Ctrl + f, no feels thread. Lets get this rolling.

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What keeps you from just ending it?
I dont want to hurt my family personally, but it would be such a relief...

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>>728578274

YFYL.

https://youtu.be/CwcBLo2Bb84

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Anyone else falling in love with every girl that gives them the slightest piece of attention lol?

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>>728578384
For me (not OP), there are still places I want to see, and things I want to do. Or, at least things I want to attempt.

>>728578605
Story of my life.

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>>728578404
Always

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>>728578605
I did when I started going to college stateside, but that didn't last. Mainly because they stopped talking to me after halfway through my junior year.

>>728578605
Yes and it's horrible

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>>728578642
Tell me about those things

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>>728578794
Well, like
>going back overseas to live/work
>visiting various other places
>beating RPGs
>learning other languages
>no longer being broke
>having an android wife OR VR wife
>learning all of the things I was too stupid to learn as a kid/teen
>watching man at least make it to Mars

>>728578794
Only hand holding? You don't do butt stuff?

>>728578605
Like seriously, a girl, not even my type or anything, just started talking to me and texting and i cant stop thinking about her. Im so starved of human affection and attention that i would do anything for it. But, and here comes the funny part, I know for sure I will fuck it up. In one way or another, its going to end, badly. Maybe i get unthankful, I get really depressed and cut contacts or I blame her for things that are my own fault. Why am I like that

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>>728578997
Well those are great things, I hope you make them all, but the android part, pretty sure youll find a perfect woman.

My only thing to look forward is finding someone who is stupid enough to fall in love with me and look past my flaws.

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>>728579386
I really don't have any interest in women anymore. The last relationship I had was in 2005, and even that only lasted 2 weeks. As I've gotten older, I've realized more and more that
>women don't like men like me until they have no other options left
and
>the whole relationship game is rigged against men anyway
It's a bittersweet truth, but enough to give me comfort in being alone.

Havent been here for a long time anons, but feels like home

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>>728579797
True words, I envy you in being able to live alone happily, its a ability that most people undervalue.

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>>728580129
It gets easier after a while. Some days, it's like
>Yeah! No kids, no crazy ex-gf/wife, all money goes to me! Wubba lubba dub dub!
But then, I remember that I'll always be alone, and my best moments will go completely unnoticed even by family members.

It just is what it is, I guess. It's why I spend so much time in the virtual world too, I'd reckon.

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Been going great, love everyday then next day they told me, "we should take a step back, we went too fast," that hurt a lot, I accept it though, it's the best for them, but doesn't make it any easier for me....

>>728578384
I would, I've been having thoughts of death and dying for months now, but i'm a coward. I can't stand the thought of nothingness. Ironically it's my feeling stopping my feelings ruling.

>>728580614
Yeah, same. Its one of my main concerns to have someone "remember" me after I die, thats why I just need a partner...

>>728580991
Who are "them"? But good for you anon, you made it!

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>>728580129
>>728580614
I too want to be alone, but my parents keep on nagging me about finding a girl/some friends, and they can't understand (or accept) that i prefer solitude
I tolerate it becuase i know they can't understand since they did not choose solitude, and cannot think about life where they are alone, but it's annoying they can't just reach the point where we can 'agree to disagree' and leave it at that

>>728578384
I don't want to die now that I have a boyfriend by my side, we've been together for about 4 years so far and I'm happy

In exacly 6 minutes a new day will start. On this day i should celebrate my 20th year of exsistance. But the thing is i dont have anyone to celebrate with. And this 20 years is just celebrating time i havent killed myself

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>>728578274
If you think this is you, it is because you are probably uninteresting, not attractive, offer nothing of significant value, or all of the above.

>>728581407
Happy birthday anon, we'll always be here

>>728581407
Happy birthday for tomorrow, anon <3 Mine is on the 12th, and i too am just celebrating 19 years of not killing myself yet

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>>728581407
Happy birthday, and good luck in your 20s.

>>728581125
If you ever think of actually doing it, go out with a bang. Spend all your money on hookers, trips and partying, and afterwards reconsider killing yourself. It did help me in remembering that life can be fucking great, even if you need tons of money for it lol

>>728581298
Great anon, good luck :)

>>728581407
Happy birthday anon, we're here for you, you wanna play any videogame together? :)

>>728581541
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>>728581584
Thanks and good luck in your lives. Hope you can be happy.

>>728581407
Happy 20 man. I'm turning 19 this summer, I hope you have a great day.

>>728578605
I do: I often can't tell friendly interest apart from flirting.

Shit sucks

>>728581801
Dont really play vidya that much anymore. Im kind of different like most of us on this thread and i think this is why im alone

>>728581976
Tnx hope you have a good day to m8

>>728582186
We all are a little different, we just need to find someone of the opposite gender that is different in our way

>>728581801
what platform are you on?

>>728578274
This hits home..

>>728582551
PC, you?

>>728582512
I guess so... But the kind of different i am.. i think there is like 0.001% chance i find someone opposite gender that has the same different as i have. Am i making sense?

>>728582748
Ahh okay, never mind then. I'm a console peasant, Xbox One

>>728582849
Yeah I get where you are going, but dont stop looking. Probabilities can be a bitch, sometimes 99% chances fuck you over and other times that 1% saves you.

>>728583068
Aww damn, would have been fun. Have fun gaming though!

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Hey guys. I'm fairly lonely and 'pathetic' I guess but it's not what's keeping me down. I think it's a reflection of another problem. My dick is broken. It hurts to piss and orgasm extremely bad and doctors/specialists are just unsure why this is happening. They don't treat me with time or discussion either. I am just one part of a queue and in their eyes it doesn't matter if I am broken or not.

That hurts the most. I probably can't fix this and it'll only get worse with time if it continues. I wish at least I'd get some response and be treated less like a dysfunctional robot...

And not being able to get to terms with it hurts my social life and will to interract with others. It just feels hopeless right now.

>>728583285
I never stop looking. Thats what keeps me living. But im afraid that the time will come when i justdont feel like looking anymore. And thats when ill need to rest. Also thanks. Im gonna go to sleep now. Have a good life.

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>>728583500
Aww fuck man that sucks. I would tell you to go to a doctor speciialised on this subject, like an urologist, but you probably did that already. Still, try visiting a doctor one more time and be stubborn about it.

>>728583580
Godspeed anon.

>>728583870
I've been to three urologists about it.
It's "chronical" at this point as I've had it for three years.

I am generally a happy person but I never feel incentive to even attempt talking to people because I know I can't really enjoy sex too well regardless. As long as I have this I am also forced to wear condom to provoke the inflammation less by protecting it from acidic fluids and bacteria.

I am in my 20s, half a year left until 21. Still virgin and not seeming to bright on the future.,

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I wish i could make a post about why i'm depressed but i just can't explain it

>>728584247
Still, try to not base your happiness on sexual experiences. Many people do this and i think everyone in your position would do this, but as soon as you get a partner, im 100% sure she will be trying to help you and understand the situation and act accordingly.
Also dont give up on finding a treatment for your "injury", some doctor will finally be able to help you and you get to go back to being happy with all of your life. :)

>>728584568
i feel exactly the same. can never quite put it all into words so its so hard trying to find a solution to this never ending problem

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>>728584568

>>728584568
Me neither, i dont have any reason to feel depressed and if I tell someone about it they are like "you are overreacting, there is no reason to feel sad and be unmotivated, start doing sports or something." and it just hurts. For us both there is probably just somehting wrong with chemicals but damn, it still feels very real...

I just tried to tell a girl i really like about my feelings about her, she just writes "ok..." now, fuck me I hate this kind of bullshit...

Nobody loves me boo hoo

>>728584673
I agree. I shouldn't judge my life experience based on sexuality. I'm sure you get why it's so difficult not to... I hate the idea of having to accept I'll just remain a sexless, worthless male. I am not genetically gifted by any means even if I do have some nice things about myself.. But I don't want to accept myself as mediocre. I want to achieve, yet... That urge to do it feels a lot less motivating given my circumstances.

And yes, thank you for that. I should continuosly seek help. That's a good idea and I've just been busy and lazy recently. Might call in tomorrow and keep bugging them on and hopefully get them to lower waiting time to an appointment, who knows.

>>728585023
how did you word it all? maybe you accidentally came off as a bit clingy?

>>728585107
I totally get your struggle and I would probably be even further down the spiral if I was you and I have to compliment you on being as strong as you are. I just want to tell you to keep going forward and remember that you are not even close to being worthless and there are a lot of people out there who would be more than happy to spend their lifes with you :)

>>728585236
"I think I like you really much, more than just friends, I dont know what i really want right now though..."
It was a try to get her talking about how she feels herself and if she just said that she also liked me really much I would have instantly known what I wanted

>>728585023
I told a girl I liked her back in the days and she said: "Not too surprising..."

It was the most relieving shit I ever heard. I realised immediately that she didn't have a fancy on me and I just felt free. Stopped talking to her after that and life went on smooth.

There's no such thing as love, just sexual attraction and a will for a steady person to be with sexually/emotionally. Probably 1 in 10 girls you ever meet will be good enough to satisfy you. This one means nothing in the long run. Love is a concept defined by us and give us an insane standard and expectation that cannot be met,

>>728585698
after her just saying 'ok..' has anything else been said?

>>728583235
I wish I had someone who loved me as much as anon's niece loved him. 10/10, It's a good day for rain

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>>728585698
I don't doubt you. I am just generally unmotivated to find those people right now. I'll try and work on it.

It's late for me so I'm heading to bed. Thanks for just responding. It felt nice to have someone at least aknowledge my existence for once. :)

>>728586077
No, and I have told her that I hate girls just texting "ok" and that I never answer to these kind of texts on another ocassion. Should I just swallow my last little bit of pride and text her?

>>728586347
No problem man, just remember we are always here for you :)
good night!

>>728586427
No, just rape her

>>728586427
You'd probably learn a lot from burning yourself like this. Probably no chance of success but a good chance to practice.

>>728586427
Its annoying as fuck, right? And yeah man I'd say go for it, just be careful how you word your next message

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>>728585036
Damn anon, those are some deep feels. Wanna talk about them?

>>728586664
Yeah, you are right, thanks a lot!
>>728586730
Totally, I get so damn angry just receiving "ok"s, it does nothing for a conversation and just makes you feel like shit...

>>728578605
I do this to an extent where I'm legitimately angry at myself, it fucking sucks when you're so alone that your brain grabs any opportunity to feel less lonely.
And then, of course, it only ends in more pain.

>>728587003
Thanks, you made me laugh lol
Didn't expect to react this way in a feels thread.

I'm going to sleep now ...

Good luck

>>728578642
Fuck me that chart is depressing