what's the most fucked up thing that ever happened to you?

I got loved

>>730963340
And then you woke up right?

>>730963466
It was more that the person pretend that loved me

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>>730963128
Constantly mislead and under-taught by family throughout adolescence, lied to constantly by those appointed to help/assist me in adulthood, and then cast aside like a bag of rotted meat and shit by said family/society when I realize everyone was lying to me the whole time.

>>730963692
Anon, I know that feel so well

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>>730963727
damn nigga, u k bruh?

>>730963128

Nothing, nothing at all. Smooth sailing on all fronts as long as I can remember. Which is precisely why I am secretly afraid I will crack like a dry twig under the weight of the first stroke of fate that is bound to happen at some point.

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>>730963912
No, I'm actually very upset (but I have enough control over my emotions not to let everyone around know). Kind of overdid it on my daily jog today though, getting upset about things....I sprinted for too long and dehydrated myself. No one even checked if I was O-K.

But that's typical; no one checks to see if I'm even still alive anymore.

>>730963128
I listened to my first ever gf kill herself on the phone in 8th grade. I'll never forget the sounds of a person choking on pill induced vomit for the rest of my existence

>>730963128
A psycho ex gf told me she had cancer so i wouldn't leave her. She kept acting like she had these 'cancer attacks' where she would act like she couldn't breathe. Obviously spotted the lie only after a few weeks as it would have been really insulting if she actually had cancer and i doubt her for no reason. After a few months of using cancer attacks as wildcards every time she fucked something up, she finally admitted it. The whole lie lasted maybe 4 months. For some reason i didn't leave her at the time as she looked pathetic. Anyways, a year later i was just tired of her shit and left her.

>>730964573
...holy fucking shit

>>730964005
You would be surprised about how 'bad' something feels when it happens. It's a lot worse in the following days or moments after the incident and never really THAT bad during it. Like I'm willing to bet money that watching someone die in a car crash won't really bother you until the day after

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>was taking a shit in the school bathroom in the 1st grade with my best friend in the other one next to mine
>we both finished at the same time and decided to make a run for it to the class because we were like 2 mins late
>while running he decided to push so he could win
>i flew into a sharp corner of a wall and fell unconscious
>woke up a min later and decided to carefully walk to class
>sat down like nothing happened
>started saying ouch and crying at the same time
>teacher comes up and asks what's wrong anon?
>I put my hand on top of my head and say to the teacher "im dying"
>show her the hand and its bloody
>she freaked out and then looked at my head
>she saw huge cut on my head and fainted
>everyone screaming and im crying even more
>nurses come clean me up and send me to a hospital
>the guy who pushed me is still my best friend

>>730964735
Yeah fun stuff man. What's worse is that now I'll never be able to give myself to someone fully because that happened. I couldn't love her enough to make her not want to die so why would any other girl want me or my heart? That's what hurts more than anything. I know she died for at least a minute or two on the phone but I was the one to call emergency services and they saved her. I remember that being the single worse week in my entire existence on this earth. It happened years ago but I still think about it everyday.

>>730963128
i got LOTS of bad, fkd up shit happen to me, ill greetext one of the worse:

>>730965179
And how old you were there and now? Does that girl talk to you or something? Don't answer if you're uncomfortable :)

>>730965210
>b me in 1997
>edgy teen, sort of
>love water, watersports, beach, swimming, diving, etc
>get horrible, HORRIBLE disgusting, badly drawn tattoo on my whole bicep
>think its awesome for like 3+ years or so
>realize how fukd up it is
>no money to laser off bcause poorfag
>try to remove it rubbing salt hard on it. basically like using a sandpaper
>quit going to the pool, quit taking my shirt off in fron ot people
>wear long sleeves despite hot af
>social/sex life kinda ruined
>no more swimming
>always with a shirt at the beach
>no more diving which i loved
fml im so fkn depressed

>>730965579
It happened when I was around 14 (8th grade) I'm 18 now (I know hurr Durr millennial) and no she doesn't. I moved away probably about 3 months after that. We dated for a total of 6 months, that happening during the 2nd month. After that she did her thing. She would tell me and others that she had cancer for a while. She's done many unforgivable things but I think the most is the fact that she did this to me. I try not to let it get me down but it echoes in my head a lot. She is now living with her current boyfriend and moving all over the place. I haven't talked to her in probably about a year or so.

>>730966079
Don't blame yourself, blame the fag that made that tattoo

this wasted quints >>730966666

>>730966849
>This
People have DUMB ASS fucking tattoos I'm sure you'll be fine

>>730963128
My dad died of cancer on my 13th birthday. My mum and sisters tried to pretend like everything was okay as to not ruin my day so they could tell me the next day but i knew from their faces what had happened.

>>730966079
post pic

>>730966193

I got a horrible tattoo last month around my elbow. I never wear short sleeves anymore. So depressed as well mate.

>>730967088
What was the tattoo? And it's all good man people do dumb shit. It's just a tattoo, I know it's there like permanently but I mean hey it's just color on skin as far as I'm concerned

>>730967088
post pic

>>730966849
yeah i blame him too

>>730966989
no way.
i totally hate that thing

>>730963128
In 5th grade some kid grabbed my arm by my wrist and picked it up to whip it down as hard as he could. He just ran up to me while I waited in line for lunch and fucking did this, then I went to the nurse and told me he dislocated it but that it seemed to have fallen back into place. Fast forward to today and I have suffered multiple dislocations to the point that my arm is permanently out of socket when relaxed. I blame him for fucking up my arm.

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>>730967656
FAKE AND GAY THEN

>>730963466
This shit fucks me up every time it happens.

>>730967879
Also my gramma died of pancreatic cancer, she basically raised me and gave me the most out of anyone ive ever known. So that fucked me up pretty well for about a year, but im a resilient fucker. Not alot upsets me and whatever does, I get over pretty quickly. But yeah, I miss my grandmother

>>730964055
Nice dubs.

No one gives truly a shit about anyone, anon. You may find people who you can trust, but it's just kind of "alliances" you form to get other stuff. What we call "friendship".

But really, at the end. We are all alone, and we all hurt.

So just know that the only one who can and will have to do anything to change things it's you. I know how it feels, I'm sure a lot of people here do too. None of us is special and all of us are fucked up.

All I'm trying to say is, don't give up and don't give in to those emotions. Just keep doing you and you'll feel better eventually. Good luck.

>>730963128
meet someone I should never even meet. All talk, total diferent view of life than I do. I would pay for him to disapear from my existence. fate dont want to and it piss me off to no end right no

>>730964860
I feel the same. The worst things which happen to one impact and hurt more as days go by. Some things may be shocking at the moment but easily forgotten.
The real awful things leave stains and scars in the brain, I guess.

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>>730967951
wish it wasnt real......
that fkn ruined my life

>>730968405
So leave? This isn't rocket science here.

>>730964731
At least you grew up and learned from it. Hopefully she did / will too.

>>730968547
Is seems like the longer and farther you get from the memory, the more it hurts. Because we run and try to get away from bad stuff. We shut it down and not talk about it. We run and we run away from something that is inside our heads. And the farther and harder you try to run, the more it'll hurt when it comes back into your heart or mind. Memory and trauma are a trip.

>>730965179
>the single worse week
>WEEK
u have no soul/heart

>>730968597
Cmon anon, it can't be THAT bad

>>730968608
No I can't leave strickly speaking just have to bear his fate self-centeredness. It just piss me off today more than often

>>730968842
Listen man it still hurts and it's still shitty and bugs me to this day but that right there was the worse week I've ever had. It was probably overall the shittiest year of my life but I had to be strong. People would laugh at me because I'd cry in class. I was pushed around and told that I should just join her. Not a single person cared that was pretty much dead and basically told me to get over it. So I did.

>>730968934
yeah it is.,,, not only its badly done, like a ghetto prison tattoo, but the tat itself is all dark, and doesnt represent at all how i am.
Like a huge witch/devil thing.
And in the face, which was what i tried to sandblat away, theres a scar.

I wish it was small, but its like the size of my whole fkn bicep

one of the last times i had sex i never toof my shirt of, i felt like such an idiot.

>>730968806
Damn. I feel you.

Right now what you said made me think. Maybe, also, it hurts more because as time goes by and we've run farther away from it, we know it's more certain that it happened and that we can't change it.

I mean, when something shitty happens, you can think about fixing it (even if you really can't). But the more time passes, the more you accept it happened and you can't fix it.

And knowing that with more and more certainty as time goes by, is what really fucks you up.

>>730969365
Draw pic of it?

>>730969482
kek

hold on

>>730969108
Why can't you leave? I didn't realize it would take surgery to remove you from him. All I'm saying is you gotta live YOUR life. And not let somebody else tell you how to live. Fuck that. You are a human being and deserve to do whatever it is you wanna do in your life to make you happy. My sister is in the same boat. Says she can't leave him but basically hates him. She's being a fucking idiot though. This dude beats her and treats her like trash and is in jail right now. She cheats on him and it's just a big old stupid fucking ordeal. I will never understand that way of thinking. He doesn't need you and you don't need him. But whatever it ain't my life

>>730969365
kinda cool tatoo anon, you are crying for fucking nothing

Everyone is colluding with modern Nazis and aliens to make sure I never procreate or disseminate my ideas of the world around me.

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>>730969410
Bingo was his name-o

>>730969482
>>730969774
its supposed to be coming out of my skin or somtng

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>>730969482
>>730969774
>>730969893
forgot pic

>>730969893
>>730969774 (smfg)
oh god i regret saying this, a 3d tattoo badly done is so horrible, sorry anon

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>>730969950
You have to let me see it now

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>>730963128
its a long list of a lot of shit that i really try hard to forget
fuck life

>>730968390
i care about a couple people i would say are friends

>>730969950
must see it, please anon i have cancer

>>730963128
I saw my dad dissipate into his own skin after fighting cancer for 6 months. He didnt survive.

>>730970025
>>730970038
>>730970126
u guys made me kek hard ty.
yep thats how fuck i am

i spent money on just one laser session so far, and the face is def. lighter.
Plan to have a 2nd session soon.
wish i wasnt poor af.

>>730970339
pic

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i was born

31 year old anon; had my mom tell me two months ago that she should have aborted me.

Wasn't drunk or anything, just straight up said it. Felt guilty raising me in an environment of drug and alcohol addiction problems that fucked me up mentally. What she said was just icing on the cake.

>>730970384
see >>730969950
thats pretty acurate

it sticks out more towards the elbow tho

>>730970697
Post pic of tat pls

Dad was a long time alcoholic and had a alcohol withdrawl frenzy one time while being sick. Said some amazingly creepy shit about Chinese spies and a bearded gnome trying to set him on fire while swinging a kitchen knife.

Mother died due to cancer when i was 6. Then died due to an unknown disease via brain haemmorage when i just turned 18. You know whats funny im 20 now and i always thought about this scenario but knew its too preposterous to happen. Well life spits on your delusions.

Injured 2weeks before wedding day. Cooking accident, resulted in severe burns on hands and legs. Reduced to infant level of attention and care for 6 months. Became addicted to pain medication. Resulting frustrations manifested in higher and higher demands on all my close relationships, eventually get rejected by fiancé. Forced to leave home/abandon my life at that point. No car. Not able to work. Homeless. No parental support, was told to die in the gutter because of addiction, doing great now, hands hurt a lot but at least they work, actually thankful for all that stuff that happened. I know I can survive on my own with very little, and not to depend on my relationships to much.

>>730970864
Then dad died

>raped by a friend
his mom told him to do it. he changed himself to stopped playing video games, started working out. i started working out too.
>i was friends with his brother as i am still into video games
>i would go over to his house play video games
>2013 i drove to his house on mother's day
>i bought her a alex and hony bracelet
>she bitched about it
>i bought my ps3 to play to calm me down
>i tried leaving a bunch of times
>i finally left driving home i had a seizure
>i crashed into a tree
>i went to a bunch of hospitals and rehab place
>i got home party his mom just talked shit about me there
>him and his girlfriend moved to new Hampshire

>>730970737
I would also like this. However, better not to push.
Also, tat anon. No need to be ashamed of your stupid tat. Fat people go out and have fun, and get chicks. You can shrug it off by saying you were young / are gonna have it removed soon. Don't waste your time/life

>>730970911
define doing great

>>730971373
reddo this shit, didnt understood shit

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>>730971373

>>730963128
No I hear you and I am thankful for your answer and story really. Already did my best to move, but he keep "poping" in my life. sometimes its coincidence sometimes its not. Could explain further but I wont. I'll keep in mind some of your lines.

>>730969721
No I hear you and I am thankful for your answer and story really. Already did my best to move, but he keep "poping" in my life. sometimes its coincidence sometimes its not. Could explain further but I wont. I'll keep in mind some of your lines.

>>730971391
ty anon

im really trying to enjoy life more...

i hate tho when people, speacially girls notice it despite my efforts to hide it...

Oww u got a tattoo anon?? lets see it!!!
>makes me wanna die everyitme

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>>730963128
Was molested in my sleep by a drunk, woke up to him spooning me. I dont think ive really processed this, and it happened when i was like 12 or 13.

>>730966079
come on, youre anon post pic pls <3

>>730964573
i experienced something like that. i wasnt as young, i was in highschool

>>730972200
Was this a B&E or were you sleeping on his regular park bench?

>>730972424
He was a friend of my step dads, he would come over and drink regularly and pass out.

>>730965179
wait she lived? thats a positive. the person i was on the phone with died

>>730968597
you mite be able to make it look acceptable with another tatto

>>730972200
what do you feel towards him? what would you do if you'd met him?

Apparently I should've been more angry at my mother, my surroundings, my everybody. All of my closest relations with friends have been abusive. This summer Imma go and have a few sessions with a psychotherapist, just for the hell of it. Never know. Going to a psychotherapist should be like a regular checkup on your physical health. Everybody needs it.

>>730963128
I was born

>>730972928
I dunno, he was kind of pathetic, I dont mean to be mean it was just kind of sad. He would pass out in the yard and shit, my parents would laugh at him. It was a pretty messed up homelife.

Id rather not meet him.

>>730971373

That story is autistic enough to make me think you deserved it.

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In 2016 they elected a man who is borderline braindead because half of them thought it would be funny and the other half just really genuinely hate black people because they can't understand how to be cool in any way and spend their white privileged life bitching about said good life.

>>730971680
>>730971745
a friend raped me. it was his mom idea to get me away from coming over. i was friends with his brother too. i still came over to hang out. i went over to give to give his mom a mother['s day present. she bitched over it, i got into a car accident driving home.

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>>730974598