Ask a depressed Schizophrenic anything I may take some time

>>730437767
What we're your earliest symptoms of schizophrenia? When did you think something might be wrong? Please be detailed

>>730437767
Hello schizOP. How are you doing?

What are the names of your voices?

File: IMG_0991.jpg (72KB, 750x567px)

72KB, 750x567px

How many people are afraid of you daily?

File: 1468660272866.jpg (93KB, 1280x720px) Image search: [Google]

93KB, 1280x720px

>>730438013
Some of the earliest were seeing animals crawling on me, like snakes and shit. I always knew something was weird about me, but I never knew what, I figured it might be something serious around 20
>>730438325
Not too bad, could be better though
>>730438439
I don't name any of them, no
>>730438859
None, I don't interact with people

>>730440040
Why do you like the loli vamp?

>>730440040
Just about the same myself. Had any dream last night that you remember?

File: 1471473312514.jpg (62KB, 960x540px) Image search: [Google]

62KB, 960x540px

>>730440423
She a qt loyal vampire that's 500 years old, what's there not to like?
>>730440914
I had a vague waking dream about posting in this thread. First time that's ever happened.

File: freedom.jpg (11KB, 170x244px) Image search: [Google]

11KB, 170x244px

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SW-BU6keEUw

File: 1408863461492.gif (1000KB, 500x525px)

1000KB, 500x525px

>>730441805

>>730441797
Huh, interesting. I guess it's become routine enough to dream about. I remembered I was gonna ask you, what do you think of outlast 2? I know it's not out yet, but are you gonna try that when it is?

File: 24a60b6abfa7d73a35035db5670b9f9afa91065e_hq.gif (504KB, 500x561px)

504KB, 500x561px

>>730442029
>what do you think of outlast 2?
dunno, I don't look into new games until they come out, and that's only to find out if it's worth the buy.
I like to go in completely blind.
>I guess it's become routine enough to dream about
I do spend a solid chunk of time here, so it makes sense.

>>730442307
>I like to go in completely blind.
In this case especially, that's a good idea. It always is, but with horror games in particular going in blind is kind of a necessity.

>>730437767
Do you think your disease might be supernatural or something
I know it sounds ridiculous but what if it is

File: 1491717937412.jpg (2MB, 1381x1956px) Image search: [Google]

2MB, 1381x1956px

>>730442537
I like being completely blind on horror games especially. There's nothing like the first playthrough of a good horror.
>>730442836
Yes, hopping between universes takes its toll on one's mental health after a while.

>>730443056
it's one of the few games in recent memory i'm actually looking forward to. gonna be a good ride, i'm sure. what are you gonna be up to tonight? league i'm guessing?

File: 1491975133513.gif (1MB, 1000x563px)

1MB, 1000x563px

>>730443557
I was finishing up a game when I first made the thread, I'm watching Miss Kobayashi's Dragon Maid now.
But beyond that, I don't really have any plans to do anything in particular.
>it's one of the few games in recent memory i'm actually looking forward to
hopefully, it turns out good, it'd be nice to play a good horror game

What do you think about vaping?

>>730444106
>watching Miss Kobayashi's Dragon Maid now
when i went into that, i had really low expectations, but i was pleasantly surprised i enjoyed it as much as i did. went through 11 or so episodes in an uneventful day.

>>730443056
how old are u if i may ask,
i sorta feel like we are on similar paths

File: 1471483882933.jpg (64KB, 1024x691px) Image search: [Google]

64KB, 1024x691px

>>730444493
Same way I feel about cigarettes, teens/young adults shouldn't use them.
>>730444552
I had pretty low expectations too. It's pretty enjoyable though it lacks direction.
>went through 11 or so episodes in an uneventful day.
I haven't found anything good enough to binge in a long time.
>>730444655
I'm 25

>>730444858
i was hoping it would have some more direction as well, but altogether, it's short enough to get away with it. 15 episodes might not be short to everyone, but it is short to me.
>I haven't found anything good enough to binge in a long time
have you heard of Black Mirror?

File: 1492819807184.jpg (139KB, 916x1280px) Image search: [Google]

139KB, 916x1280px

>>730445464
>have you heard of Black Mirror?
I have not
>british twilight zone
I'll definitely give that a try though

>>730445938
anything intresting happening in ur life?

Are there any games you want?

Will you be my friend? I'm lonely :(

>>730445938
it's a bit more than a british twilight zone, but in what way is better left to be seen yourself. it's definitely pretty close to my favorite show as it is. what's your favorite show, if you have one?

File: 1471472477938.png (574KB, 1115x693px)

574KB, 1115x693px

>>730446068
Sadly, no. It's pretty boring being me.
>>730446168
None that I can think of right off the top of my head.
>>730446332
>I'm lonely
You're welcome to stay and chat
>Will you be my friend?
I don't even know you thought, anon.
>>730446351
>what's your favorite show, if you have one?
My favorite standard TV show would probably be Dexter or community, favorite animated tv show is Rick and Morty.

>>730437767
What medication are you currently taking?

My dad has been diagnosed with depression and schizophrenic.
Today he didnt recognize my sister
He doesnt want to sleep, and he no longer gives any logical answer
He had a job a wife... Now i dont know what will happen.
I just cant help him

File: 1471474706895.png (936KB, 897x745px) Image search: [Google]

936KB, 897x745px

>>730446874
None, I have a policy about not taking medication unless life threatening.
>>730447050
I'm sorry to hear that, anon.
Hang in there and don't give up on him, I wish you the best of luck.

>>730446682
nice, i binged the entire first season of rick and morty in one sitting. i thought it would be good, but not as good as it turned out. thank god season 3 is finally a thing. took forever and a half.

File: 1469349358918.jpg (56KB, 960x902px) Image search: [Google]

56KB, 960x902px

>>730447266
Rick and Morty was the last thing I binged on, I've watched both seasons a solid 5 times. I can't wait for the rest of season 3 to finally be released.

>>730447528
damn, 5 times. good shit. i deleted the episodes as i watched them, but i'm pretty sure i would have done the same had they stayed on my hard drive. but ayyy now i can watch them as they come out so i don't have to download. no solid release schedule yet, so i have no idea when that'll be.

>>730437767
Hey yo, OP.
Do you ever see yourself in a relationship?
Do you think depressive schizos such as yourself could ever maintain one? Or would be it be to mentally costly to outweigh benefits?

>>730437767
WILL
YOU
BE
MY
FRIENDOOOOOOOO

File: 1468660677501.jpg (166KB, 1000x1200px)

166KB, 1000x1200px

>>730447978
It's one of the only shows I've been able to watch repeatedly. It's just so good.
>>730448175
>Do you ever see yourself in a relationship?
I'm currently in a long distance relationship. But I find it hard to picture myself in a physical relationship. I have a lot of quirks.
>Do you think depressive schizos such as yourself could ever maintain one?
It's possible, as long as the other person is aware of the situation both parties are willing to make the necessary steps to make it work.
>Or would be it be to mentally costly to outweigh benefits?
I think for the most part it would be beneficial. There will be times when the stress will get them and they'll feel like it's not worth it to keep pursuing the relationship, or that they're a hindrance on their partner for being this way.
>>730448229
I don't know anon. I don't even know you

>>730448665
That's a more elaborate reply than I anticipated, thx. I'm in the same boat, in an LDR, but with a schizophrenic with a depressive disorder rather than being her.

When she's well, it's great, but she's had schizophrenic episodes on a weekly basis the past few months lasting for days and it's really getting draining. When we met, the goal was to ultimately live together, but i just don't see it happening anymore, not with her health not improving at all regardless of what we try.

Are you ever planning to live together with your partner? I guess not, you probably have the same fucked up biorhythm, the anhedonia and the apathy mine does.

>>730448665
ooh, what are the others?

how are you doing after back surgery

File: 1470453461632.gif (80KB, 600x600px)

80KB, 600x600px

>>730449188
You're welcome
That's basically the same situation I'm in. She is bipolar and has PTSD, likely Schizophrenic as well.
So she's going through her episodes right now as well, and we don't get to talk often.
>Are you ever planning to live together with your partner?
We planned to, but it's all up in the air right now.
>I guess not, you probably have the same fucked up biorhythm,
my biorhythm is a total mess, I can't hold a solid sleep schedule for more than a week, and I lose track of days, sometimes even weeks.
>the anhedonia and the apathy mine does.
Recently more so than it was when she and I first met. When she goes through her episodes it brings up the worst of mine as well.
>>730449226
I can't think of any right off hand.
>>730449281
What?

>>730437767
what are your views on religion, god etc.? What is your personal belief?

File: 1470421678764.png (1MB, 1280x720px)

1MB, 1280x720px

>>730450182
>what are your views on religion, god etc.?
I think it's good to align yourself with some sort of belief system. but it should remain that, a belief system. I dislike when people try to say "my belief system is fact" or try to use their "god" for some sort of moral high ground.
>What is your personal belief?
I identify as Pantheist, which is the belief that the universe and everything it encompasses is "god" I don't believe in any sort of personal god.

Have you tried serotonin reuptake inhibitors

File: 1471483372803.jpg (498KB, 2480x3507px) Image search: [Google]

498KB, 2480x3507px

>>730450852
Nope, I've never felt the need to take any SRIs. I try to avoid all medication unless it's life threatening

>>730451254
i'm curious, how do you keep your room? before i got back on my meds, i turned mine into an unlivable wasteland. it's still pretty bad.

File: 1469783773210.jpg (1MB, 1800x2000px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 1800x2000px

>>730451533
It always pretty dirty, I try not to let it get really bad though. But there's always shit strewn about.

>>730451751
pretty good by my standards. is the rest of your place about the same?

>>730437767
which one of you do i ask??

>>730437767
Kiss-shot, go home. But first I need you to open a portal to the past so I can stop you from fucking nuking the world.

File: 1468821675052.jpg (485KB, 780x1340px)

485KB, 780x1340px

>>730451922
The rest of the house is a bit cleaner just because it doesn't get used. There's just dirt cause I don't sweep often.
>>730452016
Whichever one you want :^)
>>730452029
My portals only go forward though, not backward.

>>730437767
Ello, I found ya thread

File: 1468576343233.jpg (645KB, 1300x1140px)

645KB, 1300x1140px

>>730452252
Hi there.

>>730452327
I love the music

>>730452240
No not you Shinobu your other one standing right there. Use the shrine or something.

File: shinobu_oshino_by_chinnaru-d9qbk0p.png (319KB, 1280x732px)

319KB, 1280x732px

>>730452466
Glad you like it.
Here's another freeby
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=scmQ6iN8hKM
>>730452649
Not gonna

I have this thread before. Op gets really schizo wired one day and kys.
It was a horrible way to go but we were honored to see it live

>>730452776
I'll take you to Mister Donut I swear. There aren't any donuts here only zombies and Hachikuji says to not eat them.

>>730452776
That's... That's a lot of balloons

File: 1471472204290.jpg (192KB, 1000x1361px)

192KB, 1000x1361px

>>730452928
That's very tempting..
>>730452924
You what?

File: 1436306178727.jpg (209KB, 700x800px)

209KB, 700x800px

>>730453049
This could be you! Just imagine all of the crullers.

File: 1469860712807.jpg (86KB, 614x890px)

86KB, 614x890px

>>730453507
I already have some though

File: sample-1088a584ea980cc1453002a570c7736b.jpg (132KB, 775x1000px)

132KB, 775x1000px

These threads are nice.

File: 1471473241246.png (1MB, 941x895px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 941x895px

>>730454033
Glad you enjoy them.

>>730454033
so far these threads have been the highlight of my week.

>>730437767
What do you think about SPLIT (the movie)

File: 1468574703511.gif (1016KB, 500x291px) Image search: [Google]

1016KB, 500x291px

>>730454266
I rather enjoyed it. It was a new take on the psychological horror genre. It was a bit lackluster at points though.
It has been a little while since I've seen it so remember the specifics of what I did and didn't like about it.

Yikes

File: shinobuacute.jpg (7KB, 228x221px)

7KB, 228x221px

>>730454476
Yikes?

>>730437767
You are much like me, so I have no questions of particular curiosity.

But have you been sectioned?

>>730454733
>>730437767
Also, you have excellent taste in anime

File: 1476140031205.jpg (68KB, 600x1000px) Image search: [Google]

68KB, 600x1000px

Do you only see things or do you hear voices too? Is it possible for you to be a functioning member of society without medication? Is it possible for you to just ignore the things you see because you know they are fake or is it sometimes hard to tell? Do you feel physical pain of they attack you?

File: 1468652810947.gif (606KB, 500x500px) Image search: [Google]

606KB, 500x500px

>>730454733
>But have you been sectioned?
I have not, thankfully.
>>730454811
I like to think I do.
>>730454839
>Do you only see things or do you hear voices too?
I have both, I see human-like figures standing in doorways very often.
>Is it possible for you to be a functioning member of society without medication?
Not 100% of the time, but for the most part I can.
>Is it possible for you to just ignore the things you see because you know they are fake or is it sometimes hard to tell?
with the things I've experienced before and I know they aren't real, yes it's easier to dismiss them. But it doesn't always work and I'll still "fall for it".
>Do you feel physical pain of they attack you?
I've never been attacked so I'm not sure.

>>730454811
OP also likes Dexter, Community and Rick and Morty. That isn't uncommon I think, but the fact that he mentioned them as his favourite shows pleased me.
These threads are awesome btw

File: 1470259661874.png (302KB, 836x1000px)

302KB, 836x1000px

>>730455610
Do you also like those shows?

>>730455127
hey schizOP do you enjoy making these threads? i know it's a redundant question, but i wanna keep the thread alive without just a bump.

File: Britbongpaedo.jpg (202KB, 1280x720px) Image search: [Google]

202KB, 1280x720px

You remind me of the schizophrenic Paul Richards, the Britbong Paedo. He has only just been released after months of incarceration.

File: 1469267586574.jpg (50KB, 583x720px)

50KB, 583x720px

>>730456311
I quite enjoy making them, I'm glad everyone enjoys them too.
It dies down pretty hard at this hour
>>730456493
>You remind me of the schizophrenic Paul Richards
Why is that?

>>730456840
i'm less active because truth be told, i don't really know what to say or ask. then i do some other thing for a bit and come up with something to say by just thinking idly.

File: 1471473829528.jpg (92KB, 1920x1080px)

92KB, 1920x1080px

>>730457035
>i'm less active because truth be told
That's perfectly fine, I'm just checking the thread every 5 or 10 mins and playing some vidya. /b/ moves pretty slow at this hour.

>>730457414
i'm really glad it moves this slow. no way in hell it would survive at this rate in the middle of the day. plus, it being at this hour gives me someone to talk to and i'm always up for that.

File: 1470452867448.jpg (179KB, 800x800px)

179KB, 800x800px

>>730457487
>i'm really glad it moves this slow
Yea me too, it's comfy. There's no rush for anything.
>no way in hell it would survive at this rate in the middle of the day
You'd be surprised, I've had these last for a solid 12 hours.

>>730456299
I would consider the Monogatari series my favorite anime, Dexter my favorite show and Rick and Morty my favorite cartoon too. I am a big fan of Community as well.
But, like I said, this may not be very uncommon. Fight Club is my favorite movie, so there's nothing special about my taste haha (I still like to think it is good tho)

Do you have any sexual hang ups or kinks aka fetish's?

Do you think that one day you'll lose control, or since you seem smarter than average maybe you'll always be at the same psychological spot you're currently at? Like I guess I'm asking if you ever felt a clear psychological break in your psyche, or was it like that off feeing you discribed earlier just always, like hanging around you like a fog.

Do you do any rec drugs like weed booze etc

Are you a virgin?

What's your goals in life?

>>730457735
>12 HOURS
longest i've been awake to see was eight hours. impressive that it kept going. that's half of an entire day. it really is just active enough. even messaging around isn't as consistent as this.

Alright, so you're seeing people stand in doorsways.
What do they do? Are they kinda just standing their doing nothing? Can you talk to them or interact with them whatsoever?

You ever wish you were "normal"?

File: tumblr_o7flxbWQm71txlyjvo3_r1_1280.jpg (47KB, 1024x576px)

47KB, 1024x576px

bump

File: nisemonogatari_shinobu_vector_2_by_nicobass20-d4uy3yt.png (154KB, 900x512px) Image search: [Google]

154KB, 900x512px

>>730457817
I think they're more common shows around people who are slightly different. At least that's the way it seems to me.
>>730457939
I don't have any hangups, but my fetishes include furry/beast/giving pleasure
>Do you think that one day you'll lose control
I think one day I might, it used to be a thing I thought about a lot. I put in failsafes to prevent that though.
>maybe you'll always be at the same psychological spot you're currently at?
That's the hope, but it likely won't happen.

>Like I guess I'm asking if you ever felt a clear psychological break in your psyche
Like a full on psychotic break? They do happen, but it's not something that stays constant, all day every day.
>or was it like that off feeing you discribed earlier just always, like hanging around you like a fog.
the average day is like a fog.

>Do you do any rec drugs like weed booze etc
I smoke weed fairly often.

>Are you a virgin?
Yes

>What's your goals in life?
To not die for a while.

does it hurt to pee?

File: 1468829608683.gif (1MB, 640x360px)

1MB, 640x360px

>>730457999
>impressive that it kept going.
you're telling me, I thought it would die a lot sooner than that.
>even messaging around isn't as consistent as this.
that's pretty much why I do it.

>>730458225
>Alright, so you're seeing people stand in doorsways.
>What do they do?
they usually just stand there. If I focus on them they disappear, but if I don't they will just stand there.
>Can you talk to them or interact with them whatsoever
no
>>730458429
>You ever wish you were "normal"?
When I was younger I often did.
>>730459420
No, should it?

>>730444858
Have you seen flying witch? It's pretty good

File: 1469303230198.gif (1022KB, 500x213px) Image search: [Google]

1022KB, 500x213px

>>730460036
>Have you seen flying witch?
I have not, I'll put it on the list of things to check out.

>>730459765
Gonna address the elephant in the room here (proverbial one ofc): did you ever hold down a job or work a day?

Do employers give you the typical "you're welcome [back] once you get that shit sorted"? Do you ever think you'll be able to hold a job?

>>730437767
from what monogatari is this scene from?

What do you think about Rhett & Link?

excited for Owari II this winter (I think) OP?

File: 1469821481363.jpg (41KB, 480x492px) Image search: [Google]

41KB, 480x492px

>>730460866
> did you ever hold down a job or work a day?
no, I've been a neet for basically my entire life.
>Do you ever think you'll be able to hold a job?
I doubt it.
>>730461020
Not sure it's one of the later ones
>>730461595
Never heard of it.

File: 0e7ae47ae338b5904b60b415c5eec69fcef97156.jpg (190KB, 600x1068px) Image search: [Google]

190KB, 600x1068px

You could stop jerking to others gfs and instead go to s.n.a.p.c.h.a.t.y(.)me and fap to nudes.

File: Sky_satori_coffee_smile_happy_hello_alittlelewd.jpg (97KB, 850x837px) Image search: [Google]

97KB, 850x837px

>>730461656
Hello! I just got off work, saw your thread again and decided to say Hi. Hope your still pushing through and finding some fulfillment in something....

>>730461656
Thanks schizo /b/ro.
Stay safe mate.

Yo dude same, what medication you on? I'm on 25mg of Olanzapine

File: 1469739563481.gif (617KB, 500x278px) Image search: [Google]

617KB, 500x278px

>>730461435
They're fairly amusing. They have really good chemistry together. I like Link of the two.
>>730461738
Gee, thanks, anon!
>>730461848
Ooh, I stopped watching Monogatari in its second season haven't picked it back up yet.
>>730461868
>Hello! I just got off work
Hi there, hope work wasn't too rough on you.
>>730461985
No problem friend. Take it easy.
>>730462144
Not on anything.
I avoid taking medication unless it's life threatening.

File: Sky_satori_youdontsay_amused_smug.jpg (32KB, 400x400px) Image search: [Google]

32KB, 400x400px

>>730462290
oh! No no, psych admissions overnight is pretty chill for me. Mostly I take crisis calls, call insurance and do administrative tasks.

File: 1468872387355.jpg (116KB, 712x438px) Image search: [Google]

116KB, 712x438px

>>730462477
Not gonna lie, that sounds pretty cushy.

>>730459402
You're goals are shit and you don't have a routine. Have you considered methods of treatment such as long distance running, schedualing and diet? Also have you every tried psychedelics? Does it run in your family?

>>730462842
>long distance running
schizOP, this is a good idea. i used to run cross country and it really is a great time. i don't imagine it would serve as treatment, but getting fit is always good.

File: __komeiji_satori_touhou_drawn_by_suwa_yasai__abecefeda3234ee9cb9098606476bb6f.png (433KB, 850x915px) Image search: [Google]

433KB, 850x915px

>>730462721
It... can get bad quickly, don't get me wrong. At night, its just me I run the whole thing, so if like 4-5 people just show up... well... it just sucks, but we stay full 90% of the time. This is the best psychiatric hospital I've ever seen that isn't a resort for the super rich. So at night I usually get done with scheduled work and play vidya until something happens... not the most fulfilling thing I've ever done... I'd like to go back to doing real therapy...but it pays the bills and I seem to have a knack for it. ....anything you do right now your finding some fulfillment in? (I haven't tagged these new satori pics yet...)

File: 1469349085848.jpg (699KB, 1191x1504px) Image search: [Google]

699KB, 1191x1504px

>>730462842
>You're goals are shit and you don't have a routine.
I'm aware of this.
>Have you considered methods of treatment such as long distance running
I have considered it, and tried it a few times in the past. I always wind up giving up after like a week when I lose interest.

>Also have you every tried psychedelics?
No, but it's something I want to do.

>Does it run in your family?
Unfortunately.
>>730462960
It's way too hot here most of the time. I can't bare the heat.
>>730463054
>It... can get bad quickly
I would imagine. working in any sort of hospital has that chance.
>anything you do right now your finding some fulfillment in?
Not really. I mostly just do whatever so the time passes faster. I can't seem to find that thing that will give me some fulfillment.

File: Sky_satori_help_hope_cheer_determined.jpg (148KB, 850x1225px) Image search: [Google]

148KB, 850x1225px

>>730463725
believe it or not.. that's okay, some people take time to find something that fits the bill. I have confidence you will... have you tried doing things to help others in some way? Obviously that's my thing, but it's oft overlooked.. I have my own struggles and helping others has always been rewarding, but you could also learn to find fulfillment in things you don't naturally... Its a perspective thing.

OP what are your symtoms? Like voices and seeing stuff or?

>>730463725
yeah, aren't you in florida? i know there is just the hottest and most humid in the US. (probably) running there would be hell now that i think about it

File: 1470189065258.gif (671KB, 500x281px) Image search: [Google]

671KB, 500x281px

>>730463975
Attacks of extreme paranoia and anxiety, I have the occasional auditory and visual hallucinations, which includes hearing voices and seeing figures. If I get too overwhelmed by the paranoia and anxiety I become very catatonic.
>>730463961
>believe it or not.. that's okay,
That's what I keep telling myself.
>I have confidence you will.
Thanks, I really hope one day I will.
>have you tried doing things to help others in some way?
I have, it always makes me feel better to help people. But recently I haven't had the desire to be in society at all so I don't really get that opportunity. That's partly why I make these threads, I know a lot of anons on /b/ struggle with mental health, and it helps to be able to talk to someone you can relate to.

>Its a perspective thing.
Heh, that's usually my line.
If I could keep the desire to do things I'm sure I would find fulfullment, but that's where I struggle.
>>730463999
Yup, in FL. It gets hellish here in the rainy season (now). Hot and humid all day

>>730464741
i would have thought that rain would actually be nice, but then the rain is fucking warm. and then it's just even more humid afterwards. horrible cycle.

File: sky_satori_alone_neutral_sad_listening.jpg (517KB, 560x857px) Image search: [Google]

517KB, 560x857px

>>730464741
That's a huge motivating factor for my participation in Alice's + shrine threads. If ever you wanted, you could join us sometime. Lot of people show up to shrine seeking help and we all do our best! and, there's lots of ways to help people w/o going to much into public.... it doesn't just have to be one thing either, even a whole bunch of small things you can do add up to a better world. Maybe ... even advocacy for better mental health care or improved standards for those who don't have quite the coping you have. I love my job, but it breaks my heart sometimes to see people admitted for things that could have been prevented..

File: of992w5lyS1uugqoto1_1280.jpg (572KB, 886x1253px) Image search: [Google]

572KB, 886x1253px

It's cool to see how many regulars these threads have spawned

>>730465272
never thought i would be a regular on a recurring /b/ thread, but i also didn't expect a thread this good to begin with.

File: Oshino.Shinobu.full.1989902.jpg (1MB, 1600x1753px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 1600x1753px

>>730464917
>i would have thought that rain would actually be nice
It's nice for like 20 minutes before it rains, then when it rains it's nice. But it rains for like an hour which is just enough for it to be humid the rest of the day and the next day. Which makes it more likely to rain.. and so forth it is a very annoying cycle.
>>730465024
>That's a huge motivating factor for my participation in Alice's + shrine threads
I told you yesterday we have the same aura, right?
>If ever you wanted, you could join us sometime
I contemplated that yesterday after you came by. I may drop by when my sleeping schedule inevitably fits when they're up.

>Maybe ... even advocacy for better mental health care or improved standards
That's originally what I wanted to do with my life. I wanted to study psychology and try to change the system, in any way I could. But after the depression hit me, I just can't find that drive anymore.
>I love my job, but it breaks my heart sometimes to see people admitted for things that could have been prevented.
I can only imagine.

>>730465272
It's pretty interesting, especially considering the fact the first night I made this thread it was going to one-off thing.

Hey schizoanon, maybe you could give some advice to another schizoanon who's having troubles with meds???>>730464867 <---- the thread he made

File: sky_satori_fingers_cute_hope_help_pout_determined.jpg (119KB, 776x1052px) Image search: [Google]

119KB, 776x1052px

>>730465742
It's not too late for that... it really never is I promise. Back to the perspectives thing... don't get too caught up in how "bad" it is for your motivation to wane & wax... whats more important is that you use it when you have it and understand it's part of you when you don't. Sometimes big change starts small. We do them MWF and I'm nearly always there. Alice does her threads everyday, but they can be much more chaotic and become toxic w/ trolls pretty quick. Anyway, bed-time. Good talking! E>

File: aa37eaa678ba0654ed48bc5af09aca722e3b5304_hq.jpg (41KB, 599x449px) Image search: [Google]

41KB, 599x449px

>>730465742
I'm glad you kept up making 'em even if I just lurk and bump. One of the few threads that stays alive and is pretty interesting on here

kill self?
Thanks :)

File: 1492150518669.png (143KB, 900x506px) Image search: [Google]

143KB, 900x506px

>>730465877
I'll give it a looky-loo
>>730466025
Damn, reading your posts it's like reading something I wrote. If I didn't know better I would think I was writing your posts.

>whats more important is that you use it when you have it and understand it's part of you when you don't
That's what I've been trying to do more recently.

>Anyway, bed-time. Good talking! E>
Sleep well.
>>730466158
I'm glad people found them interesting enough to stick around.
>>730466217
>kill self?
>Thanks :)
I'm okay, thanks for the offer though.

>>730465742
Ah so the rain you get is actually decent during. In Mexico on the coast it's like that, but the rain is very warm and usually lasts longer. Ridiculous either way. Also I'm glad you made more threads. It was with the second one that I came in and just starting asking you a ton of questions.

File: 1492965529774.jpg (98KB, 759x900px) Image search: [Google]

98KB, 759x900px

>>730466570
For the most part it's decent when it rains. There are the occasional hot rains though and they're just terrible.

>>730467064
Ah, so you've felt the shittiness of the warm rain. Florida seems to be a place of crazy weather. I went once and the weather would change minute to minute at times. It's always very sudden. Kinda surreal coming from Cali and seeing that.

>>730467322
You should take a trip to michigan. Possible to experience all seasons in one day here

File: 1471473853861.png (1MB, 1919x929px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 1919x929px

>>730467322
>Ah, so you've felt the shittiness of the warm rain.
unfortunately.
>Florida seems to be a place of crazy weather.
It can get pretty crazy, it can start pouring rain with no prior warning, and then stop again in 10 minutes.
Going from a desert to swap must be a jarring change, polar opposites. kek

>>730467443
Michigan of all places. I never would have suspected it.

>>730467757
I've been to Louisiana, New Orleans and it's not as humid as Florida. Not even close. Florida is megaswamp.

>>730467794
That's how they get you. It's a very forgettable state until you move here and it hails in june

File: 1471472747854.jpg (533KB, 587x900px) Image search: [Google]

533KB, 587x900px

>>730467992
>Florida is megaswamp.
It's hell on earth disguised as a swamp.
>not as humid as Florida.
I don't think there is anywhere in the states that gets quite as humid as it does here at the peak.

>>730468005
>and it hails in June
How is Florida even real?

>>730468256
>hell on earth disguised as a swamp
sounds like a pretty accurate assessment at this point

File: 1471472582844.png (900KB, 1203x799px) Image search: [Google]

900KB, 1203x799px

>>730468294
>How is Florida even real?
I think he was talking about Michigan, kek.
But it also hails here during the summer if we get a tropical storm or a hurricane with the right conditions.

>>730468461
I'm gonna head to bed, getting pretty tired. You guys take it easy.

>>730468588
Oh yeah it was Michigan. kms
Goodnight schizOP. Rest well
<3

It's 7 AM for me now, so I should be going to bed as well. Tired enough to forget I was talking about Michigan. See ya guys tomorrow

I want to talk but have nothing to talk about

File: 0aa41dfd7e40669cfb11dfe6e8774579.jpg (258KB, 727x514px) Image search: [Google]

258KB, 727x514px

I need a (You), please.

>>730463725
Where do you live? If it's around the DMV and you're not a murder I'll run with you!?

you've been in this thread for over 8 hours, op
please, have a nap or something

>>730470783
Oh man, I'm fucking retarded...
>>730469527
Here you are, buddy. Even if it's late. Maybe too late. I'm late, as always.

am >>730460866
>>730448175
>>730449188
btw

>>730437767
Do you do these kinds of threads often?

It's really weird how many things you share with my schizo. There's a huge desire to please [fuelled by an anxiety to displease], the anhedonia, the catatonic state, the love/hate relationship with being around people AND the penchant for rain and enjoying being in rain. Very weird.

Do you ever think it'd be possible to move countries or have like, these huge ambitions? My gf wants to emigrate and go live in Japan for example and I just don't see it happening anymore tbqh.

It just seems to me that with schizophrenia, you have to take every day as they come. And I don't think the average person can successfully make plans over a long term under those circumstances, let alone people that lose control and/or touch with reality on a weekly-monthly basis.

>>730471561
Oh, didn't catch you were going to sleep.
I'll ask again next time I catch these threads. Rest well, SchizOP.

>>730471561
op here I didn't go to bed yet had to do some things, saging cause this is my last post
>Do you do these kinds of threads often?
I usually make one in the morning at 1am-3am EST, I can't promise it will always be like that though.

I'll catch you around.