anon, Why continue to Live ?

>>730736198
Because the gril i like told me I was the only friend she had left.

>>730736198
why not?

>>730736198
because i'm about to lose my virginity

>>730737336
happy for you.
hope that works out.

>>730737336
key word: friend. Enjoy staying there bro.

>>730737497
She's taken

>>730737526
Yeah. Eventually I'm just gonna give up and kill myself and she'll forget about it

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>>730736198
Because you're gay and being gay is in right now...

Mario Kart 8 Deluxe comes out tomorrow

>>730737526
We've basically agreed that after she breaks up with him we'll try dating. Been waiting a year.

>>730736198
i honestly don't really know

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>>730737743
Haha bro omg pathetic

>move on

>>730737844
Yeah pretty much. I basically drink myself to sleep.

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>>730737336

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>>730737702
bump

>>730737844
Also, IVE BEEN FUCKING TRYING.

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>>730737989
agreed

>>730737743
Fucking is just side quest , don't focus on it.

>>730736198
Sauce please holy fuck I want

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>>730737743

>>730738143
No, ive been trying to stop feeling shit for her. We see each other every 3 months now that we're in college (same college but different schedules and she's busy all the damn time). I keep trying to stop feeling and it doesn't work. She's basically said she loves me.

have you tried exercising OP? really helps me get my mind off things, along with eating right.

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>>730738366
>She's basically said she loves me.

>>730736198
cause i have things to do.

>>730738666
Well I hope me being in this situation helps you guys. Also, TRIPS and it's the best kind of trips

>>730737743
Kek, how does it feel being used as someones safety blanket ?

>>730739063
Not bad.

>>730739063
I just want her to get sick of me. Then I can kill myself

>>730739454
OP. there are plenty of other girls out there. try hitting on girls, go to parties, etc.

>>730736198
I live for the hope that one day it will get better. I hope to look back on all the misery and suffering with the warm glow of happiness and think "you finally made it. It was all worth it".

I've felt truly happy one time and the experience keeps me going. I want that feeling to be every day.

i cant wait till im able to get a gun so i can shoot myself earth is boring

>>730739727
I live in California. They're all spics or fat or stupid or all three. Also, she's basically the only person I talk to who lives nearby and isn't my parents.

>>730739727
I've also dated other girls while I still had feelings for her and I still felt the same way. I hate it. Before I knew her I didn't care about anything and now she's made me have emotions and I don't like it.

>>730739972
where in cali? socal?

>>730740628
North of sanfransicko

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>>730736198
Clinical Psychiatrist here, the fact that you unconsciously capitalized Live in your op means you want to continue living. Please do

>>730739972
cali? are you kidding me just get out of your basment, im from a small town and its not hard to find chicks at all when you go to the city. let alone california

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>>730736198

>>730740752
all i gotta say op, is exercise, eat right, hang out with friends, and get on some medication if you're not. my psychiatrist in la has helped me tons

>>730740951
Not for me. Im scrawny as fuck and don't live in the basement. (Houses in Cali don't have them ) I stuck around her because we get along. I've dated other girls here, but still had feelings for her and it wrecked the relationship.

>>730741327
I exercise, don't know anyone to hang out with.

>>730741537
try to meet some new people, especially grils. go to a bar

>>730736198

Because if you die you won't get to taste a creamy steamy Andy Sixx log. Wtf kind of question is This? Stop being a pussy faggot and get yourself a log in that throat right now young man

>>730741851
I'm 19 can't go to bars.

natural instinct tells me to keep doing. Mind however, sometimes says otherwise

>>730742040
still in college? talk to classmates

>>730736198
Because I'm already dead inside

>>730742280
Tried that. Didn't work. I give up.

>>730742418
OP. get on the meds

>>730742498
No. I've talked to therapists in the past and I'm not interested in more of that.

>>730742498
Also, I'm not OP I just decided to let you guys enjoy my patheticness.

>>730742701
lol fuck it then just kill yourself

>>730738185
Jenni Lee

>>730742826
I want them to write "here lies an atheist all dressed up and nowhere to go" as my epitaph.

>>730742947
There's always an andy log to suck on

>>730743115
Not interested.

>>730743214
Yes you are shutup

>>730743702
No. I'm not. Even if I was, I wouldn't be worthy. I just want to not be alive.

>>730736198
Because I think I can keep the storms away from my piece of world I hold dear. It has worked well so far.

>>730740936
That is an excellent catch.

>>730744951
Or it was his phone doing it automatically.

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The reason im alive is the same reason someone would play a shitty old singleplayer game when theres nothing else to do.
People saying "i want to die because my life is shit" are pussies that need consultation and they can easily be fixed by the "life gets better/moves on" speech from a person in their 40's or so. The difference here is that i dont want life to get better. I dont want to go on vacation, or go on an adventure, or fuck 10/10 hot women, or fix world problems or feel the adrenaline course through my veins as a i do some bullshit activity thats 2 dimensional at its best. I dont even want to shoot up a school or kill a pedophile or enact vengeance on those who did me wrong in the past. So dont give me bullshit on all the amazing tjings i can do with my life and give me a genuine fucking answer.

>>730745105
No exclemation points before ''Live''. OP could've done that to attract attention on word live to makes us ponder the meaning harder.

>>730745405
Idk. Sometimes my phone capitalizes random words.