Ask a cutter with 2 suicide attempts under their belt anything

>their

>>728276522
do you like milk shakes?
im lactose intolerant

>>728276522
>carefully not mentioning gender
>trapsarentgay.png

what's going on her op

>>728276522
>filename acknowledged
Do you take drugs before cutting to reduce the pain?

>>728276522
>two suicide attempts
Can't you do anything right?

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>>728276522
Why not wear suspenders?

>>728276522
You say attempts like you're proud. It's just failing twice, though that's probably all you're good at.

Why haven't you finished the job op

>2 suicide attempts
You're just an attention whore. Stop being a pussy and really do it.

>>728276722
Isn't it more about the pain?
If you are suicide-"serious" you aren't doing it just for attention.

>>728276522
Can't you succeed at anything?

do ants sleep?

>>728276718
You caught me.

My day dreams of death are what keep me alive

>>728276722
No

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>>728276522
Why are you such a pussy?

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So, tell me what's been bothering you.

>>728276522
>>728276722
>>728276955
>>728276977
>>728277011
You're just doing it for the dubs op stop lying

>>728276928
I'm good at making people pity me, though it's about the last thing I want

Why did you fail to an hero twice?

>>728277126
If it seriously bothers you then get the things that people think that are important so they leave you alone:
>job and/or education
>hobby that's not browsing a chinese cartoon board
>optional: a partner

>>728277159
Mostly that they were emotional, irrational decisions as opposed to carefully thought out attempts. First time I slept in my car in the garage, but I was found. Second time was a Tylenol OD, but Tylenol can't really kill you. Just fucked up my liver

>>728276522


How can you be so bad at everything that you could fail at killing yourself twice? Please kys.

>2 attempts
Wow you are so much of a failure that it took 2 attempts to try and end it, yet you still fucked up twice.
Bravo Op, bravo

Are you just too stupid unsuccessfully kill yourselves TWICE?

>>728277380
I go to fucking school but since the attempts people won't leave me the fuck alone and the cuts keep popping up so people won't leave me alone. Just keep asking if I'm ok. Tell them I am and they don't beleive me, tell them I'm not and they just tell me they don't know how to help me like no fucking shit you don't

>>728277479
>>728277491
>>728277513

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>>728276522
Those are barely a bunch of scratches you pussy

And it's so fucking easy to kill yourself, you're just crying for attention

If you were really suicidal you'd be dead

>>728277583
Deal with it fagget, can't change the past, focus on the future.

>>728277665
It really isn't that easy. If I fuck it up again I'm going to the looney bin forever so unless you have some actual fucking way to help me die I don't know what you want

>>728277583
Stop being a faggot and stop cutting your fucking arms. Cut your thighs if you have to cut. That way no one will see them and no one will ask about it.

>>728277956
It fucking hurts more though

Your jeans and shit rub against it and tear it open

I have 2 on my leg but never again

>>728276522
The question is do you like milkshakes

>>728276522
Are you going to fail again?

>>728278049
plus people avoid talking to me when they see the cuts. lets me wallow in self hatred easier

>>728278188
If I do it again, which I am considering, I will not fuck it up. No more emotional, zealous bullshit. I will fucking leave.

>>728278049
That means you just cut for attention. Feeling the pain is the whole point of cutting.

>>728278161
I mean they're not bad but there are plenty of far superior dairy treats.

>>728276750
>>728276750
bruh I got 4 under mine, obviously I cannot do a single thing right

>>728278310
I want the pain when I'm thinking about sad shit not all day on my fucking legs

Nobody cuts without even a sliver of intent for attention, anyway

>under their belt

you make it sound like an achievement

>>728278506
Poor diction I suppose. Didn't really mean to make it come off that way.

>>728276522
>2 suicide attempts

Fucking casual.

>>728278494
I did. I was a young suicidal fuck and I cut the shit out of my legs. Never showed anyone or told anyone. I didn't want anyone to know I did that. The reason I cut was beacuse the pain made me take my mind off of everything else. It was almost like a high. The longer it hurt the less I thought about all the shitty parts of life.

>>728278437
yea i feel you

its kind of nice here because everyone is telling me what i think of myself instead of some juxtaposing bullshit

feels kind of nice to constantly be called a peice of shit honestly

>>728276522
Describe your reasons for wanting to die

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>>728276522
Try for a third?

>>728276522
>only 2
nigger I OD'd on random meds in the cabinet just to see what would happen

>>728278724
The only thing thats going for me is college, and Im in the honors society, but, it doesn't make me happy nor even make me feel accomplished. Its just something everyone else does.

>>728278699
I don't cut for that reason often, just sometimes. I mostly just cut because I enjoy hurting myself in the most literal sense. I want to hurt myself because I hate myself and I want everyone to know how pathetic I am. Not for sympathy, just so everyone can think less of me

>>728276522
>5
why dont you just slit your throat? surely you you couldn't fail an attempt that way

Lol, wtf, are you retarded? If these are your hands, then start cutting the other way, remember kids, across the road for attention, down the road for results.

>>728278955
I'd have to be pretty emotional to bear through that pain, but now that I'm thinking about it.. I probably could

>>728276522
>2 suicide attempts

why not 3? seriously tho ur pretty shitty... can't even kill urself on the first go

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>>728278935
I have a few vertical cuts, but it doesn't really feel different; Don't see why it matters.

>>728279101
Yep...

>>728278935
you want attention from your cutting. Negative attention is still attention and you love it and you know it.

>>728278772
If I can figure something out, sure. Maybe I'll stream it, if I can figure out some way to keep my identity away from the internet.

Why are you such a beta fag?

>>728279308
I wish I knew, but it doesn't really matter to me

>>728279140
Y3ah man i know, probably why i have been drinking every night lol

>>728279284
Yea I want the attention, but the pain IS a bigger part of it. Not denying either but I do cut because I hate myself

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>>728276643
correct grammar is correct, nothing to see here

>>728276522
Why are you so bad at suicide?

>>728279006
I mean I have a few vertical slits, but it doesn't feel different or hurt more/less; don't see why it matters.

>>728279600
I'm bad at everything.

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>>728276522

Bloodplay/cutting fetishist here, do you have any scars or cuts you could share pictures of?

It would be pretty great.

If I get trips will you kill urself?

>>728279768
I have the ones on my arms and 2 on my legs. If you want I could cut something special for you

>>728279866
It's only a matter of time so sure

What do your parents think of that chicken scratch on your arm

>>728279922
Can you cut a happy face in your arm or leg?

"Slut" would be best but a happy face would be a good second.

Or both!

>>728280028
Sure, why not.

>>728280155
Pics!

>>728277873
Potassium OD is super easy and painless, asshat. Just goto the store and buy potassium supplements, they aren't over the counter drugs. Or get a hold of some hydrocodone and you'll basically just get really high until you fall asleep and never wake up.

>>728277873
You ever heard people say "that's razor sharp"? Thats cuz razors are sharp. Get a razor blade, spot the vein that runs in the interior face of your forearm, it's right beside the tendons coming from your wrists. Cut down the length, deep and fast, doesnt matter if you fuck up your muscles, you wont need em. Bleed out. ???. Profit


>too lazy to greentext it all.

>>728280371
my stupidity shines through once again

how can I get hydrocodone, and how much potassium would I need? Can I get a price estimate maybe?

>>728276522
2 attempts is a weaksause number come back when you have at LEAST 5.

>>728279922
D-don't actually cut yourself.

I was just being edgy

>>728280274
Im cutting in right now

>>728277583
You had it coming you dumb bitch, stay in school and you'll probably learn something and if you graduate then you'll finally do something right for a change. Stop being a depressing little shit

>>728280661
>>728280586
You don't have to.

>>728280586
wait what\\
im gonna assume you're a different person

>>728280716
I feel guilty now...

But this is /b/

It would be hot but I feel bad if someone else hurts themselves for me.

I'm a shitty /b/tard.

Why don't you learn to cut down the wrist, not across...

Thanks.

>>728276522
Being under the belt is probably why they're attempts and not success, you need to be within the belt to do it right.

>>728280858

>>728279665

>>728279976
They sympathize

>>728276522
>failing at suicide
why don't you just stab yourself in the neck right now if you want to die? Attention seeking faggot.

As easy as suicide is, why the fuck did you fail twice?

Sounds like you want attention

>>728280895
kek

>>728280907

DEEPER

try again?

>>728280814
look im cutting it in right now just fuck off and enjoy your free porn

>>728276522
2 suicide attempts here, getting ready for the final one. I never understood why people cut, explain to me why.

>>728281036
Thanks anon.

>>728281037
1. Attention
2. Self hatred (The satisfaction you would get for cutting somebody you hate with a passion)
3. Distraction / Adrenaline

At least that's why I do it. Plenty of actually capable and intelligent people try to figure it out

>>728281149
Well that sounds dumb as shit. The way I see it is you should just fucking kill someone, you get all 3 there.
Also, just killing yourself will get those as well.
My 3rd will be with a gun so I've got no chance of waking up :))))

>>728281288
I wish I could get a gun

>>728280960
Either way if you did that with a butter knife it might be more worrying. But since you only brush your arm withe the razor its not that concerning. Its a phase and youll move to drugs. Then get kicked out and not even have access to something as simple as a razor and now you have to selfishly involve other people inyour suicide. Clean your shit up anon. Youre a disgrace.

>>728276522
what motivated you to come here and have you ever tried breaking the habit?

>>728281358
Doubt. You'd probably pussy out my (wo)man.
Cutters don't tend to finish the job, unless you want that to change then quit being an emotional fuck.

>>728276522
Left to right you'll survive.
Up to down no help will arrive.

>>728281478
A way to talk about my troubles without the bullshit/front
Yea I went a solid month once

>>728281067
its done im uploading it

>>728281673
Yay!

would you like claps, snaps, or jazz hands?

>>728276522
why quit on only two attempts? are you a pusssy?

>>728281780
Jazz hands, please!

>>728276522
Can you stop baiting us and fucking do it already?

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>>728281710

>>728281942
Letters are hard; Sorry it was kind of shit

>>728281942
Thanks!

If you do any more please post!

Which body part was it on? Do you have any other pictures?

>>728282109
the leg
yea i can take some more

>>728282223
Are you a boy or a girl?

I need to know where to put this in my folder.

>>728276522
Ask a someone who can successfully kill himself anything

AMA

>>728276643
Kek

>>728282306
biologically a male

>>728282396
Dick pics?

>>728276522
>2 suicide attempts
If you actually wanted to kill yourself you'd have done your research and done it right. Those weren't 'suicide attempts', they were childish calls for attention.

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>>728281942
This shit is so weak, I bled more out of my nose today. textbook mental disorder. Your life must be really sad op, I pity you. I really hope you stop this faggotry and get a job. True is you will most likey remain this mentally broken, attention seeking, emotional basket case. For that OP, here is a (you) do what you will with it.

Have you tried DMT yet?

>>728282396
"Biologically?" What the fuck other way is there to be a male? You're a guy, faggot. Kill yourself or get a grip.

>>728282652
k

Any more cutting/dick/ cutting with dick pics?

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>>728281673
i don't think you came here to talk about your troubles, i feel like you came here for something else, like just to be insulted and used by the people here

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>>728281744

>>728282306

>>728283005
Weak.

Pathetic.

>>728282306
therre

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>>728283199
fuck

>>728283244
Those aren't very deep cuts.

Do you want to talk about your problems or be degraded?

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>>728283311
Why is he so scared by a pathetic cut?

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>>728283005
Come on Op stop cutting yourself, you need some help op. I like traps as much as the next guy, but this won't get you HRT. I mean seriously, this shit will get on psych hold.

>>728282036
what the fuck?

>>728283244
can you fucking not?

not a moralfag but what the fuck is going on girl/guy you need some help

>>728283835
moralfag detected

>>728283134
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>>728283769
Op please, you will have these scars for a long time, it could impact your job prospects. think of your future op.

>>728283901
it got all over my fucking khakis fuck

we've all thought about it but you just go and do it why?

>>728283520
Because is spoopy

why are you so bad at suicide its not that hard how'd you fail twice. you should kill yourself

ya'll some fucked up niggers wtf this bitch is cutting herself

>>728284077
ya and???

Ok I feel bad now.
Stop cutting and get patched up OP. Talk to your doctor and see if they can get you some help.

Just saying,
It's better on your thigh. I've got hundreds of scars and nobody has ever seen them.

>>728283551
i dont want hrt anymore
i will never be happy
i am 6 foot and sound like a fucking tuba
no matter how much i starve myself i never get skinny because i just indulge again

im developing belemia now i just want to die

>>728284194
Show us a full body pic, I'll tell you if you are attractive.

Hide face.

>>728283769
I take it back OP. Please stop

>>728284259
im fucking hairy and gross
i cant shave anymore everytthing is too hard

>>728284362
It's fine, show a full body shot as you are.

Jesus wept please stop. Talk to us. WHat's going on D:

>>728284013
cutting or suicide??

>>728284362
whats going on op we here for you

>>728284452
both

>>728276522
what's it like to thrive on attention like a 15 year old girl?

>>728276522
Why don't you just get fucked?

>>728284518
ive always been "brave" i guess. or stupid
i jumped off my roof when i was 4 with a blanket because of some dumb shit i saw in a cartoon
brave or stupid or both probably

i just consider myself naive and emotional at this point

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>>728284194
Op, I've been down in the dumps before, had a nasty heroin habit for the better part of 10 years. I did this cuttin shit before, was very depressed. Its been 3 years since I decided to make the best of everythin and keep improving myself. I quit drugs, got a job, went to school and really turned my shit around. Don't give up too easily, you gotta take what you want. This life gives us nothing for free. You gotta hustle till dawn for the things you want. This thread is really sad Op, I feel for you. I don't think you're worth giving up on.

>>728284396
and your're just going to judge body type??

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>>728283769
Just kill yourself now Op, Fucking faggot

>>728284771
I'll tell you how to look good.

>>728276522
try harder faggot

>>728276522
Hows 8th grade?

>>728284793
ok.... like I said I'm usually shaved but this month has been hard and I haven't really left my room or done anything; just cut..

> is worried bout op
> cant figure out which person is op because he's a scrub
> should probably sleep because he has a class in 7 hours

>>728284776
you do realize that means literally nothing to me right? i tell myself that every fucking day it doesnt even mean anything at this point

>>728284935
why can't you figure out who i am?

>>728285001
There a part of this thread where I couldn't figure out who was who. Please stop cutting yourself. Talk to me.

>>728284707
brave, arent you sad? why are you cutting yourself reevaulate your decisions they're called intrusive thoughts you dont have to respond to every thought, smoke some weed

>>728276522
Tits or gtfo

I thought you were bullshitting OP why did you actually cut the word slut into your leg... christ you need help.

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>Do it right

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>>728284964
Just Fucking do it coward

>>728285419
What is that?

>>728285479
It's to keep your mouth open when they make a mold of your teeth

>>728285203
Looks like op stopped, this is good.

>>728280274
fuck off randy

>>728276522
why are you such a fuckin retard?

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>>728284259

>>728285874
fucking disgusting god why did i post that

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>>728285874
are u a chick

>>728285874
You look fine. Go get a gf

why can't you do anything right?

>>728285092
i dont see the point anymore
the future has no hope
i can never be happy
half this worlds thinks im some fuck up and actually should hate my body and want to kill myself every time i look at my dick
none of my friends care and im losing them fast
i go on the internet so people will call me names and make me feel worse so i can justify cutting myself to feel better

If you really want to go, research! Plan. And try something reliable, like https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_bag

>>728285946
i didnt mean that to be offensive im high af

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>>728286096
yea ive been looking at that

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>>728286319

>>728279768
glad to see you're enjoying those pics anon

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>>728285874
I'd suck you off op.

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>>728286513

>>728286435
Are you the guy with the gf?

Thanks again.

Why are you such a failure at killing yourself? Can't you do anything right?

>>728276522
Do you need a hug?

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>>728286616

>>728286616
I'm gonna try not to be a fuck up next time

>>728276522
Why did you give up?

>>728286673
lol but there is no next time headass

>>728286319
Kindle to the rescue:
https://www.amazon.com/Final-Exit-Digital-2011-Self-Deliverance-ebook/dp/B004TGU1VY/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1491543355&sr=8-1&keywords=final+exit+by+derek+humphrey

If you're actually serious enough to do it, and willing to make the effort, this is one of the two methods I may use someday. The other is a very, very, very long fall off an unsecured rooftop. Call me a wuss, but I'm not interested in doing it for the pain...and I have always had a fascination with flying.

>>728286654
I could use a hug right now yea

but everytime I hug someone they just end it first and I feel needy because I want to hug for like 10 minutes

>>728286761
saved; thanks

>>728276522

How did you fail the first time?

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>>728286572
my pleasure anon

>>728276803
hah

>>728285874
I'd fuck you

>>728286765
I'd hug you if could.

>>728287054
Can you make a cut just right above your pussy?

>>728285874
show cock

>>728286979
i sent a bunch of goodbyes on my phone and then fell asleep with my car running in the garage. my sister drove home from her color gaurd shit and saved my life. i shouldn't have said anything, i wouldnt be here.

second time was a tylenol od and that was just me being a dumbass and taking a bunch of the nearest bottle then sleeping

what i dont get is, u get hurt as a child just like any other little shit, but the difference is u go and perma fuck up ur body with scars, n then bitch n moan when nobody wants ur zig zag shit, and u go n cut again cause of that...u know the definition of insanity?

>>728286915
My pleasure. I have hated all the people who told me 'don't do it'. I've had plans for 20+ years, and I gaven't tried, but my biggest fear is the psych ward. When I am ready, if my girl leaves me or dies, I will plan, I will prepare, and I will succeed.
And if you can go throuh all that prep and still decide to do it; if you're not just ready to do it on a whim or a bad day; you deserve it...in a good way.

>>728287260
if you're trying to make me feel horrible its working

>>728276522
Why not finish

>>728287397
mostly the implications if i fail
my life will be permanently fucked

>>728287347
yeah right...go to a rly rly rly high building and do a flip, no plan needed, u go up there, u close ur eyes, and u listen to that lil fucked up voice in ur head that says "jump...u can fly"

Why did you fail?

Do you feel better now?

How long have you felt suicidal?

When was the last time you had the thought?

How strongly did you feel it?

Do you have people who understand you in your life?

Why do you think you can't feel better (if you do not)?

Does this sound like a therapist?

BecAuase then, what condoms do you use?

>>728287489
>tf

>>728287489 also hmu fumanchu if you still have my phone number we should hangout, but not with condoms. No not like that, yes I am sure, no, no sexually you know I meant that.

>>728287489

>>728287311

No

About 3 years

I'm having them now

I am honestly considering killing myself this weekend

No

I'm too tall and I've been through this cycle already

No

I plead the 5th

>>728276522
You suck so much that you fail even in killing yourself.

>>728287699
Yep. Really fucking pathetic, isn't it?

>>728287054
Got anything new?

>>728276522
How's it feel to fuck up on quitting life?

>>728287792
Makes me want to try again

How often do you fap?

>>728280371
Unless you're a massive pussy, you won't OD on hydrocodone. You'll get sick before that happens.

If you're going to give up why don't you rape someone or something on the way out?

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>>728287677 okay well I wish you the best in whatever venture you're going to go into, but suicide really just confuses everything more in my opinion, since it seems you're aware of stuff. You can always try to find something worth living, and possibly fighting for/

>>728287913
I don't want to rape anyone..

Material things have kind of lost their appeal to me. I don't enjoy anything anymore.

>>728287735
>>728287260
If you plan on an heroing to why not leave a souvenir

>>728287841
Maybe it's a sign that you should give up on quitting

>>728287984
Why don't you make an add on CL saying you will take it up the butt from anyone and make some old creep happy?

JUST SLIT THE VEIN UNDER THE THUMB OF YOUR LEFT HAND LIKE THAT GAWKER CHILD OP

Let's speak randomly.

>>728276522
"2 suicide attempts"

Are you a failure at everything you try to do in life?

>>728287954
Yea, I could. Which would take effort.
Or I could just give up.

When you're depressed everything gets way harder so putting in effort becomes near impossible

>>728288038
CL? Please tell me what that is

>>728287397
I'm not ready yet. Things have not gotten to the point where things are 'down' and aren't likely to go back up.

Right now, I have a wife, and I don't want to leave her, and I don't want to hurt her. If she ever goes first, I'll be gone within a well planned week.

My personal decision has been, "If things are bad and I can't logically see a way for them to get better, why suffer?"

I don't like suffering. Right now she makes a good wage, I am not in need, our finances are secure, no kids. My medicines work to keep depression mostly in check, so until those change, there is no real pressure to go. My house is in order.

Depression is /chemicals/, for me at least. I have hooked up with a good set which me and the doctor worked out over time, and while I don't have any energy most of the time...I don't usually have pain. (Wife is away this week, which is why I am doing more /b/)

Try some antidepressants, vary the type and kind if the firt batcj doesn't work (I tried prozac, but citalopram and Wellbutrin were my wonder drugs) and if they fail, well, long term depression is a permanent problem which can deserve a permanent solution.

Just think about it, both how to improve things and how to end things (which can be an improvement!!). Otherwise nothing changes and you get to suffer more.

We're so crazy, guys.
Total bad asses.

>>728288017
I've been thinking of streaming it. Be cool to go out with a bang lol

>>728288112
Craigslist

Make an add saying you are feeling depressed and will take a dicking from literally anyone.

Let some AIDS infected guy rape you before you off yourself.

OR BETTER YET TALK TO A DOCTOR AND GET MEDS TO NOT WANT TO DIE

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>>728285874
you look fine but us saying that wont make you see yourself differently, i hope something in your life gives you a different perspective. ide blow you

>>728278918
So what makes you happy?
Figure out what that is and just do it.

>>728283769
do a swastika out of it

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Are you missing on porpoise or are you just that inept to get the job done?

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>>728288063 What about building elaborate animatronics?

>>728276522
Will you watch this?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wsNwplvidPk

>>728288285
its mostly that they were done very abruptly and emotionally, instead of methodically. I'm genuinley trying, but with no plan and limited options, success is unlikely.

>>728288242
:D

Not sure, but yes, maybe not.

>>728276522
>suicidal
>cuts across the street instead of down the road
Pick one, you poser

>>728288371
And you know that there is only two infalible methods right?

>>728288469
I thought my later cuts proved im not a fucking puss about this shit. check the thread

>>728288495
are, and they are?

>>728288207
But seriously, would you do it? The small cut over your pussy?

>>728288522
Have you talked to the doctor about this? You should.

How fun is it to be depressed? What's the biggest high you've ever felt while cutting?

>>728288341
:o

>>728288579
i dont have a fucking pussy are you just trying to rub this in or some shit

>>728276522
my friendo used to cut himself, so i assume he does it for the pain, but why is he scared of falling while skateboarding?

>>728277126
bullshit. The pity is what drives you

You want to damage yourself to outwardly reflect the damage (real or imagined, likely a bit of both) that you feel inside.

You're too fucking autistic or too fucking proud (likely a bit of both) to create a relationship with an exterior individual where you can allow yourself to vulnerable enough to reveal the fact that you feel damaged inside. Furthermore, you firmly believe in the intrinsic nature of your own importance so wholeheartedly that you sled-perpetuate your own sense of worthlessness because you can't fathom a world in which people aren't paying enough attention to you to realize that your (real or imagined, probably both) damage is "affecting" you so heavily.

Instead of facing the same fact that every single person on the entire planet has to grow up and face at some point in their life (no one gives a shit about anyone but themselves, ergo you need to stop expecting positive attention without providing legitimate cause to paid attention to in a positive manner), you've chosen to physically self-damage as a manifestation of a subconscious rebellion against a truth you have already internalized, yet refuse to accept: no one has any reason to pay attention to you.

>>728288522
shut up, bend over, and let me fuck that fat ass

>>728288622
I went on a trip to Houston and cut in my bed with some hot guy sleeping next to me. There was a light right in front of me and as I ran it across it felt orgasmic. They found blood in the bed and I slept on the floor for the rest of the trip.

>>728288576
Bullet to the head or throw yourself of of a building, That is only if you're actually serious about it.

>>728288522
Yet you're still alive. Stop fishing for attention and either kill yourself, or gtfo.

>>728285874
OP where are you from?

>>728288710
oh my

>>728288682
I have plenty of relationships. I talk to my boyfriend every day about my problems. I cover my sleves every day and roll of questions. I don't want attention, I intentionally avoid it.

>>728288850
sa tx

>>728276522
What's it like to be such a pathetic loser retard faggot?

>>728289022
meaningless and horrible

those suicide attempts prove you can't do anything right
go back to tumblr or an hero

>>728288974
you know the rules
tits or gtfo

>>728289141
maybe i will fucking an hero

What's it like sleeping on cardboard at the dark carnival?

>>728289221
MABY YOU ARENT WATCHING THIS!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wsNwplvidPk

>>728289194
im not a female

Any more cutting pictures?

>>728289221
I mean, you know they want a livestream right?

Can't even kill your self right

>>728289221
Livestream it cunt

>>728289305
Yea and if I do I will
I just need a site

>>728289293
why'd you carefully avoid saying your gender OP you nigger

You remind me of this asian kid that i know named thomas

How are we on a scale of one to ten?
Could you tell me what you see?
Do you wanna talk about it?
How does that make you feel?

Have you ever took a blade to your wrists?
Have you been skipping meals?
We're gonna try something new today
How does that make you feel?

>>728289370
There a number of sites you can use.

>>728289397
because i have a penis but im trans

jjust trying to avoid the incoming "you have a penis so you are a male" shit

that shit makes me cut

>>728289490
just give me one

>>728289304
i mean if you want
no new cuts but I can make some if y'all want

>>728289293
I now find you very attractive - unless you're an effeminate faggot - in that case please do kys.

>>728289511
Get the fuck out and go back to tumblr

>>728289489

omg not now

>>728289531
justin.tv
ustream

>>728289511
sideways for attention, longways for results

>>728289644

justin.tv doesnt work anymore
it turned into twitch

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>>728289587

i literally dont even want to mention this shit but people still drag me into it like fuck what do you want from me im cutting myself and posting pictures of it can i just talk to strangers without this being a big deal

>>728289511
Well, I'm glad you said you're trans rather than "I'm a woman."

You will never be a woman. No amount of surgery or hormones or makeup will make you a woman. The sooner you accept that, the sooner you can hopefully live a happy life as a TRANS woman.

>>728289719
Okay? ustream is still a thing, though.

>>728289720
Mention what? The trans shit? You never had to mention it, you idiot. Don't blame us you faggot.

An hero

>>728289999
quads of destiny
do it OP

>>728289720
>without this being a big deal

Oh, you mean the fundamental reason why you're depressed and cut yourself shouldn't be the issue here because it's no big deal?

>>728289851

vtru

>>728276522
you are not even good enough to die.

C'mon OP. Where is all this getting you but lower? If it's this bad the looney bin could be less scary than you expect or actually have a positive outcome. Meds (or different meds) might numb you out to the point you can cope.

All I'm saying is give it a go. The other options will always be there so first try everything else.

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>>728289999
checked

>>728289580
Can you just write something with sharpie?

>>728290126
>oh noez i did a few vertical scratches
>but not on my veins
>doesn't hurt any more/less
>but i want to die
>better not do it the right way then

>>728290061
If I wanted help with my trans problem I would go literally anywhere other than 4chan. If somebody actually cares and wants to talk about it I would love to, but I don't think this is the right place.

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>>728290227
sure what

>>728290346
>I still can't do it right
>Let me make it a point that I don't know what the fuck I'm doing

>>728290319
So what DO you want from us? You already said it's nice to hear people tell you you're a piece of shit for a change, so what's the difference between being an attention whoring, cutting piece of shit and a tranny attention whoring cutting piece of shit?

You know exactly where you are and exactly what kind of responses you're gonna get. So take it like a (wo)man or gtfo.

>>728290490
fine

>>728290412
Draw hearts and "I am loved" on your chest.

Also make a new thread.