Let it out

i don't care that you broke your elbow

it

>>730648201
Damned if I do, if I don't

>>730648201
I cosplay as the Green Ranger, but no one has any idea, not even my wife and kids.

My antidepressants aren't enough anymore

>>730648201
I want to break up with my grill but I can't because I don't want to hurt her feelings

>>730648932
Slowly start using the stove more. After a while, just stop taking its calls.

>>730648201
I fucking hate my job but I'm too stubborn too quit it without finishing my contract

>>730649307
kek

>>730649307
amusing

I want to have sex with my gf, but i feel that i shouldn't infleucne her until she is ready

>>730648201
I hate niggers

>>730648201
I really really like the ravioli girl

>>730650270
Would definitely cuddle

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>>730650270

>>730648201
Life sucks most of the time, even when things are relatively good. I don't know what to do about this.

>>730650484
Yeah that one

>>730650025
even niggers hate niggers

https://discord.gg/9m4BP

My new discord server for anyone who has a lot to complain about.

>>730650683
oh yeaah reaffirm my prejudices

i missed a chance with the perfect girl and i want to fucking kill myself from how angry i am with myself

i havent slept in nine days and im starting to see things. just earlier i saw a large dark mass with bright yellow eyes on my wall. sitting and watching my every move. i tried to run from it. i tried to go outside but my door was glowing red and burned to the touch. i can't leave anymore. im locked in. im thinking about breaking my mirror and slitting my own throat. but im not sure the mass will let me.

My landlord randomly comes over and it's fucking annoying. Probably cause he can't stand his new wife

I can't stop her from hurting herself anymore. The only time she can stop is with me but I can't always be there. I promised her I would love her forever but I don't know how long she can last. What if one day she stops thinking and does it. If she ends it what do I do. Do I follow her?

>>730650846
Why cant you sleep?

>>730648201
I plan on dropping $600 on the ground in public tomorrow just to see the reaction of whoever picks it up.

>>730651653
Why

>>730651885
To see their reaction. Boredom, and it also makes me feel good making someone else's day.
It'll be in the Lloyd center mall in Portland Oregon if anyone's interested.

>>730652049
Can you affors to lose that much money? How long did it take you to get that money?

>>730648201

Tomorrow I will have not enough food to sustain myself.
I dont find enjoyment in my hobbys for the past few months.
My mental health is getting better, because Im in a pretty low right now and the only thing disctracting me from that low is permanently talking to people about their misery, intersts and woes.
Im concerned about the state of my hair, since its receeding but Im kinda coping fast with this fact.
I cant sleep correctly, passing out is the only method right now.
I feel more alive in my dreams, they are way more physically conotated than the real life.
Im out of any means to stabilize my mental health and am kinda afraid my inner resources might burn out until I can afford my stabilizers.
There is a good chance I will fuck up my education.
Im kinda worried about the state of my relationship between me and my family.
Enjoyment seems to be a foreign word to me.
My brain activity is at an all time high.
The only comfort I get is listening to hour long extended versions of dark ambiental drone video game soundtracks.
It feels like the end, but at the same time, as a birth of something more, that is ultimativly nothing new to me, which initilizes a catatonic state.
I will be probably kicked out of my flat because I cant sustain the costs in around 1-2 months.
My voice is getting more and more silent each day. I practicaly deny speaking.
I dont have anyone to speak in real life, like, real speaking with sounds and vibrations and all that junk.
I have no fear and am afraid of crossing the suicde line

>>730652339
Yeah I can afford it. That's 2-3 days work for me. I have 90k in the bank and a fiance that makes good money as well.

I used to run around on one of my favorite girlfriends, and I've never really felt that bad about it.

>be me 15
>My name jeff

>unsure if i regret coming to 4chan

>>730651471
Suicidal impulses are one of the signs of psychopathy. Congratulations for sticking your dick in crazy. Been there and glad I'm out.

>>730652593
>>730652593
join the military
seriously literally fo'real im srs right now
it will get rid of all your woes
go open contract you will join within weeks
OR go cyber you will join within 6 weeks (army)
no srsly im srs right fukin now
it will solve all your woes
"BUT OMG I DONT MILITAR LOLO"
fuck you do it bitch it isnt any harder than wanting to die all the time
google for recruiter
doitbitch

>>730653713
Trump administration wants a few last few recruits before the war lol.

hey can you be my friend and eat birthday cake with me ? Also you're a nice person.

>>730648201
I want to die but am afraid of death. I realize all my emotions and woe are the cause of teen angst and being young. But I doubt anything's gonna change with my inability to socialize

>>>>730653813
bitch i aint even

no job no gf

>>730653713

I cut myself.Something the military doesnt want to see. Not a probability homosexual

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>>730653966
Right in the feels

>>730654259
Awesome! Both are a pain in the ass.

I've found a quick painless way to kill myself and I'm gonna fucking do it

I'm friends with my girlfriends husband and it's starting to make me feel guilt.

>>730654439
i mean "no money no (someone that you can trust)"

>>730654684
Honestly, that's not life screwing you, that's you and your gf being degenerates

>>730650846
Yeah i watched it last nigth the 2nd part is even better

I am terrified of tall niggers. Why do all of my friends have to be tall niggers?

i plan on killing my self once my gun licence comes in the mail

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>24 years old
>unemployed
>suffering with health issues (crohn's)
>bad social anxiety
>no friends
>only sexual experience was with an escort
>taking online classes but find them boring as fuck
>have sever anger issues to the point where I punch myself in the face daily
>dad committed suicide earlier this last month. I hadn't seen him in years, but it still hurts
>drinking more and more. probably developing alcoholism
>depressed as fuck. can't envision a positive future for myself

Oh, Minecrap! I cannot wait to play Minecrap. Do you know what my favorite thing to do is in Minecrap? I love building bricks with Minecrap. Building bricks with Minecrap is the best thing and the most amount of fun you can have while playing an app. I understand why all the kids are playing this game these days -- it's because they like to build brown bricks with Minecrap. I also like to build brown bricks with Minecrap. It's the most fun you can possibly have. What is the point of Minecrap?


>>730648281
kek

I wanna fuck the rabbit

I dropped a chicken tendie on the floor. Wah.

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>>730648201
All my life has been school. I'm so sick and tired of it. I'm the oldest in the family and first one in college and the pressure on me is pretty big. I'm about to finish my third year and I want out. I want some break, at least 2 months just for me not dealing with anything including family or deadlines. And just when I feel like I'm about to be free. Just when I think I can finally have a summer for myself, I get basically a felony for spray painting a bridge with a squid. I know what I did wasn't legal and shit but at the moment I was stressed, fucking tests all the time (physics isn't exactly an easy major) and I thought I'd make something nice for the town and be rebel once. But fuck...now I have court in 30 days, finals are creeping up. And even lawyers can't give me a good idea of what to expect because it's my first offense...

I'm so stressed everyday. For fucks sake, I have homework due on friday and here I am on a fucking weaboo anime board posting about my fucking feelings. And that's just regarding school. My love life is a mess, I have no job because of school, therefore no money. Any other hobby/skill I have is half assed. I'm sitting here in my fucking bed eating totino rolls preparing a presentation about cryptography I have to give on friday thinking about how I've fucking lost track of my entire self. I used to explore, I'd like to feel free and now I'm caught in a fucking hole where i've gained 30+ lbs and have almost no social life outside of school.

I know my life isnt as bad as others but fuck man. I want and need a break. If i get sentenced years of jail (because it wont be prison, itll be county jail with no parole according to lawyers) i'm thiking of running. But because I'm mexican as fuck I might just be deported...

Fucking shit anons, what in fucking sakes do I do?

>>730648201
I just can't fucking do anything in this life anymore. I never catch a fucking break. I'm literally doing barely anything and I still just have to have all this fucking bullshit on my fucking plate all the good damn time. Medical problems, mental problems, social problems, there is just always fucking problems. I just want to fucking do what I want to do without being concerned over anything. I want to just fucking live my life, but no. I am EXPECTED to work, school, give a shit about other people. And if I don't, I'm fucking scum for not wanting to waste my lifetime stressed out every single day. If I want to not live in constant fucking agony, everyone says "lol well that's life you lowlife degenerate. Quit being a baby." I really wonder how long I will be able to stand it until I kill myself. I'm fucking tired of living.

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>>730655992
for refrence, I know i was chubby but heres me 2 years ago

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she keeps coming in and out of my mind. i can't fucking forget her. had to dump my last gf because i kept remembering

My mother sexually abused me. No, it's not fun like all the greentext stories claim.

Elle a couché avec 2 de mes meilleurs amis.
Minimum, ça c'est ceux que je sais. Ceux qui m'on été confirmés par un troisième dude avec qui elle m'a trompé.

J'ai pu envie de voir mes amis, parce qu'eux aussi, probablement qu'elle se les ai tapés.

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>>730656297
me a week ago

>> 220 lbs currently

>>730656542
I've been there. Except I was dumped because I couldnt stop talking about her

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>18, soon 19
>no future plans
>no friends
>still virgin
>what am i doing with my life
>alcoholic since 14
>confused and lost
>probably developing depression but won't get checked
>feel disgust to myself because I've stopped exercising
>fucking up college yet again
>why do i even bother.gif

>>730648201
My arm hurts.

>>730656729
i never mentioned her, but damn
she never left my heart

>>730656542
How long has it been? It's been fading for me and it's about 7 months now. That shit can take a while. I certainly wouldn't want to be in another relationship yet.

>>730649950
you want to break up with her because she wont have sex with you? are you 12?

>>730648201
I fucked my girl in the ass and she is so cute fuck

>>730656822
Stop fapping.

>>730656668
If you worried about the weight, I guess you could let the depression kick in and starve. I think a lot of us on this thread have done that at least once. Sometimes it's the only physical pain you get to feel

>>730656822
I don't care that you broke your elbow

>>730656831
she left me ~1 year ago. dumped my last gf some weeks ago, we dated for 1 month only

>>730656941
>>730656965
and I'm surrounded by fuckbois

I'm gonna make you my bitch Janet even though I'm not gonna do it any time soon

>>730656821
>Alcohol
>18 years old
>Since 14
Sending over a party van right now. You're literally not even supposed to be able to obtain alcohol. Maybe getting you arrested because of it would actually improve your life, retard.

>>730655121
>24
>feeling great
>the 6 digits I receive is really making my time at uni worth it
>hot blonde gf
>comfy af house

Stay mad anon

>>730656947
I'm not worried about my weight, honestly,I just posted as a measure of how shit my life is going. As I coul always lsoe it...

But if i'm being honest, i havent eaten in 2 days til today. i think i am depressed...just been drinking nothing but peace teas. I'm not sure thats much or not but shit, i'm getting there

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> HERE YE HERE YE FOR ALL YOUR WOES AND CRYING NEEDS AND ANSWERS Go Find a link to watch this movie and all your questions be answered or you will Cry yourself to sleep

>>730657297
mother's an alcoholic, she doesn't even notice when she gets her beer stolen.

I get off posting nude pics and videos of my gf. With and without her consent.

I feel awful about it because I'm putting her at risk. I want to stop... Or find a way to so it safely. But I'm a huge perv and I find it hard to stop.

>>730657071
If you're not ready you're not ready. How long were you with the last one for? Is there anything about her that you realized you hated after she dumped you? I ask this because for me it took a while to get some perspective after having put her on a pedestal. After a while I've realized that she was actually kind of a nasty person and started to let go more. Either way you may be all caught up in thinking she was "the one" and perfect for you. Well you have to realize that she wasn't. It wouldn't have ended if that were the case. Something must have been horribly wrong and maybe you still haven't accepted and recognized that. You have to swallow that bitter pill if you ever want to get better.

I can't derive pleasure from anything anymore.
All of this seems like a bad joke that goes on for too long.
Communication can only be achieved through approximations and doesn't make any real sense.
I no longer want to live, nor do I want to die.
I'm just wallowing on my bleakness.
I no longer want anything.
I feel dreary all day.
I am not living my live, I'm merely waiting it out.
I think I might just give up speech and see if they get me into a psych ward.

I could just sit on a chair and that'd be fine.

>>730648201
We are getting to the point where we should seriously consider mass genocide and no one seems to care

>>730657656
Try ecstasy

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>>730655121
Lay off the booze if you want any chance at a future, anon.

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>>730648201
I want to ravage this woman's pussy until my cock falls off. I will literally go kidnap her and tie her up and slampiggy her cunt over and over...every god damn night, I'll let her swallow my cock in every hole.
Pic related it's her

>>730657764
Oh I have.
Between the ages of 20-24, I was really into psychedelics. Mostly shrooms, but quite a lot of MDMA and 2C-B/2C-I.

I don't like them anymore, whenever I take them, I find myself sitting on a rock contemplating suicide and rocking back and forth like an autistic kid having an anxiety attack.

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>>730657656

>>730648201
>24
>married
>out of shape
>live paycheck to paycheck, but enough that we are farther ahead than behind by a long shot
>no kids on horizon thanks to new iud
>wife and i vidya with friends on jewtube
>going nowhere fast
>why am i happy when i feel like i shouldnt be

>>730657527
Anyone? Was hoping for anyone's opinion

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My career and my relationship are false. I've been living a lie.

>>730657527
Just be honest, tell her you have a fetish of posting shit about her, maybe she's into it too

>live with gril im not even dating
>work for weed that she smokes
>cucked without fuck

>>730658867
She knows I do it. I get her consent sometimes and even go on together on cam.

But when I came to 4chan somehow someone messaged me on a different site telling me stuff I posted here and other details. Deleted everything I could and out everything on high security. Now just terrified something might happen or that something different could happen.

So it's actually tearing me up inside a bit.

>>730657623
we dated for 2 years. i know her since 2011. the only thing I don't like about her is that she used to be cold sometimes.
she was mature and intelligent, also funny and not awkward
i know i have to move on, but just imagining conversations about w.e with her just makes me feel happy

>>730657928
Moar?

>>730659561
There's you're problem. You're fluffing around thinking of all the warm fuzzy memories when you should be thinking about the pain you were in and what was wrong with the relationship. It may sound counterintuitive but the best advice usually is. All that lingering in the happy memories will only hurt you over and over again. When one of those comes up you have to think about what a cold bitch she was or how you were fighting with her or whatever. Why'd she dump you anyway?

>>730657373
>>730657373
let me guess.

Your rich daddy paid for your tuition and got you an easy job right out of college, in spite of your 2.3 GPA

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>>730660033
Give me some tips on how to fuck her. She's actually my friend, and we've known each other for about 3 to 4 years, but she's dating someone right now

>>730660566
Successful people do exist retard.

>>730660937
Drug her

>>730660937
Don't go after chicks who are taken.

Even if you can get her to fuck you, it will just prove that she's an unloyal slut who will eventually rip your heart out.

Fucked my best friends older sister. No one else knows about it to this day

I straight up want to die and wake to a better world.

OKAY, I STOLEN 1500$ IN THINGS FROM A COMIC STORE, IT TOOK ME 1 YEAR

i'm afraid that everyone at the rite-aid i work at thinks i'm an idiot

>be me
>19 yo university
>super not gay
>girl down hall hot af
>think about her all the time 24/7
>tell friends
>she finds out, blocks me on everything
>feelsbadman.jpg
>goes to spain for semester
>try to get over her, but keep having dreams about her
>cum in undies every night for months
>no homo
>she comes back next week
>message me on facebook, get coffee monday?
>holyshitfuckyes
>coffee date @ 10:00pm day she gets back
>back at my place
>supersizeme.py
>bang twice, thinking about my best friend the whole time
>best no homo sex ever
>came in the butt
>wake up next day, ass feels kinda funny
>girl was actually my best pal
>im not gay tho tbh
>ask wat happen, he says hes an fagit
>do a oral with him
>cum in his mouth no homo
>we do fun stuff on the reg for past 3 years

Debating asking qt 3.14 girl down hall out. What do?

i literally hate my life. i only continue loving because i genuenly love my family and i dont want them to be sad for me. imma a loser and i know it. i tried ti change but i cant. all the things i love go away and what i hate always comes around... i know everybody has problems but shit man, i cant take. my bff preferred to be with my ex instead of me. im a dissapointment at the eyes of my parents, they always believed i would be the best, a winner; the truth is that im a mediocre young man with no ambition. my sisters are achieving great things and im gonna stay in the same shithole i know. fuck it; i dont expect to have kids bc no kid deserves to have a father like me.

>>730648588
This

>>730648201
I fucked up my first year of college and idk if i was just a lazy dumbfuck or if my depression is actually to blame, probs a combination of both

Mmmmm im stroking my dick thinking about how nice it would be to have you straddling me. Your sexy ass grinding on me rubbing my dick through the boxers making sure I can feel everything you are doing to me. Topless and in just a pair of panties you continue grinding making my cock good and hard then you pull my cock out stroking me your seductive eyes watching the ways I react when you play witg and tease my cock. Your tongue licking your lips as you lean forward pressing my cock against you smooth tummy kissing my lips before you slide down my chest till my pulsing dick is between your tits. Mmm you squeeze those tits together with a finger and thumb on your nipples then you lower some more watching the tip peak out for your tongue to twirl around. God it feels so good baby. After a good bit of titty fucking you lower even more taking even more of me in your mouth. Your tongue massages the base before I grab your hair and push you onto my cock till you start to gag. Then pull you back up letting you get a breath. Mmm the lust in your eyes grow more savage as I continue to throat fuck you. Pushing a bit more in each stroke. Then finally I pull you up getting you to straddle me again this time guiding my cock to your pussy. Mmm we both let out a moan as you grind with my dick deep inside then up and down as you lean back your hands braced on my legs as you slide that tight wet pussy up and down god it looks so sexy watching my dick stretch your pussy as you take more and more. My thumb rolls your clit back making quick little circe that send your pussy to an intense orgasmic spasm. Mmm you begging moving up and down faster throwing yourself down taking all of me. Mmm my dick is throbbing for you now baby.

Almost last call and I didn't drink tonight. Boy will I be glad when I wake up without yet another hangover tomorrow.

>>730663831
Give me some tips on how I can cut back on drinking.

I'm worried that I'm becoming an alcoholic.

Im so fucking scared of growing up. I miss my middle school years, I miss my elementary years, I miss being so young and innocent. I don't want to see my senior friends leave early in school because I know I wont ever see them again. Oh god i'm scared

the girl at work is a malignant narcissist. she was really into me until i told her to "fuck off" over all her bullshit. how do i get her back?

>>730664554
I dunno there's no real secret to it. I've had a problem with it for a long long time and really I find that there's really no how in the equation just if. I've done all that AA bullshit and that's just what it is. Bullshit. Bullshit on stilts actually and I believe it can actually make things worse in a lot of ways. At the end of the day it's a choice and certainly not a disease. The reason it's hard to stop is because habits get that way and it's the way your brain gets weird but that doesn't mean you don't still have the power to say fuck it I'm going to white knuckle it tonight and that's that. Sometimes if I'm really tempted at night it helps to just go for a walk for hours but certainly not a walk past any of my usual watering holes. Sorry if that's not very helpful but I just think what ever you do it's up to your own will power and it won't be easy. No amount of rehab mumbo jumbo in the world can stop you if you're hell bent on destroying yourself. I guess another important factor I've grown to realize is not to beat yourself up if you slip. That self loathing will just drive you to go out and do it again like you're subconsciously punishing yourself. Just forgive yourself and try to shake it off.

>>730662844

Better than everyone except the people you work with thinking that

>>730664795
It's all downhill from puberty m8. Then as you really get older you accept it and think alright might as well croak now then, that's about enough of that.

>>730665214
it's just that i'm new (been there for a week) and i'm still learning

i still close kinda late but i try my best

it's just that i'm the youngest there except for one guy who's like mid 20s (i'm 19)

Y'know, if it weren't for niggers, we wouldn't have people to laugh at.

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No one realises that western culture already died with the nazis

>>730665709
We slaughtered the wrong pig.

i fucking hate women, and envy how easy their life is. i fantasize about how easy it would be as a woman to literally just exist, not be extremely fat, and have a hole between my legs then get basically everything in life hand fed to me. im probably just a deeply closeted homosexual, except i am still attracted to the female form, which basically means traps are 10/10 for me, and everything else is like, at best a 7 or 8/10. at this point all of my friends would be not surprised at all if i turned out gay, but i just feel like it would be disappointing for like, everyone involved.

>>730666139
I still wouldn't want to be one. I like having the power of rational thought.

>>730666636
yeah, but just the idea of having an easy life exclusively because i have XX instead of XY is a little appealing. i much prefer at least having the option to make progress in life, or make a difference, or whatever, instead of just sitting around being a fuck hole for someone much better than me.

Idk if bi or just a phase but dont want to open flirt in fear of ostracion. Live in small town of about 12000 its probably a phase tho

>>730666843
The funny thing is they still bitch about how oppressed they are when they've always been privileged. Talk about spoiled! We need international give a woman a good slap day.

>>730665182
Thanks for your insight.

In my mind, the "all or nothing" approach that AA preaches is what fucks a lot of people over. I think "alcoholics" need to address the root cause of why the drink excessively and work on improving whatever that is. Instead of just saying "I have a disease and I can never take a sip of alcohol again for the rest of my life."

I'd rather kill my sister to save my father, not because he's worth saving more than her, but because she's being such a cunt about us hosting an intervention for our father.
Fuck that Cunt, honestly, I wish she got raped more than once in her adolescence.

i constantly find myself dreaming up ways to hurt people and when ever i try get help i cant get myself to tell the therapists

>>730667080
Jesus fuckign CHRIST!!!!
I've been in AA and I'm not and alcoholic, yet they treat EVERYONE as if they are 100% an alcoholic, while statistically only 15% of those charged with a DUI are an alcoholic!

>>730667080
Yeah that really fucked me up. And they get you when you're vulnerable and not thinking clearly. I honestly think I'm still recovering from that. For me if I just had one piss up every month that would be a huge improvement and I could live with it. Also the way someone can be stone cold T total sober for 10 years. He has 6 pints one night after that and that's it! He's lost all his "sober time." All down the drain and now he has to start the ridiculous and convoluted 12 steps all over again! Shit me that could drive a man to an hero. What a stupid cult that is. It's basically Bill W the sociopath projecting all of his A moral ways on to anyone who might have a drinking problem. Then there's that bullshit where if you manage to clean yourself up without their cult you're a "dry drunk" and not enlightened like they are. Fuck AA man. Scientology light for drunks.

>>730667322
They can't even define what an alcoholic is. It's the most wishy washy bunch of bullshit mumbo jumbo I've ever encountered. Yet it's widely accepted as the only game in town when it comes to getting sober.

I'm a creep.
I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here...

>>730667767
I met my first gf singing that tune while playing my guitar in the hallway in high school. God how fucking corny.

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got my gf into black men. intially pissed when found out, became a turn on. now i have regrets.

>>730667080
AA and NA always stuck me as so morbid and defeatist. "I will be forever a slave to my addiction and let it prevent me from enjoying things responsibly" is a kind of self-enforcing, demeaning perspective.. Just learn some fucking willpower and move on, christ.

People say I'm pretty smart but I did not continue my studies because college is too expensive here. 10 years without doing anything. I am a unemployed technician, while the time passes, my friends get better jobs and more reputation and respect. I am still the same, living at my parents' house, seeing as I am worth less as time passes. I left my friends because I am very proud to be pitied.

>>730668061
Again that's all Bill W projecting. The guy was a complete psychopath. Have you ever tried to read "The big book?" It's fucking hilariously poorly written and nonsensical. AA freaks will tell you it's because it's from the thirties and that's how people talked back then. No you brain dead dumbness it's just really really bad. Worse than L Ron Hubbard but similar in it's pretentious bombastic tone and use of flowery language to try to sound "spiritual."

i think about killing myself all the time. my life is shit. poor fag. in an obligated relationship because i took her v card and don't want to make her suffer, but at the same time don't want to have kids with her b/c i want white kids i cheat on her too... any way you slice it my life kind of sucks couldn't live with the guilt of leaving but when you are dead there is no guilt, but i'm too much of a pussy for it to me more than an idea so i live in misery

>>730668466
Stop being a pussy and leave her. Look at it this way. If you're not too much of a coward to an hero then why be so cowardly that you can't take control of your own life and just leave the damn bitch. You took her V card? Oh whoopdie fucking shit dude. C'mon man.

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>>730650846
winrar for most troubled person in here this guy god save this poor soul .. if i were you i'd call 911

>>730651653
this guy is the hero

>>730650846
This. Dude call 911. They'll give you some drugs and help you sleep.

>>730652593
hey fool the goverment will help you get a place to live and food to eat get on the gravy train nigga until your shit gets better health and human resources

I fucking hate you all, you're all fucking cunts and try way too hard to be edgy and tough by throwing insults at each other for no goddamn reason, but I also can't stop coming back here to waste my time

>>730654577
why tho? should get a girl preggers on your way out btw

>>730655070
why

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I spent most of my life having terrible sexual experiences. I legitimately had given up on sex because my partner of 8 years was just terrible in bed.

Just got a partner who's amazing in bed, and makes me wish I could have expended my horizons earlier.

Now they have fucking Tits Cancer and is going to die. It spread and now the best sex of my life is going to die.

>>730669485
lol best of my life was a 1 nighter

>>730656821
>18, soon 19
Hahahahahahahahaha!
Bitch, buckle up.

I love my girlfriend but I still want to fuck Tammy and Mary and Katie from time to time

>>730669984
Ah fuck 'em anyway. You'll probably break up with your gf eventually so who cares?

I hate normies

>>730670107
Kek you're probably right

I find the Andy Sixx log meme to be somewhat amusing for some reason

>>730667186
Who raped 'er?

today i fapped to the smell of my gf's mom's used panties and then came on her toothbrush. she is an insane clean freak so just fact that i was smelling her pussy made me diamonds. i'm hard af right now because she has either already brushed my teeth with my cum, or is going to in the next 30 minutes.

>>730648201
I'm a pedophile and I hate myself for it

>inb4 Kill yourself

>>730656544
Green text it biiitch lemme hear

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>>730655992

try to run and live like pic related

Every Filipina (four) I've dated turned out to be a psycho. Is it in their blood?

>>730655992
going to jail for spraying god damn son what is wrong with your country

>>730661125
>Successful
rich

ftfy

i keep cheating on my girlfriend with different girls sexually and romantically and i feel like an asshole and i wanna die

TRAPS ARE FUCKING GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

>>730671646
Dump her then. It's the most noble thing you could do and might make you feel at least somewhat better about yourself in the long run.

>>730671358
Yes same thing with Colombian women

>>730665182
>tfw actual wisefag still exist

thank you anon

I have been really depressed lately and started
considering suicide. qt 3.14 girl that I like now
has a boyfriend who is a complete dick wad and
treats people like shit man i love that girl so much
she has no clue but it doesn't matter anymore
any viable ways out that are painless?

>>730671735
Everyone I've talked to who has dated a few of them tells me the same thing. How they lie about everything from stupid things to big things, project and manipulate. I just wish I didn't find them so physically attractive. And they can really put on a good act at first. Little midget psychopaths they are.

>>730671899
Same here. We're fucked, anon.

I hate people who hold the phone in front of their face with loudspeaker on in public. Also people who use hands free but then talk into the phone. Why? Just why?

Toronto is full of boring plebs with no personality who are afraid to laugh at anything in case it might not be politically correct. And the women think you're being creepy and want to rape them if you say hi how are you.

>>730654684
I'm not friends with my girlfriend's husband, but he's an excellent father and one of the nicest people I've ever met.

>>730671899
Best friend is in a marriage with a guy that is a complete dick head. Only reason she's with him is cause she couldn't get the other boy in high school. And I missed out talking to her back in high school, (Lived in different states) we started talking recently and I completely regret not talking to her more, I didn't know when she contacted me she was looking for anything. But, the 16 year old me wouldn't have known wtf to do with long distant anyways... I'm just waiting for her to say she's done with him, until then. I'm playing the waiting game, contemplating suicide.

I kill cats and Name Them Lucy

>>730648201
i miss my ex even though she's a bitch

>>730648932
She would prob prefer the breakup than you not being in it 100% Surely no one wants a pity relationship

>>730648201
>be me
>barely 21
>dating gf since high school
>she gets preggo
>we both want abortion because not ready
>turns out to be girl/boy twins
>cant abort two at once, that's too much
>few months later she goes into emergency labor
>twins born 3 months premie
>wtf
>i freak out but stick around
>2.5 months later girl twin gets out of hospital
>a month later boy twin gets out of hospital
>everything goes gravy for a month
>wake up one day to gf screaming at me
>saying "he's not breathing"
>i have emt training
>begin resuscitation process while waiting for ambulance
>emts get him revived
>3 days waiting in hospital to find out condition
>brain dead because didn't get him revived fast enough
>gf puts decision on me about whether we pull the plug or not
>I decided to pull plug because it's senseless to keep him alive as a vegetable
>been contemplating suicide ever since.

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>>730648201
I've killed 6 millions jews.

>>730648932
just rip the bandaid off

>>730674779
Dude. So sorry. Stick around thou and be a good dad for your baby girl

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>>730674779
that sucks man
I lost my first born to sids, I know them feels

I don't know what to do with my girlfriend. Sometimes I feel like I really love her and need her but sometimes there's this girl from particular classes that I take that makes me smile and laugh all the time, fact that my girlfriend does not do, we do laugh and everything but not as good as when I'm with this girl, I'm tired of my girlfriend wanting me to not being happy when she's not around, I hate the fact that she wants me to be happy because of her

>>730648201
If you didn't want your cheating to affect your work, don't fuck a goddamn coworker you stupid fucking whore.

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>>730674905
Noooo wayyy

>>730648201
why do I even want a girlfriend really? fuck it. maybe I'll just be a loner for the rest of my life. I wanna know what lou reed meant when he called heroin his wife?

Fucked my cousin on a party, no one knows. I regret it.

>>730674940
she's the only reason i'm still here

>>730675030
SIDs is what they called the cause of death so i feel your pain bro

>>730675730
your cousin knows!

I have suffered severe depression since I was 12. I just want it to fucking stop. My bed is a prison.

>>730675875
When I said no one I meant no one.

>>730654146
Not just teen angst. It won't change.

wish i wasn't across the sea from you

>>730648201
I have tons of surpressed traumas and I still find new ones every day. I was preyed upon by a psychopath from 12-15 and all romantic relationships I've had I fuck up. The first one so bad that she dyed her hair blue and became feminist.

Kinda glad your stinky ass old dog finally died

>>730656297
nice tits

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the 23rd of this month marks 6 months since we broke up. it was 3 years long, she left because she was too busy with furthering her life, and that's fine with me. i hope she succeeds in whatever it is she wants to do.

it sucks that it's over, and i'm getting better, but i'm lonely as fuck now, and don't want to go into a relationship with baggage, and don't have the emotional distance necessary for flings and one-night stands.

it's led me to this fucked up position of wanting to jump immediately into a long-term relationship with the three years we spent dating already there, already past. but i know that can't happen.

so i don't even bother seeking relationships out to begin with anymore.

>>730651653
modern day hero

I want to die

I hate niggers and fags.
And the samefagguy shitposting the endless trap threads.

>>730648201
You are an ugly loser with a hideous chink wife go kill yourself you delusional fucking moron. Keep worshipping your pathetic hypnotism while I baseball bat you in the face while you're under psychosis stupid fobby asian.

My life is a mess that's not going anywhere and I honestly don't give a shit but it's getting annoying because everyone else around me wants me to be perfect or be successful when they themselves aren't.
Oh well time to play another game.. I'm thinking of getting Horizon Zero Dawn...

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>>730676903
ITT: whiny fucking kids complaining about not knowing what to do with their shitty lives.

meanwhile:
>be me
>be 36 years old AND female (practically a death sentence)
>all plans from 16-33 completed fucked
>had to move back with parents
>shit job
>shitty everything
>addicted to porn and games (fml)
>no sex in forever

but yeah, continue complaining

>>730678971
are you joking? you couldnt even handle life on easy mode and ur mad others are complaining? fuck off you dumb roastie

>>730678971
>>no sex in forever
How fat are you?

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>>730679543
wtf is "easy mode"?
is that a triggered response to me having a pussy?

>>730679629
whale/10

>>730680090
Even then there exists guys who love whales

>>730648201
I AM PASSING MY ENGLISH EXAM IN 1 HOUR AND I'M PISSING IN MY FUCKING PANTS.

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is rape abbreviation for rare pepe