I gots the schizo, ask me anything, /b/.

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>>729863064

>>729863064
gugaguguguguguguuuu

>>729863064
What kind of schizophrenia?

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>>729863617
Catatonic/Paranoid schizophrenia

>>729863555
guaguagua

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Come collect your free (you), you know you want them.
I'll reply to any question, I'm bored.

Do you hear voices or hallucinations

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>>729864211
My hallucinations are becoming more frequent, they used to be bit rare. Now I have them on a daily basis
I do hear voices but they're really far away sounding and very uncommon. I can never understand what they're saying. Unless you count me talking to myself as if another part of myself was someone else. I do that daily.

>>729863705
How bad is it?
I'm wondering because I think I am developing that same type of schizophrenia, but I am no professional so I can't be sure.

>>729864368
What do the hallucinations look like and when do they happen? Does something trigger them to happen?

When do they take control?
Can you actively sabotage your other self(s)?

>>729863064
is it ever fun, or is there anything good about it?

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>>729864389
On an average day, it's pretty mild. I'll get a few hallucinations, usually nothing major.
On days where I'm under stress though, shit can get bad. I go into a panic of paranoia, everything is out to get me, all the people I know hate me and want me to die and I can get caught in really negative thought loops for hours on end.
>>729864524
I see a lot of people standing around. If I walk past a window I usually see someone in red standing there looking at me. When I'm sitting in my chair at the computer I sometimes see a black figure standing in the doorway staring at me. It's mostly faces and figures, with the occasional bug darting across the wall impossibly fast and flashes of light

>>729863064
Do you always hear same voices? Are they ever positive/nice to you ? What kind of meds are you taking / been prescribed?

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>>729864653
"they" don't take control. I don't have DiD, there is no they.
The voices I talk to can give me advice on things happening or tell me how someone is feeling, things like that.
>>729864732
There are times when it can be sort of fun. If I get lost in my thought and I'm not being paranoid I can almost go to another world. All my thoughts feed into one another and I feel pretty good.
It's similar to a negative feedback loop of thoughts, but instead of negative it's positive. that's when I get catatonic though and wind up sitting for 20hours and not noticing how much time has passed because I've been "somewhere else"

>>729864997
What are some other benefits?

>>729863064
Do you ever think you're seeing into a different dimension?

>>729864761
Are the hallucinations bit like the ones in sleep paralysis?

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Very educational. I appreciate the response >>729864653
>>729864997

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>>729864942
I was recommended to take Haloperidol, I used to get quite violent when I would get paranoid and cause harm to people around me. Because I didn't know how else to combat the feelings.
But I refused to take the medicine and opted to just try to take control of my behavior, for the most part, it works.
The voices I hear seem to have cycles. I used to have a few voices I heard, one being a male "psychologist" He's the reason I went to get help. One was a younger female that just talks nonsense, literally just said random shit.
They are usually positive unless I'm paranoid then everything goes out the window and everything is negative.
>>729865108
Being able to read people's minds, and emotions. Fairly accurately too.

>>729863064
How sexy is oshino shinobu of a scale from 1 to 10

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>>729865211
I've had that sensation before but it's extremely rare. I've had it on one occasion and it's really blurry to remember.
I do believe I am from another universe though.
>>729865240
Never had sleep paralysis, so I'm not sure.
I would imagine they are quite similar though, they feel quite real but also fake at the same time.
>>729865268
Sure thing anonski
>>729865451
Verysexy/10

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>>729865344
>Being able to read people's minds, and emotions. Fairly accurately too.

What have I been thinking about for the past two weeks or so, and what have my emotions been like?

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>>729865490
continuing the thought from the other universes idea
So far I've been to 3 universes, this is the third one. Each universe has at least one thing different from the one I moved from. I chose to move between the universes to find something I was looking for, which was the thing that changed. So far I've been successful each time. I'm currently trying to move again to see if I can take something with me that might not be there.
>>729865704

Emotions: Depressed, self-loathing and maybe a little bit mad
Thoughts: Why did it go wrong, how could I have changed it?

>>729863064
Have you ever had an episode while you were having sex? Does it ever freak people out or do you just not tell anyone when it happens?

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>>729865912
>Sex
No, I'm a virgin.

It doesn't freak people out when I go into episodes because they don't know. I keep it very internal, partly to not freak people out if they're around and partly because it's how I maintain myself.

>>729865911
What are you trying to take with you? What things tend to go missing or "change"? I used to talk exactly like this on ketamine. I kept freaking out telling everyone that the whole world "switched" made perfect sense to me at the time.

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>>729865911
>Emotions: Depressed, self-loathing and maybe a little bit mad
Depressed: Yes
Self-loathing: Not really, no
a little bit mad: No

>Thoughts: Why did it go wrong, how could I have changed it?
Sort of. I know why it went wrong, and I know I can't change it. I've been trying anyway.

Overall you were in the right ballpark but not completely spot on, 6/10 possibly psychic

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>>729863064
you don't know me, but I've found your location through the data in your picture and I'm coming to kill you

>>729866322
Kill me first pls

>>729865344
>>729865704
>>729865911
>>729866267
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
I am now having some doubts about you OP.

>>729865911
If you acknowledge that you see hallucinations and hear things then why do you believe you can "hop" between universes? And what do you mean by move between? As in like the multiverse theory or our universe dies another big bang begins?

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>>729866102
>What are you trying to take with you
someone, I need to find somewhere better.
>what changes
People have appeared out of thin air. small and large changes to my body
>ketamine
It's dissociative psychotic, similar to the state of mind I would be in while being psychotic
>>729866322
>implying I'll be here long enough
>>729866267
The depression was the main thing I got, the rest were guesses based on how people who are depressed feel.
>>729866450
How dare you doubt my dubs

>>729866500
Get dubs two more times and I'll believe you.

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>>729866462
>why do you believe you can hop
Because I can.
>and what do you mean by move between?
I don't know if the previous ones are still there. But I do know that I cannot go back. I assume they're gone. I'm fairly sure I died in that universe the second I left, I can't go where I don't exist, ya dig?
>>729866582
For you

>>729866723
Do you believe in god?

>>729866723
Are you related to the Bogdanoffs?

>>729866723
Good try, but you failed.

You have unlimited tries though, since I'm generous.

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>>729866462
>>729866723
I realized I left out part of the hopping question

You basically asked it why do I believe in the hopping but not the hallucinations.
It's not that I don't believe in the hallucinations, I actually fall for them sometimes. Especially the auditory ones, but at the end of the day I realize that it wasn't real.
I can't come to the conclusion that the things I've seen change just didn't. I saw them change myself.
>>729866794
"god" as in the abstract idea of a "thing" that partook in the creation of the universe, yes.
God, as in the omnipotent benevolent creator of the universe, no.
>>729866916
Not to my knowledge, I am from germanic heritage.

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>>729867072
To elaborate on the god idea
I see the universe as the residual "energy" of what god was. That energy is what the universe light. Because both god was dying, and the universe was just a husk. So god let out all of its remaining energy and commit sudoku, breathing life into the universe as we know it.
>>729867054
Even I would have been surprised if I got 2 more dubs in a row

>>729867504
Yeah dude. Was joking.
I still di want to know: what am I thinking right now?

>>729867504
>Because both god was dying, and the universe was just a husk

Typical scizo beliefs

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>>729867627
I dunno, I can't read thoughts over the internet.
It has a lot to do with reading people's bodies, the way they move the tone of their voices changing. How they position their hands, their legs, and their entire body while sitting. The way they make eye contact, or if they do at all
Things normal people would look at and not take a moment's notice.
>>729867762
An interesting thing about that idea is if it's true I am God.

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>>729867762
>>729867829
and if I'm god, surely I would have no problem moving between universes, right?

>>729867829
Then I do not believe that you can read minds.
You more likely just have above average observational skills.

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>>729867829
>Things normal people would look at and not take a moment's notice.

Incorrect. Humans are highly advanced social creatures and most of us are good at picking up on subtle cues. It's quite common for people to think they are above average in this regard.

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>>729867987
Do you think people who can actually read minds are magic? There is no magic involved as it is not real, it's just a highly trained "skill".
>>729868114
bitch please.
Have you ever been in a room with someone having a completely internal anxiety attack and be the only person in the room of 5 people to notice?
This is stuff normal people DO NOT see. I know of this.
This is the equivalent of some random normie I just meet point out when I'm having a psychotic episode. It has never happened.

>>729868352
>getting this defensive
Unfortunately, you aren't special.
In fact, no one is, in a biological sense.
I get that you're sick, but you shouldn't use that as a justification for your above average observational skills.
Also, you said that you internalize your episodes, so how is anyone supposed to be able to detect that?

You've lost my faith.

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>>729868568
Another instance.
Met an older guy at a party, also a schizo, I knew this by looking at him and listening to his voice.
A few minutes after I noticed he walked up to me and started talking to me and my friend. He said we looked different than everyone else and introduced himself and said he was schizophrenic.

It's more than just being observant. I can't clearly explain how it works. But that is the part that I can explain.

>getting this defensive
I was just explaining. Don't take how I word things too seriously. I'm having an episode so I say things in weird ways.

>>729863064
why are there spiders on the walls?

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>>729868568
>>729868782
>Also, you said that you internalize your episodes, so how is anyone supposed to be able to detect that?
That's exactly my point. How can I detect someone having an internal anxiety attack?
>>729868820
Because anon taped them on the wall to try to spoop me again

Ayyy psychotic skitzo here, do you also talk to demons sometimes

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>>729869097
>Ayyy psychotic skitzo here
Literally what, all skitzos are psychotic.
>do you also talk to demons sometimes
Nope

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>>729869210
blump

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>>729869641
>>729869589

>>729863064
Where the real picz at

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>>729869768
in (you)r butt

Do you smoke cigarettes? If so, how many packs per day?
Have you ever considered using Abilify Maintenna to help control your schizophrenia? I saw that you've tried haldol, and Abillify is generally liked more amongst high functioning people with schizophrenia, due to not having nearly as many side effects, as well as not taking away the ability to feel pleasure

>>729869768
>>729869835
http://gelbooru.com/index.php?page=post&s=list&tags=oshino_shinobu
here.

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>>729869866
No, I don't. I dislike the way they taste and the "head high" of tobacco.
I smoke weed on occasion though.
I didn't actually try haldol, I was recommended to try it. I generally avoid all medicine though, I don't even take stuff for headaches. No medicine at all if it isn't "required" to stay alive.
>>729869905
Sweet shinobu

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>>729870395

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>>729870661
plum

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>>729871006
chum

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>>729871112
bum

>>729870395
Can I get the source for this anime?

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>>729871296
bakemonogatari/monogatari

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>>729871364
Few more bumps before get bored