What is life? Also feels thread.

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>>727371777
Checked

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I'm here, dumping and drinking. Anyone need advice i'll do my best to help out here.

I'm not sad, I just miss her

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>>727374226
>her?
What's her name anon?

Mine was Emily

I probably failed my psych test today for the job I've been working hard for years to get, feels bad...

>>727374278
c8e lol

>>727371777
Club Penguin is down

Anyone want to hear my breakup story happened about 3 weeks ago, still haven't felt better need support

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I drank a lot more after we split.
She hated when I drank, so I drank to spite her. Thats what it all seemed like. We did stuff to spite each other, her grandpa died of lung cancer and she hated when I smoked, so I smoked more. I drank and I smoke to piss her off. Then after she didn't see me i kept at it to kill myself slowly. Then I realized the stupidity of that. I cut smoking and I drink often enough to keep a strong tolerance. I miss her. I still really do. Cute girl. Crazy head.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CqmjCp3UdPw&index=3&list=LLfoiOOySPf_DZP5lYseLz6A

this place needs a soundtrack

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>>727374561
Probably failed? so theres a chance you passed? Keep your head up man. Even if they do fire you it won't end your life you'll just be on the hunt and eventually you'll find a place. Hopefully it won't get too bad man

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>>727374721
Pre-type green text it man. I'll be here.

>>727374790
agreed. Post youtube sad songs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JXcV6dOMUZs

Whats better than having a girlfriend?
I doubt ill ever get one so might as well move on to the next big thing.

>>727373939
sweet story

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>>727375002
Optimal position is probably apathy

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>>727375043
sad green texts?

>>727371777
What is life? I dont know.

>>727375002
Living your life however you want. You can also do that if you have a girlfriend too, as long as she isn't fucking crazy.

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>>727375294

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>>727375334
Gonna sound like a basic but it's the journey. It's really about seeing what happens. Seeing goals and idolizing it sucks, you'll never be happy. Just enjoy what you get and enjoy your time getting to the end. It'll end eventually no need to end it early, shits only getting started.

>>727375168
Apathy, im kinda good at that. Start feeling bad when i see other people though. Happy people to be specific.

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>>727375421
gave me a good kek

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>>727371777

>>727375491
Don't pay attention to them, smoke, drink, fuck random sluts that'll let you put your dick in them. Whore around. oddly enough some girl will find you and make it her quest to tame you, if you want to settle go for it, the end of that outs you back here with us.

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I have love for each and every one of you.

>>727375465
I was listening to some psychologist and he saif to be happy, one must have a goal. Positive emotions flow everytime you get close to that goal. I liked it. It was basic and general. I dont know what my goal is yet though, or im just bad at them. Maybe ill find one soon and you guys too.

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I dont even know why im sad

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJJ8hWDXWGs

>>727371777

Life is a possibility that happened within the laws of physics, space and time. Don't search for stupid meanings of tumblr posts, enjoy it the way you like it: fucking girls, eating food, playing vidya, etc.

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>>727375741
Sounds destructive. But ill keep that in mind. Ill try it out once i have really bothing to lose. Might gain something, like the girl youre talking about.

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>>727375789
Start small, make an acheiveable goal, make a goal to run 2 miles a day or some random crap, make a goal to cook a meal from a cook book. Make a bird house. Keep busy as we wait.

>>727373825
>>727373825
no....

>>727375916
dam

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>>727375785
you 2 faggot

>>727375785
I love you too anon.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=20TryVspOfY&index=13&list=LLfoiOOySPf_DZP5lYseLz6A

more

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>>727376520
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pTA0DSfrGZ0

I should probably make a spotifiy playlist of sad shit for myself. I have a playlist i usually play when i'm sad.

Captcha sadler autorise

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>be me
>love this girl
>every time I move on from her or get a new girlfriend she becomes single
>always comes back to me
>I'm always there for her I just want her to be happy
>I pour my heart out to her
> she's talking to a guy so we remain friends
>help each other
>decide to talk to other girls again
>all of them play games
>whatislife.jpg
>meet old friend at the fair
>shesreallycoolholyshit.exe
>we hit it off but she never texts me
>have her on instagram so I message her
>barely a response
>my friend just ruined any chance I had with her
>I've lost all feelings for pretty much every girl I know
I just want to love someone

>be me high school beat on the prowl
>have never had a gf, but I got a good idea as to how to be a good man to one
>see girl in geometry class
>consider her
>see star wars shirt
>consider her more
> Finally decide that it is time to go for it
>marching band schedule fucks it over
>never got around to it and lost interest
>fast forward sophomore year
see her in hall
>she got new braces
>adds to her shy but playful attitude
>we start talking again
>eventually we are really good friends
>I ask her out after a month
>she sheepishly says yes
> I know she just got through a bad breakup but those two were never meant to be
>happiest days ever
> first date interstellar stole a kiss
>things hit off, but then she starts to open up and I realize that this angel has issues I wasn't ready for
>don't get me wrong to me she was to die for, gorgeous, fun, and great "sex" never really got to the real stuff
>but one particular day she seemed depressed
>I ask her what's up, and after a lot of questioning she finally bursts into tears and opens up
>she tells me she's not right, at least not in the head
>that she used to see a therapist and take meds for her wack emotions
>I put a finger on her lips, and say no more tears
>/b/ That was the biggest regret of my life and I didn't even know it
>fast forward through summer and a bit of junior year
> all is good a scuffle here and there from her wack emotions but all was conquered
>and I made her smile
>and she made me smile
>and for a time that was enough
>act test night comes
>(stress enhances the emotional trauma)
> I ask her if she's nervous
>responds with "yeah"
>this girl for the year we had been dating never so much as responded with k
>I'm shocked and ask her what's wrong
>she's says it's okay nothings wrong
>somethingsup.png
>remembers that one time she describes a movie of people loving each other, but not being IN love with each other
>ask her if she loves me
>she says yes
>ask her if she's in love with me
Pt1

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Time goes on fast. For me anyway.

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>>727376678
are these separate stories?

>>727376840
Yeah, completely different people

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>>727376934
didn't read second got lazy thinking it was sloppy editing.

>>727377023
Great song

>>727377021
Haha

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>>727376668
you got her contact info, text her a hey. If she doesn't respond don't even bother it's not worth the chase. You sound like a young kid so you'll meet a girl, for reference I haven't seen my first pair of girl boobs until I was a senior, didn't get my first BJ until 1 month after that. Along with that didn't have sex til freshman year of college. It takes time bro. Just take it easy and play it cool

>>727377023
I'm the first one

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>>727377097
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NDHY1D0tKRA
Most depressing band ever

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>two years ago met this 8/10 QT on omegle
>added her on snapchat
>got to talking and being best friends for little over a year and a half
>She lived in TX
>I'm in IL
>Didn't feel anything for her until recently
>went to PAX south to see her and go to the con
>Right when I met her fell instantly in love
>I was in town for 3 days so we spent all day and night together
>when it was the final day we held eachother and balled until it was time for me to go home
>kiss her and say until next time
>didn't think that I'd be able to see her very often so didn't want to start something
>went down to her place for a week because our spring breaks fell on the same week
>lost our virginity to each other
>mfw I met a girl on omegle and we love each other and we want to get married

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>>727377241
Refer to >>727377205
You were fine the second one just seemed like a cont

>>727377205
Thanks man, I'm a senior in high school right now and I've seen boobs and that's about it. But I'll shoot her a text and hopefully I can set something up. Thank you.

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>>727377391
Chi-fag? What up represent the 312!

>>727377391
Good for you man, that's truly awesome

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What is this crazy thing in my head? Feels tight.

>>727377391
>/
Anything is possible guys

>>727377563
Nah man, central, little south of there

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>>727377471
you got your whole youth in front of you, just enjoy it while it's young and innocent. Spring is coming up find a girl who's easy and who needs a date for prom. It's not a bad idea to take a junior or a girl in somewhat of your circles. I fucked with this goth chick from theater for a while, gave me head and had the cutest tits, but i dropped her to date a redhead. Not sure how i feel about that. She became pansexual or some shit which i think means she has sex with frying pans.

>>727377391
>met a girl on omegle
Tell me your secret anon

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>>727377651
Maebe its brain cancer

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>>727377711
The based part! Voted trump in the city of those who hate him, reelect rauner!

>>727377767
No secret, we're just best friends, she moves alot and we're the only thing thats permanent in her life

Here to talk to anyone, whatever it may be I am here to help you.

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Why keep moving on in life when everyone else keeps pushing me back.

Pic related

>>727377851
I mean how the fuck do you meet anyone in the first place
My last experience was entirely full of bots and creepy, greasy-ass dudes

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I though I missed her, apart of me still does but really I miss the attention.
I thought I was doing everything for her and I would have given up everything for her, even knowing that she would never do the same.
What I didn't know what that I was hurting her.
I made her cry too often
I though I wanted her but I just wanted the attention
She was the first person in a long to do inflate my ego
She made my life seemed so less miserable
I failed to realize that I wasn't doing the same for her
I thought I was but I really wasn't
I pushed her away and now we don't talk much
Yes I missed her but people come and go in our lives
What I missed the most is feeling normal, even better than normal when I'm with her
I felt like I belonged, that I do deserve to be happy and to be with someone
But you don't hurt the ones you love and I hurt her too much
I didn't mean to but I really am just an evil, selfish, asshole, faggot
I've accepted now that though I won't give up completely with meeting new people, I might be alone for a very long time
I'm not ok with it but I accepted that this is something that shitty people like me will face in their lives

I don't feel loved, and I never had felt that. But also I have never felt like I deserved to be loved

>>727377742
School is kicking my ass but I'm pulling through. A lot of my friends are leaving for the military or college so we're trying to all see each other. It's weird how fast life went by. It's like we were practically freshman yesterday haha. I am going to prom so I'm going to try and get a girl. Your ex sounds like a freak if she's fucking pans haha. Thank you anon

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>>727377994
Luck

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>>727374790
Just finished that song, His vocals are a little shotty at times but the music is nice. really feels.

>>727378041
My mom used to read this to me as a kid, she still cries when she reads it to my little brother

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5O2JdoFMIwk

Pt2 Yvette the witch that stole my heart
>a pause ensues
>instantly burst into tears
>here was my girl
>one I could call my own, with everything I could ask for and more, I wanted everything to do with her, there wasn't a single day that I had not been in love with her. Being reluctant to say she is in love with me
>I hang up
>see her next day at school
>says we need to talk
>go to private to talk. And I ask her again "are you in love with me"
>she thinks and says "I don't know anymore"
>I'm running away now in tears towards the testing room
>she follows with just as many tears
>ask why she keeps me around then
>says I'm a good friend and that I help with emotions
>flip her off, cuss, fight all the good stuff
>she finally says she was wrong we make up, relationship was never better
>now even more madly in love
>but my decisions and ignorance would soon catch me, and now I know communication is key
>junior year passes, summer comes, senior year is looking great
>need to work overtime to keep her happy lots of stress with graduation and all
>at one time I do all her work so she can stay home
>perfectly happy with it love her so much
>this was the best year and the worst
>I feel her slipping again like the first time
>I ask her again
> she does the same FUCKING PAUSE
>I explode, she tells through tearful eyes that I know she's messed up and can't control her emotions sometimes
>she says she wants to split for real this time because she hurts me too much
>I yell at her that a second with her is more than enough compensation for all the pain
>hours pass of tears and argument
>she gives in, and tells me she is in love with me
>the wound is mended again
>but the bond doesn't feel as string as the first time
>like an incorrectly healed bone something was not right
>not even a week passes when she comes to me afterschool with a worried look
>what's wrong?
>I'm scared of your reaction
>reaction of what?
Continue?

>>727371777
>777 those trips!

Also life is there to just see what happens. Perfection exists it's what we call god, we on the other hand get to have fun and make mistakes.

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>>727375002

>>727378112
yea it was recorded on a boombox lmao

>>727378041
also didn't need that i remember when my mom read that to me, i miss her

>>727374790
/b/ has a soundtrack; a never ending loop of the Benny Hill theme song.

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>>727378045
Not my ex, but definitely should have been. I kind of regret how that went down she was such a troubled nice girl who we got along perfectly. we worked as a team in theater getting stuff done and being efficient. Is it crass to reach out to her now? I have no idea. I didn;t like the feeling of high school ending how it ended. It felt like i was dying but celebrating that. But you realize how small it was and how much you have ahead of you.

>pic related

her name was olivia, I didn't date her because i have a harder thing for redheads, will post a pic of redhead ex.

>>727375002
success
just be a displined fucker and good shit will happen

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>fucking kills me

>>727375168
Im stuck on a loop between boredom and depression

>>727378418
>red headed ex
Red heads are great

And no I don't think it's crass. If you don't feel right about it, you should at least let her know. It feels like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. Even if it doesn't go to well it's better than not doing it at all and regretting it.

>>727378346
Damn anon.. got me fucked up over here

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>>727378418
Pic of redhead ex She's middle pink dress

Just found out she blocked me from FB, didn't think we ended that badly but clearly she took it bad. I felt pushy towards the end but i still feel like i fingered her more than I tried to get a blowie or a handie

>>727378742
Drink and smoke and fuck sluts off tindr, break the loop. disrespect your body.

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>>727378769
In a relationship now, I'd feel better if I did it when i was single and i could make it up to her by taking her on a date.

Rate her anon is she cute compared to the redhead?

>>72737887
Girls are strange creatures, we'll probably never understand why they act the way they do

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>>727378874

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why aren't you raiding club penguin?

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Alright! Night time = feels time

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>>727379155
lol wut

>>727379039
Yeah it'd be better if you were single. And she's a good 7/10 I find her more attractive than the red head

>>727379188
> fbi bait

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>>727379214

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>>727379227
Thats her without make up, she did that think were she would give herself racoon eyes, I'll get a better pic. Also she had a really petite friend who was into me, she was cute but at the same time i didn't want to fuck with her because some people thought she was weird. Point of the story is don't let that stop you from chasing the people you want.

>>727375916
Oh fuck no man

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Tfw you're the friend that is the butt of every joke, the ridicule of everybody, and the subject of every discussion that involved loneliness/being alone/socially inept.

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>>727379360
see
>>727376242

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I DONT WANNA BE A LOSER ANYMORE YOU HEAR ME ANYMORE

>>727379457
That's a very good point. I've made that mistake to much, but it's something that can be fixed. We got to realize we're living for ourselves not the other people. It's our life.

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>>727371777
We are the pioneers of our time handing out ipecac to red pills and to reset the standard and War is now regression instead of progression

>>727378874
You're too young to be using this site.

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>>727379649
Thats the one pointer i'd tell freshman year me. Have confidence and don't listen to the hive mind.

Pic is the petite girl that had a crush on me but never acted on.

I could've tossed around the bedroom she was like 5'3

>>727379496
Same, but my nickname is the Jew. I'm not even jewish.

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>>727379770
>20
Sure i am bud

>>727379807
Holy shit anon, she's 10/10

Sometimes I wish we learned this stuff a lot sooner so that we didn't make these mistakes. But such is life. We must move on I guess.

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Creating different scenarios in my head is the only thing that makes me feel content now. Thinking of different choices made or words said helps me escape. I know it's bad and only makes the problem worse, but maybe it'll take some of the edge off.

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>>727378159
Moar

>>727379860
Which is ironic because masturbation keeps me up at night and I end up falling to sleep stressed.

>>727371777
fuck me why me goddamn im pathetic
no redeeming qualities
no good memories to look back on
fuck

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>>727379939
10/10 looks sure

But she was a basic, she had this hoarse voice that was and active deeper than most girls. If you had her shut up and you fucked her sure, also this is a good pic of her. I find it odd that she's posing for this pic for no reason really. Just some annoying things she would do wouldn't settle right for me.

Captcha: Call policia

>>727379860
Im about to masterbate

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ignore this guy and go to snap chaty .me

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I'm ready bois

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>>727380150

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>>727380051
>>727380143
2 each their own

>>727380082
Same. Nothing interesting...

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>>727380150
KYS Faggot

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Just finished my first tallboy beer ready for the second

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>>727380329
bruh free nudes!

>>727376758
My brother died two years ago. It was very painful to see him in the bed of the hospital doing nothing but getting weaker everyday. This was his profile pic on Facebook. I miss him

>>727380139
Ah, okay. Well I know how you feel, there are a couple of girls that like me but I don't see them more then friends or they just annoy me. It's gotten to the point where I'm scared to branch out because I'm worried I'm just going to become friends with them, and I'm just expecting the emotional destruction anyo ne of them could cause.

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Yeah. I get nausous when i lay my head down too much.

>>727380451
>Nauseous

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>>727380150
Childhood crush.... Still in love with her. Really, I just love her face. She could be cunt irl.

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>>727379532
So what if you can't pick up a check
And you can't get laid
Party like hell
Can you can out shine them all with pure accomplishments and they will miss you when you're gone

>>727380441
More feels...

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holy fuck ignore this thread and check out snap chaty .me right now

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Always wondered what happened to this anon.

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>>727380444
>introduce Emily
>the prettiest girl, the most down to earth.
>a girl that understood me and liked my company
>a girl that filled every one of my fantasies.
>crazy ex
>I think she was the most stunning, but the most damaging

All those girls were cute in high school but emily seemed like the perfect one

>>727380669

>>727380431
Don't worry about them the right one looks for you

>>727380757
Got a gf. Gonna be 1yr next friday. Never had a relationship last this long. At the same time i'm tired of the relationships but we built so much together. Don't want to start over but i still hunger for something fresh

>>727380441
lol I bet ur bros dick was bigger

>>727379328
Oh god....

>>727380958
Hey man, can you just fuck off? We're out here spilling our guts n Shit and you're making jokes. Can you children just fuck off and go to bed?

>>727380670
I think he killed himself

>>727380723
She's gorgeous anon

> it would be a year on the 21st
> met this girl on a school trip
>family and closest friends told me to stay away
>I fell madly in love
> she ended up cheating on me and lying to me the entire relationship
>absolutely insane
>made out with my best friend
>I still haven't recovered
>she lives to torment me every day

She's the most attractive girl I dated but she really fucked me up. I'm still trying to get over her

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>>727381095
Don't feed the trolls.

Sorry to hear about your bro, how old was he?

>>727380906
Be subtle when you know something's wrong tell her if she says that you messed up ask exactly how step-by-step
If she lashes out she's not the one to keep you sane

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>>727381076

>>727381190
i take comfort in the fact that this is fake

>>727378041
Right in the feels man..

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>>727381156
Yea Emily fucked me up like that too, It's cringe now but we dated long distance, She was from Michigan i was from Illinois. Towards the end she wanted to split because she felt trapped and didn't want to be stuck, being me I understood and wanted her happy. She broke up with me and fucked some dude on campus 1 week later, I was high school friends with her roommate thats how I knew her. but in less than a week she fucked some dude. It was my birthday when I found out. I drank so much I blacked out at 8pm

>>727378418
I mean from that pic at least I'd say yeah I'd shoot myself for passing up someone like that.

Come to think of it, I too had a sad story about a lovely red head but the past is past

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>>727381240
I don't tell her, She's too happy with me, and it rubs off. When I'm with her I'm happy, When i'm alone I think. Thinking alone is my most dangerous enemy. I remember the girls i slept with before her. The girls i met the girls i fingered and fucked. I miss it, it was sport. I miss the sport. In relationships it's about building which i like but when you get bored of a project you stop. I haven't stopped with her and i don't plan to. but i don't see a long term future with her.

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>>727381444
Check'd

Greentext it bro. Redheads are my weakness.

>>727381243
This fucking kid man. "Stay positive." He doesn't deserve to live the life he's living. Shit like this makes me realize there's always some poor cunt worse off.

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>>727381420
Fuck man, that's rough. Girls suck haha. I try not to drink to much. I long for a girl that makes me feel as whole as she did, without ripping a whole in my chest where my heart was. I sincerely hope girls like her and Emily have horrible lives after us.

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>>727381752

>>727378138
>>727378295
>>727381409
I used to think my mom thought of me that way and now I know that everything in life is conditional

>>727380082
Hey, you probably have some interesting memories/experiences. Tons of people hate me and might consider me a scumbag but I've had some pretty awesome times as well as really shitty times. Why give a shit what other people think of you anyways? They probably don't even know you

>>727371777
Life doesn't mean anything. Seriously, my Girlfriend died last year and it stings for now but whos going to be here in 200+ years to remember she was smarter/more attractive/overall better than me? On that not who's going to remember me? Do you think 500 years from now that people will honestly care about what I did in life? Who I killed? Who I tried to save? Where my life went wrong? Drugs? 500 years from now I imagine there will be a version of the internet that will be talking about the exact same things I'm talking about and they literally won't think twice. Even the most important people don't matter so why would I matter? In terms of the universe how do we matter? We tell ourselves we should try to help people do better but do we ever ask why? There is no end goal to life. If you really think about humanity isn't statically likely to make it past the year 3000, if we make it to that point what have we accomplished? We've made our selves good but what have we done to make a lasting mark? This is what happens when you sit around and ask questions like "what is life", accept the fact that everyone and everything you've ever loved is going to be forgotten and that you are nothing and you can live a peaceful life.

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>>727381782
I found a girl read
>>727381629

but again, I settled, trust me i settled for an 8 but like i still feel like i could do better. I cheated on this 8 way back when we started dating for this 10. I'll post current gf and then mistress

>>727376723
I don't like this one. It's sad. And that dog is dead now.

>>727371777
I dont fucking know bro.

I feel like absolute shit, couldn't care less if I died tomorrow. I'm absolutely miserable, and I've been like this for 3 years.

She doesn't want me to do it though, she would rather I suffer than end it sooner. She doesn't have to live like this though, she is able to move on.

Pt3 Yvette
>she finally lays it out
>Carlos wants to take me to see Elton John
>wtf
>sure I guess that's okay
>keep unkind Carlos is a fat fucker with a backward but is a her friend because he too has problems
>she still seems uneasy
>I ask her if there is anything else to it?
>she tells me that she thinks that Carlos is planning on stealing her
>fuck
>of course I want to restrict her from going but what kind of guy am I to do that
>the fight gets heated
>I call her later to resolve
>gets more heated
>I ask her if she like him
>her and her fucking pauses
>I break again
>why can't I keep this girl I slave over everything for her and still he love for me was shake
>she says she wants to split again but because she's too scared to hurt me again if anything happens
>I cried every night
>kept in contact because she is too special to me
>she never got with Carlos he's too weird
>we talk and ask if she wants to get back together
>she says no because she doesn't know herself therefore she cannot love properly
>wtf
>think to myself through tears wtf that could mean
>/b/ I never asked her why she is the way that she is
>I was to scared to see her cry that I never knew asked what traumatized her
>what do I do
>I have all these cheesy letters she wrote when she loved me for comfort but I miss her so much, if kill to hold her
I need help I'm going insane without her what now?

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>>727381978
Mistress with her ex bf. After they broke up she showed up to my house and we walked around a park by my house and we fucked on a bench. She got me with her tight ass and her dress.

>>727374278
Emma.

I see that name almost every day. Couldn't get her out of my thoughts even if I wanted to.

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>>727382000
They shot my dog so I shot him

>>727375802
Is this shia laboeuf?

>>727382000
I glued googly eyes on its dead face so when I fuck it, it still looks like it's having a pleasurable experience.

>>727377563
South side bro

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>>727382123
Me and current GF, I really like this pic

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>>727382603
Northside! but I do like Beverly, It seems like a nice place to live. I'd move there eventually.

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>>727382614

>>727381243
I have something similar to what this kid has,
Its not as bad as his, yet i still complain and cry about it.
This kid is pure and loving, he just wants to be happy, and others to be happy as well.
Fuck, this world is just so fucked man

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>>727382835
Cool

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>>727382603

Are you black? Lol

>>727382614
you look happy man, I hope you truly are

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>>727382906
Didn't want to ask lmao

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>>727382895

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Let go? Its incredibly painful but in the end your pain will be less swollen...

>>727382206
How is he aiming down that site?

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>>727382961
Some days are better than others man, but the important thing is she's smiling too. I care more about others happiness than mine. It gets me in tough spots but it's how i work.

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holy fuck ignore this thread and check out snap chaty .me right now

>everyday I feel empty
>I go to school and hang out with my friends but they have no idea of my true self
>I would love to be a happy caring guy who treats everyone well, but I always mess that up
>girls don't like me because genuine kindness is creepy to them
>I was forced to fuck one of my best friends at the time in the ass, he kept begging
>I'm straight and this traumatizes me whenever I think about it
>I never felt like I had a choice, I just did it because I was desperate to feel something good
>afterwards I just wanted to kill myself
>Im not depressed anymore, but I do want to die
>everything I see is through a filter
>like Im not really supposed to be alive
>Ive almost died like 10 times in the last 20 years
>I hate me, and so do a lot of other people
>I want to an hero but I always end up just happy enough to pull through another year and then shit gets worse again
>When will this cycle end? Im so tired guys
>please tell me someone out there will love me one day
>just a girl, just one girl
>please

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> hey anon, i think that girl likes you

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>>727383273
A girl will love you, a girl has loved you probably and you haven't noticed her. Just keep your head up man. Get out there. Wait until your at least 21 and try going to bars to meet people, be social. it helps your world so much more if you are social

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holy fuck ignore this thread and check out snap chaty .me right now

>>727383273
Improve yourself and you wont be empty. Attarction youll receive.

>>727383480
This one is nice. I like.

>>727383452
>>727383520
Okay, thanks guys. Big props

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I want some good feels music

Currently drunk right now, listening to this gem from one of my favorite games of all time.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WfCO4c23dXI

>>727382096
I've been in a very similar situation Anon but ended up marrying the girl to try and solidify things, we got divorced 8 months into the marriage (dated 4 years). That was almost 10 years ago and now I'm extremely happily married to the love of my life with two children.My advice would be to move on but I know that most likely won't happen, so then the best words I can think of right now are stay alive and let this see it's course, it doesn't sound like this relationship is heading anywhere pretty, but that doesn't mean your life will never be great again.

>>727383304
I wish it was somewhat directed to someone because I'd love to hear that. Just looks like a shitpost p

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>>727383614
its the saddest when strangers on the internet will care more about you than your best friend. We're always here bro. With our whiskey or beer we'll drink to sadness even when we're happy, because we've all been there, and we all have crawled from there. a year ago i would ball my eyes out to these threads, now i'm here for support and feels. Always a pleasure if I help at least one anon or prevent an hero

>>727383623
>Hotline Miami 2 dialogue
Oh man. Oh man. I cried so much in that fucking game. Took me 11 hours to beat that mf.
The ending, I was just sobbing by the time I got back to the main title screen. My nigger

>>727383623
Nick Drake - Pink Moon
nice acoustic folk singer/song writer

good listen if you're into that shit
regardless, cheers mate

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snap chaty .me
>leak ex gf and win

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>flips through yearbook
>not in any clubs, sports, events. >Nothing

What have I done?

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>>727383895
at least do theater so if people called you a faggot they'd be right

>>727383881
lmao that's not snap, that's delightful hug
i'd recognize those nipples anywhere

>>727383754
Well its sort of a shitpost. I was just too emo to notice someone had interest in me. Now no one notices me. Shoulda taken it when i had the chance.

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captcha Kebab

>TRIGGERED

>>727383895
nothing apparently

>>727383895
I don't even have a photo in my yearbook
just a name

>>727383949
For some reason this made me laugh

>>727382699
Little village bro. It's gentrifying

>>727371777
Fourtytwo

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>>727384141
TFW i felt like bart in the corner giving up.

top kek

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>>727384185
Live in the burbs right now but really want to move to Beverly or Wicker park

>>727384074
i don't even have a name in the yearbook, i apparently pissed someone off on the yearbook committee (just by existing i guess) and they saw to it to keep me out. i wasn't pissed or anything, in fact i hope it accelerates people forgetting that i was ever at that fucking school

>>727375961
Sound advice anon

>>727383990
No. Im too awkward and my voice cracks a lot. Sometimes its deep and theres high pitched squeaks. I dont know anymore.

>>727384035
I'd love to hear that from the girl im interested in*+

>>727384425
You don't have to be on stage you could work back stage where you have to just shut the fuck up. Also you get to talk to actress girls who are usually cute. or practice with them so they can bond with you. Theater girls are easy because the surrounding guys are gay they need some beef injection

>>727384425
Dude chicks think that's adorable. I am a chick.

>>727384320
High school. What a weird place.

Well we hit our image cap, Anyone want to start a second one? I'm willing to dump for more

Posting this cause I want it out of my head. Last year I moved away from the once okay school life I had. After I moved I realized that the friends I did have didn't really care all that much that I was moving away, not that I made it a big deal anyways ( I only said goodbye to three people, two of them I wanted to confess to but pussied out because it would have ruined our friendship. Stupid, I know). The first month since the move I didn't leave my room except to eat and pisss and I streamed anime all day and night. I gained 20 pounds by the second month and was living a neet life. I started working out Which kept depression away for the most part but there would be nights when the booze would flow and I'd start reminiscing about my only ex in high school and how I'll never meet a woman again who can deal with my shitty excuse of life. We dated for only two months but those were the happiest months of my whole high school career, even though our relationship was poison. That continued on and on for six months. I finally snapped out of it when I inadvertently got a job dishwashing at a local bar and restaurant. Fast forward to today and I'm now the night manager/head line cook for the back of house at the restaurant I've been employed at for seven months, yet I'm still an empty shell of my former self trying to find what I'm fucking doing with my shitty life and if love will ever come my way, if at all.

>>727382614
>>727382123
>>727380723
>>727379807
>>727379457
>>727378874
Looking back at my exs, i didn't do too bad, maybe it's the booze but a lot of them were cute, too bad i'm an idiot who messes shit up

>>727384552
Thanks...

>>727384648
You can either coast, or you could stive to get something better, my word of advice is just to be social, go out more. get in the loop, pick up a hobby or some shit

>>727384546
Maybe in college or uni. I graduated already anyway.

>be 14
>like a girl
>too beta to talk to her so i wrote her a letter and folded it up into a paper crane
>had mutual friend deliver it
>lunchtime
>she sends one of her friends to my lunch table, her friend holds up my crane and says "this is from (girl)"
>proceeds to tear it into shreds and threw it in the air like confetti
>windy that day so pieces of the letter got away and ended up in the wrong hands and i was tortured for it for the remainder of high school.

that was the last time i trusted a woman enough to like her. that was 14. im now 30.

>>727384635
Sure

>>727384939
in college forget about it, hit on girls in class, some don't know about the other girls in your other class. keep your options open

>>727384955
what a cunt

>>727384955
>gives up on women after one traumatic experience
sounds to me like youre just a pussy

>>727379328
I almost thought that anon was me for a second..

>>727384979
link /thread

>>727384552
My voice cracks a bit when I'm tired or high on lean. When are we going to fuck

>>727384955
Mate.... You gotta get out there man. Get help if necessary...

>>727385113
i didn't say i gave up on women, i fuck them, i talk to them, i date them, i laugh with them, i enjoy my time with them, i just never emotionally invest in them, they figure this out eventually and leave.

>>727383075
I used to be like you few years ago
I helped a lot of people in my life when they felt bad, thinking that it would make me happy to make them happy. But it doesn't. They just use you and leave you.
I lost all of theses people, girlfriends, friends and even my two bestfriends.
People don't care about yourself and it's a truth in our world.
People are shit, don't help them, none of us deserves it.
Just help yourself.

New one
>>727385317

>>727385294
I get by enough, I give people more attention than myself but I make sure i'm okay, and i make others excellent

>>727384883
I do have hobbies and I have met friends through work, shit my fishing buddy is twice my age but we get along great (pot heads). Ive actually considered going to my local college just so I can meet grills. Also checked.
Thanks for hearing me out anon-kun

>>727385432
anytime fam, doesn't sound like a bad plan, just try and see if you can find girls that arent trash

>>727385536
My nigga, I won't fail this time.

>>727386098
Go to next thread, i'll telll you about my 5 rules of starting to shake depression

>>727374790
Sometimes this is the only way to feel for me. I remember being younger and this song is the only thing that made any sense in the world.

Right now, I'm struggling to have my own place. I'm sleeping on my buddies floor with a good comforter.

If I wanted to know anything in life. It's what people thought in their head. At least then I'd know why they did what they did. But I guess humans have to be at peace with what happens regardless of the circumstances. I'll always love one girl for my entire life and she ended up marrying this guy who physically assaults her over a kid they have. Life is certainly strange.

https://youtu.be/eq2kDmFUza4

>>727383480
Fuck, it's actually 1:20 am in my city

>>727386872
Sorry to just ramble. I'm not good with sharing feelings or even talking to people in public anymore. Kind of feels pointless.

>>727386875
2:24 here man

>>727386872
>>727386987
New thread we all went to at
>>727385317