Feels thread? Feels thread

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We're always here for each other.


Sometimes.

Okay be not really.

>>729714498
We can come together in these threads.

We all need to let it out every once in awhile.

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She ignores my messages all day, but I know she has some kinds of feelings for me.

>>729715697
She probably doesn't. Rip that bandaid off now

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I want my thread to live

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this feels thread sucks and you are all pussy ass bitches

>>729715491
this hits home so hard

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>>729716626

We were close, then she rejected me. It's been a month. We saw eachother last week and were real flirty again. She texts me but I don't want want to jump back into it. I know I'd just be the side thing.

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>>729714314
About a year ago my girlfriend told me that I had to choose between her and my cats. She's not allergic and she didn't have any problems with my cats whatsoever. She was just being psycho and wanted me to prove that I'd give up anything for her.

I chose the cats, obviously. Because I was sick of the games my girlfriend was playing and told her she needed to stop being so absurdly manipulative if she wanted to stay. So we had a huge fight and she left. And honestly I thought it was probably time for us to break up anyways because, as you've probably guessed, she was turning out to be a pretty manipulative bitch.

A few weeks later I came home and found my cats on the floor not moving at all. They weren't breathing and their bodies was broken horribly. I took the bodies into the vet to ask what the hell had happened but I already knew. The vet said all four of their legs were broken and they had both suffered massive injuries. He wanted to call the police on me for animal cruelty because he thought I did it.

I've never been able to prove it and I know I never will, but before she left my girlfriend had a key and I think she made a copy. One day when she knew I was in class she came to my apartment and killed my cats in a horrible horrible way and made them suffer so much. She denies it all of course but I know it was her.

I know people one here care more about dogs and other animals than cats, but my cats were my best friends and I fucking miss them. I wish I could go back and take their pain away. They didn't fucking deserve to die like that.

Pic related. Their name were Ashes and Angel.

>>729717367

post her name if you want us to at least ruin her life with pizzas. Your kitties are in a better place now

>>729717367
I would have forfeit my livelihood and pushed her off a balcony.

kys

>>729717367
Were I you, I wouldn't rest until I had avenged them.

>>729717367
What's her name and where does she live?

>>729717367
Jesus Christ dude. If someone did that to my cat I think I would actually kill them. I'm sure they're playing with the big yarnball in the sky waiting for you.

>>729717367
What a bitch. Do you have new cats?

>>729717367
Bro just ruin her life. That's unforgivable.

>>729717958
Ive got the credit card ready, hope she really wants pineapple pizza

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I don't have any reasons to be sad, and it makes me be more sad don't knowing why i'm sad

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>>729717513
>>729717958
I actually did that a few weeks after it happened and someone in the thread texted her a link to the thread. She called the police on me and everything and it fucking sucked. So I don't do that anymore. I didn't really make me feel better anyways. It just made me sad.

>>729718180
No, I tried a couple of times but I can't really stomach it. I got a fish tank. Now that I'm actually admitting that it sounds kind of pathetic. I think my current girlfriend is going to get with my sister and surprise me with one for my birthday though. I'm excited about that.

To the other people saying I should go destroy her, I know I should. Mostly what I've been doing so far is telling every guy she meets what she did to my cats and that has been hugely effective at keeping her in a perpetual state of failed relationships. She's pregnant from a one night stand now though so idk what to do about her. I feel bad hurting the fetus even if it's just by stressing her out.

>>729719396
I'm glad you're doing a little bit better man. It'll take a while, but I'm here for you. Fish are pretty dope, and surprisingly good stress relief. At least for me. :>

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>be me
>senior in hs
>self loathing at an all time high
>absolute nobody
>never picked in any group project
>eat lunch by myself most of the time
>walking to econ class one day
>see my best friend from middle school
>lets call him "Myles"
>he's talking to his gf
>lets call her "Julie"
>both are really nice, occasionally will come and talk to me
>they're talking with another girl
>lets call this other girl "Nattie"
>most attractive girl i've ever seen
>11/10 in my eyes
>havetohaveher.png
>continue walking to class
>in class not giving a fuck about the lesson
>only thinking about Nattie
>after class i see Myles
>ask him about Nattie
>says Nattie's in a complicated relationship
>says Nattie gets verbally abused by the dude she's with
>Julie walks up to us
>says i'd be perfect for Nattie
>says she'll ask Nattie what the situation is with her shitty relationship
>walk away thinking there's a sliver of hope
>a month goes by
>Julie sees me after econ class
>says Nattie's relationship has ended
>fuckyeah.jpg
>ask Julie for Nattie's number since i'm too much of a pussy myself
>go home
>i've never felt this way about anyone else before
>text her out of the blue that evening
>end up texting for a month nonstop


should i continue?

>>729719396
Break her baby like she broke your babies.

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Heya guyz

>>729720464
Yes

>>729714314
>What You Won't Do For Love
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_BPVtw6oRno

>>729720464
Sure man, go

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>>729717367
>>729719396
Fucking bitches man,
psycho bitches will get what's coming to them sooner or later

>>729720464
lurking

>>729722704
>>729720730
>>729721798
pt. 2

>it's nearing the end of winter break
>family occasionally throws new years party at our house
>ask Nattie what's she's doing for new years
>says she's doing nothing
>ask her to my family's new years party
>is unsure if she wants to come
>says if i could convince Myles and Julie to come she'll come
>practically beg Myles & Julie to come to my shitty party so Nattie will come
>both say yes immediately
>thatwaseasy.jpg
>tell Nattie the news
>says she's excited for new years
>fast forward to new years eve
>absolutely nervous as fuck
>see Myles, Julie, and Nattie pull up
>greet them
>actually having a decent time at the party
>somehow get Myles isolated
>tells me that there was talk about kissing Nattie at midnight
>got petrified at the idea of fucking this up somehow
>continue to party
>Myles & Julie playing billards
>Nattie & I watching
>ask Nattie if it's okay to kiss her at midnight
>she smiles and says
>"only if you want to"
>my mind is made up
>i'm kissing Nattie at midnight
>10 seconds until midnight
>everyone at the party is counting down
>6
>grab Nattie's hand
>5
>4
>3
>2
>1
>clock hits midnight
>she turns to me
>lean in for kiss
>kiss her for like 10 seconds
>time stood still
>greatest moment of my life
>party ends soon after

keep going?

>>729715301
ever been to London?

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>>729714314
>Feels
The truth about immigration, by the numbers:

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPjzfGChGlE

Cultural Marxist Jews Admit Organizing White Genocide

The plan to eliminate the white race:

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bOgkGzMdieI

Cultural Marxism in action… Political Correctness, the tip of the blade:

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q6c_dinY3fM

Cultural Marxism & Social Justice Explained:

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xnqIj8C2Aek

Why are we in Decline - Cultural Marxism:

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VggFao85vTs

also see

The facts about slavery in North America:

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b5tci36bNjg

Cultural Marxist Jews fund media propaganda against whites on an enormous scale:

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4Ojbi6lXQI

Does this sound familiar at all? (starting at 6:52)

>https://youtu.be/kPdxhLUKZYM?list=PLo0ThsDnveH5nv5TNviBrGTX9P6IrYfIe&t=412

The Holocaust:

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tPc899uUb-A

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jgGP_evkvOk

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TxpIsep4160

I feel like I should be dead, I've dome allt of fucked up things to many people. I feel alone and I have no one. I am the lone wolf but someday I feel content and some days I just want to commit suicide and end this struggle of life. All the bullshit this world has, all the fucked up people. Maybe one day I can make some real friends until than I'll make temporary ones here on /b/. Love you guys

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>>729723327
Good for you anon, keep going

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Anyone else feel suicidal but not ending your life in one swoop but instead just slowly like staying up for days on end and consuming copious amounts of caffeine and booze and hope one day you just don't wake up?

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>>729724514
I think about doing this alot but usually my life bounces back and I'm good but when I crash ooohhhhh boy do I wanna do it

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>>729724754
Not sure if anyone still. gonna keep posting some stuff for the lurkers I know that are here.

>>729724263
pt. 3

>walk with Nattie to her car
>says she had a great time
>says our kiss was amazing
>get to car
>tell her to text me when she gets home
>she gets home safely
>continue to text for another week nonstop
>happiest i've been in several years
>one night she seems off
>ask if Nattie's okay
>says it's nothing
>next morning i wake up to a "we need to talk" message from Nattie
>says to her ex has been talking to her recently
>she gave in to his bullshit
>says she's going back to her old asshole boyfriend
>my heart drops
>play it off well
>say that "...but as long as you're happy, i'm happy" bullshit
>she says she's so sorry
>spend that entire day depressed, crying at times
>we stop talking from that day on
>Myles and Julie feel bad for me
>spend weeks in a extremely depressed state
>become suicidal
>feel like i have nothing to live for
>leave public school for independent studies
>a few months go by
>set aside a day to get wasted with my brothers
>spending time with my brothers
>pretty hammered from drinking
>phone starts ringing
>whatthefuck.jpg
>it's Julie
>asks if it's okay to stop by with Nattie
>"uh, why?"
>says Nattie needs this
>give in and say yes
>they pull up to my house 5 minutes later
>what the fuck is this is all about

once again, continue?

>>729725872
write it all out bro

>>729724514
I do I feel you there buddy

>>729725872
Get it all out dude.

i just lost my best friend larry to a safari accident

>>729725816
The first time that ever happened to me, I was 13 in a movie theater. A bunch of high school kids were sitting behind us and were being obnoxious. There was a preview for something retarded and one of the girls in the group goes "That's Brianna,' and it sorta hit me that everybody had their own lives and their own worlds. My first ever existential crisis.

>>729726195
Killed by an animal or a nigger?

>>729725872
go on

>>729726251
kek

>>729726251
whats the difference?

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>>729724514

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Kinda off topic, but does anyone else listen to She Wants Revenge?

>>729723544
fuck off /pol/

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Someone always posts this in these kinds of threads
guess i'll be the one this time

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20yo kissless hugless virgin when I don't even look bad and aren't even autistic, I'm just never in any place to meet them

>>729723327
Sure anon, end ur story

>>729727487
I always used to play a character to get laid. Mainly just as Ryan Gosling from Drive. It worked 45% of the time

>>729725872
go

>>729727777
what

>>729714314
Where is that? Is that the SCAD in savannah, Georgia?

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>>729727777

>>729725872
Please do

>>729727887
If you want to get hugged, kissed, laid, etc; play a cooler version of yourself.

>>729727985
protip: be a cooler version of yourself. It's even better

>>729727985
i wont do that shit for love bro

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>>729727777
holy shit is this you?

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i just wanna die, any decent ideas for a painless death?

I'm just tired of this live.

Copying from my post

So I got in trouble making a school shooter joke at school and was court ordered to see a therapist. The therapist asked a bunch of questions and then sent me back to the lobby. She gave me a paper saying I was diagnosed depressed and need counseling. The thing is /b/, I don't know why I'm depressed. I have a job, a wonderful girlfriend, I'm in school, and doing good financially. There's just a sense of emotion missing and I want to fit right back in. I want those old emotions of romanticism I had when I was a little kid in middle school. I miss being a dramatic little douche. What about you /b/, what do you miss?

>>729728314
drink bleach?

>>729715253
Then why do i come here every night?

pt. 4

>Julie walks up to me
>she comes up and hugs me
>see Nattie
>can tell she's upset about something
>she's shyer than usual, looks really down
>give her a hug
>pretty sure they smelt the alcohol from my breath
>immediately stop drinking alcohol
>immediately try to sober up
>we decide to head into my room to talk
>ask what the deal is
>Nattie doesn't want to talk about it
>we instead talk about other things
>parties, school, tv shows, etc.
>Nattie slowly gets more and more outgoing as the conversation goes on
>end up talking to Julie and Nattie for a couple hours
>they decide it's time to leave
>walk them to their car
>hug them goodbye
>tell Nattie that if she ever wants to talk about anything she can talk to me
>she thanks me
>text Julie what that was all about
>says Nattie and her bf have been arguing a lot
>also says Nattie wanted to see me
>ask why
>Julie says she doesn't know
>a couple weeks go by
>redevelop feelings for Nattie steadily over those two weeks
>she texts me randomly
>"Hey"
>ask her how she's been
>end up conversating throughout the day
>learn she broke up with this other dude again
>herewegoagain.jpg
>end up texting each other for a month nonstop
>learn Nattie went to prom without a date
>see Nattie in her prom dress
>most gorgeous girl i've ever seen
>she finished school weeks later
>grow fond of each other again
>go to europe for 17 days for my senior trip
>continue to talk to her throughout those 17 days
>wants to pick me up from the airport with Myles & Julie
>excited and nervous as fuck

pt. 5 soon

>>729717367
I would have tortured her for way too long. Think after I'd felt it was enough I'd gut her on the sidewalk, upload pics to rekt and call the cops on myself.

>>729728281
I was genuinely inspired by that.

>>729719396
You're way too nice of a fucking person. I hope that one day you get to experience the same happiness with your old cats in anything else. Thanks for the feels /b/ro

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>>729728794
me too, i should buy a varsity jacket and Ferrari Testarossa and just drive all nigth listening to synthwave and acting pretty cool

oh shit keep going Anon.

>>729729055
Make sure to tone down the autism Goose was leaking in Drive. I did and it makes things easy. Makes you seem less like a serial killer too.

Also, you can't do it with people who already know how you act naturally.

>>729728794
>>729729055
well, fuck
hope you two anons don't live in the same town or you're fucked

>>729728314
Gun, jump, explosion(?).
Or just be happy for the end and buy your favorite food on credit and loans leading up to your suicide. I hope you magically get happy and turn life around/have the sweetest releasebu can find

>>729729200
i dont really a lot of friends so no worries

>>729729405
have*

>>729728576
oh shit Go Anon

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It was my birthday today. You all could probably guess how it went. Anyways, thank you feel /b/ros for giving me a place to go to these past years, where I don't always feel so alone. You faggots are the best.

>>729729610
I know it might not seem like much, but Happy Birthday, anon!

Lonely birthdays are the worst, but please come and join our "fun"

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>>729728314
I'm doing this because you're probably gonna shoot or hang yourself the wrong way and die a painful death but if you're having second thoughts about this then please don't do it ill leave this here just think about it please

>>729729610
How old are you?

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>>729729610
Happy birthday anon

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I pass myself off as a writer, and the girl I like is into poetry, so these threads always push me to write some of my own.

So thank you, /b/ros

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>>729729610
Happy birthday m8. I don't know you but hope you have a good one.

I just haven't been going well for a few weeks now, I feel terrible and I wish I wasn't like this.
But good you don't feel alone fag, good that you don't feel like that.

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>>729729610 Happy Birthday Anon. /B/ has my place to go off to whenever I need to escape IRL life for a bit. Even more so after my Mom OD 4 1/2 years ago.

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pt 5

>arrive back in the states
>fuck airports
>wander around the different parking lots
>finally see them in the parking lot
>i see Nattie
>she's got the prettiest smile i've ever seen
>smile back
>hug and kiss her as soon as i can
>went to in n out burger to discuss my trip
>trip was fun
>i manage to get a teddy bear in each country i visited
>spain, france, england
>pic related
>after we eat we drop off Myles and Julie at Myles' place
>just Nattie and i in the car
>grabs my hand and holds it while she's driving
>i don't deserve this girl
>i arrive at my house
>reveal the teddy bears i got for her
>says how cute they are
>we kiss for a while
>tell her to text me when she gets home
>she gets home safe
>regularly spend time with each other after that
>Myles asks if Nattie and I are official
>fuck if i know
>one day Nattie and I go swimming in my community's pool
>being really flirty in the pool
>pick her up so her legs are around my waist
>ask Nattie if i can ask her something
>she says "okay?..."
>"will you be my girlfriend?"
>full beta activated
>she starts blushing and smiling, then rests her head on my shoulder
>she nods and says yes
>finally have the girl of my dreams after all the shit i put myself through
>walk her to her car
>we both can't stop smiling
>say goodbye

last part is the end

>>729729610
happy birthday anon

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all i fucken do is wallow in self pity , whenever itry to be happy something stupid and miniscule just makes me so fucking sad, than people point out im sad and it just makes me feel even fucken worse

>>729729610
hapy bday man

>>729729610
Happy birthday anon :)

>>729730027
Holy shit finish

>>729730027 keep going Anon let it all out.

>>729730027
I am super interested anon pls continue

>>729729610
Happs man. Keep that head up, even if it hurts your neck

>>729729610
Mine was the 15th happy bday anon

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Why do I feel bad after I stop playing games with my friends. I'm trying to get over someone that walked into my heart then left it. Even after doing something else to keep my mind off of them it comes back. It's stupid..... But damn did they made me feel amazing... While it lasted. They don't how I feel, while they are having fun with friends, I'm just here being a low feeling faggot.

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Shits fucked up

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>>729727302
fuck off, sjw cunt

pt 6

>3-4 weeks go by
>how did i manage to get a girl like this
>she has her things that bug me
>but it makes me like her even more
>we spent an entire day together
>she leaves late that night
>upon reflecting on that day, i realized i was in love with her
>couple days go by
>with Nattie and Julie waiting for Myles to get off work
>Nattie's leaning on me, looking at me
>without thinking i say
>"i luh..."
>stop myself before total disaster
>she asks what i was gonna say
>"nothing."
>fuckmylife.png
>Myles gets off work
>chill for a couple hours
>Nattie and i, Myles and Julie go our separate ways
>just Nattie and I in her car
>outside my house
>says she knows what i was gonna say
>ohfuck.jpg
>Nattie says "don't say it if you don't mean it"
>she left after that awkward encounter
>worry that i fucked up THAT bad
>we go swimming the next day
>after swimming we watch tv at my place
>when she has to leave i walk her to her car
>we start kissing
>Nattie asks if i remember what we talked about the night before, what i said
>she says
>"well i do"
>practically saying she was in love with me
>without hesistation i told her i loved her
>she said she loved me after that
>i've never felt so much passion and love in my life
>convinced she was wifey material

welp. i guess there is one more part. sorry this is taking so long anons. writing this has been tough for me. sorry for being such a pussy

>>729731646
Great story!

>>729731646
Keep going

>>729731503
Im glad that nigger is dead
Fucking coward fag

>>729731646
Don't worry, man. We're here for you

>>729731646
It's cool anon continue at your own pace

>>729731771
yeah, fuck that pathetic son of a bitch

I've been dealing with some drama these past couple weeks

>been hanging out with old friend
>start to develop feelings for this friend
>find out she's been having a thing with my best friend
>dunnowhattodo.jpeg
>weeks pass and find out best friend break friends heart heavy
>try to make her feel happy after heartbreak
>develop more feelings for her
>its hurting
>don't know how to confess
>don't know how best friend will react
>emotional wreck rn
Please help guys, i really don't know what to do and I don't know how much i can take. It's really killing me inside. Thanks /b/

>>729732215
Help her get over your other friend, then go in after her with your feelings.

>be me
>pale skinny fuck depressed a lot
>lost all friends recently
>been trying to get ahold of an old friend I'll call her "mary"
>known mary for a very long time now a good 5 years now maybe
>she says she's leaving facebook and ill have to message her on it
>message her on ig, we are good friends she's been there for every surgery I've been through
>my Instagram is banned and have no way of talking to her
>go for 5 months about searching for a way to talk to her again
>first surgery without her support and love
>feelsoalone.jpg
>finally get ahold of her
>I have loved her as more than a friend since I've known her
>she has a boyfriend now and hurts me
>He goes to his home country and cheats on her
>she's on the edge of killing herself over the dick
>I lay talking to her terrified because I know she'll go through with it if she has the chance
>message her every second to know she's okay
>I cheer her up a bit
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>my chest hurts and only making my self really sad and depressed knowing ill never have her as mine
>still alone and she stopped replying earlier than usual
>been worried and scared for her all night can't sleep

>>729732362
Even if I got with her id probably be replaced in a few months like all my other relationships

Me and my ex gf lasted about two years broke up a month ago had am argument i yelled at her and told her some bad stuff didn't seek her for about four weeks then i msg her and find out shes dating a cuban guy but says she still loves me but doesnt know what to do so i just let her go but its tearing me up in the inside and i havent had contact with her in a month or so... dont know what to do

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>>729729398
>>729729703

thank you guys, i was thinking about taking my ar 15 and just going to a clef by the beach and shooting myself in the head, but the exit bag sounds a lot less painful, i've always been afraid of failing a suicide attempt.

>>729732215
im in a similar situation, me and my best friend like the same girl, im too shy to talk to her tho and i always see them both talking, it makes me feel like shit

>>729732215
Man up and ask her out


The reason I'm always lurking these threads is because it feels good to let it out. All the pain of failure from not growing balls and asking out Michelle or Christine when I had the chance.

I still have class with Christine. We never talk.


Don't make the same mistake I made, man. Shit sucks. I have to watch her talk to my group of friends, I have to see the other dudes chat with her or make her laugh or hang out with her.
It hurts, man

>>729732362
I know I'm going to fuck everything up messaging her a lot because I don't have anyone else to talk to i worry a lot that I'm annoying or bothering her

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Log rest ye merry, gentlemen
Let nothing worry you
Andy Sixx our saviour
Has come to pull us through

To save us from our hunger pangs
When we run out of food
O suck a log of shit out of his ass
Out of his ass
O suck a log of shit out of his ass

>>729732869
Thanks for the laugh :)

>>729731646
Gr8 story anon! I love you are the shittiest words in the world. Dont say it to anyone else then your parents. Saying it to your girl or woman, is like telling her: now you have me and can do anything

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_BPVtw6oRno

i really like listening to this song when im sad, idk why, somehow it makes me feel better

>>729719396
I'd have burned her fucking house down.

>>729732362
I don't know what to tell you as i've never been in a situation like this
I guess you can tell her how much you care about her and stuff like that.

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>>729714314
/b is kill with all this porn now i need to move to (4+)4chan /b or pol

>>729733506
I tried while I was trying to calm her down it was just kinda ignored

>>729733418
I almost died in a fire last week ;_;

>>729731646
pt 7, the final part, for real

>a couple weeks go by and we become freshmen in college
>she's taking 12 or more credits in a semester
>i'm taking only 7 credits
>Nattie's taking super hard classes
>notice an increase in her stress
>fuckschool.jpg
>spending less and less time with each other
>Nattie's worried that we won't see each other due to school and homework
>volunteer to just spend time with her while she's doing homework
>she says i'll be bored
>honestly dgaf as long as i'm with her
>continue to spend time with each other like we did during summer
>she's noticing a significant drop in her grades
>a week goes by
>get a text at 2am
>wake up at 8am
>from Nattie
>"we need to talk when you wake up"
>immediately fear the worst
>i ask what's wrong
>she says we need to take a pause, school is too much for her right now and she needs a break from me
>i did not take this well
>act like it's a breakup
>start crying like a bitch
>treat it like a breakup
>she was the only reason i had social media
>wanted to show her off
>delete all forms of social media
>Nattie gets mad that i overreacted in such a way
>says "might as well break up for real if you're acting this way"
>continues to dump me over text
>the girl i thought that will be the one i marry
>just dumped me over text
>self loathing pursues
>hate myself for causing this
>don't know how this happened all so fast and over something so stupid
>i haven't been the same since. it's now april and still not over Nattie.

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>>729733802
shit, man

>>729733802

be me today
>smoke a pack a day
>regular counseling once a month
>on anti depressants
>haven't spoken to Nattie in over 5 months
>tried texting her, never heard back
>wonder everyday if it's worth living
>wonder how i let a girl like her got away

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>>729714314

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Why cant I feel the feels? How can I get feel?

>>729734042
Empathy?

Hyped up on pills because I feel like shit on my 6th tramadol 50mg

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>>729715697

this literally makes me go from having the best day to making me want to kill myself. femanon here same thing with a guy

>>729734196
From a guy's point of view, it's probably because he's busy playing video games or something. It's typically not because he's purposely ignoring you. Just that he's too invested to check his phone

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>>729716626

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>>729717360

you're a GUY and you don't want to be a side piece?

https://youtu.be/bPkA_Qb74l4

Never really posted in a feels thread, don't really know why I'm starting now.
>be vet
>visit friends farm
>see donkey
>remember helmand province
>patrolling through shit road
>me and my fellow marines see kid and his donkey ahead
>didn't really think much of it, but when we got close, the kid was crying.
>then boom. Lights out.
>wake up day later wandering what happened.
>I.E.D attached to the donkey in one of the bags went off and took me and a couple of my mates out.
>somehow lucky enough to survive, mates didnt.
>posting this story years later
>trying to feel.
>but can't feel anymore.

>>729733887
Try a finding a hobby when im depressed i play a game called ssx it helped me it might help you.

>>729734349
This.

It could be Heidi Klum calling while I'm busy, I won't bother to check until I'm done being preoccupied.

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>>729734349

thanks, I know he's going through stuff, I'm just super needy

>>729734414
Thank you for the service but damn I'm sorry man

>>729715697
similar problem, she always holds my hand, holds onto my arm, tells me she loves me, but whenever i try to make it into something more, she just ignores me. maybe shes just scared. i hope thats all there is to it.

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>>729734042

alcohol worked for me, but be careful! it can be a slippery slope for those of us who are weak

>>729716223
hits real close to home

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I fucked my cousin before it was cool

>>729734567
It only shows that you care. Personally, I like clingy and needy, but I know most guys are put off by that. Try to gauge what he thinks.

>>729734414
thank you for your service anon.

>>729734642
Original anon from that post here.

Same exact fucking problem, dude. She's usually playing games kinda like what >>729734349 said, so I shouldn't freak out too much

>>729726226
>kek

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The problem with being faster than light is that you can only live in darkness

Who else is a pill popper to numb the pain

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>>729732215

I love love triangles. watched too many soap operas growing up. just enjoy the drama and revel in the fact that you're a shitty friend.

ACCEPT YOURSELF
BE THE SCUMBAG YOU ARE

>>729729055
That's living the dream

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>>729715318
good post

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>>729734042
Don't try, trust me.
I got a GF, went through a fast but rather tough breakup, and here I am. A husk of my old self.

>>729733506
She opened the messages I sent her I probably made her mad

>>729734802

wow! youre the only one! wish you were hot and lived near me

>>729735503
I sent quite long messages about stuff idk if she read any of it

>>729735543
The girl I'm falling for says I'm sexy, so I have that going for me. But I don't think she likes clingy, so I've gotta tone that down.

>>729733506
She only opened the picture false alarm

>>729731540
I think you chose not to have kids because no guy is desperate or beta enough to stick his dick in you

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I love these threads

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>>729733802
dude pls go and talk to her and tell her the truth of how you feel.
the secret of a good relationship is the communication :)
she will understand

sorry but dont be a pussy and go to her house and buy some flowers and shit i dont know and tell her you love her! DO IT!

>>729723544
nobody cares about your 'research'

>>729736101
i dont know if i can anon. i've given up all hope at this point. i don't deserve her

>>729728333
i miss not having twenty years worth of shitty memories, i.e I miss being a kid

>>729734855
i hope so, if i lose her i really wont have anything left.

It's super hard to get a rifle or a shotgun in my country and one of those is my plan A on killing myself. I think about it daily, I don't want to live anymore, life is just shit after shit.
Getting a gun from the black market is impossible, I should just get the exit bag set up but what I've read it's as hard to get helium as it is getting a weapon...
Recently I've been thinking about the fact that I live close to a reaaaaly high building and train tracks, are these methods painless?
Sorry it's hard to express myself becoase of some mental health issues...

>>729736838
life gets better anon. exercise, eat right, make friends, and enjoy the little things. i was on the verge of suicide several years ago and i'm so glad i didn't

>>729736838
jumping in front of a train is certainly going to involve at least a couple of seconds of intense pain (and fear leading up to it).

Have always wondered if you jump from a tall building if you may lose conciousness by the time you hit the ground? Anyone else got any thoughts on this?

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>>729719202
this is depression friend. How do I know? I'm the same

>>729729610
At least your own parents didn't forget your 18th birthday. Been almost 5 years ago, still haven't forgiven them for that.

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Say "Joy Lane"

>>729714314
My relationship ended 5 months ago when my gf just completely cut all contact. Our relationship was perfect, and the last day I saw her we went to the cinema, went for dinner, for a walk, she even brought me gifts, everything was fine and she just disappeared.

She messaged me two days ago and it's just after fucking me up. The tl;dr is that she was extremely depressed because of her home life. (Family are strict Muslims btw, not helped by me being non-Muslim), so she shut herself off from everyone in her life

So over the last few months I've been feeling pretty apathetic and numb to everything. I don't feel what I used to feel towards her now. I don't know how to forgive someone who did that to me even though I knew her 4 years and it was the best time of my life

I really don't know what to do. I know she cares about me, but id never do what she did to me, to her. She's not a bad person by any means. What she did was horrible and I'm not tryna justify, but I don't want her to be in pain

Anyone know how I can get back to the happy place I was once in?

>>729729610
Happy birthday!

>>729739323
Not with her you'll always be worried she will do it again. And while your around each other it will seem perfect but once your in your car by yourself or closing your eyes at night it will come back and eat at you until you either treat her like complete shit or you leave. Just walk away now and find something else or you'll regret it

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This girl I wanted to be with who also liked me but didn't want to act on it has gotten with this other guy who may as well be a better version of myself. I've gone full beta and am all like "you're happy so I'm happy" but I honestly feel awful. It's pathetic but this shit hurts like hell especially since she's only known this dude for like a few weeks when we've known each other for years.

>>729717367
Rip kitties

>>729739638
I hate to tell you friend but that guy did what you didn't: he went for it.

>>729739803
I did try to go for it though, that's the problem. Even though she told me she liked me back, she rejected me.

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I'm sorry I couldn't save you

betrayal sucks man
been getting to me

>>729739888
Ouch. Well then I'm sorry for your loss. Best option now is to reduce or completly cut contact until heart mends

>>729740000
That's the plan, thanks though

>>729739976
What's up my dude?

>>729740000
also nice digits

>>729740037
You'll make it anon. Have faith in you.
>>729740074
Best advice gets best digits

>>729740057
just reflecting on my cheating ex
the usual

>>729740148
I'm sorry dude, I hope you get past it though.

>>729739638
Nice picture
Do you have more like that?
>About the girl: I know that feel, I've lived similar things a lot of times
Try being more active the next time, try to be a little bit more faster

>>729740148
Man don't worry about a cheating hoe. Not that guy, but I had an ex cheat on me as well. We broke up in November, but the last time I got any was in August. Should have figured it out sooner. Should have just cut her off sooner but I had a bad case of oneitis and "she wouldn't do that to me."

>>729723327
wait, didn´t you already tell this story before? It really rings my bell but not sure if it is the same or just really similar

>>729740189
yeah dude im over them, happened pretty fast
im just not over the getting fucked around, i dont think i ever will be

>>729740505
im not worried about her, i dont miss them or anything
i was always way too good, physically, financially, emotionally
theyre literally a fucking loser highschool dropout with zero friends, dollars or prospects
but im still distrusting of others now because of them
also im angry at myself for putting up
with their shit and making it seem like i needed them, when in reality, they'd have been FUCKED without me - i mean homeless fucked

>>729740714
Shit man sounds like you got your shit more together than me

>>729740398
I don't have anymore sorry, it just reminds me of cute shit with my ex.

>Tfw try to help with others' problens in these threads because everyone ignores mine

>>729740894
man i just have a complex where i have to try and save people
pick up a fair few useless cunts along the way

Here Goes Nothing

It's funny how someone you dont know or are attracted to can become the most beautiful thing in your eyes, she became this. I was closed off had no interest but i said fuck it..

..And i kissed her.

Things were amazing. She grew on me. The first girl i ever felt this way about before. I have been a person who never believed in love i was too scared to go there.. but it hit me like a wave pouring into my heart with sublime emotion. I fell in love with her, deeply, stupidly and undoubtedly.

Then came the rift she changed one day. slow replies didnt prioritise me while i was so invested and in love with her.

She left me. This pain i hold has thrown my sobriety out the window. i have relapsed on the drugs i used to take ive been drinking non stop and im tired, i dont want to miss her anymore so i thought about offing myself.

I found out she cheated on me, she lied to me about everything the person who i fell in love with was not who she was and it turned my world upside down i'm in a slump and i cant climb out of it. in under the influence of morphine, tramadol, valium and cheap bottles of vodka almost 24/7

My life has turned to shit and i dont know what to do. This woman with such a beautiful nature became ugly yet i still crave her warmth. This woman who told me she loved me went and fucked other guys. This woman never loved me and i feel defeated.

Can't sleep

Can't eat

Can't get her out of my fucking head.

I need to see somebody before i self destruct.

>>729741086
I had that. Then watched a man die despite my best effort. Fucked me up bad inside

>>729733887
anon i feel for you my friend <3 I have been in the same situation 4 years now, not over her yet. I know that after the rain, sunshine comes out. I hope so because I'm losing hope, I'm sure you will do great. Some people went through worst :) Take care my friend!

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>>729714314
Can't feel when you're a fucking psychopath

>>729741312
I'm like you but without the drugs. Cut those first, coming down only makes you feel worse than the high makes you feel good. Next pick up a hobby where you work with your hands. Video games to woodworking, WH40k to painting, create something with your hands.

I dont understand. Why is it so important to be? As if something denies the end. Sits somewhere back in your ehad and tells you beautiful lies and even if not telling them, still not allowing to end. Why cant just accept that it is it, and go? Why being forced to be?

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>Jokes with friends about the amount of pussy we will get tonight
>Have a great night
>Unlock front door
>Stroke doggo
>Go to my room
>Add 3 new scars
>Go to sleep
>Repeat

>>729716626
I agree.

>>729742204
I haven't done SH shit in a long time but I feel you dude, the cycle is hard to break.

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>>729742204
I feel you anon

https://youtu.be/bPkA_Qb74l4

>>729743884
She looks how we feel

>>729744306
Kek