Let it out

I should talk to people more

Op is a fag

I missed all the very obvious warning signs and now my friend is dead.

I had no idea he was so serious, I was as depressed and suicidal. I thought he'd pull out of it with me. He had just rearranged his furniture and had started going out, things seemed to be OK for him.

I'm really sorry Henry, I hope your sister would forgive me.

>>730877778
>Off_By_One.jpg
Why don't you?

>>730877742
I'm don't think I'm tin foil hat. What I think was bullshit is:

9/11
7/7
Boston bombing
Sandy Hook
Charleston church shooting
Stevie Steve
and more.

>>730879050
It's far worse than tinfoil. We call your condition mental retardation.

>>730879323
How come on 9/11 all the planes just fucking vanished? Engines weren't even found. What the fuck happened then?

I love my girlfriend and want to marry her.

But I want to fuck the ditzy Asian girl from my old job because everyone else wanted to, but I know I can.

this is now officially a conspiracy thread

Op's a faggot, traps are gay, loli is pedo, conspiracy theorists should be institutionalized, and your mother will die in her sleep tonight if you don't reply to this post.

Why the FUCK am I sitting home alone on a Friday night?!!?

It's so weird how something as random as the sound of the traffic outside reminds me of you. What did you do to me?

>>730880316
rtgh

You're corny but also kinda funny and hot

>>730877742
whats so bad with being attracted to a more "younger" type of person??

>>730879716

Moot did 7/11

I want to fucking slap my sister and tell her to fuck off. I don't want her to constantly tell me how she is a failure at her fucking life to "motivate" me to succeed. It is getting really fucking annoying. Fucking 30 year old bitch living with her parents. Like no wonder she isn't married and her life is basically a fucking mess. Fucking trying to get into med school at her age after trying to be teacher didn't go as planned. I don't need you fucking telling me to do better when I am already doing fucking fine. I don't give a shit about your "life experience" and "learn from my mistakes" bullshit cause obviously you have gotten no where in life. I am not fucking retarded like you are who needs to study a full fucking month in advance for a god damn final. "I hope you do well on your finals..." fuck you, you moldy cunt.

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Drinking this patron all alone is making me sad, but I don't regret buying it, it doesn't taste as good as it should for the price I paid... The real crab sushi I ate earlier was a bit overrated too

>>730883824

I didn't realize they made nigger patron

>>730883824

Crab ain't sushi, bro

>>730883986
>>730884159
It goes better in coke than coffee surprisingly and the sushi is kind of bland, the imitation crab has a bit more taste... I like it all tho, you know what isn't sushi? Pineapple rolls

I hate niggers and rednecks.

>>730884450

Bet you like metal tho

>>730884502
Nope hate that too.

I know a lot of people but can't stand most of them although I pretend to like them. It makes me sick.

>>730877742
I hate it when everyone laughs at a gag in a movie theatre that they've 100% seen in the trailer a million fucking times

>>730877742
I hate it when I'm trying to find someone to chat with me over email, the other person will get like 2 emails in and stop emailing me. So I have to go back and find someone else. We've all fucked before so why not share stories about what we've done. Is that hard to find someone to email and continue to share actually ducks we've done?!?!?!

How to stop being a degenerate....

>>730885570
What's your poison?

I have no idea if you like me or not, you always send me snapchats and when i try to have a conversation you don't reply.

I don't want to take a chance because i feel like if i did and you say no i will consider suicide. Been suicidal for years now but never wanted to actually do it because my parents see this happy young man but don't know the blackness in his soul.

Fuck me.

I didn't notice you were a whore.

>>730877742
I am attracted to children

>>730885897
Stop that shit nigger, pledge celibacy for a year

>>730885755
Alcohol, Porn and generally taking part in shitty culture.

Where the fuck have all the offensive memes gone? Am I just too accustomed now?

>>730879696
do it

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>>730877742
>I have to choose as soon as possible if it's ok for me to lose my money/belongings for the sake of living in this house.
>she keeps thinking I'm cheating on her, but maybe she's being shady because she's cheating on me.
>is she just being moody? is this a sign?
>is she trying to make me leave so her family (who really likes me) will think I was just terrible this whole time?
>I have to hide my money and valuables from now on.

I want to get off Mr. Bones Wild Ride

>>730886025
that aint how it works

>>730886030
no I mean what's your degeneracy?
trap?

Its all just a joke! Just a joke!

A coworker told me that I'm "a little suspect" what did he mean?

>>730886422
Porn and binge drinking are degenerate behaviours. Not into traps.

>>730886488
A cruel one at times.

>>730886302
It all depends on your willpower. You can overcome sexual desire and if you do it long enough one of two things will happen. either you'll get used to it and grow stronger because of it or you will become a serial rapist. either way you win.

>>730886525
Chances are your co-worker doesn't know either. Let it go...release it from your mind

>>730886688
i like what i like, nothing gonna change that

>>730886232
If she is accusing you out of the blue, it's because she is cheating. Hire a Private Investigator to give yourself some peace of mind.

I probably lost the love of my life the other night, and I'm more worried than I am sad.

We were in an already precarious situation that I never expected to work to begin with. Really bad break up, at least for me. She said it was for her too, and it probably was, but it's hard to say what's going on with anyone in this world. She told me that she was sorry, and had made a huge mistake, and loved me and missed me.

We talked about getting back together, said we were going to fix things and patch them up and be happy no matter what. We'd been on video calls for hours every day, but I was drinking the first night, and hadn't been off work long enough to pick her up yet.

We were on a video call, after just having discussed plans about me her coming to my house, and she seemed happy. No hints of being upset. Her last words to me were, "I'll be right back, I love you" and she left the call. I haven't heard from her in nearly three days.

I just don't understand it. I don't care if there's someone else, or if she doesn't want to be with me, because even though it hurts I've already come to terms with that, and even expected it. She's the only person I've ever felt unconditional love for, and I just wanted her to be happy, and to take care of her and help as much as I could with everything. I just wanted her for as long as I could have her.

I'm not mad at her, whatever she decides is fine so long as she's trying to proceed towards her own happiness. I just don't get why she hasn't said anything? She hasn't contacted me, sent me anything at all. Not a phone call.

I'm just afraid that something happened to her. That maybe her shit ex got her back, and won't let her use the phone, or that maybe she did something stupid and got locked up. I don't care about the circumstances, I just want to know she's okay. My only options are to message her mother or to show up unannounced at their house with no indication that she's there.

>>730886688
kek.

>>730886549
well, were living in pretty fucked up times. a while back it was very easy to find a wholesome wife to create a family with and that was enough to live a happy life. now it's almost impossible to do that. and all we have is the degeneracy that keeps us sane.

>>730886964
It's like her, though. When she left me, she did it quickly and broke all contact because she knew how badly it'd hurt me and I don't think she wanted to face it at all. I just wish she would send me anything at all to know that she's okay. I don't care what happened, or what's going on, and I won't be hurt or mad at her because I know how she is, and I don't think she can ever really feel contentment because of the way her mind processes things.

I miss her, and I love her, but more than that I just want to know she's okay. I don't care about anything else.

>>730886525
You're of small stature who behaves suspiciously.

>>730886793
she's not accusing me just randomly, she's putting two and two together and coming to five (aka the wrong conclusion). so, maybe she is. I may have to.

>>730887114
Lol

>>730887023
except it doesn't keep us sane at all. It numbs and desensitizes us and turns us into perpetual adolescent sociopathic mutants.

>>730877742
I love you guys

>>730887255
Your drunk aren't you anon

>>730887288
Are uoy a wizard

>>730877742
my older brother is in his 30s and yells at my 10 year old sisters ive thought about murdering him

>>730877742
I turn 30 in three months and I'm still virgin (not kissless or anything, but still technically a virgin). My last serious relationship was eight years ago and ended on a super shitty note and I haven't had the confidence to pursue a relationship since.

>>730887514
go for it buddy u want get a grill if u dont try

I would be apathetic towards killing some one

>>730887622
Please look anon there is some one for you

>>730887232
and without it we cant escape this shitty reality.
a fucked up situation is what it is.

>>730885802
middle class, white male, 16-22 years old detected. you aren't suicidal just socialize more

>>730885570
Inner peace

I miss this girl so fuckin much. My stomach hurts thinking about her

>>730888065
Yup. I used to want to be a monk as a way out of the nihilism but then I pretty much lost my faith....for the most part....

>>730888290
How long has it been? What's the story?

I cant stop getting angry. everything just pisses me off even the most meaningless shit. I try not to talk to people on most days but I'm very lonely. what the fuck is wrong with me?

she doesnt fucking cares about me

I'm dating this girl and I like her a lot, but she's not over her ex

>>730888556
fuck her friend

>>730888556
Better stop caring about her then.

>>730888290
Same here, but with another girl. I guess.

>>730886525
if coworker was a nigger it means he thinks youre a fag

>>730888495
Been a few months now. Spent the whole summer with her, got way too attached pretty much obsessed over her. She didn't want to commit to me so I slowly distanced my self and treated her like shit in the process. She tried so hard to keep me around but I eventually dropped her. Felt bad doing it but I was thinking about my best interest...she still tries to call and text me every once in a while.

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I actually believe the kek stuff...also im the scatman

>>730888748
He was brown, probably some fraction of mexican

>>730888571
Break up with her, before she cheats on you

>>730880413
Raped you.

I have to pretend to be religious just so I can have a social life. I can't wait to move into the dorms in August...

Ive been working up the courage to ask a girl out for 5 days

>>730889378
I feel you, I want to ask this for this girls number by the end of the semester. She tries making small talk with me but I can never keep it going. How are you preparing yourself?

I'M BI AND RACIST

>>730889378
Good luck anon
>protip: don't wear your fedora when you ask her out

>>730889331
elaborate pls

>>730889331
Daddy issues Mon dieu

>>730889535
I too, am a bigoted racist

>>730889378
Tell her She's as beautiful as a summer afternoon and ask if she wants to go out for ice cream, bitches love ice cream.

>>730889585
My entire family thinks that I believe in Christianity and such, and the only people I have to socialize with is at church. I personally have some issues with Christianity though.

I love her so much
But i also know im annoying her but i cant stop
I love you Amy and i wish you the best life possible on this hurtling rock going through outer space

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>>730880413
I was gonna just reply with a "ditto".

But then I read
>>730889222
And pic related

>>730877742
I hate the jews. Also check em.

>>730888786
Yeah three months isn't that long. 7 months hear after two year relationship. I keep thinking I'm over it but then I relapse. I'm hoping I can just forget her one day but it's hard.

My wife and I are getting divorced and now I'm horny as all hell, chatting up ex fuckbuds and our papers aren't even filed yet. She's with another dude so I guess it's okay but I was actually happy in our marriage. Never so much as even thought of fooling around.

Before her I was pretty much a horndog though. My longest dry spell since 16 was only three months. Am I reverting back to my old self? It's only been three weeks. Wtf is happening to me? I'm seriously considering going to Maine to get laid wtf that's all the way across the country! I have a son with my wife I can't do that but I want to so bad. What is WRONG with me?

>>730889778
Could be worse... I started going to church to try and become more social and it failed miserably. Now I just sit in one of the back corner pews in mass every week, pray quietly to myself, grab communion, and run the moment the mass is over.

all these tech companies need to gtfo of the South Bay. Inflating housing, cost of living etc.. It makes it hard for locals that have been here for generations hard to stay. Bringing in their employees and having them move is is not ideal. Y'all can say to move and all that but I refuse to. Been here all my life, and so has my family. I refuse to get pushed out because of these techie Indian/Asian fags. Not racist at all but that's 80% of the people that are brought in. Fuck gentrification.

>>730890013
you never forget the girl that broke your heart you just move on and find new love. use this pain to grow.

"misery is wasted on the miserable"
-some old nigga

> be drunk me needing cab
> hail
> nope
> surprise brown kid pops up
> surprise box cutter
> surprise 4x neck stab
> dafuq
> bitch missed
> some time later
> feel empty and shit
> probably alcoholic
> dont care about what i used to
> browse /b/
> time passes
> feel same
> /b/ is /b/oring
> inb4 an hero
> its for faggots
> now what?

>>730877742
I found true love and I'm leaving /b/ forever. I'm leaving my country behind and all the toxic people in it my family and ex-girlfriends included. I'm finally at peace with my past. For the first time in my life I feel alive.

God speed Anons. You've been good friends too me.

>>730890216
Trying to but more often than not the pain just makes me drink. Finding new love sounds horrible it me right now.

>>730890132
Lol, I'm always very back pew in the middle section, not Catholic though.

In all honesty, there's a few decent people I go to church with, even a girl I like - can't have her though because I know I don't truly believe... fuck my life

>>730890417
Good luck /b/ro. Few of us get a ticket out. Don't fuck it up.

>>730890417
What country are you going to? I hope that happens to me someday.

>>730890417
Take care anon

>>730890132
I always preferred going to weekday mass because less annoying old ladies and terrible pop hymns.

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>>730890417

I have urges to meet up with a she male prostitute and steal from her. I know this is degenerate but I'm feeling good just from planning it out

>>730890417
Don't leave me here with these bastards! Take me with you!!!

>>730890515
From central joorop to AUS.
>>730890522
>>730890505
Thanks Anons <3

>>730890691
That's how people get their dicks cut off m80

I'm a Swiftie

>>730890450
No don't drink when the pain comes, embrace it. let it burn your soul and let your mind overcome it on its own. this emotionally strengthens you and allows you to adopt the alpha mentality.

>>730888265
>middle class
nope, lower
>white
nope, latino
>16-22
yeah, 20
>Socialize more
i do, just sucks when girls want something for a day when i want it for life.

>>730890013
Just be glad that you had a girl that was truly into you, for two years. That's something I've never experienced. This was the first girl that really expressed her interest for me, the only girl I actually worked for and opened myself up to. So many amazing memories

I love her and I've told her. She is far away. She's expressed feelings for me but she found a boyfriend. I'm already jealous of the lucky bastard. Why does it hurt so much to feel?

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>>730877742
I think I might be autistic

>>730890824
I'm gonna try that. I think the booze has been stopping me from recovering. I feel like I should be over it buy now but still stuck in the past.

>>730890814
Yea I know. But I'll be in China so if I can pull this off there's hardly any repercussions....

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>>730877742
I want to kill my dog

>>730890900
I've been where you are. Thing is you've got to accept there wasn't any real way for it to work with you two. You might have been fine with moving but what about her? How would you guys cover the cost of moving? The answers to those questions will not be realistic. If you move and she dumps you you're fucked, and vice versa. Long distance relationships sound nice but eventually you need to be held and they can't. You'll feel better, and one day when you are financially stable and can afford to travel you two might reconnect and you can actually visit her. Or you find someone closer and love them instead.

Also checked.

>>730887091
I'm sorry man. It sounds like she just couldn't bear it. Ask friends if she's okay and if she is, take the hint.

>>730890871
Hard to believe she really was when I think of how she lied to me and strung me along for the last few months then ran off with the guy I was suspicious of. Kind of puts a damper on the whole thing and just leaves me struggling to overcome bitterness. I don't like carrying that around but what can you do?

>>730891041
Yea booze is a depressant. just remember it takes how ever long it takes for you to heal, don't let anyone rush you into a new relationship. Also, pussy helps with the healing process. get good at picking up girls;sharpen your sword and be prepared for battle.

>>730888508
Maybe it's the loneliness. Do you have any friends? Maybe try to pursue some hobbies. Are there meetups or online communities you can be a part of?

In a relationship, but have gotten 3 happy endings at a massage parlor, and have kissed another girl. Not proud of it and really wished I hadn't done so.

>>730891420
Terrible at picking up girls these days. Don't seam to have much opportunity for it. Then again once I'm sober for a while I tend to have more confidence so I guess that comes first.

>>730890101
Buy a hooker for your kid's sake

>>730891617
Dude, if you can't control yourself you shouldn't be in a monogamous relationship. It'll end up fucking you over in the end.

>>730891362
Thanks. She doesn't really have many friends, and the one who actually doesn't hate me really got too much from our breakup. I understand if she doesn't want to be with me, that's okay. I just don't get why she came back, and I forgave her knowing it wouldn't work out, and we talked for days, and we made plans, and she seemed so happy, and then nothing. For three days?

I don't care what it is. I love her, she's helped me immensely, but I'd never stop her from doing what she wants. I'd be so happy if she told me to fuck off and leave her alone right now.

>>730891755
It's been a year since those events happened and haven't done that since. I'm very ashamed of it and NOT doing it again.

>>730891660
See that's the issue though, I've got girls throwing themselves at me left and right now. But this chick in Maine is the one who got away, sexually speaking. She shares all my fetishes, has the perfect body for me, and the only reason we haven't fucked yet is wrong place wrong time.

But that's not even what's bugging me. I don't understand what's going on with me right now. Is this a midlife crisis or something? I'm only 27. Is it because I actually was unhappy in my marriage? I have no clue, I thought I was. Is this a revenge thing? Idk, I understand why my wife left and it's a valid reason you know.

I am sad that we are growing apart but happy that I'm finally extricating myself from your mental grip

>>730891457
I have a few friends I see every once in a while, I blow them off sometimes when I don't feel like dealing with their normie bullshit then feel bad about it. they understand, I'm an autismo. My only hobby right now is for honor which is rage inducing as fuck. This is the only place I can feel comfortable with people while blowing off some steam.

want to die because i got too many feels. i love this fucking world and everyone in it. i don't want to leave. i want to see what i'll accomplish and be in life. dunno how to explain it. i love this experience so much that i want to die. i'm just overthinking and shit but, fuck man.

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This happened me 2 months ago. I got a job a job in a factory and just highlight my bosses were Japanese men. I only lasted one month and the last week i worked there i felt like everyone was laughing at me.
>be me
>turn is almost over
>my supervisor asks me to take the trash cans outside
>go to the big trash containers area
>trash containers area seems to be empty
>i yelled "itekimasu ka?" because i felt like it and i was over stressed
>2 guys appear of nowhere, laugh and look at me strange
>i just lower my head and say nothing
>i throw the trash quickly and go back to my area

haha this is why i'll never fucking marry or get in a serious relationship. you have to be lucky to find the perfect one man. just hook up. look for a woman when you're like 40 or some shit. don't waste your time

I may have some personality disorder and it is making my life a mess. Not much friends ... dull, boring everyday life ... repetition ... I just want something interesting to happen at this point ...

>>730893067
What makes you think you have a disorder rather than just a shit personality ?

>>730893211
the way you're mom licks my balls

anyone who reads this that is feeling depressed, worthless, lonely, or whatever, i have the answer. start lifting weights. look online for a 5 day workout plan. if you don't have access to weights, go buy some. lifting clears your head, keeps you grounded in reality, keeps you focused, and more importantly, gets you looking good. 1 hour out of your day can change your life. please listen god fucking damn you cunt

i want someone to hurt me

>>730893670
Gonna try that.

>>730880404
Don't think it's all cherry and blossoms to have someone else man. Right now, my woman is sleeping in my bed. I love her unconditionally, but I can't bring myself to go and lay with her. It's become an almost fatherly love. I simply want her to be happy, and I can't do it. Life was easier before when I'd just get drunk as a skunk and work aha

>>730893931
yeah i didn't even go into lifting to look better. i did it because of the whole grounding myself in reality. i was at the point where i felt like i was completely dissociated/desensitized from reality. really fucked up head space to be in

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I do this, sometimes...

>>730893931
Yep

I want to date/fuck/whatever this chick I work with. She's fucking perfect. Only issue is she's 21 and dating a 33 year old blob of mass. He lured her in when she was 18, she came from a shitty home and was going to college and saw a way out. The dude hasn't worked out a day in his life and looks like a fucking pedo. He looks like Jared Fogles cousin but with a pencil stash and tinted glasses. I swear to god this shit makes no fucking sense. He quit his job at a bank recently to pursue his dream of being a voice actor in hollywood lmfao. On instagram he called himself a "stay at home dog mom". I wish I was making this shit up. He will come up to my workplace when she's working and he just fucking stares at me. She's smart and hot as shit- none of it makes any sense whatsoever.

What the fucking fuck.

>>730894079
That's how I am now. It's really surreal and I hate it. I will be doing it to look better though having been dumped a while back, the best revenge is looking good.

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>>730879533
fuck off

http://metro.co.uk/2017/03/31/fbi-release-chilling-new-images-of-the-pentagon-in-the-aftermath-of-911-6545054/

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>>730879533

>>730894253
kidnap this guy like the mob used to do, a gun or a group helps with convincing him to get in the car peacefully, take him somewhere secluded and "deliver a message" from someone who cares about femanon to break up with her and leave town or next time he dies. use voice scramblers.

>>730879533

Melted by jet fuel incase you missed it

>>730894253
just make a move on her then
she will cheat cuz he's a blob of mass right?

>>730895351
debunked already. this argument is nothing but a meme