef

>>731288684
Thus why I am here and not on say, reddit, where I cannot communicate with the user base at all. I definitely wonder if I can run into the right person here, I am quite the weird person based on the things normies have told me. The best place for conversation is generally /b/ just because I don't really share many interests found in the containment boards with the people I see generally in them. I do bounce into them to the point you couldn't really say I am part of just a single imageboard however, even if my contributions aren't the greatest.

>>731289183
Since you dropped out at such a young age, what so you do for a living?

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>>731289281
>Since you dropped out at such a young age, what so you do for a living?
I'm a neet.
>>731289237
>The best place for conversation is generally /b/
Try making some threads then, you may find a friend or two, or maybe something more than a friend.

>>731260825
Post some music you listen to.

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>>731290212
Here's a pretty good mix of stuff
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DDgdoPSkPnM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dA9Zt7w9Ys8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=79l5eAbljR4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b-X-Mzt1iiQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nMewZkHMmqk

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>>731289718
I'm on episode 662 in one piece.
That's roughly around 10.5 days.
That's hardly any time at all, though it seems a lot longer of a time frame.
Where does the time go?

>>731288952
That does make sense, find out about the other person. I just am not good at digging for information. I stink at empathy and that sort of thing (conflicting, yes I know), so I end up being a boring person to talk with. For example, I would steer the conversation to you if I could, but I have no idea where to even bounce off or what to say.

The stuff I actually like as opposed to forcing myself to do it? I absolutely love talking about Thief: The Dark Project, but am not interested in modern levels and would rather talk about the levels made in the first year such as Hammerhead. Honestly this is my best bet, I have gained such an addiction I often think about it whenever doing anything else. I like Quake as well, especially when talking about the old shovelware collections such as Dark Hour. I like building up my computer and have an interest in various technology parts, but often lose interest unless talking about the non-cost effective model (I like to focus exclusively on the super high end, plus it is more about building it up so it isn't something I could really have much to talk with many about). I like the German music genre of Neue Deutsche Härte, but beyond listening to them I don't know much to say here.

Any of those four really in 4chan? The first two are sorta /vr/, but Quake is generally focused upon for the newer mods and nobody really knows the shovelware I generally play. Though I am not the biggest fan, I know a lot of Doom shovelware as well. Thief is pretty much as absent, or they are talking about some new FM. The others I don't even know what I would talk about, even the two games are still limited after you have talked out everything you can about said subject.

>>731289718
I guess I just don't know what to make a thread on. I am terrible at that sort of thing.

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>>731290679
>Where does the time go?
I have yet to figure that out myself, anon.
I have 4500 ranked games on LoL over the past few years
>>731290812
>in game gf
Nope, I met her here on 4chin.
>>731290853
Make it on something you enjoy, people who also enjoy that, or are curious will come.

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>>731290507
Meant to tell you abput my dream...
I was working on this production team and 3 of us were out in the work van on some errand. One of the women was notoriously obnoxious and stuck up her own ass. She kept on and on until I got sick of her and wrapped my arms around her throat. I ended up killing her and I remember my other co-worker telling me i would I have to bury her in different places. Lol we cut her up and I remember there being being perfectly cleaned fillets of human meat. I remember running all over the place in various wooded areas and being sure to bury the meat deep enough to not be dug up by animals.

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>>731291160
Holy shit that's a pretty badass dream.
You know you could have texted it to me though. c:

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>>731291151
rank?

>>731291151
I just feel bad about creating a thread. I am in essence pushing another thread out of existence so mine can be born. Either it then dies itself, which is disappointment, or it kills other threads and thus hurts me as I would feel bad for the anon who had his post deleted. I can't win.

>>731291160
I guess i was cutting chicken for a casserole last night and that's the image that was used in place of the mess

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>>731291378
Gold 2 or 3, I haven't been playing too much this season. I peaked at promos to diamond a few seasons back.
>>731291442
Now you're just making excuses for yourself not to do it. Anything that gets pushed out can easily be remade, or no one else had an interest in it.
>>731291448
It's weird how dreams do that. It's too bad it wasn't a bloody mess, I know you probably would have loved that.

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>>731291442
I shit post failed threads on a daily basis.
Stop being like that.

>>731291664
Fair enough. I guess I shall do it. I got nothing to lose.

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>>731291442
If it isn't you, it'll be someone else to do it. Might as well be something good.
>>731291664
You know, I just don't get a lot of violent dreams lately.

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>>731291851
Worst case scenario is the thread 404's and you just remake it later on. you'll probably want to wait until it's not peak hours though you'll 404 in less than 10 minutes.
>>731291910
That's odd, I've been having a lot of violent dreams recently. a good portion of them have violent undertones but it's like something is holding them back though

>>731292077

>>731291910
Oh, I ain't good. Usually I find out normies find my particular tastes to be absolutely abysmal and people here seem similar in tastes sometimes.

Very true. You can't do if you don't try. Oh, I definitely need visibility, out of everyone here I might attract only one other weirdo in the world if that. I don't have much confidence, I am a pessimist.

>>731292449
Try /soc/ dear

>>731290750
>I have no idea where to even bounce off or what to say
When I do, I do this on purpose. Don't worry.

I'm not really familiar with those games. By now I should be, plently of friends around me really like Doom and Quake. A family member even built a career out of modding, does the name 'Fingers' sound familiar?

You can always run threads on /vr/ though.

What sort of a computer do you have?
Mine is a 4790k on some asus mb and 16gb of ram, and some old nVidia for my on-metal linux install and a GTX970 for a virtualized windows install for games and other exclusive software.
And a TV tuner on another virtual machine. And some old LTO drives because why the hell not.

>>731291160
Sounds like fun.

>>731291442
On a slow board, I always check the catalog to see if the thread I'd kill is worth bumping first.
Well, it doesn't matter. People can read it in the archives and create a replacement anyways.

do you really hear voices?

>>731292588
Actually, I have tried that one. Besides the body part rating threads, you get some discord invites. I tried talking to some people, they ignored me and talked to each other. I had a bit of a mental breakdown and left.

>>731291664
Hey 25 year old schizophrenic!
I am tripping on acid and watching Bakemonogatari. Did i miss something?
Oh and I am considering to eat a Kiwi. Should I or not. I have no fucking Idea what I am doing here. And where is my tabaco? Too many fucking questions. I need a knive.

>>731290507
Thanks.
Have some Pigmhall in exchange.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c9vpfq82LJ8&list=UUzKeyhRp5YemOiAAUu9ajTw
>641 views on a two days old video
How times have changed.

>>731291910
>>731292077
Share more dreams.
I don't see many often. They're mostly extrasensory shit.