Feels thread continued

>Hello there the angel from my nightmare

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>>727385484
Listening to Dammit right now

an anon from this board posted this in a soundcloud thread, dunno, feel like it fits the mood.

https://soundcloud.com/dr-normie/adolescent-distraction-1

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>>727385687
do i... do i click this or is this a bot?

>>727385738
no dude i was in the last one, i was the faggot who had a paper crane ripped up by a cunt

>>727385738
Its safe buddy

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>>727385778
kek yea that bitch was a cunt. Should really get out there more, hobbies and shit. Not sure if youre the one i talked to about hobbies.

>>727385610
Thats my tune when i find out the girl im interested in has a bf. Very beta i know.

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anyone else get like a weird sudden relief after you start crying, kinda like when you gotta throw up and after you do you feel better

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>>727385944
Miss Atomic Bomb - The Killers

Sad song but so upbeat, was emily's fav song. Very cuck'd son

>>727385687
this is beautiful, thanks for sharing.

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>>727386064
let it out, you're alone on a feel thread your suppose to cry so no one else can see it.

It's all part of the healing process here

>>727385317
>thought this was the pachinko girl from that second season of the anime with the guy in a mask
my memories fucking going.

>>727386064
I dont know... I havemt cried in a while but last time i do remember feeling better.

>>727386161
Darker than black?

>>727386064
dane cook made a nonjoke about this exact situation.

i think of crying as an admission of futility and once you cope and rationalize, it feels better.

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Anons, do you have anything worth fighting for in life? A goal?

I feel like if I ever had a loved one or even a family I would do anything it takes to make them and therefore me happy. But as it is right now, I don't feel a purpose in life, feel no driving energy because I don't care enough about myself.

>entering high school, I was a starry eyed faggot looking forward to the future

>several years later in college, cynical asshole who hates myself, and gets fucked up every day to the point where I start to black out

I think I fucked up somewhere

>>727386318
yeah.
named after that russian sniper.
whose name i don't remember either.

jesus fuck.

>>727386078
Mr brightside i thought was more in theme of being cucked. I lile both songs though. Feels great to relate.

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quick story
>be me last year
>make a deal with a /b/ro on this thread about shaking the feel bads and getting a girl.
>we agree to change attitude and to shake the loneliness we hid behind.
>make a set of rules

>Be social even if it's awkward make an attempt
>no an hero until we talked again (he didn't post on feel threads that day)
>Smile every day in the mirror
>compliment strangers if given an opportunity

It wasn't about approving ourselves it was about giving good in the world around us in hopes good would find it's way back. I hope he just fell asleep and didn't an hero. I still post in feels for my fallen bro. Miss you man

>>727386378
I dont remember the name either but i do remember a girl with a sniper. Idk, i only know lydia when it comes to female russian snipers.

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>>727386410
Mr. Brightside more about finding out your girl is cheating on you. Really good, but Miss atomic bomb seems to be the essence of these feel threads, treading on the good memories of the past.

28 years old
Never had a real date
Never even made it to 1st
Bought a gun
If I strike out till 30
An hero

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>>727386510

>>727386338
Where do you think that is? Write it down and think about how you shouldve solved it.

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>>727386586
Go to bars or clubs, talk to anyone. Make friends. Make lady friends. Fuck em. Live a full life faggot

>>727386510
since you remembered the anime i just did some googling.

real person: Lyudmila Pavlichenko
character in the animu: Suo Pavlichenko

i knew it sounded like pachinko!

>>727386325
>do you have anything worth fighting for in life?
Sheer survival instinct, man.
It doesn't get much simpler than that.

Also, I figure "While I'm around, might as well have some fun."

>>727386586

just take a plane to nevada and hit up the legal brothels there, beautiful 10/10s will let you do anything to them for a price. it's worth the money, at the very least to remove the psychological block that being an aging adult male virgin brings with it.

>>727386586
Same. I dont want to be a 30 marriageless virgin. Joining usmc for a death wish i guess.

>>727386064
No idea, but vomiting is way better than constant nausea

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Suicide plan i have
>join military
>do as many tours in fucked up places as i can
>if alive go to CPD and request south side beats
>hopefully get shot by afrokin
>an hero death by gangbanger
>make southsiders look worse

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Oh god /b/ I just don't know what to do anymore, I thought everything was doing better but now I realized I was just as blind as I was a years ago

>Be me, 17
>I liked fallout NV alot, like alot
>After so long I still play it and it still brings me endless joy
>I was in a relationship ship with an amazing girl at the time as well
>Same age and great positive air around her
>Always helped her and listened to what she had to say
>In fallout I did the same thing with my favorite companion Arcade Gannon
>So much fun together me and him and in irl me and her
>So much fun..
>Jump years later I still love new Vegas and the girl
>But day of reckoning
>Shitb.png
>I did all I could for her to make her happy and do what she needed done
>But now she is leaving me
>I
/b/...
>I jump on Fallout NV and play as long as I could
>I was to forget
>Met by Gannon
>Bout to finish his quest!
>It's going to be great (: it's all he ever wanted and I'm going to help him!
>I finish it all with the remnants siding with the NCR because I know that's how he wanted it
>He leaves after this huge amount of helping and quest work
>I'll go to the fort! He will be there!
>He is there!
>Talks to me (: what a great guy
>Wait...
>Where's the follow button?..
>...
>After all this time I realize he dumped me at my weakest and left me to endlessly be a distant friend
>Just like my ex..

It hurts so much /b/.. I couldn't explain the emotion right but it just hurts. I could start again but the outcome will always be the same with women and Arcade..

I miss you both..

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>>727386674
and just for reference i guess.
eye colors wrong.

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>>727386837
sad story but i kek'd sorry bro.

>>727386325
Start off taking care of yourself if you don't already. Having a "true love" thag actually lasts and works out well in the end would be nice though, for sure. But sadly it's just a bullshit fairy tale.

I'm gonna rant here because I need to distract myself from the gun in the back room and I have nothing better to do.


It's stupid but tonight after finishing up Bojack Horseman I realized I'm like him in a lot of ways. I've never really had any friends who stay with me through all the shit I end up pulling, I'm always alone and I'm probably going to be alone until I put a bullet through my head. The only person I know for a fact cares about me thinks I'm a failure because I'm too afraid to get my license because I'll end up intentionally trying to get into a fatal accident, so I've been putting it off since this time last year. I'm afraid to go get that dental surgery that's been nagging me because when I go under anesthesia I'm afraid I'll say something to get thrown in with some psychiatrist who claims they're my friend as they're pumping me with pills to see the bright colors in life instead of what I really am: a failure. Coping with that gets easier every day, but I have to do it every day. That's the hard part.

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Guys I'm getting a bit buzzed, next dubs decides an ex i text. Keep in mind I posted pics of the exs in last thread

>liz (has a bf)
>olivia (pansexual?)
>blake (will be a bitch)
>Emily (won't reply)
>Sonny (ended badly)

>>727387157
Sometimes it'd better to admit you have a problem. Even if you "distort" your life at least you won't be a danger to yourself

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Does anyone else bottle up their emotions? No matter what they are?
Just push everything you are into the deepest parts of you so no one will find them. So hopefully you wont find them either some day?
They say crying helps but im scared. I dont like to cry, because im so so afraid. Crying is devistating, you feel like youre falling apart. And im so afraid that i wont be able to come back together. I dont know if theres anyone i can trust with something like that, will they even help if i fall apart? I dont know... i just dont want to cry. I dont want to fall apart for good....

Today I realized that depression is writing out a green text about how depressed you are, then deleting it because you don't think anyone even cares enough to read it.

I also spent several minutes deciding if I should delete this post too.

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>>727387464
You didn't give me a chance to read it or reply.

>>727387157
It helps to relate. If ranting online helps you get through whatever your then by all means go for it. Someones eventually gonna talk to you and let off some more steam. Take things slow. Itll build up to something.

Patiently wiaitng to hear the 5 rules to get over depression from that one anon in last thread

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>>727387445
I think everyone here does that to mask how sad and scared they are to their friends.

>>727385937
fuck this one always gets me

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>>727387118

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>>727387570
>>727386465
5th was taking up hobbies, the other 4 are with that post Sorry bud

>>727385687

>>727387588
dubs Check >>727387257

>>727387257
You guys broke up for a reason. Getting back together might dig you a bigger grave. Why not fix yourself first then talk to them? Youll be more clear and make less harmful decisions.

>>727386064
Yeah... I have trouble sleeping because of heavy thought or nightmares. Also I am dealing with random waves of depression. The last time I broke down and cried.... I haven't slept better than that in years.

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>>727387700
I have a gf now, if i wanted to text them it's out of boredom or to check on them to reassure a rekindling later.

>>727387666
My nigga Satan knows what's up.

>>727387761
So when your current gf breaks up with you too, you go back to a doomed relationship?
Nigga, no.

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snap chaty .me
>leak ex gf and win

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It's raining.
I like the rain, as if almost god an his angels are weeping at the sight of what they made.

>>727387445
Crying is normal. Crying is an emotion. Everyone has emotions. Its designed to ease up our emotions. Its ok to cry. Let it all out. Hide yourself from everyone. Distract yourself from thinking it will destroy you. Let it go.

Want to hear a really heartbreaking story? Here goes.

>Be me

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holy fuck ignore this thread and check out snap chaty .me right now

>>727385563
Fake, since guilds came out way later than 2008 in that game

im so lonely that i signed up for this
https://invisiblegirlfriend.com/

its exactly what it sounds like and it costs 15 bucks a month.

i'm paying 15 dollars a month to text back and forth with a stranger who doesnt care about me just so i can enjoy the illusion of being cared for.

the sad part is, even though i know that the person on the other end is just an employee and there are no real feelings involved, i still feel that little dopamine rush and that little high of giddiness when i see "her" text me back.

feel free to call me a faggot or whatever.

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>>727387839
why go back to a relationship? why not hang out with those girls and maybe get a handy or a blowy. Also Olivia and Sonny and Liz I didn't date but couldn't date due to unforeseen complications or just plain old complications

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>>727387884

>>727387884
try being me
>asian
>short and fat
>stubby shitty legs
>balding
>bad teeth
>supposed to be smart but dropped out of high school, currently in 6th year of neetdom between sporadic restaurant jobs and manual labor
>live with parents
>mid 30s

i never had a chance.

i hope my life made you feel better about yours.

>>727385937
this one hurts

>>727387963
Well, if you haven't dated them, it might be worth a shot if those complications are out of the way. So they're on the list.
If those complications aint gone, they're off too.

Whose that leave you with? Do them, I guess.
Especially if you can just establish a booty call with them instead of anything serious.

>>727387445
Yeah, I'm not scared of crying though. I probably bottle that up too lol

its been 2 years, and i still am so into this girl, even though she is no longer into me. We met in highschool and had a little fling, and then after that we were just friends again. She can get whoever she wants but shes all I had. I still want her and think about her whenever i masturbate. i need to kiss her again
i need to feel it

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>>727387857
Raining where im at too. Waiting to sleep. But cant. It sound like a group of men taking a piss on the same bowl though. I guess the dropleta are hitting a puddle. And its right by my fucking window.

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>>727388071
fuck pham that is pretty bad, have you tried to crawl out of neetdom?

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>>727387861
Im so scared

>>727388130
why establish a booty call if i have a GF. I'm tipsy and kind of want to text a girl. I'm still posting but just want to hop back and forth

>>727388219
what the fuck is the point, no girl is ever going to love me for me, so why bother growing up when i have a buffet of videogames to play and a buffet of prostitutes to choose from.

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>>727388209
Chi-fag?

This song was made just for me
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=knOjd5g8XcY

>tfw 3 page essay due in the morning and i barely started it yet
i want to die

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>>727388314
Can't argue with that logic. Do what you will anon

>>727388333
No

>>727388230
Hug a pillow. Like really fucking hard

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>>727388401
close?

im drunk off my ass and wondering how do i stop loving this girl please help me
- Lupus

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>>727388388
what you doing on /b/ get to work bish

>>727388388
dude just write your paper

>>727387850
aye babe, do you have a snap chat? :3

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>>727388457
Lupus, first you need to cry over her. What's her name faggot? favorite thing about? Things that warmed your heart? things that you'll miss.

Once you've cried, make a bridge and get over it. Then man up and just fuck sluts until you feel numb

>>727388504
Just bullshit it. Pick out your claim, topic sentences, and a really quick bad conclusion. Boom. 50/100. Better than azero. You prboly have a different kind of essay but just write a bad one anyway.

>>727387857
weird poem but I wouldn't mind laying in bed with "her" and falling asleep to the rain. are you from the west, anon?

>>727388692
if its a double space paper that is literally maybe two hours of work. dont be a lazy faggot

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>>727385693
But... I am the one engulfed in sadness, it's me, and I
I am so alone...
Wait, does this mean we're alone... TOGETHER!?!?!?

>>727388426
What if i dont come back?
What if i fall apart for good?
I dont want to be anymore of a waste then i already am

>>727388443
Well. Im not chi fag but im still a fag.

>>727388578
her name is skye and god idek how to say what my favorite thing about her is i guess its the way she made feel like despite how fucked up i was that everything was okay. and despite how hard i try i cant cry i've tried to force myself to but i just cant

>>727385687
holy fuck perfect song, other songs pretty good too

>>727385874
Dat Img Tho

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>>727388714
not a poem just wht i was thinking, midwest, and i'm slightly inherited

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I was gonna write something that i was pissed about then i forgot

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>mfw I have never loved anyone and I don't know what it feels like to have someone to live for
(sorry for my google translator english)

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>>727388794
Goal of the thread get this faggot to cry

>>727388076
I'm starting to feel that way too. I told the girl I like to test me again sometime, let's see if she ends up doing it.
>I'm betting she won't

>>727388742
You not gonna die. After the crying youll calm down and will probably fall asleep.

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>>727385317

>>727385937
Fuck you for these feels I'm feeling

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>>727388928
If it's long gone, always test the waters with a hey, if she likes you she'll reply

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Sorry...

>>727388185
You can miss someone without being delusional or desperate. Come on, dude.

>>727388939
Im not afraid of death
I often think about the sweet embrace of death where i wouldnt have to worry about somthing like this
Im afraid ill fall apart and ill just have to be that way for as long as i live... ill just never be the same, ill never get better, ill just be a waste... ill be nothing

>>727388854
Oh right, i fucking hate being on mobile. No internet connection for my laptop.

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>>727388994
this one is for you faggot

>>727388895
Where ya from?

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>>727388794
This one is for you

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holy fuck ignore this thread and check out snap chaty .me right now

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ignore this guy and go to snap chaty .me

>>727388986
Tits or GTFO

the only thing thats stopping me from ending it all is the thought of upsetting my mother and maybe three or four friends. without them on this earth, i would've offed myself long ago.

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>>727389202
>>727389204
I totally fucking will!!! take my credit card info too hurrrrr

>>727385459
source?

>>727389057
Setting up tiny goals for yourself will bring a bit of positive emotion. Bit by bit. Youd have accomplished something by then. Make breakfast, or some other activity that would interest you, keep it small though

>>727389102
At the South of the border

>>727388915
>>727389188
i try so hard to cry because thats the first step to moving on but i cant cry no matter how hard i try and i cant tell if that because i dont want to move on or because i cant cry

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>>727389280
I know that feel too well, wouldn't an hero when i was younger cause i didn't wnt to upset my boss. I felt important and needed at my job

>>727389280
I feel you there
Im not selfish enough to leave behind those who need me more than i need me

>>727389300
/b/

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>>727389326
get really really drunk
and listen to your song that you shared with her or any music that reminds you of her

>>727386671
PRINTSCREEN EXISTS MORAN

>>727389280
Whilw theyre still there, you can make them happy. By improving yourself theyd be proud of you.

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>>727389226
that pic is not my oc and that girl in the pic does not look attractivr

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>>727389429
not my file, just a file i saw once in a feel thread

>>727389357
Ha

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holy fuck ignore this thread and check out snap chaty .me right now

>>727389043
it started out with just missing and then i saw her again
how am i being delusional

>>727389313
Im trying to improve myself
Im loosing weight with diet and exercise
Im doing well in school
But i feel empty and angry all the time
I always have, ive always had a problem with depression, depression has festered within me for as long as i can remember
Its like a hole that just grows with each day. I try to fill it with my the emotions i dont show, but i cant help but feel like if i cry the hole in my heart will jist collapse and ill fold like paper. Ill fold and ill never come back, a part of me would rather be depressed than depressed and useless..

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>>727389117
No ants allowed itt

>>727389412
im already drunk so i guess all i need is the music if i start to cry ill start posting green texts with the sig of lupus in the chat and while im still drunk and feeling honest i just want to say thank you to you and the the rest of the people who end up in feels thread for helpin me out in my situation

>>727389325
Texas? Do people there have an accent? Theres this girl in my class that has a cool voice and talks kinda like a cowgirl. Very neat. Im guessing youre latino

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Isn't it funny that moment when you realize that the only friend you've ever had is just toying around with you for her own entertainment and that nobody will ever give a shit about you?
I mean, it's painful but it's also a weight off your shoulders, like you can do whatever you want and not give a shit about others because in the end you'll always be on your own.

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>>727389493
my mistake here is the proper formatted citation

Moot. "/b/." 4chan.org, 4chan, 30 Mar. 2017, boards.4chan.org/b/. Accessed 30 Mar. 2017.

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>>727389642
cheers mate, I'll down my pint for you! Let that greentext go and hopefuly you shed a single tear you manly fuck

>>727389628
Well losing weight and keeping diet is definitely something. Are there people you can reach to?

Anyone else have a favorite depression song to listen to when you just want to put one in your skull and drift to nothing?
https://youtu.be/O2p4N7XrpV8

>>727389646
I'm from the North of Mexico, we have one or other accent depending of the zone. The people of the North are the ones with the "cowboy" accent

>>727389680
Yeah, i thought about that too. Might as well be yourself and not give a fuck if you have nothing and noone to lose. Maybe be being yourself will attract someone maybe not but freedom is great.

>>727389907
Im sure there might be. But id never know. Ive tried when i was younger and it ended badly. My only support system is myself, and as you can probably guess i cant support anything

>>727389950
Creep by radiohead usually does it. Or where is. My mind by pixies

>>727385459
Bootiful

>>727389465
Well then fuck off then

>>727390117
Nothing but thieves does a good cover for that song. Saw them live twice. Not creep talking about where is my mind.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xWpEZguQE8E

>>727390120
god i wish this were tge truth it'd give me so many things to try over and so many things to attempts

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>>727389770
>>727389858
>>727389883
>>727389909
>>727389941
>>727390027
Jokes on you, I've never been in love

>be me
>depression since middle school
>no friends
>no job
>5 years wasted in bad relationships
>super catholic parents (like seriously over the top)
>browsing feels thread (love ya /b/)
>decide its time to get help
>muster up courage
>go to parents
>"mom.. dad.. can we talk"
>"sure son"
>"im depressed, really depressed, have been for a long time"
>dad "no youre not"
>no
>youre
>not
>heart is kill
>mind is kill
>still no job
>still no friend
>still no help
>

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>>727390191
Wake up anon, I miss you bro

>>727390055
Well your supporting your body by exercisinf and dieting. Have you reached out online? A forum (other than /b/ feels threads) or professional help?

>>727390120
I don't know why, but that scares me a lot

>>727390263
thanks anon i love you

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>>727390238
dank

>>727390242
Where you at now? Tried to work small like a restaurant or walmart?

>>727385937
I wish we could find out what happened to the glorious anon.

Holy christ ive been staring aty screen for too long. No wonder i need new lenses every three years. Shit

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>>727390336
Love you too man, don't go changing for nothing

>>727388928
We usually go several months without speaking, so who knows where either of us will be by then. Hopefully she texts me soon-ish, if a girl truly likes you that's what she'd do.

>>727390267
I dont know where to go
I cant afford pro help
I dont want to be useless
I dont want to be nothing

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>>727390452
Arab spring, either got airstriked by US forces or by Syrian or Egyptian govt. Or isis

>>727388333
Yes

>>727390117
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1yaAvcXi80Q

>>727390388
try having the perfect teenage love then fucking it up and having to live with that for the rest of your life.

people in my class are out having fun and getting girls, and I'm here jerking off to breastfeeding porn. What fun
Why haven't I killed myself yet?

>>727390183
Maxence cryin covering where is my mind was great

>>727390412
im turning 22 next month. ive applied all over the place i just dont get any interviews. no ones hiring i guess. i have a car, but its not gonna last much longer. im currently living in my parents unfinished basement, with a laptop and a bed. i used to have an apartment with a girlfriend and a dog but when she cheated on me i just left cus i couldnt handle all the memories, its been seven months since then

>>727387666
Is there a 2nd part to this?

>>727390499
Im trying
But i dont know how long i can just try
Ive already got the booze and the gun
I dont know how long the trying will kepp me from them, it feels like maybe soon

>>727389016
"Hey"... And then what? How've yu been since we last spoke 8 months ago? Still got any feelings left? I lol'd. 2 months is enough to forget, unless you truly love someoje. But if she did she wouldn't be so worried about her own pride and just say something. We've got along fine the last Few times. Why would it be so hard to text at most a week or 2 later to ahown that you didn't just drunk text them or forget entirely?

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>>727390608
posted a link somewhere, When youre there live his voice is just amazing, he hits those high chords perfectly and the mic can't pick it up as well but jesus was it good.

>>727390586
How about you try just dropping porn. It did wonders for me.

>>727390471
i think the worst part of it is how understanding she is t would be so easy to dismiss her if she was a cunt but it just feels like she understands me so well

>>727390471
This

>>727385874
Pic related is basically me

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>>727390719
Fuck, that comic always gets me and I don't know why

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>>727390703
sorry man thats all i got sorry for being a shitty organizer.

>>727390714
If she does a hey back there is hope, just catch up, "how have you been? it's been a while? what are you up
to now?" socialize

>>727389057
you don't need anybody else , it's nice to have someone but any functioning human doesn't NEED a lover

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>>727390766
it's easier said than done but move on and do stuff. sounds half assed but it cant be repeated too much. There is just too mcuh waiting on one girl, if you fail just keep going bro

nd ill do my best to follow it

>>727389062
I like mobile more than laptop tbh. it's just easier. my wifi connection on my personal phone sucks ass but my other one is lightning fast.

>>727390964
I dont know what i need

have you guys ever wondered if youve already died and this is hell?

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the worst part about my youth is i'm already filled with regrets of girls i failed and couldn't make it work. I feel like when i'm older it might e like this but x5. Will i be a bitter old man dying alone or a happy old man hwo still is haunted by the past.

>>727390841
No problem anon.

>>727391092
sometimes i tell myself that this is all a dream and ill get to wake up and be 10 again and get to do all of this over (or some other version of life)

> me
> have one friend
> hes pretty cool
> play vidja games together etc
> hes a super alpha and always has hella girls
> girls always leave him because he is a cuck to them
> hes depressed
> (he) tries an hero
> fail
> shipped of to mental facility in utah
> no Internet connection only contact is via mail
> now im alone
> (me) tried an heroing
> fail X3
I want to join him but theres no way i can. All i have is /b/. Might try for 4.tonight

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>>727391092
nah, satan wouldn't give me tendies

>>727389188
wew lets have a tumblr thread
is that the best you got? I'll literally donate $20 by PayPal to anyone who can make me cry, using a poem or "meme"

>>727391092
kek because I was thinking of this last night

>>727391092
Hell wouldnt be this bad

>>727391180
oldie but goodie:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DGQVX8iGbgk

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>>727391180
this pic related or usually this gets people
>>727389072

If this doesn't make you tear i got nothin

>>727390701
I know you said your parents are bit pricky but have you tried ask them set you up for an open job they might know of? Maybe seek help from other relatives?

>>727390499
I've been waiting to turn 18 to ask a doctor and have complete privacy and my mom just keeps lagging it and i can't really tell her why i want to go see him so bad so she doesn't schedule a check up. She pays everything and don't know how to see a therapist or someone. Nearly 20 still haven't gone

>>727389412
What if my ex and I had no "song"? Them what? Drink myself halfway to death while listening to depressing music and waking up wishing an heroed?

>>727391426
Go if you can
Maybe it will help?
Maybe it wont

>>727389493
I really like you

>>727391280
yeah, ive tried asking them, were not close to many other relatives so i cant do that. the only thing i get from my parents is "just give it some prayer" what they dont realize is im not catholic

>>727390706
You have to decide for yourself where you want to be. Distract yourself, do something to "not be useless" be someone to not be "nothing". In the end its you who will be dealing with the consequences.

>>727391454
if you feel like complete shit, rebuild yourself. Diamonds are made under pressure. Put yourself in pressure to rebuild yourself tougher. Just fuck shit up

>>727389533
Same for you, "anon"

>>727391080
I feel like more of a fag when using mobile to browse /b/

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>>727391594
I'd buy everyone here a beer if i could

>>727388333
I am, the thunder is nice

>>727391517
Maybe i do just want to die
Maybe the depression is a sign
Maybe i should just go
I appreciate the help youve been a great bro
But i dont think i can go on
Where i want to be is anywhere else
The consequences are mine, and ill face them

>>727391657
southside fag?

Promised /b/ro a few weeks ago i'd message her on kik and never did. Still don't have the balls. It's been 7 months, it seems clear she would have talked to me if she wanted. I still haven't cried for her but i come here to cry for everyone else because i can. I can cry for stories real and fake but the most real to me doesn't shift me in any way and have to come here and feel like shit on the inside to suppress it later but also to remind myself that i am not a husk incapable of human connection and will one day break out of this mental bullshit.

>>727389625
It sucks when it starts over again. But it'll get better over time

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>>727391702
what ever you decide, we loved you anon, all of us.

>>727391147
Find new friend? Not a replacement but just another person to laugh with. Not the same but its someone

>>727389950
Time/breathe - pink floyd
Echoes - floyd
In the fade - Queens of the stoneage
Dogs - floyd
Otherside - rhcp
Like a stone - Audioslave

I've got more if needed

>>727391820
Otherside is great
Makes it seem so easy

>>727389950
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lyMS4qJ8NXU&t=21s

>>727389680
Ii sincerely hope that wasn't directed towards me anon

>>727391426
/b/ cant be the only one who knows you are suffering. Shes your mother, if shes too busy paying this and that do a bit that you can. Scheduling your own appointment is just a little challenge. Ask your docs number and ask when you come in.

good night bros this is where i leave you

>>727391505
Tight place. All i can say for now is to keep your laptop handy to search for your next income and hope your parents wont find out your a non catholic and kick you out.

>>727386586
>>727386745
Hang in there. Past 30. Things could change at any moment. I'm not kidding.
>My teenage years were garbage
>Turn 18, BAM! Girlfriend out of nowhere
>Relationship lasts 3 years
>Horrible breakup - my fault
>Want to die
>Spend five years in an obsessive depression
>Decide it's time to change
>Takes effort. Learn as I go
>I start making friends at almost 30
>I ask people to let me know if I'm being awkward or weird and they give me tips, "don't say it like this, say it like that" etc
>By 31, I'm the funniest guy in the room
>I was hated, now I'm loved
>I was walking cringe, now I'm clever and witty

If you believe in a god -and I'm not gonna tell you what to believe- then pray for wisdom.
Treat everyone as a brother or sister. Even the assholes up to a point.
Be a friend to all people and smile regularly.
The fake smile soon becomes real. And one day you'll look around you and see nothing but friends and family smiling back at you.
And the most important thing- If you fall, and you will, get back up and keep going.
It won't always be easy, and I still struggle from time to time, but even the smallest victory is worth a thousand losses.

>>727390572
Teenage love is a meme anyways amirite

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>>727391702
Ok, anon.

>>727392256

no. it truly is the most beautiful thing in this life, not because of what it is, but because of the person you are when you receive it, a blank slate with no baggage.

>>727387902
Damn you just let me believe

>>727390572
I did that and still regret it sometimes. There are a lot of other, more significant. Things that I regret as well. Teenage love is short lived but if both people are truly in love they'll make it work. A couple people in my family are happily married to their "highschool sweetheart". I just hope I'm around long enough to make things up with mine

>>727392002
Nite

>>727391869
It really does.

"my friends" is a good one too
https://youtu.be/oj-oqO7zFYY

>>727389998
Mexico... You go to the festivals and stuff? Ever talk to girls there?

WEW LADS MY PHONE THATS COKNECTED TO GOOD WIFI ALSO DOESNT CHARGE PROPERLY. 1% here. Bye everyone lf and Kt if you're here, don't give up on us yet

>>727390568
British guy. I cant do the ooooh part since my voice fucking cracks. Puberty aint over yet i guess.

>>727390719

The girl in that comic is actually kind of a dick. She's fucking with the world just to play baseball. She isnt standing up to the comet she used powers to summon the comet

The whole series is good though

>>727392233
honestly ive thought about leaving and living out of my car after i get a job. this is the worst place for my mental stability, i have an older sister that my mom practically worships and two younger brothers (still in highschool) that my dad believes are just the greatest human beings in the history of human beings. and no one except me can truly see that were a family held together by our mutual hatred for each other. ive always wanted to point it out, go down screaming at the top of my lungs that theres no love in this place, but then id be blamed for tearing the family apart and why do that to myself, were basically drowning just to keep score and it kills me to hear all the fake niceties, see all the fake smiles, then watch them turn around and scowl. i got drunk with my dad last night and tried to talk to him and i got labeled a pussy for being "sensitive" good ol' dad. i love them though, their family, id die just to see them happy, just wake up one day and everyone gets along and has a good day. sorry for rambling, it just kinda happened

>>727392622
%9 here. Sleeping soon too

>>727388076
It's been almost 8 months I think. I don't think she's gonna call anymore. I hope she's happy, sorry I wasn't good enough.

>>727392743
Dont be sorry for rambling. Its good to get that kind of stuff off your chest. Thats a very complex problem too. Just sitting them down and telling everyone theyre plastic sounds like suicide. But as you saw fit its the truth. But you also love them. Very tight place.

>>727385317
cute armpits

Reading peoples stories. Really interesting.

>>727392465
Im doing fine with life now, but this scared me for a long time. Im still in college for accounting, but a few years ago I was in Computer Science and failing everything. Im still out of shape, but i go the the gym with a friend every other day now. My grades are better. I have an internship set up, which will probably turn into a job. Life can turn around. You have to work for it. There is no free lunch. All you have to do is try, and keep trying. Dont ever stop.

>>727393151
yeah, i appreciate you taking the time to listen and being understanding, im so used to hearing "get over it" "pray it away" "youre fine" and my personal favorite "jesus died for you so just be happy" its nice to have a change every once in a while

>>727393805
Well as revenge you can nut on every single crucifix in the house. May that next job offering come sooner.

>>727385738
Am i the only one who thinks this picture is autistic

>>727394358
i got a good laugh out of that. ill keep that in mind. im headed to bed. i appreciate you anon

I'm sorry, Polly. I should have gone to your recital.

OK, you fags win. I teared up

>>727394417
I just think it's a cringe-worthy quote. Anti-social behavior is a trait of the maladjusted. Plenty of dumb people try not to be near others and join in activities.

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any alcoholics in the thread?

>>727387257
plz post big butt liz again, anon

I listen to this on feels threads:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0h09RpeMSY

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Hey guys, should I text my ex?

I still care for her and I know she still likes me, but recently I got a new gf who doesn't want me talking to my ex and my ex is angry at me because I got a gf. We were friends.. we made out at a backyard show 5 days ago but we pretend it never happened..
I just want to tell her that if she needs anything I'll be there for her, but I don't want the backlash of her being petty and telling people or my gf finding out and getting super pissed too.
I don't know why I care for her, but I do. Should I, guys?

>>727395768
No, which is why you should do it.

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apparently i talk like a newfag. Leave the boards for a couple of years, and it's like I never left but at the same time chan culture changed again.

It's wierd.

>>727396013
and apparently sage is no longer visible?

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>>727395768
Ah fuck. I feel like ranting now. Feel free to ignore.

So when we were making out, we were pretty drunk but I felt something spark inside me again (Which was a bad thing because I've been talking to a girl for some time now but things were never set in stone until very recently.) Even my ex told me that it was bad because she still had feelings for me. We almost fucked but I decided against it.

I know there are some feelings I still have for my ex buried deep somewhere. I can feel it every time I see a photo of her or when I see her living her life. I could so easily get back with her if I wanted to. And I don't know if I want to or not, it's just this other girl that I've really fallen for is really in the way. But now I'm dating her, and I'm not complaining, I just can't stop these feelings that I feel.

When my ex and I would hang out (as friends), it would be as if everything was normal and we never broke up. It felt wrong but I didn't really care, I enjoyed it. At that show I mentioned, we had a conversation in the back of my car after the attempted sex, and she drunkenly revealed how she hated herself because she did this and she still liked me, but she thought that I didn't care for her anymore, but I do, I really do.

I just want to talk to her again, but with no real subject or goal in mind. Just talking to her felt 'right' I guess.

Don't get me wrong, I love this other girl a lot, but something about my ex that I can't shake.

Rant over (both pics unrelated)

>>727391260
every fucking time...

>>727396013
/b/ changes but the attitudes stay the same. Instant hate for any criticism with the occasional actual human you can have a conversation with.

>>727388961
)': anon..

>>727396163
meh i guess. lot more trap threads and fur threads than I remember.

>>727396399
Well, yeah. We call it cancer for a reason. It spreads and takes up more space and resources. I miss the word filters. Roody poo still makes me smile.

The girl i fell in love with is alot more experienced in relationships than me,her count being at 4-5 i reckon.Mine being at 0 ,sadly.Yesterday i told her i love her and then she fucking told me in the face that she talked to an fag she has feelings for him and idk why she told me this but she said she fucked him in the past ,like i fucking care.After all this shit she told me i ,,CAN STAY'' her firend.haha ,fucking hoe i used everything she told me about her and made her cry her eyes out and never see me again,oh well ,dodged a bullet,i feel more sad about the money i spend on her presents

>>727396531
I heard two fags talking about /pol/ irl and that was when I realized that the cancer has really fucking spread.

>>727396751
Oooh, that has to feel bad. Did you at least tell them to go back to either go back to Stormfront or wear their armbands so they can be more readily identified in public?

>>727396824
shook my head and kept on walking, have an actual salaried job that i have to keep

>>727386826
This pic hurts so much more because of what I know.
When you take them to be put down you must stay with them if you can. Stay with them even if you can't.
They will look for you. Gods but it hurts to know that so many have spent their last moments awake looking desperately for you, and you've already left them behind with only their lonliness and fear.
I am a monster too but I know better now.

>>727397019
Ahh. A decade of Adderal use has left me, umm, rather hard-pressed to not speak my mind. Given my welding job, I'm not too hard-pressed to be nice or PC.

Glowed like the sun as a child - intelligent, courageous, confident, funny, well behaved, considerate, interesting.

Puberty hits like a brick. Fat but still good at sports. Intelligence becomes neurosis, attention directed inwards. Good circle of friends, but no longer the ringleader. Like girls, but with my lack of self esteem, fatness and overactive mind completely incapable of engaging with them or expressing myself. Retreat further. No first kiss, no holding hands. Big circle of friends, but All boys school didn't help.

University. Do law because I'm smart. Grind along. Get credits even when doing a 3000word assignment a few days before it's due, even though I didn't go to tutes or lectures. proud of it even though I know how stupid it is.

No girls. Hang around with the boys all the time, getting stoned and playing video games. They did hospitality jobs and had other friends. Some of them get the odd girlfriend. I worked in a mindless typing job with adult losers who I had nothing in common with.

Father attempts suicide. This is following a long period of him being a drunken mess. All perceptions I had of him and mother change. Realise they are intelligent but extremely broken people who have spent my whole life pretending to be happy, ignoring festering problems. I know I'm the only light in their life. Retreat further inwards, talk to no one.

Graduate. Have some difficulty initially but get a job as a lawyer. Do a good job. work in a firm where everyone is 26 or younger. Finally engage with new people and enjoy it, including women. well liked office clown. getting my mojo back.

28. There is no hope. missed out on so many milestones that I am a deformed child amongst peers. Desperate for love, but desperation is the least attractive trait. Need someone to cuddle, but no chance. thought I just had to hold on and get through hard times and things get better. Hadn't realised I'd already lived through the gold times. Crushing blow. Will commit suicide soon.

>>727397109
Fuck, I don't know whether I'm glad or happy about it but I've never had the money to pay someone to have a very old pet put down. I had to do it myself. Thankfully I already had a gun, but just looking down the sights while they scarf down the hot dog you brought from them is torture and the week is entirely ruined. It's impossible to be happy thinking about the joyful life you had to end.

I miss my dog. I miss cuddling with him and being able to bury my face into fur and being able to cry to him. I feel like I annoy everyone with my sadness but he was always there with me. I got so mad when he got bone cancer and eventually couldn't walk before having to finally be put down. I'd give my entire lower body to have him back. When everyone said they cared about me he was the only one that seemed to actually. What really pisses me off is that all the times he was there for me I couldn't muster the strength to be there for him in his final moments. I failed my closest friend when he needed me most and I hate myself every day for not even being able to be next to him when he needed me most. He was put down in a room full of strangers and it's my fault.

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>>727397156
But you were just getting your mojo back. Why end?