Ask a terminal cancer case person anything.

What are you gonna do knowing ya ded

>>728746334
is that you cancerchan

>>728746727
Not much, in bed can't do anything really. I wished euthanasia were legal but sadly i have to go through all the 'journey'
>>728746783
No, that one is already dead

>>728746334
Are they going to ruin your last bit of time on earth pressuring you into doing chemo and shit, or are you gonna tell them to sit on it and spin, get prescribed some fentanyl, and fade into the empyrean?

How long do you have left?

>>728746334
already on opiates?

>>728746334
Have you made and started checking off your bucket list?

>>728747001
Well, the euthanasia is ilegal here, so i can't ask that kind of help. But i have hopes that someone can help me anyways. So i try to keep myself chill with the drugs they gave.
>>728747024
Doctors said i will not pass 6 months

burial or cremation? and why?

>>728746334
Have you got pussy before

I'm very sorry for your condition... I can sort of relate with your condition because, well, my uncle died of cancer a few months ago... Nobody should have to go through this, and I hope someday it can be easily cured. Just remember to thank your friends and family for all they've done for you, and give them a proper farewell. My uncle never got to truly say goodbye, and that actually saddens me....

>>728747150
Yeah, that's what keep me fine. It's darker but i can sleep well.
>>728747162
Not really man, good food would be good.
>>728747313
Cremation, not big deal, and they can spread me anywhere. Not matter stuff for me really.

>>728747374
No man.
>>728747452
Sorry for your uncle man, best wishes.
I have that on mind. They know how happy i'm for them.

>>728746334
What's your greates regret op?

>>728746334
Is there a part of you that considers this a huge relief? I'm in my 30's and I'm not a NEET or a virgin or anything like that but I just don't get anything out of any of this. I've always imagined that if I learned I was going to die, I would no longer have to worry about how to live, and that sounds peaceful.

>>728747642
>No man
how old are you op?

>>728746334

How old are you and how can I get cancer and die like you?

>>728747655
Nothing really. Maybe make more friends.
>>728747697
Well, not more pain. The treatment was painful.
And i really wanna just rest. I'm sad because will not hear any more music. Music is everything man.
>>728747819
19

>>728747989
Not sure man, everything gaves you cancer.
Just check news.
Why want die?

>>728747642
Thanks, man. I really do appreciate it. I'm glad you have that on your mind. If I was in your shoes, that'd definitely be one of the first things I'd want to do, no matter how heart wrenching it may be. I'd feel like it'd be best in the long run.

>>728748002
>Music is everything man.
What kind of music do you like? I'm a big music fan myself.

>>728748203
I'm a big fan of classic rock. Like Pink Floyd and Deep Purple. Open to hear new stuff.

>>728748203
Also what kind of music is your taste?

>>728748475
Indie rock fag mostly

Earthless - Lost in the cold sun

Great grooves if you can dig it

>>728748380
Me too! That stuff is great. I listen to lots of the old school classics. My interests in said classics can be attributed to my dad, honestly. Basically, when I was younger, my dad listened to classic rock from the 70's and 80's while my mom listened to country music... So, I went with my dad's music because I thought that was a hell of a lot cooler. I definitely don't regret it.

If you can transfer your brain in a computer and become a machine, would you do that?
I mean, not a japanese robot with missiles and cool stuffs, but just a thinking box with wheels

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>>728746334
Are you like about to die or like dead already, because that would fucking rock!

>>728748819
I'm listening, by far, i dig it.
>>728749242
Awesome man, seems like you got good influences
And which is your favorite band?
>>728749295
If i can disconnect me when i want i'll do it.
But i prefer rest honestly.
>>728749733
About man

>>728749295
Yeah and like, with a big metal boner! That would fucking rock!

>>728749939
So how will you know when you're all the way dead and will you keep posting, because that would SO fucking rock!

>>728749983
Thought not japanese.
>>728750093
Well, not sure if spirits can post on 4chan.

>>728750366
But what about dead guys? Can they post? I bet they can post CP and not even get banned. That would fucking rock!

Do you believe in an afterlife? Not necessarily heaven, but more that life goes on after death.

>>728749939
Depends on my mood. Sometimes I like AC/DC, sometimes I like Pink Floyd, sometimes I like Journey, sometimes I like Boston... etc, etc... It just depends on how I'm feeling. I don't really have a particular favorite. They're all unique for different reasons. What about you?

>>728751110
Some time ago i would say yes. But no, i don't think so. I like to imagine being traveling through space, watching all these magnificent stars and planets around. I will sleep just forever.
>>728751187
Boston and Floyd man, 'High Hopes' from Pink Floyd i love it. And 'Dust In The Wind' from Kansas, Boston would be 'Something About You'

>>728746334
Have you made peace with the end? Do you know any hippies? You should get ahold of some magic mushrooms. It really helps terminal patients cope with the transition.

Realize that both science and religion point out that death isn't the end. Matter can never be destroyed, so the matter that constitutes you will always exist, and it has always existed. And science doesn't know shit about consciousness and the human mind. And soon you'll know firsthand what it's like to cross over. If you're chilling, waiting around with a laptop or smartphone, read the Tibetan Book of the Dead. Prepare yourself for the transition.

Peace, and be prepared to see some crazy shit.

>>728751892
No man, not any hippie. But it would be amazing try one of those. I will search it right now.
Thanks man, best wishes.

at first this thread made me feel sad, then at peace for one reason or another. thank you. one day i'll see you on the other side op. godspeed :*)

>>728752266
See you on the other side. Hopefully.

>>728751734
Oh, those are excellent songs. The only one I haven't listened to on your list is High Hopes from Pink Floyd. Dust In The Wind? I remember the first time I learned of that song's existence... It was when we had to sing it in my choir class a few years ago. Good song. Loved it and still love it. A very depressing (but powerful) song.

>>728752886
You should check 'High Hopes' it's a very awesome song. With a powerful solo. A little bit sad.
'Dust In The Wing' It's a quite philosophic meaning song, and i love it that on that.

>>728752209
I saw your earlier response about an afterlife, and I wish there was a way for me to distill and condense what I've experienced and learned in such a way that I could share it with you. I think that reading the Tibetan Book of the Dead would be a good start. Death isn't the end, but it is a journey into the unknown. Hallucinogenics are a similar experience, a journey into the unknown, and people who consume mushrooms or lsd or peyote or dmt usually have a religious or spiritual experience. Sometimes they experience ego death, where they feel they are dead, or less than dead, like they don't exist at all. And they come out of the trip a completely reborn and changed person. People taking DMT all report the sensation of being teleported to the same alien landscape where they're surrounded by the same types of energy beings. This is most likely the Pleroma as described in Gnosticism, or Heaven as described in several religious texts.

I can't say for certain what you'll experience when you die. No living person can. But I can guarantee that death isn't the end. Maybe you will drift in space for thousands of years, or until you get bored, if it's even possible to get bored of observing pulsars and black holes and the birth of new stars. It sounds morbid, but you should be excited to experience death. Not suicidal, because life and the human experience are interesting and should be seen through until their natural end, but you should also be anxious for death. I hope that you're greeted to a warm reception once you cross over, and that you and I get the chance to meet. Maybe you can show me around and give me the tour.

>>728753334
Yeah, that's why I love Dust In The Wind, too. I love the message behind it. Songs that has deeper meaning behind them have always fascinated me. I'm listening to High Hopes right now. Really good song. I've always enjoyed Pink Floyd music for their philosophical meaning.

>>728753530
Also, check out Alan Watts. Everything of his is available on youtube

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aubozqj2YEM

>>728753530
Thanks for that man, very appreciated.
Let's see what happends at the end. Until my mind let me go through
>>728753845
If you can share some other song would be amazing man. I really love this music.

>>728754367
Yeah, me too. Have you ever listened to Pink Floyd's The Wall or Dark Side of The Moon? Those have got to be some of my favorite Pink Floyd albums.

>>728754124
Thank you very much for that.
I will seek the other vids. The message is real and it's gave in a funny way.
>>728754507
Well, Dark Side Of The Moon is one of my favorites, The Wall too, for that 'Comfortably Numb'

>>728755108
Yeah, definitely. Comfortably Numb is definitely one of my favorite songs in The Wall, along with Hey You, Another Brick In The Wall, and a few others I can't really think of right off the top of my head right now. I definitely enjoy the overall tone of Comfortably Numb, though. Very philisophical and... oddly peaceful. I don't know, it's hard to describe the overall feel of the song in words. Whatever it is, though, it's very powerful. Whenever I feel sad or depressed, songs like Comfortably Numb help me sort through my problems and, in a way, comfort me. It's strangely beautiful in its own special way.

>>728755108
I'm glad you enjoyed the video. Alan Watts had a way with words.

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>>728748579
You've got to listen to neutral milk hotel and john maus.

How did you find out you had cancer?

Take care Anon. Master the art of dying, and embrace the unknown that follows.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HTr7bqKHvgE

Breathing slowly, mechanical heartbeat
Losing contact with the living
Almighty TV plugged, hybrid empty brain
Don't see anything real in the game

The tension is building constantly
No reason just a reflex I have, driven by clockwork
I try to keep an eye open
And I realize I haven't closed my eyes in a long time

Neglected emotions leading to catastrophic voyage on the other side
I have been given so much stress and lack of confidence
I've been given the gift of so small hope deep inside
I haven't close my eyes in a long time, I am trying

I cannot stomach these forms and colors anymore
But I'm here to continue, after all I have been through
I try to keep my eyes open, I am realizing
This life and death more precious than anything

I won't bring no material in the after life
Take no possessions, I would rather travel light
I'm of this kind that kills all day
But I don't know yet how to die

Art of dying is the way to let all go
Within I practice, in the secret of my soul
My shape in the reflector has
Now for ever, a life on it's own

>>728755729
Good Song man, thanks
>>728756224
I were always the guy that is always sick...
The thing is that they found that was leukemia. I got treatment but didn't worked. After a time i'm here.

>>728756518
I love this band. Thanks man. Really appreciated.

>>728756712
are you scared?

>>728756889
he could cut himself on your edge brah

>>728756781
At first i was. But i just accept it. I'm ok with dying.
>>728756889
>Euthanasia ilegal

>>728746334
Would you trade lives with someone who has crippling mental disorders if you could?

>>728757050
Yes man, i would like to live some experiences. But, i'm ok with my situation. And i accept it.
And want to rest.

>>728757045
you're stronger than i, i hope those comfort measures do you wonders before you go. Do you still at least look like yourself?

>>728746334
Can you visit me in a dream on what the next astral plane is like?

Bonus: if you can tell what you were thinking before your last moments?

>>728746334
You might've answered this already but what kind?

>>728755729
Ken?

>>728746334
have you used CBD at all as part of your treatment? depending on how long you have left, respectfully I'd suggest trying to get your hands on some, It will at the very least reduce the inflammation that allows the cancer to grow so damn fast.

please fight anon

>>728746334
Can't you just fly someplace where euthanasia is legal?

>>728757163
Well, for whatever it's worth, I'd trade you if I could.

>>728748380
Machine Head is a decent album to die to.

What are you going to do while you die?

>>728757401
I will ask my doctor, but i'm sure it haven't been used on me before.
>>728757415
Not sure i can, but may have to speak with parents.
>>728757472
You can do it man. Make you life worth for YOU.
Work for YOU, live for YOU
>>728757694
Yeah, i love it that too. Welcome To The Machine
>>728757851
At now, making a wishlist. And reading/listening everything before i leave

>>728746334
Are you stuck in a hospital? If you're in a hospital can you leave if you want?

>>728746334
This isn't a fair question to ask, but it's a reality you've already had to face.

What is the one thing you want to do most, that you simply will not be able to in time? Something anyone with normal life-span would deem reasonably achievable.

Any advice for those of us continuing?

>>728757970
>You can do it man. Make you life worth for YOU.
>Work for YOU, live for YOU
If I WANTED to live for me, this wouldn't be as much of a problem.

>>728758064
I'm on medication man. One week of observation they said. Then i can go home.
>>728758271
A good guitar skill i guess. Not sure man. I will sound dump but know the love would be amazing for me too if i could.
>>728758373
Value your life.

>>728758537
Sorry then

>>728746334
is there any hope ?

>>728758594
Classic rock. Any experience with Steely Dan? Not so much any of the tunes that got radio play but ones like My Old School, Aja, Josie, Kid Charlamane.

>>728746334
Do you still fap? Favorite porn?

are you a man?

I am envious

>>728758946
A miracle i guess, for me it's ok on really.
>>728759004
No man, i didn't knew them. They seems good.
I will check them
>>728759015
Sometimes, schoolgirls my thing.

>>728759033
Yes
>>728759080
Why? You wanna have cancer?

>>728746334
My grandmotger is on her death bed from cancer. She'll go before you, but when you see her in whatever form you take when you die, tell her im sorry i didnt visit more often before the cancer, and tell her i love her and we all miss her very much.
Good luck friend

I really wish the best for you, I'm the same age as you and I can't imagine what you must feel, cancer sucks it really does and reading all of your responses really hit home. Enjoy what's left of your life dude. Let's hope you'll be travelling all around space

>>728746334
Are you giving your shit to specific people? Or do you planning on making any dying requests of people?

>>728746334
I don't have a question, but I want you to know that it's been an honor to shitpost at your side.

>>728748380
you should look up hourglass with Duane Allman. been gone too long. good song.

>>728746334
Do you have cancer?

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How long have you known you were terminal? And how soon did you get used to the idea of dying?
Also gl hf buddy. If there isn't an afterlife then you'll finally get your rest.