Ask a depressed schizophrenic anything free (you)s for all posters

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>>730072364

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>>730072683

>>730072364
Do you like mudkips?

>>730072364
how's your day

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>>730073424
>Do you like mudkips?
I prefer Cyndaquil, much cuter. But Mudkips are also qt

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Do you like this image?

what meds u on?

Have any life goals?

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>>730073623
Pretty shitty, but it could be worse.
>>730073675
Yea, it's pretty cute.
>>730073711
None. I was recommended to take haldol.

what do you do for work?

>>730072364
WHATS YOUR FISRT THOUGHT WHEN YOU WAKE UP?

>>730072364
Can you explain it in words?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Htf2fER_T_s

How do you know you're schizophrenic

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Are you okay, OP?

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>>730074123
I don't, I'm a neet.
>>730074419
today will suck
>>730074453
i'll have to look at that later.
>>730074613
Doctor
>>730074773
Not really

>>730074453
cats / cats on acid

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>>730074968
>Not really
Oh... Is there anything I can do to help you out?

>>730072364
Did you try to kill yourself? dont do it please not worth it.

>>730074968
what do you do for money if you dnot have a job?

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>>730075245
Thanks for the concern, but I don't think so.
>>730075511
No, not in a long time I haven't
>>730075543
SSI, I'm unable to work

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Whats the meaning of life?

>>730075861
have any hobbies?

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If you're schizophrenic, what do the voices say?

>>730072364

Can you confirm if you're Legion from the X-men?

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>>730076448
To find someone with whom you can share your experiences.
>>730076512
vidya mostly, but it's hard to stay interested in them anymore.
>>730076738
They don't really say anything. They whisper and I can't hear what they say. It's like background noise, just very annoying.
>>730076923
Yes, I am.

>>730072364
Why don't you just kill yourself? You are clearly a needy attention whore who hasn't done anything to better your life or those around you. Probably, you won't end up doing anything useful at all.

>>730075126
You're useless even for a schizophrenic, congratulations.

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>>730077218
Because I have no desire to kill myself.
>you're clearly a needy attention whore
No, I'm just trying to distract myself from my own thoughts.
>You won't end up doing anything useful
I don't plan on doing anything useful
>>730077343
That isn't me, anon.

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>>730077218
Says the shit poster on some internet forum.
Stop projecting and buy some helium already faggot

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>>730077218

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>>730074453
I don't really have any words for that video. But, it does make a lot of sense.

>>730077425
You should find the desire. Someone who can't cut it never will. Why do you deserve to live when so many much much better people have had to die? Being diagnosed with depression doesn't mean shit, you're just a lazy fuck. People with real problems have gone through more than you have and come out actually fucked up because of their experiences. Guess what? They made SOMEthing out of their lives instead of whining like a little bitch.

>>730078010
Not OP, but depressed sociopath (medically diagnosed mind you) here. No one intrinsically deserves to live and the fact that you imply anyone does shows that you yourself are a self centered double nigger.

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>>730078010
You have no idea what this persons life is like.

How sad must you be to go out of your way to be toxic?

I pray for you.

>>730078010
I know, I know: b8.
But this is actually spot on to what I think about myself every day. For not acknowledging depression as legitimate, you sure did a good job of encapsulating it. Again though - b8. Got a (you) outta me though.

>>730077705
Bah...
seems to be a feeling that can only be understood by those who are have schizophrenia.

>>730078298
>>730078181
White knighting faggots.

>>730078555
Not a white knight. Just telling someone that they're a double nigger. I honestly think that OP should kill himself, and I'll join him in Gensokyo.

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>>730078555
I just like trolling trolls

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>>730078010
You clearly know nothing of depression or schizophrenia anon. But, that's okay. I don't resent you for being ignorant towards something you've never experienced.
>>730078518
There is a weird feeling about it. The way the cats look when he starts becoming schizo.
>>730078555
Maybe they're just speaking their minds?

>>730072364

How's your day been?

>>730078181

Nobody deserves to live, but you should know better than anyone that what people get doesn't depend on what they deserve, but what they're willing and able to seize.

>>730079055
>>730073623

>>730079017
>There is a weird feeling about it. The way the cats look when he starts becoming schizo.
Maybe paranoia...
I'm more curious about the psychedelic cats at the end.

>>730072364
OP i donna know you but i think i like you, every response you give is blunt and real. i think that people like you are important for people like me. in a way I'm jealous. you get to be outside all the bullshit everyone seems to be caught up in, perhaps depression is actually just seeing properly ? ever thought that your not the problem ? and maybe getting involved in some sort of activity to show your perspective on things ? other then this post.

I am fascinated by schizophrenia, but i don't think i could imagine it. Just like i can't imagine what it's like to be drunk or high by just hearing a description.

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>>730079055
Less than good.
>>730079253
"deserve" is such a subjective word.
>>730079913
They look cooler but, they don't really speak to me in any sort of special way
>>730079967
That is just the way I am normally, outside of the depression. It may have something to the schizo though

>>730080497

*curls up in your lap and purrs*

>>730080497
>they don't really speak to me in any sort of special way
Kek, good for you.

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>>730080178
It's quite a fascinating disorder. But sadly the only way to really understand it is by experiencing it.
>>730080810
*pets you* good kitty
>>730080859
>good for you
Thanks I guess?

>>730081523
>Thanks I guess?
Yeah Op, you are a very nice guy, i wish you the best.

>>730080497
Can you recall any interesting hallucinations ?

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>>730081770
>you are a very nice guy
People say that a lot to me. I can't figure out why. I think I'm pretty shitty.
>i wish you the best
Thanks, bud.
>>730081806
My psychotic breaks aren't accompanied by intense hallucinations. It's mainly paranoia, so when I hallucinate it's related to the paranoia. So, for instance, I'll see someone standing outside of my window or hear someone knocking at the door or see people standing in doorways.
The more interesting hallucinations have been just balls of light that float through the air. The best way I can describe it is when you squint your eyes and you look at a light that's kind of far away. That's what they look like, but round. Or similar to how a child might draw the sun with rays.

>>730082371
>People say that a lot to me. I can't figure out why. I think I'm pretty shitty.
You're a pleasurable company, not an arrogant asshole or a crybaby, rare thing these days...

>>730082371
Thank you for sharing your experiences, i am very interested in mental disorders and espacially schizophrenia. Probably because i by myself have some kind of undiagnosed disorder. I also had some small hallucinations simliar to the ones you discriped, for instance i opend the fridge and saw a head in there. Or some dots on my desk seemed to move like bugs. But these events are only short because i start to focus when i notice something like that. I also tried lsd 2 times even though my mental state. Wasnt the best idea but was very interesting.

What does it feel like to have schizophrenia? What is different for you? what are the main symptoms?

>>730083156
when you're a useless fuck all day everyone thinks its ok

Have you ever tried meditating? I'm not implying that it will somehow cure your schizophrenia or depression, but I'm interested in what a meditative experience would be like for a person with mental irregularities similar to yours.

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>>730072364

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>>730082822
>You're a pleasurable company, not an arrogant asshole or a crybaby, rare thing these days...
I used to be a massive asshole in my younger days though. I do try to be friendly to people as much as I can though. That person may just be having a worse time than me. I can be too brutally honest though. I've destroyed a lot of relationships that way.
>>730083155
You're welcome.
It's no uncommon for people to hallucinate. If you're having a lot of stress it can induce psychotic breaks. But if you have them often you should seek medical attention.
>lsd
That's something you should be careful of. If you are predisposed to any disorders it could cause them to onset.
>>730083156
It's like not knowing what your own thoughts are, or what you even want. I argue with myself over what I actually want a lot of the time.
>what is different for you
From normal people?
a lot of things. I suffer from extreme paranoia and anxiety attacks, and if I don't keep them in check they can cause psychotic breaks. Which will lead me to be more paranoid and anxious eventually to the point where I can barely communicate with people, or even myself.
>>730083540
I have. I used to meditate quite frequently.
When I meditate is when I hear the voices the most clearly, I still can't hear the completely though.
I always feel super light and like I'm floating down a river, and I see light shows.
>>730083624
That seems fairly accurate

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>>730084023
How do I get my own Neetbux?

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>>730084688
You can check the qualifications for neetbucks somewhere online.
There are a few mental disorders that are on that list.
Being a neet isn't that great though.

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>>730085019
>more free time
a bad thing how?

>>730084023
Well if only hallucinations would be my problem, i have all kind of mental problems and i bet i should visit a psychologist but i somehow manage to live my life even though it definitly makes a lot of things harder. And also is very unpleasant.

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>>730085083
Having free time is nice.
Having too much free time isn't nice. Because then it's not "Free time" it's just... time.
>>730085232
I know the feeling. A psychologist could help you learn to cope with some of the problems you have and make your day to date a bit easier. If you think you should see one, give it a try.

hey OP you ever been on zyprexa?
also how many times you done inpatient and what was your longest stay?

>>730072364
How's your family dealing OP? I ask because I'm the son of a paranoid schizophrenic and I know how quickly support from them can crumble. I watched most of my family turn their back on him when he needed it most.

>>730085325
:thinking:
still sounds nice

>>730085412
cuz schizophrenics are fucking the most infuriating people on the planet

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>>730085411
I've never done any medication for it. The only times I take medication are if it's for a life-threatening occasion.
Luckily I've never had to inpatient, I'm sure could have been admitted a few times. But I don't talk to people about my problems like that so it's not very likely for me to get committed.
>>730085412
I've lost basically all contact with all of my friends, and family except my mother. She's been pretty great through all of it.
>>730085464
Don't get me wrong, it has its ups. But it also has its downs.
>>730085732
It's easy to be angry at something you don't understand, anon.

>>730085412
Your family did the right thing.

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>>730085869
So what are the downs?

>>730085869
Haha, you are seriously pathetic. Grow the fuck up, stupid nigger.

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>>730085952
Loneliness, lack of money, more time than you'll know what to do with, depression, no friends.
Just to name a few
>>730086052
Do you feel better?

Why is shinobu so dang cute

>>730085869
Sucks about your family anon, but not surprising. I think I have an easier time dealing because he was diagnosed when I was 2 and now I'm 36.

>>730085869
Well from a social standpoint a psychologist would be the right choice for me but from a personal view not really. I think i will continue on my own until it makes to much problems for me or others.

Well like always a lot of people here that are not in any way open minded well whatever.

@to much time oh yes i know that feeling even though i manage my life i had so much time, way way to much time for myself.

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>>730086205
>Loneliness/no friends
Install discord, find some interesting servers, and make some internet friends. Outside of work/school I haven't spoken with anyone IRL in about 9 months.
>lack of money
Already lack that, in addition to time.
>more time than you'll know what to do with
Again, besides soul-crushing introspection, what is the downside to that?

I've gotten to know at least 100 schizophrenics over the last 3 years and I've never heard any of em say it has "ups."

>>730084023
>I can be too brutally honest though. I've destroyed a lot of relationships that way.
I understand this, I am mentally healthy but my family used to move from town to town constantly because of my father's work, so I grew up learning to live alone, playing alone... Because of that I don't care a lot about what people think of me and I deal with criticism and offenses very easily but I forget that other people aren't like me.

>>730086632
Well from my understanding, my problems are part of the psychotic branch of psychic disorders and i have to say for me it has it upsides. I have to say my life isnt as boring as it used to be. But the price is high.

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>>730086297
because Shinobu a best
>>730086367
I'm used to be being alone, so it doesn't really bother me too much that they aren't around anymore. I've learned to deal with my problems on my own for the most part.
>>730086378
>I think I will continue on my own
Do what you think is best for yourself. Don't be afraid to change your mind if something changes in your life though
>Well like always a lot of people here that are not in any way open minded well whatever.
It's /b/, people are shitheads by nature. kek
>>730086629
>Install discord, find some interesting servers, and make some internet friends.
I've never really been any good at just making friends, and voice chat freaks me out. I haven't really had any friends IRL in about 6 years, and I've been a neet for about 10. At first it's pretty nice, but that goes away very quickly.
>what is the downside to that
I mean if you're fine doing nothing most days, nothing.
>>730086632
I wasn't saying schizophrenia has ups, I was referring to being a neet.
Up and down are just points of perspective. Anything can have an upside if you look at in the right way. Likewise you can make the best situations seem like they're bad if you look at it wrong.
>>730086767
I know that feeling quite well, I moved a lot as s child too. I was always the weird kid and never had any friends so I learned to be alone.
>>730087239
I agree, Schzio has it's upsides. When I'm not overwhelmed by anxiety or paranoia it's pretty fun.

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>>730086810
oh i missed your post heres your free (you)

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>>730087624
>I've never really been any good at just making friends
If you can hold a basic conversation, you can make a friend
>voice chat freaks me out
Speaking or listening?
>I mean if you're fine doing nothing most days, nothing.
>doing nothing most days
Why aren't you doing something?

>>730087624
How exactly do you hear voices? Are they as clear as if someone would be speaking to you? do they have different tones or sound different? What is the most difficult part in your opinion with the term "Just don't listen to them" ? also side question, what anime character is that? I see her a lot but no idea who she is or which anime she's from.

Have you ever tried to do drugs? Specifically the ones that cause you to hallucinate or alter the mind to an extreme state of euphoria? i.e LSD , Shrooms, I guess even Weed. If so, what effects has that had on your schizo? Would the voices become clearer? I don't know im just curious.

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>>730088331
>If you can hold a basic conversation
I kind of can't, most of the time I just have nothing to say back to the other person. Then they think I don't like them or something and it just ends.

>speaking or listening?
speaking
>Why aren't you doing something?
Because there's nothing to do that will keep me occupied.
>>730088400
>How exactly do you hear voices?
They sound like whispers, like someone talking to you quietly from across the room. But in your own head.
>Is it clear
Not really, they're really far away/distorted sounding
>do they have different tones or sound different
they do have different tones, a lot of the voices I hear are females and even their tones are different.
>What is the most difficult part in your opinion with the term "Just don't listen to them"
It's an unrealistic expectation. It's similar to telling someone with depression to just not be depressed. It's a bit unfair to the person who is suffering.
>also side question, what anime character is that
Oshino Shinobu, from bakemonogatari/monogatari
>>730088542
I have done coke, weed and alcohol. But never done lsd or shrooms, but I want to try them at some point.
>what is the effect on schizo
Coke made me just feel paranoid and fast didn't really change anything
weed makes me feel more calm and keep my anxieties in check. But it makes me more paranoid and it makes my psychotic breaks more intense. I don't hear the voices better, but I hear them more often.

>>730089392
Interesting. Thank you

>>730089392
Hmm, then what about acting on what these voices tell you to do? how do they hold power over your life if you can validify the fact that they aren't real (or can't you?) and with that not act on what they say or tell you to do? I feel rude asking, although I don't mean anything negatively, just to try to learn as much as I can about it. Are the voices always new ones, or is it a set amount that stick around or something and you can recognise them or such?

>>730072364
Why havent you killed yourself yet? Im curious.

>>730089392
> But never done lsd or shrooms, but I want to try them at some point.

Since i did that i wanted to give you a little advice. For me the effect was stronger than it should have been i guess. I lost all memory and felt like i was stuck in the Trip for Eternity. It really had a extreme influence and made me panic at some points. After the Trip i had extreme Headaches for a week after that. Also some new points of panic and perspetion emerged from that but for me nothing serious.

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>>730089691
>Interesting. Thank you
You're welcome.
>>730089826
I don't think I've ever had one tell me what to do. They're mostly like background noise, like static in the back of my brain, but it's voices.
The only time when I lose power on my life is when I get overwhelmed by anxiety or paranoia. But, I'm aware that all the thoughts that I'm having are my own. I haven't gotten to the point where I dissociate from my own thoughts completely.
>i feel rude
Don't feel like you're being rude. This is exactly why I made this thread.

>Are the voices always new ones
Sometimes they're new and sometimes they're old reoccurring ones. It's mostly reoccurring ones though.
>>730089870
I have no desire to die
>>730089978
I've heard a few stories about lsd/shrooms very similar to that, thanks for the advice though. I'm really curious to see what the trip would be like and how it would change my perspective on things.

>>730089392
>lsd
It helps to write on your arm or somewhere else how long this is going to last, since i lost memory of taking something and that it stops, i thoght it will last forever for some time.

>>730090285
>lsd

Ah also DMT seems to be a more potent Psychadelic than lsd but its harder to get. And its way stronger i guess, never took it though. i hered it could beam you in other dimensions :D

>>730090285
Have you always been diagnosed with schizophrenia? how easily can you deter being schizophrenic to not? Also bit of an odd question, but how similar do you think schizophrenia is to social anxiety?

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>>730090293
>write somewhere how long it will last
That's something I'll try to remember to do. Just in case that I do forget as well.
>>730090590
DMT is also something I've wanted to try, but I want to do something lighter first.

>>730089392
Watch a movie...
Eyes Wide Shut
Full Metal Jacket
The Shining
Barry Lyndon
A Clockwork Orange
2001: A Space Odyssey
Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb

>>730089392
>I kind of can't, most of the time I just have nothing to say back to the other person.
Well, you are saying plenty back to us.

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>>730090723
>have you always been diagnosed
No, I wasn't diagnosed until 20. But I think I've had a lot of the symptoms from childhood.
>how easily can you deter being schizophrenic to not?
I don't understand this question
>but how similar do you think schizophrenia is to social anxiety?
It's very similar in some aspects. Since anxiety and paranoia are the two emotions I relate to schizophrenia. A lot of my anxieties get worse in social situations or are often caused by social situations.
Social Anxiety is like schizophrenia minus the paranoia and psychotic breaks.
>>730090942
Are you asking me what you should watch?
I'd say a Clockwork Orange or The Shining.
If you want some other recommendations, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Shutter Island, A Beautiful mind, and Benny and Joon
>>730090991
That's because most people are asking questions. I don't really keep a conversation going other than answer something someone asks.

>>730089392
What about books? I see you like Monogatari (or Shinobu at least, that's nice) so it's also something worth chatting about. There must be something you occupy yourself with most of the days, right?

>>730090756
I would like to know how old you are and what your home country is :3 i am from Germany btw

>>730072364
Are you me? Literally same diagnoses here.

>>730091253
I meant like how easily can a person tell if they're actually schizophrenic or not without the assessment of a GP psychiatrist or psychologist? would you definitely know if you had schizophrenia?

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>>730091290
I don't really read at all.
I do like anime, but I don't watch it enough to actually talk about deeper than "I like anime" or "i like these anime"
>there must be something you occupy yourself with
I play vidya for a few hours a day. Then spend the rest of the day doing nothing, browsing youtube then never clicking a video or browsing the chan and making an occasional thread. Not the best conversation pieces.
>>730091311
I'm 25 and from 'Merika
>>730091367
>Are you me?
If anyone is anyone else here, you'd be me.
>literally same diagnoses here.
How long ago?
>>730091524
I can tell when someone else has a mental disorder when I meet them. It's something every schizophrenic person I've ever met can do. A bit off topic but it came to mind from reading your question.
But it's difficult to self-analyze honestly, and you will never be 100% accurate. You will always be bais because you're dealing with yourself. You can look up the characteristics on the DSM-5 and see if you match whatever the minimum amount of those traits are to be classified as Schizophrenia. Even then you're going to be biased, so having a practicing psychologist is your best bet. GPs are never a good idea.

What do you look like

π§[(3-fx)²-(3-g(x))²]dx

Would you work if you could?

>>730091930
>How long ago?
Two years on depression, a year and a half on schizophrenia. I don't really hallucinate a lot.

>>730072364
I'm here for the free (you)

>>730076448
.
Unconditional love unconditionally

>>730092150
you

>>730091930
>I don't really read at all.
Same here, I get tired mighty fast when reading anything. Mangoo is ok, but there ain't much that would spike my interest.
What anime have you watched so far?
What vidya have you played recently and what platform?
>Then spend the rest of the day doing nothing, browsing youtube then never clicking a video
Damn, I know that too well. Too much time is never too good.

>>730092220
Screen capped, cheers m8

Don't leave I only just got here

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>>730092011
I have thin long-ish brown hair, greenish brown eyes, and a fairly masculine looking face, strong jawline, etc. I'm not about posting pictures of myself online so that'll have to do.
>>730092083
I like to think that I would. But ultimately I don't know.
>>730092087
that's rough, hang in there.
>I don't hallucinate a lot
It's a common misconception that people with schizophrenia hallucinate a lot. So that doesn't surprise me at all
>>730092150
here (you) go
>>730092220
one for (you) too
>>730092258
>i get tired mighty fast when reading anything
I can't say I've ever had that happen, I just get bored of it quickly.
>anime
A lot of the anime I watch are dark psychological horror/thrillers like Psycho Pass, Mirai Nikki, Steins; Gate, Gakkou Gurashi, etc
I like a lot of mushy animes too, like Clannad and Kimi Ni Todoke

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>>730092498
Don't worry, anon. I'm still here.

>>730092562
>hang in there
thanks anon. you too.

This is a good thread thank you

What games do you play?

>>730092562
That brought up a question, or rather 2 tied to the same subject. The first would be, how severe was/is your diagnosis and the second is how severe are your hallucinations? are they constant or do they come more so in 'Episodes'?

>>730092562
Nice taste in anime m8. I prefer the "more serious" ones over the moe stuff that gets released every season. It's just plain boring imo.
Mushy can be good though. Sometimes we need calm and cute stuff in our lifes, right?

Anything besides the voices that are specific to schizophrenia? I don't know a whole lot about it

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>>730092683
don't thank me, anon. This thread wouldn't be any good if you anons didn't ask questions. Thank all the anons.
>>730092836
Lately the only thing I've been really playing is the piece of shit that is League of Legends.
I also enjoy a good RPG, like Darksouls, and the early fallouts.
But lately I haven't been in the mood to play anything, so I just make myself play league to bide my time.
>>730092860
When I was first diagnosed it wasn't too bad my episodes were pretty far apart and I didn't get that paranoid. But as I've gotten older it's getting more severe slowly.
>How severe are your hallucinations
they're pretty mild. If I'm around people I'll hear them say something they didn't say and just ask them to restate it. Or I'll see occasional people that aren't real, or faces in windows. Things like that.
>are they constant
No, they're more episodic. But they can occur for several days at a time.
>>730092899
>I prefer the "more serious"
So do I, I enjoy a good anime with a solid story to it. Dumb moe can be fun though, if it's done correctly it can be really enjoyable.
>Sometimes we need calm and cute stuff in our lifes, right?
exactly. It's nice to take a break from all the serious stuff occasionally.
>>730093126
Most psychotic disorders share traits with Schizophrenia.
Paranoia and catatonia are two that come to mind though. They aren't exclusive but they are two of the things I relate most to Schizophrenia.

Go to an bioenergetotherapist, a good one who has knowledge about herbs, and stop taking the ''medication'' that fucks your mind up even more, thank me later. Also if the voices are telling you to do anything tell them to give you the lottery numbers, they fuck off immedaletly after that.

>>730093456
Here is the guy who has also some mental disorders from Germany, i posted a few messages and followed the thread the whole time.
I feel like i can relate to you pretty well, do you have a throw away email or something to get in contact with you ?

>>730093456
Ever tried playing Persona? Damn good time sink especially when you have no friends and far too much free time

Why don't you create something?

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>>730093602
>Go to an bioenergetotherapist
If I ever decide to go back to therapy that's what I'll look into first. Thanks
>Stop taking the "medication"
I don't take any medication.
> Also if the voices are telling you to do anything tell them to give you the lottery numbers
kek. My voices don't really talk to me like that. If they did I'm sure they'd actually give me the winning lottery numbers then make it so I wouldn't want to actually cash it in.
>>730093605
Here's one of my throw away emails [email protected]
Thanks for sticking around.
>>730093630
Not that I know of, I may have played one back when I owned a ps2. But not since then. I'll look into them at some point.
>>730093706
Because creating something takes a skill, and skills take dedication and hard work.

>>730093456
Solid story is a must. A nice plotwist is welcome too.
Have you seen Kobayashi-san's Dragon Maid the previous season? That was quite a fun ride.

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>>730094143
>solid story is a must
I strongly agree.
>Have you seen Kobayashi-san's Dragon Maid the previous season?
I have not, I haven't watched any anime in about 3 seasons. I'll put it on my watchlist, it looks cute and fun.

>>730074453
Heh it's always the eyes
always

>>730094121
PS2 emulation is always an option if your PC isn't total shit

>>730094121
>creating something takes a skill, and skills take dedication and hard work
Creating anything takes time. Skills are developed through practice, not inherent. Is there nothing that you wish to build/create with your own two hands?

>>730094121
judging by your reply it's almost as if you enjoy hearing all the voices or seeing these images, or is it due to the money you get from having your head messed up?

>>730094121
>creating something takes skill

ever heard of papercraft? Not really hard but feels rewarding in the end

>>730094121
Thank you, i will write you soon ^^

>Thanks for sticking around.
:) Thank you for being here, it was very fun ^w^

Meh ignore these fat , miserable and angry assholes. They attack everyone else cuz they feel like shit themselves. Hope you will come over your illness !

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>>730094426
Watching as the pictures go from emotionful to almost complete emptiness emotionally is amazing.
>>730094449
>Skills are developed
I know, but I don't have any desire to develop any skills
>Is there nothing that you wish to build/create with your own two hands?
I've always wanted to create music. But I can't dedicate myself enough to actually learn an instrument.
>>730094449
>S2 emulation is always an option if your PC isn't total shit
I should be able to emulate them with relative ease. Do you have any recommendations for emulators?
>>730094499
I don't enjoy it, but I also don't dislike it. It's just something I'm used to.
>>730094617
I have, but it's never something i've been interested in
>>730094621
No problem, I'll make sure to check that email every now and then.
>>730094832
They're welcome to attack me if it makes them feel better. It doesn't hurt my feelings.
>Hope you will come over your illness !
I probably won't, but thanks.

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>>730095195
PSCX2 hands down is the best PS2 emulator

Also if you end up going for Persona Get P3FES unless you want your party to be run by shit ai

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>>730095321
>Unles you want your party to be run by shit ai
that's never bothered me too much. I'll just have to carry the shit ai :^)

>P3FES
Is there an order to the persona games? Do the stories carry over or anything like that?

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>>730095665
The stories don't really intertwine much besides the Velvet room, but games like P3FES and P4G are just expansions

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>>730095938
I'll definitely have to look into trying out one of these games.
On the topic of old games, did you ever play Dark Cloud on the ps2? I was looking at P1 gameplay on YT and it vaguely reminds me of it.

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>>730096469
And here I thought you were bad at having conversations

I've only ever had it described to me as "RPG Zelda" so if that's completely wrong then I don't know about it. P1 and P2 are very different from the other 3 though

>>730096469
Answer this >>730094469

>>730096469
Definitely watch it, it's super cute. Warms the soul, melts the heart.

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>>730096810
>And here I thought you were bad at having conversations
I am. I'm just trying really hard to keep myself occupied. Lest I fall back into fit of just randomly crying.

>described to me as "RPG Zelda"
That's not too far off, it has a similar kind of playstyle to it. But with procedurally generated dungeons and your goal is to rebuild towns. It's pretty fun, would recommend.
> P1 and P2 are very different from the other 3 though
I figured they would be. I was just seeing how p1 looked cause that's probably where I'd try to start.
>>730097037
Oh my bad, I answered it here: >>730095195
>Skills are developed
I know, but I don't have any desire to develop any skills
>Is there nothing that you wish to build/create with your own two hands?
I've always wanted to create music. But I can't dedicate myself enough to actually learn an instrument.
>>730097178
Are you referring to Kobayashi Dragon maid?

>>730097372
Ye, the same anon you spoke earlier about animoo to but I had to go make something to eat.

How severe is your schizophrenia?

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>>730097424
I'll definitely watch it, I watched a little bit of a first ep after you recommended it to me. Enjoy your food
>>730097431
on a scale of 1-10 I'd say about 5/10 just on a daily basis and about 7.5/10 when I have psychotic breaks.
If you ctrl f severe I have some more in-depth answers from earlier.

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>>730097372
I'd say you're pretty good this is 4chan so holding a conversation on its own is shocking.

>It's pretty fun, would recommend.
RPG Zelda does sound pretty good so I'll have to check it out

>that's probably where I'd try to start.
If you don't end up liking P1 or 2 I'd say jump straight to 4, It felt pretty incredible playing it for the first time

I suffer from both schizotypal and schizoaffective and both are pretty fucking severe when I'm not medicated. What's your opinion on those suffering similar psychotic disorders?

>>730097729
Thanks man, it ain't much, just something to keep me going for today.

>>730097748
He's doing a marvelous work, especially for 4chan standards where it could've gone apeshit thanks to frog/banana posters.

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>>730097748
>I'd say you're pretty good this is 4chan so holding a conversation on its own is shocking.
I seem to be better at it on 4chan. Oddly. It's where most of my social interaction occurs these days.
>>730098110
>He's doing a marvelous work
stop anon you're making me blush
> it could've gone apeshit thanks to frog/banana posters.
they really only shit up the cancer generals though. They're doing gods work.
>>730098012
>both are pretty fucking severe when I'm not medicated
That's rough, anon. Stay strong

>What's your opinion on those suffering similar psychotic disorders?
I think you should do what you need to in order to maintain your happiness or at least be content.

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>>730098483
Maybe you just need something to actually talk about, normal people generally don't care about the shit we've been talking about

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>>730098797
That is part of the issue, I don't do things, so I don't have a lot to talk about. Or if I do something I'd hard to collect my thoughts about it and then tell someone about that coherently. That's also why my replies take a long time because I spend a lot of time thinking about how I should say what I'm about to say and the easiest way to convey that idea.
>normal people
I avoid those. I only associate with people who have something wrong with them. Normies don't understand me at all. I'm just like an oddity to them

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>>730099056
I like to think I'm normal besides the whole posting on 4chan as Futaba thing
I feel you on the nothing to talk about thing though, I don't have a job so outside of video games me and my friends don't have much to chat about

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I'm surprised you can avatar fag this much. Legitimately impressed.

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>>730099269
>normal
>4chan.org/b/
You're not fooling me.

The worst is when someone asks me what I did today, and the only thing I have to say back is "nothing".
>>730099300
Why is that surprising? It's pretty easy I just pick a random picture out of my Shinobu folder, and 4chan automatically goes to that folder because it's the last one I used.
I do it for all the anons so they can keep track of which posts are mine.

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>>730099591
you caught me

I always just tell them I've been on the computer all day and try to change the subject unless they did something cool

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>>730099591
>and the only thing I have to say back is "nothing"
You've spent your time speaking with people, no different than if you were at a bar or in public. 30 years ago this medium was reserved for businessmen, professors, and the military. Pretty wonderful that I can casually discuss animu with someone across the world from bed.

You a furry?

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>>730099929
That's what I usually do, but none of my friends ever have anything to talk about either so it never goes anywhere.
>>730100126
>no different than if you were at a bar or in public
I wouldn't quite go that far. There are some pretty important differences.
> Pretty wonderful that I can casually discuss animu with someone across the world from bed.
It's a great time to be alive, isn't it?
>>730100210
Yup

Ever have a gf? Has it ever went smoothly if so?

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>>730100425
It's nice to be young enough for high school stories not to be weird yet, gives me something to talk about in bad times

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>>730100745
>ever have a gf?
I'm in a long distance relationship currently, it was going smoothly but since she also has mental problems so smooth comes and goes.
I've had a few gfs irl, but none of those went anywhere close to smoothly.
>>730100872
That's something I will never know. I went into homeschooling before I was in high school and then dropped out. So I don't have any high school stories.

>>730099056
any chance you'd post something without thinking too hard about it? I'd like to see if it'd be that different from your regular replies

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>>730101017
I've done it in a few posts. They're usually just shorter replies.
If someone asks a good question that I can elaborate on for a while without having to really think about it I'll do it for you.

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>>730101013
How far did you end up making it in high school?

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>>730101376
I made it to 7th grade in public school and then to 9th in homeschool. Then I got my GED and did a year in college and dropped out of that. kek

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>>730101527
No real use for college if you can't work anyway

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>>730101881
True, my mother was pushing me to do it though. She wanted to get me out of my house, and it was free cus financial aid. So I gave it a try just so she'd leave me alone about it

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>>730102039
I ended up night school where basic algebra was treated as Senior work but they still gave me a full high school degree

>>730072364
The doctors are lying, you're the only person in the world that can truly see.

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>>730102255
That's more or less what my homeschooling was like. I was doing 6th grade math in 9th grade
>>730102411
Anon, did you click the wrong thread. I'm not blind, I have schizophrenia.

Everyone in this thread is lying.

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>>730102556
If everyone in this thread is lying, and you're in this thread saying everyone is lying, doesn't that mean everyone isn't lying?

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>>730102506
How smart do you think you are compared to someone who finished public schooling?

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>>730102943
I regard myself as significantly smarter than the average person. My problem-solving skills and my ability to reason with applied logic are some of my strongest traits, but I lack the knowledge one would gain from the schooling system as well. And my emotional "smartness" isn't very great either.

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>>730103367
Aside from algebra and history you really aren't missing much, most people forget how to do that shit anyway

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>>730103367
bymp

SchizOP? Why do I like you so much even though you're just an anonymous user on an imageboard?

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>>730103901
>Aside from algebra and history you really aren't missing much
I actually learned that I know how to do a fair amount of algebra while I was in college. Despite never learning how to do it in school.
You're right though, it's not like there's anything really useful that schooling actually teaches us outside of math and language

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>>730104228
Because the threads aren't shit and are actually a nice addition to the board?

>>730104308
Well, you are right about that much.

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>>730104228
>Why do I like you so much even though you're just an anonymous user on an imageboard?
I don't know, you aren't the first person to ask me that though.
Maybe because I'm just a relatable person.
>>730104308
Also a viable option.

>>730104308
Did you download that from gyazo?

>>730072364
Sometimes I hear things that arent there, but I cant tell if they are real or not. Am I developing that shit?

>>730072364
Why is Shinobu so shit?

>literally less nothing
>diabetic
>bratty
>annoying laugh
>no character song ever
>talks like a fucking retard

Seriously, I thought pedophiles had standards.

>>730104426
I guess just one consistently relatable human here means a lot now. What kind of music do you like listening to?

>>730104241
You really must have some good problem solving skills if you can figure out Algebra without being taught it

also I ran out of Futaba the Japs didn't do their job

How many street signs have you had to click on?

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>>730072364
Are you depressed because of your psychosis, or psychotic due to your depression?

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>>730104437
the filename is 8ch
gayzo filenames are shorter if I recall, pic related

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>>730104766
nice picture friend

>>730074099
I've never been on haldol. I've been on a lot of different meds for schizophrenia. Currently on seroquel, been on it for years, seems to be working ok, better than the other stuff at least. Recently started getting some strange seizure like side effect from being on it for so long. Started taking cogentin and the side effect went away which is good. I started cutting the seroquel dosage in half cause I know that stuff is killing my nervous system. Not doing that great mentally but I've been a lot worse so I guess I can't complain.

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>>730104439
>Sometimes I hear stuff am I becoming schizo
Probably not, unless it's happening extremely frequently there's probably nothing to worry about.
It's normal for people to hear and or see things, especially when under stress.
>>730104522
>annoying laugh
fite me
>Seriously, I thought pedophiles had standards.

>1000 year old vampire
>pedo
pick one
>>730104612
I like mostly electronic stuff https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X-Mm75vKD94
I also like really early dubstep https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nMewZkHMmqk
I listen to pretty much everything except country music.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5O2JdoFMIwk
>>730104708
too
fucking
many.
>>730104766
I'm depressed for an unrelated reason, but it does make my psychosis much worse.

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>>730105044
Why don't you have a 4niggers pass?

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>>730104823
I enjoy yours as well, but for a different reason

I am also schizophrenic. Occasionally it gets to the point where I completely lock up and am unable to do anything other than think repetitive thoughts.
Does it ever seem unbearable to you, and if so what do you do to handle it? What is it like for you when it gets to the point where you don't feel like you can cope?
Does talking about it or thinking about it cause you to start to feel your symptoms picking up?

>>730105044
>implying Sitobu is 1000 years old

>>730105044
>I also like really early dubstep
If the rest is like that link, you have good taste, schizOP. How long have you been depressed?

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>>730104958
It's really unfortunate the state the anti-psychotics are in. A number of side effects from those things are so fucking bad.
I personally would deal with being psychotic rather than take anything, but some people don't have that choice. I hope you are able to get everything sorted out.
>Not doing that great mentally but I've been a lot worse so I guess I can't complain.
I know that feeling, all too well.
>>730105113
cus I'm not a nigger?
mostly because of money reasons.

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>>730105514
$20 for a year, I'd say worth it more than a game or something

>>730105514
>mostly because of money reasons

How much do you make anyway? How much of that is spending?

How big is your Shinobu folder?

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>>730105265
>Does it ever seem unbearable to you
Yes, the past few days I've been at the point of unbearable.
>and if so what do you do to handle it?
You're looking at the biproduct of that. Talk to people. Talk about anything in the world, it doesn't matter. You can talk about your problems, listen to theirs. Sometimes you can make a friend, sometimes you can make more than a friend.
>What is it like for you when it gets to the point where you don't feel like you can cope?
It's like being trapped under a bus, but also being the driver of the bus. It feels like every moment is just pure pressure, but I know that all the pressure is just in my head. It's not real, I created all of it but yet I still can't escape.
>Does talking about it or thinking about it cause you to start to feel your symptoms picking up?
Talking about it helps keep them down, but it will resurface.
Thinking about them makes it worse, and gets me trapped in negative thought loops. I'll eventually have myself in a state of complete panic broken down in tears because I thought so much.
>>730105292
Well, Shinobu's body is technically 8. But she's hella old outside of that body.
>>730105375
>You have good taste
I like to think I do.
>How long have you been depressed?
On and off for about 5 years. It's been about 3 months since the last episode started.
>>730105691
I don't even spend money on games that much, I used to though.
I just don't see the value in having a pass, I don't mind captchas.
>>730105808
Over the past 2 years, I've had a total of 1500 dollars USD of spare money. I have just enough to pay my bills.
>>730106024
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>>730106204
>on and off for about 5 years
Shit, that sucks. I've had it myself just about nonstop for the past 11 years. Kinda get used to it eventually. I'm off for the night, see ya tomorrow if you make another thread, schizOP.

>>730072364
What anime is she from? I've never watched it.

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>>730106509
Eventually, it just becomes part of your life, it sucks but it's just how it is.
Goodnight. There's a pretty good chance I'll be around tomorrow too

>>730072364
I had a dream last night I was schizophrenic.

I was digging through chocolate to find the transmitters, and boiling a tortilla in a noodle cooker to strain out the toxins or some shit.

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>>730106608
>spoonfeeding
Bakemonogatari/Monogatari
>>730106637
>I had a dream last night I was schizophrenic
That's pretty strange, anon.
There's probably a message in that dream you're supposed to decipher. If you figure it out, you may solve something that's been plaguing you.

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>>730106877
bumb

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Gotta head out to a wedding, hope I see you on here again Jon jon

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>>730107396
Have fun.
I'm sure I'll catch you around.

>>730072364
you forgot attention seeking

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>>730108048
Said anon as he hoped OP would reply to his post
Every person here is here for attention of some form or another. What's your point?

>>730108048

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>>730108974

How big is your dick?

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>>730109331
Right around 5 inches in length and close to 6 inches in girth

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>>730072364
I have 3 questions
- M or F ?
- why that pic?
- preference?

>>730109466
>6 inches in girth

fuck

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>>730109568
>- M or F ?
You mean am I male or female?
I'm male
>- why that pic?
Because I like Shinobu
>- preference?
to what?

>>730109634
>fuck
wat?

>>730109745
Shinobu? What is that?
Preference, sexuality

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>>730109859
>What is that?
Shinobu is the character
>Preference, sexuality
I'm straight.

>>730110027
This is what I really wonder, how can one be straight and watch all of this? Odd.
How do you feel now?

>>730105514
The muscle spasm thing progressed gradually and it took me a while to figure out one of the medications was causing it/making it worse. It started out just happening while I was lying down in bed watching TV or browsing around on my phone, then it started happening more frequently. On rare occasionally while sitting in my chair(never as strong or often). Around the time it got worse I was having muscle spasms/tightening on left side of my neck under my jaw all the way down to my collar bone. I would have one or more full body twitches/spasms like a seizure or convulsion. I didn't know if I had had a some kind of epilepsy or a mild stroke or a blood clot or what was causing it. I never did tell my doctor or family how bad it was. I just said I was having some muscle twitches in my legs. It's gone for the most part after adding another med. But I feel like I should probably see a neurologist or tell my doctor how intense it was so I can be checked to see if it was some other underlying condition or if there is damage somewhere. But I know I'm probably not going to.

why are all anime posters mentally ill?

>>730110374
Why do you think they like anime?

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>>730110374
>>730110407
Gold

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>>730110193
>This is what I really wonder, how can one be straight and watch all of this?
All of what, anime?
What does sexual orientation have to do with that?
>How do you feel now?
Not terrible, a bit on the tired side.
>>730110257
>But I feel like I should probably see a neurologist
Yea you probably should. That's pretty intense.
>But I know I'm probably not going to.
I know that feeling. You'd probably just get your meds swapped around
At least the current meds are keeping it suppressed.
>>730110374
Why is everyone on /b/ mentally ill?
>>730110518
don't encourage them anon.

>>730107531
this really needs the good old MLEM MLEM MLEM as bg sound

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>>730110991
Now that you mention it, that would be funny

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>>730111130
bump

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>>730111410

>>730111410
I am here for you

>>730111410
>>730112170
Do play video games?

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>>730112170
I appreciate that.
>>730112297
I do on occasions

>>730112357
Do you have steam? You seem like a fun guy

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>>730112468
my steam is Hayo_Wolfy, you're welcome to add me. I don't really play on steam super often though these days.

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>>730072364
will you be my friend?

>>730112645
Cant find ya :/ can you add me?
Id ezarminius
I have a dog pic :p

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>>730112785
Sure thing, anon
>>730112894
this one?

>>730113156
Yes! :D

>>730113156
do u have facebook so i can friend you??/

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>>730113191
okay
>>730113245
I don't use facebook, no.

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>>730113373
>>730113373
>>730113373
ok bye

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>>730113486
See you around.

>>730113620
I don't think we will ever meet again :(

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>>730113701
Why is that?

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>>730113831
bemp

>>730113831
>>730113831
Just the fact that we're both anonymous so it's hard to identify eachothe and timezones related stuff.

I'll think about you everytime I see a shizophrenic poster again though.

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>>730114321
If you have any other methods of communication, I I could add you on there instead. If you don't, It's pretty likely that I'll wind up trying to make a thread again tomorrow night at around 12am-3am EST which is about the time I made this one too.

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>>730114633
When I say tomorrow night, I actually mean tonight.

>>730114633
Wich chinese cartoon is this btw?
Is it worth watching?

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>>730114633
>>730114717
Are you keeping the shinobu theme with the next thread?

>>730114802
monogatari series definitely worth watching

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>>730114802
>Spoonfeeding
It is Bakemonogatari/Monogatari
It's a pretty good Chinese cartoon I believe. Would recommend.
>>730114885
It's what I usually use in my threads.

>>730114633
What time is it wherever you are?

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bump

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>>730114981
I live in Florida, which is Eastern Standard Time, so it's 11 am here.

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>>730115202

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>>730112645
Fuck this is boring, you care if I add you too?

>>730114953
>>730114895
I'll be marathon watching it now. Bless y'all.

>>730115773
Good luck figuring out which one is which

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>>730115722
You're welcome to add me.
It's pretty boring around this time, it moves way too fast.
>>730115773
Have fun

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>>730115773
In what order are you going to watch it in?

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bymp

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>>730116778
I'm probably going to let the thread die unless someone shows up before it does.

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>>730117249
Who's showing up?

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>>730117386
I dunno, whoever feels like asking a question. I guess

i have a client whos clearly paranoid schizo (he believes there is a group of ppl out to get him, believes the court reporter is in on the conspiracy, the judge, the victim (its an assault)). but i cant choke the shit out of him because hes behind bars and i need him to recognize how retarded he is. also refuses meds. what do?

>>730116275
Order...?

Right now I'm watching this:
http://proxer.me/watch/4/2/engsub

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>>730117609
That's a tough situation.
There's not a lot you can do other than getting a psychologist involved. It's basically impossible to convince someone with schizophrenia that their delusions are wrong.

Are you female? If yes, show your tits? In fact, show them anyway.

>>730117834
http://bakemonogatari.wikia.com/wiki/Monogatari_Series_Timeline_and_Watch_Guide read this

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>>730117970
If you read through the earlier replies someone asked me what my dick size was. So, no I'm not a female.
here's a picture I took for someone from the last thread, it's as good as you're getting.

>>730117956
refused to meet with the psych. worst part is i worked out a deal where he can walk the fuck out of jail. still insists on taking it to trial. case is literally unwinnable (ton of witnesses, long ass fucking rap sheet, i.e., sex with a minor, robbery, burglary, 20 alcohol related charges)

>>730118187
you should go to gym, shave and probably take a shower.

>>730118187
Are you skinny as fuck or sucking it in?

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>>730118285
Sounds like there's nothing you can do, anon.
It can't be helped.
>>730118408
>shave
>my nipples
what's wrong with you?
>shower
I shower daily.
>gym
no thanks.
>>730118454
Skinny as fuck.

>>730118187
I can fap to this

>>730118055
ty

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>>730118686
I mean, if that's what you're into. More power to you.

>>730072364
you know i'm watching you, right?

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>>730118953
Yes, I've known that far before you started watching me, anon.

>>730072364
How many genders are there?

>>730118614
1 There are more things to shave not just your houses
2 what wrong with gym?

>>730072364
What is depression, lack of funding?

>>730119082
houses= nipples
i dont know why fucking i wrote houses lol

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>>730119081
two
Male and Female
>>730119082
>There are more things to shave
I'm aware of that, I shave my face and pubes fairly often but not my chest.
>not just your houses
What? How would I shave my house?
>what wrong with gym?
There are people there.
>>730119091
>What is depression?
I really don't know how to answer that, anon.
>>730119305
That's a pretty big fuck up

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>>730119428
Only bumping once then I'm gonna let it die if no one else shows up

>>730072364
just kill yourself

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>>730120765
I don't feel like it though

>>730072364
Did I see you in Arrowe Park Hospital last night?
If so waoaw

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>>730121668
I was not in a hospital last night, no.

>>730119428
I'm glad you're not a fluidfuck, let the triforce bless you

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>>730122086
>I'm glad you're not a fluidfuck
I don't know what that is, but me too