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I'm on patrol in this sector, and I've detected a distress signal in this vicinity. May I be of assistance?
It is a cruel, unforgiving world out there, but you needn't go it alone. You have backup. Let us strategize as cleverly as possible, so that today's troubles may become tomorrow's conquest.
For the Glory of Anonkind, I ask you: what is on your mind?
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Good Evening all
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Alcibiades, checking in
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Good evening everyone
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What's on my mind?
"2B or not 2B."
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Have a bump before I'm off to work.
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>>730409984
>>730409989
>>730409998
>>730410005
Your service is appreciated. How is everyone faring tonight?
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>>730410072
Much obliged. Have a good shift and work hard. We'll be around when you return.
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About time someone picked up that signal
Hello everyone
-Sweet Roll
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>>730409901
Hey there, 2B. Goodbyes can be pretty somber, can't they?
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>>730410090
I'm doing well, 2B. How are you?
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>>730410090
Not really a surprise with whats on my mind.
Trying to figure out what to do next with F-EMT.
I want to be in a position to reasonably invite her to go with some friends to celebrate my birthday in about a month
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>>730410090
Halloo!
Mantis
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hey weird animefag thanks for asking
>business is failing
>almost $15k credit card debt
>not sure if i can keep the house
>back and legs hurt like a motherfucker for months now
>gf is great but probably cheating on me
hard to keep positive lately
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>>730410220
That is uncannily salient towards today. How are you faring, Louise?
>>730410280
I don't think much is required in order to be setup for that opportunity. You're already on good terms with her and talking regularly.
>>730410385
*waves* Conductor.
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>>730410505
Did you have to say goodbye to someone...?
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I'm late! but here! Hello fine people. My captures are nuts after the last thread...
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>>730409989
Sup
Mantis
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>>730410463
That is an awful lot to contend with at once, I'm sorry that several domains of your life are seemingly spiraling out of control. Know this though: you will come out alright near the end of it all. Just don't lose sight.
Sometimes, the smartest move is to admit defeat. Considered bankruptcy?
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>>730410090
I'm doing very well today, how are you 2B?
>>730410209
Hey Sweet Roll, what's going on?
>>730410072
Good luck with work.
>>730410647
Hey Mantis, anything new with you? Had a good day?
>>730410280
Hey EMT, hope you can work it out, need any specific advice?
>>730410463
So, anything you can think of that will help you fix this situation? I might have some advice if you could elaborate a bit.
>>730410646
Not too late at all, how are you tonight?
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>>730410646
Hello, Sky~ How was your day today, I wonder?
>>730410463
That... is a lot. Umm, how is a girlfriend that is probably cheating on you... great?
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>>730410590
And I missed Louise in my post, how are you today?
-Al
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>>730410271
>Wakes up
>Notices there is a thread
And then, you're the first one i noticed, is this fate?
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>>730410505
Well, I guess. It's also partially that she didn't respond at all when I asked about her fellow EMT/FF's condition. But she is extremely busy.
Also, she wouldn't know anyone there, so it would be kinda awkward for her. And we both know she's not that social
>>730410777
Trips
Nothing too much. Just trying to figure out when I should message her next really.
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>>730410590
I didn't get the chance to. Heard the news that a colleague of mine had fallen while I was at the doctor's office.
>>730410777
Struggling. See above.
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>>730410777
Chekked!!
All good here
Mantis
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>>730410909
Ah.. Heh. Thanks for ammending it~ I'm... fine. Really, really melancholy, I guess. It's not a good look for me, since people expect me to be all upbeat and stuff but... Ah, well.
>>730410962
... I-i see.. I'm sorry to hear that, 2B...
*hugs softly*
At the very least... You aren't alone.
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>>730410463
That's so much going on at once! Try to make sure you are focusing on things you are in control of... it's too easy to get wrapped in things that are out of your control... I know it's not much, but it helps me...
>>730410777
>>730410859
Better than Sat night... I'm learning I get depressed on my nights off now for some reason..
>>730410962
I'm sooo sorry 2B, all those things left unsaid... my grandfather passed away while I was away at college, and I fear my father will be the same way... I know that feeling all too well. E>
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>>730410946
Perhaps, perhaps not
Good morning Remilia ^.^
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>>730410959
Present her with the offer all the same. If she refuses, she refuses. If anything, it would set precedence for a one-on-one date with you later. Higher chance of success.
>>730411152
Thank you Louise. So you received some bad news as well, I take it?
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>>730410463
I wonder if the fellows back in
>>>/biz/
Can help you with your finances. I wish you luck, anon.
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>>730411191
Maybe you're a workaholic...?
>>730411302
Just... a friend is moving away. I think that what you're talking about sounds more... tragic. I was simply... overcome with sadness when he was leaving.
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>>730410962
I'm so sorry, 2b!
Mantis
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Reporting in just to lurk for now.
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>>730411292
It's...it's not morning, it's 3 AM! Help me Alice, i need to find a way to fix my poor sleep schedule.
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>>730410959
Best of luck on your composition, do well. Also, my natural luck just shining out again, isn't it?
>>730410962
Sorry to hear that
>>730410983
That's good, at least someone here is upbeat. Maybe I can get more trips?
>>730411152
Well, you can't stay strong all the time. I wish you well with whatever may be happening.
>>730411191
Hm, maybe pop by and see if I'm around, I'll be willing to talk to you if you'd like.
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>>730411191
Thank you, EMT. Last I saw her, there wasn't much I could say. I don't have any regrets because of that, but I am very concerned for her kids and husband she left behind.
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>>730411302
True. I guess I can. I'll probably do it about two weeks prior.
And yea. It can possibly open into that later on.
We would just probably be going to a bar anyway. Nothing too special for it
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>>730411630
Forgot to sign.
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FUCKING HERETICS SPOTTED IN THIS FUCKING AREA. BE CAUTIOUS YOU FUCKING SHIT EATING CUNTS
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>>730410777
Nothing much, the weather was odd this weekend
>Saturday
>Wake up earlier than normal because I had a thing to do
>Get something to drink
>Sit in living room
>Something weird in the corner of my eye out of the window
>turn to see snow, and a lot of it
>sawitcoming.jpg
>Clear the next day
>Today
>Another blanket of snow
>mfw it's the middle of a surprisingly warm spring
Welcome to Canada
-Sweet Roll
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I feel really stupid recently, I can't bring myself to do anything unless some one else suggests it, I just spend all day sat here doing nothing. I want it to be over already I hate this
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>>730409901
Need help with converting lolis by posting legal 2D Lewds on Loli threads.
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>>730411597
Yes but I am never strong, Al~
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>>730411507
No... I work overnight 5 days a week, so I just stay up all Sat/Sun nights and I get too stuck in my head when there's no one to talk to recently...
>>730411597
Will do! That's why I popped in Saturday, it was nice!
>>730411599
Sure sure, I'm here if you need/want anything even if its just to listen. Maybe send them a card or a gift, it will help them know someone is thinking of them, and by extension maybe it'll help you a bit too.
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>>730411540
*takes a deep breath* Thank you Mantis. I'll snap out of it in a bit, I'm sure.
>>730411597
Thank you, Al.
>>730411630
Doesn't have to be. Someplace casual, no frills, no pretense. Does she enjoy bars?
>>730411841
Thank you for the advanced warning, sir.
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>>730411857
I suggest you do something about it, anon. (Did it work?)
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>>730411921
All night, huh... Well, you're more than welcome to talk to me as long as I'm awake, which is usually until 3 AM, est. And that isn't a hollow gesture.
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>>730411152
I'm sorry.... I moved away from a lot of friends when I moved to the city to get a worthwhile job.. any chance you'll stay in contact?
>>730411857
How long has this been going on for?
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>>730411565
I've told you that you need to sleep better! I can't do any more than that ;-;
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>>730411856
Which side of the Rockies are you on?
Mantis
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>>730411857
Why are you feeling that way? Did you do something you regret or anything like that?
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>>730411923
JUST DOING MY JOB, CUCK LORD
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>>730409901
2B dies in Nier.
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>>730411565
>>730412224
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>>730411857
Happens to the best of us. To add to that train of people suggesting you do stuff, why not try re-establishing your own sense of self-efficacy by doing something small? It can be as easy as looking into your fridge and walking to the supermarket to pick up a missing ingredient. Wash your car, walk your dog. Do literally anything. But, you think up of the activity.
>>730411921
*nods* I'll probably be doing something along those lines.
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>>730411923
Not sure really. I don't think she frequents them. I know for her 21st she only went to Cheesecake factory. Probably doesn't mind them
Don't think it will be too bad
The first one on one thing though I'll try for will hopefully just be the Boardwalk
>>730411597
Thanks. Hopefully it goes well
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>>730411856
Just some strange weather? That's not too bad.
>>730411896
You'll find a way eventually.
>>730411921
Well, whenever you're feeling down, don't be shy, I find it helps when I'm down to go out and spend some time with people.
>>730411923
If you need anything, just tell me.
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>>730412272
And you are now dead to me.
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>>730409901
Is it safe to come out, 2B?
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>>730412209
a while now, it comes and goes but it's starting to feel more permanent, it's really hard to even get out of bed these days
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>>730412322
I'd give you advice on what to say, but for it to work, you have to do it yourself.
-Al
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>>730409901
hey 2B, put some damn pants on, jesus christ
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>>730412209
We... will try, I'm sure. I can't say much else, though.
>>730412323
Never said I wasn't persistent, haha...
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Anybody seen Reimu?
Is she OK?
Mantis
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>>730412271
Thank you for your service *salutes*. Dismissed.
>>730412272
Several times.
>>730412322
Good call.
>>730412323
When the breakdown occurs, I'll let you know. Just trying to consolidate my feelings right now and make sense of everything.
But the thread is helping me so much. Thank you, everyone.
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>>730411841
I sense no heresy in his area soldier, i can assuer you everyone in here has been indoctrinated to believe into our beloved God-Emperor, and the ones that didn't accept ended up purged by the holy flame.
>>730412224
You could make me want to sleep, if only i had something that motivated me to do so in my bed...
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>>730409901
I need off this shitball. I need to find a suitable substitute habitat devoid of the human infection and the means to safely travel there.
Any suggestions?
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>>730412238
Winnipeg, Manitoba
-Sweet Roll
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>>730412397
It's ok she gets rebuilt by the 2 pods
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>>730412586
She's fine, I promise.
>>730412622
I was going to say, she uh... Pretty sure she dies in the DEMO, so...
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>>730412513
Obviously I'll have to do it my self. And I've been getting better with texting her, but still sorta nervous.
>>730412622
Yep. The current progression I sorta hope for is
Group shit for my 21st, then Boardwalk for just us, then hopefully the Botanical Gardens.
May be too planned out though
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>>730412201
>>730412323
Well also, external factors have been present the last few weekends. I will be more likely to stop in from now on!
>>730412414
It sounds like depression to me (I know, no duh) but really you might want to see someone about it since it's becoming more problematic. A therapist would help but we don't offer immediate relief, but more a long term solution. A dr could Rx medication that would alleviate the symptoms to a degree within a few days (7-10). It's not worth it to lose out on life b/c we don't want to seek help in case you've been putting it off..
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>>730412405
Always had been.
>>730412564
Androids have no need for pants.
>>730412747
And several more times in my capable hands.
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>>730412714
Home of The Jets
Mantis
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>>730412647
Sleep is something that should motivate you! You need sleep to develop properly u.u
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>>730412653
Move to Alaska!
>>730412725
Thank you, anon, I'll be able to sleep in peace tonight.
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>>730412830
I'm already too far gone, I have no real life experience no one will ever want me
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>>730412925
Develop what? I don't need any of this...:/
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>>730412653
I recommend you visit The Bunker. It's lovely up there this time of year.
>>730412817
There's no such thing as overplanning.
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>>730412405
Hello Ika.
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>>730412747
Good to hear. Thank you.
Let her know we miss her!
Mantis
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>>730412585
Persistence is it's own type of strength.
>>730412586
I think she had to work late tonight.
>>730412622
It's kinda our purpose to help, whatever you need, we try to provide, within reason of course.
>>730412817
At least you're slowly working through it, even if it didn't look like it at first.
>>730412830
That will be great! It's been good to have you hear.
>>730412869
Pants are still extremely useful though. I highly recommend them as part of your equipment.
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>>730412622
JUST GIVE A HOLLER IF IM NEEDED, SUPREME FAGLORD MA'AM SIR DYKE
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>>730412869
Are you okay?
>>730412897
I hope my Jets win a Superbowl already
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>>730412897
It is also at (well, reaaaally close to) the center of the continent
-Sweet Roll
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>>730413109
Hi nep, why did you defend me in the last thread?
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>>730413023
You're never too far gone.. I promise I've seen some of the most amazing turn-arounds in my life... but depression will sure as hell keep you from feeling like there is hope... it has a cyclical nature to it... you feel bad so you don't see any hope, so you feel bad.... You can break the cycle anon... it may take medication to clear up that fog that shrouds out the light, but a therapist can also help you see those lights when you can't.... that's why it's so important to ask for help... we can get so caught up in our subjective reality that we miss out on things others can plainly see!
>>730413117
Ty! I appreciate that sentiment a lot.
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>>730412830
Hmm, I see... If there's anything to get off of your chest, just let me know.
>>730412869
Hehehe...
>>730413116
*nods*
Of course, dear.
>>730413117
Hah.. I dunno about that.
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>>730409998
Remilia?
Mantis
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>>730413117
True. But I've done this before where I start getting comfortable with her. Only to then just completely revert to my old ways
>>730413098
And I guess. I remember when she agreed to do something over Winter Break, I had a nice idea for a "not-date" that was a bit on the romantic side.
Go into the City for Ice Skating, then for a nice dinner across the city.
Obviously that fell through
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>>730413338
-pokes-
hi louise
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>>730413329
if you were around 30 would you want to go near a guy who has done nothing with his life and hasn't even kissed a girl
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>>730413323
I don't know.
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>>730413078
You're growing! You need proper rest to grow
>>730413375
No, I'm not Remilia
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>>730413279
So you get all kinds of weather;
Hot humid summers
Article Ass-Cold winters
Deep snow/blizzards
Floods in the spring.
Not a place for the weak.
Mantis
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http://vocaroo.com/i/s14AngtXsHqR
-Koi
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>>730413329
No problem, anytime.
>>730413338
Well, persistence can also be the epitome of foolishness at times, but it all depends on your point of view, doesn't it? It's more fun to use it as a strength than a weakness.
>>730413423
If you revert I'll just have to give you a pep talk. Also, that "not-date" sounds pretty good, if only you had been able to pull it off. Alas, you can't change the past.
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>>730413633
You shouldn't do that because people will shun you.
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>>730413117
No pants. Shota shorts are standard, however.
>>730413255
I'm fine, just a little puzzled.
>>730413423
Why did that fall through?
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>>730413613
Yep! but I'm a therapist, so I do it a lot... and that being said I see no problem for turning that around. Medication to clear up the fog to make progress, therapist to help with social skills and life direction (goals, how to reach them, keeping things in perspective, etc).... it really isn't too late...
>>730413338
Not particularly, I'm just worried about a friend, but things are looking ok..
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>>730413852
okay i'll bite, why are you puzzled?
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Well, I'm heading lff to the stream
I'll try to see if I can juggle that and this
But if I just can't, I'll see you guys later
-Sweet Roll
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>>730413852
Tried to cement a day with her. She was on call the day I offered. And neither of us really pushed it further
>>730413779
Definitely would have been something nice. If only It woulda gone through
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>>730413779
Problem is, it's not like you intend to use it as a weakness while you're doing so. You always realize too late.
>>730413931
Ah... I see. I understand, then. I wonder if it's an irl friend or...?
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>>730413821
Some already do, it's fun to poke the beehive sometimes. Don't worry about it.
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>>730414164
you don't mind being shunned..?
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>>730413777
Nice trips, you mirrored mine earlier in this thread. Have a good day off? Do anything special?
>>730413852
I refuse to wear those. Reimu's doing a stream of Cowboy Bebop here: http://vaughnlive.tv/thehotbox
It will probably be better if you announce it, as you're the OP
>>730414040
If only. Try again another time I suppose.
>>730414148
I suppose that is true, though the best advice for that is to learn how to notice your weaknesses rather early.
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>>730413931
I just can't see anything ever being good, I can't even bring myself to make an appointment. I'm pathetic
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Time to go to work.
Have a wonderful night, everyone!!
See you Wednesday!!
Mantis
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>>730414291
Good luck Mantis, see you Wednesday.
-Al
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>>730414291
don't go
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>>730414273
Heh...
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>>730409901
-hugs Alice and brings her tea- <3
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>>730413942
It's the type of puzzlement that follows loss, not necessarily searching for a solution to anything. Emotions, if you will.
>>730414006
Take care.
>>730414040
I hope you'll be more firm and direct in your future dealings with her.
Also, everyone, Reimu's doing a stream of Cowboy Bebop here: http://vaughnlive.tv/thehotbox
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>>730414249
Why would I?
>>730414291
Have a nice night.
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>>730414273
Yea. It's not winter anymore. So Ice Skating is outta the question for now. The current semi-romantic "Not-Date" is probably the Botanical Gardens and a Nice dinner in the City
>>730414486
Yea, I need to be. And to try and plan shit like 2 weeks in advance with her, given how busy she is.
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Halp pls i just... just want to kys... no one is shitposting... is this... is this real life?? Wtf is wrong with everyone
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>>730414273
Doesn't it get drafty under your royal garb?
>>730414291
Take care Mantis. Have a good shift. If any accidents occur, I know who to blame.
>>730414572
So then do it.
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>>730414273
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1VHS3kAciVx
-Koi
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>>730414572
Botanical Gardens are always nice. I tend to visit the ones near me quite often.
>>730414647
Togae have always been drafty, no changing that now.
-Al
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>>730414628
It's like an oasis in the middle of the shitpost desert, no?
>>730414647
Love you.
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What is on my mind? Diagnosed depression, my dad will be dead in about 5-7 years or will be unable to control his muscles. My lack of childhood, lack of friends. My only happiness is my girlfriend and she lives in another country. I miss her.
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>>730414148
Oh, no.. not IRL, you probably know what i mean then..
>>730414283
depression talking again! It's not pathetic, that's normal for a person going through a depressive episode, the call is easy I promise I do crisis calls nearly nightly... you could even start things off by seeing a general Dr.
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>>730414647
Yea. Thats what I plan on doing.
I'll see about her going with some friends for my 21st about 2 weeks prior to to the get together
>>730414826
Probably is. I've never been, but seems nice. And she's big into plants and shit
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>>730414902
Yes, I do because I was quite worried as well <3
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>>730414455
-hug-
Please tell 2B I'm a nice person and I'm misunderstood
>>730414486
You lost someone? I'm sorry to hear that.
>>730414512
Because you can shut people off from you
And you'll be alone
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>>730414902
Is it really an episode when it's been all my adult life and most of my teens? I read that a lot of depression is untreatable I'm probably stuck like this
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>>730414798
Ah, so just a day to sleep in then? Hope your brother has fun on his trip
>>730414889
Feel like venting your frustrations? It can help you get over some things to talk about them.
>>730414951
Plants are great. It's fun seeing all the various types.
-Al
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>>730415117
That is a lie, it is treatable, anon.
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>>730414826
It poses it's own set of advantages, I'd imagine. Optimal cooling, for example.
>>730414849
*kneels down and hugs you tightly*
>>730414889
Hold on to that one thing or person that makes you happy, anon. From the sound of it, you're going to need her support in the coming years.
>>730415068
I'll come to a decision after a few interactions, fret not. Thank you so much for the sentiment; it's very kind of you.
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>>730409901
I'm turning 25 in January, at which point I won't be able to access the RESP my grandfather put together, but my dad somehow came to be in control of the account, and is deliberately denying my access to it, and as such, my ability to pay for my education. I have a bit of experience in trades, but nothing past a highschool education, and I want to go to college so that I might establish a career and some degree of self sufficiency.
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>>730415220
Yep. Probably. Kinda wanna go just on my own time now. But I don't have anyone really into that stuff, other than her. And its a bit of a trek to take for just one person alone
-EMT
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>>730415354
What happened to you? Gimme da deets
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>>730415428
Also, I just want there to be an end to the F-EMT Saga.
-EMT
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>>730415068
Wouldn't be the first time it happen, don't worry, dear.
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>>730415355
Were you not listed as the primary beneficiary of the account? You're going to need to talk to an agent of the investing firm or bank that set that up for your grandfather.
>>730415512
A colleague of mine died. Found out this morning.
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>>730415354
Then again I don't need cooling. Definitely not. After all, I'm not an android. Right? Yep. No androids here except you.
>>730415428
Hm well, I hope you can find it out anyway.
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>>730415220
I want to die, but girlfriend would miss me too much
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>>730415117
>>730415287
Treatable yes! Of course, curable... maybe, maybe not, but you won't know unless its tried!
Sorry I'm slow... got a lot going on right now!
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>>730415220
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0GeETRqBN7a
-Koi
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>>730415593
...okay i won't worry, but i'm really not worth defending.
>>730415654
a-ah okay, i'll leave it alone, i'm sorry
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>>730415700
Male genitalia are required to be three degrees colder than 37 C. You need cooling.
>>730415805
It's nothing to have to tip-toe around, don't worry. You asked, I answered.
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>>730415738
I just want it to be over, I'm too scared to just end it and I can't make an appointment
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>>730415700
Yea hopefully this saga comes to an end. And hopefully the ending I hope. Which is definitely possible
>>730415654
I'm so sorry to hear that
-EMT
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>>730415968
Wait what?
Why do dicks need to be 34'C?
Or are you talking about scrotum?
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>>730415968
W-were you close... to that person?
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>>730414889
Continuance of post: I feel like dying. I hold my family together by a string. People hate me for no reason it seems. I haven't seen my girlfriend in 3 years, I crave her so much. I crave attention, I crave the touch of someone.
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>>730415968
>three degrees colder than 37 C.
Why not just say 34C?
>>730416097
Something about your balls, actually. Can lead to being sterile in some cases.
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>>730415733
And why would you want to kill yourself exactly?
>>730415784
It's good that he finally got to do something he had wanted for a while.
>>730415968
Thanks for the info, I'll keep that in mind next time I'm cooling off.
>>730416084
Hopefully.
-Al
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>>730415805
There are a lot of things I do that are apparently not worth it, yet I still do them.
>>730415833
DELET!
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>>730416318
Yea. Hopefully.
Only time will tell.
-EMT
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>>730416084
Thank you EMT. Thank you for coming to my thread too, by the way. It's helping.
>>730416097
Scrotum. Higher temperatures are sub-optimal for gamete development.
>>730416154
Somewhat. If anything, I'm more concerned for the family she is leaving behind.
>>730416232
So I could get you to do the math for me, of course.
>>730416318
*nods* I shall summon my assistant should you require any help. He's skilled in maintenance.
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>>730416478
I doubt I'll need help, thanks for the offer.
-Al
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i don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. i know i'm not depressed, i never feel sad. but that's the thing, i just don't feel anything. i never feel happy, sad, excited, or even angry. i've also started sleeping less and less and i don't dream anymore.
what's happening to me?
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>>730415068
-waits for you to add him on a chat somewhere-
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>>730409901
Hey nig can you kys too fag?
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>>730409901
Hey frends thoughts on my gf pls
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>>730409901
I keep meeting shitty women and dont know why.
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>>730416231
What is preventing you from seeing your girlfriend?
>>730416638
Are you on any meds by any chance? Maybe an SSRI?
>>730416660
No can do anon. Sorry.
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>>730409901
These threat are so great <3 all frends
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>>730416323
You're very sweet...
Good bye Nep <3
>>730416478
That's very unfortunately, hopefully they can move on in time.
But the feeling of losing a loved one never really goes away...
Bye, 2B
>>730416649
You took too long to respond! Bye Sonata, I love you <3
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>>730416766
Where are you meeting them? Environment could be a major factor. One wouldn't comb a bar for the studious type, for example.
Alternatively, it might be you that is the problem rather than they. What makes you say they are shitty?
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>>730416753
Supreme Nugget.
Also nice repost, I see you've found the midget threads recently.
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>>730409901
You stupid whore, I'm coming rape you right now. Prepare for an anal devastation that makes Hiroshima look like a fucking joke. Going to smash your ass so hard you get pregnant from a butt fucking that makes you forget how to do math. I'll fix your slurring speech with the end of my dick kissing your throat from your asshole. You dumb bitch, I'll cum in your cup of tea and when you go to drink it I'll just smash you in the face with it, flip you over and start turning your ass inside out with my dick. You dumb bitch, GOD DAMNIT I JUST WANT TO FUCK YOUR DUMB ASS WHILE YOU MAKE THOSE STUPID NOISES THAT COME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH. My dick is diamonds right now, I'm coming to prepare a cream pie that would make Gordon Ramsay blush like a school girl.
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>>730416044
Over is subjective, it may not get better, but you can get better a living with it, life can improve greatly, but it has to be given a chance.... you're more than welcome to keep coming back to us until you find the motivation...
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>>730416478
Your welcome.
You know where you can reach me if you need to talk to someone.
-EMT
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>>730416638
Could you try to give more detail anon? How old are you? Any hobby? How long have you been feeling like this?
>>730416766
Why? Where do you meet them from?
>>730416791
His girlfriend was in another country.
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>>730416891
-loves you too and waits for you sadly- <3
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>>730409901
G8 threat m8
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>>730409901
Im think im doing it wrong help?
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>>730409901
I'm scared, weak, and feel like I'm alone in my life.
I wish I had the wisdom to see how to change and the strength to do it.
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>>730416889
I love threats. Received a good helping of them earlier by one particularly pissy anon.
>>730416891
Very, very true, Ikarous. Take care of yourself, I'll see you around.
>>730416999
Thank you very much for the offer.
>>730417043
I wanted to hear why he hasn't made arrangements to go see her.
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>>730409901
Check this
>xD
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>>730416986
W-was this intended for Alice, you dumbo?
>>730417144
First step is seeing a therapist or psych, anon. Call and make an appointment.
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>>730417144
Weak how? What do you feel you are lacking, anon? What do you want to change and why?
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>>730416987
I don't know, I keep coming back and posting stuff here but I know that wont help me. I feel like I can't go on any more I want it to stop
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>>730409901
>what is on your mind?
2bs fat ass
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>>730417144
You are weak, and you are alone. That fear you feel? That's your mind trying to spur you into action. The cold sweat you feel sometimes? Stress response trying to spur you into action.
The shit of it all is that you do have the strength to change things, but you have to start in the first place and start small. Minusculely small. On what exactly? Anything at all: a change towards health/fitness, schooling, career...anything really. "Wisdom" on what to do next will follow.
>>730417471
>
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>>730416791
im not on anything besides some pain meds for headaches.
>>730417043
im 23. i'm majoring in music theory and play piano. i also do a bit of programming with python on the side.
i've felt like this for around 2ish years now.
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>>730417436
>Weak how?
Every way you can imagine.
>What do you feel you are lacking, anon?
A job that isn't a dead end, a healthy body, friends.
>Why?
Why am I like this? I don't know. I've been submissive ever since I was kid and I was walked all over because of that.
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>>730416889
>>730417082
>>730417253
Are the gore threads really that slow tonight?
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>>730417817
Pain meds? What type? Could possibly be a side-effect.
I wouldn't worry about not being able to dream. Most of the time you are, but you're not remembering it. But the absolute absence of mood and no sleep? That's concerning.
Are you at least responding appropriately to things? Laughing at humorous movies, happy to meet up with genuine friends and what have you?
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>>730417948
I suppose so.
-Al
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>>730417817
Do you not feel thrill when playing piano anymore? Personally I always feel goosebumps when I hear a live piano, that and violins.
>>730417915
What do you work as? If may I ask of course.
>>730417948
I believe they are.
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>>730417426
Shut up fag its obly 2d threat
Dont you have something to do?
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>>730417445
Try this, everyday when you wake up, ask yourself what your willing to do, not what should you do?, also keep in mind it's bad to think in terms of "I should, I could, I would" these thoughts need to be replaced with "I will, I can, I am"... it's small things, but small things are easily handled and can be a catalyst for greter things!
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>>730418303
Go die.
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>>730418294
I'm a server at a Chick Fil A.
I go to college for Computer Science, even get half decent grades, but I still feel like a failure.
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>>730418394
I can't do anything I want to stay in bed at least then I can try and imagine nice things, not that that really works any more
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>>730418453
No, u
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>>730417948
I love how this guy doesn't even have more than one gore to spam.
>>730418303
Uuuh, don't you? lol
>>730418453
Great advice there, buddy. Really doin' us all proud.
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>>730418233
just tylenol really. get headaches like once a week now.
i haven't genuinely laughed in a few months. i only have one friend (better one good when than many bad ones) but he kind of distanced himself when this all started.
>>730418294
i still like to play it, but i don't feel anything special from it. it's just kind of a natural thing now, like typing. i just do it naturally, but it doesn't invoke and emotion.
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>>730418580
>shipbutts
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>>730418490
So then you aren't weak. CS can be pretty challenging, and if you're pulling off decent grades, I think that is something that deserves some acknowledgment.
>>730418556
Then why would you continue to do something that is obviously failing you?
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>>730418638
Yea i was tryng 2 spam a shitty threat u?
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>>730418772
I don't know what else I can do
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>>730418874
Operative word being "Trying", huh?
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>>730418772
I guess it's a matter a perspective, the weakness that is.
Maybe it's just all my classmates that seem so much more talented than me.
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>>730418490
Well, you are totes stronger than me in the way that you are going to college and getting a career, I'm 18 and already working. And also, computer science? You aren't in a dead-end, anon! Just keep studying hard, in a few years you'll be likely to have a decent amount of cash and then get mad pussy installing Adobe Reader yo. What do you think?
>>730418739
Have you tried challenging yourself? Set a high bar, see if you feel frustration, anger or so when you can't achieve it, maybe it could work and you could feel joy when you manage to reach it?
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>>730418638
It's not even summer yet.
>>730418739
That is really odd, anon. If you're losing people close to you, I'd strongly consider seeing a doctor. The situation certainly warrants it. No positive symptoms, but negative symptoms are just as sinister.
>>730418934
You came to this thread seeking help. Do you have family that can book a doctor appointment for you, by any chance?
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>>730419057
Auto B& trying to upload animal rekt now im on a shitty explorer
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>>730419299
Yeah, you're right.
Thanks anon!
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>>730409901
Not much, old sport.
I have to be up around six, but i'm semi amused by this thread. recently built up the courage to exit my eu4 game, now i wait for my meds to take me to sleep.
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>>730419175
CS classes get curved, and if you're getting good grades, it's a clear indicator that you're just as talented if not even moreso than your peers.
Besides, a small secret between us? People fake bravado all the time. I come from an engineering background; half of the time no one really knows what is going on. Sometimes you have to fake it until you make it. But for Christ's sake, have a little more confidence in yourself anon. You have the grades to prove it. If anyone gives you shit, drop your GPA if you have to.
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>>730419556
At your service! Feel free to come back if you want to talk, and I'm glad I could assist you.
>>730419688
eu4?
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>>730419357
I don't want them to know
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>>730419357
Ikr?
>>730419442
Well.. Maybe consider gathering some for variety before you try again. Just alittle advice <3
>>730419786
Europa Universalis 4. Coulda googled it.
~Reisen
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>>730419688
Old sport?
Glad to have kept you company as you drift off to sleep. Sweet dreams.
>>730419828
And why is that?
-2B
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>>730419299
well yeah. i set new goals when programming so i can learn more, but i when i can't get it, i just keep trying and trying until i get it. but even when i get there, i don't feel happy. i just move on to the next thing. i don't even know what's motivating me.
>>730419357
doctor is a last resort. i can't afford any therapy. i can barely afford a good piano or computer right now as it is.
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>>730419786
Europa universals 4. Games typically last long time, heavy commitment
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>>730419941
why do you think?
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>>730419941
Still very much awake, sort of
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>>730419970
Good game, one of my favorites.
-Al
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>>730419357
>>730419900
Fuck off variety is only for the shittiest threat on b you know wich one
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>>730416940
Im meeting them in college. I can be a bit of a douche but i seem to get along quite well people because they always say nice things about me when they think im not within ear shot. Four of the last five girls i tried to date actually had boyfriends and were using me just to get attention. They would flirt with me, stare at me constantly, and laugh at any stupid shit i say. They would sometimes even dress in revealing clothing just for me and i know it was for me because they had a bad habit of sticking their ass and breasts in my face all the time. But i didnt know they were in relationship and any time i went to finally ask them out, they would catch on before i could and berate me and act like assholes to me. Finally had some decent folks let me in on it all, apparently theyre all in horrible relationships and they used me as a punching bag because theyre too afraid to stand up to their shitty men. I started ignoring them but then they started spreading lies about me which has caused every girl in school to want nothing to do with me. Fucked up lies like i use women and shit. I eventually lost it and cussed all of them out. Everyone caught on to their shit but damage is done. 2 weeks from graduating and didnt even get laid once.
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>>730419943
Some places will help you pro bono. But it's up to you to seek them out.
>>730420023
I don't know, hence the question. I'd rather not make assumptions if I don't have to.
>>730420074
A bit slow here, so hopefully the calm pacing will ease you into a lower state.
-2B
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>>730409901
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hw0H3g5avf4
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>>730420257
i'm used to slowpace plus i have background stuffs
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>>730420257
Its embarrassing
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>>730419943
What about in a musical aspect? Uuuh... I can't think of any challenge... help me out!
>>730419900
>>730419970
Is that the game where you are white and can colonize the fuck out of everything?
>>730420197
Die.
>>730419943
Also, if I recall correctly, some colleges offer cheaper therapy due to the therapist being practicing students, maybe you could look up on that? Not 100% sure tho.
~Neptune
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>>730415654
None of the information is available. Gradfather died, RESP was absorbed into an inheritance, and then re-established under another firm.
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>>730420419
No, you :((
Too fag to say kys??
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>>730420210
Mm, I see. You go to a pretty small college, I take it? Word gets around quick in small, closed-off systems like that.
Unfortunately anon, I think you're just going to have to accept defeat here and begin looking forwards to the next hunting grounds.
Congratulations on your graduation, by the way. What are you majoring in?
>>730420401
It's your family. I'm sure they've seen worse shit from you.
-2B
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>>730420419
im not sure on challenges musically. i can understand basically all music pretty well and can really play anything on the piano. it just takes a bit of practice and some sheet music.
that's not at this college i think. i'll have to look into it.
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>>730420651
I hurt myself recently and asked for some help as I couldn't do something and got shouted at basically for asking for help
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>>730420469
There should be some kind of record of the beneficiaries. If the account was absorbed into an inheritance, then the beneficiaries might be added. You need to go and inquire.
However, in the case that you were not added to the list of beneficiaries of the inheritance (assuming you were not on it begin with), you may want to begin considering other sources of funding such as scholarships, fellowships, or sources of governmental aid.
-2B
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>>730420720
What about other instruments? Learning to play something from scratch could be fun, no? Anything with cords? (Don't go with wind instruments, only nerds use wind instruments)
>>730420858
I used to be in that position. No self-harm involved though.
~Neptune
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>>730421061
I didn't self harm, there was an accident and I got hurt
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>>730420858
Is it not worth venturing to ask anyway? If they say no, then we explore other options. If they agree to help, you may as well be on your way to a solution.
-2B
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>>730421206
Or I get shouted at feel worse and maybe then I'll actually try and kill myself for the first time in a while, who knows
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>>730421204
Oh! Sorry~
Then yeah, I used to be in a similar position, you should really make them understand you are not ok and you want to get help.
~Neptune
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>>730421061
i guess that might work. i've always wanted to try guitar. i guess ill try that and see if it helps.
thanks 2b and neptune.
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>>730421413
There are things far worse in this world than getting yelled at. Have some fortitude and HELP yourself. If you're so literally scared to death of being "embarrassed", ask a close friend.
>>730421638
*nods* Good luck out there, anon.
-2B
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>>730421777
I don't have friends
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You all are a bunch of faggots cya next time hope you die retarded cunts.
2B
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>>730421638
Luck! I hope you mess up a lot and feel lots of emotions!
>>730421777
You got trips, big sis.
>>730421872
Get some then. It helps having someone that listens to you and your issues.
~Neptune
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>>730421940
You right im a pathetic faggot cya next time.
~Neptune
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>>730422018
There is no reason for any one to want to be my friend
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>>730421872
Then the only viable option is a family member. Hell, why not even try extended family.
>>730422018
So I did. Where is Reimu when you need her.
-2B
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Are you still the roleplaying faggots who didnt get namesync?
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>>730422309
Guilty as charged.
-2B
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>>730422367
roleplayers should be culled tbh
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>>730422309
You right we are those retarded fags
-2B
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>>730422419
>>730422367
>>>>>>>>>2 2bs
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>>730422059
I approve of this.
>>730422110
Mutual interests are a thing. Besides, friendship is mostly just mutual leeching, you need something that goes beyond that, more of someone who hangs around for no reason. And trust me, there are people like that.
>>730422309
Maybe, most likely, yes.(?)
~Neptune
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>>730421940
>>730422059
>>730422419
Someone isn't very good at imitating people.
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>>730420651
I know i have to accept defeat and yeah its rather small. Im majoring in electrical science (Not engineering, fuck that shit.) Im becoming a PLC technician and i have electrical construction as a back up plan which is fine because i love building stuff and working on my feet instead of at a desk. Both fields are lucrative and im really good at them. I know money and a car by themselves arent very good ways of attracting girlfriend worthy women but theyll help me finally visit the places around the world that ive always wanted to vacate to and help me get out more on the weekend which i then can hangout at places i like more often which of course leads to meeting women that actually like me. I know my troubles will end very soon but, god damn, 5 years without the embrace of the opposite sex is painful.
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>>730422411
Be the change you want to see in the word. Something like that.
-2B
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>>730422592
Stop being shit tier posters. Get namesync and tripfag finder and you can get your roleplaying easier
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I'm late, late, late, but I hope everyone's okay and if not then you have my sincerest apologies. Really <3
~Rock
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>>730422659
What are you so enfuriated over anyway? We have a schedule and all, it's not that hard to find us.
~Neptune
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>>730422588
I'm sorry that you were unsuccessful. But you have a bright future ahead of you, it sounds like. You're in a good position, with the bitter past behind you and with so much to look forward to. I wish you well with your travels.
And PLCs? Well done! My background is in control engineering. We might need to swap information should my company be in need of your services.
-2B
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>>730422309
Guilty
Mantis
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>>730422830
http://i.imgur.com/VyJ9GJF.png
It makes it so much better
Stop being massive cucks
>>730422956
>>730422411
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>>730422811
You made it.
That's what counts!
Mantis
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>>730422659
Pop in earlier in the next thread and explain to me why I need this Namesync in my life. I'll then consider it. Deal?
>>730422811
You made it to the very end at least! It totally counts.
-2B
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>>730423010
Chill out yo.
~Neptune
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>>730423125
Because signatures is banned on 4chan and namesync makes you all look like less of faggots?
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Why the fuck you cover your eyes
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>>730423331
It's a visor.
~Neptune
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>>730422930
Lol alright. What types of controls do you work with? I had to take motor controls at one point as well and that stuff was just awful; top of the class in logic controls though. And thanks, had to finally had to get this shit off my chest, hope lifes looking up for you as well.
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>>730423085
Thanks, good to see you mantis :)
>>730423125
Good to see you as well 2b! I'll be honest, I'm surprised the thread is going on.
I had my first day of work today so I was really tierd :v
~Rock
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>>730423550
How do you like the new job?
Mantis
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>>730423486
Hi Nep, good to see you too :) What's up?
~Rock
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>>730423225
Not convinced.
>>730423486
*hugs you tightly*
>>730423502
Servomechanical, so hey. Our skillsets compliment each other nicely.
And thank you for dropping by; I'm glad the thread helped. Between Alice, Reimu, Vert, Louise, and myself, we're practically around every night.
>>730423550
Today was your first day? How'd it go? What is the new job anyway?
-2B
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>>730423838
You wouldnt need to sign your fucking name and it'd actually be better?
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Let's start by me being a BPSD and getting depressed very easily.
I'm in love with a girl that is amazing, she is very intelligent, interesting and a 9/10, she is depressive and tried to end it 2 times one being the time that she broke up with her ex.
We used to see each other everyday, and we start developing feelings for each other, in a point we started kissing and we almost fucked once.
But now she said that she is confused and she likes me, but can't forget her ex, now when we see each other she always cry and sometimes we kiss sometimes she is "too confused".
I considered leaving her but she says that I am the reason she is alive and stuff like that but she just don't want me nor let me go, I really like her and don't know what to do.
Btw I'm almost overdosing on benzos, so fuck my life, I will listen to you
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>>730423723
It's okay, it's kinda labor intensive. Spent all day cleaning and vacuuming with a heavy back pack vacuum.
>>730423838
Yep, first day. It was okay, not great, I'm housekeeping but my job is mostly focused on the floors. I don't have to worry about cleaning the rooms thankfully. It's an assisted living place for the elderly.
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>>730423882
I'll get right on it.
>>730423913
How long ago did she break up with her ex?
-2B
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>>730424155
5 months, no going back
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>>730424154
Mm, glad it went well. If you ever feel like you've hit a personal low, just remember: there is no job that is dishonorable. (Willful) Unemployment is.
>>730424330
Hm. That is still somewhat recent. And you're thoroughly convinced that she is 9/10 perfection, anon?
-2B
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>>730424154
Ah, you'll get used to it. Soon it won't even feel like work.
Mantis
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Guys help im a new crewmember in a lasher-class and just encountered my first action. while i was checking our hammer torpedo systems i saw a blue spark come out of one of the torpedoes wtf do i do now
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>>730424456
I'll be honest, I put of finding a job for a long while because I was scared. Is that still dishonorable :v
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>>730423913
Firstly, pls don't overdose on benzos.
Nobody wants you to do that
Mantis
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>>730424692
Report to your CO, of course.
-2B
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>>730424456
I am used to get a lot of chicks, I'm no virgin that would call a whore a 9/10.
She is very hot and kind, and a lot of qualities that I never found before
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>>730424562
Yeah, that's what I'm thinking. Trying to stay positive :v
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>>730424794
I have a very high tolerance to them, just chill
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>>730424692
Take out the torpedo, get in the place of the torpedo, fire yourself at the enemy.
>>730424765
Yes.
~Neptune
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>>730424800
i did but we've overloaded after a stray needler hit our shields and now we've overloaded and all systems except navigational are out
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>>730424917
no pls you dont understand this is serious
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>>730424765
*shrugs and smiles lightly* I think it can be forgiven. You're employed now and making an honest living. Proud of you, Rock.
>>730424805
Give her a shot. Stick around for her a little while longer, since you think she is worth it. But if it reaches a year, and she's still not over it? Abandon.
>>730424960
MC would know what to do here.
-2B
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>>730424988
Isn't patriotism serious enough!?
-America's national anthem plays in the distance-
~Neptune
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>>730425056
A motherfucking year? I can't stand one more week in this situation, I feel like I could crack anytime, I am in college and in an internship, I have to take care of my family, the pressure on me is overwhelming
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>>730425234
For some reason the Russian national anthem played in my mind instead of America's.
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>>730425330
I was being generous on the threshold, since you've stuck it out for this long. Of course, you set your tolerance.
Personally, I wouldn't bother with romance. But you're the one that is sprung for the girl.
-2B
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>>730425234
i cant do that otherwise our co will kill me
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>>730424917
G-gee thanks Nep
>>730425056
Thank you, that honestly means a lot. Work is good, I need to help out so it's good.
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>>730425471
Commie fucker lmao <3
>>730425524
It's his fault anyway, you have no idea what you were doing, you were just following orders (-wink wink-)
~Neptune
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>>730409901
what's on my mind? seeing up your skirt tbqh fam
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>>730413098
But the Bunker isn't a place...
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where is everybody
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>>730427173
I'm here. Hi.
~Neptune
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>>730427768
did the thread just die suddenly or what
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>>730427845
Uh, kinda, did you need anything?
~Neptune
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>>730410090
wow i thought this was a fun /v/ style thread but its actually waifu thread nigger faggots
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