Let it out

Medical school is way more work than I was expecting and its burning me out.

I saw my room mate naked without them knowing, and I liked it.

>>731060819
hitler did nothing wrong those jews had it coming and traps aren't gay

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>>731060819
I feel like it would have been nice to wake up to a blowjob this morning but here I am on the chans as usual also I would love to walk my wife up with a nice bj everymorning but I'm in pain cause I can't rn

>>731060819
feeling existentially lonely

Idk if i should tell her how I feel. Back in highschool she wasn't interested in me, so why would that change.

I want to die most of the time but im too busy

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I want to kill myself, but I feel bad for my family and don't want them to suffer a huge loss. I stopped crying a long time ago and just want to pick up my new VA prescription and down the whole bottle and OD.

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i'm constantly waiting for someone to care about me, even if i can give my own life to save anyone. not that i feel usless, just to make someone think:" wow, this guy was nice... i would've liked to know him"
but even that, i keep giving my trust in anyone, and, of course, they'll never be as devocated as i'm with them.

and still, i keep going, again and again

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>>731062238

>>731061838 here, what I did was move away. I got away from the people I knew because of the same reason.
They took my niceness for granted, I wont lie to you; it will be hard. It was for me too.

My life is a failure and I want to shoot up my school. I have access to plenty of weapons. it'll be easy.

>>731062478
feel.jpg here
it would be an idea, but i can't realy. i have to study 1 and a half more year to go in an engineering school, away from what i know.

I f**ing hate javascript!

wwyd threads are fucking cancer

>>731063018
Now FBI is en route to your house idiot

This "chef" at wendy's is a big FAGGOT

>>731060819
I'm not sure I can do much after a car crush even though I survived and I need a new person in my private life.

>>731063312
We know it was hard. We know.
C is always here to help, don't ever forget that.

Forever alone. In a place that i dont know, my gaming laptop got sabotaged, in a job i dont really care about, people are always cunts, want to carry on the adventure but due to new pc (because it was cheaper) im now carrying more weight in my suitcase.. Torn between staying and carrying on this adventure..

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>>731062238
>just to make someone think:" wow, this guy was nice... i would've liked to know him"

you basically want someone to perceive you like you perceived someone and thought it must be awesome to be them or to know them
>the problem here is
you probably think exteriors translate to interiors

its like the thing with crushing over a chick, then really getting to know her, the things you built up in your mind while crushing on her in most cases don't match up to reality, and vice versa whether bad or good

what i am trying to get at is, don't want things so bad, getting attached is shitty in this 2d reality, everything dies-goes away

just be till you cease, chill

but yeah, you're not alone with your lone feeling

i'm a newfag

>>731065504
this whole thread is a bunch of newfag faggots

Im scared of driving because the thought of crashing at 130 km/h into the barrier appeals to me

>>731065396
Not him but that attitude is WHY the world is the way it is. Its a childish and easy thing to be cynical and dispassionate, and everyone thinks they are cool and adult for it. It takes real fortitude and spirit to care, to try and be good in a world where only entropy naturally exists. This is the meaning of life and humanity, to create and assign meaning and love to the nothingness. But no, everyone wants to stare at their phones and watch Netflix instead of caring about each other. I just want one person who actually wants to be and loves being alive.

>>731065705
thanks for the guidance dad

i'm a lesbian boi

I've grown way to attached to my crush, I feel like if the two of us would never happen, I'd just end it. Been suicidal for 5 years anyways.

>>731060819
Despite being in a satisfying relationship where my partner seems to love me and supports me no matter what, I still cannot get another girl off of my mind.

>>731060819
I'm an Indian. I know I'm ugly and I've got an accent that no girl will find appealing. I have a cringey personality and I'll never get laid.

I should've been aborted.

>>731066638
RoaSTED

>>731063575
To late, they're already here.

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>>731065844
talking about myself here, its not the euphoria of it.

>btw, how exactly is the world like today, are you talking about politics?

because loving life has nothing to do with politics?

maybe people who stair at their phones are living life the way they want
>unless they're under routine hypnosis


i see what you're saying, but
>define "that attitude"
>how's it cynical and dispassionate to not want to get attached if everything ceases? that's not the same as sitting around all day being useless to your soul

>and everyone thinks they are cool and adult for it
that's probably your imagination, you can argue all you want but you used the word "everyone"

>it takes real fortitude and spirit to care, i agree

but if i had to attack you with the same mentality as you were attacking me i'd say you're boosting your virtue signaling, i aint claiming its true, its an example

>this is the meaning of life and humanity
you can call it a "theory" of the meaning of life and humanity

but i see what you're saying, this message isn't disagreeing with the "core" of your comment, but you just went

I wanna get dicked by shrek

>>731060819
I just started a relationship in February. I have secret fantasies of being with them for years, becoming married to them, and making babies with them. But I know that probably won't happen, because deep down I'm a horrible person, and they won't be able to deal with my fucked up antics for very long.

I'm going to kill myself.

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>>731060819

i don't care that you broke your elbow

>>731063018
what if instead of real guns you used painful paintballs? either way you do show those faggots who's boss

I'm too lazy to do anything with my life, so i am living in a god damned limbo while all my potential goes to waste

>>731068003
just keep hitting the popular kids with paintballs until they cry infront of their girlfriends

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Tfw my generation is the first to be raised with internet porn and rape statistics are at an all time high

Tfw I have rape fantasies

I can articulate my thoughts through text, typing, etc perfectly fine but when I actually speak to someone I routinely trip over words, forget words instantly, etc. Essentially when I try to speak to someone I sound like a fucking retard with little vocabulary except its really my social anxiety controlling my god damn life. I fucking hate it. I would love to be normal, I see how so many people can have fluent conversations and I can do the same in my head but when i speak it doesnt come out right. Fuck my speech impediment and adhd.

On the bright side I think I can bang my hot milf coworker but ive fucked other coworkers in the past and it has only made work somewhat awkward.

>>731067252
You typed a lot of weird shit. I guarantee you aren't as happy as me. I talk to people, have a giant family that I see the majority of daily, and am utterly secure and confident in myself. Attack me or call out my "virtue" whatever, I don't care. The highlight of my day is getting off work, going to 1 of multiple nearby parks, and sitting in the sun. All I need to be happy is to be alive and preferably be in nature. Meanwhile people watch hours of Netflix, play games, watch youtube, and otherwise just to spend time until they sleep. You can argue otherwise but this place is a prime example of how unhappy the mindless consumption of media makes people. I'm not afraid of death or life, and I'm excited everyday to see what happens. If you can say the same then good on you, but overwhelming empirical evidence proves that the longer you spend staring at screens or watching other people live life/do things, the unhappier you are. I mean I don't even use 4chan on a computer becuase I'm never on it. I'm literally typing this on my phone at the "beach" (its crappy though) right now.

>Screen staring hypocrite!
Technology is awesome but misued, I like talking to people and online is one of the easiest ways to do it. I'm waiting on a friend and getting my daily "check my sites" out of the way.
I mean even the way you attack me kinda proves how toxic cynical mentalities are. Try and tell me with a straight face that the proliferation of social media and hermitdom correlates to happiness (and research the studies that prove otherwise).
We are humans and we are part of the universe EXACTLY the same as stars, animals, trees, and grass. Yet we try as hard as possible to distance ourselves from reality (telling ourselves there is an afterlife, that TV shows aren't wish fulfillment of impossible situations that make us unhappy with the fact that magic and super parties and secret agent antics aren't real, etc).

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I'm banging a married chick, and her husband is an acquaintance/friend of mine so I feel like shit about it but I just can't help myself.

>inb4 scumbag

Yeah. I know.

>>731060819
very well, where do I begin? My father was a relentlessly self-improving boulangerie owner from Belgium with low grade narcolepsy and a penchant for buggery. My mother was a fifteen year old French prostitute named Chloe with webbed feet. My father would womanize, he would drink. He would make outrageous claims like he invented the question mark. Sometimes he would accuse chestnuts of being lazy. The sort of general malaise that only the genius possess and the insane lament. My childhood was typical. Summers in Rangoon, luge lessons. In the spring we'd make meat helmets. When I was insolent I was placed in a burlap bag and beaten with reeds- pretty standard really. At the age of twelve I received my first scribe. At the age of fourteen a Zoroastrian named Vilma ritualistically shaved my testicles. There really is nothing like a shorn scrotum... it's breathtaking- I highly suggest you try it.

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>>731068547
damn you gotta chill and read my message again, i wasn't attacking, nor disagreeing. i even typed it, its right there
>>731067252

i can't tell if you're being sarcastic or its not samefag and someone being funny

>>731068003
Good advice.

I just dropped my application to Uni, and I'm acting like I have a plan but I really don't. I feel emotionally drained that I'll be a leech on life with no idea what I want to do. To top if off I realise I cannot ask the girl I love out as were moving away in a few weeks.
>inb4 kys
DW, I tried, kek.

I've cheated on my girlfriend a few times.
Nothing deep, just a smoke and bang session a few times.
There are days I regret it, but I mostly don't.

At the beginning of March I switched cell numbers when i upgraded my phone, made it cheaper. I did not keep the number of the girl I met up with. Most days I'm fine with it, but there are days where I wish i knew how to get the number.

>>731060819
I desperately want a big tit trap to ram my ass.

>>731068547
I think i'm way out of my league on this one but let me try and tell you this, i think a lot of us look too much into this. We are just another species, sure our history is interesting and so are our accomplishments and advancements however we are just another animal species. There is no "meaning of life" or anything deeper we are alive for the sake of living and nothing else, but that's just my two cents

>>731070871
Traps don't have tits. A futa does though.

>>731070871
you wont be seeing his tits, you'd be feeling the dick while looking at the wall, faggot

>>731071049
How would it be a "trap" without tits.

You would look at it, and in almost all circumstances, instantly notice it was male.

>>731071485
A trap is just extremely feminine. A futa is a girl with a dick.

>>731071485
not samefag but i've been wondering

are there any statistics of male vs female traps? which happens more often

>>731071631
>a girl with a dick

nah

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>>731060819
I've been sinning a lot. I pray for strength to resist it but I'm still too weak.
I feel so ashamed and want to restore my peace of mind, but I can't forgive myself and I can't stop doing bad things.
I'm suicidal because I feel like a bad person. I've done bad things that I can never undo and I regret them so much. The Godless society I live in disgusts me, but because of my recent actions I now disgust myself too.

>>731071933
Nah?

Im very tired of living right now. I sort of wish i would die in my sleep. not suicidal.

>>731072407
nah

>>731060819
I don't know what I want to do with my life, I love music but I'll be poorfag so i'll just do whatever I'm told to

>Girlfriend of 3 years leaves me
>I don't really care, am talking to someone else, someone better
>Really start to like the someone better, but damn it's tough cause she has social issues
>Not too sure if she likes me, but we text a lot.
>Suddenly get depressed, realize while being with ex, I lost most of my friends
>Get depressed again, feel alone.

I'm a fucking wreck. I still go to work, and go to the gym to work on myself. But I'm a mess on the inside.

>>731060819
sometimes I just wanna say fuck it and disappear or just die in a car crash. I've given just up and leaving to be a mountain man or moving across the country and cutting of everyone I know and start a new life

>>731072485
Han

>18 HS
>never kissed a girl
>never had a girl friend
>all I do is work, sleep, school
>I'll never get to enjoy the fun of having a girlfriend and going out with someone you care about
>if you haven't guess it already also a virgin
>I'd give anything to just go out with someone, hell even a hug could make me happy for once
>even writing this makes me feel like a lonely fuck up and brings out my inner sadness

I'm too stupid for physics, but I'm suffering to get a master degree in theoretical

>>731073124
is a man

>>731073409
nam a si

>>731073974
man a is

>>731074038
man is a asshole

Had to put my dog down 2 weeks ago. he died in my arms and im still sad af

I'm dating someone but I like this other girl and wish I would never fucking date and just die alone.

>>731074189
man is an asshole*

>>731060819
I want to fuck my friends sister

>>731074247
Kek

You people are just whining about pathetic schoolboy issues based on a lack of motivation for self improvement. So what if you're a teenage virgin or your bird left you, shit changes and you weren't gonna marry her for the next fifty years. I'm a heroin addict that's a proper issue

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>>731061653
People change. It's what makes them people. They could be tired of what they're doing, just want something new, or are dissatisfied with themselves, but no matter how it happens, people do change. Trust me, telling her how you feel is better. The pic is just something i look at when I feel self-doubt.

I want to become a successful published author so I can prove everyone who shitted on me wrong in quiet nonchalance. Also to prove to the girl I love/d that I was worth sticking with and to prove my worth to myself and to the world.

Basically a giant fuck you to this world and striving to prosper in spite of not winning any of life's lotteries. Realising the best version of myself and letting others reach the conclusion that they made a mistake.

>>731072657
You dated a three year old?

Fuck niggers!

>>731068003
Powerful ASG should also do the trick

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>>731060819
I AM THE PRETTIEST PRINCESS! AND THERE AIN'T NOTHING MY DADDY CAN DO ABOUT IT!

i regret ever falling in love with you

>>731060819
Masturbating twice a day is too much, I have to regulate myself.

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>>731068794
>LMAO
>dis you op?

i'm lonely

Everyday i ask myself why i am conscious

I regret ever meeting you

>>731076154
Buddy, I'll be lucky if I make it through the day with just five

>>731073254
Be patient and try to not become repelling, eventually you will get chances with girls.
Despite everyone saying 18 is old for losing your virginity, it's not as uncommon as it is portrayed and you have nothing to worry about

>>731067619
FUCK

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>>731060819
I want to be a cute little girl and I daydream about it near daily

I raped myself last tuesday.

>>731076419
>.....imcallingbullshitonthisone.pdf

Worst. Hangover. Ever.

>>731076410
>How come?

>>731076553
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fq3abPnEEGE

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>>731076180

im a lazy bastard who is too dull of a person to ever accomplish anything in life and will end up becoming a wizard because im just such a fucking failure of human evolution

>>731076629
>kek.
>mostly all mysteries have some kinda answer though.
>asking due to genuine curiosity.

>>731061123
Holy fuck same. AUA is shit

I really want to tell my best friend that I have had a crush on him for 2 years right now. I have not yet because he is not gay and I don't know what to do about it.

>>731076902
>youmagnificentbastard.avi
>+10 internetz for you today, sir.

>>731061410
are u retarded or?

>>731060819
I saw my fiances moms nudes on accident on her tablet and i think about her naked body all the time now. Its an instaboner for me

>>731077123
>probably just VERY high on cocaine.

>>731076300
chekd and related

>>731077153
Did you take some?

>>731061397
You are gay if you like traps

>>731060819
Liking Traps does make me gay. God damnit.

I'm tired of my mother being disabled. I feel so fucking guilty because I'm not the one who's in pain but I feel like I never had a childhood. I will never tell her this and I'll support her through thick and thin but I'm just exhausted. She's also recently started having small strokes and I keep having nightmares about her dying. I just want her to be healthy. I don't want to lose my best friend.

everything going really well in life but i lost a girl who im still totally oneitis'd with 6 months ago. She was my friend but when it got more than that i cut her off. It worked but i still feel like i fucked up something special

There's this girl I really like and wanted to get to know but all she wanted to do was have sex, but I don't want that.

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I'm 22 and I've never kissed a girl, is there any hope for me guys?

>>731077542
>it sure does kiddo, dont fool yourself :)

I can't get your voice out of my head

>>731072187
All have sinned, and all have fallen short of the Glory of God. I don't know what denomination, but a talk by Brad Wilcox called "His Grace is Sufficient" really helped me with those feeling. You should look it up.

And in case you are worried, it's not one of those evangelical do what you like Grace alone deals.

Working whilst trying to complete a MSc is a bitch. Especially in a hierarchy where people will shit on each other and do anything to get another person fired. It rustled me to see another person get thrown into deep waters and consequently fired for something they didn't do or wasn't a major offence. Unless you're a manager, all other jobs will suck unless you're self employed.

>>731077835
https://speeches.byu.edu/talks/brad-wilcox_his-grace-is-sufficient/

>>731077573
This is the worst problem on here. I feel very bad for you. You both don't deserve that hardship.

>>731077573
Don't be selfish. You should smother her.

I sometimes dram that my cousin fucked my ass.
And when I wake up I keep be living that this shit really happened

I think I'm in love with him and I fucking hate it.

>>731077613
Feel you dude, I'm in the midst of a friend's with benefits gone fucked up atm

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>>731072187
>2017
>Still believing in God

Choose on Christfag, can't have both, either delusionally believe you live in 1850 or accept that you're human and no fabricated diety has the right to judge you. Stop being gods bitch and make yourself the Alpha!

>>731073254
fuck high school dude, life gets much better afterwards if you really try to make it better and go with it.

>>731060819
I want to be a beautiful, kind, caring woman and mother, and I never will me. FML

I need drugs to have fun sometimes.

>>731080195
that's not bad at all. they are portrayed a lot worse than they actually are.

>>731060819
I fuckin hate my wife

>>731060819
think mom is cheating and not sure to say something?

>>731080583
I know, it's honestly frustrating. People think that they're bad for you while in reality, majority of them are far less harmful than alcohol, which has little to no negative stigma to it.

>>731060819
I can't sleep. I'm mad at myself that I can never stick to deadlines I set myself and exams are coming up too soon. I'm behind on work and trying to distract myself. All these thoughts are keeping me up but also stomach cramps from diarrhea

>>731060819
i'm on autopilot and i've been for the last few days.
i feel out of it, like i don't control my own body.
i don't even remember what i've eaten today.
i'm afraid to tell anyone since they'll just think i've gone mental

>>731079531
shut up edgelord

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>>731077835
>>731078136
Thank you.

>>731082637
diet, sport, sleep. i'm not saying this will help bbut it's important enough to just set it as a rule that is never to be broken

>>731072187
Me too. Don't really know weather I believe in anything anymore or not but sometimes I think going to confession would really help to unburden me. Good luck anon. It's hard to not be a degenerate in a fallen world. I'm struggling immensely with it and can say for certain that you are not alone.

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>>731079531

Virginfag here

I'm 24 and I don't think I'm worth anyones time. I don't think I deserve to be happy because my happiness always seems to inconvenience others or I feel that people are just humoring me when they are nice. I want a girl at work but I'm just not good enough for her. Thing is, most of the problems I consider that make me inadequate are solvable: getting my driving licence, moving out my parents, being stronger mentally and physically. I know what I need to do to make a better life but I just can't seem to muster up the drive. I'm not a bad guy, I wouldn't say I'm ugly or. I honestly think I could make someone so happy.... But at the same time I feel like anyone ending up with me would be getting less than they deserve. Especially the one I want. I can't even write all my thoughts about this down. It's been eating at me and destroying me slowly for almost half a year. I used to be really bad depressed and anxious but I pulled it together and wound up in a great job with people I can honestly say I love, but I don't know what they think about me.. I mostly just feel like a burden.

>>731082728
God is a Plague upon the Alphas! We must destroy him and show his followers the proper path, the path of the Alpha, wherever we find them! You call me an Edgelord, I call myself a warrior for the Alpha Spirit! No one has the right to tell an Alpha what he can't do, not even a fake deity like God! If he was to exist even he would bow down to our Alphaness! Therefore, he does not!

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>>731082825
well, my life's just about to start up again.
i've been doing jack shit for two years, just living at home and playing vidya, but i got accepted into high school and i'm starting next month.
i hope some routine'll help because this feeling of not being in control of my own body is really scary.tbh.

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>>731083025

>>731077835
>And in case you are worried, it's not one of those evangelical do what you like Grace alone deals.

I saw some street preacher going on about that yesterday and it got on my tits. The way he was all ranting against tradition. First of all you have your bible due to a tradition of the church you fool. Secondly does that mean we should do away with all of the beautiful architecture, music and culture that the church built over 2000 years? It all starts to sound as bollocky as post modern deconstructionist neo marxist crap. And not to mention it's unbelievably arrogant.

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>>731083263

>>731060819
>Let it out

Thanks OP.

- One of the most hurtful things in life is to lose respect for your parents. I don't mean lose respect in the sense of going from idealization to realization, but the recognition that one's parents are simply not good people.

- If my sibling dies my inheritance will more than double: i won't be to sorry if it happens, but will wish I could've made things turn out differently. Then I'll cry all the way to the bank.

- The anti-depressants are making me sweat profusely and I don't know if they're worth the embarrassment.

- It freaks me out that my celeb crushes all remind me of my mom

- I think Bruce Jenner isn't really transgender in the sense of a female brain, he is just a pervert who swiped his sister's bra to fap with and developed an extreme cross-dressing fetish (crossed over into autogynophelia) and wanted to poetically explain it away as he "has the soul of a woman" . . . sounds more sympathetic than he's a pervert who swiped lingerie and plays "wake up as a girl roulette" on the chans.

My dick is only 5 and a half inches

I'm almost 21 never kissed a girl I'm pretty fat I don't have the guts to ask the girl I like out will probably work at taco bell forever also have no plans for the future

>>731083677
I will refer you here
>>731083392

Now fuck off Christfag! Get off our /b/ and only come back when you're ready to learn the ways of the Alpha! Until then, continue being Gods worthless little bitch!

>>731083941
Where you at

I hate everything and miss the days when I wasn't such a cynical and jaded miserable fuck. It's all downhill from puberty onwards.

>>731064287
agreed

>>731084017
My house

>>731084038
What a Betafag!

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>>731083977
Careful with that edge. It's deadly.

>>731084203
Touche.

Working full time and going to school is burning me out. So glad this semester is almost over, but need to write that stupid english paper

>>731084172
That's hawt

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i was tonging my girlfriends asshole last night, she was moaning so loud and i was so fucking high every time she clenched it made ME clense, but thats hte problem, i was feeling suuuuuper horny for some reason, and then it hit me... im about to shit... so i asked her to flip over, so she did, and then i told her to face INwards to the bed while i was off... i saw my jacket lying just off hte side so i grabbed it and made a make shift toilet, i pulled her towards me and started to thrust again with my tongue... as i was doing it... i was shitting as she was clenching, it felt good im not gonna lie, but what i didnt realise AT the time is .. i kicked the makeshiffted toilet jacket away as i was sliding my face meat inside her.... so it landed on her 900page essay under it.....so.. yeah i feel guilty about that :( i didnt mean to!!!!

>>731066638

Dont lose hope, amigo. I'm Spanish, 10/10 grill and marrying Telugu guy in June (Hyderabad)

>>731084320
Is that so?

dark souls 2 is shit

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>>731083977
You're either too young to be here or you're autistic. Please stop embarrassing yourself.

When I was around 10 my dad got serious with a woman and moved her and her 5 year old daughter in with us. Her daughter had serious mental/behavioral problems. Was always getting sent home from daycare and later school. My dad and her mom both worked so after school I had to watch her. I spent the next five years dealing with her roller coaster emotions and tantrums. When I turned 15 I really started to resent her. I stopped even trying to watch her and just crushed her Ativan into powder and gave it to her in orange juice. One of the times I did this she passed out on the couch wearing just her panties and a t shirt. I got bold and was horny so I pressed a finger to her little hole. She didn't react at all. Long story short I drugged and raped her almost everyday for the next two years. I lost my virginty to her and had my first anal with her. I pumped my cum in her holes and then soaked her in a bath to get rid of it. After I was done hate fucking her at first I kinda got attached to her. Her destructive behavior didn't really bother me anymore. Sadly my dad and her mom broke up and she was gone from my life forever. I still miss her a lot even 15 years later.

>>731084405
Can I get That burrito taco tang

>>731084336
10/10 grillz don't say they're 10/10 grillz

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>>731084246
You really wanted what was on that hook, didn't you?

>>731084550
Sure it's $1.49

>>731083295
let me just tell you one thing. relax, take it easy. i will tell you now what is important, but first remember that you should never stress more than just a little bit, otherwise you won't achieve anything. so don't worry about how much you achieved. the right mindset is not to think in terms of set goals, expected achievements, timelines, but just in terms of "what's next". Like, you just finished doing something that was good and important thing. So you thnk "what's next" and pick another good and important thing and start doing it, without thinking much about the future or the past. This way you won't even know when you've become super succesful.

Now, about what's important. Foundation first - go to sleep early and sleep well. Stay fit - do all sorts of sport activities on regular basis. At your age it's best if you play some team sport and do cardio like running, swimming, cycling. Remember that sport is not leisure activity, if you're relaxing on a bike, you're not exercising hard enough. You should have trouble forcing yourself to continue, you should need to use will power, otherwise you're not training. Eat at fixed times, go extra mile to ensure that's a rule, prepare food and take with you if you need. Create a healthy diet incorporating a lot of healthy food. My English is too poor to provide some reference list of good healthy foods, let me just say my typical day consists of scrambled eggs, muesli with yogurt, apple and banana, fried vegetables with brown rice or something and finally white cheese with jam in the evening, 7 am, 11 am, 3 pm, 7pm.

With this foundation you will keep yourself healthy and stay energetic through entire adulthood, hopefully. No lack of energy, likely no depression etc.

Now, don't fap or watch porn. This is draining your energy and motivation. Believe me.

The important things are - your family. Don't fap again, for me this had an effect of making me more shallow emotionally. Connect to your family.

>>731084483
Sorry that I missed you, good job taking the bait btw.
>>731084483

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>>731084880
>I was only pretending to be retarded haha jokes on you xdd

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>>731084875
Aight, i'll keep those in mind and do my best then.
Thanks for the advise anon, and goodnight

>>731084550
But for you it's free

>>731084630
I'm hungry.

>>731085014
>I was only pretending to be retarded haha jokes on you xdd

The frequent accusatory response of those who have been trolled and don't want to admit that they have been. Good job confirming it moron.

I just want to be loved again.

>>731084875
connect with family, meet new people but not for the sake of having a large circle of acquaintaces, but to find people that will make good friends, and then connect with those people and make sure you maintain the relationship and do epic things together

find something you enjoy as a hobby and excel in it. but make it just one thing and stick with it unless you become fed up. again you can check various things, but you need to stick with one, because you shouldn't have enough time for too much now. think - play an instrument. learn to play it well enough to be able to post a clip on youtube that would get positive recepton.

learn. this is fucking important. first of all learn everything in school that doesn't seem 100% bullshit. things that you think you won't need - learn them too, or you'll regret. it's not like curriculum is perfect for you, but submitting and just learning all that is optimal, believe me, i have benefit of hindsight. of course you should focus on things that are most important for your future. and important it - try to guess what you're gonna be doing in the future and learn towards it outside of the curriculum. like if you think you could be a programmer, start learning programming on your own.

if you do those things, you will be in a very good position in three years.

seems like obvious advice, doesn't it? the crucial part is that when you sum it all up, you won'y have time and resources for much of the bullshit people do at this age. so just a friendly reminder, whenever you waste time on spending it with worthless people doing worthless shit that won't impress anyone and be forgotten in a year, or when you browse internet until 3 am, you are destroying your future.

>>731085432
>I just want to be loved again.

You can be. Step one is GTFO newt gingrich and onto match, eharmony, pof, zoosk, or even tindr.

And don't be emo on your dates.

Srs question - why are there so many faggots on this site now-a-days?

>>731085771
>Srs question - why are there so many faggots on this site now-a-days?

Faggots as in homosexuals, tranny-lovers, etc.

OR

Faggots as in whiny emos?

>>731085432
three quests for you and you can't say no, you can only swap them for equivalent

1/ you will recall the last time you were full of happiness and energy and try to recreate it. fe. i played an energetic song that i extremely love and it made me feel like i was going to explode.

2/ you will devote small amount of time every week or every second week to volunteer at hospice. try to find the meaning of the word love there.

3/ for a limited amount of time you will not think about being loved or not loved.

by the way, don't fap
>>731085771
don't know, how did you come?

>>731085771
It's just the people who are coming in, they're younger than us and so they seem that way. Yeah, there are a ton of whiny emo bitches on the site now, but the rest are just the new wave of Cancer that eventually turns into /b/ own special brand of Cancer.

>>731085432
oh by the way, the song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6sDqEhud8c0
it's in Polish so you won't understand, but the chorus goes
"where are they? all those friends of mine"

it's so energetic and agressive and the piano just makes me want to punch a hole through the wall with all this happiness I derive

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>>731085881
The tranny-loving thing - it really seems out of hand. Lot more dick-rate threads now-a-days too.

I don't mind the whiny emos as much, since they'll wreck themselves. Though, I suppose most of 'em in the emo category are just faggots as well.

Thanks /bros

>>731086039
Come here for laughs, cringe, and tits. Not fun seeing a dick on every other thread. It's more than cancer, but I see what point you're getting at.

>>731086249
early and intensive sexual fantasizing leads to perversion. new generations are more and more perverted and this website attracts the worst of them still

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why does it hurt when i think about love :(