How's it going?

>>729060420
Im gay...

>>729060420
swell actually. checked

I wanna fuck my side chick just one last time, also my cousin, and my wifes mom and sister

I'm gonna die alone

>>729060946

Glad to hear, anon. Keep it up.

>>729061090

Are you in a long-term relationship? How long have you been with your side chick?

>>729061100

Why do you think that?

>>729060861
same

>>729061100
At least you got dubs?

>>729061331
Yes been married for 9 years. Been with side chick for about a year and a half. Recently broke it off with her because wife found out. But fuck she was great in bed and tightest pussy ever

I REALLY REALLY want this game

want: PLAYERUNKNOWN'S BATTLEGROUNDS
http://store.steampowered.com/app/578080/

ID: KAIIRU
http://steamcommunity.com/id/KAIIRU/

>>729062373

Well, can't have everything in life, I guess. If you don't mind me asking, do you still have sex with your wife?

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>>729060420
Super fucking stressed with my fyp in college, feel like I'm compromising my tests by working a shitty retail job on the weekend every weekend hasn't had a day off in about 3 months, going college from 9-6 & 9-5 mon-fri and work open till closing on weekends, that's all grand, been doing it long enough that's its routine. What is really getting to me recently is I feel I've lost connection to the world, like nothing is really there or matters, not depressed life is grand just get bored easily and lose focus just cause of this detachment from the world, donno what to do donno who to tell, just donno much anymore, stopped caring but I know I shouldn't. Not expecting a reply, won't keep track of this (mainly cause I don't know how to get notifications or etc.) just thought hell someone might be feeling the same and it's a hell of a lot better knowing someone is having the same problem.
Here is happy cat as a reward for reading this.

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>>729060420
im dreaming about fucking toasters

I deleted all my social medias and now i am lonely and have no friends

>>729062788
I feel you. I have a girlfriend, i lift mon,wed friday, and work everyday. Haven't hung out with anyone or done anything particulary new for the last 6 months which yes, disconnects me. But it's routine, and i sort of enjoy it, and i sort of dont.

I just look forward to doing nothing these days. I mean i was out with my mates last night and it was all fun but it just loses value when i do it so seldom. hang in there lmao

This is my 1st time on /b/ I'm actually an /o/ tist

>>729062788

Digits checked. And, damn, that sounds rough. I hope that you get some vacation soon enough. Are you done with college soon? Like, next month or so?

Hang in there, anon.

>>729063158

Like, just toasters or are you dreaming about intercourse with toasters?

>>729063202

Sorry to hear. No friends at all? Not a colleague or a classmate?

>>729063252

Will you have vacation soon?

>>729063318

I'd like to welcome you to the board, but I just come here to hosts these threads, I don't know the deal here. /co/ and /vp/, mostly.

i suffer from severe depression and anxiety and everytime i fuck up a little bit my girlfriend fucking tears into me and makes me feel like shit. She'll do this for at least 2 weeks at a time then act like it never happened one day. Im seriously considering an hero cuz i cant deal with it and if i break up with her it woud be worse than actually being dead. help anons

I really hate myself. I fuck up everything, and I am just generally dumb. my family says I'm smart but they are lying to spare my feelings. and to top it off not at all sexually desirable. i have nothing to live for

>>729063419
I'm not so worried about vacations etc, it's just that life has sort of stopped recently. I have plans, but they just seem distant. I am pleasant with my current situation and my currents self, it's just that I'm worried I'll get too pleasant and become monotonic and lazy.

im 15 and have have a lifelong goal that i know i will likely never achieve, making life seem pointless, just getting out of bed is hard

>>729063419

Yeah, but they're all kinda assholes

>>729060420
23 and making 6 figures and feeling damn good about it. I still don't want to work for some corporate whores though. my girlfriend wants to get married. I've been going to the gym trying to lose ~20 lbs for the last year, I think I'm finally going enough now just gotta get the diet in check

It's a Goddamned shame that my wife and I have decided it's better to forego trying to maintain our health because it's less stressful then always being broke and unable to afford meds or tests.

I feel like my country has betrayed us. We did what we were supposed to do.

>>729063493

Sorry to hear that, anon. The obvious answer would be leaving your gf, but you say that would be horrible. Why is that?

Hang in there.

>>729063567

I am sorry you feel this way, anon. I hope it gets better. What are you doing? Studying, working...?

>>729063628

I see. If you have it that clear, I guess there's not much to worry about. Nice to hear, anon.

>>729063736

Sounds rough. If you'd like, would you tell me this goal?

>>729063812

It might sound stupid, but, do you have any hobbies, something you put time and effort into? It makes getting friends easier.

Assuming you want that. Maybe you're okay with being alone.

>>729063902

Sounds nice. Are you going to marry your gf or is it just an idea?

>>729064006

Damn, anon. Sounds awful. What is the issue? (Medically speaking).

Also, are you by any chance American?

>>729064144
We are coming up on 4 years. I think we will. Part of me wants to dump her and fuck some bitches but we have a pretty good relationship and I care more about other shit than fucking I guess

>>729064144
she will literally ruin my life. im just done anon. i cant deal anymore shits too real

>I drive a Ford KA

>>729064144
working, i have a college fund, but Idk what to major in, and if i'll just end up fucking that up as well

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>>729060420
>I've been on tinder recently, try it out
>starting to realize how simple it is to find girls today
>mfw when I see a hot chick I feel intimidated like I wouldn't know what to do with her
>mfw I'm starting to lower my standards purely because I'm a pussy and prefer to get on with a girl that would look up to me instead of expecting god knows what
>I just want to get laid

I'm a zombie. Damn meds.

Poop is funny

>>729060420

I have a lot of female friends
but I fucking hate this feminist quota bullshit and all the equality lies for fucks sake!!!

I hate the terms fuckbuddy or friends with benefits. Just say lover. Or is love to mature for people nowadays? Robots

>>729065253
We live in soulless times.

>>729064415

I don't think I'm able to understand fully what you're going through, but I want to believe that there's a solution. Maybe you can seek help (legal, psychological...).

And, if you will, please, before doing anything rash, call suicide hotline.

>>729064390

I hope it goes well, anon.

>>729064443

Almost quads, shame. Also, what's the issue? Don't know shit about cars.

>>729064455

Checked. Maybe you already did, but you could see if there's any major that might interest you. And I don't know if it's possible in your country, but here we have the option to not do college years all at once, but in separate subjects. It could be helpful if you feel unsure.

>>729064888

Checked. And I know that feel, bro. Have you at least tried to talk to one of the hot chicks? It might go well.

>>729065200

And more dubs. I know how you feel. Are your friends that kind of feminist?

>>729060420

I don't care about friends who care about me, but I care too much about friends who don't care about me.
I am scum and deserve to die.

>>729065253

I know what you mean. I feel the same.

Spent so much time trying to fuck this girl i was crazy about, but she didn't want to. We spent most of the summer together just her and I, traveling and seeing cool shit. I got to suck on some tittes and eat some pussy though. Dropped her a few months ago and shes now been trying to contact me lately. She called me last night for something "important" but it turned out to be some bullshit. Been doing fine moving on but I still see and hear from her now and again.

https://discord.gg/Vc6cj

>>729060420
I have no friends..

>>729065452
>>729064888
is me.

I only signed up like 2 days ago, swiped some of the hotter chicks but no matches. I've no idea how often do people go on that thing but so far nothing

Ethanol is the performance-enhancing drug in my ongoing staring contest with the abyss.

>Just say lover. Or is love to mature for people nowadays?
People don't use the word 'love' to mean physical love anymore, only emotional love, thus calling someone you're not in love with your lover feels wrong.

>>729065253

that's what you get when you have a tinder loving, "send nudes" and expose-your-ex fun generation.

>>729065452
my gf (ex now) kinda is one, eventually. most grills at my uni are loving to get sugar coated with privileges and exceptions. in my core uni time, the cancerous second wave feminism wasn't at its peak.

Feel awful because my crush seems really distant and wants nothing to do with me

>>729061100
That's normal.

Dying alone is my goal. What's the big objection to suicide? "Oh, think of all the people you leave behind." What then is the solution? Leave no one behind. Structure your life such that no one misses you. No one thinks to look for you. No one wonders what ever happened to you. Severing all social ties is step one to committing the perfect suicide.

>>729063493
Better to break up with her, for serious

I was sending nudes to another girl while In a relationship we would also go on Skype and masturbate in front of each other I'm still with my girlfriend don't speak to the other girl anymore

I don't like loli.

>>729064292
>American
Yeah.

We have a few issues medically. Her's stem from a knee replacement that wasn't followed up with therapy. Now she's obese, diabetic and having some organ failure.

I couldn't help her with therapy because I'm disabled - a point we made BEFORE her surgery.

So now we're stuck on a fixed income that's barely above the poverty line. Anything that goes wrong - car needs repaired, something in the home breaks - gets ignored.

Between her insurance premium, deductible, out of pocket expenses it's basically useless. The same goes with mine and I have Medicare.

So fuck it. We might as well stop throwing $$$ in a hole and try to live out the rest of our days with less stress.

>>729065510

I am in the same situation. Have you tried simply dedicating a bit more time to those who care?

>>729065558

Sounds rough. And as dumb as it sounds coming from a semi-virgin on /b/, she might be using you. Or maybe you're aware and don't care, but don't get too entangled on this stuff. Just advice.

If I may ask, what did you do that summer?

>>729065635

Sorry to hear, anon. Do you have anyone who cares about you? Family? Colleagues?

>>729065691

Bummer. Still, I hope you can find someone. Any matches from any other girls?

>>729065035

What are the meds for?

>>729065768

Does that mean you drink too much? I'm not sure I got it.

>>729065896

Same here. I feel your pain.

my jap wife is sleeping next to me. i want to fuck, she never wants to fuck.

life suxs

>>729060420
wanna eat my cum but wont

>>729066260
>What are the meds for?
Cipralex for chronic pain and depression. Gonna taper off of them. The erectile dysfunction alone is a deal breaker.

>>729065768
No it is right. You are doing the most intimate act one can do. If it were for money she or he is a whore, You are doing it for pleasure alone. No dating or relationship, That's a lover

>>729065943
not sure if it'll help but I'll write it anyway
>my crush goes out with a good friend of mine
>kinda jealous but happy for him because she's great and he's a bro
>feel like she's bored of him (he asked her out once our group was formed in college in the first week or so) or just didn't want to be with him
>feel like she always liked me
>starts being a bit suggestive
>I sometimes play along but mostly stay out because I don't wanna be breaking them off
>she's always happy to see me when I'm around
>other guys in my group always hit on her, but she dismisses them
>they are objectively better looking than me and less awkward in social situations
>except I don't hit on her desperately
>ignoring her (to a certain degree) seems to make her more attracted to me for some reason
Point is, if you go after her desperately, she knows you care probably too much about her so she doesn't want to commit to that and break your heart. I think if you distance yourself from her a little and be more confident and chill, she might start thinking better of you

>>729066370
Rape her. Japs like that kinky shit.

>>729060420
I'm having a swell time! just trying to get through school!

>>729066260
>>729065691
nope, nothing. I think its because I'm more of a people person. I'm convinced people find me repulsive when they look at my pictures and whatnot (thats why I don't have many of them) but for some reason when I'm around people irl they seem to really like me, even the girls. Maybe I'm just not made for all this internet dating bullshit

>>729065943

Sorry to hear, anon. Who is she/he? Someone from work/studies? Are you usually close?

>>729066227

Sounds horrible, but it seems like you've been in this situation long enough to decide to do otherwise. I hope things get better for you and your wife, anon.

>>729066370

Sorry to hear, anon. Has it always been like this or just recently?

>>729066462

Sounds awful, anon. Hope you can get by without it, or get a better one.

>>729066694

Nice to hear, anon. How's school going?

I wonder if she's twice as fat now.

>>729060420
feminine penis>vagina

>>729066194
Me neither.
I prefer shota;)

>>729066392
Eat mine instead then;)

>>729066850
>Sounds awful, anon. Hope you can get by without it, or get a better one.

I think I can. Every time I've tried those things they do that. Sure they zap anxiety and bad feels but they zap everything else while they're at it including my dick. They're like antibiotics for feels. A big old dose of meh. Makes me realize it's better to just take the ups with the downs.

I think I'm going to end up doing a really scumbag thing, and I don't want it to happen exactly, but it feels inevitable.

I've been friends with this girl for seven years now. I first met her when she was dating my friend; they broke up, and we remained friends. I was dating someone at the time of their breakup.

Well, I'm single now, and she's married. We've been getting really, really close lately. Nothing crazy. We've made out and groped a little bit. It's going somewhere, though.

I've met her husband, and have even befriended him somewhat which is what makes the whole thing so much worse. And I wish he were a douchebag, but he's not.

>>729066912
>feminine penis

>>729066573
Thanks anon, yeah I think I came to terms with that. I think my obsession with her is unhealthy but I dont let her see that obviously.

>>729060420
I love incest porn.

>>729066260
>Does that mean you drink too much? I'm not sure I got it.

Neh. I'm not an alcoholic, but I am a nihilist.

Nietzsche was a coward. He viewed nihilism as a problem, something to be dealt with. Because if nothing means anything, what's to stop society from destroying itself.

Well why shouldn't it?

Nihilism is the perfect inescapable truth that every other philosophy aspires to be. 'Meaning' is an invention. 'Purpose' is a decision. Nothing you ever do can ever possibly matter beyond this tiny region of this unremarkable galaxy.

i regret not ordering my cigars earlier because they won't have enough time to cure in my humidor before i will want to smoke one. it is slowly killing me from the inside and i cannot change it. ):

>>729066850
She's this gorgeous foreign exchange student from Germany, when I first saw her I was stunned like holy shit. We've been Snapchatting and I only really see her once a day or so but today she just seemed kind of weirded out.

>>729066820

I undertand. Same here, great in person, awful via chat. I hope you find a girl soon, keep swiping!

>>729066573

That helped me, because pretty much same situation. Maybe I'll just take some distance from her.

>>729066857

Who? An ex?

>>729067039

Hang in there. Will you be able to stop taking them anytime soon-ish?

>>729067055

Sorry to hear, anon. I don't have any armchair psychology for this one. I hope it gets better... somehow.

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>>729066511
>You are doing the most intimate act one can do.
You've clearly never had therapy. When's the last time you spoke your deepest darkest secrets aloud?

>>729067506

I hope she gets more comfortable around you, anon.

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Pit-bulls are sweet dogs fuck the haterfags

I want to rape my ex. She'd like it.

>>729067515
>Hang in there. Will you be able to stop taking them anytime soon-ish?

Should be able to be off them buy next week. I've only been taking them for 8 days now so I'm going to split them in half and taper off for three or four days. It was sort of nice to just veg out and be numb for a while but the novelty gets old fast. I'd like my soul back now.

>>729066260
As of lately she cant be using me, we haven't been friends for the past couple months. I haven't seen her unless its in a group setting with our friends.. She always tries to start conversation with me when I see her. But yeah we just traveled to different states exploring and sight seeing. She lived a few hours away at the time and we would visit each other all the time.

>>729062550
nope. never had one. Or a girlfriend for that matter.

>>729060420
hmm lets see.

The world is as divided and broken as it has ever been.

No matter how hard one group tries for peace, another just pushes that much harder for violence of some sort or another.

Jerusalem is in Saracen hands.

The vast majority of people in my country (murica) are ignorant sheep happy to twiddle their thumbs away on their cellphones, trusting in mainstream media to tell them of the world at large.

I hold each and every human being in contempt and disgust until they prove to me that they aren't the same as the rest.

I am called paranoid, a psychopath etc by by them I used to call friends in school.

In school freedom of expression was encouraged, yet I was bitched at relentlessly for my neo fascist views by those in charge.

/b/ is my only succor.

I have little doubt this will be seen as cringy, and tbh it sounds that way even to me but that is life in simplest terms to me.

>>729068281

Seems like you have nothing to worry about. But I'm here to listen if you need it.

>>729068455

Checked. And I am sorry you feel this way, anon. Do you have any support beyond 4chan?

>>729068697
dubs here, I have little support beyond 4chan, but to be blunt I have never required it. There are enough fine folks here and I would rather not waste the energy finding people of value elsewhere.

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>>729060420
Pretty fucking good actually, just got a job after being jobless for about a year, can smoke more weed now which is fucking awesome. And also I will take lots of mdma tomorrow which is also really sweet. Pic is me and my baby

>>729069026

Seems like you're dealing fine with your situation. I'm glad. Still, I'm here if you need to vent.

>>729069043

Nice to hear, anon. What is this new job about?

>>729060420
I have a black girlfriend I only use for sex, she lets me do anything and sucks dick everytime I asks. She thinks I will marry her, but I wont. Sometimes, mostly after I come, I feel some regret for not being honest

I want to fuck my hot cousin. She wants to fuck me too.

She's also the kind of person who will rat me out and ruin my life. So I must abstain from a sweet pussy that I know I can have.

>>729060420
It's going well, i'm getting a videogame design tecnical degree after years of wanting to jump out of the window in university.

But my own self.destructive tendencies are giving a good fight. Specially when i just wake up and am not concious enough to fight them.

It's an easy fight when i'm already fighing it, but it only show up to fight in my weakes moments. When i'm sleapy, when i'm sad, when i'm faced with adversity, whenever it can.

What about you anons?

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Actually thought I had a chance at a date or even a friend who has a vagina Turns out she's one of those girls who is overly flirty with any and every guy.

>Be me
>Waiting to write circuit exam
>Grill from one of my classes waiting next to me
I'll denote conversation with letters "A" for me and "J" for... let's call her Jung.
>J:"Hey, it's Anon right?"
>A:"Yeah. You're Jung right?"
>J:"Yeah! *shake hands*"
>She giggled, smiled and shied off a bit when our hands touched
>I'm cis white scum who has Yellow Fever. Bad.
>Really hot korean girls in my college
>Hot asian girls constantly bombarded with courtship by weebs
>Only ever had sex with one Azn a few times, but she was like 35.
>A:"Think you're ready for this? (exam)"
>J:"I dunno... You got an A+ on the last one though. Would you help me with (question)"
>A:"Oh. I've got that in my notes. Here I'll show you"
>Bench thing nearby
>We go over and sit down
>While I'm rooting through my notes she sits leg-to-leg close to me
>so close I can feel her body heat
>Not sure if this is just something Korean girls do or what
>Was kind of nice having kinda-almost human contact
>Find notes and show her. She gets it.
>We chat for a while about job market, school and where we're from etc.
>She said exactly this to me when I told her about my job:
>"Wow really? That's so interesting! I really love that! I mean, like"
>I laugh it off as to not make her feel awkward
>I stand up and proclaim we should probably go write the exam
>We were 5 mins late because of the conversation
>J:"Good luck!"
>A:"Yeah you too."

Ends there.

>Next day
>Talking with friend from class
>Mention Jung and the conversation we had while she sat as close as she possibly could to me
>When we made eye contact our nose could almost touch (oy vey)
>Friend tells me she's like that "with lots of guys. Correction lots of white guys"
>Conclude it's an isolated incident
>Am not actually going to have a chance
>Laugh at my pathetic attempt at hope
>Go home and drink

>>729068697
Its just annoying that she's pining over me. She called and texted me multiple times before I answered, did not expect to her hit me up. I saw her the other night and she was being kinda flirty and giving me a lot of attention.

>>729069171
I make the sidewalls of drawers (for IKEA for example) in masses, also setting up big machines with lots of drills in them to saw and drill said sidewalls. I don't make alot of money there, which kind of sucks, but hey atleast I make money now. Also I feel A LOT happier since I started working again, cause I feel like Karma is on my side and life is going uphill.

To all struggling Anons:
Hang in there, life gets better if you work for it.

>>729069292

Maybe at some point it would be okay to be clear on your intentions. I try not to tell this directly what I think someone should do, but if she's even thinking of marriage, maybe it's only fair to talk with her about this.

>>729069606

Bummer. Hang in there, anon.

>>729069647

Sorry to hear, anon. Maybe you could try focusing on the good stuff, like this degree you're getting. But you seem to have things clear. I hope it goes well!

My parents don't like me.

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>>729070082
Yeah, she's talking about us getting married, and I just nod going along with it. without doubt it would be fair to her to tell her that I have no intentions of marrying a black, but that agein would mean me losing her so..

I don't believe in islam anymore,and one time I got pizza and it had bacon in it and my parents ate it without noticing.

>>729070389
Why don't you believe in Islam anymore, what made you leave your religion?

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>>729069814
Little more cont.

>In class today
>She's sitting with a guy
>They talk and chat the whole class
>He's so up her ass it's kind of pathetic
>Realize friend was right
>See her again walking to my car
>She's holding hands with yet another guy
>getcucked.webm

Shit like this'll happen to me once or twice a year. I'll have interaction with females and think they're interested when they are just being friendly. The more times I get shut down, the harder my shell gets.

I am your typical beta robot faggot. I hope to God I never reproduce.

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>>729069814

Sorry to hear, anon. If it's any consolation, it happens to many guys everywhere (been there, done that). Hang in there, someone will come.

>>729069927

But she's not giving in to anything more? Just seeking attention? Sorry if I don't get it, it's late here.

>>729070039

Sounds really nice, anon. I hope it goes well.

>>729070183

Sorry to hear, anon. Has it always been like this?

>>729070357

Well, it's up to you, but as dickish as this sounds, I must refer you to pic related.

>>729070567

I am pretty much in the same spot. Is it only normal to get distracted but overly-flirty girls seeking attention. At some point you'll put your energy into someone who deserves it.

>>729071024
Maybe she just misses me or something. She knows how much badly I wanted to fuck her and I was just fed up with all her games. But yes she wouldn't let me go all the way with her when we were on good terms.

>>729071024
Sorry to hear you're having the same problem.

That's nice anon, but I'm quite certain I was destined to just be alone. I'm not competitive or manly enough. My dad thinks I'm gay and shit.

>>729071024
that pic is more motivational then you think

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i want to fuck my stepsister
pic related, on right

>>729071444
trips don't lie

>>729070557
that Islam allowed slavery ,and allowing for you to wife and fuck your slave whenever you want even if that slave was married ,that was the first thing that called my attention that Islam is sketchy and that some other stuff didnt add up. adding that islam promoted violence and inequality towards women.

>>729071620
moar?

now I want to fuck your stepsister

>>729071382

Bummer. Just out of curiosity: have you talked to her about this? Not that you have to, don't get me wrong.

>>729071413

Meh, for all the drama I put, I want to believe guys like us we'll get by. If anything, never give up hope completely. I got my first girlfriend like two weeks after giving up on women, and we were together for a year and a half.

I'm sure you will find someone at some point.

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>>729071780
i have more, but no nudes

>>729060420
Shitty, as always.
I figured out a way of keeping my autistic son out of the group home when he grows up. But it involves my daughter living with and taking care of him.
The state has a program that allows my son to live semi independently in his own home (or apartment), as long as he can pay the bills. My son's disability check won't pay for shit. But there's another state program that pays people to help him care for himself while he's living in his own home. It's not a get rich quick scheme by any means, but it's a paycheck.
If my daughter got paid to do that while living with my son, the two together could pay the bills.

Now, my daughter's iq is in the double digits. She's not exactly what you would call college material. But she generally understands domestic shit well enough. Just don't expect stimulating conversation from her. Her low intelligence prevents her from a lot of professions.

I think it's a good idea because my autistic son is then cared for by someone who cares about him, and it keeps a roof over both their heads and food in both their stomachs. And it keeps my son out of state run group homes.

Oh, why don't I take care of him myself? Because I have afib real bad and don't really expect to live another 10 years or so. Nobody on my fathers side has ever lived past 65, and I'm 50 now.

The rest of the family thinks it's a bad idea since that ties my children together their whole lives. And they think she deserves to be "more social", to "get out more", and to "go her own way".
She's got an IQ around 85. She's close to be retarded herself. She's not going to become some hotshot engineer or nurse or business owner.

>>729071857
I haven't talked to her about anything recently. I've seen her like 3 or 4 times since we stopped talking. It was nothing more than small talk and her trying to be flirty with me.

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>>729071857
Thanks for the positivity anon. You're a great guy. Tits for you.

I really really hope you're right.

>>729072053
post em

>>729060420
i feel miserable for about four years straight. i never developed a personal character. i always choose the easiest way to interact with people, by showing them exactly what they want to see in me. i do that, because i dont have a single idea what i want to do with my life, so i became a puppet of society. everyone wants to be my friend and i befriend everyone, but i am not socially acceptable in a intimate sense, because i feel like i have nothing to give. and so do my relations. i am a kissless virgin, who has no perception of love and will never have one.

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>>729072275
shes in the front, wwyd to her

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>>729072053

I'm scared to death that i won't reach my goals, i don't know what i would so with myself if I don't make it

>>729072187
Sorry to hear your time is limited, anon.

You are right about having somebody who legitimately cares about your son take care of him rather than somebody who does it for a paycheck. There are great care workers out there, but autism requires a LOT of patience (you already know that)

If things aren't perfect, at least they're surviving for now.

>>729072638
You will live with the homeless and suck cocks for hamburgers.

>>729072638
Jordan Peterson is giving away his future authoring propram if you use the discount code PEPE.

Not kidding.

I believe it will help you with this problem, a lot.
http://selfauthoring.com/future-authoring.html

Had a huge fight with my fucking drug addict dad + brother of my "GF" don't want us together and he's like one of my best friends + really bad grades in math. Just a shitty week I think

>>729072449
Looks like fun to me. I'd let her dominate me. Looks like she has perfect little boobies for bouncing up and down on some good cock. She looks like she can work her hips.

Got any of her ass? I'd have to tie her hands together with my belt and grab her right by the roots of her hair while I thrust into her while I call her a little whore

>>729072187

I am really sorry to heat that, anon. If it's worth anything, that seems a good plan, even if it ties your children forever. I mean, if they get to be functional adults, there's no way they wouldn't go out one night every now and then, or whatever.

As you can see, I'm not much help, but I can listen if you need to get something off your chest. Hang in there.

>>729072235

Well, I'm out of armchair psychology. I hope she makes up her mind, I'm here to listen.

>>729072237

You're so kind, anon. I hope it works out for you.

>>729072382

I am truly sorry you feel that way. How old are you, if I may ask?

>>729072638

Sounds rough, anon. If you want, would you tell me which goals are those?

>>729072876

That must have been tough. I am sorry you went trough all that. What is your "gf"'s brother problem with you?

Today I looked at the sky and cried

>>729073002
>>729072382

i am probably too young with my 23 years to feel that way, but it is a psychological construct i built myself and the few friends i told about it, turned away from me, like i expected.

I hate that this is what happened. My mind was just roaming forward on its own thinking there was something between us... fuck misinterpreting signs

>>729073483
know this feel /b/rother. you are not alone tell me about her/him

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Your looking for a reason that doesn't exist in one place. It's like the guys who carved cameos on ivory in Italy. Eventually they'd go blind, from the strain. They would do them with a magnifying glass.

>>729073002
My daughter is functional - and capable of getting a job. Just not anything fancy.
My son, on the other hand, will never be functional. At best, we will eventually be able to leave him alone for a few hours IF we turn the stove off at the circuit breaker. As for a job.... probably not.

>>729072876
>Had a huge fight with my fucking drug addict dad
If you've tried helping hip/getting him help and it didn't work you have to find a way to cut contact with him until he gets better.

What is he addicted to?

> brother of my "GF" don't want us together and he's like one of my best friends
People think that you shouldn't date your friend's sisters is about not pissing off the friend, but it's about not getting you into drama like this.
It's probable that your friend thinks he knows (or actually knows) sides of you that he thinks are not worth his sister, or that might hurt her somehow.

Don't think about it like he thinks you're shit, he thinks his sister is an angel, he can't help it. We all show our friends our darker sides, it's a part of how we make friends, it shows our humanity.

Try to talk to him about it, make sure he knows how much you think of his sister, and (if you reallt think so) that she's also an angel to you.

>really bad grades in math.
What are you studying?
What are the concepts you're having trouble with?

>>729073671
>>729060420

>>729073225

This sounds as a reference I'm not getting. Then again, it might be real, so I'll just say that I'm here if you need to vent. Is everything okay?

>>729073335

The friends that turned on you, was it specifically for "revealing your true self"? Or was it because other circumstances?

>>729073483

Sorry to hear. Want to talk about it?

>>729073729

I am sorry to hear that. I hope it works out.

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I can't figure out what the hell is wrong with me.

I have my shit together well. I have a car and a motorcycle, have my own place, honor roll at my college, a $34/hr job I can go back to any time I want. I'm young, (still) healthy, and am handsome (according to past girlfriends moms, grandmoms etc lol). Sounds like I've really got it going, huh?

Looks nice when I type it out here. However, I have a very severe drinking problem. I missed my review classes today because I got drunk by myself last night.

When I was young, I was sexually abused for a couple of years. My parents split up when I was really young. Was engaged to what I thought was the woman I'd spend the rest of my life with only to find out she was cheating on me.

I was younger and stupider then.

Happiness is something I can only describe as being felt in the presence of another. However, despite all these apparent perks and successes, happiness is something I never experience. The last time I felt happiness was the last time my brain released that chemical which makes you experience "Love" or whatever.

Take it from me. Money, success, sex, whatever it is... None of it makes you happy.

>>729073606
Took her out on a few dates. Everything seemed to be great: lots of laughing, good amount of convo filling up the space, good amount of indicators that she liked me (light teasing, generally agreeable, inside each other's personal bubble, blushing, twirling hair), she linked arms with me and the dates lasted quite a long time too (4-5 hours). On third date, it seemed be going okay so I decided to tell her how I feel and told her I'd like to date her, not just hang out. And she told me she had feelings for someone else.

I'm still confused about that. and it fucking sucks because it's hard to move on thinking that we had something going on just to realize at the end that it wasn't anything

>>729072638
don't i almost died from a car accident. the worst is recovering from it.

>>729073944

I am sorry you feel that way, anon. As cliché as it sounds, have you tried to talk with anyone about this issue? Also, does anyone know that you were abused? Sorry to ask the obvious questions.

Also, checked.

i love her so much but she cried over me and i hurt her, i think she still loves me but i'm too afraid to say I love her because I don't want to lose her...

>>729073886
my friends didnt turn on me, they just distanced themself from me. it is probably hard to understand. let me give you an example:
For person 1 i am exactly the friend that person 1 needs, understanding and helping him, giving him advice, agreeing with his stances. for person 2 i am exactly the friend that person needs aswell. so i vary my complete behaviour for every human interaction. as soon as i tell person 1 or person 2, that i just display what they want to see in me, they lose all their trust in me, because they see, that i only "act" for them. they lose trust in me, because human interaction depends on trusting or knowing the other "self" and being sure about it.
People cant trust in me or understand me, because there is no self.

I had a dream last night that I was an ISIS militant but I am a Christian and I will always be a Christian.

>>729074247
that does sound horrid, idk wat else to say tbh

>>729074521

If you don't mind me asking, what's the full story on this?

>>729074669

I understand. And I don't have any armchair psychology for this case. I am sorry you feel that way, but I'm here if you need to talk.

>>729074517
Yeah. I've been in and out of mental health crisis places and been to several doctors. They just want to give me some pills but I refuse to take pharmaceutical drugs unless it's life or death.

Yeah. I talk fairly openly about the abuse because so many people who are abused as children do not. It eats away at you if you don't get it out. Some will never even realize they were abused, which can be a good thing or a bad thing. Good if it keeps them from suffering in life, bad if they never realize what it is that is affecting them.

It's certainly fine. Ask away whatever you wish.

>>729073944
>When I was young, I was sexually abused for a couple of years. My parents split up when I was really young. Was engaged to what I thought was the woman I'd spend the rest of my life with only to find out she was cheating on me.
>I was younger and stupider then.
Dude there's at least three things that you should already be talking to a thrapist about.


>Happiness is something I can only describe as being felt in the presence of another.
You first have to be happy with the man in the mirror.

>The last time I felt happiness was the last time my brain released that chemical which makes you experience "Love" or whatever.

Nihilism is a trap, don't fall for it. It presents its self like the only reasonable logic explanation but it only is if you have your values and goals skewed or missing.
It says that since somthing horrible can happen, then there's no such thing as a good life, that because you will suffer then life is inherently unfair, but this couldn't be less true.

Nihilism assumes that suffering is bad because it hurts you. But only through suffering can we learn so much so well. Without suffering there would be nothing more than a planet covered in protozoa.

The ability to even recognize beauty and pleasure neccesitates the wisdom of suffering.

That's what i can help you with the most, other than insisting you see a therapist.

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>>729074772
Sleeper cell.

>>729074962

As a complete ignorant I say: seems really weird that someone tries to treat alcoholism with pills. Or maybe I'm confused and you're talking about treatment for any other thing?

I don't know shit about serious problems, but I'm here to listen if you need to talk, to vent, or anything. I really hope it gets better for you, you deserve it.

>>729074866
I don't either. Shit feels terrible and she still wants to stay as friends. I'd be okay with that but I def need some time to build my composure again and be accepting to the fact that she likes someone else(which could take a while). God damn it, girls are so fucking confusing it drives me nuts

>>729074887
Let's name my friend E for now. I spoke to E for a long time, I didn't think she has feelings for me because she isn't the best at showing them. I still talked to her but invited one girl on a date, and that girl turned out to be a massive slut (not saying that because I'm butthurt or anything, she just fucked me and others off.) I told E what happened but she didn't show it and apparently she cried her eyes out over me thinking she will not be with me. I found this out about 2 weeka later (Yesterday) and feel like complete shit because of it. Apparently she was relieved I didn't go out with the other girl, but I don't know. I just want to be with her. I love her so much but I don't want to tell her I love her and she goes awkward on me.. I'm sorry I'm not the best at writing extended pieces of text.

>>729074887
right now i am extremely self conscious about my writing because english isnt my native tongue. this self consciousnes comes from me trying to make sure you have a nice experience reading my text, because you are one of few people who tries to understand this dilemma.
In some situations having no personality is a extremely good thing. for example i am awesome at settling disputes. i can understand and agree with both sides of an argument and can convince both parties to calm down and meet in the middle.
i can literally befriend anyone! i can be friends with a nazi, i can be friends with a punk, i can be friends with an extreme conservative and an extreme liberal person. i havent yet made any enemies.

>>729075471
Similar happened to me. Ditch it. You will feel like shit. I wanted to talk to her for a while because I didn't want to let go and she claimed to "want to be friends" but I stopped talking to her and feel better, believe me. Either cut down on it or stop seeeing her alltogether and find someone else.

Im lonely af I haven't seen my friends in a while, as a result all my confidence and sense of humor is gone.

>>729075888
you sound like one of my friends, that's odd. typing style and the experiences and everything.

>>729069043
thats not your pic..

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>>729060420
Im literally working out to prevent me from killing myself, i cant get over social awkwardness and im seriously starting to believe i shouldn't have been born in the first place fucking nothing about me is special and im doing this to make up for it.

>>729069043
thats glock teams pic u moron

My mom and grandmother were murdered a week ago and I just want to join them...

Dear waitress,i want to fuck your butt, hard.

>>729075844
What do you mean by cut down on it? If you mean hanging out, I haven't hung out with her since that day. I wouldn't be able to bring myself to do that yet, maybe in a few weeks but def not now

>>729076329
cut all the contact with her. I haven't spoken to someone which did something similar and I've been feeling better. the best is finding someone else to talk to or emptying your feelings and talking to someone. But that was in my case.

>>729075579

Don't worry, I understood just fine (and if not, it's because it's almost 3 AM in here). Anyhoo, I can see why you feel like this. I don't have much resembling advice for this case, but if you truly love her, you can always try to be straight with this, given she returns the feeling.

I was in a similar situation not long ago and I regret not being a little more sincere or willing to talk things plainly.

>>729075701

Don't fret, as of right now, I am understanding you just swell.

I guess you can at least enjoy a chunk of this situation. Glad to see it's not all bad.

>>729075888

Sorry to hear, anon. If you don't mind me asking, why is it you haven't seen your friends?

>>729076167

I am sorry you feel this way, but at least you're trying to remedy it. Physical exercise always helps you improve. How long have you been at it? Did you just start?

>>729076186

That's horrible, anon. I am truly sorry to hear that. Do you want to talk about it?

>>729060420
>love girl
>girl loves me
>dated on and off
>literally the only thing that matters to me
>has mental health issues
>self harms when it gets bad
>bad anxiety
>Police officer stepdad
>lawyer mom
>hugely overprotective so i barely see her but every once in a while i see her and its the craziest shit ive ever experianced
>total sexual deviant
>also an identical twin
>suicidal mostly because of her aniexty and how much she worries

love this girl more than anything in the world and she loves me back but the world keeps coming Inbetween.

>>729076585

That must be rough, anon. In which situations can you see her? Classes? Group of friends?

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>>729076467
>>729076167

Ive been at it for a long time but never truly knew wtf i was doing, seeing my exs face again drove me absolutely berserk and i have since begun training again simply because i felt inspired to.

Now i have lost 10 pounds remarkably fast in a singly month, but its not enough i want to be as fit as i was in high school again and im determined to get there no matter what it takes.

>>729076467
>That's horrible, anon. I am truly sorry to hear that. Do you want to talk about it?

There's really not much to talk about... My mom was my rock through all of life's b.s. and now she's gone.

I can barely function, I'm in debt up to my eyes and I just want out

>>729060420
I think I'm starting to hate my girlfriend.
>I can't have any time by myself, she texts me all day long, and gets mad when I don't text back even when I'm at work.
>If I hang out with friends she ignores me.
>If I hang out with friends after her I'm in trouble
>If I hang out with friends before her I'm in trouble
>She's a child, pouts and gets upset over the lamest things.
>She hounds on me for spending money, yet goes and blows almost all her paychecks on shoes or clothes or some stupid girl shit(she still lives at home so no bills)
>We can't have intelligent conversation, and almost every other word she says "like" when she tries to explain something to me
>If I say I don't want to do something, I never hear the end of it.

>>729076585
>Identical twin
>Police officer dad
>Lawyer mom

Holly shit anon do you live in texas by any chance?

>>729076712
Im in the Air Training Corps so i see her at events from time to time maybe 5 or 6 times a year like next weekend is shooting so she'll be there but she goes to a different school. ive seen her at home a couple times and her parents were starting to like me but she ran up a big ass phone bill like huge huge bill talking to me everyday on the phone and now im under the impression that for some reason the parents dont trust me anymore, shes said this to me and its tearing her up because she wants to do well for her parents.

>>729076957
I'm worth more dead than alive anyway...

>>729076467
i'm planning to ask her best friend because she wants us to get together, if not fuck it I'm already planning something for next week with her. I will ask her straight up, hopefully it doesn't go to shit. Wish me luck anons.

>>729075033
I appreciate it Anon. Thanks for the guidance.

>>729060420
I miss my father

>>729077028
sadly not my friend im a UK fag.

>>729076437
I haven't hit her up since then either. It's just her hitting me up on Snapchat lol... but it sucks because I can't really talk to my good friends about it because they can't relate to what's going on or they just simply try to change the subject.

But I understand what you mean, that's what I did with other girls in the past, just avoiding them completely helped me move on. Idk if it's because it happened recently or because she's different but I can't find it in my heart to do so (my mind is logical and would want to ignore but my emotions are playing with me I think)

>>729077116
Good luck to you then kind anon, love her tenderly

>>729077174
always.

>>729075291
Thanks, Anon.

Nah it's treatment for major depressive disorder. I "self-medicate" with alcohol according to doctors. Kind of stupid to use a depressant to treat depression. I don't really get why I'm addicted to it, but I most definitely am.

I started drinking heavily after a relationship failure.

Also, believe it or not, they do have pills to treat alcoholism. And I'd agree that that is pretty weird indeed.

Thanks for that, Anon.

I'm a bisexual guy, my best friend is a straight guy. I've known him over a year and we're close enough we may as well be brothers. I started talking to him in the first place because I thought he was cute and I still have never gotten over my crush on him. I feel like if he was into guys then he'd be the perfect boyfriend for me. I honestly would rather be over my crush on him than him be into me, though. It's nice having a friend that I'm this close to.

>>729060420
Fair to midland.

On paper, my life is great. I'm in my early twenties, almost done with a marketing degree and already have some very nice job openings lined up. I'm also decent looking, and people seem to like me a lot, and they generally want to be around me. I've had a lot of sex with many different girls, but never really anything serious because I have major intimacy issues. Not in a physical way, but I struggle at an emotional level.

I don't really ever trust anyone with my emotions, and when someone asks me how I feel about anything, my mind litterally goes blank and I just give the answer I think they want to hear. It's not a huge deal I guess, but it makes me feel very empty at times, and sometimes lonely. I'm very emotionally closed off, and it's a struggle. I even struggle to express myself to my closest friends and family, and when I think about it, I don't think I can remember the last time someone asked me how I felt and I was honest about it.

I'm HIV positive but haven't told anyone. The thrill of having bareback sex and infecting people really gets me off.

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>>729060420
I've barked up the wrong fucking tree one too many times
>meet cute chick through dumbass 'friend' I hate
>pretty sure she's into me, want to take it slow, been a few days
>one awesome night we're all hanging out, dumbass friend: "Hey you two should hook up, anon totally has a crush on you"
>"No [dumbass friend] I have a boyfriend"
>like fuck why didn't she tell me this? fuck me

>>729060420
Things are going really well. Thank you for asking, OP.

>>729077610
give the only anon on 4chan who doesnt have issues a cake rn

>>729077610
what the fuck are you doing in this shithole?

>>729076898

Nice to see you're determined. Hang in there, anon.

>>729076957

Of course. I cannot be any real help, but I am here if you need to vent or anything. I really hope it all works out for you.

>>729077024

Sounds awful, anon. As obvious as this sounds, have you thought of talking seriously with her?

>>729077039

Well, if it's just about the bills, maybe you can get their trust back. You don't even seem sure it ever was lost. Any hopes of being with her on a more permanent way, in the foreseeable future?

>>729077068

That's the spirit, anon. I hope it goes well.

>>729077299

Nice dubs. If anything, you could always insist on looking for more help for the alcoholism. Hang in there.

>>729077330

Must be rough, anon. Give it some time, it's bound to pass, and you'll have a friend for life.

I hate my job, my wife bores the fuck out of me, and my children are a burden.

>>729078023
keep trucking dude, you can do it


porn is a universal good just keep it private

I'm shaking nervous about the whole North Korean nuclear test and possible US strike, even though logically I know I'll be safe regardless since I'm in Ohio. And the odds of NK even attacking SK are slim.

But I'm still anxious as hell.

>>729060420
I want my gf to dump me, but she never will.

>>729077938
phone bill anon here, yeah ive never wanted any woman more in my life, i dont know what it is about her but its different, ive been with other women and its not even close to how i feel with her, its crazy but i wanna look after her and help her achieve everything she wants in life, shes really good at singing and takes part in contests for it all the time, its a really complicated situation, if i had a job id pay off the bill myself but thats not something i can do right now.

I hate these fucking assholes that post NYPA after every god damn post

My neighbor's 12 year old daughter likes to play with herself in her tree fort and she knows I can see her do it. I want to show her enough interest that she'll continue to do that untill she turns 18 and I can break my dick off in her but not so much that law enforcement gets involved.

I want to kill myself

>>729078589
why?

>>729077477

Must be rough, anon. I am sorry you feel like that. Have you talked about this with anyone, at all? You say you're not sincere with your friends, but have you ever adressed the issue, in the slightest? Or with a psychologist?

>>729077506

>>729077506

Assuming this is true, refer to pic related. You probably won't care, but I am disappointed in you.

>>729077579

Sorry to hear, anon. It's funny, I see this kind of thing happen too often, lately, to many people...

>>729077610

Nice to hear. Keep it up, my man!

>>729078589
well, here i am, a random stranger on the internet who cares enough to ask whats up? so anon whatcha thinking?

>>729078576
what?

>>729078023

I am sorry you feel like that. What is the situation exactly, if you don't mind me asking?

>>729078395

That's beautiful, anon. I have no clue how you could make this situation easier, but I want to believe it will work out in the end. Have hope.

>>729077506

Can't upload pic like I said, so just refer to >>729071024

>>729078966
(phone bill anon) ty man i think it will work out too somehow.

>>729078661
Been thinking about maybe seeing a psychologist for a while regarding the issue, problem is I can't afford it atm. As for talking about it with others, I haven't tried that in a while. Might have something to do with previous trauma when I've tried to open up and just gotten completely shut down, so I've just shut down and locked everything up inside, and I struggle to get it out again. I'm just not comfortable with it.

That being said though, it's not a huge issue for me. I don't have much to complain about other than the occational sleepless, thoughtful night. Thanks for replying!

>>729078657
>>729078687
Because I hate myself and I'm a waste of money, time, and energy

fuck niggers

>>729079410

I'm glad it isn't that bad for you, anon. I hope you can work it out someday.

Personal opinion time: don't know how old are you, but if you're over 30, don't fall for the "I'm too old to change" meme. I've seen many people fuck their lives because of this.

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>>729079559
Pic related describes me, I'm 19 (In a month)

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Is it acceptable at some point to tell a friend "you don't have it that bad"?

>>729080330

I am sorry you feel like that, anon. If it's worth anything, I'm here if you need to talk,

Just got back from a 3+ hour 1 on 1 with a coworker I have romantic interests in. She seems confused, and to be honest I haven't been direct or abrubt about it.

t. Millenials unwilling to "let it happen" ("IT" being genuine intimacy).

>>729081445

It's almost 4 AM here, so forgive me for being dense. What exactly happened with this coworker? Sex? Meaningful sex? Emotional connection?

I just don't get your slang.

>>729081612

Nah, we're coworkers... about 6 months... she's mid 20's, and I'm early 30's. We've gone out a few times, just drinks and concersation (tragic friend zone, but different). She thinks she's ugly (and by hollyjew standards she's a solid 5-6, as am I). Problem with the attractivity scale is that noone is willing to accept it... 4's think they're 6's etc... (symptomatic of our degenerate modern society). We connect, and I'm just going to keep pressing. If it feels right I'll be aggressive, but she's not ready yet.

Young well paid professionals unwilling to jeapoardize their "careers" (what a fucking joke).

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I have this friend who complains that the boy she likes doesn’t give her attention.

The same boy he’s been with for the past two and a half months or so. Having a standart relationship but without defining themselves as a couple because of reasons. And this boy tends to either be extremely busy or disappear for days… Buut most of his available time, goes to her. “Not as much as she’d like”, she says, but more than anyone else gets from him. At the same time, this girl is having the same deal with two other boys. And she has on speed dial like two or three more guys who she can call anytime and get sex, cuddles, or whatever she’s needing, physically and emotionally.

In the meantime, I’ve had a huge crush on this same girl for the last six months, unable to forget her because she’s a big part of my life, right now. And for the life of me, I cannot get another girl, I am a complete failure when it comes to romantic or sexual stuff, and I’ve been on a dry spell since January 2015, aside from a hooker I was with last summer (which wasn’t that good). I have fucked up the few opportunities I’ve had with any girl in this time, and I’m starting to believe that this girl is lowkey using me as her emotional napkin.

In the meantime, there’s this other female friend who has been struggling with a phobia of intimacy (physical and emotional) during a very long time. And the only two people she has had feelings for in seven years did not return their feelings. And she is able to love, but unable to express it.

But the first girl still complains. And insists that her situation is really awful.

And I want to be a good friend and accept that she’s having a rough time or whatever, but it really pains me and makes me mad that she tries to pass her situation as a tragedy. Or, even worse, I’m just a resentful little shit because she’s not into me.

Pic related is for me.

>>729082173

It seems you really have it sorted out. I hope it goes well for you, anon.

>>729082356
Thanks, sure doesn't feel like it though. That nervousness that is associated with uncertainty never goes away. If anything it is amplified when 100k+ salaries could potentially be on the line (since relationships could mean children ((I hope, personally))).

I dunno tbh, we seem to click... but 20-somethings are fucking stupid (I was) and don't realize what is staring them in the face because they haven't conceived of losing it yet. A very modern tragedy replaying itself over and over.

I used to have severe depression and ever since I was a kid I've had deep rooted trust issues, now I constantly feel like everyone I care about is just plotting to hurt me. I've had a girlfriend for about a year and I love her to death and now I feel like she's going to dump me because I'm fat and ugly. There's a dude that she hangs out with for 2-3 hours every day and he never talks to her while I'm there, and I think he likes her because of the way he acts around her. I was watching my girlfriend race in her track event and while we were talking I caught her staring at him while he was on the field, and she told her friend she thought he was pretty hot. Probably just gonna kill myself /b/

>>729083125

I am sorry to hear that, anon. Have you tried to talk about this with your gf?

If anything, before doing anything dangerous, please, consider calling a suicide hotline.

Me and this girl dropped acid last night and I was drunk so things get a bit fuzzy towards end of trip. But I come back to reality and am fingering her and feeling her all over. She ended up just wanting to sleep. I want to smash so bad, if taking acid is what it takes, consider me Ozzy Osbourne

I've been on meds for depression and anxiety for two years and the only people that know are my parents. I'm 20 and the issues have only gotten worse and I act like a zombie everyday, taking ritalin to do homework which increases my anxiety and eats me up on the inside everyday of my life and I still barely hang on. Only think that somewhat brings me comfort is ambien and dabs.

>>729083125
"Attractive" (according to jewish hollywood standards) people are fucking garbage tbh. These people are driven by two deadly vices... vanity and lust... which is why they end up single moms and fucking lonely... or basic bitch consumerists in marriages they hate with children they don't like. I don't have an answer anon. Your girlfriend is a ranch swinging piece of shit and you should seek out someone more aware of themselves, or commit to imoregnating and doninating her.

>>729084030
>ranch
branch**

Fucking tired of being a total fucking beta and want to finally grow a pair to ask out this girl I like when I clearly can tell she likes me also

>>729060420
aye, not sure how much longer I'm gonna last.

like dick, hate guys. trannys are nasty.

I live my life loving my gf but always wishing i had a guy friend to sit around with jerking/sucking eachother off.

my gf wont fuck because she was raped as a child and she just can't do it. and shes the only girl i could get.

i make less than minimum wage.

my life is amazing.

Looks like I might finally be moving out of my country after almost 10 years in this same tiny apartment, going to the same local dive and generally getting sick of my life. Kind of exiting as I thought I was going to die stuck in this routine.

>>729085035
You have to go back.

Drunk and on drugs. How is everyone else.

>>729084435
You might be gay

>>729085035
Story?

>>729085214
Go back where? Not sure what you mean.

>>729085469
>Story?

My family has some land in England that is finally selling to developers so my parents, who are my only family who live here in Toronto are going to buy a house there and go back there to retire. I have dual citizenship so I'm most likely going to go there as well seeing as all my extended family are there too and I don't want to be stuck here alone with only local barflies for company.

In the midst of trying to figure out how to get my shit life back on track someone came along and now my priorities are totally out of whack and I'm paranoid as fuck of ruining anything.

>>729085469
Like girls more than guys. I just like dick and want to play with not. Definitely not having sex with a guy.

I desire the willpower to lose this weight, but food is so damn good.

>>729086133
Just get really stressed out, it burns fat.

>>729086133
i feel you. I actually made the attempt to lose weight. Was really satisfied of where i was at.

then i ate good food again. Now I am 20 pounds heavier than I was before. went from 230 down to 150. now im 250.

>>729085933
I see, sounds interesting. What brought you guys out here in the first place?

>>729086034
Keep telling yourself that. Either gay or bisexual.

>>729086133
eat healthy food?

>>729060420
>>729060420

My niece is my perfect girl. She is my type of slut.

Both my parents do cocaine and its has changed them mentally and has permanently destroyed the emotions we all shared and I can't directly call them out because they go into straight denial and they take all my things away and tell my family lies about me then a couple days later they act as if nothing happened and I have a little brother I care about and don't know what to do...

>>729060420
Im empty,The only thing that i have emotions towards is a girl that doesn"t even know i exist

>>729086240

thinking about developing an adderal addiction mostly for the weight loss :/

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i really want best job ):

>>729086481
definitely bi, not denying my sexuality at all.

>>729085621
Trump meme. You're fucking new eh?

>>729086481
>I see, sounds interesting. What brought you guys out here in the first place?

I was actually born here but I'm not even really sure why my parents came here. I think my Dad was just kind of board or something. I've lived in England a few times before so I know what to expect. Lots of grey skies and rain! At this point I'd just take any opportunity for a change though and seeing as my parents are getting older and not going to be around forever I'd like to be able to be there for them.

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BEPIS

>>729086845
Oh yeah! Durr. Not so much new as heavily medicated right now.

>>729086964
I'm drunk as well.
>tfw not cuddling with 20 something coworker

>>729060420
I still love that bitch.... I'm afraid she won't love me......or won't love the same..... I want to have a family and job and friends and be rich and see the world and help others and make things really good.....but I'm also sad and want to shoot myself and just fade away like the stars and energy and pixie dust of the universe..... Where is God.... Where is my broken soul mate birch..... Where is riches.... Faith.... Salvation..... Halo.....

>>729086878
I see, legitimate reasons. Not sure I would trade Toronto weather for British weather. I like the sun. I hear its very humid in Toronto though.

My dad died a few weeks ago. We don't know if it was a suicide or an accident, and we'll probably never know. I've been a bit sad, but I honestly haven't cried once. See, he wasn't in my life at all these last few years. He was a deadbeat, an alcoholic, and a drug addict. He was also fucking nuts (like schizophrenic or something) and he was homeless at the time of his death.

I'm relieved that he's finally dead. Not because I have ill will towards him, but because I'm happy that he's no longer suffering.

>>729060420
I'm a piece of shit.

>>729087760
Are you me?

>>729087477
Freezing in the winter and almost Tropical in the summer. I guess if I end up missing it I can always come back sometime. I'll be in the Dorset area in England where it's warmer in the summer. And trading the city air for the sea air doesn't sound so bad right about now.

>>729060420
FUCK! I think the relationship with my gf is going to the tash can again... She seems bored and I don´t know how to chat with her again. I prefer takl to her personally but shes away i we're going into a routine again.

>>729060420
I need help recovering from a bad first impression with a woman

>>729060420
We are a perfect match for each other.

Why the fuck did you have to go and have kids with two motherfuckers

>>729060420
I would have treated you right. You never gave me a chance.

I cheated my gf by asking nudes to a stranger girl. I showed her my dick twice. It eats my concious but i won´t tell her.
Is it bad?

Fucking awesome guys. I'm going to Korea and as long as nukes don't fly I'll be studying Korean further there in Seoul for 2 months for free.

My gf says imma child but she's very grumpy.

She doesn't like the way i have fun.

Issa knife

>>729060420
Haven't left the house in 5 months, besides that pretty good I guess.

>>729088054
Yeah city air is shit. Would trade for country air though. Not sure about sea air.

Winters here make a man out of you though. Living in the prairies will do that to you. In fact I'm pretty sure its snowing like a motherfucker right now. Visit the West coast if you haven't already, totally different atmosphere, climate, living conditions... everything.

>>729060420
I just spent the last two hours mapping my goddamn xbox one controller to my keyboard and mouse so I can replay morrowind without shitty WASD controls. So i feel l33t hax for finally getting everything right but fuck was that frustrating. not to mention all the viruses i probably have now thanks to fake xpadder bullshit. joytokey ftw.

I was pretty much abused, not sexually, all my life by my mom who was borderline, and by my stepfather who is judgemental as fuck and thinks everyone should be perfect because he thinks he is perfect, from around 8 to 14 years old I was pretty much neglected by my mom because of her prescription drugs, she'd lay in bed most of the day, she'd only get out of her room at night to see my stepfather and cuss shit at me, once she tried to stab me with a fork, and there was this one time where it was late at night and I had to pee so bad, I went to the bathroom and found my mom cutting her arms and face with razorblade, also she went through psychiatric hospitalization around 4 times throughout my childhood, by the time I was around 14 years old I moved to live with my granny who was the best person in the world, she was sweet, but the damage was already done, I was an asshole to her, and I regret her death to this day, there was just do much I could have done, I could at least treated her better, after her death my mom and stepfather came to live in her house with me, she wouldn't treat me just as bad but we had some arguments sometimes, shit was calm, until I started dating this chick after school, I was around 19 and she was 14 at the time we started dating, she was around sef-harming, depressive, kind of girl, really needy, which to me was fine cuz I am needy too, and that's where the problems surfaced, I had already been smoking like a goddamn chimney at the time and drinking a lot, Altough drinking was never really my thing, then I started snorting cocaine, caught up in it really quick, my addiction lasted about a whole year until I was brave enough to look myself in the mirror and realize that there was something wrong, by this time the fights were pretty constant with that chick I was dating, I blame it on my fucked up personality and addiction, quite some time after that my mom passed away due to pulmonary emblolism, I found her in her bed, (cont.)

>>729087760
>I'm relieved that he's finally dead.
Weird perspective anon. My dad is still alive and I'm looking forward to his death. He worked 2nd shift at a box factory for my entire childhood, but somehow found the time to attens my little bothers highschool baseball games. Pretty weird right? So he's been having seizures since I was in the 7th grade... and I'm now 32 and don't speak to him. I drowned myself in work and moved to another state (twice). I just want him to die so I can smile really big at his funeral. I'm also not procreating EXPLICITTLY to end his genetic lineage.

Point being, not knowing your dad isn't completely shitty.

>>729089170
>disliking WASD
how much dick do you suck exactly?

>>729089248
(Cont.) At the time I didn't know what to do so I called my asshole stepfather who tried to resuscitate her until the ambulance arrived just to tell us the obvious which crashed my world apart, I was dealing with grief when my ex's grandmother died too, which pretty much shattered our relationship, just 1 or maybe 2 months later we broke up, today I feel like a complete fucking failure, I still live with my stepfather, because he promised my mom that he wouldn't leave me alone in the world, and I haven't completely overcame the death of my grandmother and my mom neither, I still miss my ex girlfriend, Altough it has been a fucking year that we broke up, and a whole year that I've been fired from my last job too, I'm pretty much lost, I don't have a solid objective in my life and I feel like everyone around me is a slithering snake

>>729060420
I've lost faith in everything.
I hate myself and everything conected to me.
Leave me alone

>>729089508
hey i put in my fucking time with WASD beating morrowind max difficulty. Now I just want some other directions to move besides up, down, left, right

so to answer your question: red mountains of cock daily

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>>729060420
thoughts of suicide are one of the only things I find comforting now and that doesn't even concern me

>>729090299
having an easy button for life is comforting, nothing wrong with that imo

>>729089921
You should check out erotic asphyxiation and eventually get a bone from killing yourself

>>729089829
>>729089248
Sounds like a shitty situation.

As for feeling like a failure, I highly doubt that any of that was under your control. No one was to blame, anon. Your stepfather sounds alright if he tried to resuscitate your mom and told her he wouldn't leave you, I don't know the whole story with that though.

Any reason you think everyone is a snake?

As for a solid objective start with something small like going to the gym or for a walk for 20 mins a day. Just build your way up until you have a more solid grasp on your life.

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>>729060420
Girlfriend of 5 years is incapable of a sexual relationship. Every time we talk about it, she cries, and I give up trying to talk about it.

I keep holding out and hoping that she somehow magically changes. I stay with her because I can't bear the thought of her discovering her sexuality with another guy.

i hate dogs.

On my 17th birthday fucked my friends younger sister (15) in ever way possible over the course of one night.

My friends and I were camping and making a night of it with some shitty beers, she didn't have any cause her brother wouldn't let her. When then night died down and people went into their tents she and I were the only ones up, I gave her a can of beer and an hour later with two beers in her I was fucking her brains a few dozen yards from the camp site.

My friends nephew is my son and no one but his sister and I know.

so I think I've come to terms with my loneliness, I've decided to focus my efforts on being a good son-brother-uncle and citizen.

>>729060420
Women don't deserve to have rights

>>729090445
actually that does make sense.. never really thought about it like that.

>>729091230
Y?

>>729090854
>fuck man
I'm almost in the same boat as you. My girlfriend of almost 4 years was raised in a strong Christian home and getting a handjob is starting to be a chore. She promises if we get married it'll he better but who's to say. I don't want to break up with her but I feel like I'm wasting my time sometimes.

>>729091300
what the fuck, I'm having so much trouble understanding this. the last sentence made things really confusing

>>729091588
Are you christain also? Why go with a christian GF if you don't share the same values?

I don't seed my torrents..

>>729091549
too much work, no real payoff. i know how parents who have a retard kid feel like.

>>729090692
>>729089829
>>729089248


Didn't think someone would actually have the time to read my shit, thanks anon

I don't hate my stepfather, he's just an asshole sometimes, I can cope with that

I used to go to the gyn until I ran out of money =/


And I'm too socially anxious right now to go jogging or whatever

I'm trying to work that out tough

The only shitty situation in my life now is that of my ex, I mean, she was my only solid relationship, we stayed together for 3 years, I just miss her sometimes you know, Altough we went through a lot of shit, I miss the good days, the way she talked to me, the way she looked at me, the way she kissed me, not to mention the sex... I pretty much go to night every day thinking about her, cuddling in bed with her, and not to have that, it feels so empty...

>>729091746
kys

>>729091746
Damn anon...
So you wanna talk about it?

>>729091597
>>729091300

I think I get it now. You got the sister pregnant that night?

I'm a disgusting tranny and I plan to kill myself soon.

>>729091658
Far from it, I think getting into it I didn't realize how religious she really was. She's tried getting me to change over but im just not a spiritual person and it always brings up fights every time we talk about it.

>>729091858
livestream?

>>729091749
Get a smarter dog! I hate small dogs. But my Shepherd is my best friend and it's honestly spooky how smart she can be sometimes.

>>729091819
I mean.. I will occasionally if a torrent has low seeders. But most of the time I don't because it raises chances of being caught. I also have to conserve data usage as I can't use a massive amount each month.

>>729091858
Pics?

>>729091597

I got my friends younger sister pregnant and asides from her I'm the only one that knows I'm the father of her son.

>>729091941
i dont have any dogs myself, but my family has several that i get stuck having to take care of. they are all pointless.currently watching my parents great Pyrenees. smart dog but still annoying

>>729091858
Pics naow.

>>729091912
I will if I get the balls to do it.

>>729092124
I can't get any sort of medical stuff for it so you'd be a faggot jerking off to a guy.

>>729092302
It is what it is. Accept it or do something about it. That's the bottom line man.
>>729092314
All I gotta do is feed my dag and give her water. She doesn't need anything other than that.

>>729092435
Do it anyway

>>729092435
Im just curious as to how "Disgusting" you are. Most peoples perceptions of them selves are far off in the negative so I doubt you are as ugly as you think. +there is always someone that will find you attractive.

I want to murder someone. I might actually do it, but I don't particularly want to get caught. I tried to talk to a therapist about it but it didn't get very far before she started asking specific questions and threatened to report me if I was planning anything.

I haven't left my apartment in over a year because of my anxiety and depression. I've also gained over 100 lbs during that period.

I've been pissing myself at night for the past couple weeks now and I'm afraid to get help because that means I'd have to go outside.

I'm fucked.

>>729092086
Ah so that's fine, I don't do it because I don't really give a fuck about it kek

>>729092670
Try to find a different therapist. It took some time but I finally found one I knew I could tell almost anything. Obviously don't talk about plans. Just thoughts you may have in your head.

>>729092799
If you live in my area we can hang out :> im in 85208/85120 zip

>>729092884
I could tell her nearly anything. But my state laws say that she immediately has to report anything even coming close to it.

>>729092502

She doesn't want anything from me and has raised him into a pretty good kid with loads of help from her parents. He turned 19 last year and from what she says hes doing well in college.

If she ever sends him my way and he wants me in his life I will be but the reason shes never told anyone was because her father would have probably straight up murdered me. Hes been dead a few years now and she didn't tell anyone so I think shes happy with things the way they are.

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>>729092556
Here, but like I said I'm basically just a guy at this point, no feminine penis, no tits, no ass. Literally just a disgusting guy that no straight guy could ever love.