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Whats your secret /b? Hows life going? /b will be your shrink today.

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Whats your secret /b? Hows life going? /b will be your shrink today.
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been a stressful few weeks. looking forward to a vacation. falling back into depression I think but it's been an ok few months
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I'm a 27 year old miserable alcoholic
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>>729315335
y u depressed
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>>729315335
I hear ya brotheranon
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>>729315411
Are you a functioning alcoholic? Im addicted to kratom but if i didnt have that id probably be an alcoholic too
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I'm so fucking tired of my local dealers, i've been like 2 weeks on trying to buy some hash on deep web xd
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>>729315436
I am not 100% sure. overall life has been okay but my relationship has been rough the past week or so. I don't think we will break up but if things do not get better we will start heading down that road
I've dealt with depression off and on since I was in late middle school (8th grade or whatever)
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No. In and out of detox, unemployed, can't afford my car. Have $4 in bank account
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>>729315607
Why is it taking you so long to figure out how to use it? Make sure youre using a bridge and Tails man. Also possibly think about a VPN as well if youre in America.. with the new laws companies can sell your data and shit and if they see youre using Tor the cops will want to know. Starting December youll be put on a list by LE and itll be reasonable cause if youre using Tor.
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>>729315607
Can you get benzos? Canada fag here
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>>729315677
ahh i see. Im also kinda depressed rn but its all self-inflicted. I broke up with my gf but still talk to her as friends so that doesnt help. I hope everything works out between you and your girl.
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>>729315861
>asks 4chan to get him benzos
Fucking kek.

Buy them online dude
reddit.com/r/darknetmarkets
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>>729315677
things just got worse, saw shovel dog in other thread
now I'm going to go to bed with my dog
goodnight /b/
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I saw my 12 & 9yo nieces naked today, let them skinny dip in my hot tub.
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I've got some percocet and don't know whether I should sell or take it
. Pic related
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>>729316376
take it
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>>729316376
Take it but take 75mg of diphenhydramine (benadryl) first
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>>729316010
Just make a post and pay thru bit coin or..?
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>>729316631
No, just read the guidelines and itll explain everything. Its too much for me to type out. How old are you?
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>>729315211
i masturbated to pictures of my employee on Facebook. I feel dirty.
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>>729315211
I was involved in heavily beating up a man who raped a friend of mine.
He died in hospital a few days later, neither of us have ever been caught.
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>>729316594
what will that do?
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>>729316877
make you sleep
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>>729316705
28
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>>729315211
I have a lovely girlfriend for 4 years now. I love her so fucking much, can't imagine living with her. She cooks, has great body, great looking face, great sex. There is literally nothing I can complain about.

I am dying a little by knowing I will probably never fuck another women in my entire life
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>>729316877
1 percocet probably isnt enough to make you feeling where you want to be. If you want the long explanation Diphenhydramine inhibits your CYP2D6 enzyme in your liver which potentiates the percocet. Your liver "accepts" more of the chemical without having you piss out everything your body didnt absorb. Google it. Type in "percocet potentiator"
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>>729317096
living without her*

It's fucking 4am guys
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I've been bisexual d
for a long time and I haven't told my dad what do b?
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>>729317096
Damn good shit. When will you propose to her? And its all god. Youd have that feeling even if you fucked 20 girls before marrying her. Its all relative. Just dont ever entertain the thought.
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Dying of liver failure. Makes me hands shake really bad and I vomit several times a day.
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>>729317261
OP here. Im bisexual too.. idk why its relevant to my parents though.. unless they ask why tell them? You dont tell them what kind of porn you watch.

Maybe its different for me though cause i could never date a guy, only get fucked by one. Females are only datable for me.
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Wife I'm divorcing is an abiding by a custody order. She's hell-bent on causing mayhem, I'm feeling self-righteous. I don't want to affect the children, but they are already being affected by her.

I'm just trying to control my temper.
>What do?
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>>729317366
Thats too bad.. was it caused by something?
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>>729315211
I'm 27 and still a virgin, never had a gf. I fantasize about the girl I like being with other men.
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I suck at my job. Problem is, I'm 48 and have been doing it for 26 years. I worked for the same guy for 15 years, he liked me and kept getting me raises and promotions. Then he retired and within 6 months I got laid off. Got another job, barely lasted a year before they were going to fire me. I quit before they could, got a new job and I think I'm going to get fired on Monday. I've been there less than 2 years. I have a wife and 2 kids to support.
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>>729317306
Will probably propose this year as I finally managed to move out from my parents and got a decent job. Now she's away for a month and I thought about going to a hooker. Not because I miss sex so much or she can't satisfy me, but it's just a great opportunity to try new pussy.
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I'm actually feeling really good. It's prom day and I didn't go. Even if I wanted to, i would need someone to go with. Instead I just chilled at home and watched Netflix. All in all, my day was very enjoyable.
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>>729317550
Ahh i see, well might wana seize it while you can
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>>729317512
What's the job?
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>>729317616
you made the right choice
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>>729317737
Marketing
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>>729317458
>Watch the movie "The Red Pill" on Amazon
>Understand that guys are the ones oppressed whenever in the court
>drown yourself in Jaeger because you realize there is no way to win a custody battle unless you can prove your wife is batshit and addicted to drugs
>Hope your lawyer comes in clutch

No but really watch The Red Pill on Amazon. Youll fell less alone in this situation. A big part of the movie is about your scenerio
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>>729317806
My brother is in marketing and my uncle was too. Uncle got laid off and was never able to go back. He was in a bad place for years. Good luck man.
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>>729317696
That's the problem mate. I want it so much, but at the same time I don't think it will be a good decision. Sex with a hooker will be probably worse than sex with my gf. If she will ever find out, I will probably kill myself. Also, the feel of guilt would be way too fucking big for me. Cheating on her would cause more harm than good. But as I said earlier, I feel like I won't experience my life to the fullest without having sex with other woman ever
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>>729317366
Fuck.. please get some help anon. I hope things get better.
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>>729317806
Have you tried something else? I know it may sound like a shit advice to "Just change the job!", but seriously, consider some new, less stressful jobs. Since you are 48, your kids are probably adults by now. There are plenty of jobs which are less paid, but they are also less stressful and require less experience.
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>>729318189
Yea i dont think its a good idea at all, but i didnt think my opinion wold matter. Like i said youre gonna have this battle when youre married regardless the amount of chicks youve fucked beforehand. Just dont fuck it up right now. You dont want to have to think twice everytime something comes up thatll remind you of it. You likely tell her everything and not being able to tell her that will cause a divide for you. She may not notice, but youll always have something lingering in tha back of your head telling you that you are shitty and she is not and that you dont deserve her; regardless if its true or not
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>>729318446
All the time. Just don't know what. It's hard to just start over
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>>729315789

I am not from america, I still can't find a page that I can trust :(, and i dont know where i can buy bitcoins and all that shit, i'm a noob fag on that kind oficina things :(
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I just found this video and its extremely motivating. Thats my secret. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zz1FGRm2oCU
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>>729317459
Bad genes basically. Never been a drinker or drug user.
>>729318234
There's no help to be had at this point, they outright told me I'm 100% fucked.
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>>729318627
you dont buy it online with tor though.. DNM doesnt work like the regular internet. You gotta download Tor
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>>729316133
nice
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I think about you every day, Henry; I'm sorry that I wasn't able to do more for you. You should have said something before hand, maybe to say good bye or to put it off a day.

We were suppose to explore Marseille together, though. I'm sure we would have had fun bar hopping. But now that you're gone, how am I suppose to do d some of that exquisite Savon de Marseille?

You're parents, especially your mom, isn't doing well. And your dad is quietly depressed. But, for me, talking to your sister has helped. I promise to visit your grave site when I'm next in France.

I really wish you were still around. Love you, bro.
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she was 13.
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>>729315534
what? like mentally addicted. do u get like an opiate high?
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I love my gf of 9 years but I want other pussy. I'm not attracted to her even though she is good looking
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>>729319105
Yea mentally addicted. Its a very very light opiate. Its like caffeine is to adderall as Kratom is to vicodin. Its very light but gives me a little euphoric feeling throughout the day. If you ever plan on trying kratom dont buy it in headshops. Its complete shit and wont do a thing for you. Go to SocalHerbalRemedies and type in "speciosa" and youll see it come up.
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>>729316133
thats gross. i can at least get the cp thing but when its family its a whole other level (especially if ur sibling feels comfortable enough to leave them alone w u)

>>729318835
how is that nice? op didnt get laid and theyre his family members
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>>729319227
youre the 2nd person with this problem
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>>729319413
thx for the advice. ive tried it but didnt like the reaction, but ive heard abt the opiate never had it confirmed tho
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>>729319227

older man here. this is normal. we are not biologically made to be with people for too long. that is a cultural construct, so dont feel bad.
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>>729319518
Its technically an opiate but its not from opium like all the others. It works on the same receptors in the brain which is why its considered an opiate.
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>>729318627
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Di5NSU5yuKE
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>>729319227
yea its a bummer. just ended it w my ex of 6 years had the same shit too, was not interested in fucking even tho shes good looking. better to be single except for the nights u cant find shit to do, life perks up pretty quickly
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>>729319542
Yup I get that. Its either I get use to it and start looking at the good in the relationship or end it move out and try again at life. But it gets me thinking this will just be an endless cycle
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I committed war crimes while on tour in Afghanistan 2013. 2nd Battalion, Mercian regiment.
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had a 12 gf when 25.
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>>729319227
>>729319542
My gf is solid 9/10, but I would still fuck even 5/10 only because it is a new person and not the one I've had sex with hundreds of times
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>>729319677
Ya. We still fuck a lot but its just the same thing over and over
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>>729319716
theres no such thing as a war crime. only a war awesome

+those filthy jawas deserve even worse. god damn savages
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>>729319753
Pretty much. Either feel like a douche and cheat or stick with it and go crazy
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>>729319418
never said i wanted to fuck them or anything. nothing wrong with appreciating beauty
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>>729319800
i say bust out man. i wish i ended mine abt 2 years earlier and this is just me but i didnt cheat. i felt like i at least owed mine the decency not to bang someone else (also been cheater and cheatee, not cool either way)
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>>729319716
I work with a brit officer rn at my regiment. Really awkward dude. Im in America.
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>>729319713
>But it gets me thinking this will just be an endless cycle

its going to hurt A LOT, but you have to let go. you only live once and the more you wait the longer you are going to regret it.

You are not getting younger but... ultimately its up to you. Heed the call.
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>>729319977
didnt hurt for me. was so over it. if ur at that point recognize the only actually difficult part is the final break up
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I am fucking ascending to normiehod.***

Its painful as fuck. I am in a early relationshp with a girl and I genuinely like her. We have been dating for a few weeks, but anytime I try to make meaningful conversation with her I just have a mental meltdown.

I have no problem talking to anyone else because I dont have to filter myself. But when I talk with her I sudenly realize how much I have to loose. And I put on a filter that makes me freze up.

What do I do?
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>>729315211
girl cheated on me a while back...still with her cuz shes my first GF, dunno what to do really. i still love her and i know she is sorry, she is the somewhat impulsive type. i know that she really relies on me sometimes also..as i do her...just dunno what to do. secret cuz no one else knows
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I always laugh at jokes about people who peaked in high school. I'm pretty sure I'm one of those people who peaked in highschool. My life is a fucking wreck.
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Life has stagnated. Need to get a college education but no drive. Need to get a job but no drive. I just sit and watch time pass, without dreams or ambition. What is one to do?
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>>729320140
theres a surprising number of his who live normal lives... but we do un-extraordinary autistic everything at heart
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>>729320140
I realized yesterday how much i have to filter myself around girls. After a while you wont have to. Shell grow on you and youll get used to eachother.. dont worryvThat feeling is natural and normal. Shes also filtering herself to you. Just give it time and when both of you are more comftorable youll say whatever comes to mind and wont think twice. Unless youre like me who laughs at videos of people dying and laughs at feminism than youre good.
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>>729319977
Ya but if everything is going great in the relationship, how do you just end it
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>>729320197
>i still love her and i know she is sorry
Cuck.
There is no excuse for cheating.. ever. She willingly rode another mans penis, that means she didn't really give a shit about you and instead was just being a whore.

You should leave her, never trust a girl who cheats.
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>>729320197
>still with her cuz shes my first GF

she has no respect for you and will 99% do it again.

i suspect you are very young and inexperienced at life, so proceed as you want, but know this: women are ruthless individuals when it comes to mate selection. you are bottom of the list for her now.
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>>729320197
u gotta break up man. besides im sure its gotta kill u 1) knowing uve been pseudo-cucked and 2) someone else got in there when it belonged to u. once a cheater always a cheater
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I drug girls at bars because I find it much more challenging and thrilling than talking them out of their panties
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>>729320363
u should never filter urself unless its a professional setting. best move i ever made was to constantly be myself whether around friends or women (only difference to remember is tthat women are fucking useless)
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>>729320197
Hey man,

My first relationship lasted 7 PAINFUL years. We even broke up 5 years in, only for me to try and win her back to prove i could be a better man.
She wasn't worth it - the sex sucked, she got uglier every year, and i kept realizing how completely her-centric her entire world was.

AFTER finally leaving her and making the scary break, it was amazing to watch her life spiral as a result of the shitty choices she keeps making. Women a shit sometimes. Men too. People are often just kinda shit. Find the one whose shit you like putting up with rather than you put up with out of fear of the unknown.

Then when you get back out there, knock on every fucking door, fortune helps those who help themselves etc. Fucking do a MISSION, yeah its work but son thats how you get shit thats worth it rather than people who treat you like shit so you wind up at midnight on a cantonese rice counting forum complaining about it.
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>>729320322
You are literally me...

How old are you mate? 18 here, turning 19 in June. I wanna go Uni because I literally have no fucking social life, and that's really my only hope at making new friends. All the ones I had from school I stopped talking to and literally have 0 friends right now. Need to apply for a course, but idk any that really interest me. The though of getting a job and wage slaving for the rest of my life is depressing since I've not even had a 'good' or 'social' life thus far.

Feeling very hopeless and suicidal as of late.
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>>729320519
i can respect that
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>>729320197
Break up with her man. Have some foresight. Do you plan on marrying this chick? Yes? Why? Youll always have this on your mind. If youre feeling like this now how can you expect it to get better? My ex is also the compulsive type. I realized she is not the person id want to have kids with. You wont listen to me when i say to ripe off the band aid and get it over with cause i didnt either when people told me to.

Itll end whether you like it or not if this is how you feel. Start preparing yourself mentally. When she fights it and tells you that she will change or reassures you that she wont cheat, etc you cant give in. Get it in your head now that you WILL go through with it no matter what the psychological manipulation she decides to throw at you.
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>>729315211
I want to kill you.
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>>729315211
I love her...I barely see her but when I do my day becomes happier..but the problem is that I don't know if she feels the same as I....she did felt something for me a long time ago but I was a fucking idiot and ignored her and I feel so fucking bad and im beginning to think that she flat out hates me for that...just thinking about it makes me wanna cry
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>>729320197
I am sorry bro, but you can't just live it as it is. I am not telling you to dump her, but if she thinks that just saying "sorry" will solve the problem, then she will do it again, due to no consequences. You can always try to play on her feelings and pretend that you cheated on her as well or make a big scene out of it. Since you are telling this to us now, it's probably too late for your reaction anyway. All I am saying is, if you just let it go now, expect it to happen again in the nearest future
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>>729315211
I've made the mistake of making myself the one thing holding 2 chicks i've been dating for the past several years together.
I've mostly been using them as sugar momma's cause they're in fairly lucrative positions while i do whatever i want all day and all i have to do for actual responsibilities are make delicious meals which i'd do anyway and fuck their brains out every night ontop of, again, being their only emotional pillar since they seem incapable of doing that themselves.
I've recently realized, call me an idiot, that they actually both seem to love me and aren't just clinging to me for security like emotional vampires and i actually feel like shit.
I want to end it but i'm 99.9999% sure they'd both go suicidal and i'd honestly feel like shit if that happened.
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>>729320519
Tell us more / what do you use
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In order to cope I drown myself with alcohol, mainly jack danials. I have unnatural strength and the ability to fly. I came across some super human pussy and my powers started to fade. I love that pussy. Its the only one I can beat up with out it hurting. But she had a family already. So I only hit it once and moved far away.
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>>729320707
Fucking make a move before you miss the opportunity. Tell her how you feel and be honest about how you felt like you cant bring it up because you thought she hates you for it. Itll show her you have character and put her in the defensive and re evaluate the situation.
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>>729320857
Ok Hancock
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Have been soliciting local prostitutes...Wife doesn't know
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>>729320954

she will know when you give her soemthing\
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>>729315211
Im emotionally unstable and have terrible anxiety which probably comes from me being raped when i was 8. I have been addicted to cocaine and alcohol for several years now but I am finally getting that under control.
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im trying to make a girl go crazy, like make an hero
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>>729321127
Yeah... It's fucked up
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>>729320873
Thank you so much, Anon...i have been wanting to get this pain off my chest
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>>729315436
Kratom is great to use if u were addicted to pills or heroin prior to use. I once had a box of kratom incase I ran out of blues or greens. Kratom is like coffee. Best of luck to u tho. I quit everything by smoking weed. Then stopped smoking weed. Feel good now. Except for the fact it could be way better by taking a pill lol. But all good.
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>>729316851
greentext pls
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>>729320607
20 here. Kinda wondering like yourself if that's all that there is to life. Living without ambition is shit
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>>729320363
Hek, thats some above average advice.

Thx senpai.
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>>729320941
How the fuck did you know my name? Is this Frank, my arch nemises ?
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>>729315211

Cheated on my wife, left it hanging out in the wind and its going to come after me soon.

I'm not going to justify it, but some details certainly help: My wife has genuine mental issues that over the course of our relationship have evolved into physical and emotional abuse. And i mean, i'm a big guy, i could throw her around the house with one hand. But i'd be in prison quick and i'd feel like too much of a pussy reporting the shit she does to me physically. Just because it doesnt leave long term damage doesnt mean i don't know exactly what she thinks she's doing.

So anyways, i packed up my shit and moved in with my parents and told her she had a month to find mental help. I got the courage to do it because i'd been talking to an ex, we were both in dead on the same situation and we both dreamed of starting fresh together and escaping all of this bullshit.

3 weeks in, she hasn't done fuckall and has no signs of changing. I slept with the ex. I slept with her a LOT. We were both fooling around on our partners.

Then, my wife out of NOWHERE decided to go get medical help: mountains of pills, therapy, she's still due to be committed to a mental help facility at some point in the future. So... i went back. It was half my house anyways, i still had a bunch of shit there, and it beat sleeping on a couch in my parents basement.

I didn't think she'd change at ALL, its been 10 years so yeah, i've heard all this shit before. Kept seeing the ex. We kept getting deeper committed, even though she knew i moved back here. Then, after another month of this... she left her man. Out of the blue, just told me she'd done it and our "multi-year escape plan" needed to be done as soon as possible because she was lonely and it was my fault. Now EVERYTHING just goes down the shitter.

My wife has very slowly actually been acting completely differently. COMPLETELY different, and has been for months so its a good facade for now if she's acting.(more in a minute)
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>>729321706
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>>729318627
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WdrSP0V-KLg
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>>729320833
The bars I go to I know where the cameras are located. I usually go for the 6/10 that is by herself or with a friend. They always leave an opening either using the phone, cigarette break or bathroom. I use different things. A lot depends on what they're drinking ie dillution ration. Something nasty tasting mixes with shots like Jaeger etc. For other drinks some compounds only need 2 to 3mg, those work great in beer or mixed cocktails.
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Wanna hear some fucked up shit? Ive been with my wife 18 years. She was a virgin when we got together. I was also. She only ever fucked me and saw my dick. She cheats with some dude at her work. Dude had a 3 inch dick. So for 2 weeks she is worshipping my dick. Dudes wife calls me telling me what happened. My wife confesses everything about how she was curious to be with someone else and now she knows. So after some time and alot of talking i gave her a chance. Well now this guys wife is texting me all the time and im pretty sure she wants to fuck. Im 8x5 btw. Im not humble bragging, she is the only girl i have been with. We have had sex 4-5 times a week for 18 years. I had no reason to sleep with anyone else
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When I was 16 I took the v of my sister's 11yo best friend
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>>729321981
What do you even give them? Benzos? I know sometimes you cant really feel that youre intoxicated from benzos so it would make sense. You just kinda act differently without realizing it.
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>>729322243

what does somethign like that feel like?

younest i had was 13.
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>>729322305
Benzos and GBL mainly.
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>>729321772

Like i said, its been 10 years. She has a regular cycle of up and down, when she's up she's up, when she's down its psychotic for months at a time. I KNOW the pills are working, but its just... for how long, and how much, and it didnt REALLY change who she is it just removed all the worst shit and left us with a kind of bedrock of this woman who i've loved for a long time but don't trust enough to ever have a kid with now. I don't want to touch her or trust her and yet ... financially and emotionally i still feel like i cannot move on, and every day i'm sitting here falling a tiny bit more back in love with her and scared of it because letting myself do that in the first place is why she started treating me like shit.

Then, on the other side of the fence, the Ex went off the fucking HOE deep end. Within 3 weeks of being single, slept with mutliple guys, told me it was my fault, gave me long speeches about how much she needed to feel safe and free right now or else she was being abused. She's 10 years younger than me, its exactly what i expect from a 24 year old. She can be so together sometimes, and worst of all when i'm around her i LITERALLY lose all reason, i know i'm completely her bitch she is my dream woman in so many fucking ways and when things work they work in this unbelievably ephemeral way that makes my life perfect. I want her in every way i've ever felt alive. But this shit, it put the nail in a coffin for how i've always suspected she was for a looooong time. So yeah, we havn't talked in almost 2 months now, she has gone completely off the radar. But, she knows where i live. She knows my schedule. She's out there... doing FUCK knows what. And she might come back again, FUCK knows when. And what do i tell her? Do i say "okay i beleive you got the hoe out of you, are you still ready to move forward"? I'm hurt, but worst of all is the fact that she is so engaged in needing what she did that she will fight me tooth and nail. (more coming)
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>>729322399
GBL makes sense, though my first guess out of the gabbas would be GHB.
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>>729322305
Some Benzos have the effect sobriety delusion...they actually have no idea of just how fucked up they are. It also lowers inhibition...lol
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I am a faggot and so everyone on this website but I noticed something..we and I mean ALL of us are assholes for even being on this site but this thread (and I know I'm going to sound like a total fag) shows me that even in the worst place in the entire internet there's humanity, we can all relate with the problems of each other and try to help us.
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>>729322714
plus in liquid form it takes barely anything to take effect..if you know how to get it.
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This is probably gonna sound stupid but I bet many can relate

As much as I hate to admit but can't deny is I'm lonely as fuck. I've never had a gf and never felt the connection of love between someone. People ask if I'm ok I just put on a smile and 'yeah I'm fine' People joke about me never having a gf but I just joke with them but deep down they're right. What I would give to just go out one night with someone I care about, hell even a hug could would make me the happiest I've ever been. Sadly none of that will happen, I always fuck up one way or another before anything like that comes close so I just get by day by day finding things distract me from the void of loneliness I have.

/b/ is the only place where I can tell my true feels and secrets without putting on my smile and pretending all is okay or at least putting the illusion it's all okay
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>>729322638
GBL is converted to GBH in the liver. GBH is very hard to get these day, but GBL is an industrial solvent.
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>>729322817
That was very deep anon :,)

Now tell us your problems or gtfo faggot
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>>729322445

so that's where i am. Sitting on my couch with a woman telling me how happy she is to have me in her life everyday, acting completely different than she used to, who i am too scared to trust and too poor to go to therapy with and too poor to just walk away from.

And on the other hand is someone who, though this story doesnt really cover it, has been my friend through 10 years of marriage on and off and on and off again, who when things go right is the absolute best woman i've ever had in my life. And i've fucked her good, i've been a piece of shit to her in so many ways, that i deserve the way she has treated me.

But thats my thing: I deserved it, though its a hard thing to let go of. I've done some of the worst things i can imagine to her, too, emotionally. We've been shit to each other, and yet we just can't let go of each other. And thats what worries me most - can i literally not resist just letting go and falling into the void of whatever fucking hell that might spawn? Can i say no to what might be great and then hide here on the couch and tell myself things will end up fine? I feel like i'm sitting at a thousand forks in the road, some of which are even just that she'll never talk to me again, that she's happy off living her new life and thinks i never would've left my wife anyways and is just waiting for an excuse to rub it in my face. What the fuck am i doing and where the fuck am i going and why the fuck aren't i at least in the driver's seat for it?
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>>729322880

Oh yea i see.. its a prodrug. I didnt realize that. I never fucked around with many Gabbas, wasnt really into them all that much.
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>>729322817
we may be assholes and fucked up people but when it comes to feels and advice I don't know a better place to go honestly. We all seem to come together to help out one another and that's why I come here
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>>729322828
I buy in crystal or powder form and make my own solutions; either propylene glycol or vegetable glycerin
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Cruisecest girl? Waiting on green text
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>>729323088
if youre going for 6/10 chicks theyre likely fat. Do them a favor and given them the vegetable glycerin solution :,)
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>>729323070
The anonymity helps us to say and feel whatever we want because we aren't being judged by society or someone else, we are being honest
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>>729323220
No, no fatties just your avg early twenties females pretending to be all grown up lol
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>>729323440
even for the guy who drugs girls at bars.. not one person told him hes fucked up hahaha we just asked him how he does it and what he uses to do it lol
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>>729322384
Honestly? Really awesome. Her pussy was fully ready to be fucked even though it wasnt done growing, so it was pretty tight and she could only take about 3.5" max. As long as she was nice and wet it wasnt painful for her at all. The 1st couple times we fucked it hurt but once she learned to just relax she was good to go. We usually used a condom but not always, prob 75% of the time.
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>>729323474
ahh i gotcha, do you order them a drink and then do it orrrrr
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>>729323572
That's the point, we are free
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>>729315211
I only show my dick to other guys
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>>729323581

good for you anon. at least you can die saying you did what other men can only privately wish they accomplished. you have my blessings.
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>>729323731
Shame we cant use a vpn on this site but i guess it makes sense
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>>729323769
why
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We ha sec all ve rets?
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>>729323951
Cause girls are overrated
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>>729323642
Depends on the situation. I've dosed em both ways. One was on her phone texting. I was sitting next to her. She was oblivious. I hit her drink right in front of her with an eye dropper. She went to leave I followed and guided her right to my car lol

Protip: do not run a tab. Pay cash for each and every drink so you can leave no questions asked.
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>>729315211
I feel like time is passing too quickly.
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>>729324269

are you in your 30s?

this is normal.
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>>729324152
i wont be ever doing it but thanks for the advice haha. Im a bit surprised at how dumb they are but at the same time im not because of how ditzy girls are.
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I can only fap when he says hello
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>>729323851
Yes, i consider myself very lucky. 1st time cumming in her is one of my top 3 life experiences so far.
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>>729324307
I'm 19.
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>>729324346
Hello, anon
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>>729320607
Go to your local college and ask them to give you a interest inventories test. That is what got me started. It's like pushing a car, the first step takes all you have. Then as you pick up speed it get easier until you are just walking.First though you need to take that first painful struggling step. Doing something is no harder than swallowing misery and defeat for years I know .
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>>729324426
>1st time cumming in her is one of my top 3 life experiences so far.

i have bad news. it doesnt get better as you get older. cherish the memories.
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>>729324611
>I'm 19.

this is not normal. you need to leave this place and live. give you brain new experiences.
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>>729324612
Silly~ I know you're not him
*smiles*
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>>729324612

Also I want to have a black gf, but with a white looking face but dat black body. Something about very dark skin with a phat ass does it for me.

t. white male
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>>729324794
oh i know. i know...
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>>729324858
Youre right im better than him.
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>>729321926
Jesus man. I dont really want to fight with you now. I will try and convert your sinful way of life to a more mature fullfilling adventure. Can you please get on your knees and play. Actually everyone on this thread take a picture of yourself praying so we can save this young chap from his sinful a life. If you get doubles, you will be bapitized , if you get tripplets, you will lose your virginity as Mary lost hers. May the price is right B with you. O yeah quads will be the bullet to my head everyone wants to have after they read this
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>>729324931
are you bi?
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>>729325093
Awnn! Lets trade some pics then~
Imgur?
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>>729321146
how hot was the sex tho?
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>>729324849
I'm already doing a fair amount. I just feel like time is passing too quickly despite the fact that I'm involved in kayaking, playing piano as a soloist, studying music, playing chamber music, and being with friends. Last night I even went to a burlesque show lol.
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This thread is getting close to be deleted so I want to say this... This is the best thread I have been a part of...people helping each other in a place full of cancer like 4chan it's so unexpected and quite refreshing in fact because I'm seeing the humanity in you people and after this thread I will see /b/ exactly the same with trap threads and the same bullshit over and over but I will always remember the day /b/ had humanity...*Don't You Forget About Me starts playing*
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>>729325201
ill post one for now
Im the one on the righty
https://imgur.com/y5in1K0
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>>729325250
kek
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I occasionally go to the Asian rub n tug to get my dick jacked by tiny Chinese women. Sometimes I get to play with their pussies. I'm also married.
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>>729325201
kind of a douchey pic but its all i have on my computer
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>>729325430
whys it about to get deleted?
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>>729325430
theres quite a lot of secret threads on /b i usually look out for them cause they are the best.
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>>729325637
Threads don't last forever, dude...
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>>729325786
i know but i thought they last until like 250 comments or something
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>>729325472
hah
Cutey couple <3
I have one for you guys too
http://imgur.com/a/CRqCV
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>>729325879
It's not far off
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Awww I was able to open up and discuss my fetish for drugging girls...

I luv you guys

lol
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>>729325430
eh, humanity is relative

>>729321146
>raped when i was 8

later asked asked how the sex was
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>>729325901
>http://imgur.com/a/CRqCV
lol were not dating anymore but thanks. Wow you have a really nice body
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>>729325255

i dont know what to tell you then. thats just weird. usually, that doesnt happen until you get old, and new experiences are hard to come by, so your brain gets bored.

anyway, i cant help. maybe somone else can explain your situation.
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>>729325901
I'd dose ya.. lol
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>>729326011
<3
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>>729326149
She should take that as a compliment
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>>729326102
Maybe I'm just tired and should get some sleep.
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>get horny and use a shitty dating app
>tell this one girl I'll give her 60 bucks to blow me
>actually go through it but couldn't finish cuz we parked outside someone's house and owner got pissed
>she tells me she wants to do this again but for free

I don't know how to feel about this considering she has a boyfriend
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>>729326088
Oh!
</3
And thanks. But im fatty... Its just the angle
;D
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>>729315411
Try heroin
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>>729326334
time is probably passing faster because youre doing so much. When i do nothing it goes by very slow.
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>>729326299
Yep

One of my favorite songs: chloroform by flickerstick
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>>729326384
>>729326384
I highly doubt that honestly. Many guys prefer your body type. Ive always wanted to be with a girl of your physique. Ive only ever been with really skinny and A/B cups. You should be glad you have a body like that!
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So I'm pretty well endowed for such a young age, but I get eaten up inside because I'm never honest with the women I sext because I'm 14. What do
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>>729325561
Did that shit like twice. It was fun and all but it's a waste of money, not to mention its incredibly risky
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>>729326464
lol you ever make chloroform? The process aint that hard. Im a pharmacist/chemical fag and love experimenting at home.
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> Clinically depressed & quit taking medication
> Putting the aging in raging alcoholic
> In love with a woman, but we can't be together
> MIL has Alzheimer's and lives with us
> Cry all the time

More stuff, but I don't feel like posting it. Sorry to hear about your stuff, OP.
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>>729326686
Stop sending them explicit photos. You can get in hot water with the law for that.
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>>729326774
Yeah, but keeping cool can be a bitch. It's very exothermic. Not really useful in my line of recreation though. Many better options
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>Way too many secrets, little regrets, ashamed of a few, learned a lot of lessons. Honestly too many to list and most just make people sad when I talk about them.

>Most recently, one of my homies overdosed on heroin a few weeks back. I wish I could care but I told all of my people to stay the fuck away from the cheese and none of them did. While at the viewing I told his mother I'd be at the funeral to support her, but when the day came I couldn't pull myself to sit there amongst junkies nodding off as they buried him. Feels bad, his family is having a hard time handling the situation given he left behind a little girl. I can't say if it's a secret but I've lost several boys in the past year to various causes and I'm becoming numb to it all.
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Guys this thread is about to die so i made a new one hop over to >>729327104
or dont if you dont want to.. idc
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>>729315211

Hey, gonna kill myself tmrw so life's fairly looking up since that decision.

I guess the deepest secret i've had was that my cousin made me suck his dick when i was little like 7 or so. That in turn made me a total cuck wit girls, throughout highschool/college i always thought i was gay but that's not the case at all. I was just a bitch.

I never really had a relationship per se, but i think i know what one feels like.
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>>729327073
Yea i agree. I mostly did it with a friend just for shits.
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>>729327270
why are you going to kill yourself? Idk if youre trolling or not but please dont anon. At least try ketamine first. Its been very prmising to cure depression
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>>729326976
I'd rather it be more of a leveled response as opposed to the canned ones like that. It's not an ongoing thing, I'm sure to distance myself post-encounter
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>>729326680
heh
Hope you find your chubby grill. Also... By hello I meant roast
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Is anyone going to pray with me?
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I constantly think of suicide. I don't want to do that to my family, so I try to continue through life, but its really half-hearted.
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>>729327426
I fucking absolutely love ketamine!!! I miss it every day. But if you're in a terrible mindset you could have a bad trip (if you do a lot of it )
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Years ago I hurt someone and as a result she passed away because of it. I think about her almost everyday and when I'm not then there's this feeling that pulls me down and reminds me that I shouldn't be alive. I damaged my reputation, distanced and hurt my family in ways that are unimaginable. I'm still alive living this life lonely with no direction. I'm 27 years old and I haven't done anything with my life. I keep telling myself to just go out there and do something but when I try. I can't commit to it more than a few months. I barely hold jobs too. I know the easy answer is "stop" but I don't completely understand it. I'm fundamentally broken and I know what I need to do but I cannot find it in myself to do the things I need to. My parents are waiting on me to show up and time after time I disappoint them.
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>>729327426
Nah, i don't really want anything.

Like nothing brings me joy anymore.

Thnx for the pseudo-care but i think i've lived long enough.
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Where the fugg do u get ketamine from I would love to get some but its never around me
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>>729327551
I'm suicidal too, doing anything half hearted is dangerous. My problem is I can think of a million reasons why I should kill myself but no reason at all to live.
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Where can you get special k from
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>>729327506
im not following where you said hello, but yea i dont think youre chubby. Im not really saying that to be nice either. This is 4chan so i have no problem being nasty, or i could also ask for more pics..
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>>729327563
Yea seriously fuck the indian government shutting down all the labs -_- market has been dry from ketamine for almost 2 years.. and mxe.. UGH
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>>729327729
Bitch doser here. There is Ketaset, Ketalar and ketamine hcl available all over the net...just gotta look
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>>729327729

CVS carries a store brand. $7.99 a bottle.
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Ive never tried k, what would be an appropriate dose if I would ever stumble upon some....
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>>729327709
jesus man.. well i know you wont listen to any of us internetfags.. how are ya gonna do it? I hope its painless
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>>729327729
Ketamine market has been dried up for some time. Now its overpriced and quality isnt that good compared to what it used to be.
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>>729327426

When im blacked out on alcohol my depression comes out and i didn't want people to know about it, so i pretty much stopped drinking wit friends.

weed is cool, smoke a shit ton, acid is the farthest i've done and coke like twice.

But yeah it just made me appreciate death more.

I wish i could be like other people and be like i want a job a house, kids and a wife and all that but i really don't.

It just seems like a waste of life having all those people deal wit me.
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>>729328113
1mg
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>>729328180
But where would you go to score ... What scene does k hide out in.... And what would be a good first time dose?
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>>729327104

Continuation thread
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>>729315211
I want to be a hitman. Not a gang shit hitman or cartel like, just a paid assassin. I feel like Id be really good at it. And I would like to get big money for it, but I dont want my family to find out if I ever get catched.
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>>729328299
If youre in the UK go to a rave. Im in America.. just order it off the darknetmarkets
reddit.com/r/darknetmarkets
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>>729328200
funny. drugs had the opposite effect on me... until i realized they were just drugs
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>>729328119
knife and drowing, trying to find tips actually, i wonder if the mercury in a bunch of lightbulbs would do something but idk.

Knife seems like the easiest option.

If i knew yall id send u guys my PS4 and guitar lol seems like waste.
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All I can think about is that hot, foamy log sliding down my esophagus as I kiss and lick what is left from his blessed asshole
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>>729315211
>tell my friends and family been tobacco free for four weeks
>only been free for three
I got drunk on booze I'm too young to buy (fuck you, I'm 20) and stupidly decided to smoke two cigarettes and one full cigar, which made me pass out and wake up with a horrid hangover.
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>>729315211
>Whats your secret /b?

i used to start up to a dozen secrets threads a day. then I stopped and said I wouldn't do it again - you fuckers were on your own. And I haven't. but I will reply to the lame-ass ones you faggots start on rare occasion.
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>>729328445
Why do people consider killing themselves like that? Dude why not make it painless and take a bunch of painkillers? Youll be so blissful on the way out.. If i were considering suicide i would just get addicted to drugs honestly
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Scapegoat member in a narcissistic family. Both of my physical and mental health have been greatly affected. Ever since I was 8 I remember fearing coming home to the various emotional and psychological abuse I go through. Even at 21 I'm afraid to go home after work or when I finish classes. In high school I tried talking to a couple of teacher about it but none of them believed me and told me that my parents love me dearly. The thing is my family is excellent at putting on a "perfect family" portrait that others see, but behind closed doors the demons let loose. I'm too afraid to tell any of my friends about this because I feel like they too would not believe me. Some people have even gone up to me and have said that I'm lucky to have such "loving" parents; I've never seen any of their love. They always put themselves first and have gaslighted my memory to the point where I hardly trust it.
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>>729328413
Thanks .... What is reditt, I never went to that site because I'm a new old gag and didnt want anyone on here to notice I also go on Reddit. Is this true ? Shitpost sorry
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>>729315534
>kratom

try krokodil

>you'll thank me later
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>>729328724
Its a bunch of forums like 4chan kinda just more liberal and censored
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>>729316851

did you rape friend after to take your payment?

>you should have
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>>729328725
I used to be really into poppy seed tea. Im in the military now so no other drugs for me. And fuck you im not gonna play with krokodil
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>>729317096

dude, just marry her and fuck whoever you want

>you'll thank me later

>you're welcome
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>>729317261

offer to suck his dick while your girlfriend sucks yours. he'll figure it out real fast.
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>>729328418

Nah drugs kept me from suicide for a bit when i was working, but it's all just BS, money just made me complacent, drugs just keep me loopy.

I just stopped going to work and im just mooching off my mom so i just wanna move on and hope she can do better by herself.

Don't wanna be a bum, don't wanna be a functional member of society or whatever the fuck that means.

>>729328560


Well im basically broke.

I think it stems from being selfish, but who gives a fuck, i've done nothing all my life, social darwinism and shit. It's just another bum dying.
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>>729322817
>your presence on a website makes you an asshole
Speak for yourself, I just like lurking in /ck/ and reading greentexts.
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>>729317512

pull your head out of your ass. if you spent half the time improving your performance as you do bitching about it on /b/, you'd be the best there is. man up. suck it up. do better.

or KYS
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>>729317806
>Marketing

I take it back. You're fucked. You need to be skilled.

You need to learn how to say: you want fries with that?
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>>729326334
Another 19 year old here, this is an easy fix. Find some time to stop and put shit down, things are going fast because you do too much and overwhelm your mind. You just need somewhere quiet, relaxing, and comfy. Personally I like standing on my back porch with a cigar, then walking down my street to the music shop, then going home and maybe watching a movie, cleaning, or listening to music.
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>>729322099
fuck that dudes wife and Dump urs.
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>>729326686
Stop sending sexts, you can get arrested. Also enjoy your ban.
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>>729328725
Kek yes krokdil,
> If it doe§Ωt kill you the first time your going to wish it had.
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>>729317429
Faggit
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>>729329980
;)
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>>729328832
What should I look up in it... I use tor here and there but I don't really get far in it. Usually just a bunch of broken links and what not so I go back to Firefox.
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>>729330061
Idk i dont use it, i just know about it
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>>729317806
>Marketing

Dude, marketing is simple. Look at the product. figure out how it is better IN A WAY THAT MATTERS TO THE CUSTOMER. That's the key part that most people fuck up. They listen to internal people about what the differentiation is and the internal people say some bullshit, which is true, but that the customer doesn't give a fuck about.

Figure out what's different, that the customer gives a fuck about, that gives the customer a real benefit and you're done.

use the "so what?" test.

How is it better?

It's got the fastest bit rate with the lowest error rate per compression unit.

So what?

Well that means that it's a higher quality feed.

So what?

It's going to fucking stream and not get interupted so you see what you want and it doesn't annoy the fuck out of the viewer.

There you go. It fucking works and the others suck. Work with THAT. don't try to educate the customer about bit rate horseshit. The message is "it works. not like the other assholes"

There. If you can't make a career out of that advice, you don't deserve one.
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>>729318960
Love you too bro
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I've killed someone. I've fucked my cousin. I'm a heroin addict. I've brought down numerous high level drug dealers in my area.
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>>729328832
You don't turn gay like actually gay if u use credit? I'm fine with being a fag cuz everyone on here is a fag. But gay is just gay. I got nothing against gay people tho and ling as they don't act gay ..
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>>729317096
Having only fucked one woman, i can tell u wit clear conscious to fuck as many people as u can. This world is for people who throw their morals away and just take advantage wherever they can.
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>>729319827
Cocksucker. Hope your family gets raped by a hundred nigger dicks
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>>729330256
Yea i dont have a feminine voice or any of that bullshit. Im actually a kind of masculine guy. I just havent been with a female in so long i decided i might as well try hooking up with guys. Ive only hooked up with one guy so far
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We ha sec all ve rest????
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>>729329492

I should add that I'd absolutely hate fuck my own mother.

I imagine a painal leaving her crying, humiliated, and apologizing to me.
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>>729320197
Cuck
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>>729318960
Did he kill himself?
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>>729330652
What is a gyno removal?
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>>729322850
No one cares
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Posted this before but now with slight update. 18 been wetting the bed pretty frequently for the past few months, parents didn't know but recently told them about it, have a doctor's appointment coming up too. Got mattress protector now too. Don't want to go to college and live in a dorm wetting the bed. Hope I'm not dying.
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>>729330811
>What is a gyno removal?

Got muh tits cut out.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hg6HY7kqqTc
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>>729330133
Nice dubs anon. I checked them. But I found a few druggy sites on tor. But I'm kinda skeptical when it comes to just buying drugs and having them mailed to your house..... It just can't be that easy can it?
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>>729320197
Lemme tell u something about first girlfriends it's about my best friend
>Ugly fat fuckboy, but really nice dude
>Goes to college, meets girl cuz he was nice to her friend so her friend hooks him up wit thot
>Thot says some thot shit about not being able to be wit my cuck friend because he "wasn't hers"
>a week later my friend tells me she sucked his dick
>im not much of a hugger but i hugged him cuz he was my boy and didn't have a GF since college.
>half a year passes, my cuck friend stays away from ppl and acts all depressed
>i assume she broke up wit him cuz he was always too much of a nice guy
>Cuck friend tells me she broke up wit him, i act surprised, he was always baby talking to her and overall giving her alot of shit
>cuck friend tells me he opened up 4 credit cards because of her and is now inn 7000$ worth of debt
>drops out of college to work in a dead end factory for 3 years before he can pay off debt
>cuckz on another girl (and literally i cannot make this up)
>Invs girl he likes and her ex bf to a bbq /ppv fight and doesn't tell our friend they have to pay cuz he didn't want to "ruin their evening"
>moral of story tl:dr once a cuck always a cuck/First girlfriends are just that.
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>>729331400
It is that easy. get PGP and use a bridge with Tails on Tor. Use known/popular vendors which you can find on reddit.
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>>729331210
why
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>>729331669

That's a long list, but here are the important points

> increase my dating value
> decrease my self-consciousness
> so I can actually enjoy a girl sucking on my nipples instead of being so ungodly embarrassed
> so I can take my shirt off at the pool
> so I don't get any more wise-ass comments from assholes
> so I can look better
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>>729331975
oh i thought you were a chick for some reason
>>
I just need to vent. My life is a fucking mess. Everything I do and try ends up a total fuck up and I end worse off than I start.

>Go to friends apartment = Truck gets towed
>Get a job I wanted for 2 years = it's a shitty company to work for and has bad management
>Only work experience is manual labor = pull a nerve in my back so I can't bend, stoop, or walk much
>mentally disabled = can't do well in collage for desk job
>factory in near by city is having a job fair = get in wreck with illegal so no insurance to cover
>Go to Factory job fair = the line started the day before it started.
>Factory gave all position to the first in doors.
>massive unemployment times.
>worthless General Studies degree.
> go to post in a thread = this thread no longer exist.

I'm 31 and that was the past 12 years of my life. I need to just become a welfare leech at this point, but that will not work either with my luck. I'm tried of trying; it's getting my nothing, but failures and being worse off for it.
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>>729331040
Holy fuck dude ... I'm really sorry to here about this. Try drinking a ton of cranberry juice. I checked on Google and I dont think you have aids yet, so that's kinda good. Have you tried cutting fluids a few hours before going to bed?

When I disappear, do you fear for the sister I took?
When I disappear, it is clear I am up to no good
I am drearily bloodletting this bedwetting cosmonaut
"Son, the last thing you'll realize you need is what you've already got"
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>>729322850
Dude i've never had a relationship either.

But i've never been a bitch about being alone.

I've only been on one date wit some 27 year old milf because i think she wanted to fuck me.

Fucking a girl didn't do shit for my outlook on life neither, relationships aren't shit, if u feel alone u feel alone and it's inside u.

That's what u need to fix before u can get someone else in ur life and not be a bitch.

No one's gonna give a fuck til u become an alpha and stop giving a fuck and just get shit done.
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>>729332232
that is what my parents said so yeah for past two nights I cut my drinking off at 10 or so. it's dumb. I googled a bit too, I don't think its aids either but I dunno, ignoring it hasn't helped. I dig Brand New btw, thanks anon! if any other tips / ideas i'm open
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>>729315211
40, employed, dad, responsible, veteran, etc.

I fucking love that North Korea, as fucked up as it is for most of the people there, exists as a uniquely weird place, with huge parades and all that 19th century pageantry shit, and us of all things, fucking waving nukes around in our face. I just fucking love that somewhere in this world that exists, and it will be a great, but still sort of sad day when the last of the insane dictatorships making huge displays of their own awesomeness are no more.
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Filthy degenerate here, want sex but underage and everyone is dry af. Am
male anyone in Phoenix az DTF?
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>>729333239
does have to be girl? into experimenting?
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I've been taking Percocet 10's for 2 months after surgery. 5 bottles of 60 (nice job, DR). I have 4 left and I'm sad that they are all gone. I'll miss being a drugged out piece of shit. :(
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>>729332657
If you're European or American, no ones going to give a fuck then either. This is a society of individualists. No one wants to hear about how girls won't lay you.
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Here is my secret:

Hi Kate Zimmermann. Your parents, coworkers, and all of your friends except for Britt Hammerberg now know:

- You sexually assaulted someone on camera, on film, in front of a bunch of strangers

- You let a guy put his dick in you without a condom, and while you don't remember his name you remember how much money he had and his HPV

- It doesn't matter if they have a boyfriend or girlfriend, you'll fuck anything that moves

- You rented an apartment you hardly lived in just in case your parents were in town cause you cohabited with the very same woman your Mom warned you about

- You let your ex open your relationship up because you have no spine and let her walk all over you

- The facade you put on display is now invalid but that doesn't stop you from pretending you're not a gold digging autist with no real friends

Oh, and your Craigslist post was as close as you've ever came to admitting you've made some magnificent fuck ups in your life.

How paltry of a payment will you be getting once your Dad passes away? Surely you won't get half cause the same parents who paid for everything in your life must be let down knowing they tried their best but raised a monster.

Feel free to remind her, along with Mom & Dad:

Karl & Margaret Zimmermann
3027645294
1408 William Penn Ln
Wilmington, DE 19803

7185703710
katzimmer@gmail
twolle@gmail

IG
katzimmer0

Twitter
@katzimmer0
@tw0lle

God bless Rony Corp.
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>>729333372
Sure man got kik?
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>>729333895
post yours, am boy fair warning
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>>729331622
What is pgp and trails?
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>>729331975
Hold up .... What's wrong with your nipples?
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>>729333963
Pilotguy02
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Found out that a coworker that I have been in a sort of serious relationship with for the past year has started having sex with another coworker of ours that has been said to be "just like me".

So there is that.
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>>729334139
messaged
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>>729332198

just start selling drugs and blowing junkies in the alley for $20 and you'll be fine anon.

>it's your lot in life
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>>729333864
Someone is fucking angry
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I was finally getting over who I believe is my honest to god soulmate (long story of why not together) when suddenly it flipped and now I'm in some downward spiral trying not to go crazy over her
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>>729315211
lied to my girlfriend about my smoking habits
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I lie to everyone about how much I use. They believe me because I stopped smoking cigs and weed and cut back on drinking, and quit dissociatives and coke and everything else so it does look like im using less. I can't help myself with opiates
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>>729333864

mfw I get banned for 1/10th of what this faggot just did but it was a guy and I just said call THE GUY at work. he is pedo.

but 4chin doesn't give a fuck about inncent chicks getting doxxed
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i had sex with my father until i was 22 and i dont feel good or bad about it.
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>>729337133

gril or faggot?

>who am I kidding? there are no grils on the internet
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>>729315211

I'm dying and I'm not dying alone.
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she didn't want me to take this picture
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>>729337304

woman. not girl.
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I have such bad anxiety that every time I walk out of the door I'm petrified with fear. It's so terrifying, everything.
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>>729333239

when we get together I WILL fuck you anon.

>that's more than a promise
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>>729337565

fine, I'll play along and pretend you are gril.

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