can we get a feels thread going? i rarely cry and i challenge

>>728838787
>i rarely cry
>i cry
fag

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bump, this pic always gets my feelies going because I will never have a life like this

>>728838787
https://discord.gg/cMD2Vch

anything in particular you wanna talk about?

>>728838787
https://discord.gg/cMD2Vch

>>728839000

Checked.

Where is that? NYC?

>>728839342
>https://discord.gg/cMD2Vch
Don't join. This is aids.

>>728839967
just general feels ig
im guessing you dont actually care whats wrong so

>>728840193
yessir

>>728840570
im always curious to hear the story of someone as sad as me, and I have no one to talk to anyway so what's up?

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>>728841356
Ow :(

https://discord.gg/MrnWd9k

Stopped talking to my oneitis a few months back. Seen her a few times because we share the same friend group, saw her a few nights ago. She also texted me twice last night but didn't respond, still curious as to why. Still hate her

There, I did my fair share of dumping. But.. haven't you all realized just how fucked we all are? Well never be able to speak about our feels with our friends lest we be outcasted as a pussy.

Well never get these feels off our chest, at least in person. We're all fucked, guys.

>>728841786
I talk about it a lots of times with my best friend but doesn't really help in any way rly, there is nothing anyone could say to make me feel or think differently about stuff

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>>728841636
I fucking gave it up. Like a guy who won the lottery and didn't know what the fuck to do with the prize. Why why why did I just give it up...

>>728841786

I dry hump my pillow while crying myself to sleep, and that works out fine for me.

Any one want to talk , one sad bro to another ?

>>728841786
You're not alone in this.

>>728842239
How are things anon?

I actually hope she will overcome me and find somebody better. I would destroy her by just being myself.

>>728842092
I haven't seen this gifs in years. Damn it, I used to post this on facebook and tumblr. Back when I was very suicidal, I'm still am though.

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How you doing, anon?

>>728842542
I'm kinda glad you haven't. I hope you are getting sleep and eating anon.

once tried suiciding by alcohol poisoning, sadly it didn't work out.. still makes me wonder what would have happened to my dudes once they would have known I succeeded

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>>728841987
I try, but I guess people don't get it. I got Feels cause... well, let's just say I don't have much going for me. And this chick, this girl... she liked me back and I fucking didn't go for it she was perfect and great and now she's gone, in another relationship. And I'm all alone.

Has this happened to any other /b/ros?

>>728843270
Yes. Yes. Anon. Please tell me more. I empathize.

>>728841296
Well then you can only accept it.

>>728841071
the reason why i made the thread is>>728841636

>>728841528
This post is a good post. Gj anon for not posting some there is only one girl college story

>>728838787
I can feel addiction starting and I have no idea how to stop it.

my real father is a cunt and i havent seen him in years, my stedad is a cunt and he keeps leaving off and on, im unemployed, spend most of my free time on my pc either watching movies, 4chan or gaming w/ a small group of friends, and im too scared to die to try and remove myself. Im so fucking lonely. i have no one.

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>>728843573
Well, there's this group I'm in. I'm that guy, yknow, the new one. And in that group was this girl. Her name was Shaylee. Shay and I have known each other for a long time, but we never really interacted.

Last year, around November ish, we started getting close. Talking, etc, but always something between us. Then one day, we were doing this flirting thing and... something changed. She let down those barriers. I got to her. But I did what every other anon on here has. I fucking ignored her. And she couldn't stay on me for long.

November and December were prime time flirting. And had I continued, this post may never have happened. But, I didn't...

Ever feel what it's like to have happiness, and to have it suddenly snatched away from you?

And from there on, she was gone. Just like that. I finally confessed my feelings, but it may as well been a brick wall I was talking to. Now she's in love with someone else.

And me?

I'm all alone.

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After me and my wife cheated on eachother and are still together I still bang my twin side chicks. Pretty sure all three love me. It is what it is.

>>728845561
Did you get bored of flirting? Like it was a mask you were putting on?

>>728841743
why do you hate her?

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i have felt very numb for over a year but this goddam show made me cry multiple times. fuck this show its too good.. brings back way way too many memories, or potential memories...

>>728845362
fuck dude that was great.

>>728842378
Sorry for slow reply but shit haha , yourself ?

>>728847445
Led me on, let me do everything to her except fuck her, has mental issues and took it out on me, countless insults, got with one of my friends when she told me she can't be with anyone. She's a fucked up person and always plays the victim.

https://youtu.be/CZXNuT-4Ybw

Genuinely good feels song

>>728848899
checked
i listen to either WOODKID, rhcp or old feely songs like hotel california and california dreamin

>>728838787
Your isp and government are monitoring your internet activity. This is how you stop them http://www.deleteip.com

>>728849406
i aint clickin that shit boi

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Does anyone feel like they're not actually living, or like they're not real? As if their just a character in a game? And as time progresses so does the story of nothingness? I feel like everything is already set for what will happen in life and there is no way to stop the inevitability of it. Life just drones on and Always feel like I'm an outsider taking part, like a player in game but not actually experiencing anything. As if I have no choice in anything, and that no matter what I do nothing can change the course of what is to come, who to love or anything. Because I truly feel emotionless, like a player playing a game

>>728847748
Just trying to keep up with school. Why do you feel like shit?

>>728849340
Found this not too long ago and it always brings back some sad-ass memories... Thought I'd share so maybe it can help some other people out.

Navi shit is a lil bit jarring though

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>>728839000
lol that looks pretty shitty tbh.

https://discordapp.com/channels/300819191991369729/300819191991369729

started a discord the other day for another sad anon, whoever wants to join should come

>>728846535
Sorry, Anon, I am doing stuff, why I took long.


And it wasn't that I was tired of flirting, but rather that I am so mentally incompetent that I recognized that she wanted me but I was too afraid to go for it. Ik, every other anon is like this, but it was that I knew it but didn't proceed. And now she's gone. And, anon, I really do appreciate it. From one man to another.

>>728848899

https://youtu.be/NULM5vjPzAI

Good feels Artist.

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>>728841636
Shit happened to me once. Not because I didn't take a chance. I just fucked my chance up. Six months later I here my name called and broke my gaze with the sidewalk to see who it was. I saw someone wave in the distance, in arms with someone I didn't recognize, smiling.
That shit was the cherry on the shit Sunday which was my life at that time.

>>728839000
>I'll never get to live in a trendy, overpriced, comfy bloc.

>>728841356
? Sounds like they miss Jr. high.
Wtf, jr high was weak as shit. Petty as fuck everything, and all the red hot summer night sex is uncomfortable. I'll take a winter / fall snow day on a white overstuffed comforter, with the winters cracked and the heat on.

Thank you all for this, I needed to just let loose tonight and this honestly really helped

Anon, do not be suicidal over a girl (or anyone else for that matter): it's not that important. I've had everything I ever wanted in life including a constant stream of sexy girlfriends. I've been on over 70 medications, electroconvulsive therapy and iv ketamine therapy, survived two suicide attempts by od last year. Spent a combined 2 weeks in a coma and i only managed to kick heroin/fentanyl and benzos a couple months ago after 6 years of addiction. Loneliness will always find you whether you're alone or not. If your sadness is circumstantial like because of being single, consider yourself very lucky. That has a possible solution.

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I've felt horrible for a long time. There was this one girl let's call her Emma, Emma and I got along very well when we met. I've gotten so close to her months later we basically know each other inside out., she dated this dude for a good few months, pressing down my emotions and trying to help her establish her relationship with anon, she didn't know I had feelings. Eventually came the time she couldn't control him and I stopped helping, I told Emma how I feel about her, she felt the same. She moves away soon enough, let's say 5 months to know each other, and still talk everyday. We used messenger apps to keep up, but she said she couldn't date due to her not being able to see me anymore, moving 500 miles away. The chats eventually died down with me feeling like a sack of shit and her disappearing from all her social accounts she reached to me from.

Other than that, something similiar happened to me in 7th grade, but the girl didn't care about me.

>>728841528
>Biggest, bravest most realest father a boy could ask for
>make a fuck ton of mistakes in life, generally retard.
>dad still there for me
>32 years later, dad suffered heart attack for 24hours, and lived.
>"a lot of tests need to be done, 3 stints, and have a talk about life style change
>Father and I in hospital room, no one else.
>Anon, Thanks for coming up to see me, means a lot.
>tears queuing up in his eyes.
>"I'm so scared"
>I bite my lip and keep a straight face but my eyes start burning, welling up with tears.
>I tried to give him shit, break his balls a little, like always.
>"Anon....I'm scared as hell."
>Levee breaks, haven't cried in years, feel all of that like a weight crushing me with the power of the oceans. It felt so good to let that out. Give me old man a hug in his hospital bed, tears raining.
>door starts to open
>stand up, wipe face and sniffle a bit
>Give dad the nod and some eye contact and tell him I'll come see him after work.

Still get teary eye recollecting that moment. Never seen my dad weak, never saw him cry, never saw him not banter and bullshit with me. I saw he's not immortal, breaks my heart.

>>728841460
This
This is me.

>>728851325
What if it's more than that, anon? And you have no control over what's going on? I don't mean to be/sound pessimistic, but some of us can't stop the shit storm no matter what effort we put into it.
Its funny though, I used to come to these threads with what i was dealing with and hardly got responses. And it was never just over a girl. It was a bit of everything, happening all at once. I just lurk now mostly.

>>728852247
Lurking sometimes is the way to go.

Thing is, >>728851325, being single fucking sucks. It's not wanting sex. It's not even wanting someone to show off. It's that want that someone can tell you that no matter what L's life throws at you, you can take them.

When you're single, it's really you against the world.

>>728852247
Oh I don't have any answers my guy. I still fantasize about killing myself all the time. But i guess i suggest doing whatever you can to get a fresh start. Move to another town, pursue your interests, and do whatever it takes to make you like yourself more

>>728852786
I didn't mean to make it sound trivial, being single and lonely is a special kind of hell. I just think it's important not to over-romanticize relationships because they never really measure up to high expectations.

>>728852786
I guess, it was just hard because no one would listen. Not my friends, (who have mostly grown away from me now), and not fellow anons.
It was rough.
So I stopped posting and pretty much did what >>728852794 said. Currently looking to move to a new town and save up money to start a drift car/play music/fish. Dont really want to kill myself anymore, but I do quite often feel alone.

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>>728838787
>>728838895
Ok

>>728841786
Therapy nigga

>>728845362
Still can't read the story of 8pints, reminds me too much of my brother.

Seeing people feel the way i do about some shit makes me feel a fuck ton better.
It's all so relatable as fuck. Thanks, /b/.

>>728850166
>every other anon is like this

nigga, I have a wife and kids because of your exact situation, except I continued flirting. hell bro, I'm like an alternate universe you.

>>728854271

I just... I just wished I had the balls to do it, you know? I want a wife and kids. That's the dream.

>>728854567
It's always been my dream, and I acted on it.
been married 15 years now
Oldest kid, my son, is 10

I have a good life, a great girlfriend, a good house, friends, a good life... But why is it that I still hate myself. I'm smart, but I feel like people hate me because of that, I feel like my friends are fake, and they don't actually like me, they just pretend. Why do I feel like that /b/ros? Why do I feel so lonely, all the time. Why is it that anytime I drive I have this overwhelming urge to pull the wheel? Why do i do this to myself? I can't interact correctly with others because every time I try to talk to new people, i get physically ill. I hate myself because of that. I don't know why my girlfriend still likes me, but she's the only one that keeps me grounded to the little footing I have left. Why am I like this /b/ros?

only reason why you anons shouldn't consider killing yourself

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TbLl7S10rCA

I'm a fucking mess guys. Can't even be in love no more.

3 years ago
>Met gril
>hit it off amazingly
>Makes me feel like never before
>Catch her kissing some nigger week later

Fucking hell, try to trust someone after that

Now I met a very sweet girl, we get along great. Don't do anything with it but dwell, she brings it all back :(

>>728855931
You lost your mind after 1 week? are you 12?

>>728856102
Sorry, I'm retarded at communicating and the late hour doesn't help.

We spent a good while well, officious (just messing around and shit) for a few months and eventually we make it official if you will. Then the week later i get that. Nothing tells me that it wasn't happening earlier.

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>>728838787
I cry because of depression.
I cry for no appropriate reason.
I hate this shit.
I just get really sad out of nowhere for a few days at a time.
No reason except that I have a chemical imbalance somewhere in my body/brain.
I'm engaged to a woman that loves me, I have at least two of everything that I really want, I live in the fucking future, and I cry like a bitch about it as if I had an actual reason.
Life is grand and I want nothing more than to stop feeling this way. It's fucking debilitating.
I took meds for a while but I felt like I was having emotions that weren't really mine and that made me borderline suicidal so I had to stop. I've put my pistol to my head too many times because of them. Never did that before I was prescribed medication. Never thought about suicide as often as I did when I was on them, either.
I just want to stop hurting the people I love because I feel the way I do.
I have to keep my mouth shut to avoid saying awful things and when I do people ask me why I'm so quiet.
"Just tired."

Fuck you, OP. Crying is lame.

alrighty, I'm going to get this thread up and going, does anyone here want a story?

>>728849692
Sometimes I think that all of this has already happened before and that it will keep happening forever.
Sometimes I think that the "life flashing before your eyes" thing is just like hitting rewind on the VCR/VHS and starting from the beginning again.
I don't really know though; haven't seen that part of the tape yet this playthrough. I suppose I'll never know.

>derealization
btw