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on a scale of 1/10, how happy are you?
>8.5
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3/10
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Usually run a constant 5.5, but lately, it's dropped to about 4.
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about a 4
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>>728050995
With my gf 9/10
The rest 6 or 7/10
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>>728050995
C/10
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>>728050995
3/10 if I'm being honest
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Usually a 9-9.5/10
recently a 7
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>>728050995
9/10 around my wife, about half of that or less elsewhere.
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3
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ten out of ten
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about a 3.75
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6 and in love.
fuck...
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honestly I'm like 2-3
I don't have any reason to be upset, I appreciate all that I have, I just feel illegitimate and like no one cares
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>>728051441
must make your wife happy because everyone knows happy wife means happy life
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3/10
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>>728050995
about a 9/10. I am unemployed, knowing that if i stay single and dont have stupid spending habbits, i still wont be able to survive by myself without another person splitting my bills with me.
minimal wage is such a fucking joke, no one will hire you for full time which means particle insurance = shit.
So pretty much at home 24 almost 25 enjoying my job searching = house bitch.
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>>728051753
Amen, to that.
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-100
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12
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>>728051269
sounds almost exactly like me
that's why I gave an average of 8.5. probably closer to 8 average if I'm being more honest
>>728051088
nice man hope you enjoy transcendence
>>728051169
why?
>>728051197
why?
>>728051300
nice
>>728051351
why?
>>728051419
why?
>>728051441
usually it's the opposite so congratulations on being the odd one out
>>728051514
why?
>>728051565
why?
>>728051711
thatsaten.smeck
>>728051719
why?
>>728051735
why only a 6?
>>728051743
just because you feel like no one care doesn't mean no one does
>>728051771
why, pepe?
>>728051838
I think you meant a 2/10 unless 9/10 means you're actually happy. also that ass is a 10/10 in my book holy shit
>>728051886
why?
>>728051991
sick
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>>728050995
>9/10
I got a GF recently;
have a job I worked so hard to conquer it;
going well at school;
my family is stable now, nothing bad happened nowadays;
there's nothing i would wish more than this for my age 16yo.
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In front of people 20/10
By myself 2/10
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Lately a 2-3 but improving. Just suffered a 4th concussion and the effects are catching up to me. Seekimg professional counselling tommorow.
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3 moving up very, very slowly
but hey improvements something i guess
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>>728050995
>3/10
>Work two jobs
>Go to school, not doing well despite trying very hard
>Work out a lot
>Lots of acquaintances, no real friends.
>Have a dog that accounts for the only happiness I have in life.
>No gf because can't be bothered with some whore who is going to cheat on me.
>Just go to work, go to school, lift, study, sleep, repeat.
>You can't be depressed if you're too tired
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>>728052176
>>728051735
Because she likes me and another dude at the same time. But my chances are actually higher
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>>728052464
This is me. Antidepressants and anti anxiety meds are pretty nice as long as I remember to take them.
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>>728052487
Being tired actually makes me more prone to sadness. Comimg from a navy fag, used to going 36+ hours on 6 or less hours
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>>728052303
congrats bro
I'm in the same ball park minus the job part. trying to make money off stocks right now
>>728052334
if you didn't act 20/10 in front of people it might make you come to terms with why you actually feel 2/10. not having anyone in real life to be honest with can just make it worse
>>728052335
shit that sucks. congrats on seeking counselling though. you're doing a lot of good for yourself
>>728052464
moving up is always better than down.
>>728052487
working out being associated with depression seems to be a common theme now. if you only associate a gf with being a whore you're not going to somehow feel better about life.
>>728052548
sounds like highschool tbh. if you actually care about her just be honest and don't turn it into a love triangle where someone goes off their rocker and kills someone or themselves
>>728052684
using meds to help can be a good thing. just don't forget that your mind is changing. it's not just medication after a certain point
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>>728051719
>>728052176
because my life is at a standstill. not gonna go into details but all i can do at this point is wait for other people to decide my future for me. bored and broke as fuck, feel like i'm wasting away and don't have a way to change that, but i get what i need and some of what i want so i guess that's something
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>>728052303
MODSMODSMODS
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>>728050995
>happy
Shit son, what's that like? I've just been going through the motions for the past several years
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>>728052974
>>728052548
dude doesn't care about her, I actually do.
She told me she's trying to get over him and stay with me.
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Mediocre/10
Life is both an inconvenience and a joy.
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>>728052176
>>728051197
my high school social life is total shit, never talk to people except for friends ive had for a while now. Girls especially are hard to talk to, porn ruined me. plus i live in a 700sq ft house with 8 people so fuck privacy or anything, going to get high next week with my friend for the first time hope that goes well
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>>728052830
I was speaking hyperbolically. I do get the no sleep thing. First time in almost 2 months I got more than 4 hours.
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7/10
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>>728050995
>1/10
>It's been 2 years since GF dumped me
>Still feel like shit, like it should not have ended that way
>Have all I wanted to have with her, money, car, a good job, a great future ahead (so far)
>Still feeling empty cause she's not with me
>Being with other girls, but it's not the same
>Empty victories day after day, nothing is the same
>She was the one, and I let her go
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>>728053256
When you're high you'll be more confident... I was at least
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>>728051269
>>728052176
Im going to visit her in a couple of days but the distance hurts sometimes
The rest of my life is good, i have some money, i have the things i want, im a nice person, my family is great and etc. but without the person i love everything is kinda... empty
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honestly a 1
the reason i dont give a 0 is because at least i have food and a house, i dropped out of school at 14 and havent left my house for 5 years, im almost 20 now and i dont know what to do with my life, depression and anxiety have full control over me and i cant even kill myself
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>>728053484
i hope it fixes my mad social anxiety, im too pussy to go to the doctor about it and fuck taking meds everyday for that shit
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>>728053690
you have someone that depends of you?
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>>728053838
no, i depend on my parents though
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>>728053766
Make sure you don't do it everyday. If you do you'll stop feeling the effects and will just feel depressed and lose a couple brain cell. Just do it once a week at most for the best time
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>>728052830
going anything more than 16 hours on less than 8 hours for long periods of time can really fuck with your brain and cycle. trust me
>>728053029
whether it seems like it or not, you sound ambitious which is better than being complacent. whether or not other people decide things for the better, remain aware that you always have the most control
>>728053134
being happy is the same bullshit story it always is. all life has its ups and downs
>>728053161
just don't become a rebound. if you get along then great. if things get bad after 6 months, consider if she actually likes being with you. sometimes girls can really fuck with you
>>728053168
I feel that. though the joy makes the mediocre worth getting through
>>728053256
high school is shit. I'm 23 come this thursday. I had the worst highschool experience. after I started community college shit started to turn around after about a year. if smoking pot helps then go for it. just don't let it become more than a way to relax or boost your confidence. there's better shit in life after high school
>>728053354
7/10 is the sweet spot. kind of like being pessimistic. adjust your expectations and the good moments surpass what they might otherwise be
>>728053557
long distance sucks. my gf only lives like 5 minutes away which really changes a lot. one thing I'll say is try not to make your life feel meaningless when you're not together. plus emotional attachment is something you don't want to let get to you if something bad ever happens. be happy, but remember that things always happen
>>728053690
if your parents support you being a recluse, that's bad. some people require being pushed to do things. 5 years is a long time but it's not forever. you're only 20, that's not old. have you tried talking to them about it?
>>728054210
butwhy
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6/10
>Working at shitty call centre
>have 8 month old son
>wife isn't working and basically told me she doesn't want to ever since kid was born
>Work owes me $600 In back pay because they dropped my hourly rate by 65 cents and stopped paying me for holidays since November. "Clerical error", I'll get a retropayment "any day now"
It was 4/10 before, but I just found out I qualified to start training to become a pilot in the military. I should be gone by summer time.
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>>728052974
I don't need a woman to find happiness. I've been dating for well over 10 years. I've tried every conceivable strategy and years later, I have nothing to show for it. Just expensive prostitutes. If it was going to happen, it would have by now. Even being hyper self critical, didn't work.
The problem isn't me. I need money, drugs, and my dog to make me happy. Right now I have two of those things. I want to finish school, get a basic 9-5 job, lift weights, go home, get stoned off my ass, and sit and watch movies with my dog.
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>>728054210
it'll be ok anon. we still love you.
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>>728054040
Sorry if im rude or something.
If you still have your parents then wake up and finish the fucking school and stop being a depressed faggot. So many people would want to have their parents and the possibility of going to school. No one is going to do something against you, you need to study to become someone on life, you will have people depending on you and you need to be ready if something bad happens
(Also sorry if my english is shit)
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4. Life's pretty shit, but it has some decent moments.
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1/10
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>>728054358
>>728053256
not much for me after high school with a 1.5gpa and a 19 act score. Maybe i could become a cop, its something ive always wanted to do
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Before yesterday, 7.5/8
Yesterday, 1.5/2
Today, 3
I'll get there
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>>728054358
>if your parents support you being a recluse, that's bad. some people require being pushed to do things. 5 years is a long time but it's not forever. you're only 20, that's not old. have you tried talking to them about it?
of course i talked to them about it, its not their fault, they know if they kick me out i would be homeless or i would kill myself.
I really want to change my life and do something but i cant, all these years i was suposed to learn about life and shit but i was stuck in my room and now i have too much anxiety to start anything
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Around 5 to 6/10
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>>728051169
Huh, ur like the opposite of me, I am 0 to 10 at any given moment
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>>728054497
>stop being a depressed faggot. So many people would want to have their parents and the possibility of going to school
clearly you were never depressed to say shit like that
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>>728050995
About a 4 I guess.
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>>728054685
Have you thought about joining the army? They're pretty good at giving you a sense of camaraderie and they can get you a skill set for if you ever want to leave later and get a civilian job.
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>>728054999
i was depressed, but if you dont put your own things on place you are never going to be out of that place.
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On a scale from 1 to 0 are you happy
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>>728054377
that's sweet. most people would probably feel worse in your situation. heli pilot or aircraft? obviously you're aware of how difficult it is to become a military pilot
>>728054439
some people don't. but all I'm saying is if you expect everyone to cheat on you, you're the problem, not them. not everyone in the world is a piece of shit. that is if you're the guy that said this
>>728054594
why more negative than positive?
>>728054648
why?
>>728054653
1.5gpa is low but I probably graduated with a 2.2 or something. community colleges don't give a fuck. I went to school and got my associates for free. actually I got payed $4000 to go to school after all the pell grant money. obviously it's different for everyone, but highschool isn't "the end." I wish I took my GED instead
>>728054678
did you forget how to math yesterday?
>>728054685
this is why therapy exists. I'm not saying they should kick you out. I got my first job at the age of 20. I finished my associates degree at 22. I'm hopefully going to finish my bachelors at 24. not saying this to make it seem like I'm a big shot, I'm just saying I did NOTHING up until I was 20.
fuck I still don't even have my license yet and I'm 23 this week. that's something I still have to work through
>>728054916
6 is better than 5 though both are average or above average. 5/10 isn't bad. maybe there's something you want to try to do but haven't?
>>728054999
trips has spoken. but I honestly believe the only way you can overcome depression is to look at it as something other than sadness without a solution. if you do you only feed into it. not saying it's easy but it's all just a mindset
>>728055064
why?
>>728055446
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>>728050995
Honestly about a 6 out of 10,give or take some days.
>Why annon?
Well my father passed away in a January and the girl I like is dating my best friend.
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>>728054653
>>728055721
i fucked up my early years in high school and it sure seems like the end to me
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>>728053382
sorry I missed replying
if you ended it poorly, you should find a way to contact them about it. even if they're with someone else. if two people get along for 2 years and it ends poorly, sometimes it's just a matter of not getting closure.
obviously I don't know the situation but it sounds like you can't let go because of that reason
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>>728053690
Few people know what to do with their life. I think most people just learn to accept shit and pretend they are ok with it.
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4/10
don't talk to anyone irl. no friends, no gf, etc.
at least i'm not a complete degenerate, i work and goto school full time, but i'm always alone, and when I say always alone, I mean always alone. i literally don't remember the last time i hung out with someone
i wonder how long i'll be able to keep myself entertained like this for, it's been like 4 years going on 5.
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6.5/10
>no gf 5years
>not even fat
>5 a day faps as a grown man
Much better complaint than being crippled or some shit
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right now 6.9 all together 7.7
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>>728056410
what's wrong with being a degenerate? sometimes you have to accept the bad parts of life to be a more complete person. Get more view points and shit
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>>728056065
I was a shitty student in high school and first year of community college. Got my act together and just started studying, exercising, and all that jazz. Now I'm at a university with a great GPA. I wasnt very happy, but now I am.
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>>728056554
im gonna try to got to a tech college for law enforcement and hope i can turn my life around for the better
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0
creo que voy a suicidarme esta noche
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>>728055844
sorry that especially sucks. tbh I'm kind of reaching the point where I don't care what's happening to my dad. it sucks and I know I should probably change that point of view but I lack a reason to
if you focus on one person you like being with someone else you'll lose the chance of possibly meeting anyone else.
>>728056065
highschool is fucking meaningless dude
if you think it's the end of the world, it might very will be just because you think it is. it's a fucking waste of effort and will turn into a cop out rather than be a legitimate reason over time
>>728056206
pretending is different than accepting. accepting that life is full of shit is good. pretending it's better than it is is bad. pessimism is healthy
>>728056410
meeting people is hard. I hate most people I meet in person. rarely do I find someone I can relate with. if you work is there no one there you can talk to?
>>728056424
true there's always someone that's much worse. that doesn't mean it's always good to compare, but it can be eye opening. plus being fat has nothing to do with not having a gf considering how many fat people I've seen with one
>>728056516
lol why so specific? is all together cumulative?
>>728056554
>my nigga
>>728056766
thankfully you weren't one of the thousands of kids who went to ITT Tech and lost all their credits. that would have made anyone suicidal
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>>728050995
Like a 2. I'm not sad exactly, I just kind of don't feel anything these days.
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>>728056526
well nothing, i spent 3 years as a degenerate until i got bored
evidently working towards becoming a non-degenerate normie is pretty boring too
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>>728056929
I actually got mad chicks when I was a fat derp, it's just lame that I have the body I've always wanted but can't explore what it's like to have a woman's hand run over any part of me and feeling weird muscles.
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>>728056929
>>728056516
Specific because thats what I felt was right to put down. I can't go with a hard 8 or 7 because its kind of inbetween
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>>728057131
Gotcha, I'm in the same boatish. Got a job and work full time and pleb shit compared to 4am drugs and boobs
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>>728055721
>why?
Rare chronic health condition, makes me pretty tired so I don't really do much besides sit at the computer and vegetate
Don't work, on disability
Haven't had a date or sex in over a decade
Had all my teeth pulled because they fell apart, partly from illness, partly from drugs I take for illness.
Upside is a close family that I like, brother and his wife let me live with them in his nice house instead of some shit place or my parents basement.
Parents loaned me money for a good car.
Lost about 15-20 lbs. since dec. by cutting back on junk.
Really need something for energy though and no one wants to give me anything for it without seeing a shrink first, they'd be depressed too if even things like doing laundry felt like a massive slog.
Oh and because I'm on /b and lonely enough to be spilling my guts to anon.
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>>728050995
a good 8.5
i got some pussy yesterday
had a good meal today
have had minor fears and slight grief these last while so im good
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4/10
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>>728050995
Im 7.5, i just discovered that lack of sex is a factor (btw i had sex today).
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>>728055721
I've been at an okay college in a small ass town (where there's nothing to do but drink) for the past four years, and and I regret coming here immensely. I live alone with my cat and it's insanely isolating, and if it weren't for my cat (or knowing how badly it would hurt my family/gf) I would've killed myself by now. My girlfriend lives almost two hours away so I can rarely see her, more or less talk with her and my family lives even further away. Besides seeing my gf (rarely) or my cat, there's nothing that truly gives me joy or a reason to keep fighting. I have no more dreams for my future, and have little to no hope that I'll get even a decent job after I graduate. I probably won't even be able to live near my gf anytime soon since theres a strong possibility that she'll be leaving the country for a year literally right as I'm able to get out of this shithole of a town. Idk. Everytime I wake up I wish that I didn't, and I spend most of my extremely monotonous days wishing that I had never been born, or that I could just die naturally. I really don't see any reason why I'm meant to be alive, other than my family wanting me to be. I feel like I have no purpose in this life, and wish I had the fucking balls to buy a gun and shoot myself right in fucking head. I just wish I could be with my friends from back home, and I really wish I never left. I don''t see any end in sight and I don't want to live a full life, because why the fuck would I want to?
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>>728053382
You should have raped her and then dumped her body in the stream.
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>>728050995
It only goes down to 1? Mfw I'm literally off the charts
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>>728050995
3
i mean i`m not totally fucked up, but 10 is absolute happiness, so it must be a pretty great feeling.
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0.0005
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>>728057768
After you finish uni, move out of town faggot and find new gf
If your gf is going to distant country she is probably going to get fucked so might as well break it off
Take charge of your life, you goddam fag.
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>>728051838
femanon detected.
too bad you're probably uggers, otherwise i'd make you my house bitch and gives you monies for it. a real house bitch gets paid for it.
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>>728053256
Stick with weed and edibles are better still, get you more fucked up and you have less chance of lung/throat cancer.
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>>728056947
this is a side effect of 4chan. seriously. this site desensitizes people so much that nothing emotional gets to them anymore because everyone is just joking more than half the time
>>728057113
I'm sure you're aware online tests mean nothing but in case you're not, here you go
>>728057217
not sure I understand. you were more confident being fat and now haven't been with anyone in 5 years? joking aside, perhaps you were destined to be fat
>>728057237
makes sense. I just find it funny when people come up with numbers that aren't whole or .5 increments
>>728057412
well shit I would be a 4 too if I was Ryder
>>728057458
that's a pretty loaded reply. how old are you? I'm guessing somewhere in your 30s if it's been 10 years since you've been on a date. did you say 4/10 or 1/10? do you have to use dentures now? why not see a shrink if it means you'll get something? loaded reply for a loaded response
>>728057526
good job m8
>>728057530
why?
>>728057639
lack of sex due to being a virgin or lack of sex post-virgin? I think I changed after losing my virginity in a way. people make it seem insignificant but it kind of is if only for your self esteem
>>728057768
no offense but I think anyone that attempts to follow through with suicide is a fucking pussy. wishing you were dead is one thing, considering actual suicide shows a lack of empathy for others. just because you didn't choose to be born doesn't mean the other people in your life don't care about you. the situation you've put yourself in seems like it's more or less on you. having a gf that's 2 hours away is shit, and maybe you should consider whether it's healthy for the both of you.
>>728057951
0 isn't attainable
>>728058003
honestly a 10 is unrealistic. there's average, above or below average, and then edge of the bell curve. 10 sounds great but it might be just as bad as a 1. extremes are rarely good, unless we're talking about machine level code
>>728058230
that's low man
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>>728058583
probably going to get cancer smoking out of his make shift bong lol
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>>728050995
5/10 but I'm getting fit so I kinda like to look myself at the mirror and tell myself everything is gonna be alright.
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>>728050995
no gf
no friends
no job
still 7/10
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>>728058598
I'm aware online tests mean nothing. But seeing as thats the easiest way to put my point across because its accurate its what I use
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>>728058950
OK
>dad worked as motivational speaker when he got laid off when I was 11. Got job back when I was 14, but the messages stuck with me forever.
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>>728059158
self confidence is important if you're working to improve yourself as well
>>728059285
why 7/10? parents?
>>728059599
I remember taking this years ago. do you know it's accurate because you were diagnosed or just self diagnoses? decided to take it again for fun
4degreez personality disorder test if anyone wants to
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>>728059782
leaning in what direction?
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>>728059751
Most the stuff on the list is diagnosed all though it does say "moderate" antisocial it should probably be very high seeing as I haven't done anything with anyone in over 2 months and it's only getting worse
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>>728059751
Gib plos
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about a 1.5 id honestly overdose on morphine and xanax right now if i had an adequate amount infront of me. but i dont though so ill just wait it out and see how things go i guess. cant do much else
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>>728050995
5.9 not quite good enough to say that im happy, but I'm less than 50/50 kill my self.
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>>728058598
>that's a pretty loaded reply. how old are you? I'm guessing somewhere in your 30s if it's been 10 years since you've been on a date. did you say 4/10 or 1/10? do you have to use dentures now? why not see a shrink if it means you'll get something? loaded reply for a loaded response
Mid 30's.
Yea I was debating at putting the rating lower but objectively there are good things in my life that other people don't even have so I bumped it up a few points, try to be realistic about it.
I don't have dentures yet, when you have 28 teeth yanked out all at the same time you need some time for things to heal, and fucking things are expensive when you're poor.
Seeing the shrink isn't a guarantee, and since I've spent so much time alone I've developed social phobias, they aren't crippling, I can still leave the house and such but it makes me very avoidant of new people, places, and situations, I hate getting phone calls. So of course this asshat I've been referred to doesn't take calls, they call and tell me when to show up, well that doesn't work to well since I'm all F'd up, and if I am going to see a shrink I don't want it to be a guy either, so... yea, that's why I haven't been yet.
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>>728050995
solid eight
reasonable job
wife is happy with her job
time for reading and vidya
bills are paid
roof over head.
wife just got new iud so no kids for awhile
dad just got a large life insurance policy (300k) considering he is 75 and im only 24 not to be a dick, but come on.
just a little bit boring. and i dont have a million dollars.
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>Mfw girlfriend didn't left me because she was never there.
>6
>Can't be disappointed if your expectations are lower than Venezuela's credibility as a democratic country.
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>>728059906
2 months isn't that much time. a lot of mental paranoia and problems end up multiplying by not attempting to rectify the problem. this happens with anything in life that you find difficult or scary. your brains doesn't create new neural pathways which otherwise make things seem normal
>>728060218
if I was the annoying orange I'd probably give myself a 1.5 as well
>>728060237
5/10 isn't kill myself territory. 1/10 isn't even. suicide is just an out some people see as a possibility when things are bad. plenty of people who are or seem 9/10 commit suicide. doesn't mean they're 1/10 in reality
>>728060314
didn't realize the teeth thing happened recently. that's a lot of shit to deal with. not saying anyone else isn't valid in feeling the way they do but that's a lot of legitimacy to feeling bad about things. I also hate answering calls or talking on the phone in general. I've never questioned how hard it is to find the right shrink. its' not just "find therapist, go to therapy." it's just as much of a process as anything else.
>>728060320
that sounds better than an 8 in my world. if you're bored maybe you should find something to do with your wife?
>>728060476
wasn't aware of what was going on in Venezuela as I tend to only get news from windows 10 popups which are usually just political news and sometimes imgur
I'm guessing most people here live in America which sucks since we're the most well off people in the world
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>>728054685
Seriously just fucking get out and work a minimum shit job while you get a ged. After enough thought on things like that your brain should start rolling out more ideas. Just need to get the fire started
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4/10
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>>728061874
why?
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>>728061240
bored as in we live in the country. there is only so much hiking, fishing, camping and boating you can do before it gets a bit old. not financially stable enough to go on any decent vacation either. i say an eight because, while i listed all the good things, we have about 70% of our income going out every month, a bit more than the average citizen. we both have long commutes, but much prefer spending money on gas than dealing with a city. we work the same schedule, 4 ten hour days a week, same shift, but in different towns, an hour each way. my job is unionized, hers isnt, and i can't get her in my job to save my life. plus she is doing office work for a warehouse. im doing production floor stuff.
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>>728051838
>particle insurance
>femanon
>kek
learn english then maybe you'll get a job above minimum wage.
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like a 4 out of 10
kinda crappy but not bad enough to agonize over it. just poor as fuck
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9/10
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5-6... life is good, I make damn good money and do what I want, but I miss the comfort I had with my ex, even if she was a cheating useless whore. Life is good, could be better.
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3/10
A lot of things have been going wrong in my life over the last 4 months, but I feel like I'm starting to climb back up again.
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>>728061240
>didn't realize the teeth thing happened recently.
They've been falling apart for a long time, they were never great to start with even. In high school people thought I had baby teeth still because of how small they were. Then they started coming off in pieces, then root canals, and when you root canal but don't put a crown on top of it you'll cause that tooth to split in half from the pressure you put on it, and I didn't have any coverage for crowns. Then you get infections and pain so bad you can't sleep. Twice I cut my mouth open to get pus out from tooth infections, I know what death tastes like now. A normal person might have gone to a dentist when or before this ever happened instead I snowed myself with every drug I could get my hands so I wouldn't have to go because freezing has never worked properly for me, so I avoided going in until I didn't have a single tooth left that wasn't busted and run down to the gum line.
I want to try getting my hands on adderall, I'm hoping it would help with my energy problems, but no one wants to give it to me, hence going to the shrink I guess, supposedly they can prescribe drugs for off label uses when other doctors aren't supposed to. I'd rather try it on my own first, just don't have any real connections to get them, don't exactly know very many people.
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>>728050995
1-2
Not happy, not sad, not depressed or otherwise anything except tired.
Just don't care anymore and would like to get a good night's sleep for once.
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About 6/10.
I'm not complaining though, i used to be MUCH worse off.
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>>728062376
I see. positive life with negative attributes which lead to tedium. happens when vacation isn't a possibility. plus being 24 and married is hard for me to fathom since I'm basically 23 and have no plans to get married for the next decade. but I guess shit happens
>>728062469
so 4/10 just because you're poor?
>>728062643
why?
>>728062656
strange situation to be in. have you not found someone that's been more comforting than your ex?
>>728062974
that's good shit. 4 months is less than 1% of your life. sometimes people give too much concern to things which are not even a huge chapter of their life
>>728063200
I wasn't aware this was even a thing. many people in their 20s now are also putting off going to the doctors or dentist because it's an annoyance and requires going out of your comfort zone. many parents seem to stop giving a fuck when you're in your early 20s even though the average person can't even leave home until 27 now.
I've never tried adderall though I've wanted to once or twice in highschool. idk how much it helps with energy I just know how it helps people focus, but maybe that's the same thing. I'm guessing caffeine doesn't work?
>>728063390
<3?
>>728063446
honestly the solution is to get off 4chan. we're all addicted to the internet and are willingly putting ourselves through this shit because we can't disconnect
>>728063570
I supposed that raid on may 2nd 2011 would have been hard on anyone. nice to see that you've come back though. I heard that the cat life is good
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0/10
I fucked up everything again
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>>728063746
why? and how?
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>>728050995
2-3/10
Contemplating suicide nearly everyday
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>>728063446
oh its me waddup. i don't want to do anything because i'm always so tired.
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About 8/10
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Sometimes it's a 5 the highest is 7 but overall, I'd say a 3. Times aren't as good as they were
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5.6/10 now that I broke up with my GF a few hours ago
I was at a 3.7 before we broke up
>feelsbittersweetman.jpg
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>>728063876
This fucking foreign language class. I transferred in from a different school and I wasn't prepared. I failed catastrophically.
I tried to take it a second time. It's happened again.
I can take another course without losing to much time. Still haven't told my parents. I should be smarter than this.... I seemed to be before...
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>>728063926
4chan is probably the last place anyone should be when contemplating suicide. scratch that tumblr probably takes the cake.
for real though, why contemplate it? the amount of effort you spend thinking about it could be spent on almost anything else and be more constructive. even if it was just coming up with greentext stories.
>>728063986
lots of people I know are tired. it stems from several problems. diet, lack of exercise, lack of sleep, not achieving goals, not having anything to look forward to, lack of passion, autism
>>728064262
congrats m8 feel free to share why
>>728064402
what went wrong?
>>728064437
right on. I was in the same situation not too long ago. made a world of difference. try to avoid previous mistakes
>>728064457
are you in high school or college? 0/10 sounds a little dramatic. didn't think foreign language was a thing in college so if it's highs chool you need to just take the GED and not waste your time. a high school diploma is no more useful now than toilet paper
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>>728064675
College
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1/10
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>>728064761
why the fuck do you need a foreign language class? failing anything for the second time is rough, but seriously, what's your major?
I'd probably just fuck the teacher at this point
>>728064869
why so low?
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4.0 Really wish I could get my ex back
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2\10 balding 25 and single still getting over my gf I had when I wasn't balding. Jobless and not in school
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>>728064983
Don't talk to my dad and my dog died recently too..
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>>728063705
>I wasn't aware this was even a thing.
What weren't you aware of? That freezing doesn't work on everyone? There's a small percentage that it doesn't seem to work on. In my case it seem to be extremely slow to work. About an hour after I get done with dental work at home is when it kicks in, never really during an appointment.
Adderall is basically amphetamine so I'm hoping it would perk me up. Or at the very least stop me from wanting to sleep all the time. It's been used off label for narcoleptics, and people with shift work disorders, militaries have given it to their snipers and fighter pilots as well.
Caffeine hasn't been useful, with larger doses I end up feeling twitchy and weird but still too tired to want to get up and do anything, energy drinks do dick-all as well.
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>>728064761
Fucking wish I was in high school; wish I knew how much of a joke it was and how much college was gonna fuck my shit up
>>728064926
Studying and practicing to be an animator. The school requires EVERYONE to take a foreign language to the 201 level to graduate. Writing proper essays and shit.
I was so much less prepared than I thought I was... They say students have failed other classes so they can pass that one.
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>>728064983
>balding
Whatever you do don't cling to what hair you have by trying to grow it out and/or combing it over, shave that shit, go all mr. clean with it, any other look for bald people is just sad man.
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>>728064983
can you grow facial hair?
if you can, go all bald and keep a beard.
try building up your confidence anyway other way you can
stand up straight
start working for the future you want
remember you're worth it
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>>728064926
I'm in college, have no friends and no family. I've only been close with one person in college, which was a hook up when I was black out drunk with an ugly girls who possibly may have given me herpes. I feel like garbage
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https://discord.gg/XNwfaEQ
https://discord.gg/XNwfaEQ
https://discord.gg/XNwfaEQ
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3/10 21,truggling with heroin addiction, out of money to pay bills. Also been single for over a year now since me and ex split. Did mess around with another ex for about two months, ended last month because "She wanted to focus on current relationship" LOL she cheated on her bf of 3 years with me. I guess the only reason I put a 3 is because I still have a full-time job and going to university full time as well. Just gotta get clean.
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>>728065644
>>728065527 i will look absolutely garbage completely shaved. From the front you can't tell I'm bald I just have a spot in the very top of my head
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>>728064944
don't. things happen for a reason even if that reason makes no sense. if it was a really positive experience leave it as a really positive experience. there's always going to be sadness after the fact, but if you ignore everything good then what was the point?
>>728064983
do you look good bald or are you idubbbz level bald? it's never too late to change. unless you're like 80 and on your death bed that is
>>728065079
both those things are hard to deal with. loss of animals can actually be more traumatic than family members. don't ignore the grieving process. it's something everyone has to work through at their own pace
>>728065202
I was sort of referring to both the losing your teeth and freezing.
I've rarely had any success with caffeine or energy drinks. lately my energy has been higher but it was pretty low just a little while ago
I'm still sure it's caused by several factors that I listed before such as diet, lack of exercise, lack of sleep, not achieving goals, not having anything to look forward to, or lack of passion
>>728065327
this is honestly the weirdest thing I've ever heard. my gf went to school for animation and graduated without ever having to take anything related to foreign language, just literature. sorry about that shit.
>>728065644
you need to take care of yourself. having no family is hard for me to conceive since I haven't been in that situation. that doesn't mean you should treat yourself like shit. not having friends isn't the end of the world. finding people who are worthwhile is difficult.
>>728065675
don't shill this fucking shit when your discord room is called "StonerMunchies"
>>728065742
drugs aren't something I have any experience with but I know it's possible to overcome since I know people who have. being in uni is good as well as having a full time job.
>>728065850
do you know that you're actually balding? I sort of have the same thing
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>>728066129
What do you mean take care of myself? I didn't want any of this to happen. It's happening to me. I want family and friends. I don't have them and I cant make them.
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>>728065850
I suppose it's just an opinion but I don't think I've seen any person that I thought looked better with the horseshoe hair or a combover than they would shaving it.
Shaving it all off shows confidence in my mind, it's owning that baldness instead of clinging to what there once was.
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>>728066129
The school is super liberal too, way into the multicultural stuff. The beginner arts department courses were a fucking waste of time. Basic fucking baby shit. I can illustrate, I took illustration courses. I don't need to make a fucking magazine mozaic.
Even though I still feel like a piece of shit, I appreciated this little conversation. Thanks. I've gotta stop bullshitting myself and running in to things I'm not prepared for.
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>>728064457
>>728064457
I fucking hate languages. too embarrased to speak up and make mistakes in front of people, leading to spiral of ignorance.
oh and organic chemistry. Solid D in that shit. I still have nightmares where I wake up and I haven't studied for my orgo final.
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>>728066482
getting black out drunk isn't taking care of yourself
it doesn't matter if you don't have friends and can't make them. that's not an excuse to get shit faced to the point where you have no control over yourself
I lack the ability to care about most friends. I'm not empathetic about most situations. most people talk to me first and like me for some reason
you can't get family without creating one unfortunately. that's something you just got dealt a shit hand in
but you can't use those as excuses. some things are hard for people. some easy. I'm sure there's multiple things you're better at than I am. but the rest is up to you. I'm sorry I can't give better advice than that but I don't know anything about anyone here except for what they tell me
>>728066691
there's also wigs or toupees even if they get a shit rap
>>728066866
that sucks about the school. I'm glad I could help by talking to someone in this thread. preparation sucks but it can mean the difference in any situation
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>>728066129
>I'm still sure it's caused by several factors
Doesn't help when some of those factors can feed into each other and/or make you feel depressed and exacerbate those feelings.
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0 :[
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>>728066866
At least now that I'm in the animation courses, it's something that requires skill.
Can't argue that it "doesn't need skill" and rimjob andy warhol and yoko ono all day in that department at least.
>>728066889
I'd like it more if everything wasn't so goddamned urgent. NOW THIS. NOW THAT. TEST TIME, FUCK YOU. Even people who were typically well prepared were struggling. It's too impersonal and not conductive to actual learning. Wish I paid more attention the first time...
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>>728067214
that's the problem. unless you try to solve everything, nothing changes. it's not exactly Sisyphus but it's hard to see it as anything else. and the internet should probably be on that last as well since it's not helping either
lots of people seem to be getting more tired because they spend all day staring at screens and sitting. that's what I've been doing for at least the past 3 hours
>>728067293
is there a single art school that isn't liberal though? what school are you actually going to if you don't mind sharing?
>>728067215
feel free to share why
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>>728066129
>>728065742
If withdraws weren't such torture I could do it so easily! Not to mention I have a very addictive personality. I feel like if I just had a few days worth of suboxone I'd be able to get off it too, I've done it before cold turkey but I had to like shut down my life, which is hard to do when I do actually still have my job and uni to worry about.
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>>728067448
It's just outside of baltimore. Reeeeally liberal.
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7/10
family life is stable
have a girlfriend
success in school and looking forward to uni
sports going well, varsity level
still struggling to fit in some areas but things will sort themselves out
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>>728067448
Never had a friend, or girlfriend. Never been hugged or held someone's hand. Never had a job. Depressed + anxiety.
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>>728067704
Have a plan for college, a solid one. Don't fuck around and be aware that high school probably hasn't prepared you for anything. You're in a pretty good position though.
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>>728067770
Same
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-∞/10
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>>728067477
summer is coming up which means uni won't be an issue for a few weeks. if your job knows about your problem can they not give you time off? if it only takes a few days of suboxone that sounds like the time to do it
>>728067528
well ya if you're like an hour away from fucking DC you can't really get much more liberal than that. the whole thing seems like fucking shit. I hate classes that are completely worthless in life
>>728067704
nice I don't know what you're struggling in and I'm more lenient when it comes to 10 scales I think so I'd probably be an 8/10 in that position since I hated highschool
stick with sports if you're passionate. you can get a free ride for the rest of your life if you're even remotely decent
>>728067770
>>728067971
how old are you? most of those things stem from lack of self esteem and reinforced belief that you're not desirable by anyone. people can sense depression which puts them off unfortunately. overcoming depression requires a drastic change in your viewpoint and behavior. if you're not autistic or have any other mental disorders most of what I just said applies. obviously I don't know anything else beyond what people tell me so I can't say anything more than that
>>728068038
is such a thing even possible?
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>>728050995
Been a steady 1.5 for 2 years now
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>>728068197
I'm 24. I haven't left my house in months, lol. So no clue about putting people off. I'm ugly as fuck, though. And have no hobbies/interests, cause they're, well.. uninteresting.
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>>728068241
why .5?
>>728068382
what changed?
>>728068388
ugly as fuck as in 1/10 or 4/10? why did you suddenly stop leaving your house for months when you're 24? that's a strange time to be a recluse
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>>728068526
I don't know what you mean by 1/10 or 4/10, sorry.
I've always been recluse. That's just how long it was since I last went out.
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Haven't gone past a 3 in a long while.
Coasting through life, trying to keep up with responsibilities, but just sleeping/gaming through them mostly.
Suicide has, again, been on my mind a lot recently
Don't really have any ambitions, goals, nothing really makes me happy. I'm only a disappointment to those who care for me, and will only continue to be, so w/e
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>>728064675
What went wrong? Primarily just relationship issues but the thing is I look at the world at a more psychological level, as narcissistic as it sounds sometimes I feel like I'm too much for the world and I belong nowhere because of my views but that's all besides the point, the psychological views I have is that I'm searching for true happiness, where I can feel happy everywhere, being within my relationship, School, home etc. and I just can't seem to find happiness at all
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>>728050995
2.71828
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>>728069005
I guess I'm a 5 on that?
Don't have parents, live with my brothers who abuse me. 9/10 not physically.
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1/10
Really need to an hero
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>>728050995
If I'm being honest, 1 and sometimes 2, when I can forget about almost everything in my life
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>>728050995
7/10 right now. Highest I've been in a while honestly. Was at a steady 2 for a long time until I got a new job and a gf. Shit will happen and things turn out alright. We'll all make it some day
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>>728050995
3/10
basing on my life situation it should be an 1/10
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i came here to masturbate, saw this thread and got sad
currently 5 in life
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>>728050995
1
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>>728069094
so you were above 3 and you made bad choices?
>>728069204
finding happiness is kind of an oxymoron as it usually ends up finding you. what you're searching for is what everyone seeks in life. searching it is futile, unfortunately. sometimes we need to stop looking for happiness and start ignoring every other emotion
>>728069255
>same as above
>>728069404
>ugly as fuck
that's what you told me. 5/10 is considered average, so I take it you think you're uglier than you are due to your brothers. not sure what you meant by 9/10 not physically. mental abuse is just as bad.
>>728069421
why? that quality gif should bump it up to a 3/10 at least
>>728069593
do you do any drugs? that's usually the point of view reinforced by drug use
>>728069855
I'm not going to say "we'll all make it some day" because it's just not true. in a perfect world yes, but it's unrealistic. there's many people who simply die even if they're living great lives.
ideally, most people will make it. when you look at all the survivors of ww2 it puts your life into perspective. we've never had to fight any wars or risk our lives just to eat. there's no plagues (in first world countries) or any other major life threats. at a certain point, we all become our worst enemy
>>728069983
so your life situation is worse than how you feel?
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2 right now
Full time school, full time work, do stuff on the side just out of obligation at this point
The girl I'm in love with is leaving me and cutting me completely off.
I can hardly find reasons to go on.
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>>728070101
I meant 9 times out of 10 isn't physical.
Maybe. Doesn't help that the people I have met outside of my brothers have also called me ugly as fuck.
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1/10
Everything is pointless and people are scum.
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>>728070101
But that's the thing, this is what ignoring every other emotion has done to me, I've
rendered myself almost emotionless and thinking about it upsets me because of the fact that I could care so much less about such emotions but I want to. This is also on par to the feeling I get of killing myself, but I don't want to die.
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>>728050995
about a 3 ... which fucking sucks, but it's significantly better than a few years ago when i was at 0
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>>728050995
about 7 now.
>have gf for 9 months
>happily in love
>she bitches at anything any time for the dumbest reasons
>get her to stop and say sorry for acting up
>proceed to cuddle
shes always fucking mad and its annoying and kills the mood every other day but i get over it bc she knows her place and apologizes. i called her a hoe as a joke and shes upset right now lmao
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>>728070332
Im not scum.. I have a hard time not being positive despite my own pain fears and stress. I have a hard to control urge to help people and stand up for them. I would be friends with anyone and stand by them no matter how weird or what issues they had aside from dealing with someone who was just incessantly rude to me without reason.
Average people can suck when shit hits the fan but there are a lot of good people too.
Sorry you feel like ahit about life man. I hope you find a path.
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>>728068197
>>728067477
Hell I would probably get fired if my job knew about my problem lol, I did request off for a weeks vacation coming up soon, from the 13th of this month to the 22nd so I'll have a whole week to just relax and focus on getting clean and then school work. I just hope it works out
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Probably a 3 or 4. Mostly because I hate my major and can't find a girlfriend.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l0MSitTAYyA
This film explains why you shouldn't be happy and that suicide is the answer.
It really opened my eyes to the truth and changed my perspective of the world.
10/10 would recommend.
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>>728070051
sorry bro I didn't expect this thread to take off but I've spent the last few hours trying to reply to everyone I could. feel free to share if you want
>>728070052
why, doge?
>>728070161
seeing love as anything more than a fleeting moment of happiness is going to kill you. having unrealistic expectations means you won't be able to let go if anything ever happens. this is a problem for most guys because we're told to bottle our emotions when we're younger, so we instead channel it all during a relationship, and when we lose it we feel like lose that ability to be emotional. there are no soulmates, there are only good people. just my opinion
>>728070204
I see. I've never heard of people calling someone ugly in real life. it just sounds like you've accepted what people say. looks may be important to society but there's people who are extremely unattractive who live happy lives. it's not the most important thing in life
>>728070332
valid to have this opinion but I disagree. many people are scum. not all.
>>728070445
I've speculated that 4chan makes people emotionless through constant repetition of inane ideas which makes life seem like a joke. idk how long you've been on this site, but if it's anything more than a year, that's all it takes if you let it get to you. I've always been rather empathetic even back when newgrounds was the shit. that's just my life philosophy. I think if you get a new perspective on things it helps to realize why you feel the way you do
>>728070635
3 is always better than a 0. do you plan on going up still?
>>728070682
you're saying you're happily in love but hate how she acts. if it's your first relationship, I'll tell you that it's not really love. it's a love-hate relationship which is incompatible. that's just based on what you said.
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>>728070840
>3 is always better than a 0. do you plan on going up still?
it's about as high as i'm gonna get unless i get a gf. i ain't holding my breath
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>>728070101
>so your life situation is worse than how you feel?
unemployed
failed two colleges
mother died years ago
new wife of father have mental disorders
sees me as a threat
constantly talking shit about me everywhere to destroy my reputation
often being hungry, cause she "forgets" that i need to eat too
had 28 years no gf
as i finaly got one i figured out i dont want one
couldnt even have sex with her cause no boner
have no savings
no health insurance
live in a third world shithole country
despite being raised and used to live in western europe
have poor health
behave autistic
friends got all married
well yeah, i should be an chandelier by now.
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>>728070840
It seems to be the most important thing in life. I've had interviews for jobs where I didn't get it solely because I'm unattractive.
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>>728070840
it is my first relationship. I think its cute that she gets angered so easily. I don't "hate" her for how she acts its just annoying. It's been wayy less frequent over the past 3 months.
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everyone is a selfish asshole
that's human nature
even when people do good deeds, it's only to serve their self interests
>to make yourself feel good about yourself
>to get yourself into heaven
>to impress others
>to escape boredom
this is why i hate the world and everyone in it
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>>728071328
you are ok
i like you
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>>728050995
5/10
I'm grateful for my health every single day. I know there will be a day when that's no longer there, and everything will go downhill after that.
I'm grateful for the fact that my parents didn't kick me out at 18, and they still haven't now that I'm 27.
I'm grateful for the fact that the few relationships that I've had in my life, even though they've all gone ended, haven't lasted long enough to wind up in a nasty marriage, and a nastier divorce, with children who don't belong in the mess.
I'm grateful for the opportunities that still await me. I have a college degree, and the studies that I'm working on currently may just end up making me the money that can lead to financial independence.
I'm grateful for my boss, who continues to pay me for a job that's incredibly easy and pays higher than any other job would for the amount of time I'm required to put in for the job.
Are things wrong in my life? Yes, a few. I crave independence constantly, like every waking minute. I need to lose 20 lbs, I need to get stable income.
But I know more than anything that the good outweighs the bad by so much.
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Moved down to a 3 lately
was really close to my dream girl for ages and after i confessed to her she no longer seems interested in me and my best friend no longer seems to want to spend time with me. Also constant reminders of how i can never succeed or amount to anything
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>>728070804
not to sound like a dick, but don't fucking be retarded and waste your week off. if you're serious and think you can overcome it, don't just fucking play it off. this could be a turning point that changes your whole life. screenshot this and prove to yourself that you're not just talking shit.
>>728070809
switch majors. asap. college isn't a joke. if you're not happy now it's not going to make you happy later. try dating apps. I recommend happn
>>728070814
not sure if bait but the movie looks decent
>>728070931
dating apps were my solution. not sure if you're tried okcupid or happn or pof but they're all valid
>>728071034
dad
>>728071113
sorry but I call bullshit. there's people that are legitimate 1/10s where I've worked and still got the job. people don't hire someone for being unattractive unless it's a modeling agency or some place where it would scare people off. unfortunately I can't believe you're that ugly unless you post a picture
>>728071264
just tell you my own experience because I went through the same thing and it was also my first relationship. we were together for far too long (over a year) and it should have ended a lot sooner. if she's been doing it less that's good, but just be aware that people don't change. if at any point you feel like you aren't happy with someone, it's always better to break it off
>>728071328
what's wrong with that? people doing good for selfish reasons makes their good actions less meaningful? Bill Gates has tried to do more for the world than most people will ever come even close to
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>>728071575
Ill keep what you say in mind, man. Have a nice night
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3/10 my man
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>>728071575
Why would I say it if it wasn't relate-able?
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>>728071575
>dating apps
no thanks. in my experience, internet based dating is for people who aren't ready for a relationship. besides that, i'm not a "one night stand" kind of guy. my dick needs an "owner" to work properly
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>>728070840
I'm not been on the site for over a year but even then I don't blame things like a website to blame for how I feel, it's been like this for a while now and for all I know it's just my adolescent hormones bouncing everywhere but as far as I'm concerned, I'm not happy and it's not that good of a thing, but like I said before, i feel as though it doesn't matter to me if I'm happy or not while at the same time I want to be happy. My life's just a big emotional paradox.
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>>728071790
Fag
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>>728071790
idiot
you got all you need for a happy ad log live
all the stuff most people lurking here will never even experience
and you jeopardise all of it, cause of beer
fucking beer
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>>728050995
8.5/10
Studying electrical engineering in uni for free, no debt at all, got some really good friends, have pretty decent income for my age, healthy and fit, lives in a first world country, etc. Life's good man.
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>>728050995
4/10
Only times I'm happy is when I'm with my friends and that's seldom these days. I still have my friends though.
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9/10
I'm really enjoying what i got going on right now
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>be me
>turn shitty life around
>stop dealing drugs
>make friends
>get qt gf despite manlet status
>all friends and gf stop giving a shit about me soon as they go to college
>relapse into bad shit
8/10 cause I have drug money again
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usually a solid 8, but being ill and away from uni has madde it a 7, life's still good tho
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>>728071034
not sure why I just replied with dad. what I meant to say was that's something that goes beyond yourself. you're pretty much having to fight back against the world which is probably why you feel 3/10 since it seems overwhelming. I've dealt with similar situations but I'm not in a third world country.
>>728071711
night
>>728071496
very well said. you're on the right track friend
>>728071725
why?
>>728071747
sorry it's getting hard to tell who's replying to what. it's a little easier if you reply with your previous as well as my reply. are you the 5/10 guy who said they're ugly?
>>728071784
I completely disagree. dating apps are the reason I'm as happy as I am right now. I hate one night stand mentality and have never done it. if you've had poor experiences that's one thing, but I don't think it falls on people who aren't ready. yes, it might be unlikely. but trying outweighs the negatives
>>728071790
I won't berate you for your choice to drink, but I find it childish that you'd fall for that when you have so much. focus your attention on drinking with sucking dick and maybe you'll see what I'm talking about
>>728071892
sounds a lot like portal 1/2. if you're young you just need to let it run its course. things change constantly. if you think about it this much, it'll consume you. being unsure is fine, but you're trying to find answers where there are none, just like happiness. focus on improving your life first, then philosophy. therapy is also never a bad thing
>>728072112
congrats
>>728072240
if you're only happy with your friends, maybe you should find a way to keep that happiness while you're by yourself. I'm not an extrovert so I don't know if this is even possible. I know some people require this to be happy.
>>728072293
keep it up wooper
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Old guy here.
In 3 weeks I retire with $2.5 million in investments, a $700k house, and in good health.
And I collect $2100/month from Social Security after paying in less than $1000 over my entire life (thank you all for contributing to that).
Almost a 10.
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>>728072425
>dating apps
it's just not my thing. i'll either fall into a relationship IRL or i won't. i've basically quit looking.
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>>728072425
I work 50 hours a week on overnight and they're on a normal people schedule, so we rarely hang out anymore, other wise I fall to my vices by myself (food, YouTube and porn). I don't want to be too dramatic but I just don't enjoy any thing on my own anymore.
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>>728050995
Happiness is fleeting. It is the result of something, and you feel that happiness for a short period. Then it's gone.
I suppose what we're looking for is a life of joy, but that's all about your outlook on life and how you respond to things. Joy doesn't mean everything in your life is perfect or great at all. It just means you're looking past yourself and you see the beauty of life itself, and how special and important the life within other people is as well.
Overall, a life of joy is selfless and lasting because the nature of it is not focused on yourself but on the bigger picture of life. A life of happiness is a selfish rollercoaster in which you chase moments that last a few seconds to give yourself a rush of emotions, and then you lose it all until you chase and catch the next moment. Which in total doesn't seem happy at all.
That sounded pretty tree-huggery but take what you want from it. Look for a person you know that has a joyful personality and ask them their opinion on it.
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>>728072485
true or not, gj oldfag
>>728072515
where do you meet women? only place I can see it happening is maybe at a starbucks or a bar. people just don't like meeting other people in real life anymore unless you're in an extremely populated city like LA, Miami, or Boston. most people prefer meeting online first. that's just life
>>728072570
that sucks. 50 hours is a shitload especially when working night shifts.
>>728072727
I believe this comes down to verbiage. the terms are usually used in tandem even if they have different meaning. yes, joy is just as important if not more so, but happiness is still a valid term for what people experience. I applaud you for writing this though
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>>728072425
I can agree on the overthinking I know I do. The good thing is I've moved on from how bad I was before to literally contemplating suicide because I wanted to die compared to now where although I want to, I don't because I know there's so much more to experience and learn from to enhance my views on the world and whatnot. But there's always something in the back of my mind that brings me down
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Probably somewhere around a 4 or 5. I don't feel great but I'm not sure if I feel sad. Just kinda feel hollow lately
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6/10 here. and i need advice to be complete.
only flaw at life right now is that job is going to hell (and no girl, but thats no prob they arrive sooner or later).
in short: im 33, speak spanish and english, 20k in savings, i am willing to relocate to any place.
question: any interesting/good/fun job you guys would recommend? im a sound engineer and have been working filming publicity but im kinda tired of that. need a change. dont want to work in a boring job all week, but could work in a boring shit if the pay is good ad its just part time. or full time job of something interesting....
im all ears! what the fuck do i do with my life, no ties to no place.. its up to you /b/ (not really but im open as hell right now).
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10/10 here, but learned to present myself as 1/10 so as to ward off destroyers. Allows me to maintain happiness uninterrupted.
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>>728073234
It's pretty crap, I basically have one day off a week. Worst part is I'm not making a lot for the work that I do because of garbage company. I'm working on my security+ certification so I can get out of it though. The job is so bad that I actually want to leave, which I guess undermines my "I don't desire anything" at least a little bit.
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>>728073234
>people just don't like meeting other people in real life anymore
that's no shit. add to that, i'm very much a homebody, and i really don't meet people anymore. back when i was still working, i had the chance to flirt with store clerks that i frequented. but nowadays, there's basically nothing. like i said, i quit looking. maybe one of these days i'll get lucky and my cousin will set me up with one of the anorexic chicks he knows (this is my legit fetish)
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>>728050995
1 being so miserable that death would be better than existing.
10 being so happy that you simply couldn't get any happier no matter how much you tried.
3, because I'm fat, socially awkward, failing my classes, it feels like I'm losing my intelligence day by day, and I think I might have some kind of psychological disorder.
However, I can't help but shake the feeling that something much brighter is on the horizon.
Perhaps it's inappropriate optimism.
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>>728072485
what do you need all this money for
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>>728050995
2.5
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Currently: 3/10
Went from have over 100,000 in my bank account to having $90 in my wallet. Broke up with my gf who i thought i was going to marry. Moved to another state (1200 miles away) for work and got terminated 4 months later...
Its been an interesting chapter in my life but i just picked up a new gig that pays 6-figures again and since ive been in my slump i learned a lot about myself. Just seeing where life takes me now.
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3/10 and dropping.
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>>728052176
21 minimum wage, overdrawn 134.00 atm, gonna just live on the road after this paycheck and start saving as much as possible for whatever comes next... life sucks
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>>728073395
you're obviously intelligent and know yourself well. I think you'll move past this and learn from it. life is more precious than anyone can ever attempt to put into words. if you've already moved on you're doing well. just try not to revert back to thinking how you did previously. we learn something new every day
>>728073413
hollow is how I feel when I'm content. I don't believe it's depression or sadness, I think it's the absence of emotion. for me it's a good thing, for others it's bad. try to find something new. keeping yourself occupied with something can help you find something you didn't know even existed
>>728073549
not sure if I can be much help unfortunately. I've taken up stock trading because I find it fun. you can talk to people on /biz/ who create the /rgt/ and generally talk shit while making money from 9:30 to 4 every day, or less. it's up to you. stocks aren't for everyone but I find them mentally stimulating.
>>728073732
lol whatever works
>>728073763
if you want to leave you should leave. if you need the security cert then I guess you can't really do anything in the meantime. night shifts competently ruin most people's social lives. I wouldn't let it bring you down just because you're overworked and under payed. that's true for many people in the world unfortunately. just think that the faster you finish the cert, the closer you are to finding something new
>>728073877
lol whatever works for you. it sucks people have negative associations with online dating because it's only been positive for me. here's some fetish for you https://www.youtube.com/user/eugeniacooney
>>728074053
Hitler didn't get to become the aspiring artist he wanted to be. doesn't mean his art was bad or that he was a terrible person. I don't think losing your intelligence is a thing unless you have some sort of debilitating brain tumor. fat and socially awkward seems to describe most of the world nowadays so you're not much different than anyone else.
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>>728074460
i'm well familiar with eugenia. to be fair the only internet dating ive done so far was craigslist. never signed up for an account with a "real" dating app - nor do i plan to in the future.
hey /b/ro, thanks for taking the time to talk with all of us. feels good man
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>>728074460
Yeah, I'm looking to taking the exam next month. I can't afford to not be working unfortunately
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It doesn't matter.
I don't feel good. I don't feel bad. It could be a fuck of a lot better, it could be a fuck ton worse.
Life isn't easy, but I'm alive. I'm not always sure if I want to be, alive that is, but I'm too afraid of the alternative, to not be alive.
The fact of the matter is, I have no idea what is true. The universe is unbelievably complex, and equally unrelatable.
I have found strength...in strength. Fuck you God. Fuck you Unknown. In the infinite void we grow, in Valhalla we meet glory. If not? So be it.
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>>728050995
7/10
Stable but terrible self esteem combined with a few personality disorders makes things a bit tougher sometimes
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been a 0 for the past 3 months
plunged myself into cigarettes, cigars and marijuana on the occasion
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3 ugly manlet, socially awkward, addicted to shota, i usually fuck up anything important, and i have no talents or speciaties
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>>728074140
>>728074149
>>728074369
feel free to share
>>728074241
>pays 6-figures
how do you go from 100k in savings to $90 to over 100k a year again, and how does that make your life a 3/10?
>>728074455
life doesn't suck. situations suck. if you have a car, that's already 1 thing you have over me. you're only 21. life has just begun.
>>728074590
figured you'd know her. I've had no experience with craigslist dating so idk what its like. I'll still say that I support other apps if only because of my experiences. glad I could help some pepes. later
>>728074679
all the power to you with the exam. it's the kind of thing that can make a huge difference. study, prepare, and pass it and fuck your old job
>>728074697
good or bad?
>>728074786
philosophy is another way to facilitate our interests. it's easier to say it doesn't matter and it be neutral on everything than it is to try and identify with the rest of the world
>>728074850
terrible self esteem due to appearance or lack of gf? I had terrible self esteem in highschool. got a haircut, grew some beard, acne lightened up. things have only gone up
>>728074868
why the past 3 months? cigarettes cigars etc are expensive as fuck. obviously it's easier said than done dropping any habit but I see it as a waste of money more than anything
>>728075032
why 3?
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>>728074460
I know for a fact that I'm not gonna revert back to my old thinking, it was absolutely ridiculous lo and I regret many things I did during those times but I'm just hoping that I can ease my way out of this contradicting emotional state I'm in
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>>728050995
eh like 4-5. Probably would be infinitely better if I took my vitamins, have serious deficiencies in both B and D to the point of monthly booster shots being recommended by my doctor. Still skip out on those too.
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>>728075113
Yeah, the security+ will bump me up a good $10/he on average for my field, I'm sure it'll help a lot. Now if I could just lose this 65 pounds and quit the porn.
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3/10. Even though I have friends, I still feel alone and unlovable. It wouldn't be as bad if I had a GF, but I'm ugly and awkward so that will never happen
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>>728075113
No car, i wish, just me and a bookbag with a little bit of clothes by tomorrow.
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>>728075113
LOOK AT THIS, YOU OBVIOUSLY SO YOUNG BUT SO BASED I'M TOO MUCH REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FOR THIS
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>>728050995
like 4 and probably 1 if you take a way vidya,
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>>728075113
need something to ease the times anon, its not a chronic addiction, plus cigars mostly stopped now, on cheap ass backwoods because money drying
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>>728050995
9/10
found myself the perfect GF for me.
into BDSM, Daddy kink, personal slave, i basically own her.
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>>728050995
7.2
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>>728050995
Now that i am in med school 4/10 From a 9
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>>728075113
Gambling, i moved from tx to chicago. I lost a parent in the mix. Got in a near fatal car accident and totalled my car. I let stupid shit dwell over my decisions in life and made the worst of it. I went through my savings after i'd lost my job, it went towards gambling and my living expenses (bills). After knowing i was going broke is when i made a change and started putting myself back out into the professional world and started getting my shit together. I just think we go through weird shit to get through the day and learn. Idk we all go through life differently and handle it differently as well.
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>>728075113
>craigslist dating
about 10 spam for every 1 legitimate thread. if you answer to an ad, she probably won't reply back. if you make an ad, you'll only get 1 non-spam reply, and it's some quasimodo hambeast
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>>728075113
plus the past 3 months are when things really hit me. girl i like dont want me back. academically underperforming, 30+ pounds overweight, no fun in anything i've been doing, sleep is most common interest, etc.
call me a useless pile of shit it doesn't really matter though, i'll keep living until nature takes it toll on me
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sorry guys everything I just typed just got deleted so I'll have to make my replies smaller now. I think this thread is getting too big for the 4chan X addon.
>>728075137
regret is good if it makes you come out more positive. understanding yourself is #1
>>728075203
why can't you take them? sounds like a relatively easy fix to your problem, though it might still be annoying
>>728075264
that's sick, $10 is a huge bump. don't focus on 65. make it smaller increments of 10 which make the problem seem maller. also porn is fine as long as you're not trying to jack it like 8 times a day
>>728075333
people that feel ugly and awkward have less of a chance of meeting someone. put yourself in someone else's shoes. how do they see you?
>>728075382
fuck that sucks. I've never spent a night outside a house, besides camping. I've heard shelters help people regardless of your situation. same with some schools
>>728075486
did I reply to you or did you just come here? I'm 23 come thursday. that's basically a third of my life. I don't claim to have all the answers but I'm an emotionally stable person who likes giving advice
>>728075600
that means games are a positive in your life. I've basically played games religiously my whole life. only recently I've cut back. you can go from a 4 to a 5 if you realize how much you still have to learn
>>728075689
got it. I've never smoked and rarely pick up habits so I'm biased. I just hate seeing people buy cartons wasting so much money and destroying their lungs
>>728075696
gj m8
>>728075718
7.2 is pretty good. stay positive
>>728075820
I've heard a lot of bad thing about med school. it's the most stressful field in the world. ever thought of reconsidering?
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>>728076450
Nah, honestly i don't mind, don't think it would be too bad, never afraid of being kidnapped or anything, just can't live with my 'family' anymore, just sucks my acc is overdrawn because of them, going to have my phone to keep me sane atleast.
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>>728076450
>Don't jack it ten times a day
*cough*
But yeah, I'm at $16/hr right now, so jumping to like $26/hr will be sick.
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1 / 10
You fuckers have no idea what's it like to have it all and have nothing to show for it.
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>>728076711
Yeah we do, we all do
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>>728076450
fuck you for ignoring me
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>>728075892
all I can say is that's a crazy life. some people have some really weird shit happen to them. the way we handle problems is definitely part of what makes life so interesting to me
>>728075896
lmao quasimodo hambeast. ya this is why I never bothered. plus there's only craigslist boston near me which is an hour away. I found my current gf through happn just by random chance like the rest of life.
>>728075909
guys need to see girls as if they were dandelions. the slightest thing can cause them to be blown away. I used to have a huge interest in sleep. I looked forward to it at the end of the day. but then I stopped caring and started staying up later. now I'm at the point where I seem to average 6 hours if I'm lucky. we're all useless piles of shit in the grand scheme of things. all that really matters is if we enjoy it
>>728076026
not much has happened but you went from a 2 to a 7.5? have you just accepted things?
>>728076300
>>728076847
>>728075112
if this was you I didn't ignore you, you were the first person I replied to in this >>728076450 before my shit got deleted, I just missed it
there's worse things to be addicted to in life than than shota. most people in the world seem to be socially awkward now, and most people think they're ugly. lots of people also don't have talent or specialties. what you've lacked mentioning is passion. if you don't have a passion that's different. why do you like shota so much? why not attempt to draw? it takes years to get good just like most shit in life, but people choose to do it because they like it.
>>728076547
it's kind of demented how much we rely on our phones now. otherwise we may as well be counting grass or reading the paper. phones are invaluable
>>728076561
if you do that every day 10 times a day that's impressive more than anything. but ya that's obviously beyond addiction. I wish I was making $26 right now
>>728076711
what do you mean?
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>>728077252
I go about 6 or 7 times a day given enough time.
The money is going to awesome, I'll be able to get my own house finally.
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>>728076783
No, you don't.
>Be me, 33
>Got my own house, very good job (no joke, love what i do)
>Every single one of my ex-Gfs split on me because "I'm too stable"
>Been told by exes and first dates that I look like a guy to settle with and they don't want to have their lives come to a screeching halt
>Family is pissed because I broke with tradition and didn't go into military service (apparently first male son in four generations to do so)
>Last month had to cut off four people I considered closest friends since HS because they've been mooching off me (coincidentally one of exes is in same group of friends)
>Sick and tired of people who don't work half as hard as I do have families and good people around then.
>Not even that bad-looking / fat (working to drop at least twenty just to be safe)
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>>728077252
>craigslist, hour away
i suffer from that issue also. i've met up with several people from online over the years be it cragslist or various forums & message boards, with "immature and/or not ready for a relationship while claiming to be ready (looks good on paper type of thing) that i've sworn it off completely. i'm not worried about it. if it happens it happens. if it don't it don't
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>>728050995
>Have wanted to die at first 2 years ago. Someone here convinced me to wait and see what happens since it won't matter if i commit any variation of crimes and off myself then. I'll wait to rape the biggest cunt and then do it as i finish inside.
So its 5/10 no max happy, but not min happy
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>>728077252
i also get pretty autistic over Fallout. i wanted to design or write for games, but i am not multi-talented enough to design
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>>728077351
the most I used to is maybe 2-3 times a day but that wasn't every day. now it's just a few times a week.
>>728077477
this isn't a common situation at all.
>Been told by exes and first dates that I look like a guy to settle with and they don't want to have their lives come to a screeching halt
what does this even mean? you're 33. some people settle down when they're 23. it seems like you just have shit luck with dates
fuck your family for being pissed. tradition is meant to be broken. it's not important and means nothing.
>>728077546
stick to what works for you. I wish things were different and dating in public wasn't shunned upon now. but I'm grateful for what's happened to me
>>728077672
what do you mean won't matter? if you have no concern for human life, then sure. but why would you choose to do that instead? the only thing more detestable than suicide is ruining other people's lives before doing it
>>728077778
I've wanted to get into game development multiple times. writing unfortunately is one of those things that seems dead. since fo1 and 2 were text heavy it was a huge part of the game, but now it's like it's not important to anyone anymore. unfortunately it's just one of those industries that requires a vast amount of networking
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>>728077252
>>728076026 here
I was overwhelmed by my failed attempts at life.
I've read a bunch of buddhist books, meditated, talked to wiser people.
I've realized that fuckers way lazier than me got to where they are by simply not overthinking, not worrying constantly, learning from mistakes instead of dwelling on them.
Self-pity is the greatest handicap, lucky thing it's the easiest to get rid of.
As for other people's opinions on your life, they're projections of their own insecurities/failures.
A balanced person won't judge you, he gives advice.
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>>728078000
Yeah, mines every day... I need to stop / get help
Also, checked trips
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>>728078018
I know I should read more but I don't. Anything I learn now is either through assignments in school or a random urge to google something.
Buddhism has always been the most logical religion to follow if it was a requirement to be religious, but I still see some extreme aspects of it as negative. I don't think we have to give up material possessions in order to be happy.
Balance is almost always the key. I'm not sure why I seem to feel so balanced but that's just how I've turned out.
>>728078165
check 'em. I don't think getting help is necessary. just try going 3 days without masturbating. doesn't mean you can't watch any porn. another idea is to work exercise into your routine. attempt 50 pushups a day or any other workout you feel comfortable with, work your way up every day. set a limit for how much you have to do before you can squanch
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Wow. Lots to read here. To bad your all anon, maybe that can help everyone be honest. Sweet question though. I would be a solid 7/10. The only thing that keeps my score is people. Not enough good ppl in my inner circle. And way to many fuckos orbiting around me. Friendos is hard to come by these days.
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>>728078000
You sound just like my pops: "by 24 I already had a son and a full-time job, what's wrong with you?"
Shit luck would be an accurate description. I'm far from a fedora neckbeard and even farther from a Chad, truly in the middle of the road kind of a guy.
When it comes to relationships, I make sure I'm not boring. But I just like things to be stable and free of drama and I guess women see me as a visualization of their failure, sheer inability to do better, and even if settling down with me will be pretty good, they hate me for it.
Plus the whole thing about having no good friends for the life of me after I did everything right by them sucks.
The biggest issue is why should i keep sacrificing and doing my best when there is no reward and everyone gets theirs whether they deserve it or not? I've eaten my bucket of shit (figuratively), I've paid my dues.... and for what?
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>>728078380
I don't think buddhism is a religion. It's just a way of thinking. It won't tell you to respect stuff.
Sure there are a lot of ceremonial bullshit, but that's only there for dumb people.
Gautama Buddha never gave a fuck about those.
It doesn't say you HAVE TO give up material possessions, it just says don't get too attached to material possessions, because by the time you get something, you'll already want something new.
Even if everything in your life goes right, you'll get used to it, you won't be content.
Finding happiness in the process of improving, not reaching levels of improvement.
I highly recommend Brad Warner's Hardcore Zen on the subject.
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>>728056065
I spent high school doing nothing but fucking around and I barely graduated. I went to community college in CA for 2 years and just got accepted into UC Berkeley for math. Community college is a godsend, literally a clean slate.
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>>728078000
oh, I see. well maybe i can make connections in the navy. i thought about it and i would like to have a family idk if it is compatible w/ my fetish
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>>728078468
why say 0?
>>728078599
OP here. been attempting to reply to everyone since I started 5 hours ago. friendos are hard even for me because many people change slightly based on your original understanding of them. plus I'm kind of a terrible friend. I don't mind hanging out, but I rarely if ever ask people to go do something. I just don't bother asking
btw nice dubs
>>728078686
are you sure you're a 1/10 then? it sounds like you're more in the 5/10 range. how many women have you met? most women would die to be with someone who would support them. good friends are rare, and if they're failures they'll always find a way to use you.
you should keep doing your best because admitting defeat is what other people would do. still in your 30s, making a good living. it sounds like all you really need is to find the right person. for some people that takes more time. if you focus on it though, it's not unattainable. pretend your mind is just a browser and clear the cache which houses your thoughts of women. yes, there are shitty people, but that's not the whole world.
>>728078941
I learned more already just by talking to people in this thread. I would like to say I'll try reading the book but that would be dishonest. I think the last thing I read was andromeda strain in high school. lots of good advice though
>>728079081
this guy gets it. 17.5% acceptance rate. congrats on your achievement
>>728079177
wait are you the one with the anorexia fetish?
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>>728079392
nope shota
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>>728079081
>>728079392
Thanks. Probably the one impressive thing I've ever done.
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Probably a solid 7/10 right now. I'm kind of at a weird road in my life in terms of my future. Either I follow my grades and interests into molecular biology in uni, train to become a paramedic, or pursue a career in the brewing industry.
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I don't know what's wrong with me and that's making me feel like shit all the time so I try to suprass them by loud laughters but it's just make me break at some points like crying for no reason and etc. So yeah a big 0
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>>728079392
You are way too optimistic, pal. But it's late and i don't want to drag you down with me. Keep doing what you do, anons will thank you for it.
A word to other anons: material goods do not bring happiness. And for the love of fuck don't be an average fucker like me - I'm comfortable with my station in life but everyone else at my level still hasn't accepted their place in the world, so guys like me will be alone for a long time.
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>>728051838
Did you mean 9/10 or 2/10?
If 2, maybe we can help each other. Legitimately of course.
Kik: infernalhemorraging
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1/10 If I''m being honest.
30 and I still haven't gotten laid yet, I thought it would be easier for us faggots, but I guess not.
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>>728079441
how obstructive is it to your life? if it's extremely important it would have to be addressed to someone fairly early on. if you just look at it privately and they know about it, I don't see it as an issue. finding someone that's accepting of it? that's a different story. fetishes are what they are
>>728079519
I wouldn't have the patience. I went straight to a 4 year school which is pretty much just a 99% acceptance rate because it's cheap, close by, and I'm a guinea pig since the program is new.
>>728079537
those are all vastly different professions. personally I would never want to be a paramedic and brewing isn't interesting to me. if I had the knowledge to pursue molecular biology, I'd take it in a heartbeat
>>728079667
your current life situation is probably why. obviously crying is normal. laughing loudly to overcome sadness if that's what you're saying is a little different. do you not have any clue why you're sad?
>>728079810
I'm actually a pessimist in real life. but you can't really give advice through pessimism. not easily anyway.
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>>728079392
>>728078941
That's fine by me as long as you're enjoying the ride, my man.
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>>728051269
Same my dude, glad you are doing well
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>>728079862
sorry I don't think they're coming back. that was over 5 hours ago.
>>728079882
are the wizard prophecies true? for serious though, why not?
>>728080004
>quads off by 4
>fuck
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who will be the lucky 300th comment?
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>>728080658
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>>728080309
Nice image, can i save it?
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>>728080702
well worth it
>>728080776
it's yours
>>728080715
sorry I can't help cheerios
I'll be heading off to sleep now. enjoyed replying to everyone here.
I hope everyone finds what they're looking for
good luck, /b/
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I'd say I'm 5/10 which would go to a 9/10 if my fucking acne would go away. Been to a doctor, nothing works :/
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>>728080847
Yeah? It's not that good
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>>728080854
acne isn't the end of your life. if it affects you by 4 points you have to let it go.
>>728080950
300 posts and only 1 dick pic. couldn't have been better timing
sleep for real now.
rip and goodnight
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4/10
Went to the best computer science school in the US and had a job where I was earning $100k+. I left that job because it was getting meaningless and the organization was falling apart. I have ~$1M in assets so money won't be an issue for a while.
Only problems are that I feel like I'm wasted potential so now I'm looking for something meaningful to do, and no gf. I'm on a lot of dating sites and apps but I either get no responses, or get ignored after one date and no idea why. It's like I'm casting stone after stone into a black hole. All my friends are glad to be friends with me and are baffled as to why I'm 30 and still have never been in a meaningful relationship. The hookers I've been with say I'm not ugly and have really good hygiene.
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no/10
help
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