General Feels Thread. I wanna start early, new fags leave.

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My only friend just left to Georgia, she lied to me about her not going.

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>>729207838
I said fags leave, this is a feels thread

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I just want everything to okay again

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You see this girl right here? She's dead. She either killed herself or was killed by Muslim extremists. Either one makes me so depressed I had to drink myself into a stupor tonight.

>>729208183
I don't know how to answer that. The best I can say is to stop caring about others and care about yourself but that leaves no room to grow

>>729208505

>stop caring about others

Last month I broke up with my fiancee.

Then I told a dude who called me his friend and his brother that we couldn't be friends anymore.

I GOT THAT ONE DOWN

>>729208588
>But that leaves no room to grow
Even my autistic ass knows this is stupid but whats the alternative?

>>729208848

To not caring about others? The answer is, you need to care about others AND yourself, but you need to care for yourself first. I had perfectly valid reasons for doing the actions I did, but they still haunt me.

As for the girl, I am way more depressed than I should be that she's dead. I know I shouldn't be, I just am. Nothing much I can do except let the feelings take their course then die down.

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Bump

>>729208183
Don't think she's dead. Her Goa'uld keeps her alive.

>>729210329
This is bullshit. Cats don't give a shit.

>>729206989
Listen to this and feel...

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=mtCQSpmt5OI

so there's this guy at work that, i think i like, but idk if it is just because he is very feminine and I'm tricking myself into feeling these things

>>729212090
Wow...

>>729206989

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ZxWZAKoD_A0

Listen and shed your pain and doubt

Why

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>>729213000
Checked

>>729207653
The answer is because I'm still alone. I need the someone to fill the hole.

>>729212090
Fuck that shit its 1:30 am

>>729213626
Same man don't know why i thought when i was working and actually out and interacting with people that would change but I'm still so painfully lonely none of these interactions are even real just putting on a face

>>729206989
Well, here I go.

>find really decent, solid 9/10 grill
>smart, funny, good musical taste
>date her for a few months
>dumps me
>feel bad

Yup, it hurts a lot let me tell you. A lot.

>>729213972
I've changed my perspective a lot. I'm very straightforward these days and express myself with no charade. It's helped a lot, but as I stated previously; I'm still feel lonely. I think I just need to get with someone, but I have no clue if that'll help. Time will tell. Hope things go better for you anon.

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>>729207653
Literally the story of my life.

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>>729215297

>>729214853
Well what i mean is a face of complete happiness with my situation im being who I'm going to be and I'm happy with every other aspect of mt life it just eats at me how lonely i am

>>729207443
There must be more to the story.

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>>729211052

>>729213216
sexy

>>729213626

Dildos fill holes, I heard

I swear that even with the distance slowly wearing out your name. Your hands still catch the light the right way, and our hearts still beat the same. And our hearts still beat the same

https://youtu.be/dACRjaFjuqo
https://youtu.be/MCtgFS0zMI8

Please make me cry /b/. When she died, I couldn't stop crying, but I want to. Now that I want to cry, I cant start.

i am really sad tonight. i'm not really even sure why.

this sucks.

>>729218730
Fuck you man, i just found out she's fucking 2 guys and you post that

>>729218780
Give me your saddest songs /b/. It's they only way I've been able to get close to crying.

>>729219057
Maybe an angry song will help?
https://youtu.be/26r1dUmI5X4
https://youtu.be/F3r7cGKwThE

>>729207653
holy shit

>>729219473
It helps, give me more please

>be 13
>have a dream of making comics and novels
>meet like minded people who want to do the same thing
>draw and write for hours a day at school
>laugh at our ideas
>was the best at drawing, friends would make me draw the characters they created
>dream of being a successful cartoonist/novelist someday with friends
>pretty happy with life
>fast forward 3 years
>parents decide to move countries
>have to give away dogs that I loved
>friends slowly begin to drift away
>one of my dogs gets cancer and I watch him get put down
>he coughs out blood and it splatters the wall; he dies
>relatives get into fight
>close relative commits suicide
>someone buys our house
>have to throw everything I own away
>drive to dump, throw everything down a ravine
>spend last month in home country staying indoors all day alone
>get depressed
>lose contact with friends
>haven't drawn or written in months
>realize I've lost everything in life
>contemplate suicide
>get on plane to go to new country
>look out window
>get to new country
>no friends
>never leave house
>contemplate suicide on a daily basis
Now I'm here

>>729207554
Fuck...

>>729220256
I don't listen to a lot of angry songs but I'm looking for you.

>>729207443

I had a therapist that was the physical embodiment of everything I could ever want in a woman. She left after becoming pregnant with her first child and I never saw her again. As she is Chinese, I never will see her again, either. I never even knew her real full name.

She has become the scornful feminine avatar, in my mind, of everything I am not strong enough to obtain.

>>729210260

Pretty much.

So, what is the world record for you Anons on not having any friends? I'm going on a decade straight.

>>729220256
https://youtu.be/OFnbROoQ2is
https://youtu.be/ZFQ4ppiPUrY

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Shit.
I love her to hell and back and there again.
I know we'll never be together. We've held, we've kissed, but to be together just isn't in the cards. I ache every day. I've been with other women to numb the pain, and maybe someday, some saint of a girl will come along and help me through it. But, till then, I hurt for her. I ache for her. And I won't be worth her.
Hell could torture me, and I would laugh because it could never hurt this much.
Within the past year, even, I have made her smile, and I'd shave a thousand years from my life to do it again.
Unrequited love is suffering of a caliber I can't even begin to comprehend.

>>729220881
I've always been cared of getting to that point, and i'm really close to it, i don't feel so comfortable with my friends anymore and currently the only thing keeping me together is my pet

>>729221112
Thanks, i really need a distraction, i don"t wanna make anything stupid

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>>729220881
Jesus Christ, dude.

>>729221589
>>729221506
https://youtu.be/7uOLDAzWGjE

>>729220881
start a drawing. then never finish it. just never do. leave a bike with one wheel, leave a house with no roof, fucking anything. and any time you feel like an hero'ing, just remind yourself that if you do that, you'll never finish that drawing.

I've done similar shit, it works. come up with any excuse to keep going, find any reason to keep yourself here and you'll get by.

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>>729206989

>>729221695
https://youtu.be/sNOKROeStE8

>>729221985

I think that describes most of us, broheim.... :(

I can't even fap to normal porn any more, the loneliness hurts so bad. It has to be abuse porn.

My girlfriend left about a month ago and took the kids. One is two, the other turned one a few days after she left.

I don't care why she left. I hope she's happy with whatever decisions she's made.

But I miss them.

God I want to die
https://youtu.be/v2DcENKU4JY

>>729222005
Thanks, here's one for you
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=y_u_h-f7IK0

Do you want to share something? I'm here if you want to talk

>>729210329
You're going to make me cry in a bar at 2 am u fuk

>>729220881
the only thing worse than not having anything is having lost it all.
I've been there. everyday I remind myself what I could have been, but never will be.

>>729222986

At least you have your bar. I've never touched booze, yet in the last year and a half I keep thinking "Goddamn, I could use a drink...." .

Is...Is this what they meant about alcoholism "running in the family"?

>>729223328
Don't know dude. Alcohol isn't that great.

>Be anon
>Father abandons you at age of 8
>He doesn't leave the town though
>He moves in with another family
>That family has a daughter
>The daughter is part of my class
>Father doesnt want any contact with me
>The only time I do see him is when he sometimes comes to pick up his new surogate-daughter from school
>One day I happen to be at the door from the school, leaving, see father coming in the direction of the door
>Keep walking
>He doesnt even look at me
>One day decide to go to friends house after school
>Forgot to tell mother in advance
>She is furious, and is struggling to keep it all together
>"I wish you were not born anon"
>She thinks I dont remember her saying that to me

>>729223415

They say it makes everything numb. I can dig that.

>>729223549
It doesn't, maybe you won't feel too bad about it but with the hangover everything is worse(not the anon you replied btw).

>>729222910
My girlfriend took her own life. She was my everything. I saw a future with her and for the first time in a long time, I wanted a future. I found her after she hung herself in our house. When I was getting her down I thought, I really thought I heard her say my name. I know now she was long dead by the time I got to her. I go on this website so I've seen a lot of gore, but being there, being with someone you care about who no longer has life in their eyes... It's not something you can prepare for. It's hard not to blame myself. It's even harder to move on. The two year anniversary is coming up in 2 months and 17 days. Ever since then I've been trying to move on. I've been doing everything right. I wake up everyday. I'm productive. I visit my friends but it doesn't seem to be getting any better. I just can't stop seeing her lifeless corpse everytime I close my eyes. Anyways, thanks for listening.

>>729210329
For my cat it's more like
I am god's perfect killing machine
Why do I weigh 9 pounds?

>>729212132
Just ask him. Be straight up dont be scared anymore, fear only hinders

>That moment when you realize that you've found the one
>That moment when you realize you were just friends for too long to have a shot

>>729220256
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wETXyLp7CjQ

>This gets me everytime

>>729222375
>>729222375
I've been there.

Hey guys it's my birthday today.
I'm still depressed as shit, ive done the whole 9 yards with treatment, it's just a chemical imbalance.
I hate this. Everyone tells me that I have so much potential, but its only that. Useless, worthless, hopeless potential. Fuck this shit why am I even posting here I hate everything

>>729223852
I'm really sorry to hear that, specially if you had plans with her in the future, just thinking about that situation with someone i love fucks me up, i won't tell you to be strong because living with that 2 years speaks for itself, if it helps, someone around the world, this night, is feeling with you.

>>729225125
Happy b-day anon!
hope your crippling depression goes away

>>729225125
Happy Birthday faggot. Hope you'll be a better faggot this year.

>>729225125
You're posting here because you need to get that shit off your chest, go on.

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>be me

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>>729222986
>being in a bar at 2 am, browsing 4chan.
your life must be thrilling

>>729221527
Fuck, i missed on this post and this is everything i've been feeling for years, you're not alone anon.

>>729225582
I had everything fucking going for me. I loved learning. Doing well in school was a side effect of my passion for knowledge. I had friends and family that loved me. My family and I were financially stable. Everything was great.
Then suddenly, out of fucking nowhere, I get hit with a depression that blinds me. I can't see my loving support system, all I see is loneliness and despair. I can't see my gifts, I see only a worthless human being who deserves to die. I lay in bed all day. I literally do nothing. I barely eat. I eat too much then throw up. I hate myself I hate everything fucking christ I hate everything.
It didn't used to be like this. I used to be alive, I think. I don't really remember a life without depression. I have become it. It's labeled my life. I am not me anymore, I am a disorder. Fuck me i am so in my head right now i hate this. It's my fucking birthday isn't this stupid shit supposed to be worth something?

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>>729225875
yeah, sometimes i wonder, out of all that people, i got to be me.
i know all people have problems

some people are born hopelessly ugly
some people are born in a third world shithole
some people have failed college
some people are unemployed for years
some people lost a Parent early
some people cant find a gf/bf despite trying for decades
some people have poor health
some people live with abusive stepfathers/mothers
some people cant find friends and waste most of their time on a pc
some people have debt problems
some people have court problems
some people have crippling social anxiety

but, fucking hell, i have ALL these problems combined in one Person. sometimes i wonder how i stay sane

>>729215297
This is right. If she wanted to talk she would have said something. It's been months, I just need to forget about her

>>729219473
The 70s had some great feels songs. I'm on mobile so I'll give bands and songs

ELO - Tightrope, Stepping Out, The Diary of Horace Wimp, It's Getting to the Point, Secret Lives, Endless Lies, Evil Woman, Telephone Line, Yours Truly 2095


The Grass Roots - I'd Wait a Million Years, Lets Live For Today


Simon & Garfunkel - Old Friends, The Sparrow, The Dangling Conversation, The Rock, Richard Cory, A Most Peculiar Man, A Poem On the Underground Wall, Fakin It, Hazy Shade of Winter


Jefferson Airplane - Somebody to Love, Today

I hope this whole list if songs can help a bit with feeling, their lyrics are what really get to me

>>729226335
That brother is called having a superior brain. Everyone who's smarter than the average joe eventually starts hating the world for all the shit they done to us and to each-other.
Yeah it sucks. But i know the feeling, even though my folks haven't been financially stable. I was kinda happy as a kid. Until i realised that i'm different from the people around and the more i looked the more different i was. Everyone that meets me is like "Find some people to hang out to" but i can't go out with anyone, i can't smile when a asshole is telling me how big of a brainless monkey he is or a slut tells me that "Every man sucks" cuz they won't date her, but she blew half the people i know. That's why i'm alone... well alone. I have you faggots to make me feel okay.

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>>729226751
we're both gonna make it bro, maybe..

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O6sJmbyvboY

>>729220881
I'll draw with you anon

>>729224026

A more apt description of felus catus I could not find.

Girl I loved led me on for years. She kept hinting at us being together once she left her boyfriend. After they broke up I didn't see or hear from her for two weeks. She finally contacts me to meet up for lunch. When I go to see her she can't stop telling me about the guy that got hired at her work literally a week ago that she's now seeing. That was two years ago and they're still together.

>>729224845

I got there about four years ago.

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I have no reason to be sad. I'm not struggling with money, I have friends, I can communicate well and have no problem talking to girls and obtaining a girlfriend, but I still remain sad. I feel hollow. Those relationships mean nothing because they seem to lack any substance. I feel I don't deserve happiness. Not for any specific reason but simply because I haven't earned that right. Someone reach me to be happy please. I could see one bad day getting the better of me and me blowing my brains out.

>>729226942
what means "make it"?

I have two feels semi-related stories for you guys, if you're interested. On mobile so hard to type though

>>729226335
I'm asking myself the same question. When i was 8 i started to feel something like sadness, i just thought i was sad and it would go away, i lived with that but everyday it got worse, i just could feel something else even thought i tried, it wasn't something too bad so i could make my life like a normal guy until i was 17, i was so fucked up that i couldn't do anything, i asked for help so i went to several psychiatrists, everyone told me that it was something with my hormones and even an antidepressant treatment could assure me a normal life, the fact that your own body is self destructive is something you can't run away from it.

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>>729226172
Thank's bro. Even though, I'm not physically with you, I'm still with you.

>>729223775
This. Never understood why people think it does

>>729227429
Glad you're still here. I always think it was for the best even thought i've been feeling like shit for so much time, maybe a break up or if she would have cheated on me would lead me to a hole where i couldn't be saved.

>>729227333
I guess I'll go ahead. For preface, my late uncle was one of my mom's five siblings. He married a woman and had two sons. Later she divorced him and he spiraled Into alcoholism while she took the two sons to Alaska, not allowing them to leave (one of my cousins got a full ride football scholarship and she wouldn't let him go). Anyways, my uncle ends up dying and they're alone in Alaska.

Okay, so when I was 13 one of my Alaskan cousins breaks his toe and is issued pain killers. By pure chance, he dies of an embolism in his sleep. His mother and brother are devestated.

A month later, aunt is dead by apparent suicide. No one in my family is surprised or cares, but cousin is now all alone with no one to care for and no one to look after them in Alaska (worth mentioning he was in his 20 caring for aunt at the time).

Worst part of aunts death is that she, after divorcing my uncle, gets a new boyfriend. Worse still is that in her will she left everything to her boyfriend, noty cousins. Essentially my cousin was fucked by his bitch mother.

I'm still worried for him. It's been ten or so years and he rarely contacts us at all. It's worth mentioning his friend killed himself a while before all this and died in his arms, so my cousin as far as I know is broken. I'm worried for him guys.

Whelp, none of you shitcocks were interested in my woes.

Get fucked with yours. Bugging out.

>>729228699
Contact him. Let him know you care. Be there for him, he needs you now more than ever

>>729227228
Depression is awful. Please get the help you need

>>729229051
I've tried that, everyone in my family has. We know he's a live it's just that he doesn't act like it. We contact him all the time and rarely get a response.

>>729211187
u Rite

>>729214226
gay

>>729228699
If you can contact him do it right now, if you can't find a fucking way, you can save his life, you are the person almost all this thread is waiting for, please do something.

>>729216869
holy shit

thanks, anon

>>729206989
lol

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How do you guys try to cope with the loneliness and depression? I usually buy clothes and food and sleep all day. I buy the clothes because even though people say i'm handsome I always have this voice in my head telling me they're just saying that to be nice and i sleep because for a those couple of hours I can be someone else instead of me.

>>729229289
He's most likely asleep rn, since it's 4 here. I'll call him tomorrow and see how he's doing. In the mean time, I have anot her shprt story involving my uncle if anyone wants to hear

>>729220256
It's edgy metal but it's angry and relevant. I feel you man
https://youtu.be/N31nC496J_A

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>>729229420

>>729207187
Faggot. Be less emotion based and increase your worth ss a person and you'll find your bullshit emotional problems evaporate. Caring about feelings is what makes you worth less than someone who has their shit together and can just innately deal and cope with life.

>>729207554
gets me every time

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>>729207187
You are the weak man produced by easy times. Read Isaiah, that shit about soft men ruining society through complacency was true thousands of years ago, and it's true not.

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>>729215383
I work near the Golden Gate Bridge. I'd say on average 5 people jump off each week. All I can think of when I hear it over the radio is, Fulkerson are holding up traffic.

Pic is me watching the side of the bridge.

>>729229508

Guess no response

>>729230142
It's because there isn't a real response, something might help you or it might not.

>>729230142

I'd leave. These faggots aren't interested in reciprocal feels.

MEMEMEMEME

>>729230142
See these
>>729229929
And
>>729229675

Man the fuck up and don't be a pussy.

>>729229675
You're wrong. Suppressing emotion only changes the way it affects you. You change from running after something to running away from it. Coming to terms with why you feel a certain way, and overcoming it through effort and patience is the only way to truly escape it's grasp. In the meantime, find solace in a craft. It doesn't matter what it is, just lose yourself in it. You will find that as you become more adept in this skill learned out of a desire to escape, you will find revelations in its subtleties. Master it and you will master your spirit. The only way out is in, brother.

>>729229529
Guess I'll just post again, not used to coming to these threads.

>be me 14
>summer break before high school
>still haven't learned to ride a bike
>parents and ailing won't drop it
>still don't care enough to learn
>late one day
>I was looking through parents book shelf
>note falls out
>letter to 8 year old me from uncle about the bike he fixed for me and hoq he can't wait to see me ride it
>start to tear up knowing that uncle died before I could ever ride the bike he got me
>learn to ride my bike so he could look down knowing that I did it for him

>>729230062
Fulkerson?

>>729230646
majestic, noice.

>>729225974
Goes to a thread full of depressed fucks
BE MORE ENTERTAINING

>>729230523
That is the lie the Self Help has sold you and makes you fucking helpless.
https://www.google.com/aclk?sa=l&ai=DChcSEwj6oM31iKbTAhUKZ34KHWOjCkMYABABGgJwYw&sig=AOD64_04p5d6SVAPrBMCQmi4ASHXKVIbCQ&ctype=5&q=&ved=0ahUKEwj3wsn1iKbTAhVI22MKHVOiBB0Qwg8IHA&adurl=

>>729229118
Like what you mong. The last time I tried they stuck me in a corner of the psyche ward for a week strung out on phenobarbital. I woke up with a broken hand and discharge papers. WHAT HELP. We're depressed because something is wrong with this fucking world.

apocolypse now motherfuckers

oh also Im sorry for being a dick I feel like shit too

Minecraft creative music can give you feels
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kU9FpdAd3ks

>>729230738
thanks anon

>>729230488
I see shit like this all the time and I believed it too. Those captioned pics stating "Don't trust anyone" or whatever. But they always fail to mention that life can be good when you do trust some folk. I believed those idiotic posts when I was young and I now have anxiety and is suspicious of anything anyone does..

>>729221527
gotta say it's pretty bad to be 'her' too.

I've just been sleeping all day lately. I don't even feel sad, I just have no motivation to get
up. Nothing excites me. I never have anything to look forward to. Why bother getting up when
nothing feels good but sleep?

>>729223852
i often think if i took my own life, the people who 'love' me, especially my boyfriend, would get over it so quickly it wouldn't matter.

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>>729231261
happy caturday!

>>729231476
I know that feel anon. Most of my friendships are hollow and theyre only people I see at work and talk to in passing. I have one real friend from when I was a kid and he's the only person I trust, yet we hardly hang out at all.

>>729229508
That little bit of Japanese in your gif reads tsuzuku and it means "to continue" just do that, nothing more, there's nothing more that you can do anon. Just continue here with us because we love you, /b/rother.

>>729231648
i have more meaningful connections with people than that, yet i always doubt them horribly.

Ruined one of my best friendships because of a girl. Don't feel like I have a connection to anyone anymore. Just go though each day feeling nothing.

>>729207653
>Implying you know why I'm here

>>729207845
I have all of this and the emptiness still haunts. There is no fixing it, only distractions from the hollow. Seek professional help if you suspect you have depression.

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>>729220881
Dude whats your problem just start over and draw again it's never too late to start, this time you'll be better though like the strongest level 1 ever

>>729220881
keep on drawing anon..
you might think it's hopeless but you drew tears on my face.
you are talented, don't waste it c:

>>729207554
*runs to grab teddy bear*
>I AM SORRY I FORGOT YOU

>>729215177
>>729215225
>>729215263
gay

>>729220881
Anon. Can you show us some of your drawings? I am very interessed ^_^

>>729233233
maybe draw a comic of your story. Theres a normal guy. Hes having a good live. Then lost everything. hit rock bottom. And suddenly he get superpowers. Imagine what superpowers you want to have

>>729225974
>Trying to be judgmental in a feels thread

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Don't have much to add other than the pic. I don't visit /b/ much anymore. I live like a hermit.

I have one "friend" who feeds on drama and keeps trying to suck me into his bullshit due to his constant self inflicted woes, and another friend who is as fucked up as I am (but has the decency to only communicate the good things).

I feel selfish for avoiding people who bring me down, but all people seem to dissapoint me.

Even though /b/ has always sucked, it feels like a home I don't have to apologize for.

Thanks for always being you /b/. In these threads I don't feel alone, and alt+f4 is easier than a bullet when the loudness becomes too much.

>>729231082
Embrace the suck, as they say in the Rangers.

Also +1 internet to you. More people should be like you. Stop trying to pretend everything is alright when the Gog honest truth is we live in a fallen world, we're all wretched pieces of shit, even the best of humanity, and only the truth will set us free.

>>729233725
>...decency to only communicate the good things.
Is telling a friend your woes considered to be bad?
In any case, you're a shit friend for ignoring your friend's suffering.

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>>729233858
Cringe.
Stop talking and fix the problem, dickhead. Saves me the trouble of cringing.

>>729221215
Faggot

>>729233934
This.

Watch the School of Life youtube channel. Get some genuine insight into the human condition, not that load of politically correct lies the progressives spoon feed the fucking college kids who don't know shit and are naive enough tp believe retarded ideas humanity discarded decades or centuries ago. There is a reason people in the know call those anti free speech fucks the Regressive Left.

>>729233934
Easy to misunderstand. The drama queen friend threatens suicide about once a quarter, I guess I should have worded things better. The other friend that only has good things to say internalizes his problems and only brings them up when he actually needs someone to talk to.

I may actually be a shitty friend, but I don't feel I have the right to bring people who trust me down with the bullshit I make up in my mind. Being alone is easier for me, but it does come with guilt I don't think I should have.

>>729221215
What a fucking loser.

Therapists are, generally speaking, fucking parasites. Now being an emotional parasite that syphons money from you might be the role you expect out of women, but virtuous women exist though exceedingly rare in feminized western culture. Get a mail order bride, you'll be better of.

>>729206989
I only have one penis

>>729233858
Thanks
>>729234097
As long as one jew remains, we will never be free

>>729221658
You need to go outside and draw people and things and maybe if the people sit still long enough you can strike up a conversation with them. Don't give up, you have a talent.

Ice age coming.

>>729234271

Haven't watched that channel, but all people want a dry place to sleep, food in their belly, and the feeling that they will make it through the night safely. Anything else is a bonus.

I chose my words poorly in my original post, but I can assure you, I am as far from a regressive as you can get.

Still, I feel guilt at wanting to live a life free of other people's drama.

>>729234623
May I recommend the message of the Gospel? Salvation and peace through humility and accepting grace provided by Jesus's atoning death and triumph over death and sin. The gift of repentance is quite meaningful and a try of mercy this world doesn't offer. God bless.

>>729207187
>>729207291

tumblr tier trash gtfo

>>729224321
I came after a while. thanks. retarded me did'nt make it clear in the first post, but the point was i didn't know if I was gay or bi or not.

>>729228196
IDK, bro. I'd love to tell you there's a light at the end pf the tunnel, but sometime there isn't
>>729231300
The thing is, I know this. I'd never want to hurt her. I swear, to god and a half, I'd never want to hurt her. It's just that human weakness makes it hard, and I hate that no matter how hard I want to, I can't over come that. My failings pain me more than they could ever hurt her. Maybe I'm self absorbed, but in 50 years she might forget, but I wouldn't.
I know that she still likes me as a friend, despite the fact that I've told her that I feel more. I hate myself because nothing seems right. You could just say "move on" but it's not that easy.

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>21 years old
>Still living with parents
>Parental neglect caused me to never go to high school
>Never made any friends in my childhood
>Never went to college
>Struggling with low paying jobs due to my in-experience and no education
>Never touched a woman that wasn't family
>Horrible social skills, stutter with almost every sentence and don't know what to say
>5'6 with an acne problem since puberty
>Scared of death but sick of life
>Living everyday through an emotional comatose

What do

Swallow until I burst.

>>729235334
just go full hitler already, you were dealt the worst hand ever. See how many you can take with you.

>>729235334
run away and be hermit
one of two will happen
1. you'll live as a hermit scavenging food and drinking river water for the rest of your life or until you choose to get back to civilization
2. you'll die of starvation or dehydration
>5'6"
oh hey you can run away and be someone's slave. heshe will probably take care of you better

>>729235268
Sometimes the light at the end of the tunnel are the flames of the lake of fire on the day of judgement.

Life is shit, the only point is a prep ground for eternity, and people who invest all thièr effort into worldly things find they are doomed for the true point of existence, eternal communion with a holy God. Life is filled with meaningful choices, the outcome of which vary greatly, and no choice is more drastically different in outcomes that either accepting grace or denying salvation.

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>>729235268
I don't know if you're trolling me or not, but 'd laugh in the face of a god who said he could offer me more. True or not, such is human folly, and I will accept my flawed humanity until something wrenches me from this plane of existence.

>>729237252
>>729235815
Sorry, directed at this.

This isn't that sad, but here it goes.
>junior year in hs, 5 years ago
>taking all ap classes because I hate myself
>in one of the classes there's this pretty Asian girl
>one the most pretty girls I've ever seen
>one day there's a group assignment
>end up in her group
>oh fuck she's so fucking cute
>turns out she's Korean which is kind of rare for this area we live in. Most asians here are Vietnamese
>so fucking down to earth too
>find out she lurks both /b/ and /x/
>I smile every time I see her and she smiles back
>want to ask her out so bad, but here's the problem
>I was friends with some very ignorant people
>have to literally resist because I don't want to get shit from my "friends"
>year goes by so fast but maybe I'll have a few classes with her next year
>nope
>I see her a total of 3 times because huge school
>but each of the 3 times I see her, her face brightens up and she gives me that warm smile
>gradation comes around
>college comes around. Go to local university because "muh friends"
>they literally ALL abandon me
>I can't remember where Korean qt went
>fucking hell
So here I am today. Zero friends and no gf. I know it's been 5 years and if I had started a relationship with her it more than likely would have finished by now. Or maybe it wouldn't. Or maybe she would have rejected me. I'll never know, thanks to me following those faggots I called friends around like a fucking lost puppy. I don't know if she lurks anymore and highly doubt she'll be on here at 5:30 in the fucking morning, but I had to get it off my chest. Miss you, s.
Also sorry for my shitty typing and maybe shitty story, too. Just wanted to share

if an oldfag returns after 8 years is he a newfag?

>>729206989
You know.........
I always wondered......
Why is a little girl with green hair handing Pete Townsend of The Who a four leaf clover? What's up with that?

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come on /b/
i used my life savings on ammo
let's all an hero

>>729238012
Sounds good to me. What kind of an hero are we doing?

>no one will ever love you
>you might actually die alone

>>729237587
Goddamn.

That has to be the worst kind of regret Anon. All I can do is give you my feels, and hope you are lucky enough to meet someone who makes you think about the Korean femanon less. Good luck /b/ro.

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>>729207936

>>729206989
>severe lack of executive functioning
>really good at playing markets over years
:|

>>729240628
Furfags are still flags. Even if your purpose is to remind the rest of us things could be worse, it is knot necessary.

>>729240628
Fucking Japanese, always censoring the best parts.

>>729219473
Always makes me wanna kms
https://youtu.be/f28dixkhTEY

>>729215162
it's morty?

>>729207838
Nice feel

>>729220881
Hey,Anon.Suprisingly,my story is eerily similar to yours, except the whole moving country thing.

...Wanna be friends?

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Brian Adams song "Heaven" ,always makes me cry. Mostly because I know those feelings are impossible for me.

>>729243086
F-fuck....Anon,I never knew you felt that way for us.
Love you guys so much

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Anyone have the full comic?

> pic related

Used to give me lots of feels back in the day

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>>729243484
here you are

>>729243086
Dammit. Sometimes I wanna rape children, and sometimes I just want a hug. Right now I want to hug a child I'm raping. :(

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1/7

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>>729244070

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>>729244097

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>>729244121

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>>729244144

>>729243549
Awesome, thanks! Happy easter :)

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>>729244161

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>>729244200
fin

>>729221883
I think you just hit the subconscious nail on the head for my case..

>>729226874
Yours truly is one of my favorite songs.

>>729229508
I have a banner on my phone that says "Just keep going." And that's about it.

>>729206989
FUCK YOU STUPID BITCH CUNT LICK TITS!

>>729230878
Dance, you fucking depressed money!

>>729225125
Happy birthday Anon!

>>729208272
Too real

>>729233934
Shit m8. You could not have read that any more wrong.

>>729231599
I love how,
4chan is all encompassing.
Racism, legitimate hate, sarcastic hate,
depression and anger,
gore and rekt
cats and love
poetry
people that understand eachother and what they need
Thank you for the cat, anoon

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>>729230738
You're a lifesaver Anon

>>729227079
Had this happen to me. Just leave anon, it isnt going to happen. Girls like this have issues. Men may be guilty of sexual abuse but women love them some emotional abuse.

Its normal for women to lead men on, but when it gets to this level its straight fucked up.

>>729229508
>how do you guys try to cope with the loneliness and depression

I draw

not that I'm good at it, nor do I think I could make a living from it

but it keeps me busy, the one thing I could count on to stop me from an hero

I draw because I feel a sense of purpose when I do, one day I'd like to have the confidence to do requests in drawthreads just so I could feel that I can contribute to a community where I don't feel like a total outcast

I draw because I want to get better, little by little, even the smallest improvement can give me the greatest sense of satisfaction from it

even if it takes years to make progress, even if it still looks like shit comparing to others, it's that one thing I won't give up on

I draw because it reminds me of the warmth I felt when I used to have someone to exchange drawings with, it felt like giving love and finally someone gave back to you

It's been years since the last time we've met, and I doubt if we'll be seeing each other anytime soon nor would I find someone else to share my passion with

I draw because I don't feel alone in when I do, the passion and inspiration to draw overcomes the crippling loneliness I feel every morning, like I feel that I'm unstoppable

I draw because I like to see people happy and picture them in a situation I wish I was in, as if I could see myself enjoying the warmth of company in those pictures

It's been months /b/

and I haven't been drawing

>>729230523
Gotta agree with this guy.
You don't surpress emotions.
You live them, then move onto the next one

>>729207653
Wow, that's scarily accurate.

>>729249926
that is the most heartful post i have seen in years.

what's been stopping you from drawing anon?

>>729223328

No... it means you'd like a psychoactive substance to change your mindset for awhile.

"Alcoholism running in the family" means you constantly turn to booze to stifle your bad feelings and developed a dependency the same way everyone in your family has.

>>729225125
Happy birthday anon. I hope this year will be your year.

>>729250460
Lots of shit happening recently, currently studying and this semester hasn't been kind to me

I can already see myself losing my scholarship after this

My already small circle of friends is getting even smaller,

the closest friend I have I suspect is depressed and I can't seem to reach to him before it's too late

another friend of mine also feeling more sickly than usual and I'm deathly afraid of losing her

grandmother who feels so proud of me might die any moment now, and I don't want her to lose faith in me, not when she's already dying

went to a concert about a month ago after a friend of mine say'd she'd be happy to come along, I got there and was alone in the middle of the crowd, money wasted

I try to pick up drawing again, but once I start, nothing comes up in my head anymore

like any form of imagination died a long time ago

>>729207554
That is not fucking fair at all.

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i wish i had taken heroin when i had the chance....

>>729252583
>i'am glad i had never and will never take heroin when i was offered the chance....
Fixed it for you. =)

>>729251817
It's not that your forms have died.

It's that your forms are falling into problems.

You use drawing before to escape life. Life built up and now you have to deal with it.

Friends come and go. The most you can do is to be there for the ones that are there for you. That's the responsibility you have to them. As long as you do that, you must ride fate and not define other peoples waves as yours.

Why might you lose your scholarship?

When I was working as a line cook, one thing kept me from stressing as i led a line in a fancy kitchen as a 19 yr old.
"You can only do as much as you can do"

>>729252809
thanks anon, I just hope it's not too late for me to reach out to them

>>729224443
Or what's worse
>Realize you've met the one
>Your goddamn soulmate
>She has feelings for you
>Be smart enough to know that you must ask her out before her feelings go
>Life gets in the way of things and you find yourself counting the days untill it's the moment to ask her out
>1 day to go
>she stops talking
>She doesn't feel anything for you anymore and whatever you do you won't get her
>You can make yourself the msot attractive man on Earth
>You can tell her that being friends is not enough for you
>But whatever you do she'll never love you again

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>tfw felt like shit since forever
>feels like I ran out of tears and my body's next response is just heart ache
>already physically hurting from it
>sometimes it gets so bad I stumble to my knees and can't breath
>tfw just waiting for it to kill me

broke up with my best friend because we're graduating college and we are gonna be 700 miles away. she thinks i did it because i don't care about her. it hurts to see your best friend walk away...