I weep for everything Need a feels thread /b/ Pls

>>727347827

Then stop being a bitch.

>>727349065
I lost.

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>>727347827

>>727349223

fuck you its raining indoors!

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Bump

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https://youtu.be/SPnohTteETs
Feel This....

>>727347827
plz give that phone background

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.....penis

>>727349137

probably shouldn't invade other countries then

is this thread still alive if so say so and keep it so I have a story to share but its not pre-typed

>>727350603
go ahead

>>727350483

I don't get feels from shit like this, his dad probably killed some random civilians too.

>>727350672
k bear with me

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>>727350759
how does that apply to the kid though? from his perspective, his dad is just dead now.

>>727349065
Every god damn time I read this...

>>727349065
Damn it...

my mother died today.

>>727351391
fuck anon

how you keeping up

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>>727350280
>>727350759
>Lefty weaklings who probably get winded climbing the stairs

>>727350603

>be me 15 yo french kid, Bordeaux to be exact
>Diagnosed with Major Pronlonged Depressive Dissorder
>I'd been seeing a psychologist for 4 months before she told me I should get medical attention
>Sent to a suicide prevention clinic: Centre Jean Abadie
>13 teens total, 2 guys (including me) 11 girls
>Evrbdy is super freindly and since the only thing we can do besides watch shitty reality tv is smoke on the balcony
>Yes there was a balcony but it was barred
>I'd smoked a bit before then but not regularly
>10 mins after arriving at the clinic, I settle down on the balcony and ask for smone to roll me a cig
>this girl named Lea rolls one for me, she kinda was the one to introduce me to evrbdy
>teaches me how stuff works
>how to roll cigs
>the first 2 weeks go pretty "normal"

Cont, just a minute

--I did not write this I saved it from another thread a few days ago--
>be 98'
>fresh out of college with outstanding job as a lumberjack
>live with girlfriend of 5 years
>was engaged for 2
>always watched movies on the weekends, went hiking, we never fought, we always were happy. I'd bring her flowers whenever I got the chance, sex was with passion and wasn't just fucking
>never sought after other guys, actually hated them.
>for months she felt sick
>she complained about headaches for weeks
>took her to hospital
>she had a tumor in brain the size of a baseball
>doctors can't operate due to risk of loosing her because tumor is in tough spot
>give a week to live
>she wanted to see her parents who were at a oldfolks home in Maine
>4 day road trip from Colorado
>we stopped at all the land marks and places to get pictures
>we made it to Ohio before the headaches started

>>727351509
bumping

>>727351509
let me guess you fell in love with her and she off'd herself

>>727351730
>spent a day in a hospital in Cincinnati
>they just monitored her and made sure she was stable
>on the road again
>all day through Pennsylvania
>make it to Albany, NY around 10
>check in at shitty hotel
>she was up until 12 telling me how much she can't wait to see her parents and sisters
>fell asleep on my arm with the most beautiful smile of her face
>wake up on April 5th
>she felt so cold, so I tried covering her up but she didn't move, turned on the lamp and saw she was very pale with purple lips
>I tried shaking her and shook her over and over crying the hardest I've ever cried
>on April, 5th 1998 my girlfriend soon to be wife passed away in a shitty hotel in Albany.
>the police came
>they took her home
>she was cremated and her ashes were given to her parents and me
>never been the same since. The drive back from New York to Colorado was the most disturbing thing.
>cried the whole way back
>her suitcase, clothes, all the photos we took were in the passenger seat and it was the worst pain I've ever felt.
Call me a pussy or beta but it changed my life. I promised her I'd never date another girl and that I'd stay with her until the end. Now I'm working at a amazon factory, same house, never moved anything of hers around. Almost everything has never been moved since that night.
Call me crazy but I really miss her. Everyday.

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weep not, soon, we will rule this Earth.

REEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>727351792
damn

>Lea has a family, 2 parents and one lil bro
>2 parents giive her no love or attention, actually give her shit
>lil bro gets all the love, including her sister's
>she's at the point where she is living to make her bro happy
>she feels horrible bc its the 3d time she is in the hospital and had promised her bro not to go back
>Having frequent breakdowns
>She says that for some reason, the docs got her off her anti-depressents
>1 day, she lends me her JBL speaker while she studies for graduation she has to attend.
>Same day, my parents come over for a visit
>Cluless mom asks what the "little green box"(JBL speaker) is
>tell her and add that I should go return it
>go to knock on her door
>She slept a lot all the time bc of the meds she was still taking and to not have to suffer 24h/24
>as so , not suprised with no answear
>just gonna leave it on her table no prob

Cont. Just a sec

>>727351767
nope

>>727347827
>not waiting until 9:11 to take that snapshot
I shiggy diggy'd.

>>727351792
whoever wrote this isn't a pussy or a beta, everybody has different ways of coping with losses. this is his way.

>>727351509
Cont enculé pls

>>727352461
she obv killed herself

>>727348955
:(

>>727350483
"Your dads a noob kid

>>727351508
Nah nigger bitch faggot, I LOL every time one of the American imperialist faggots dies, hopefully painfully. Kill yourself nigger whore fuck you ;)

>>727350483
"your father was 360 double y quickscoped... im sorry"

>>727351792
Lol fuckin pussy beta cunt bitch kys ;)

>crack open the door
>look down to see a fan on top of 2 chairs blocking the door
>ohshit.wav
>Look up to see a floating white angel
>she off'd herseld (duh) with the sheet that she stucked in the window(it only opened a few intches vertically)
>My main problem was emotional anethisa
>so a soon as i saw her nothing was in the path of my reflex
>I burst open the door, jump on the bed, try to get her out
>A dead body is so heavy
>Her face was completely white
>she must have been hanging at least an hour
>manage to get her out
>fall to the ground like a rag-doll from a battelfield game
>the nurses rush in and get me out
>once again I had almost no feelings so I was helping the ppl in the hall who had saw what happened
>it was fucking Armagedon
>The ambulances arrive and we are all shepered to a other communal room
>she was reanimated
>feelsgoodman.jpeg
>shes in a coma
>feelsnotsogoodman.png
>3 days later she dies
>feelsterriblekillmenow.gif
>we are all sent home prematurely
>had to spend another month in another clinic
>dperssion is better
>Ptsd... not so much

Thats my story b

>>727350483
Ugh that little boy looks so fuckable i wanna fuck his dad while his dad fucks him mmm yeah fuck you nigger kys ;)

>>727353090
lol faggot dinosaur kill yourself nigger nigger ;)

>>727352913
>>727353073
>>727353144
Samefagging
Newfagging
Just close your browser

Lol Niggers ollol niggers lollll niggers lol niggers hahahaha niggers lol niggers kill niggers lol faggot whore cunt niggerss lolllll

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>>727347827

>>727353253
you mad little nigger faggot whore fuck you kys ;;))

look at all you faggot pussy niggers fuckin shoot up a mosk lol niggers kill yourselvs niggers lal fukk you cunt pussies lol niggers

>>727353330
can you just raid some other thread pls

>>727353503
fuckin pussy nigger beta nigger bitch fuck you queer nigger lol LOL kys kys kys kys nigger lLOL ;)

>>727353607
>bursting with neurones I see

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>>727353253

>>727350280
Probably shouldn't be a faggot muslim hell-bent I watching the world burn and you won't get invaded.

>>727353669
lol w/e nerd faggot LOL kys loner queer faggot no one likes you faggot LOL ;)

>>727348955
LOST

>>727353778
lol america is a shit fucking country nigger kill yourself nigger LOL faggot cunt ;) i do wa i waw biiiich LOL fuckin nigger beta pussy nigger ;)

>>727350759
His dad probably but a bullet in the head of a terrorist bitch while your beta ass played CoD

>>727352859
and you're a bitch on 4chan, think about that. You have done nothing with your life and his dad fought men to the death.

>>727352913
nigga whore fuck, Found the dickless 14 year that is raped by his stepdad. Fire a gun into your head until it goes black.

>>727347827
I weep for the world and in return I feel pure existential horror

>>727354298
Wi' win right?

>>727349137
Rahhh brother

pepe discord

we post pepe.... but also feels :(

https://discord.gg/bp44v4s

>>727347827
Alright op

Do you want to feel with me?

I am a 33 year old with a herniated disc in my spine, meaning i cant do strenuous exercise (nor hard sex)

My gf is a pathological liar who is using me for security, she is also suicidal and not attention whoring, as in literally i had to call the ambulance twice as i slapped her face back conscious from two attempts, no letter, no warning. We are living together.
She is continents away from her family or anyone who could help.

I my self am continents naway from my own family, who happen to be living in a semi-war zone
No idea if i will ever see them again.

I swear to you on my testicles i am not even joking or exaggerating.

I had plenty of friends, some died in the war, some left the old country no idea where they are.

I am not Muslim yet being Syrian causes most people to assume I am one, hence stigma and social hatred.

I speak 6 languages, i program in 2, i have a backup in computer science yet the deafening loneliness I feel every day barely keeps me motivated to perform physical therapy.

I am bitter and angry and lonely and decrepit from this prison planet.

I live in a small town, small enough that if someone farted everyone would know by dinner time.

I am carrying the weight of saving my family from Syria, babysitting liar queen of death and constant pain in my back.

I am also a smoker, and i have been diagnosed with mild paranoia because i used to drive ambulances in Syria. (Yes during war time, yes plenty of death)

I can never escape the memory of how things smelled back there.

But hey, you wanna know the bright side?
The most likely scenario is that my gf will kill her self, i will have to explain to her parents that she did, i will have to arrange to fly her body to them. Meanwhile I might hear even worse news about my folks, my spine might get worse and i might get paralysis, and I'll spend the rest of my life on a wheelchair behind a laptop screen with nothing to escape to

>>727347827
Anyone got that wallpaper?

>>727355120
advice: have a contingency plan in case of paralysis, that's the very least you can do for yourself. as for your family, if you can't get them out of said warzone... well... realistically, count them out

>>727349905
I lost, that was fucking sad.

>>727355120
Other than programming tutorials for a dream job that no one will even hire me in.

I used to be a happy kid, i used to have friends, a car, and hopes.

I was active, i went to the gym, i took care of my self, i studied moderately enough for any exam.

I was a model paramedic back home.

And now I'm in the darkness of reality facing rock bottom with an emotional vampire of a gf, whom i can't leave else i will have a death on my conscience (she is clinical, this isn't some Princess drama, it's actual disorder tier issues)
I have to babysit her, and try to help my parents exit the war from far far away through Skype.

I have to wake up every day in the morning, go to work (at a wood factory) pretend my back doesn't hurt so i can get paid and eat.

I have to attend the volunteer work i submitted to every weekend and on Mondays, i have to go to the red cross volunteer work on Fridays, and put my best fake smile up for all the old people in the retirement community i also drop by on Thursdays all just to impress the immigration service of the country i currently live in, in the fucking hopes that if they see me being a model citizen they would approve my family reunification application.

Maybe, if i get my parents here at least i can let go and let my back break in half, and maybe, juuuust maybe i can pretend to be the. Carefree child again in his parents arms being taken care of.

Though highly unlikely, like i said the most likely scenario is that things will only get worse and i will end up a soulless blank sack of flesh and grow old.

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>>727355120
>>727355882
jesus christ anon kun
im fucking sorry
i love you

>>727355120
>syrian
>thinks we care

>>727355604
I can't count them out
I am going to move mountains, heaven and hell to get the to safety

Alright I'm here anons I was in a feels thread last night it's the anon with really bad arthritis if anyone one from last night is on

>I was diagnosed at 4 and I'm 15 now jaw is falling apart and my knees seem to be the worst to me I have arthritis in my knees, ankles, wrists, fingers, hips, through out my spine, and jaw I've had multiple surgeries done on my jaw to clean it out and a few deep injections for my knees fingers and wrists I'm on symponi which is a chemo drug used to slow down the arthritis and I haven't seen it slow down at all it just feels even more aggressive and worse everywhere

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>>727355120
>mfw babysitting liar queen of death
DUMP HER YOU PUSSSSSYYY

Anyone have that story by that chick that delivered with timestamp and everything? Seem interesting but I didn't get to read it and forgot to save before I closed my browser and now the link is 404

>>727357159
i understand where you're coming from, believe me i do. but you gotta learn to let go, friend. they made you and raised you, you are capable of living on your own without needing their help, their job is complete. i understand that love is hard to cull but don't let it drag your heart 6ft under. as for the said vampire... uh... if you want to be practical, get her buried 3ft under a dead dog. get used to guilt, you'll die with it on your mind, regardless.

>>727357599
I get you.
I guess i saw a feels thread and decided to vent a little.
Just fucking tired you know
I am so tired i wish i could have the luxury of being worry free
I would pay a shipload of gold to feel worry free

>>727358163
im not an expert on life, i've done mistakes same as everyone else, but if you want to be worry free, then just be worry free. i understand it sounds very retarded but if you're already doing your best, why worry about the outcome, regardless of how everything turns out. you're not a god, friend. you're only human and you need a break too

>>727358592
Because of the mere knowledge of knowing that if i don't babysit her through her psychiatric therapy she will die.

And because i know that if i manage to get my parents here i would be saving two lives.

It's hard to explain man, i KNOW there is a way, and I'm working on it but it's so fucking exhausting.

Anyway, i won't argue too much, you're actually trying to help.

Maybe i should just lock my self in a room for a few days and not do jack shit for anyone other than just lay down and breathe slowly. That sounds very boring but necessary, maybe the weekend I'll tell her I need (alone time)
To which she will almost definitely create some problem.
But I'll do it anyway.

>>727355120
at least you have a gf

life is the root of all problems, death is the only doorway to happiness

>>727359216
A suicidal pathological liar?
Take her bro

>>727359510
woah, look out, we got a psychic with expert knowledge on human behaviours

>>727359699
I've been living with her for 3 years my bro
24/7

>>727355120
>>727355882
stay strong you will pull through i promise u

>>727349011
Ouch

>>727349065
>>727349223
>>727350199
Goddamn. Lost hard.

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I haven't failed yet, and that's what's killing me.

I'm top of my class for my major, doing everything I can to stay there. My professors tell me I can be great if I just keep pushing, they say I could really help change the field.

The thing is, I don't think I can. I have no clue how I got here, I have no clue how long I can continue meeting expectations. I'm looking at the sort of problems my professors have presented, those that they genuinely think I can solve. I consider one of my professors almost to be my father in a way. My parents haven't supported my pursuits and refuse to recognize my accomplishments, so I look to my professors for that sort of fulfillment and support. When I see him smile at my latest paper I really could not be happier, because this really is what I want to do forever. I want to be the person everyone expects me to be, but I know that I do not have the answers everyone wants, and I don't think I ever will. I'm not great, I'm not a genius, and pretending I am is gonna kill me.

>>727355120
>>727355882
i want to hold you so bad

>>727353090
This sounds so fucking sad

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>>727355120
>>727355882

can you share in chat?

>>727356780
>>727363651
I appreciate that but I'd rather not.
I love you too whoever you are, and thanks for the nice pics.

>>727349065
if there's a god why is he so cruel.......

>>727355882

Hey man,

I don't know who you are, i don't know what you've been through, i don't know your dreams or desires or secrets. Even though we may never meet, from one human to another human, i love you.

>>727364905
This is the first time I've tested up from hearing something told to me from someone in 2 years
Do you understand how weird that is

Thank you and i love you too

>>727365581
Teared up*

>>727353833
Underage
MODS GET HIM

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a note from my ex.
found it the other day, should I keep it?

You know what I realized?
How great of a failure I am.
My mom and dad get dissapointed in me a lot. I have a shitty relationship with my brother. I barely have any friends and if I try to make new ones, they'll probably try to ignore me or some shit and the ones I have are something. Honestly, the only will to live is my girlfriend. But I really don't know if it'll last long or not. In all honesty I hate myself. You see I'm too much of a pussy to end it all but I keep thinking about just doing it. I feel like I'm such a fucking sack of shit. Nobody deserves me. Nor do I deserve nobody. Sometimes I think life is a pain in the ass.

>>727367462
post pics of ex and we'll decide from there

>>727349011
:'( that bear dindu nuffin he a good boy

>>727349857
this looks shopped

>>727347827
that's actually a sick background

>>727349065
That fucking got me ;-;

>>727367462
Depends, What happened to her?

>>727368125
Eh, failure is a normal condition for a human. When you realize that and stop concentrating on your self-created problems, you will be able to move on.

>>727350280
lol you fucking edgy faggot go back to tumblr. muslims are shit and their shit countries would be left alone if they were functional members of the human race.

>>727350483
faggot

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Fuck, just left /wsg/ YFYL thread, and I stumble across this.

Then of course, this song comes on.
https://youtu.be/4_nWRVCNwg4?list=RDEMehzB8xpAw-aRAA-vNpIG6g

I need a drink

>>727349802
lost

>>727369935
>Calvin and Sobs

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I just got 3 years clean and sober, but I really want to pick up right now.

>>727370593
What have you been sober from anon? Depending on what it is there are differing levels of detriment.

Thing is I don't think either of us want you to relapse. Hang in there anon, stay strong.

>>727349223
lost

>>727347827
I want to die in my sleep. Want my brain to shut up. It reminds me of the past. Want to rest. Want to be at peace.

>>727357017
man fuck off. This guy works 10 times harder than you so assholes like you might have a change of heart.

>>727370593
If you want to make everything 100X worse than it is now, go for it.

>>727369935
nothing sad about curing tardiness

>>727370593
Why? you know that drink won't make you feel any better in the end

Finally diagnosed today.

Severe chronic depression. Moderate to severe anxiety. Further behavioral stuff is likely they say.

They put me on Trazodone. I've never taken meds before but I feel numb and don't like it. I can't afford to stop feeling, even if it's mostly melancholy.

I still can't even get to sleep.

>>727373555
I wish I could have some of that
I don't want to feel
I would rather be numb
I feel like if I was numb my focus would be better and I would be able to live my life like a normal person